Incest Koi To Rok Lo

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Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 068}
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Mai bola “lekin mujhe abhi tujhse bahut si baat karna hai. Abhi to meri tujhse koi baat hi nahi huyi hai.”

Keerti boli “jaan mai koi bhagi thodi ja rahi hu. Tum kal din me mujhse baat kar lena. Ab tum din me hospital me rahoge to, hum raat ke sath sath din me bhi baat kar sakege.”

Mai bola “haan, teri baat sahi hai. Thik hai to, fir ab soya jaye.”

Keerti boli “ok to ab meri good night kissy do.”

Mai bola “good night muuuhhhh.”

Keerti boli “good night jaan muuuhhhhh.”

Iske bad keerti ne call rakh diya. Abhi uska call rakhna hua hi tha ki, tabhi mujhe aisa laga ki, jaise kisi ne mere kamre ke darwaje bade hi dhime se ek dastak di ho.

Magar uske bad mujhe darwaje par koi halchal samajh me nahi aayi. Jisse mujhe laga ki, ye mera vaham hoga. Lekin fir thodi der bad, mujhe ek halki si dastak sunayi di.

Ab ye baat saf ho chuki thi ki, koi darwaje par dastak de raha hai. Lekin shayad sabke jag jane ki vajah se wo bahut dhime se dastak de raha hai. Jab teesri baar fir darwaje par dastak huyi to, mai darwaja kholne ke liye uth khada hua.

Mujhe darwaja kholne ke pahle hi, is baat ka anuman ho gaya tha ki, ye priya ke siwa koi dusra nahi ho sakta. Mera ye anuman bilkul sahi nikla. Maine darwaja khola to, samne priya hi khadi thi.

Wo is samay pink short nighty me thi. Kamre ki dudhiya roshni me uska gora badan, chandni ki tarah chamak raha tha. Abhi usne 16 sawan bhi pure nahi dekhe the.

Lekin uska gadraya hua badan, kisi bhi kamsin hasina ko maat kar dene wala tha. Uske samne is samay yadi khud vishwamitra bhi khade hote. To use dekh kar menka ko bhool kar dobara apni tapasya se uth kar khade ho gaye hote.

Fir mai to ek sidha sadha insan tha. Mai bhala khud ko uski is gadrayi jawani ko dekhne se kaise rok pata. Us samay mai khud ko bhi bhool gaya aur meri najar uske seene ki taraf chali gayi.

Jaha uske seene ke golaiyan uske bra na pahne hone ki vajah se nighty se bahar aati lag rahi thi. Wo is samay sakshat kaam ki devi lag rahi thi. Jiske kaam ka baan mere upar chal chuka tha.

Abhi priya ke chehre par gusse ke koi bhav nahi the. Yadi uske chehre par kuch tha to, sirf ek kutil muskan thi aur uski us kutil muskan ka arth samajh pana mere bas ki baat nahi thi.

Usne mujhe yu darwaje par thaga sa khada dekha to, uski muskan aur bhi gahri ho gayi. Mujhe uski aankhon me vasna ki chamak najar aa rahi thi. Wo dheere dheere meri taraf badne lagi.

Mere karib aakar usne mujhe apne bahon me jakad liya aur apne chehre ko mere seene me chhupa liya. Uski is harkat se uske boobs ki komalta ka aehsas mujhe apne seene par hone laga.

Uske badan ka komal aehsas pakar, mere badan me bhi jhurjhuri si daud gayi. Priya mujhe jor se apni bahon ke bandhan me bhich rahi thi. Jisse uske boobs mere seene se dab rahe the.

Us ki tej dhadkane mujhe mehsus ho rahi thi. Jise mehsus kar meri dhadkane bhi tej ho gayi thi. Mere ling me bhi kampan sa hone laga tha. Jo shayad priya ko bhi mehsus ho gaya tha.

Usne mujhe khud se aur bhi jor se chipka liya aur meri pith par upar niche hath ferne lagi. Uski is harkat se mai aur bhi jyada garam ho gaya. Mera ling ka tanav bad gaya aur mera ling priya ki janghon se sata hua tha.

Jiska aehsas priya ko hua to, wo apni jangon ko mere ling par dabane lagi. Uski ye harkat mere liye asahniya ho gayi thi. Lekin iske bad bhi mai koi prtikriya nahi karne ki himmat na juta saka.

Kyoki mera dil kah raha tha. Ye sab galat hai. Magar ab mera sharir, mera sath nahi de raha tha ki, mai use khud se alag kar saku. Mai kisi patthar ki but ki tarah khada raha.

Priya apne boobs ko mere seene par dabaye ja rahi thi aur apni jangone ka dabab mere ling par banaye ja rahi thi. Priya ne jab mujhe kuch na karte dekha to, usne ek pal ke liye apna chehra utha kar meri taraf dekha.

Us ek pal me mujhe uske chehre me, keerti ka chehra najar aaya. Keerti ka chehra najar aate hi mujhe meri galti ka aehsas ho gaya. Priya ke chehre me ek masumiyat, ek bholapan tha.

Mai priya ki aankhon ki jis chamak ko uski vasna samajh raha tha. Wo asal me ek alhad ladki ka, mere liye beshumar pyar tha. Meri aankhon me priya ki narajgi se lekar uske cake banane tak ki saari baten ghumne lagi.

Ab mai samajh chuka tha ki, priya ko mujhse pyar ho gaya hai aur wo har haalat me mujhe pa lena chahti hai. Wo mujhe pane ke liye kisi bhi had se gujarne ko taiyar hai.

Priya ki ye baat meri samajh me aate hi mere to hosh hi ud gaye. Maine priya ko samjhane ki garaj se, bade pyar ke sath, apne dono hathon se. uske chehre ko upar uthaya aur uski aankhon me dekh kar, muskurate huye kaha.

Mai bola “kya baat hai. Aaj mujh par bahut jyada pyar aa raha hai. Tumhara irada to nek hai na.”

Lekin shayad priya samajhne ki had se bahar nikal chuki thi. Ya fir uske sharir ka taapman itna jyada bad chuka tha ki, wo meri koi bhi baat samajhne ki haalat me hi nahi thi.

Usne nashili aankhon se mujhe dekha aur fir meri baat ke jabab me, mere gaalon ko behatasha chumna suru kar diya. Uski is harkat se mai ajib si kashmkash me fas gaya tha.

Mera ling tha ki shant hone ka naam nahi le raha tha aur priya ka sath de raha tha. Magar mai na to keerti ke viswas ke sath dhoka kar sakta tha aur na hi priya ke bholepan ke sath khilwad kar sakta tha.

Mai priya ko apne se alag kiya aur bed par jakar baith gaya. Priya mere aisa karne ka matlab na samajh saki. Usne mujhe bed par baithte dekha to, wo aakar meri god me baith gayi.

Usne fir se mere gale me bahen daal di aur mere gaalon ko chumna suru kar diya. Meri uttejna charam par thi aur mai ek aise dorahe par khada tha. Jaha par yadi mai priya ka sath deta to, keerti ka pyar aur viswas chaknachur hona tha. Ya fir priya ka sath na dene par bhole man ko chot pahuchna thi.

Mai kuch bhi faisla nahi kar pa raha tha. Achanak mujhe chhoti maa ki kahi baat yaad aa gayi ki, pareshani chahe kitni bhi badi kyo na ho. Yadi tum uska samna karoge to, wo bahut chhoti ho jayegi.

Is baat ke dimag me aate hi maine apne aapko sambhala aur priya ke dono hath apne gale se alag kar diye. Meri is harkat se priya ke chehre ki muskan gayab ho gayi aur wo mujhe dekhne lagi.

Maano mujhse puchh rahi ho ki, maine aisa kyo kiya. Maine uski is harkat ke jabab me, uske gaalon ko pyar se choom liya. Mere aisa karne se uske chehre ki muskan wapas aa gayi aur wo bade pyar se mujhe dekhne lagi.

Fir maine uske mathe ko chuma, to wo aur bhi khush ho gayi. Maine uske dono hathon ko apne hathon me liya aur uske hathon ko sahlate huye kaha.

Mai bola “priya tum sach me bahut pyari ho. Tum meri jindgi me pahle kyo nahi aayi.”

Priya boli “to kya hua. Ab to aa gayi hu.”

Mai bola “nahi priya, ab bahut der ho chuki hai. Ab meri jindgi me koi aur ladki hai. Mai uske pyar ke sath dhokha nahi kar sakta. Tumne sham ko khud hi suna tha ki, mai kisi ladki ke baare me apni maa se baat kar raha tha.”

Priya boli “haan suna tha. Isi vajah se mai tum se naraj bhi thi. Lekin fir bad me maine socha ki, uski to sagai ho gayi hai. Uska aur tumhara sath, ab khatam ho gaya hai. Yahi soch kar mera gussa khatam ho gaya aur mai tumhare pas chali aayi.”

Mai bola “priya tum bhi meri tarah usko galat samjhi. Usne aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya. Uski shadi ki baat pakki jarur huyi hai. Magar usne sagai nahi ki hai. Usne ye sab natak sirf mere pyar ko bachaye rakhne ke liye kiya tha. Wo mujhe apni jaan se bhi jyada pyar karti hai. Wo meri khushi ke liye hi sab kuch karti hai.”

Priya boli “mai bhi tumhe apni jaan se jyada pyar karti hu. Mai bhi tumhari khushi ke liye sab kuch kar sakti hu. Mai tumhe apne siwa kisi ka nahi hone dugi.”

Priya ki is baat me uske pyar ki gahrai ke sath sath, uska ek pakka sankalp bhi najar aa raha tha. Jisne kuch der ke liye mujhe vichlit aur sochne par majbur kar diya. Mujhe yu sochta dekh kar, priya ne mere chehre ko apne hathon me thama aur apni taraf ghumate huye kaha.

Priya boli “tum itna soch me kyo pad gaye. Tum ye kyo sochte ho ki, mera pyar us ladki se kam hai. Aisa kya hai, jo wo ladki kar sakti hai aur mai nahi kar sakti. Tum chaho to mujhe aajmakar dekh lo. Mera pyar tumhe kahi bhi, us se kam najar nahi aayega.”

Mai bola “tum shayad uske pyar ko kabhi nahi samajh sakti. Uska pyar tumhare aur mere pyar se bahut upar hai.”

Meri is baat se priya ko gussa aa gaya aur usne gusse me bhadakte huye kaha.

Priya boli “mai nahi samajh sakti to, tum mujhe samjhao. Mai samajhna chahti hu ki, aisa kya hai uske pyar me, jo uska pyar hum sab se upar hai.”

Mai bola “tum nahi samajh paogi priya. Pyar samajhne ki chij hai hi nahi. Ye to dil ka dil se rishta hai. Jo sirf mehsus kiya ja sakta hai. Mera dil yadi use idhar pukarega to, use udhar khabar ho jayegi ki, mai use pukar raha hu. Uski har ek saans par sirf mera naam likha hai. Shayad wo abhi nind me bhi mere hi sapne dekh rahi hogi.”

Priya boli “mujhe ye sab nahi sunna. Mujhe bas ye batao ki, uska pyar mere pyar se upar kyo hai.”

Mai bola “mai tumse pahle hi kah chuka hu ki, ye sab samjhane ki baat nahi hai. Fir bhi tum jid kar rahi ho to, mai tumhe samjhane ki ek koshish jarur karuga.”

Ye kahte huye maine apna mobile uthaya aur keerti ke mobile par ek ring kar ke call kaat diya. Mujhe aisa karte dekh kar priya ne kaha.

Priya boli “kya hua, is tarah call laga kar kaat kyo diya. Kya uska call busy ja raha hai.”

Mai bola “nahi, wo to 1:30 baje hi so gayi hai. Maine to sirf isliye ek ring karke call kaat diya. Taki pata to chale ki, use gahri nind me bhi mere call aane ka aehsas hota hai ya nahi.”

Priya boli “aisa kaise hoga. Yadi wo jaag bhi rahi hoti. Tab bhi tumhare itne se call ko dekh nahi pati. Fir bhala nind me kaise use pata chal sakega. Mujhe to kuch samajh me nahi aa raha ki, tum ye sab karke aakhir sabit kya karna kya chahte ho.”

Mai bola “mai sirf yahi sabit karna chahta hu ki, wo mujhe kitna pyar karti hai. Tum dekh lena itne se call me hi, uska call aa jayega.”

Meri baat sunkar priya ne hanste huye kaha.

Priya boli “tum pagal ho. Kya aisa bhi kabhi hota hai.”

Mai priya ki is baat ka koi jabab de pata. Us se pahle hi naye mobile par keerti ka call aane laga. Maine call uthaya aur is tarah se mobile apne kaan me lagaya ki, priya ko bhi humari baat sunayi de sake. Mere call uthate hi, keerti ne unidi si aawaj me kaha.

Keerti boli “sorry jaan. Meri bahut gahri nind lagi thi. Isliye tumhe turant call nahi laga saki. Lekin tum abhi tak soye kyo nahi.”

Mai bola “mujhe nind nahi aa rahi thi. Isliye tujhe call kiya tha. Lekin tu to bahut gahri nind me hai. Aisa kar tu so ja.”

Keerti boli “nahi jaan, aisi koi baat nahi hai. Tumko subah uthna tha. Isliye maine sone ki jaldi ki thi. Nahi to mai tumse raat bhar bhi baat karti rahu. Tab bhi mujhe nind nahi aayegi. Lekin tumhe nind kyo nahi aa rahi. Kya tumhe koi baat pareshan kar rahi hai.”

Mai bola “haan, mujhe ek baat bahut pareshan kar rahi hai.”

Keerti boli “kya baat hai jaan. Mujhe batao. Ho sakta hai ki, mai tumhari pareshani door kar saku.”

Mai bola “meri koi baat tujhse chhupi nahi hai. Magar samajh nahi pa raha ki, ye baat tujhe kaise batau.”

Meri baat sunkar keerti ki nind ud chuki thi. Aisa mujhe uski baton se samajh me aa chuka tha. Usne mujhse kaha.

Keerti boli “jaan aisi kya baat ho gayi hai. Jise bolne ke liye tumhe itna sochna pad raha hai. Tumko jo bhi baat bolna hai. Jaldi se bol do. Ab mujhe sach me ghabrahat ho rahi hai.”

Mai bola “baat aisi hai ki, yaha ek ladki ko mujhse pyar ho gaya hai. Wo har haalat me mujhe apna banana chahti hai. Uski is baat se hi meri nind ud gayi hai.”

Mai keerti se baat kar raha tha aur priya meri god me baithi uski saari baat apne kanon se sun rahi thi. Abhi hum logon ki baat chal hi rahi thi ki, tabhi meri najar darwaje par padi.

Darwaje par nikki khadi hum logon ko dekh rahi thi. Us par najar padte hi mai thodi der ke liye sakapaka gaya. Lekin fir maine priya ko nikki ke darwaje par khade hone ka ishara kiya.

Priya ne nikki ko darwaje par khade dekha. Lekin wo meri god se nahi uthi. Usne nikki ko chup rahne aur apne pas aane ka ishara kiya. Priya ka ishara pakar nikki bhi hum logon ke pas aakar khadi hokar humari baat samajhne ki koshish karne lagi. Uhdar keerti ne meri hansi udate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “jaan ye to achi baat hai. Tum ho hi aise ki, har ladki tumhe apna banana chahti hai.”

Mai bola “tujhe hansi sujh rahi hai aur idhar meri jaan par bani huyi hai.”

Keerti boli “tum apni jaan ki chinta mat karo. Use kuch nahi hone wala. Tum to bas apni chinta karo ki, do do ladkiyon ko kaise sambhaloge.”

Ye kah kar wo khilkhilakar hansne lagi. Use hanste dekh kar, maine gusse me kaha.

Mai bola “mai yaha pareshan hu aur tujhe raat ke 2:30 baje majak sujh raha hai. Yadi mai uske sath chala gaya to, roti rah jayegi.”

Meri baat sun kar wo kuch der ke liye shant ho gayi. Fir usne bade hi sanjida hokar kaha.

Keerti boli “jaan mai nahi janti ki, wo ladki kaun hai. Lekin yadi wo tumko pasand hai aur tum use apna banana chahte ho to, tumhe meri taraf se puri chhut hai. Mai tumhe kisi baat ke liye mana nahi karugi. Tum mujhe lekar jara bhi pareshan mat ho. Mai tumse pahle hi bol chuki hu ki, tumhari khushi me hi meri khushi hai.”

Mai bola “tu apne aapko samajhti kya hai. Jab dekho tab mujhse kahti rahti hai ki, mai jise chahu, use apna bana lu. Ye kaisa pyar hai tera. Jo kabhi mujhe kisi ke pas jaane se nahi rokta. Mujhe to lagta hai ki, tu mujhe pyar hi nahi karti.”

Keerti boli “jaan mai tumhe kisi ka hone se rok to sakti hu. Lekin kya mai tumhare dil me kisi ko rahne se rok sakti hu. Yadi mai tumhe jabardasti apna bana bhi leti hu aur tumhare dil me koi dusra ho to, tum jindgi bhar uske liye tadapte rahoge. Kya aise me mai tumhe tadapta dekh kar khush rah sakugi.”

“Nahi jaan, tab mai tumhe pakar bhi nahi pa sakugi. Yahi vajah hai ki, mai kabhi tumhe kisi ka hone se nahi rokti. Yadi tumhare dil me mai hu to fir meri jagah koi nahi le sakta.”

“Lekin yadi koi aur hai to fir uski jagah mai nahi lena chahti. Mai tumse pyar karti hu aur tumhe khush dekhna chahti hu. Mujhe is baat se fark nahi padta ki tumhari khushi ki vajah mai hu ya koi aur hai.”

Mai bola “tera pyar bada ajib hai. Jo sab kuch dena to janta hai, par kuch lena nahi janta.”

Meri baat sun kar keerti ne thandi saans lekar ek shayari bolne lagi.

Keerti boli “Phool Se Kisi Ne Poocha.
Tune Khusboo Di Tujhe Kya Mila.
Phool Ne Kaha Lena Dena To Vyapar Hai.
Jo Dekar Kuch Na Mange Wahi To Pyar Hai.”​

Mai bola “band kar apni shayari karna. Mujhe ye bata ki, mai us ladki ki baat ka kya jabab du.”

Keerti boli “isme sochna kya hai. Yadi wo ladki tumhe pasand nahi hai to, use na bol do aur yadi pasand hai to, use haan bol do. Ab ye faisla to tumhe hi karna hai ki, wo tumhe pasand hai ya nahi hai. Isme to mai tumhari koi madad nahi kar sakti.”

Mai bola “mujhe lagta hai ki, mujhe bhi us se pyar ho gaya hai. Mai sirf tere se ye janna chahta hu ki, yadi mai use haan kah deta hu, tab tu kya karegi.”

Keerti boli “mujhe kya karna hai. Jo karna hoga. Wo ladki hi karegi. Mai to aaram ki nind sougi. Waise bhi tumhare jaise buddhu ke sath rah pana mere bas ki baat nahi hai. Tumhare sath to koi pagal ladki hi rah sakti hai. Kya mai jaan sakti hu ki, wo pagal ladki kaun hai. Jisne tumhe bhi apne pyar me pagal bana diya hai.”

Mai bola “haan kyo nahi jaan sakti. Wo ladki koi aur nahi riya ki chhoti bahan priya hai.”

Keerti boli “ye to bahut achi baat hai. Waise bhi priya tumhe pahli hi najar me bha gayi thi. Ab tum bhi use ache lagne lage ho. Ab to tum dono ki khub jamegi. Lekin dekho use mere baare me kuch mat batana. Kahi aisa na ho ki, meri vajah se tum logon ka ban raha rishta toot jaye.”

Mai bola “tu uski chinta mat kar. Wo tere baare me yahi janti hai ki, teri sagai pakki ho gayi hai aur tune mere sath dhokha kiya hai.”

Meri ye baat sunkar keerti ne gussa hone ka naatak karte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “good, tum ladkon ko ye bahut achi tarah se aata hai ki, ek ladki ka pyar pane ke liye dusri ladki ko bewafa bana do. Maine to aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya.”

Mai bola “tu kahti hai to, mai use saari sachai bata deta hu. Mujhe kuch bhi batane me koi pareshani nahi hai. Mai bhala tujhe bewafa batakar kyo kisi ladki ka pyar pana chahuga.”

Keerti boli “tum sach me hi buddhu ho. Are mai to majak kar rahi thi. Kya ab mai majak bhi nahi kar sakti. Tumhe use kuch bhi batane ki jarurat nahi hai. Wo yadi mujhe bewafa samajhti hai to, mujhe isme koi pareshani nahi hai.”

Mai bola “tujhe sach me mere uske pas chale jaane se koi dukh nahi ho raha.”

Keerti boli “nahi, mujhe sach me koi dukh nahi hai. Mere man se to ek bojh utar gaya hai. Ab yadi meri kahi shadi pakki bhi ho jati hai to, mujhe mummy papa ka dil nahi todna padega. Kuch bhi ho par wo mere pata pita hai. Unki khushi ko pura karna mera farz hai. Ab kam se kam mai apna farz to nibha sakugi.”

Mai bola “mai to bekar me hi dar raha tha. Ab mere man se bhi saara bojh utar gaya. Ab mai bhi chain se rah sakuga.”

Keerti boli “ab yadi tumhara bojh utar gaya hai to, ab tum bhi so jao aur mujhe bhi sone do. Mujhe bahut nind aa rahi hai.”

Mai bola “ok good night.”

Keerti boli “good night.”

Magar keerti ne good night kahne ke bad bhi call nahi kaata. Tab maine kaha.

Mai bola “kya hua.? Phone kyo nahi rakh rahi.”

Keerti boli “nahi, aaj mai call nahi rakhugi. Aaj tum call rakho.”

Mai bola “lekin hamesha to tum hi rakhti ho.”

Keerti boli “haan, hamesha mai hi phone rakhti hu. Mgaar aaj mera man phone rakhne ka nahi hai. Aaj tum hi phone rakhoge.”

Mai bola “yadi tera man baat karne ka hai to, hum baat karte hai. Phone rakhne ki jarurat kya hai.”

Keerti boli “nahi, mujhe bahut nind aa rahi hai. Bas aaj mera dil phone rakhne ka nahi kar raha hai. Pls aaj tum phone rakho na.”

Mai bola “thik hai. Jaisi teri marji. Good night.”

Keerti boli “good night.”

Iske bad maine call kaat diya aur priya ki taraf dekhne laga. Priya aur nikki bade hi gaur se meri aur keerti ki baten sunne me lage the. Nikki ko ye sab baten samajh me nahi aa rahi thi ki, hum log ye kya kar rahe hai. Isliye wo chup chap khadi hokar humari baten sun rahi thi.

Wahi priya ab bhi kuch soch rahi thi. Shayad wo keerti ki baton ka kuch matlab nikalne ki koshish kar rahi thi. Jab priya thodi der tak kuch nahi boli. Tab maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “kya ab bhi tumhe lagta hai ki, tumhara ya mera pyar is ladki ke pyar ki barabari kar sakta hai.”

Maine jab keerti ka naam lene ki jagah apni baat me us ladki bola. Us wakt maine nikki ki taraf dekha. Taki wo bhi yadi kuch kahe to, keerti ka naam na le. Priya meri baat ko kuch der tak sochti rahi. Fir usne kaha.

Priya boli “mere to kuch samajh me nahi aa raha hai. Koi ladki aise hanste hanste, apne pyar ko khud se juda karke, kaise itne aaram se so sakti hai.”

Mai bola “tum ye kyo sochti ho ki, wo so gayi hogi. Abhi tak wo mere samne, apne aansu rok kar rakhi thi. Ab wo phone rakhne ke bad ro rahi hogi.”

Humari baat sun kar ab nikki se nahi raha gaya aur usne humari baat ke bich me kudte huye kaha.

Nikki boli “aap logon ne, itni raat ko ye kya tamasha laga rakha hai. Kisi bholi bhali ladki ke jajbaton ke sath khelna, kya koi achi baat hai. Aap logon ko uske pyar ka majak bana kar, kya mil raha hai.”

Mai bola “mai uske pyar ka majak nahi bana raha. Mai bas priya ko ye samjhane ki koshish kar raha hu ki, jo ladki mujhe pyar karti hai. Uske pyar ki barabari na to, mera pyar kar sakta hai aur na hi priya ka pyar kar sakta hai.”

Meri baat sun kar priya meri god se uth kar khadi ho gayi aur usne gusse me kaha.

Priya boli “tumhare pas is baat ka kya sabut hai ki, wo abhi soyi nahi hai aur ro rahi hai. Ho sakta hai ki, use sach me tumhare jaane se koi farak na pada ho.”

Nikki boli “priya aakhir ye chal kya raha hai. Ye in dono ke aapas ka mamla hai. Is se tujhe kya lena dena hai ki, ye dono kya karte hai aur kya nahi karte.”

Nikki apni baat bolkar, gusse me priya ko dekhne lagi. Use priya ki in harkat ka matlab samajh me nahi aa raha tha. Mai chahta tha ki, nikki ko sab sach pata chal jaye. Taki wo hi priya ko samjha sake.

Lekin mai priya ki stithi bhi samajhta tha. Priya par is samay mere pyar ka junun sawar tha aur wo jo kuch bhi kar rahi thi. Sirf mera pyar pane ke liye hi kar rahi thi. Ye alag baat thi ki, uska ye pyar ek tarfa tha.

Fir bhi mai priya ke pyar ki kadar karta tha. Isliye mai chahte huye bhi nikki se kuch na bata saka. Shayad ye keerti ke pyar ka hi asar tha. Jo mujhe priya ke dil ko thes lagane se rok raha tha.

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[Pritam.bs]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 069}
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Meri baat sun kar priya meri god se uth kar khadi ho gayi aur usne gusse me kaha.

Priya boli “tumhare pas is baat ka kya sabut hai ki, wo abhi soyi nahi hai aur ro rahi hai. Ho sakta hai ki, use sach me tumhare jaane se koi farak na pada ho.”

Nikki boli “priya aakhir ye chal kya raha hai. Ye in dono ke aapas ka mamla hai. Is se tujhe kya lena dena hai ki, ye dono kya karte hai aur kya nahi karte.”

Nikki apni baat bolkar, gusse me priya ko dekhne lagi. Use priya ki in harkat ka matlab samajh me nahi aa raha tha. Mai chahta tha ki, nikki ko sab sach pata chal jaye. Taki wo hi priya ko samjha sake.

Lekin mai priya ki stithi bhi samajhta tha. Priya par is samay mere pyar ka junun sawar tha aur wo jo kuch bhi kar rahi thi. Sirf mera pyar pane ke liye hi kar rahi thi. Ye alag baat thi ki, uska ye pyar ek tarfa tha.

Fir bhi mai priya ke pyar ki kadar karta tha. Isliye mai chahte huye bhi nikki se kuch na bata saka. Shayad ye keerti ke pyar ka hi asar tha. Jo mujhe priya ke dil ko thes lagane se rok raha tha.

Mai baitha baitha yahi sab soch raha tha aur udhar nikki priya se bahas kar rahi thi. Nikki ne priya se sawal karte huye kaha.

Nikki boli “mai tere se kuch puchh rahi hu. Tu sidhe sidhe meri baat ka jabab kyo nahi deti. Aakhir tu in logon ke bich me kyo apni taang ada rahi hai. Tujhe ye sab karke kya milega.”

Nikki ke baar baar ek hi baat puchhne par priya bhi apne aapko chup na rakh saki. Usne jhunjhlate huye kaha.

Priya boli “tujhe sunna hai to sun. Mujhe us ladki se koi matlab nahi hai ki, wo kya karti hai aur kya nahi karti hai. Mujhe matlab hai to sirf punnu se hai. Kyoki mai ise pyar karti hu. Tujhe jo janna tha. Maine tujhe bata diya. Ab tu chup rah.”

Priya ki baat sun kar nikki ke to hosh hi ud gaye. Use samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, achanak ye sab kya ho gaya. Wo ek dam se khamosh ho gayi. Ya shayad uske pas ab bolne ke liye kuch bacha hi nahi tha.

Wo khamosh hokar meri taraf dekhne lagi. Jaise ki ye janna chahti ho ki, ab mai kya karuga. Magar mai uske is khamosh se sawal ka, kya jabab deta. Mai to khud hi iska jabab dud raha tha.

Keerti mere liye meri jaan thi. Isliye mujhe uske dard ka aehsas tha. Lekin priya to mujhe apni jaan banana chahti thi. Mai use hone wale dard se bhi anjaan nahi tha. Mere liye priya ko na bolna itna aasan nahi tha.

Kyoki keerti ka dil to maine sirf kuch der ke liye hi toda tha. Mujhse baat hote hi keerti ko uska sab kuch wapas mil jana tha. Lekin priya ka to sab kuch hi khatam ho jana. Yahi sab soch kar mai khamosh hi raha.

Mai chup chap bed par baitha raha. Jab mai priya ki baat sunkar bhi kuch nahi bola. Tab shayad nikki ko meri haalat ka aehsas ho gaya. Usne fir se priya ko samjhate huye kaha.

Nikki boli “priya tu inse pyar karti hai, ye koi galat baat nahi hai. Magar iska matlab ye to nahi hai ki, inko bhi tujhse pyar ho. Fir tu bekar me jabardasti in par apna pyar kyo ladna chahti hai. Tu ye samajhne ki koshish kyo nahi karti ki, ye dono ek dusre se sacha pyar karte hai.”

Priya boli “mai jabardasti kaha kar rahi hu. Punnu bhi mujhe pyar karta hai. Ye bas us ladki ki vajah se apne pyar ka ijhaar nahi kar pa raha hai.”

Nikki boli “kya in ne khud tujhse kaha hai ki, ye tujhse pyar karte hai.”

Priya boli “isne nahi kaha to kya hua. Mai ache se janti hu ki, ye bhi mujhe pyar karta hai. Fir wo ladki bhi to yahi kah rahi thi ki, waise bhi priya tumhe pahli hi najar me bha gayi thi. Ab tum bhi use ache lagne lage ho. Ab to tum dono ki khub jamegi. Ab is baat ka matlab to yahi hua na ki, punnu ko mai pasand hu. Tabhi isne mere baare me ye sab baat us ladki se kahi hogi. Warna use kya malum ki priya kaun hai.”

Nikki boli “lekin kisi ko pasand karna aur kisi ko pyar karna dono hi alag baten hoti hai. Karne ko to mai bhi inhe pasand karti hu. Magar iska matlab ye to nahi ki, mai inhe pyar karti hu.”

Kahne ko to ye baat nikki ne priya ko samjhane ke liye kahi thi. Lekin priya par nikki ki is baat ka ulta hi asar pada. Priya nikki ki ye baat sunkar bhadak uthi. Usne nikki se jo kaha. Us se to nikki ki bolti hi band ho gayi. Priya ne nikki par gussa karte huye kaha.

Priya boli “aaj tujhe apni saheli kahte huye mujhe sharm aa rahi hai. Yadi tu meri sachi saheli hoti to, chahe mai galat hi kyo na hoti, par tu mera pyar pane me mera sath deti. Lekin tu mera sath dene ki jagah, ek aisi ladki ka sath de rahi hai. Jise tu janti bhi nahi hai.”

Priya ki baat sun kar nikki ka muh chhota sa ho gaya. Uski najar mujh par padi to, mai use hi dekh raha tha. Wo mujhse najar nahi mila payi. Lekin fir usne khud ko sambhala aur dobara se priya ko samjhate huye kaha.

Nikki boli “yadi mai tujhe sirf apni saheli manti, to jarur teri har baat me, haan me haan milati. Lekin tu mere liye meri saheli se bad kar, meri bahan jaisi hai. Isliye maine tujhe ye sab samjhane ki koshish ki thi.”

“Magar tune aaj mujhe ye baat bolkar mujhe meri hi najron me gira diya. Tujhe yadi meri baat ka bura laga hai, to uske liye mai tere se maafi mangti hu. Tujhe jo thik lage tu wahi kar. Ab mai teri kisi baat me bich me nahi bolugi.”

Itna bol kar nikki kamre se bahar jaane ko lagi. Lekin is tarah nikki ko bahar jate dekh shayad priya ko apni galti ka aehsas ho gaya. Usne nikki ko tokte huye kaha.

Priya boli “haan, mai teri sagi bahan thodi hu. Jo tu meri kisi baat ko sahegi. Ek taraf mujhe bahan kahti hai aur dusri taraf meri gusse me kahi baat ka bura bhi manti hai. Tum sabhi bahut ache ho. Bas mai hi ek buri ladki hu.”

“Tu jana chahti hai to ja. Mai bhi tujhe nahi rokugi. Lekin meri ek baat sun le. Maine hamesha tujhe apni bahan mana hai. Tujhme aur riya didi me maine kabhi koi fark nahi kiya hai.”

Itna bol kar priya ki aankhe aansuon se bhig gayi aur nikki ke bahar jate huye kadam wahi ruk gaye. Nikki priya ke pas wapas aayi aur uske kandhe par hath rakhte huye kaha.

Nikki boli “tu meri bahan thi aur hamesha rahegi. Mujhe teri kisi baat ka koi bura nahi laga. Lekin tu meri kisi baat ko samajhna hi nahi chahti to, mai yaha ruk kar kya karugi.”

Nikki ki ye baat sunkar, priya ko is baat ki rahat mehsus huyi ki, nikki ko uski baat ka bura nahi laga. Lekin iske bad bhi wo apni baat par adi hi rahi. Usne apne aansuon ko ponchhte huye kaha.

Priya boli “mai har baat ko samajhne taiyar hu. Lekin tum logon ko to har baat me, us ladki ki achai hi dikhai de rahi hai. Tum logon ko ye kyo nahi dikhai de raha ki, mere baare me sunkar bhi, use koi asar nahi pada. Ulte usne ye tak kah diya ki, ab kam se kam wo apne mata pita ki marji se shadi karke, apna farz pura kar sakegi.”

Nikki boli “tu yahi to samajhna nahi chahti. Tujhe kya lagta hai ki, inke ye baat kahne se, us par koi asar nahi pada aur wo khushi khushi so gayi hai.”

Priya boli “haan, mai yahi kahna chahti hu.”

Nikki boli “yadi ye baat sabit ho jaye ki, wo ye sab sirf inke dil ka bojh kam karne ke liye kah rahi thi aur use sach me inki baat se bahut dukh pahucha hai. Tab tu kya karegi. Kya tab tu apne pyar ko bhula sakegi.”

Priya boli “yadi uska pyar sacha hai to, mai jarur inke bich se hat jaugi. Lekin tum logon ko ye baat abhi isi wakt sabit karna hogi.”

Nikki boli “ok ye baat abhi sabit ho jayegi. Abhi tere samne dudh ka dudh aur pani ka pani ho jayega.”

Nikki aur priya ki baton se mujhe kuch tasalli to jarur huyi. Lekin meri samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, nikki is baat ko kaise sabit karegi. Mai ummid bhari najron se nikki ki taraf dekhne laga.

Nikki ne priya ko baithne ko kaha to, wo mere pas aakar baith gayi. Fir nikki ne ek chair li aur hum dono ke samne baithte huye, mujhse kaha.

Nikki boli “ab ye aapko sabit karna hai ki, wo ladki aapse sacha pyar karti hai. Us ladki ne to aapko apne pyar ka ye sabut de diya hai ki, wo aapse kitna pyar karti hai. Ab aap bhi is baat ka sabut dijiye ki aapko us ke dard ka kitna aehsas hai.”

Mai bola “mai bhala apne pyar ka kya sabut de sakta hu. Mai uski tarah nahi hu. Jo har baat ko itni aasani se kah saku. Mai bas itna janta hu ki, mujhe hansna usi ne sikhaya hai. Meri jindgi me aaj jo bhi rang hai. Sab uske hi bhare huye hai.”

“Lekin mai chahu bhi to, ye sab sabit nahi kar sakta. Kyoki mujhe ye sab karna nahi aata. Abhi aapne to khud dekha hai ki, maine priya ko uske pyar ka sabut dene ke liye, kis tarah se uska dil dukha diya.”

Nikki boli “aap uske baare me kuch aisa bataiye. Jis se priya ko yakin ho jaye ki wo ladki aap se sacha pyar karti hai. Use aapse door hone ka bahut dukh hai.”

Mai bola “ye uski aadat hai. Wo apna dukh, apna dard kabhi mujh par jahir nahi hone deti. Mai is baat ko achi tarah se janta tha ki, yadi wo mere muh se sunegi ki, mujhe kisi aur ladki se pyar ho gaya hai. Tab wo mujhe uske pas jaane se nahi rokegi.”

“Yahi vajah thi ki, maine uski baat priya ko sunayi thi. Taki priya ko is baat ka aehsas ho sake ki sacha pyar kya kahlata hai. Magar priya par uske itne bade balidan ka koi asar hi nahi pada. Priya ko to ab bhi yahi lag raha hai ki, us ladki ko mujhse door hone ka koi dukh nahi hai.”

Priya boli “use yadi dukh hai to, fir mujhe uski baton me, wo dukh dikhayi kyo nahi diya.”

Mai bola “usne apna dard muskura kar chhupa liya aur aap log uske dard ko mehsus nahi kar payi. Magar mai ye achi tarah se janta hu ki, bhale hi us ne hanste hanste is baat ke liye haan kah di ho. Lekin asal me ab wo akele me bahut ro rahi hogi.”

Priya boli “yadi aisi baat hai to, aap abhi use call lagaiye. Mai dekhna chahti hu ki, wo so rahi hai ya ro rahi hai.”

Mai bola “ab call karne ka koi fayda nahi hai. Wo abhi ro hi rahi hogi aur ab sone ka bahana kar ke mera call nahi uthayegi.”

Nikki boli “use call mat uthane dijiye. Lekin aap use call to lagaiye.”

Un dono ki baat sun kar maine keerti ko call laga diya. Lekin hua wahi jo maine kaha tha. Mere do teen baar call lagane ke bad bhi keerti ne call nahi uthaya. Tab maine kaha.

Mai bola “aap log use nahi janti. Jab mai yaha aa raha tha. Tab bhi usne aisa hi kuch kiya tha. Mujhe apne se door hota dekh kar, pahle to wo royi thi. Lekin fir us ne rona band kar diya aur puri tarah se shant ho gayi.”

“Uske chehre se muskurahat gayab ho gayi thi aur uska chehra kisi patthar ki tarah sakht ho gaya. Lekin uski aankho me aansuon ki jhilmilahat saaf najar aa rahi thi. Uski ye haalat dekh kar mera bhi dil ro raha tha.”

“Mai uske pas hi khada tha. Lekin na usne kuch bola aur na hi maine kuch bola. Kuch der bad train aa gayi. Sab train me saman rakhne lage. Lekin mai wahi patthar ka but bane khada raha. Mere pair jabab de gaye the. Mujhse waha se hilte bhi nahi ban raha tha.”

“Jab usne meri aisi haalat dekhi to, apne dono hath apne chehre par fere aur apne aapko majbut karke khadi ho gayi. Fir usne mera hath pakad kar, mujhe train par chhada diya.”

“Abhi bhi usne bilkul aisa hi kuch kiya hai. Use is baat se koi fark nahi padta ki, use kya dard hai. Use fark padta hai to, sirf is baat se fark padta hai ki, mujhe koi dard na ho.”

Meri ye baat sunkar, shayad priya ke man me keerti ke liye sahanubhuti jag gayi aur usne kaha.

Priya boli “jab use tumhare dard ki itni pahchan hai. Tab tumhe bhi uske dard ki pahchan hogi. Mujhe to uske tumse baat karte samay, uski baton me kahi koi dard samajh me nahi aaya. Lekin tumhe uski kaun si baton me uska dard samajh me aaya.”

Mai bola “ye to samajhne ki baat hai. Yadi aap logon ne uske dard ko samjha hota to, uska dard aap logon ko tabhi samajh me aa gaya hota. Jab wo mujhse baat kar rahi thi. Pyar me chhoti chhoti baten bahut mayne rakhti hai.”

“Usne bina ek aansu bahaye mujhe kisi aur ke pas jaane diya. Fir bhi yadi aap logon ne dhyan diya hota to, to aapko uski bebasi samajh me aa jati. Pahle wo mujhse jaan kah kar baat kar rahi thi.”

“Lekin jaise hi maine kaha ki, mujhe priya se pyar hai. Uske bad se usne mujhse baat karte huye jaan lagana band kar diya. Fir aaj usne na to roj ki tarah khud call rakha aur na hi us ne call kaatti samay mujhse kiss ki mang ki thi.”

“Aisa sirf isliye tha kyoki use laga ki, ab mai uska nahi hu. Warna aaj tak usne kabhi mujhse kiss liye bina call nahi kaata. Chahe mai kisi bhi jagah par kyo na raha hu. Wo mujhse kiss liye bina call rakhti hi nahi hai.”

Meri is baat ko sunkar, nikki ne kaha.

Nikki boli “haan, ye to ek baar mere samne hospital me bhi ho chuka hai. Usne tab tak call nahi rakha tha. Jab tak aapne use kiss nahi de diya tha. Lekin meri samajh me ye baat nahi aa rahi hai ki, aap call kyo nahi rakhte hai. Call wo hi kyo rakhti hai.”

Mai bola “aisa isliye hai kyoki mai kabhi call rakh hi nahi pata hu. Mujhe call rakhne me aisa mehsus hota hai. Jaise ki mai us se hamesha ke liye door ho raha hu. Isi vajah se wo kabhi mujhse call rakhne ko kahti bhi nahi hai. Magar aaj na jaane kyo usne mujhse call rakhne ko kaha tha.”

Nikki boli “so sad. Aap itni si baat bhi nahi samajh sake. Usne call rakhne ko isliye kaha hoga. Kyoki wo ye dekhna chah rahi hogi ki, aapke dil me uski jagah ab bhi wahi hai ya nahi hai. Lekin aapne call rakh kar use ye aehsas dila diya ki, aapke dil me uski jagah pahle jaisi nahi hai. Use aapke call rakh dene se bahut jyada taklif pahuchi hogi.”

Mai bola “haan, use taklif to pahuchi hai. Lekin mere liye us samay, uski taklif se jyada ye jaruri ho gaya tha ki, mai kisi bhi tarah se priya ko uske pyar ka aehsas dila saku.”

“Kyoki baat chahe kaisi bhi kyo na ho. Lekin sach to yahi hai ki, priya mujse pyar karti hai. Aise me mai iske dil ko thes kaise laga sakta hu. Mai pahle pyar ko na pa sakne ka dard janta hu. Isliye mai priya ke dil ko kisi bhi haalat me thes lagana nahi chahta tha.”

Itna bol kar mai niche sar jhuka kar baith gaya. Lekin meri in baton ne sidhe priya ke dil par asar kiya. Use shayad keerti ke pyar par yakin hone laga tha. Usne bade hi dhire se kaha.

Priya boli “sorry, mai tum dono ke pyar ko samajh na saki. Mai apne pyar ke junun me bahut swarthi ho gayi thi. Jo mujhe apne aage tum dono ka pyar samajh me nahi aa raha tha.”

“Lekin mai bhi kya karti. Wo is tarah se hans rahi thi ki, mai samajh hi nahi saki ki, use tumse door hone ka koi dukh hai. Sach kahu to, mujhe abhi bhi is baat par puri tarah se yakin nahi ho pa raha hai.”

Mai priya ki is baat ka matlab ache se samajh sakta tha. Jab koi kisi se bahut pyar karta hai to, fir wo dil se ye manne ko taiyar hi nahi hota ki, koi aur us se jyada pyar kar sakta hai.

Yahi haal abhi priya ka bhi tha. Uske dimag ne to ye baat maan li thi ki, keerti ne jo kuch bhi kiya hai, wo sab dikhawa tha. Lekin uska dil abhi bhi is baat ko manne ko taiyar nahi tha.

Mujhe bhi aisa koi rasta samajh me nahi aa raha tha. Jis se mai priya ke dil se is baat ko nikal saku. Lekin priya ki baat ko sunne ke bad shayad nikki ko kuch sujha. Usne mujhse kaha.

Nikki boli “aap jara apna mobile mujhe dijiye.”

Nikki ki baat sunkar mujhe laga ki, wo fir se keerti ko call lagane wali hai. Isliye maine use samjhate huye kaha.

Mai bola “ab use call lagane ka koi fayda nahi hai. Wo bahut jiddi hai. Yadi use call uthana hota to, wo tabhi call utha leti ya fir tabhi usne wapas call laga diya hota. Ab wo call nahi uthayegi.”

Nikki boli “mai use call nahi lagugi. Aap bas mujhe apna mobile dijiye aur dekhte jaiye kya hota hai.”

Nikki ki baat sunkar, maine apna mobile use de diya. Nikki ne mobile liya aur kuch type karne lagi. Fir usne mujhe mobile de diya. Usne ek msg type kiya tha.

Nikki ka msg “Socha Kisi Apne Se Baat Kare.
Apne Kisi Khas Ko Yaad Kare.
Jo Faisla Kisi Ko Sms Karne Ka Kiya.
Dil Ne Kaha Kyo Na Tumse Suruaat Kare.”​

Maine msg pada. Fir nikki ne wo msg keerti ko send karne ko kaha to, maine msg keerti ko send kar diya aur nikki se puchha.

Mai bola “is se kya hoga. Kya wo call karegi.”

Nikki boli “kuch nahi hoga. Bas aap dekhte chaliye aur msg send karte chaliye.”

Is msg ke thodi der bad nikki ne fir mobile liya aur fir ek msg type karke mujhe de diya.

Nikki ka msg “Abhi Karo Mere Sath Koi Baat Phir So Jana.
Jab Dhal Jaye Ye Raat Phir So Jana.
Muddat Se Pyase Hai Hum Teri Deed Ke.
Jab Bujh Jaye Meri Pyas Phir So Jana.
Kuch Tum Satao, Kuch Hum Sataye.
Kuch Ho Jaye Dil Ki Baat Phir So Jana.
Abhi To Jaag Rahe Hai Chand Sitare.
Jab So Jaye Ye Kaynat Phir So Jana.”​

Maine msg pada aur keerti ko msg send karke mobile wapas nikki ko de diya. Thodi der bad nikki ne fir ek msg type karke mobile mujhe de diya.

Nikki ka msg “Raat Ki Dhadkan Jab Tak Jaari Rahti Hai.
Sote Nahi Hai Hum, Jimmedari Rahti Hai.
Jab Tak Tujhse Apne Dil Ki Baten Na Ho.
Shukun Nahi Milta Tabiyat Bhari Rahti Hai.”​

Maine msg pada aur fir se keerti ko send kar diya. Lekin keerti ki taraf se abhi bhi koi jabab nahi aa raha tha. Mai ache se janta tha ki, wo ye sab msg pad to rahi hai. Lekin wo kisi bhi msg ka jabab nahi degi. Thodi der bad fir nikki ne ek msg type karke mujhe de diya.

Nikki ka msg “Aaj Jarurat Hai Jiski Wo Pass Nahi Hai.
Ab Unke Dil Me Wo Pahle Sa Aehsas Nahi Hai.
Tadapte Hai Do Pal Unse Baat Karne Ke Liye.
Shayad Ab Waqt Humare Liye Unke Pass Nahi Hai.”​

Maine msg pada to, ye msg mujhe acha nahi laga. Isliye maine nikki se kaha.

Mai bola “is tarah ka msg bhejne ki koi jarurat nahi hai. Wo bekar me pareshan hogi.”

Nikki boli “jab aapne use call karke pareshan kiya tha. Tab aapko is baat ki fikar nahi huyi. Ab thoda sa pareshan mujhe bhi kar lene dijiye.”

Mujhe nikki ki ye baat pasand to nahi aayi. Lekin fir bhi maine keerti ko msg send kar diya. Magar abhi bhi keerti ki taraf se koi jabab nahi aaya. Tab nikki ne fir ek msg type karke mujhe de diya.

Nikki ka msg “Aankhen Ro Padi Unka Na Paigam Aaya.
Chale Gaye Hume Akela Chhod Ke Ye Kaisa Mukam Aaya.
Meri Tanhai Hansi Mujhpe Aur Boli,
Bata Aakhir Mere Siva Tere Kaun Kaam Aaya.”​

Maine msg pada aur beman se keerti ko msg send kar diya. Kyoki mujhe malum tha ki, nikki fir wahi jabab degi. Jo usne pahle diya tha. Iske thodi der bad nikki ne fir ek msg type karke mujhe de diya.

Nikki ka msg “Kya Zamaana Tha, Tum Roj Mila Karti Thi.
Raat Bhar Chaand Ke, Humraz Fira Karti Thi.
Dekh Kar Bhi Aaj Mujhe Muh Fere Baithi Ho.
Kabhi Tum Hi Mujhe Apni Jaan Kaha Karti Thi.”​

Maine msg pada aur keerti ko msg send kar diya. Ab meri aur priya ki najar nikki par hi tiki thi. Kyoki hume samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, wo karna kya chah rahi hai. Mai to apni bechaini ko chhupaye raha. Lekin priya apne aapko jyada der na rok saki aur usne nikki se kaha.

Priya boli “tu aakhir karna kya chahti hai. Jab uski nind call karne se bhi nahi khuli to, kya ab wo tere msg karne se jaag jayegi.”

Nikki boli “tu chup karke baith. Tujhe khud pata chal jayega ki, mai kya karna chahti hu.”

Priya boli “aise to tu use raat bhar msg karti rahegi. To kya hum raat bhar chup baith kar tera tamasha dekhte rahege.”

Nikki boli “raat bhar nahi. Bas ab is msg ke bad tere sab samajh me aane lagega.”

Ye kah kar nikki ne fir ek msg type kiya.

Nikki ka msg “Tumse Door Jaane Ka Irada Na Tha.
Sada Sath Rahne Ka Bhi Vaada Na Tha.
Tum Yaad Na Karogi Ye Jante The Hum.
Par Itni Jaldi Bhool Jaogi Andaja Na Tha.”​

“You Break My Heart.”
“Bye N Take Care”​

Maine msg pada aur keerti ko msg send karne ke bad nikki se kaha.

Mai bola “ye to galat baat hai. Usne to aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya hai. Wo bas apna dard mere samne jahir karna nahi chahti hai. Isliye wo sone ka natak kar rahi hai. Yadi aapko ye hi janna hai ki, wo jaag rahi hai ya so rahi hai.”

“Tab aap use bas itna likh kar bhej do ki, maine jo kuch bhi kaha tha. Wo sab jhuth hai. Dekhiye turant uska call aa jayega. Lekin aisa karke use aur chot mat pahuchaiye. Ye msg pad pad kar uska bura haal ho raha hoga.”

Nikki boli “mai janti hu ki, mai galat kar rahi hu. Lekin aap ye mat bhuliye ki, aap ek ladke ho aur hum ladkiyon ki soch ko nahi samajh sakte. Aap sirf dekhte jaiye. Is mag ke bad uska msg jarur aayega.”

“Yadi ab uska msg nahi aaya to, fir ye baat koi mayne nahi rakhti ki, wo jaag rahi hai ya so rahi hai. Fir priya ki tarah mai bhi yahi manugi ki, uska pyar sacha nahi hai. Kyoki jab use aapke dard se jyada apne dard ki parwah ho to, fir uska pyar sacha ho hi nahi sakta hai.”

Itna bol kar nikki chup ho gayi. Lekin uski is baat se jaha priya ke chehre par vijayi muskan aa gayi. Wahi mere chehre ki raunak gayab ho gayi. Hum sabhi ki najar ab mere mobile par hi tiki huyi thi.

Sabko ab keerti ke msg aane ya na aane ka intejar tha. Mere dil ki dhadkane bad gayi thi. Kyoki ab sawal sirf keerti ke so jaane ka nahi tha. Balki ab sawal mere pyar ki ijjat ka tha. Jo sirf keerti ke ek msg karne ya na karne par tiki huyi thi.

Mai man hi man bhagwan se prathna karne laga ki, mere pyar ki ijjat rakh lo aur sath sath apne man me keerti se baat karte huye kahne laga ki, “pls jaan, chahe jaise bhi ho, par apne pyar ki ijjat rakh lo. Warna humara pyar in logon ki najro me jhutha pad jayega.”

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Nikki boli “mai janti hu ki, mai galat kar rahi hu. Lekin aap ye mat bhuliye ki, aap ek ladke ho aur hum ladkiyon ki soch ko nahi samajh sakte. Aap sirf dekhte jaiye. Is mag ke bad uska msg jarur aayega.”

“Yadi ab uska msg nahi aaya to, fir ye baat koi mayne nahi rakhti ki, wo jaag rahi hai ya so rahi hai. Fir priya ki tarah mai bhi yahi manugi ki, uska pyar sacha nahi hai. Kyoki jab use aapke dard se jyada apne dard ki parwah ho to, fir uska pyar sacha ho hi nahi sakta hai.”

Itna bol kar nikki chup ho gayi. Lekin uski is baat se jaha priya ke chehre par vijayi muskan aa gayi. Wahi mere chehre ki raunak gayab ho gayi. Hum sabhi ki najar ab mere mobile par hi tiki huyi thi.

Sabko ab keerti ke msg aane ya na aane ka intejar tha. Mere dil ki dhadkane bad gayi thi. Kyoki ab sawal sirf keerti ke so jaane ka nahi tha. Balki ab sawal mere pyar ki ijjat ka tha. Jo sirf keerti ke ek msg karne ya na karne par tiki huyi thi.

Mai man hi man bhagwan se prathna karne laga ki, mere pyar ki ijjat rakh lo aur sath sath apne man me keerti se baat karte huye kahne laga ki, “pls jaan, chahe jaise bhi ho, par apne pyar ki ijjat rakh lo. Warna humara pyar in logon ki najro me jhutha pad jayega.”

Ghadi ki badti huyi suiyon ke sath sath, mere dil ki dhadkano ki raftar bhi tej hoti ja rahi thi. Mere liye ek ek pal, ek ek saal ki tarah gujar raha tha. Bahar se mai khamosh jarur tha. Magar man hi man, keerti se hajaron baat kiye ja raha tha aur use msg bhejne ke liye kahta ja raha tha.

Aaj tak maine suna tha ki, dil se dil ko raah hoti hai. Pyar karne wale ek dusre ke dil ki baat dil se sun lete hai. Bas aaj ye wakt usi baat ko aajmane ka tha aur mai usi baat ko aajma bhi raha tha.

Bahut jaldi hi mujhe is baat ke sach hone ka sabut bhi mil gaya. Keerti ne mere dil ki aawaj sun li thi. Usne apni sone ka natak karne ki, jid ko todte huye, humare pyar ki ijjat rakh li thi. Usne mujhe msg kiya tha.

Keerti ka msg “Bhool Jaane Ka Tumhe, Humara Koi Irada Nahi Hai.
Tumhare Siwa Humne, Kisi Se Kiya Vada Nahi Hai.
Nikale Bhi To Kaise Nikale, Apne Dil Se Tumhe.
Jab Is Dil Me Bahar Jaane Ka, Koi Darwaza Nahi Hai.”​

Keerti ka msg dekhte hi meri aankhon me khushi ke aansu aa gaye. Maine mobile nikki ko pakda diya aur apne chehre ko apne ghutno par tika diya. Mai man hi man use is msg ko karne ke liye thanks karne laga aur hajaron baar use I Love You bolne laga.

Maine bhagwan ko bhi mere pyar ki ijjat rakhne ke liye thanks kaha. Mujhe is tarah apne ghutno par jhuka dekh kar, priya iska matlab samajh nahi payi. Usne mere kandhe par hath rakh kar, mujhse puchha.

Priya boli “kya hua tumhe. Kya usne koi galat msg kar diya.”

Maine sar jhukaye jhukaye apne aansuon ko ponchha aur fir sar upar uthate huye priya se kaha.

Mai bola “nahi, aisa kuch nahi hai. Meri aankh me kuch chala gaya tha. Ab thik hai.”

Lekin nikki meri haalat ko samajh gayi thi. Usne muskurate huye priya se kaha.

Nikki boli “nahi, usne kuch bura nahi kaha. Usne ek pyar bhara msg beja hai.”

Ye kah kar nikki ne priya ko msg pad kar sunaya aur fir ek msg type kar ke mujhe thama diya.

Nikki ka msg “Jindagi Me Ye Kaisi Majburi Hai.
Na Jaane Kyo Tere Mere Bich Ye Doori Hai.
Sochta Hu Kabhi Dil Se Bhula Du Tujhko.
Par Kya Karu Teri Muskan Hi Meri Kamjori Hai.”​

Maine msg dekha aur nikki se kaha.

Mai bola “ab msg karne ki kya jarurat hai. Usne msg kiya hai to, ab wo call bhi utha legi. Mai sidhe us se baat hi kar leta hu.”

Nikki boli “aap dono ki baten to hamesha hoti rahti hai. Abhi aap use call karoge to, wo call bhi utha legi. Lekin fir wo nahi ho payega, jo mai karna chahti hu. Aap thodi der mujhe, us se msg me baat karne dijiye.”

Nikki ki ye baat sun kar maine keerti ko msg send kar diya aur mobile wapas nikki ko pakda diya. Lekin nikki ki ye harkat abhi bhi mere liye ek paheli hi bani huyi thi.

Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, jab keerti jaag rahi hai aur usne mujhe msg bhi kar diya hai. To fir nikki ne mujhe us se baat kyo nahi karne di. Mai yahi sab sochta rah gaya aur keerti ka msg aa gaya.

Keerti ka msg “Kadmo Ki Duri Se Dilo Ke Fasle Nahi Badte.
Door Hone Se Aehsas Nahi Marte.
Kuch Kadmo Ka Fasla Hi Sahi Humare Bich,
Lekin Aisa Koi Pal Nahi Jab Hum Tumko Yaad Nahi Karte.”​

Nikki ne hume keerti ka msg pad kar sunaya aur fir wo msg type karne lagi.

Nikki ka msg “Uthayege Hum Jab Bhi Hath Dua Ko.
Rab Se Tumhare Liye Hi Fariyad Karege.
Tum Ho Jao Chahe Humse Hans Kar Zuda.
Hum Rokar Hi Sahi Par Tumhe Yaad Karege.”​

Nikki ne msg type ho jane ke bad hume pad kar sunaya aur fir msg keerti ko send kar diya. Thodi hi der bad fir keerti ka jabab bhi aa gaya.

Keerti ka msg “Aao Aur Mujhe Toot Kar Bikharta Dekho.
Meri Ragon Me Jahar Judai Ka Utarta Dekho.
Kis Kis Ada Se Tumhe Manga Hai Khuda Se.
Aao Kabhi Mujhe Sajdon Me Sisakta Dekho.”​

Nikki ne keerti ka msg pad kar sunaya to, ab mujhse nahi raha gaya. Maine nikki se kaha.

Mai bola “ab bas bhi kijiye. Kya apko uske msg me, uska dard samajh me nahi aa raha hai.”

Nikki boli “mujhe sab samajh me aa raha hai. Bas 2 msg aur karne dijiye.”

Ye kah kar nikki ne ek msg aur type kiya.

Nikki ka msg “Meri Koi Khata Hai To, Khata Sabit Karo.
Jo Mai Bura Hu To, Mujhe Bura Sabit Karo.
Mai Ja Raha Hu Door, Tum Jaisi Bewafa Se.
Yadi Mai Bewafa Hu To, Tum Apni Wafa Sabit Karo.”​

Nikki ne type kiya hua msg hume pad kar sunaya aur use keerti ko send kar diya. Lekin ab keerti ka koi msg nahi aaya. Tab maine nikki se kaha.

Mai bola “aapne apni man ka kar ke dekh liya na. Mujhe lagta hai ki, use is baat ka bahut jyada bura lag gaya hai. Isliye usne is baat ka koi jabab nahi diya hai.”

Nikki boli “use bura jarur laga hai. Lekin wo iska jabab jarur degi.”

Nikki ka kahna sahi nikla. Kuch der bad hi keerti ka msg aa gaya.

Keerti ka msg “Tum Jao Hum Se Door To Ek Kaam Kar Jana.
Kuch Pal Apne Humare Naam Kar Jana.
Agar Aa Jaye Mout Hume Tumhare Aane Se Pahle.
To Aa Kar Mere Janaje Ka Ehtraam Kar Jana.
Na Rona Is Qadar Ki Takleef Ho Hume.
Mout Ko Bhi Majak Samajh Kar Anjan Ban Jana.
Mai To Ek Din So Jaoongi Sada Ke Liye.
Phir Mujhe Bewafa Kah Kar Badnam Kar Jana.
Jo Gujro Meri Kabar Se To Najren Na Ferna.
Ajnabi Hi Ban Ke Mujhe Dua Salam Kar Jana.”​

Nikki ne hume msg pad kar sunaya aur fir ek msg type karne lagi.

Nikki ka msg “Hum Markar Bhi Dikha Dege Tumhare Liye.
Kya Tumhe Fir Bhi Na Hum Par Pyar Aayega.
Jab Jalaya Jayega Hume Tumhare Samne.
Kya Tab Bhi Tumhara Dil Aansu Rok Payega.”​

Nikki ne type kiya hua msg hume pad kar sunaya. Lekin maine use msg send karne se rokte huye kaha.

Mai bola “ye msg pad kar wo toot jayegi. Use aap kuch bhi kahti rahiye, wo yu hi hans ke jabab deti rahegi. Magar mere marne ki baat wo sah nahi sakegi. Ye msg rahne dijiye.”

Nikki boli “mai bhi yahi chahti hu ki, uska dard bahar nikle. Taki kam se kam priya ko uske pyar ka aehsas ho. Mai dawe ke sath kahti hu. Is msg ke jabab me uska call aayega.”

Itna bol kar nikki ne bina meri koi baat sune msg send kar diya. Uska kahna sahi hi nikla. Abhi msg gaya hi tha ki, naye wale mobile par keerti ka call aane laga. Mere call uthate hi keerti mujh par bhadak uthi. Usne rote huye kaha.

Keerti boli “maine tumhara kya bigada hai. Ye tum mujhse kis baat ka badla le rahe ho. Aakhir meri galti kya hai. Mai tumhe apni jaan se jyada pyar karti hu. Kya yahi meri galti hai.”

Keerti ka aansuon aur gusse se bhara ye roop dekh kar, meri to bolti hi band ho gayi. Mujhse uski is baat ka koi jabab dete nahi ban raha tha. Jab mai chup hi raha to, fir usne kaha.

Keerti boli “chup kyo ho. Kuch bolte kyo nahi. Yadi ye meri galti hai to, tum mujhe apne hath se jahar de do. Mai mar jau, fir tumhe jo karna hai. Tum karte rahna.”

Lekin abhi bhi mujhse kuch kahte nahi ban raha tha. Nikki ne meri aisi haalat dekhi to, usne pas padi nootbook me kuch likha aur wo keerti se bolne ko kaha. Maine wahi keerti se kah diya.

Mai bola “tum ro kyo rahi ho. Tumhe to khush hona chahiye. Mere jaise buddhu se tumhara pichha chhut gaya. Ab tumhe mujhko aur nahi jhelna padega. Tum to mere jaane se bahut khush thi. Mere call karne aur msg karne se bhi tumhari nind nahi khul rahi thi to, ab kyo jaag gayi aur ye aansu kyo baha rahi ho.”

Meri baat sunkar keerti ka gussa shant ho gaya. Magar uske aansu abhi bhi bah rahe the. Usne shayad ye samjha ki, mai uski baat ko lekar us se naraj hu. Isliye usne mujhe samjhate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “jaan, tumhari kasam khakar kahti hu. Tumhare jaane se meri jaan nikal rahi thi. Mai apne aansu nahi rok pa rahi thi. Isliye chah kar bhi tumhara call nahi utha saki aur na hi tumhare msg ka reply kar saki. Lekin isme meri galti kya hai. Tum hi to kah rahe the ki tumhe priya se pyar ho gaya hai. Iske bad mere pas bolne ko kuch bacha hi nahi tha.”

Mai bola “maine kaha aur tumne maan liya. Ye bhi puchhne ki jarurat nahi samjhi ki maine tumhare sath dhokha kyo kiya.”

Ab keerti ke aansu tham gaye the. Usne meri baat ke jabab me kaha.

Keerti boli “isme dhokha kaisa jaan. Dhokha to tab hota, jab tumhare dil me priya ke liye pyar hota aur tum jabardasti mere sath jude rahte. Tab na to tum khud khush rah pate aur na hi mujhe khush rakh pate.”

Mai bola “mujhe teri itni badi badi baat samajh me nahi aati. Mai sirf itna janta hu ki, tujhe mere jaane se kabhi koi farak nahi padta hai. Tu jab dekho tab mujhe hanste hanste apne se door kar deti hai. Lekin ab mai tere upar bojh nahi banna chahta. Jab tujhe mere jaane se koi fark nahi padta hai to, ab mai bhi tere sath rahna nahi chahta hu. Tu ab phone rakh, mujhe sona hai.”

Keerti boli “jaan, ye kaisi baat kar rahe ho. Tumne khud hi mujhe nind se jaga kar priya ki baat batayi aur ab khud hi is baat ko lekar mujh par gussa kar rahe ho. Gussa to mujhe hona chahiye ki, jab aisa kuch nahi tha to, fir mujhe bematlab itna kyo rulaya. Jab dekho tab mujhe bevajah rulate rahte ho.”

Mai bola “mujhe kuch nahi sunna. Ab tu phone rakh, mujhe nind aa rahi hai. Mujhe sona hai.”

Keert boli “nahi, ab mai na to phone rakhugi aur na hi tumhe sone nahi dugi. Ab mai tumhari koi baat nahi manugi. Ab mai wo hi karugi. Jo mera dil karega.”

Mai bola “apni meethi meethi baat apne pas rakh. Mujhe sona hai aur ab mai phone rakh raha hu.”

Keerti boli “tum phone rakh kar dekho. Mai bhi dekhti hu, tum kaise phone rakhte ho. Yadi tumne phone rakha to mujhse bura koi nahi hoga.”

Mai bola “tujhse bura koi hai bhi nahi. Dekh raat ke 3 baj rahe hai. Mujhe sach me sona hai. Yadi abhi bhi nahi soya to subah meri nind nahi khul payegi. Ab iske bad bhi tu mujhe sone nahi dena chahti hai to, mai nahi sota hu.”

Keerti boli “ok ek shart par mai phone rakhugi ki, tum subah uthte hi sabse pahle mujhe call karoge.”

Mai bola “mujhe manjur hai. Ab phone rakh.”

Keerti boli “are aise kaise rakhu. Pahle meri kissy to do.”

Mai bola “ok ye le teri kissy. Muuuuhhhh.”

Keerti boli “i love u jaan. Muuuuuuuhhhhhh.”

Iske bad keerti ne phone rakh diya. Uske phone rakhne ke bad nikki ne kaha.

Nikki boli “dekhiye ab sab thik ho gaya hai. Ab dobara kuch bhi ho. Lekin us ladki ka dil mat dukhana. Wo ladki sach me aapse sacha pyar karti hai.”

Mai bola “mai janta hu. Lekin jiske liye ye sab kuch kiya hai. Wo to kuch bol hi nahi rahi hai.”

Ye kah kar mai priya ki taraf dekhne laga. Mere sath sath nikki bhi ab use hi dekh rahi thi. Humari baat sunne ke bad, priya thodi der chup rahi aur fir usne apni khamoshi todte huye kaha.

Priya boli “ok mai bhi manti hu ki, wo tumse sacha pyar karti hai. Lekin iska matlab ye hargij nahi hai ki, mera pyar tumhare liye khatam ho gaya ya kam ho gaya hai. Tum mera pahla pyar ho aur mai chah kar bhi tumhe nahi bhula sakti. Magar ab mai tum dono ke pyar ke bich me kabhi nahi aaugi.”

Nikki boli “good, ye huyi na kuch baat. Ok to ab mai chalti hu. Mujhe bhi subah jaldi uthna hai. Kya tu nahi chal rahi.”

Priya boli “tu chal, mai abhi aati hu.”

Nikki boli “ok good night. Ab fir se kuch lafda mat karna.”

Priya boli “nahi, ab koi lafda nahi hoga. Good night.”

Iske bad nikki chali gayi. Lekin mujhe priya ke rukne ki vajah samajh me nahi aa rahi thi. Usne kuch der chup rahne ke bad kaha.

Priya boli “mai sach me tumhe bahut pyar karti hu. Mai tumhe kabhi bhula nahi paugi. Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha ki mai kya karu.”

Ye kahte huye wo rone lagi. Wo mere pas hi baithi thi. Use rote dekh kar maine use gale laga liya. Lekin wo mujhse lipat kar roti rahi. Tab maine uske aansu ponchhe aur us se kaha.

Mai bola “kya maine tumse kaha hai ki, mai tumse pyar nahi karta. Mai bhi tumse pyar karta hu aur bahut jyada pyar karta hu. Tabhi to maine tumko samjhane ke liye us ladki ka dil tak dukha diya. Lekin humara pyar dosti se aage nahi ja sakta. Mai hamesha tumhara dost bankar rahuga.”

Lekin priya par meri baat ka koi asar nahi pad raha tha. Wo apne aansu rokne ki bahut koshish kar rahi thi. Magar rok nahi pa rahi thi. Mai bhi chahta tha ki, wo dil khol kar ro le. Taki uske dil ka bojh halka ho jaye.

Mai is baat ko ache se samajhta tha ki, jise wo apna pahla pyar samajh rahi hai. Wo pyar nahi sirf ek aakarshan hai. Is daur se mai bhi gujar chuka tha. Jab mai shilpa ke liye apne aakarshan ko apna pahla pyar samajhta tha.

Lekin jab mujhe keerti se pyar hua. Tab mujhe samajh me aaya ki, pyar kya chij hoti hai aur jise mai apna pahla pyar samajh raha tha. Wo sirf mera aakarshan tha. Mera pyar to keerti thi. Jab priya ke aansu kuch kam huye. Tab maine uska man halka karne ke liye us se kaha.

Mai bola “priya ek baat bolu.”

Priya boli “kya.”

Mai bola “abhi is kamre me hum dono akele hai. Tumne kaha tha ki, jab mai tumhare sath akele rahuga. Tab tum mujhe batogi ki girlfriend boyfirend akele kamre me kya karte hai. Ab hum dono akele hai, ab tumhara kya irada hai.”

Meri baat sunkar priya hanse bina na rah saki. Usne mere seene me mukka marte huye kaha.

Priya boli “tum bahut shaitan ho. Mujhe nahi sikhana kuch. Jakar apni girlfriend se sikho. Wahi tumhe sab sikhayegi.”

Mai bola “tum bhi to meri girlfriend ho. Tum hi sikha do na.”

Priya boli “mere sath jyada masti karne ki koshish mat karo. Yadi fir se mera irada badal gaya na to, fir mujhe samajhte rah jaoge.”

Mai bola “ok masti nahi karta. Lekin ye batao tum itne chhote kapde kyo pahanti ho. Jis se tumhara pura sharir najar aata hai.”

Priya boli “mai to bachpan se hi aise kapde pahnti hu. Mujhe salwar suit pahnna pasand nahi hai.”

Mai bola “maine to tumhe abhi tak frock aur skrit top ke alawa kisi aur dress me dekha hi nahi hai. Wo bhi tum bahut chhote pahnti ho.”

Priya boli “mujhe ye hi ache lagte hai. Mai jeans bhi kam hi pahanti hu.”

Mai bola “lekin ab tum badi ho gayi ho. Tumhe yadi ye kapde hi pasand hai to, tum ye hi pahno, magar thode bade pahno.”

Priya boli “kya tumhe mera ye kapde pahna pasand nahi hai.”

Mai bola “meri pasand napasand ki baat nahi hai. Mai bas ye chahta hu ki, tum jaisi bholi bhali ladki ko, koi ladka sirf isliye pasand na kare, kyoki tum sexy dikhti ho. Balki is liye pasand kare, kyoki tumhare andar ek sundar sa pyar bhara man hai.”

Priya boli “ab koi mujhe pasand kare ya na kare mujhe koi farak nahi padta. Fir bhi tumhari baat mai jarur manugi aur aage se aise chhote kapde nahi pahnugi.”

Mai bola “ye huyi na koi baat. Ab jara ruko mai tumhara b'day gift to dekh lu ki, tumne mujhe gift me kya diya hai.”

Ye kahte huye mai uske pas se utha aur uska niche gira hua gift uthane laga. Apne gift ko niche pada dekh kar priya ne apni narajgi jahir karte huye kaha.

Priya boli “maine tumhe itne pyar se gift diya aur tumne mera gift niche fek diya.”

Mai bola “jaisa tum soch rahi ho, aisi baat nahi hai. Wo dekho saare gift wahi rakhe hai. Sirf tumhara gift hi niche pada hai. Hua ye tha ki, mai jab gift dekhne baitha to, sab se pahle mera man tumhare gift ko dekhne ka kiya.”

“Mai tumhara gift khol hi raha tha. Tabhi achanak mehul ka call aa gaya aur gift mere hath se chhut kar niche gir gaya. Mai mehul se baat karta raha aur fir jaise hi us se baat khatam huyi. Tabhi tum aa gayi aur mujhe niche se gift uthane ka mauka hi nahi mila.”

Meri baat sunkar priya ki narajgi kuch had tak kam ho chuki thi. Mai uska gift kholne laga. Lekin uska gift khol kar dekhte hi, mai apne aansu nahi rok paya. Meri aankhon se jhar jhar kar, aansu girne lage.

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Mai bola “ye huyi na koi baat. Ab jara ruko mai tumhara b'day gift to dekh lu ki, tumne mujhe gift me kya diya hai.”

Ye kahte huye mai uske pas se utha aur uska niche gira hua gift uthane laga. Apne gift ko niche pada dekh kar priya ne apni narajgi jahir karte huye kaha.

Priya boli “maine tumhe itne pyar se gift diya aur tumne mera gift niche fek diya.”

Mai bola “jaisa tum soch rahi ho, aisi baat nahi hai. Wo dekho saare gift wahi rakhe hai. Sirf tumhara gift hi niche pada hai. Hua ye tha ki, mai jab gift dekhne baitha to, sab se pahle mera man tumhare gift ko dekhne ka kiya.”

“Mai tumhara gift khol hi raha tha. Tabhi achanak mehul ka call aa gaya aur gift mere hath se chhut kar niche gir gaya. Mai mehul se baat karta raha aur fir jaise hi us se baat khatam huyi. Tabhi tum aa gayi aur mujhe niche se gift uthane ka mauka hi nahi mila.”

Meri baat sunkar priya ki narajgi kuch had tak kam ho chuki thi. Mai uska gift kholne laga. Lekin uska gift khol kar dekhte hi, mai apne aansu nahi rok paya. Meri aankhon se jhar jhar kar, aansu girne lage.

Ab mai buri tarah se ulajh kar rah gaya tha. Ek taraf to priya ka achanak is tarah se, mujhe pyar karne lagna, mujhe uska aakarshan lag raha tha. Wahi dusri taraf uski mere liye samarpan ki bhavna me, mujhe uska bholapan aur pyar najar aa raha tha.

Meri samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, priya ka ye pyar sirf ek aakarashan hai, ya fir sach me uska pyar hi hai. Uske diye huye gift ne mujhe, uske baare me ye sab sochne par majbur kar diya tha.

Mai chah kar bhi uska gift dekhne ke bad, apne aansu bahne se rok nahi paya tha. Meri aankhon se aansu jhar rahe the aur mai uska gift dekh raha tha.

Apna gift dekhne ke bad, meri aankhon se aansu bahte dekh kar, priya ko laga ki, mujhe uska gift pasand nahi aaya hai. Usne apne hathon se mera chehra apni taraf ghumaya aur aur mujhse puchha.

Priya boli “ye tumhe kya hua. Tum ro kyo rahe ho. Yadi tumhe mera gift pasand nahi aaya to, mai ise wapas le leti hu. Isme rone ki kya baat hai. Mera irada tumhare dil ko chot pahuchane ka hargij nahi tha. Lekin kya karu, meri to aadat hi ho gayi hai. Bina soche samjhe kuch bhi kar jati hu aur sabka dil dukha deti hu.”

Priya ki is baat se mujhe ek aur jor ka jhatka laga. Mere aansu dekh kar apni galti manne ka, uska bilkul wahi andaj tha. Jo keerti ka mere aansu dekh kar rahta tha.

Priya ki is harkat ko dekh kar, mere dil ne fir se mujhse kaha “ye koi aakarshan nahi, ye sach much ka pyar hai. Jo is bholi bhali ladki ko tumse ho gaya hai aur yadi aisa hai to, is ladki ke dil me, is samay bahut dard hai. Jisko ye tumse chhupa rahi hai.”

Mai priya ke baare me ye sab soch raha tha. Lekin jab priya ne mujhe apni baat ka koi jabab dete nahi dekha. Tab usne khud hi mujhse kaha.

Priya boli “tumhe ye gift pasand nahi hai na. Lao ise mujhe wapas de do. Mai kal tumhe, tumhari pasand ka gift dila dungi. Iske liye tumhe itna dukhi hone ki jarurat nahi hai.”

Ye Kah kar wo mere hath se apna gift wapas lene lagi. Lekin tab tak mai soch chuka tha ki, aise haalat me mujhe kya karna chahiye. Maine apna hath dusri taraf ghuma liya aur priya ko uska gift wapas nahi lene diya. Maine apne aansu ponchhte huye priya se kaha.

Mai bola “aisi koi baat nahi hai. Mai bas ye soch kar pareshan hu ki, ye gift to tumne us ladke ke liye kharida tha. Jise tum pyar karti thi. Lekin ab saari sachai tumhare samne hai. Fir bhala mai is gift ko kaise le sakta hu.”

Priya boli “yadi baat sirf yahi hai. Tab tum is gift ko behichak le sakte ho. Kyoki maine ye gift tumhe sirf dosti ke rishte se dene ke liye liya tha.”

Itna bol kar wo hansne lagi. Magar mujhe uski baat par yakin nahi aaya. Maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “nahi, ye sach nahi hai. Tum ye baat sirf mera dil rakhne ke liye kah rahi ho. Tum mujhse pyar karti thi. Isliye tum mujhe ye gift de rahi thi.”

Priya boli “ye baat sahi hai ki, mai tumhe pyar karti thi. Tabhi ye gift tumhe de rahi thi. Lekin mujhe ye gift tumhe dosti ke rishte se hi dena tha. Kyoki mai khud to tum se, ye kah nahi sakti thi ki, mai tumse pyar karti hu. Jab mai ye baat tumse kah hi nahi sakti thi to, fir bhala tumhe ye gift pyar ke rishte se kaise de sakti thi.”

Mai bola “ho sakta hai ki, tumne gift dene ke bad, apne pyar ka ijhaar karne ki baat sochi ho. Tabhi to tum itni raat ko mere pas aayi thi.”

Priya boli “aisa kuch bhi nahi hai. Ye saare gift kal raat ko, tumhare jaane ke bad se, yahi rakhe huye hai. Mujhe to aaj sham ko pata chala ki, tumhari jindgi me koi dusri ladki hai.”

“Yaad karo jab park me, maine tumhe phone par baat karte dekha tha. Tab mai kitna gussa thi aur tumhe baat karne ke liye ghar lekar aayi thi. Bas tabhi se mere man me tumse, is baat ko kahne ka khayal aaya tha. Uske pahle to maine aisa kuch karne ka socha hi nahi tha.”

Lekin abhi bhi mere man me ye sawal aa raha tha ki, do log ek sa hi gift kaise de sakte hai. Maine apne man ki baat jahir na karte huye priya se puchha.

Mai bola “agar aisi hi baat thi to, tumne sirf mobile dene ka hi kyo socha. Koi dusra gift kyo nahi diya.”

Priya boli “wo isliye kyoki mai chahti thi. Jab mai tumse baat karu. Tab koi dusra hume disturb na kare. Ab jahir si baat hai ki, tumhare is number par sabke call aate rahte hai.”

“Ab maan lo tum mujhse baat kar rahe ho. Tab kisi ka call aa jata hai to, tum mujhse kahte ki, abhi mera call aa raha hai. Tum call rakho. Mai bad me baat karta hu. Lekin alag se mobile rahne par tumhe mera call nahi kaatna padta.”

Priya ki ye baat sunkar mujhe is baat ka aehsas hua ki, keerti ne mujhe alag se, ye mobile kyo diya hai. Wo bhi yahi chahti hogi ki, jab mai us se baat karu to, koi hume disturb na kare. Lekin is baat se mere man ek baat aur aayi ki, aakhir dono ne hi ek hi company ka mobile kyo diya hai. Tab maine priya se kaha.

Mai bola “chalo, mai tumhari is baat ko maan bhi leta hu. Lekin meri samajh me ye nahi aa raha hai ki, tumne dene ke liye, ye hi mobile kyo chuna.”

Priya boli “tum sach me hi buddhu ho. Are is company ke mobile ko aapas me free ho jate hai. Unhe all india free karaya ja sakta hai. Kisi dusri company me ye suvidha nahi hai.”

“Ab tum to utni door rahte ho. Aise me mai tumse jyada der baat nahi kar sakti thi. Lekin isme hum, jitni chahe utni baat kar sakte hai. Ab sab kuch samajh me aa gaya, ya fir abhi bhi kuch baki hai.”

Priya ki is baat se mujhe, keerti ke naye mobile lene ka raz bhi samajh me aa gaya tha. Shayad usne apna mobile free kara liya tha. Tabhi wo mere call karne ke bad bhi, mera call kaat kar khud naye mobile par call kar rahi thi. Maine is baat par se apna dhyan hatate huye priya se kaha.

Mai bola “haan bas ek aakhiri baat baki hai.”

Priya boli “to isme itna sochne ki kya jarurat hai. Jo bhi puchhna hai, puchh lo.”

Mai bola “kya mere baare me, sab kuch janne ke bad bhi, tumhe ye lagta hai ki, mujhe ye mobile rakhna chahiye.”

Priya boli “haan, sab kuch janne ke bad bhi, tumhe ye mobile rakhna hi padega aur waha jane ke bad, apni girlfriend se chhup chhup kar, kam se kam 1 ghante roj, mujhse baat bhi karna padegi. Kyoki tumne mujhse hamesha dosti nibhane ka vada kiya hai. Ab tumhari aakhiri baat bhi ho gayi. Ab mai jau.”

Mai bola “jaane ki kya jarurat hai. Tum bhi yahi mere sath so jao.”

Priya boli “haan, tumhari ye baat sahi hai. Mai darwaja band kar ke aati hu. Fir hum dono mil kar aaram se soyege.”

Mujhe laga ki wo majak kar rahi hai. Lekin wo mere pas se uth kar darwaja band karne jaane lagi. Use aisa karte dekh, maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “are nahi nahi, mai to majak kar raha tha.”

Priya boli “lekin mai majak nahi kar rahi hu. Mujhe sach me tumhare sath sona hai.”

Ye kah kar usne hanste huye darwaja band kar diya. Mai use dekhne ke siwa kuch na kar saka. Fir wo wapas mere pas aa kar, mere samne khadi ho gayi aur usne mere balon par hath ferte huye kaha.

Priya boli “chalo, ab soya jaye.”

Mai bola “yaar ab majak band karo. Raat bahut ho gayi hai. Ab hume sona chahiye. Ab tum apne kamre me jao aur mujhe bhi sone do.”

Priya boli “haan, ab raat jyada ho gayi hai. Ab hume sona chahiye.”

Ye kahte huye priya ne, mujhe bed ki taraf dhakka de diya. Jiska natija ye hua ki, mere dono pair bed se niche latakte rah gaye aur mai bed par let gaya. Mere lette hi priya ne apne dono hath, mere dono kandhon ke agal bagal rakhe aur mere upar jhuk kar, meri aankhon me dekhne lagi.

Uske is tarah meri aankhon me aankhe dalkar dekhne se, meri dhadkane bad gayi. Meri samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, ab wo aage kya karne wali hai. Mai use ek tak dekhta raha.

Tabhi wo mere upar let gayi aur uske seene se mera seena takra gaya. Uske komal komal boobs mere seene se dab gaye. Uske boobs ke is komal aehsas se, mai khud ko bahar nikal pata. Uske pahle hi usne apne hoth, mere hothon par rakh diye aur wo mere hothon ko chusne lagi.

Mai use rokna chahta tha. Lekin ab use rokne ki takat mujhme nahi thi. Maine bhi apne dono hath uski pith par rakh diye aur kiss karne me uska sath dene laga. Hum karib 2 min tak ek dusre ke hothon ko chuste rahe.

Fir achanak hi usne kiss karna band kar diya aur meri aankhon me dekhne lagi. Uski aankhen mujhse kuch kahna chah rahi thi. Mai uski aankhon ki is baat ko samajhne ke liye, uski aankhon me dekhne laga.

Lekin tabhi usne baari baari se, meri dono aankhon ko chumna suru kar diya. Use aisa karte dekh kar, maine apni aankhen band kar li. Mere aankhen band karte hi, wo paglon ki tarah, kabhi meri aankhen chumti to, kabhi mere chehre ko chumne lagti.

Mai aankhen band kiye, apne dono hathon se uski pith sahla raha tha. Mujhe kuch bhi samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, wo ye sab kyo kar rahi hai. Fir bhi uska kuch bhi karna, mujhe galat nahi lag raha tha.

Wo na jaane kitni der mujhe chumti rahi. Fir achanak hi mujhe, mere chehre par aansuon ke girne ka aehsas hua aur maine apni aankhe khol di. Apni aankh kholte hi, mera dil dahal gaya.

Priya ka chehra ruaansa tha. Uski aankhon me aansu bhare huye the. Wo paglon ki tarah mujhe chum rahi thi aur uske aansu bahe ja rahe the. Maine uski aisi haalat dekhi to, maine uska chehra apne hathon me pakda aur us se kaha.

Mai bola “priya.”

Usne aansu bhari aankhone se, meri aankhon me dekha aur fir mere mathe ko chumte huye kaha.

Priya boli “I Love You.”

Iske bad wo ek jhatke se, mere upar se uthi aur darwaja khol kar bahar nikal gayi. Ye sab itni jaldi ho gaya ki, mai us se kuch bol bhi na saka. Bas use jate huye dekhta rah gaya.

Wo ladki jise maine hamesha hanste khilkhilte huye dekha tha. Uska ye roop mere liye bilkul naya tha. Mai ajib si kashmkash me fasa tha. Mai us ladki ko samajhne me bhool kar gaya tha.

Sach to ye tha ki, mai use kabhi samajh hi nahi saka tha. Na hi uske dard ka thik se andaja laga paya tha. Lekin ab mujhe uske dard ka aehsas ho raha tha aur mujhe lag raha tha ki, wo apne kamre me jakar ro rahi hogi.

Yahi sab sochte sochte, mai kafi der waisa hi leta leta, priya ke baare me sochta raha. Fir maine uth kar darwaja band kiya aur sone ki koshish karne laga. Lekin aankh band karte hi meri aankhon ke samne, priya ka rota hua chehra aane laga.

Jab mujhse nahi raha gaya. Tab maine priya ka diya hua mobile on kiya. Use on karte hi screen par likha aaya “Hello My Sweet Friend.”

Jise dekhte hi mera dil aur bhi jyada udas ho gaya. Maine contact list me dekha to, usme priya ka number save tha. Maine us number par call laga diya. Mai janta tha ki wo is samay ro rahi hogi. Isliye maine uske call uthate hi, uske kuch bolne se pahle hi kaha.

Mai bola “kya yaar, ye tumhari achi aadat nahi hai. Khud ne pappi jhappi sab kuch le li aur meri baari aayi to uth kar bhag gayi.”

Priya ko shayad mera call aane se khushi huyi thi. Isliye wo mere itni baat karne se hi apne ko sambhal chuki thi. Fir bhi uski baton me bharipan tha. Usne meri baat ke jabab me kaha.

Priya boli “mai to tumhare sath sona chahti thi. Tum hi bole the ki, mai majak kar raha hu. Tab kya mai tumhare sath jabardasti so jati.”

Mai bola “meri baat ko talo mat. Mai sone ki baat nahi kar raha hu. Mai pappi jhappi ki baat kar raha hu. Mujhe meri pappi jhappi chahiye.”

Priya boli “tum fir shaitani kar rahe ho. Tumhe pappi jhappi chahiye to, ab apni girlfriend ko phone lagao aur us se le lo. Mujhe sone do.”

Mai bola “ye galat baat hai. Jab tum pappi jhappi le sakti ho to, fir mai kyo nahi le sakta. Ab jab tak tum mujhe pappi jhappi nahi lene deti. Tab tak mai phone nahi rakhuga.”

Priya boli “to mat rakho phone. Lekin ab mai tumhe koi pappi jhappi nahi dene wali. Samajh gaye na.”

Ab priya ka mood mujhe kuch thik hota samajh me aaya. Maine use bahlate huye kaha.

Mai bola “yaad rakhna, mai tum se iska badla jarur luga.”

Priya boli “ab tum mera kuch bhi nahi kar sakte. Kyoki ab mai tumhare pas aaugi hi nahi.”

Mai bola “ye tum bhool jao. Mai tumse iska badla jarur luga aur kal hi luga.”

Priya boli “acha mai bhi to sunu ki, kal tum kya karne wale ho.”

Mai bola “ab ye tum kal khud dekh lena.”

Priya boli “haan dekh lugi. Ab tum phone rakho. Mujhe sona hai.”

Mai bola “tumne meri nind kharab ki hai. Mai tumhe nahi sone duga.”

Priya boli “na lena ek, na dena do. Mai to so rahi hu. Tum jagte raho.”

Mai bola “tum sokar dekho. Mai bhi dekhta hu ki, tum kaise soti ho.”

Priya boli “yaar tum to jabardasti mere pichhe pad gaye. Mai bhala tumahri baat kyo sunu.”

Mai bola “wo to mai pichhe paduga hi aur tumko meri baat sunna bhi padegi.”

Priya boli “haan, ab dosti ki hai to, nibhani bhi padegi.”

Ye kah kar priya hasne lagi. Use hanste dekh kar, mujhe bahut rahat mili. Mai use kafi der tak aise hi baton me uljhaye raha aur baat baat par hansata raha. Fir 4:30 baje usne kaha ki, ab use sach me bahut nind aa rahi hai.

Tab jakar mai phone rakhne ko taiyar hua aur maine use good night kah kar phone rakh diya. Ab mai bhi bahut thak chuka tha aur mujhe nind bhi aa rahi thi. Aise me kisi ka gift dekhne ki mere andar takat hi nahi bachi thi.

Maine saare gift utha kar ek kinare rakhe aur fir sone ki koshish karne laga. Lekin abhi bhi mere dimag me priya hi ghoom rahi thi. Mai usi ke baare me sochte sochte na jaane kab bahut gahri nind so gaya.

Subah meri nind kisi ke darwaja khatkhatane se khuli. Koi mere kamre ka darwaja khatkhataye ja raha tha. Maine time dekha to, 6:15 baj raha tha. Meri nind puri nahi huyi thi.

Isliye mujhe apni aankh kholne me thodi pareshani ho rahi thi. Maine uth kar darwaja khola to, samne nikki khadi thi. Wo abhi abhi naha kar aayi huyi lag rahi thi. Usne blue color ka gown pahna hua tha aur apne baal sukha rahi thi.

Uske balon me pani ki bunde moti ki tarah chamak rahi thi aur wo bahut sundar dikh rahi thi. Use is roop me dekhte hi mujhe keerti ki yaad aa gayi. Nikki ne apne baal sukhate huye kaha.

Nikki boli “mai kab se darwaja khatkhata rahi hu.”

Mai bola “haan, raat ko bahut der se soya tha. Isliye bahut gahri nind me tha.”

Nikki boli “lagta hai raat ko mere jaane ke bad bhi aap log bahut der tak baten karte rahe hai.”

Mai bola “nahi, aisi koi baat nahi hai. Aapke jaane ke thodi der bad hi priya bhi chali gayi thi. Lekin wo kuch udas si lag rahi thi. Isliye mai us se phone par baat karta raha. Jisme 4:30 baj gaya aur mujhe sote sote 5 baj gaya tha.”

Nikki boli “sorry, aapki nind puri nahi ho payi aur maine aapko jaga diya. Mujhe laga ki aapko hospital jana hai, isliye aapko jaga dena chahiye.”

Mai bola “nahi, aapne thik kiya. Yadi aap nahi jagati to, mai jagta bhi nahi aur mehul akela waha pareshan hota rahta.”

Nikki boli “thik hai aap fresh ho jaiye. Tab tak mai aapke liye chay nashta le aati hu.”

Itna bol kar nikki chali gayi. uske jaane ke bad mai bhi fresh hone chala gaya. Fresh hone aur taiyar hone me mujhe 7 baj gaya. Tab tak nikki bhi chay nashta lekar aa gayi.

Fir hum dono sath sath chay nashta karne lage. Meri nikki se priya ke baare me baat hoti rahi. Abhi hum dono ki baat chal hi rahi thi ki, tabhi hum dono darwaje ki taraf dekh kar chauk gaye.

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[Pritam.bs]

Doston char update aur de diye hai. In update me punnu ke liye priya ka pyar aur nikki ki dosti dikhayi degi. Sath hi keerti ke pyar ki gahrayi bhi najar aayegi. Ummid hai ki ye update aapko pasand aayege. Story se jude rahne ke liye aur apna sath banaye rakhne ke liye aap sabka bahut bahut dhanyawad.

 

[The Ron]

Wo Jaan jaan kehe ke
Meri jaan le gaye....

 

[Rohan Rathore]

Doston char update aur de diye hai. In update me punnu ke liye priya ka pyar aur nikki ki dosti dikhayi degi. Sath hi keerti ke pyar ki gahrayi bhi najar aayegi. Ummid hai ki ye update aapko pasand aayege. Story se jude rahne ke liye aur apna sath banaye rakhne ke liye aap sabka bahut bahut dhanyawad.

Dada behad hi shaandar update the 4ro... Maza aagaya fulltoo emotional or isi bahaane keerti ka ye sacrifice wala pyaar bhi dekha nikki ki samjhdaari bhi dekhi or priyaa ka alhad pyaar bhi dekha... Teeno apni jagah pr sahi h pr aage kyaa hoga ye bhi dekhna h... Intezaar

 

[Naughtyrishabh]

Behad hi khoobsurt update sir jii.
Mzaaaa aa gya bhai waah.

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 068}
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Mai bola “lekin mujhe abhi tujhse bahut si baat karna hai. Abhi to meri tujhse koi baat hi nahi huyi hai.”

Keerti boli “jaan mai koi bhagi thodi ja rahi hu. Tum kal din me mujhse baat kar lena. Ab tum din me hospital me rahoge to, hum raat ke sath sath din me bhi baat kar sakege.”

Mai bola “haan, teri baat sahi hai. Thik hai to, fir ab soya jaye.”

Keerti boli “ok to ab meri good night kissy do.”

Mai bola “good night muuuhhhh.”

Keerti boli “good night jaan muuuhhhhh.”

Iske bad keerti ne call rakh diya. Abhi uska call rakhna hua hi tha ki, tabhi mujhe aisa laga ki, jaise kisi ne mere kamre ke darwaje bade hi dhime se ek dastak di ho.

Magar uske bad mujhe darwaje par koi halchal samajh me nahi aayi. Jisse mujhe laga ki, ye mera vaham hoga. Lekin fir thodi der bad, mujhe ek halki si dastak sunayi di.

Ab ye baat saf ho chuki thi ki, koi darwaje par dastak de raha hai. Lekin shayad sabke jag jane ki vajah se wo bahut dhime se dastak de raha hai. Jab teesri baar fir darwaje par dastak huyi to, mai darwaja kholne ke liye uth khada hua.

Mujhe darwaja kholne ke pahle hi, is baat ka anuman ho gaya tha ki, ye priya ke siwa koi dusra nahi ho sakta. Mera ye anuman bilkul sahi nikla. Maine darwaja khola to, samne priya hi khadi thi.

Wo is samay pink short nighty me thi. Kamre ki dudhiya roshni me uska gora badan, chandni ki tarah chamak raha tha. Abhi usne 16 sawan bhi pure nahi dekhe the.

Lekin uska gadraya hua badan, kisi bhi kamsin hasina ko maat kar dene wala tha. Uske samne is samay yadi khud vishwamitra bhi khade hote. To use dekh kar menka ko bhool kar dobara apni tapasya se uth kar khade ho gaye hote.

Fir mai to ek sidha sadha insan tha. Mai bhala khud ko uski is gadrayi jawani ko dekhne se kaise rok pata. Us samay mai khud ko bhi bhool gaya aur meri najar uske seene ki taraf chali gayi.

Jaha uske seene ke golaiyan uske bra na pahne hone ki vajah se nighty se bahar aati lag rahi thi. Wo is samay sakshat kaam ki devi lag rahi thi. Jiske kaam ka baan mere upar chal chuka tha.

Abhi priya ke chehre par gusse ke koi bhav nahi the. Yadi uske chehre par kuch tha to, sirf ek kutil muskan thi aur uski us kutil muskan ka arth samajh pana mere bas ki baat nahi thi.

Usne mujhe yu darwaje par thaga sa khada dekha to, uski muskan aur bhi gahri ho gayi. Mujhe uski aankhon me vasna ki chamak najar aa rahi thi. Wo dheere dheere meri taraf badne lagi.

Mere karib aakar usne mujhe apne bahon me jakad liya aur apne chehre ko mere seene me chhupa liya. Uski is harkat se uske boobs ki komalta ka aehsas mujhe apne seene par hone laga.

Uske badan ka komal aehsas pakar, mere badan me bhi jhurjhuri si daud gayi. Priya mujhe jor se apni bahon ke bandhan me bhich rahi thi. Jisse uske boobs mere seene se dab rahe the.

Us ki tej dhadkane mujhe mehsus ho rahi thi. Jise mehsus kar meri dhadkane bhi tej ho gayi thi. Mere ling me bhi kampan sa hone laga tha. Jo shayad priya ko bhi mehsus ho gaya tha.

Usne mujhe khud se aur bhi jor se chipka liya aur meri pith par upar niche hath ferne lagi. Uski is harkat se mai aur bhi jyada garam ho gaya. Mera ling ka tanav bad gaya aur mera ling priya ki janghon se sata hua tha.

Jiska aehsas priya ko hua to, wo apni jangon ko mere ling par dabane lagi. Uski ye harkat mere liye asahniya ho gayi thi. Lekin iske bad bhi mai koi prtikriya nahi karne ki himmat na juta saka.

Kyoki mera dil kah raha tha. Ye sab galat hai. Magar ab mera sharir, mera sath nahi de raha tha ki, mai use khud se alag kar saku. Mai kisi patthar ki but ki tarah khada raha.

Priya apne boobs ko mere seene par dabaye ja rahi thi aur apni jangone ka dabab mere ling par banaye ja rahi thi. Priya ne jab mujhe kuch na karte dekha to, usne ek pal ke liye apna chehra utha kar meri taraf dekha.

Us ek pal me mujhe uske chehre me, keerti ka chehra najar aaya. Keerti ka chehra najar aate hi mujhe meri galti ka aehsas ho gaya. Priya ke chehre me ek masumiyat, ek bholapan tha.

Mai priya ki aankhon ki jis chamak ko uski vasna samajh raha tha. Wo asal me ek alhad ladki ka, mere liye beshumar pyar tha. Meri aankhon me priya ki narajgi se lekar uske cake banane tak ki saari baten ghumne lagi.

Ab mai samajh chuka tha ki, priya ko mujhse pyar ho gaya hai aur wo har haalat me mujhe pa lena chahti hai. Wo mujhe pane ke liye kisi bhi had se gujarne ko taiyar hai.

Priya ki ye baat meri samajh me aate hi mere to hosh hi ud gaye. Maine priya ko samjhane ki garaj se, bade pyar ke sath, apne dono hathon se. uske chehre ko upar uthaya aur uski aankhon me dekh kar, muskurate huye kaha.

Mai bola “kya baat hai. Aaj mujh par bahut jyada pyar aa raha hai. Tumhara irada to nek hai na.”

Lekin shayad priya samajhne ki had se bahar nikal chuki thi. Ya fir uske sharir ka taapman itna jyada bad chuka tha ki, wo meri koi bhi baat samajhne ki haalat me hi nahi thi.

Usne nashili aankhon se mujhe dekha aur fir meri baat ke jabab me, mere gaalon ko behatasha chumna suru kar diya. Uski is harkat se mai ajib si kashmkash me fas gaya tha.

Mera ling tha ki shant hone ka naam nahi le raha tha aur priya ka sath de raha tha. Magar mai na to keerti ke viswas ke sath dhoka kar sakta tha aur na hi priya ke bholepan ke sath khilwad kar sakta tha.

Mai priya ko apne se alag kiya aur bed par jakar baith gaya. Priya mere aisa karne ka matlab na samajh saki. Usne mujhe bed par baithte dekha to, wo aakar meri god me baith gayi.

Usne fir se mere gale me bahen daal di aur mere gaalon ko chumna suru kar diya. Meri uttejna charam par thi aur mai ek aise dorahe par khada tha. Jaha par yadi mai priya ka sath deta to, keerti ka pyar aur viswas chaknachur hona tha. Ya fir priya ka sath na dene par bhole man ko chot pahuchna thi.

Mai kuch bhi faisla nahi kar pa raha tha. Achanak mujhe chhoti maa ki kahi baat yaad aa gayi ki, pareshani chahe kitni bhi badi kyo na ho. Yadi tum uska samna karoge to, wo bahut chhoti ho jayegi.

Is baat ke dimag me aate hi maine apne aapko sambhala aur priya ke dono hath apne gale se alag kar diye. Meri is harkat se priya ke chehre ki muskan gayab ho gayi aur wo mujhe dekhne lagi.

Maano mujhse puchh rahi ho ki, maine aisa kyo kiya. Maine uski is harkat ke jabab me, uske gaalon ko pyar se choom liya. Mere aisa karne se uske chehre ki muskan wapas aa gayi aur wo bade pyar se mujhe dekhne lagi.

Fir maine uske mathe ko chuma, to wo aur bhi khush ho gayi. Maine uske dono hathon ko apne hathon me liya aur uske hathon ko sahlate huye kaha.

Mai bola “priya tum sach me bahut pyari ho. Tum meri jindgi me pahle kyo nahi aayi.”

Priya boli “to kya hua. Ab to aa gayi hu.”

Mai bola “nahi priya, ab bahut der ho chuki hai. Ab meri jindgi me koi aur ladki hai. Mai uske pyar ke sath dhokha nahi kar sakta. Tumne sham ko khud hi suna tha ki, mai kisi ladki ke baare me apni maa se baat kar raha tha.”

Priya boli “haan suna tha. Isi vajah se mai tum se naraj bhi thi. Lekin fir bad me maine socha ki, uski to sagai ho gayi hai. Uska aur tumhara sath, ab khatam ho gaya hai. Yahi soch kar mera gussa khatam ho gaya aur mai tumhare pas chali aayi.”

Mai bola “priya tum bhi meri tarah usko galat samjhi. Usne aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya. Uski shadi ki baat pakki jarur huyi hai. Magar usne sagai nahi ki hai. Usne ye sab natak sirf mere pyar ko bachaye rakhne ke liye kiya tha. Wo mujhe apni jaan se bhi jyada pyar karti hai. Wo meri khushi ke liye hi sab kuch karti hai.”

Priya boli “mai bhi tumhe apni jaan se jyada pyar karti hu. Mai bhi tumhari khushi ke liye sab kuch kar sakti hu. Mai tumhe apne siwa kisi ka nahi hone dugi.”

Priya ki is baat me uske pyar ki gahrai ke sath sath, uska ek pakka sankalp bhi najar aa raha tha. Jisne kuch der ke liye mujhe vichlit aur sochne par majbur kar diya. Mujhe yu sochta dekh kar, priya ne mere chehre ko apne hathon me thama aur apni taraf ghumate huye kaha.

Priya boli “tum itna soch me kyo pad gaye. Tum ye kyo sochte ho ki, mera pyar us ladki se kam hai. Aisa kya hai, jo wo ladki kar sakti hai aur mai nahi kar sakti. Tum chaho to mujhe aajmakar dekh lo. Mera pyar tumhe kahi bhi, us se kam najar nahi aayega.”

Mai bola “tum shayad uske pyar ko kabhi nahi samajh sakti. Uska pyar tumhare aur mere pyar se bahut upar hai.”

Meri is baat se priya ko gussa aa gaya aur usne gusse me bhadakte huye kaha.

Priya boli “mai nahi samajh sakti to, tum mujhe samjhao. Mai samajhna chahti hu ki, aisa kya hai uske pyar me, jo uska pyar hum sab se upar hai.”

Mai bola “tum nahi samajh paogi priya. Pyar samajhne ki chij hai hi nahi. Ye to dil ka dil se rishta hai. Jo sirf mehsus kiya ja sakta hai. Mera dil yadi use idhar pukarega to, use udhar khabar ho jayegi ki, mai use pukar raha hu. Uski har ek saans par sirf mera naam likha hai. Shayad wo abhi nind me bhi mere hi sapne dekh rahi hogi.”

Priya boli “mujhe ye sab nahi sunna. Mujhe bas ye batao ki, uska pyar mere pyar se upar kyo hai.”

Mai bola “mai tumse pahle hi kah chuka hu ki, ye sab samjhane ki baat nahi hai. Fir bhi tum jid kar rahi ho to, mai tumhe samjhane ki ek koshish jarur karuga.”

Ye kahte huye maine apna mobile uthaya aur keerti ke mobile par ek ring kar ke call kaat diya. Mujhe aisa karte dekh kar priya ne kaha.

Priya boli “kya hua, is tarah call laga kar kaat kyo diya. Kya uska call busy ja raha hai.”

Mai bola “nahi, wo to 1:30 baje hi so gayi hai. Maine to sirf isliye ek ring karke call kaat diya. Taki pata to chale ki, use gahri nind me bhi mere call aane ka aehsas hota hai ya nahi.”

Priya boli “aisa kaise hoga. Yadi wo jaag bhi rahi hoti. Tab bhi tumhare itne se call ko dekh nahi pati. Fir bhala nind me kaise use pata chal sakega. Mujhe to kuch samajh me nahi aa raha ki, tum ye sab karke aakhir sabit kya karna kya chahte ho.”

Mai bola “mai sirf yahi sabit karna chahta hu ki, wo mujhe kitna pyar karti hai. Tum dekh lena itne se call me hi, uska call aa jayega.”

Meri baat sunkar priya ne hanste huye kaha.

Priya boli “tum pagal ho. Kya aisa bhi kabhi hota hai.”

Mai priya ki is baat ka koi jabab de pata. Us se pahle hi naye mobile par keerti ka call aane laga. Maine call uthaya aur is tarah se mobile apne kaan me lagaya ki, priya ko bhi humari baat sunayi de sake. Mere call uthate hi, keerti ne unidi si aawaj me kaha.

Keerti boli “sorry jaan. Meri bahut gahri nind lagi thi. Isliye tumhe turant call nahi laga saki. Lekin tum abhi tak soye kyo nahi.”

Mai bola “mujhe nind nahi aa rahi thi. Isliye tujhe call kiya tha. Lekin tu to bahut gahri nind me hai. Aisa kar tu so ja.”

Keerti boli “nahi jaan, aisi koi baat nahi hai. Tumko subah uthna tha. Isliye maine sone ki jaldi ki thi. Nahi to mai tumse raat bhar bhi baat karti rahu. Tab bhi mujhe nind nahi aayegi. Lekin tumhe nind kyo nahi aa rahi. Kya tumhe koi baat pareshan kar rahi hai.”

Mai bola “haan, mujhe ek baat bahut pareshan kar rahi hai.”

Keerti boli “kya baat hai jaan. Mujhe batao. Ho sakta hai ki, mai tumhari pareshani door kar saku.”

Mai bola “meri koi baat tujhse chhupi nahi hai. Magar samajh nahi pa raha ki, ye baat tujhe kaise batau.”

Meri baat sunkar keerti ki nind ud chuki thi. Aisa mujhe uski baton se samajh me aa chuka tha. Usne mujhse kaha.

Keerti boli “jaan aisi kya baat ho gayi hai. Jise bolne ke liye tumhe itna sochna pad raha hai. Tumko jo bhi baat bolna hai. Jaldi se bol do. Ab mujhe sach me ghabrahat ho rahi hai.”

Mai bola “baat aisi hai ki, yaha ek ladki ko mujhse pyar ho gaya hai. Wo har haalat me mujhe apna banana chahti hai. Uski is baat se hi meri nind ud gayi hai.”

Mai keerti se baat kar raha tha aur priya meri god me baithi uski saari baat apne kanon se sun rahi thi. Abhi hum logon ki baat chal hi rahi thi ki, tabhi meri najar darwaje par padi.

Darwaje par nikki khadi hum logon ko dekh rahi thi. Us par najar padte hi mai thodi der ke liye sakapaka gaya. Lekin fir maine priya ko nikki ke darwaje par khade hone ka ishara kiya.

Priya ne nikki ko darwaje par khade dekha. Lekin wo meri god se nahi uthi. Usne nikki ko chup rahne aur apne pas aane ka ishara kiya. Priya ka ishara pakar nikki bhi hum logon ke pas aakar khadi hokar humari baat samajhne ki koshish karne lagi. Uhdar keerti ne meri hansi udate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “jaan ye to achi baat hai. Tum ho hi aise ki, har ladki tumhe apna banana chahti hai.”

Mai bola “tujhe hansi sujh rahi hai aur idhar meri jaan par bani huyi hai.”

Keerti boli “tum apni jaan ki chinta mat karo. Use kuch nahi hone wala. Tum to bas apni chinta karo ki, do do ladkiyon ko kaise sambhaloge.”

Ye kah kar wo khilkhilakar hansne lagi. Use hanste dekh kar, maine gusse me kaha.

Mai bola “mai yaha pareshan hu aur tujhe raat ke 2:30 baje majak sujh raha hai. Yadi mai uske sath chala gaya to, roti rah jayegi.”

Meri baat sun kar wo kuch der ke liye shant ho gayi. Fir usne bade hi sanjida hokar kaha.

Keerti boli “jaan mai nahi janti ki, wo ladki kaun hai. Lekin yadi wo tumko pasand hai aur tum use apna banana chahte ho to, tumhe meri taraf se puri chhut hai. Mai tumhe kisi baat ke liye mana nahi karugi. Tum mujhe lekar jara bhi pareshan mat ho. Mai tumse pahle hi bol chuki hu ki, tumhari khushi me hi meri khushi hai.”

Mai bola “tu apne aapko samajhti kya hai. Jab dekho tab mujhse kahti rahti hai ki, mai jise chahu, use apna bana lu. Ye kaisa pyar hai tera. Jo kabhi mujhe kisi ke pas jaane se nahi rokta. Mujhe to lagta hai ki, tu mujhe pyar hi nahi karti.”

Keerti boli “jaan mai tumhe kisi ka hone se rok to sakti hu. Lekin kya mai tumhare dil me kisi ko rahne se rok sakti hu. Yadi mai tumhe jabardasti apna bana bhi leti hu aur tumhare dil me koi dusra ho to, tum jindgi bhar uske liye tadapte rahoge. Kya aise me mai tumhe tadapta dekh kar khush rah sakugi.”

“Nahi jaan, tab mai tumhe pakar bhi nahi pa sakugi. Yahi vajah hai ki, mai kabhi tumhe kisi ka hone se nahi rokti. Yadi tumhare dil me mai hu to fir meri jagah koi nahi le sakta.”

“Lekin yadi koi aur hai to fir uski jagah mai nahi lena chahti. Mai tumse pyar karti hu aur tumhe khush dekhna chahti hu. Mujhe is baat se fark nahi padta ki tumhari khushi ki vajah mai hu ya koi aur hai.”

Mai bola “tera pyar bada ajib hai. Jo sab kuch dena to janta hai, par kuch lena nahi janta.”

Meri baat sun kar keerti ne thandi saans lekar ek shayari bolne lagi.

Keerti boli “Phool Se Kisi Ne Poocha.
Tune Khusboo Di Tujhe Kya Mila.
Phool Ne Kaha Lena Dena To Vyapar Hai.
Jo Dekar Kuch Na Mange Wahi To Pyar Hai.”​

Mai bola “band kar apni shayari karna. Mujhe ye bata ki, mai us ladki ki baat ka kya jabab du.”

Keerti boli “isme sochna kya hai. Yadi wo ladki tumhe pasand nahi hai to, use na bol do aur yadi pasand hai to, use haan bol do. Ab ye faisla to tumhe hi karna hai ki, wo tumhe pasand hai ya nahi hai. Isme to mai tumhari koi madad nahi kar sakti.”

Mai bola “mujhe lagta hai ki, mujhe bhi us se pyar ho gaya hai. Mai sirf tere se ye janna chahta hu ki, yadi mai use haan kah deta hu, tab tu kya karegi.”

Keerti boli “mujhe kya karna hai. Jo karna hoga. Wo ladki hi karegi. Mai to aaram ki nind sougi. Waise bhi tumhare jaise buddhu ke sath rah pana mere bas ki baat nahi hai. Tumhare sath to koi pagal ladki hi rah sakti hai. Kya mai jaan sakti hu ki, wo pagal ladki kaun hai. Jisne tumhe bhi apne pyar me pagal bana diya hai.”

Mai bola “haan kyo nahi jaan sakti. Wo ladki koi aur nahi riya ki chhoti bahan priya hai.”

Keerti boli “ye to bahut achi baat hai. Waise bhi priya tumhe pahli hi najar me bha gayi thi. Ab tum bhi use ache lagne lage ho. Ab to tum dono ki khub jamegi. Lekin dekho use mere baare me kuch mat batana. Kahi aisa na ho ki, meri vajah se tum logon ka ban raha rishta toot jaye.”

Mai bola “tu uski chinta mat kar. Wo tere baare me yahi janti hai ki, teri sagai pakki ho gayi hai aur tune mere sath dhokha kiya hai.”

Meri ye baat sunkar keerti ne gussa hone ka naatak karte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “good, tum ladkon ko ye bahut achi tarah se aata hai ki, ek ladki ka pyar pane ke liye dusri ladki ko bewafa bana do. Maine to aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya.”

Mai bola “tu kahti hai to, mai use saari sachai bata deta hu. Mujhe kuch bhi batane me koi pareshani nahi hai. Mai bhala tujhe bewafa batakar kyo kisi ladki ka pyar pana chahuga.”

Keerti boli “tum sach me hi buddhu ho. Are mai to majak kar rahi thi. Kya ab mai majak bhi nahi kar sakti. Tumhe use kuch bhi batane ki jarurat nahi hai. Wo yadi mujhe bewafa samajhti hai to, mujhe isme koi pareshani nahi hai.”

Mai bola “tujhe sach me mere uske pas chale jaane se koi dukh nahi ho raha.”

Keerti boli “nahi, mujhe sach me koi dukh nahi hai. Mere man se to ek bojh utar gaya hai. Ab yadi meri kahi shadi pakki bhi ho jati hai to, mujhe mummy papa ka dil nahi todna padega. Kuch bhi ho par wo mere pata pita hai. Unki khushi ko pura karna mera farz hai. Ab kam se kam mai apna farz to nibha sakugi.”

Mai bola “mai to bekar me hi dar raha tha. Ab mere man se bhi saara bojh utar gaya. Ab mai bhi chain se rah sakuga.”

Keerti boli “ab yadi tumhara bojh utar gaya hai to, ab tum bhi so jao aur mujhe bhi sone do. Mujhe bahut nind aa rahi hai.”

Mai bola “ok good night.”

Keerti boli “good night.”

Magar keerti ne good night kahne ke bad bhi call nahi kaata. Tab maine kaha.

Mai bola “kya hua.? Phone kyo nahi rakh rahi.”

Keerti boli “nahi, aaj mai call nahi rakhugi. Aaj tum call rakho.”

Mai bola “lekin hamesha to tum hi rakhti ho.”

Keerti boli “haan, hamesha mai hi phone rakhti hu. Mgaar aaj mera man phone rakhne ka nahi hai. Aaj tum hi phone rakhoge.”

Mai bola “yadi tera man baat karne ka hai to, hum baat karte hai. Phone rakhne ki jarurat kya hai.”

Keerti boli “nahi, mujhe bahut nind aa rahi hai. Bas aaj mera dil phone rakhne ka nahi kar raha hai. Pls aaj tum phone rakho na.”

Mai bola “thik hai. Jaisi teri marji. Good night.”

Keerti boli “good night.”

Iske bad maine call kaat diya aur priya ki taraf dekhne laga. Priya aur nikki bade hi gaur se meri aur keerti ki baten sunne me lage the. Nikki ko ye sab baten samajh me nahi aa rahi thi ki, hum log ye kya kar rahe hai. Isliye wo chup chap khadi hokar humari baten sun rahi thi.

Wahi priya ab bhi kuch soch rahi thi. Shayad wo keerti ki baton ka kuch matlab nikalne ki koshish kar rahi thi. Jab priya thodi der tak kuch nahi boli. Tab maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “kya ab bhi tumhe lagta hai ki, tumhara ya mera pyar is ladki ke pyar ki barabari kar sakta hai.”

Maine jab keerti ka naam lene ki jagah apni baat me us ladki bola. Us wakt maine nikki ki taraf dekha. Taki wo bhi yadi kuch kahe to, keerti ka naam na le. Priya meri baat ko kuch der tak sochti rahi. Fir usne kaha.

Priya boli “mere to kuch samajh me nahi aa raha hai. Koi ladki aise hanste hanste, apne pyar ko khud se juda karke, kaise itne aaram se so sakti hai.”

Mai bola “tum ye kyo sochti ho ki, wo so gayi hogi. Abhi tak wo mere samne, apne aansu rok kar rakhi thi. Ab wo phone rakhne ke bad ro rahi hogi.”

Humari baat sun kar ab nikki se nahi raha gaya aur usne humari baat ke bich me kudte huye kaha.

Nikki boli “aap logon ne, itni raat ko ye kya tamasha laga rakha hai. Kisi bholi bhali ladki ke jajbaton ke sath khelna, kya koi achi baat hai. Aap logon ko uske pyar ka majak bana kar, kya mil raha hai.”

Mai bola “mai uske pyar ka majak nahi bana raha. Mai bas priya ko ye samjhane ki koshish kar raha hu ki, jo ladki mujhe pyar karti hai. Uske pyar ki barabari na to, mera pyar kar sakta hai aur na hi priya ka pyar kar sakta hai.”

Meri baat sun kar priya meri god se uth kar khadi ho gayi aur usne gusse me kaha.

Priya boli “tumhare pas is baat ka kya sabut hai ki, wo abhi soyi nahi hai aur ro rahi hai. Ho sakta hai ki, use sach me tumhare jaane se koi farak na pada ho.”

Nikki boli “priya aakhir ye chal kya raha hai. Ye in dono ke aapas ka mamla hai. Is se tujhe kya lena dena hai ki, ye dono kya karte hai aur kya nahi karte.”

Nikki apni baat bolkar, gusse me priya ko dekhne lagi. Use priya ki in harkat ka matlab samajh me nahi aa raha tha. Mai chahta tha ki, nikki ko sab sach pata chal jaye. Taki wo hi priya ko samjha sake.

Lekin mai priya ki stithi bhi samajhta tha. Priya par is samay mere pyar ka junun sawar tha aur wo jo kuch bhi kar rahi thi. Sirf mera pyar pane ke liye hi kar rahi thi. Ye alag baat thi ki, uska ye pyar ek tarfa tha.

Fir bhi mai priya ke pyar ki kadar karta tha. Isliye mai chahte huye bhi nikki se kuch na bata saka. Shayad ye keerti ke pyar ka hi asar tha. Jo mujhe priya ke dil ko thes lagane se rok raha tha.

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[Naughtyrishabh]

Behad hi shandar or jabardast update sir jii.
Bahut khoob superb.

Kamal ka scene dikhaya h aapne .
Msgs msgs ka daur shuru.
"Fir so jana " bahut pasand aayi thi ye gazal or aaj bhi waisi hi lagi.

Or ab ,
Aage ka intjaar

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 069}
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Meri baat sun kar priya meri god se uth kar khadi ho gayi aur usne gusse me kaha.

Priya boli “tumhare pas is baat ka kya sabut hai ki, wo abhi soyi nahi hai aur ro rahi hai. Ho sakta hai ki, use sach me tumhare jaane se koi farak na pada ho.”

Nikki boli “priya aakhir ye chal kya raha hai. Ye in dono ke aapas ka mamla hai. Is se tujhe kya lena dena hai ki, ye dono kya karte hai aur kya nahi karte.”

Nikki apni baat bolkar, gusse me priya ko dekhne lagi. Use priya ki in harkat ka matlab samajh me nahi aa raha tha. Mai chahta tha ki, nikki ko sab sach pata chal jaye. Taki wo hi priya ko samjha sake.

Lekin mai priya ki stithi bhi samajhta tha. Priya par is samay mere pyar ka junun sawar tha aur wo jo kuch bhi kar rahi thi. Sirf mera pyar pane ke liye hi kar rahi thi. Ye alag baat thi ki, uska ye pyar ek tarfa tha.

Fir bhi mai priya ke pyar ki kadar karta tha. Isliye mai chahte huye bhi nikki se kuch na bata saka. Shayad ye keerti ke pyar ka hi asar tha. Jo mujhe priya ke dil ko thes lagane se rok raha tha.

Mai baitha baitha yahi sab soch raha tha aur udhar nikki priya se bahas kar rahi thi. Nikki ne priya se sawal karte huye kaha.

Nikki boli “mai tere se kuch puchh rahi hu. Tu sidhe sidhe meri baat ka jabab kyo nahi deti. Aakhir tu in logon ke bich me kyo apni taang ada rahi hai. Tujhe ye sab karke kya milega.”

Nikki ke baar baar ek hi baat puchhne par priya bhi apne aapko chup na rakh saki. Usne jhunjhlate huye kaha.

Priya boli “tujhe sunna hai to sun. Mujhe us ladki se koi matlab nahi hai ki, wo kya karti hai aur kya nahi karti hai. Mujhe matlab hai to sirf punnu se hai. Kyoki mai ise pyar karti hu. Tujhe jo janna tha. Maine tujhe bata diya. Ab tu chup rah.”

Priya ki baat sun kar nikki ke to hosh hi ud gaye. Use samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, achanak ye sab kya ho gaya. Wo ek dam se khamosh ho gayi. Ya shayad uske pas ab bolne ke liye kuch bacha hi nahi tha.

Wo khamosh hokar meri taraf dekhne lagi. Jaise ki ye janna chahti ho ki, ab mai kya karuga. Magar mai uske is khamosh se sawal ka, kya jabab deta. Mai to khud hi iska jabab dud raha tha.

Keerti mere liye meri jaan thi. Isliye mujhe uske dard ka aehsas tha. Lekin priya to mujhe apni jaan banana chahti thi. Mai use hone wale dard se bhi anjaan nahi tha. Mere liye priya ko na bolna itna aasan nahi tha.

Kyoki keerti ka dil to maine sirf kuch der ke liye hi toda tha. Mujhse baat hote hi keerti ko uska sab kuch wapas mil jana tha. Lekin priya ka to sab kuch hi khatam ho jana. Yahi sab soch kar mai khamosh hi raha.

Mai chup chap bed par baitha raha. Jab mai priya ki baat sunkar bhi kuch nahi bola. Tab shayad nikki ko meri haalat ka aehsas ho gaya. Usne fir se priya ko samjhate huye kaha.

Nikki boli “priya tu inse pyar karti hai, ye koi galat baat nahi hai. Magar iska matlab ye to nahi hai ki, inko bhi tujhse pyar ho. Fir tu bekar me jabardasti in par apna pyar kyo ladna chahti hai. Tu ye samajhne ki koshish kyo nahi karti ki, ye dono ek dusre se sacha pyar karte hai.”

Priya boli “mai jabardasti kaha kar rahi hu. Punnu bhi mujhe pyar karta hai. Ye bas us ladki ki vajah se apne pyar ka ijhaar nahi kar pa raha hai.”

Nikki boli “kya in ne khud tujhse kaha hai ki, ye tujhse pyar karte hai.”

Priya boli “isne nahi kaha to kya hua. Mai ache se janti hu ki, ye bhi mujhe pyar karta hai. Fir wo ladki bhi to yahi kah rahi thi ki, waise bhi priya tumhe pahli hi najar me bha gayi thi. Ab tum bhi use ache lagne lage ho. Ab to tum dono ki khub jamegi. Ab is baat ka matlab to yahi hua na ki, punnu ko mai pasand hu. Tabhi isne mere baare me ye sab baat us ladki se kahi hogi. Warna use kya malum ki priya kaun hai.”

Nikki boli “lekin kisi ko pasand karna aur kisi ko pyar karna dono hi alag baten hoti hai. Karne ko to mai bhi inhe pasand karti hu. Magar iska matlab ye to nahi ki, mai inhe pyar karti hu.”

Kahne ko to ye baat nikki ne priya ko samjhane ke liye kahi thi. Lekin priya par nikki ki is baat ka ulta hi asar pada. Priya nikki ki ye baat sunkar bhadak uthi. Usne nikki se jo kaha. Us se to nikki ki bolti hi band ho gayi. Priya ne nikki par gussa karte huye kaha.

Priya boli “aaj tujhe apni saheli kahte huye mujhe sharm aa rahi hai. Yadi tu meri sachi saheli hoti to, chahe mai galat hi kyo na hoti, par tu mera pyar pane me mera sath deti. Lekin tu mera sath dene ki jagah, ek aisi ladki ka sath de rahi hai. Jise tu janti bhi nahi hai.”

Priya ki baat sun kar nikki ka muh chhota sa ho gaya. Uski najar mujh par padi to, mai use hi dekh raha tha. Wo mujhse najar nahi mila payi. Lekin fir usne khud ko sambhala aur dobara se priya ko samjhate huye kaha.

Nikki boli “yadi mai tujhe sirf apni saheli manti, to jarur teri har baat me, haan me haan milati. Lekin tu mere liye meri saheli se bad kar, meri bahan jaisi hai. Isliye maine tujhe ye sab samjhane ki koshish ki thi.”

“Magar tune aaj mujhe ye baat bolkar mujhe meri hi najron me gira diya. Tujhe yadi meri baat ka bura laga hai, to uske liye mai tere se maafi mangti hu. Tujhe jo thik lage tu wahi kar. Ab mai teri kisi baat me bich me nahi bolugi.”

Itna bol kar nikki kamre se bahar jaane ko lagi. Lekin is tarah nikki ko bahar jate dekh shayad priya ko apni galti ka aehsas ho gaya. Usne nikki ko tokte huye kaha.

Priya boli “haan, mai teri sagi bahan thodi hu. Jo tu meri kisi baat ko sahegi. Ek taraf mujhe bahan kahti hai aur dusri taraf meri gusse me kahi baat ka bura bhi manti hai. Tum sabhi bahut ache ho. Bas mai hi ek buri ladki hu.”

“Tu jana chahti hai to ja. Mai bhi tujhe nahi rokugi. Lekin meri ek baat sun le. Maine hamesha tujhe apni bahan mana hai. Tujhme aur riya didi me maine kabhi koi fark nahi kiya hai.”

Itna bol kar priya ki aankhe aansuon se bhig gayi aur nikki ke bahar jate huye kadam wahi ruk gaye. Nikki priya ke pas wapas aayi aur uske kandhe par hath rakhte huye kaha.

Nikki boli “tu meri bahan thi aur hamesha rahegi. Mujhe teri kisi baat ka koi bura nahi laga. Lekin tu meri kisi baat ko samajhna hi nahi chahti to, mai yaha ruk kar kya karugi.”

Nikki ki ye baat sunkar, priya ko is baat ki rahat mehsus huyi ki, nikki ko uski baat ka bura nahi laga. Lekin iske bad bhi wo apni baat par adi hi rahi. Usne apne aansuon ko ponchhte huye kaha.

Priya boli “mai har baat ko samajhne taiyar hu. Lekin tum logon ko to har baat me, us ladki ki achai hi dikhai de rahi hai. Tum logon ko ye kyo nahi dikhai de raha ki, mere baare me sunkar bhi, use koi asar nahi pada. Ulte usne ye tak kah diya ki, ab kam se kam wo apne mata pita ki marji se shadi karke, apna farz pura kar sakegi.”

Nikki boli “tu yahi to samajhna nahi chahti. Tujhe kya lagta hai ki, inke ye baat kahne se, us par koi asar nahi pada aur wo khushi khushi so gayi hai.”

Priya boli “haan, mai yahi kahna chahti hu.”

Nikki boli “yadi ye baat sabit ho jaye ki, wo ye sab sirf inke dil ka bojh kam karne ke liye kah rahi thi aur use sach me inki baat se bahut dukh pahucha hai. Tab tu kya karegi. Kya tab tu apne pyar ko bhula sakegi.”

Priya boli “yadi uska pyar sacha hai to, mai jarur inke bich se hat jaugi. Lekin tum logon ko ye baat abhi isi wakt sabit karna hogi.”

Nikki boli “ok ye baat abhi sabit ho jayegi. Abhi tere samne dudh ka dudh aur pani ka pani ho jayega.”

Nikki aur priya ki baton se mujhe kuch tasalli to jarur huyi. Lekin meri samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, nikki is baat ko kaise sabit karegi. Mai ummid bhari najron se nikki ki taraf dekhne laga.

Nikki ne priya ko baithne ko kaha to, wo mere pas aakar baith gayi. Fir nikki ne ek chair li aur hum dono ke samne baithte huye, mujhse kaha.

Nikki boli “ab ye aapko sabit karna hai ki, wo ladki aapse sacha pyar karti hai. Us ladki ne to aapko apne pyar ka ye sabut de diya hai ki, wo aapse kitna pyar karti hai. Ab aap bhi is baat ka sabut dijiye ki aapko us ke dard ka kitna aehsas hai.”

Mai bola “mai bhala apne pyar ka kya sabut de sakta hu. Mai uski tarah nahi hu. Jo har baat ko itni aasani se kah saku. Mai bas itna janta hu ki, mujhe hansna usi ne sikhaya hai. Meri jindgi me aaj jo bhi rang hai. Sab uske hi bhare huye hai.”

“Lekin mai chahu bhi to, ye sab sabit nahi kar sakta. Kyoki mujhe ye sab karna nahi aata. Abhi aapne to khud dekha hai ki, maine priya ko uske pyar ka sabut dene ke liye, kis tarah se uska dil dukha diya.”

Nikki boli “aap uske baare me kuch aisa bataiye. Jis se priya ko yakin ho jaye ki wo ladki aap se sacha pyar karti hai. Use aapse door hone ka bahut dukh hai.”

Mai bola “ye uski aadat hai. Wo apna dukh, apna dard kabhi mujh par jahir nahi hone deti. Mai is baat ko achi tarah se janta tha ki, yadi wo mere muh se sunegi ki, mujhe kisi aur ladki se pyar ho gaya hai. Tab wo mujhe uske pas jaane se nahi rokegi.”

“Yahi vajah thi ki, maine uski baat priya ko sunayi thi. Taki priya ko is baat ka aehsas ho sake ki sacha pyar kya kahlata hai. Magar priya par uske itne bade balidan ka koi asar hi nahi pada. Priya ko to ab bhi yahi lag raha hai ki, us ladki ko mujhse door hone ka koi dukh nahi hai.”

Priya boli “use yadi dukh hai to, fir mujhe uski baton me, wo dukh dikhayi kyo nahi diya.”

Mai bola “usne apna dard muskura kar chhupa liya aur aap log uske dard ko mehsus nahi kar payi. Magar mai ye achi tarah se janta hu ki, bhale hi us ne hanste hanste is baat ke liye haan kah di ho. Lekin asal me ab wo akele me bahut ro rahi hogi.”

Priya boli “yadi aisi baat hai to, aap abhi use call lagaiye. Mai dekhna chahti hu ki, wo so rahi hai ya ro rahi hai.”

Mai bola “ab call karne ka koi fayda nahi hai. Wo abhi ro hi rahi hogi aur ab sone ka bahana kar ke mera call nahi uthayegi.”

Nikki boli “use call mat uthane dijiye. Lekin aap use call to lagaiye.”

Un dono ki baat sun kar maine keerti ko call laga diya. Lekin hua wahi jo maine kaha tha. Mere do teen baar call lagane ke bad bhi keerti ne call nahi uthaya. Tab maine kaha.

Mai bola “aap log use nahi janti. Jab mai yaha aa raha tha. Tab bhi usne aisa hi kuch kiya tha. Mujhe apne se door hota dekh kar, pahle to wo royi thi. Lekin fir us ne rona band kar diya aur puri tarah se shant ho gayi.”

“Uske chehre se muskurahat gayab ho gayi thi aur uska chehra kisi patthar ki tarah sakht ho gaya. Lekin uski aankho me aansuon ki jhilmilahat saaf najar aa rahi thi. Uski ye haalat dekh kar mera bhi dil ro raha tha.”

“Mai uske pas hi khada tha. Lekin na usne kuch bola aur na hi maine kuch bola. Kuch der bad train aa gayi. Sab train me saman rakhne lage. Lekin mai wahi patthar ka but bane khada raha. Mere pair jabab de gaye the. Mujhse waha se hilte bhi nahi ban raha tha.”

“Jab usne meri aisi haalat dekhi to, apne dono hath apne chehre par fere aur apne aapko majbut karke khadi ho gayi. Fir usne mera hath pakad kar, mujhe train par chhada diya.”

“Abhi bhi usne bilkul aisa hi kuch kiya hai. Use is baat se koi fark nahi padta ki, use kya dard hai. Use fark padta hai to, sirf is baat se fark padta hai ki, mujhe koi dard na ho.”

Meri ye baat sunkar, shayad priya ke man me keerti ke liye sahanubhuti jag gayi aur usne kaha.

Priya boli “jab use tumhare dard ki itni pahchan hai. Tab tumhe bhi uske dard ki pahchan hogi. Mujhe to uske tumse baat karte samay, uski baton me kahi koi dard samajh me nahi aaya. Lekin tumhe uski kaun si baton me uska dard samajh me aaya.”

Mai bola “ye to samajhne ki baat hai. Yadi aap logon ne uske dard ko samjha hota to, uska dard aap logon ko tabhi samajh me aa gaya hota. Jab wo mujhse baat kar rahi thi. Pyar me chhoti chhoti baten bahut mayne rakhti hai.”

“Usne bina ek aansu bahaye mujhe kisi aur ke pas jaane diya. Fir bhi yadi aap logon ne dhyan diya hota to, to aapko uski bebasi samajh me aa jati. Pahle wo mujhse jaan kah kar baat kar rahi thi.”

“Lekin jaise hi maine kaha ki, mujhe priya se pyar hai. Uske bad se usne mujhse baat karte huye jaan lagana band kar diya. Fir aaj usne na to roj ki tarah khud call rakha aur na hi us ne call kaatti samay mujhse kiss ki mang ki thi.”

“Aisa sirf isliye tha kyoki use laga ki, ab mai uska nahi hu. Warna aaj tak usne kabhi mujhse kiss liye bina call nahi kaata. Chahe mai kisi bhi jagah par kyo na raha hu. Wo mujhse kiss liye bina call rakhti hi nahi hai.”

Meri is baat ko sunkar, nikki ne kaha.

Nikki boli “haan, ye to ek baar mere samne hospital me bhi ho chuka hai. Usne tab tak call nahi rakha tha. Jab tak aapne use kiss nahi de diya tha. Lekin meri samajh me ye baat nahi aa rahi hai ki, aap call kyo nahi rakhte hai. Call wo hi kyo rakhti hai.”

Mai bola “aisa isliye hai kyoki mai kabhi call rakh hi nahi pata hu. Mujhe call rakhne me aisa mehsus hota hai. Jaise ki mai us se hamesha ke liye door ho raha hu. Isi vajah se wo kabhi mujhse call rakhne ko kahti bhi nahi hai. Magar aaj na jaane kyo usne mujhse call rakhne ko kaha tha.”

Nikki boli “so sad. Aap itni si baat bhi nahi samajh sake. Usne call rakhne ko isliye kaha hoga. Kyoki wo ye dekhna chah rahi hogi ki, aapke dil me uski jagah ab bhi wahi hai ya nahi hai. Lekin aapne call rakh kar use ye aehsas dila diya ki, aapke dil me uski jagah pahle jaisi nahi hai. Use aapke call rakh dene se bahut jyada taklif pahuchi hogi.”

Mai bola “haan, use taklif to pahuchi hai. Lekin mere liye us samay, uski taklif se jyada ye jaruri ho gaya tha ki, mai kisi bhi tarah se priya ko uske pyar ka aehsas dila saku.”

“Kyoki baat chahe kaisi bhi kyo na ho. Lekin sach to yahi hai ki, priya mujse pyar karti hai. Aise me mai iske dil ko thes kaise laga sakta hu. Mai pahle pyar ko na pa sakne ka dard janta hu. Isliye mai priya ke dil ko kisi bhi haalat me thes lagana nahi chahta tha.”

Itna bol kar mai niche sar jhuka kar baith gaya. Lekin meri in baton ne sidhe priya ke dil par asar kiya. Use shayad keerti ke pyar par yakin hone laga tha. Usne bade hi dhire se kaha.

Priya boli “sorry, mai tum dono ke pyar ko samajh na saki. Mai apne pyar ke junun me bahut swarthi ho gayi thi. Jo mujhe apne aage tum dono ka pyar samajh me nahi aa raha tha.”

“Lekin mai bhi kya karti. Wo is tarah se hans rahi thi ki, mai samajh hi nahi saki ki, use tumse door hone ka koi dukh hai. Sach kahu to, mujhe abhi bhi is baat par puri tarah se yakin nahi ho pa raha hai.”

Mai priya ki is baat ka matlab ache se samajh sakta tha. Jab koi kisi se bahut pyar karta hai to, fir wo dil se ye manne ko taiyar hi nahi hota ki, koi aur us se jyada pyar kar sakta hai.

Yahi haal abhi priya ka bhi tha. Uske dimag ne to ye baat maan li thi ki, keerti ne jo kuch bhi kiya hai, wo sab dikhawa tha. Lekin uska dil abhi bhi is baat ko manne ko taiyar nahi tha.

Mujhe bhi aisa koi rasta samajh me nahi aa raha tha. Jis se mai priya ke dil se is baat ko nikal saku. Lekin priya ki baat ko sunne ke bad shayad nikki ko kuch sujha. Usne mujhse kaha.

Nikki boli “aap jara apna mobile mujhe dijiye.”

Nikki ki baat sunkar mujhe laga ki, wo fir se keerti ko call lagane wali hai. Isliye maine use samjhate huye kaha.

Mai bola “ab use call lagane ka koi fayda nahi hai. Wo bahut jiddi hai. Yadi use call uthana hota to, wo tabhi call utha leti ya fir tabhi usne wapas call laga diya hota. Ab wo call nahi uthayegi.”

Nikki boli “mai use call nahi lagugi. Aap bas mujhe apna mobile dijiye aur dekhte jaiye kya hota hai.”

Nikki ki baat sunkar, maine apna mobile use de diya. Nikki ne mobile liya aur kuch type karne lagi. Fir usne mujhe mobile de diya. Usne ek msg type kiya tha.

Nikki ka msg “Socha Kisi Apne Se Baat Kare.
Apne Kisi Khas Ko Yaad Kare.
Jo Faisla Kisi Ko Sms Karne Ka Kiya.
Dil Ne Kaha Kyo Na Tumse Suruaat Kare.”​

Maine msg pada. Fir nikki ne wo msg keerti ko send karne ko kaha to, maine msg keerti ko send kar diya aur nikki se puchha.

Mai bola “is se kya hoga. Kya wo call karegi.”

Nikki boli “kuch nahi hoga. Bas aap dekhte chaliye aur msg send karte chaliye.”

Is msg ke thodi der bad nikki ne fir mobile liya aur fir ek msg type karke mujhe de diya.

Nikki ka msg “Abhi Karo Mere Sath Koi Baat Phir So Jana.
Jab Dhal Jaye Ye Raat Phir So Jana.
Muddat Se Pyase Hai Hum Teri Deed Ke.
Jab Bujh Jaye Meri Pyas Phir So Jana.
Kuch Tum Satao, Kuch Hum Sataye.
Kuch Ho Jaye Dil Ki Baat Phir So Jana.
Abhi To Jaag Rahe Hai Chand Sitare.
Jab So Jaye Ye Kaynat Phir So Jana.”​

Maine msg pada aur keerti ko msg send karke mobile wapas nikki ko de diya. Thodi der bad nikki ne fir ek msg type karke mobile mujhe de diya.

Nikki ka msg “Raat Ki Dhadkan Jab Tak Jaari Rahti Hai.
Sote Nahi Hai Hum, Jimmedari Rahti Hai.
Jab Tak Tujhse Apne Dil Ki Baten Na Ho.
Shukun Nahi Milta Tabiyat Bhari Rahti Hai.”​

Maine msg pada aur fir se keerti ko send kar diya. Lekin keerti ki taraf se abhi bhi koi jabab nahi aa raha tha. Mai ache se janta tha ki, wo ye sab msg pad to rahi hai. Lekin wo kisi bhi msg ka jabab nahi degi. Thodi der bad fir nikki ne ek msg type karke mujhe de diya.

Nikki ka msg “Aaj Jarurat Hai Jiski Wo Pass Nahi Hai.
Ab Unke Dil Me Wo Pahle Sa Aehsas Nahi Hai.
Tadapte Hai Do Pal Unse Baat Karne Ke Liye.
Shayad Ab Waqt Humare Liye Unke Pass Nahi Hai.”​

Maine msg pada to, ye msg mujhe acha nahi laga. Isliye maine nikki se kaha.

Mai bola “is tarah ka msg bhejne ki koi jarurat nahi hai. Wo bekar me pareshan hogi.”

Nikki boli “jab aapne use call karke pareshan kiya tha. Tab aapko is baat ki fikar nahi huyi. Ab thoda sa pareshan mujhe bhi kar lene dijiye.”

Mujhe nikki ki ye baat pasand to nahi aayi. Lekin fir bhi maine keerti ko msg send kar diya. Magar abhi bhi keerti ki taraf se koi jabab nahi aaya. Tab nikki ne fir ek msg type karke mujhe de diya.

Nikki ka msg “Aankhen Ro Padi Unka Na Paigam Aaya.
Chale Gaye Hume Akela Chhod Ke Ye Kaisa Mukam Aaya.
Meri Tanhai Hansi Mujhpe Aur Boli,
Bata Aakhir Mere Siva Tere Kaun Kaam Aaya.”​

Maine msg pada aur beman se keerti ko msg send kar diya. Kyoki mujhe malum tha ki, nikki fir wahi jabab degi. Jo usne pahle diya tha. Iske thodi der bad nikki ne fir ek msg type karke mujhe de diya.

Nikki ka msg “Kya Zamaana Tha, Tum Roj Mila Karti Thi.
Raat Bhar Chaand Ke, Humraz Fira Karti Thi.
Dekh Kar Bhi Aaj Mujhe Muh Fere Baithi Ho.
Kabhi Tum Hi Mujhe Apni Jaan Kaha Karti Thi.”​

Maine msg pada aur keerti ko msg send kar diya. Ab meri aur priya ki najar nikki par hi tiki thi. Kyoki hume samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, wo karna kya chah rahi hai. Mai to apni bechaini ko chhupaye raha. Lekin priya apne aapko jyada der na rok saki aur usne nikki se kaha.

Priya boli “tu aakhir karna kya chahti hai. Jab uski nind call karne se bhi nahi khuli to, kya ab wo tere msg karne se jaag jayegi.”

Nikki boli “tu chup karke baith. Tujhe khud pata chal jayega ki, mai kya karna chahti hu.”

Priya boli “aise to tu use raat bhar msg karti rahegi. To kya hum raat bhar chup baith kar tera tamasha dekhte rahege.”

Nikki boli “raat bhar nahi. Bas ab is msg ke bad tere sab samajh me aane lagega.”

Ye kah kar nikki ne fir ek msg type kiya.

Nikki ka msg “Tumse Door Jaane Ka Irada Na Tha.
Sada Sath Rahne Ka Bhi Vaada Na Tha.
Tum Yaad Na Karogi Ye Jante The Hum.
Par Itni Jaldi Bhool Jaogi Andaja Na Tha.”​

“You Break My Heart.”
“Bye N Take Care”​

Maine msg pada aur keerti ko msg send karne ke bad nikki se kaha.

Mai bola “ye to galat baat hai. Usne to aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya hai. Wo bas apna dard mere samne jahir karna nahi chahti hai. Isliye wo sone ka natak kar rahi hai. Yadi aapko ye hi janna hai ki, wo jaag rahi hai ya so rahi hai.”

“Tab aap use bas itna likh kar bhej do ki, maine jo kuch bhi kaha tha. Wo sab jhuth hai. Dekhiye turant uska call aa jayega. Lekin aisa karke use aur chot mat pahuchaiye. Ye msg pad pad kar uska bura haal ho raha hoga.”

Nikki boli “mai janti hu ki, mai galat kar rahi hu. Lekin aap ye mat bhuliye ki, aap ek ladke ho aur hum ladkiyon ki soch ko nahi samajh sakte. Aap sirf dekhte jaiye. Is mag ke bad uska msg jarur aayega.”

“Yadi ab uska msg nahi aaya to, fir ye baat koi mayne nahi rakhti ki, wo jaag rahi hai ya so rahi hai. Fir priya ki tarah mai bhi yahi manugi ki, uska pyar sacha nahi hai. Kyoki jab use aapke dard se jyada apne dard ki parwah ho to, fir uska pyar sacha ho hi nahi sakta hai.”

Itna bol kar nikki chup ho gayi. Lekin uski is baat se jaha priya ke chehre par vijayi muskan aa gayi. Wahi mere chehre ki raunak gayab ho gayi. Hum sabhi ki najar ab mere mobile par hi tiki huyi thi.

Sabko ab keerti ke msg aane ya na aane ka intejar tha. Mere dil ki dhadkane bad gayi thi. Kyoki ab sawal sirf keerti ke so jaane ka nahi tha. Balki ab sawal mere pyar ki ijjat ka tha. Jo sirf keerti ke ek msg karne ya na karne par tiki huyi thi.

Mai man hi man bhagwan se prathna karne laga ki, mere pyar ki ijjat rakh lo aur sath sath apne man me keerti se baat karte huye kahne laga ki, “pls jaan, chahe jaise bhi ho, par apne pyar ki ijjat rakh lo. Warna humara pyar in logon ki najro me jhutha pad jayega.”

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[rAge K]

Nice update