Update 156
Do pahar me Beena khana khane ke baad bethi thi aur Shiv ke bareme hi soch rahi thi, abhi tak Mamta ki aur se koi bhi khabar nahi mili thi. Usne Mamta ko phone lagaya.
Beena : (Thodi der ghanti bajti rahi, thodi der baad kisi ne phone uthaya)Hello.
Awaj : Hello, kon?
Beena : Me Beena bol rahi hu, Mamtadidi ki bhabhi.
Awaj : Me Ragini bol rahi hu beta, kaisi ho tum?
Beena : Namaste maaji, me achchhi hu, aap kaisi hai, aur ghar me sab?
Ragini : Sab achchhe hai beta, tum kaisi ho? Akele rehti ho, jach to raha hai na?
Beena : Ab kya kar shate hai, naukari karni hai to thoda to sahen karna padta hai, waise koi paresani nahi hai, sab thik hai.
Ragini : Wo pagal milti hai ki nahi?
Beena : Kon maaji?
Ragini : Juhi aur kon, pata nahi kya bhut sawar hai us ladki ke, hame to chinta lagi rehti hai, wo bhi to akele hi rehti hai, jawan ladki hai, ab kya samjaye use.
Beena : Ha milti hai, aap uski chinta maat kijiye, samajdar hai, apana khayal rakhna janti hai wo.
Ragini : Khak samajdar hai, shadi ki umar ho gayi hai fir bhi khel kud me lagi hui hai, agar teri baat hoti ho to samja use bhi, kya rakkha hai in sab me, ghar grihasthi nahi basayegi to fir kya hoga uska.
Beena : Ji me baat karungi us se, (wo jyada bahes karna nahi chahti thi)Didi hai?
Ragini : Ruk, bulati hu.(Thodi der baad)
Mamta : Hello bhabhi, kaisi hai?
Beena : Me achchhi hu, aap kaisi ho?
Mamta : Me bhi achchhi hi hu, aur sunayi ye.
Beena : Aap ki baat hui thi kya?
Mamta : Ha, hui thi, par koi kuchh jyda batane ko taiyar nahi hai, mere jyada jor dene par itna hi pata chala ki Shivans ki nadi me dubne se maut ho gayi thi, us waqt aur koi to sath me tha nahi, Yogendrachacha, Chandrika chachi, Udesinh chacha aur Kamana chachi, ye log kumbh ke mele me gaye the, tabhi waha bhagdad hui thi aur aise me Shivans Udesinh chacha ke hath se chhut gaya aur nadi me gir gaya tha, pani ka tej bahav tha, Yogendrachacha use bachane nadi me kud gaye the par wo nahi bacha paye, pattharo me chot lagne ki wajah se unhe bhi kafi chote aayi thi, wo abhi bhi coma me hai.
Beena : Aur Shivans?
Mamta : Mene kaha na ki wo dub kar mar gaya.
Beena : Wo mar gaya hai ye kaise pata, uski lash...
Mamta : Nahi, Lash to nahi mili thi shayad, mele ki wajah se pani itna tha ki kisi ka bhi bachna na mumkin tha, us hadse me kayi log pani me gire the, kayi logo ki lashe mili, kayi logo ki nahi mili, police ne bhi bahot chhanbin ki thi, par kuchh pata nahi chala.
Beena : Ho sakta hai ki wo bach gaya ho?
Mamta : Mumkin to nahi lagta, itne pani me bade bade nahi bach sake to ek chhota bachcha jise tairna tak na aata ho wo kaise badh sakta hai.
Beena : Baat to aapki sahi hai, Achchha, uski koi tasvir ya aur kuchh?
Mamta : Nahi, koi tasvir nahi hai.
Beena : Aisa kaise ho sakta hai, ki koi tasvir tak na ho.
Mamta : Jaisa ki maa bata rahi thi, Yogendrachacha ki sari property Udesinh chacha ke pass hi hai, to gar tasvir hogi to bhi unke pass hi ho sakti hai. Par wo is bare me kisi se baat karna pasand nahi karte, agar koi kuchh puchhe to bhi wo gussa ho jate hai. Aur unse baat karne ki kisi me himmat nahi hai. Mummy to ye bhi bata rahi thi ki wo bahot khatarnak hai, unhone hi he sara kand kia hai, unhe bhi sahi se pata nahi hai par kuchh to galat hua hai aisa wo bata rahi thi. Par kisi ki puchhne ki himmat nahi hai. Police ne bhi koi jyada chhanbin nahi ki thi, ho sakta hai ki unhone paise khilaye ho.
Beena : Matlab Shivan mar chuka hai, hai na?
Mamta : Muje bhi bura lag raha hai, par yahi sachchai lag rahi hai.
Beena : Pata nahi kyu didi, par muje yakin nahi ho raha hai, aapko lagta hai ki aap use pehchanti hai, Swarnadidi ko bhi lagta hai, koi to relation hai hamara, aur Shivansh hi ek posiblity lagti hai, par wo raha nahi, kuchh samaj me nahi aa raha.
Mamta : Us se mili thi kya tum?
Beena : Nahi didi, kaise milu? Ab to dar lag raha hai ki agar wo aayega aur mere sath...(Wo aage boli nahi, kuchh der ruk kar)me kya karungi didi, kuchh samaj me nahi aa raha.
Mamta : Ye aise sawal hai jis ke koi jawab nahi.
Beena : Par didi aap paristhiti samaj rahi hai na, me kaise use rokungi, agar wo aapke pass aaya to kya aap use rok paogi? (Mamta bhi soch me pad gayi)
Mamta : Me dur hu, yahi mere liye achchha hai.
Beena : Itna jyada yakin maat kijiye, kismat ne kya karwaya hai humse, agar usne chaha to wo pahuch jayega aapke pass, fir kya karogi.
Mamta : Wo Shiv hai, Shivans nahi hai, aapko aise hi lag raha hai, vahem hai aapka aur kuchh nahi.
Beena : Dil ko tasalli dene ke liye khayal achchha hai. (Usne taunt mara)
Mamta : Aap darao maat, wo Shiv hi hai, or koi nahi. Me rakhti hu, muje unko nehlana hai.
Beena : Oh! Me to bhul hi gayi thi, kaise he jijaji?
Mamta : Achchhe hai, abhi pattiya hai, agale hafte shayad nikalne ko bol rahe hai.
Beena : Thik hai, me rakhti hu.
Phone rakhne ke baad Beena ne ankhe band kar li.
Beena : (Maan me)Ek aur to Shiv se milne ke liye tadap rahi hu aur dusari aur bhagwan se prathna bhi kar rahi hu ki abhi wo na aaye. Kaise samna karungi me uska, agar baad me pata chala ki wo mera devar hai to... Nahi nahi, jab Didi ko lag raha hai ki wo Shivans nahi ho sakta to nahi hi hoga. Par agar hua to, kaise pata karu, (Dil)Tuje kyu jan na hai, chhod na, aur kya fark pad jayega, wo Shiv bana rahe ye hi tumhare liye achchha hai. (Wo dil aur dimag ki udhedbun me lagi rahi)
Me aur Jhanvi saher se bahar ek college tha jiska bada sa maidan tha waha aa gaye the. Maidan pura khali tha.
Jhanvi : Jaisa mene bataya hai waise hi tumhe karna hai, ab aa jao driving seat par. (Muje dar lag raha tha, par me himmat kar ke driving seat par beth gaya)Ab gadi start karo. (Mene gadi start ki)Ab clutch dabao.
Shiv : Konsa wala? (Me nervousness me bhul gaya)
Jhanvi : Shiiiiv (Narajgi se)Mene kaha tha na, wo left wala clutch hai aur right wala brack hai.
Shiv : Sorry wo me bhul gaya, par meri ye samaj me nahi aa raha ki per do hi hai to fir yaha tin tin kyu diya hai?
Jhanvi : (Muskurate hue)Kyu ki jab brack karna hota hai tab accelerator ki jarurat nahi hoti aur jab accelurate karna hota hai tab brack ki jarurat nahi hoti. Ab clutch pura daba do (Mene daba diya) Ab gear ko first me dalo (Mene dala) Nahi ye third hai (Usne nutral kia aur fir first me dala)Aise (fir wapas neutral kar diya)Ab rum karo. (Mene kia) Ye third hai Shiv (Usne narajgi se kaha)Ruko fi r batati hu, (Mene apana hath hata liya) Apana hath wapas rakkho (Mene unki aur dekha aur wapas apana hath rakh diya, unhone mere hath ke upar apana hath rakkha, unke najuk naram hath ke chhune se mere ander jaise current daud gaya, mene ek second unhe dekha, hamari najare takrayi, mene najar ghuma li)(Jhanvi maan me: Sharm to dekho, yaha sharmana muje chahiye aur sharma ye raha hai, agar ye aisa na hota to shayad me kabhi iski aur akarshit na hoti, jaha ladke laatu bane ghum rahe hai waha muje isko patana pad raha hai) (Unhone muje 1st me gear dal ke bataya)Aiiiiise.
Shiv : Oh! Thoda jor se us aur dabana tha, pehle bata deti.
Jhanvi : Bata to rahi thi, tumne thik se dekha nahi.
Shiv : Aapne aisa nahi kaha tha ki use jor se dabao.
Jhanvi : To kya me sab kuch bataungi, thoda dekh kar bhi sikh lo. (Mene halki narajgi se dekha)Ab muh maat banao, (Wapas neutral karte hue)ab tum khud karo. (Mene sahi se 1st me daal diya)Ha aise hi. Ab clutch ko ahista ahista chhodna. (Me chhodne laga par achanak se gadi ne jhatka khaya aur band ho gayi)Kya kar rahe ho, dhire dhire chhodna tha na.
Shiv : Waise hi to kia tha.
Jhanvi : Kya waise hi kia tha, dobara karo. (Mene fir try kia, fir wohi hua) Fir try karo (Fir wohi hua)Kya kar rahe ho Shiv, thik se karo, kitna aasan hai.
Shiv : Muje bhi yahi lagta tha, ki kitna aasan hai, par ab nahi lag raha.
Jhanvi : Hoga, fir try karo. (Fir wohi hua, gadi ne jhatka khaya aur ruk gayi, unke chehre par narajgi thi) Tum utaro, me fir dikhati hu. (Me utar gaya wo beth gayi, me baju me beth gaya)Ab dekho me kaise karti hu. (Me dekh raha tha par meri najar unke pairo par ja rahi thi, me bhi kya karta, ek to skirt chhoti thi aur tange itni gori thi ki najar chali hi jati thi, muje pata hi nahi chala unhone bata diya)Samaj me aaya. (Me hadbada gaya, mene to kuchh dekha hi nahi tha)
Shiv : Sorry, wo ek baar fir se bataiye na.
Jhanvi : Kya kar rahe ho Shiv. Niche jhuko aur dhyan se dekho. (Mene unki aur dekha)Jhuko (Halke gusse se kaha, me jhuk gaya ab pair aur najdik ho gaye the, Jhanvi ne bhi ye dekh liya, use bhi samaj aa gaya ki kya majra hai, wo sharma gayi, waise bhi wo yahi to chahti thi, par usne apane aapko sambhala aur kaha)Kaha dekh rahe ho?
Shiv : (Me hadbada gaya)Wo wo clutch.
Jhanvi : (Muskurate hue)Dhyan se dekho. (Mene dhyan laga kar dekha, kaise unhone gadi chalayi, unse gadi nahi ruk rahi thi)Samaj me aaya.
Shiv : Haaaa. (Me confuse to tha hi par laga ki ho jayega)
Jhanvi : Chalo, fir tum try karo. (Me wapas driving seat par beth gaya, puri siddat se me karne laga, me ahista ahista clutch chhodne laga, gadi thodi hili thi aur fri thakkkkk. Ruk gayi, mene Jhanvi ko dekha, wo narajgi se muje dekh rahi thi)
Shiv : Ab me kya karu, jaisa bataya waisa hi to kar raha tha, kitna muskil hai ye.
Jhanvi : Koi muskil nahi hai, me kitni asani se chala leti hu, kya muskil hai meri samaj me nahi aa raha.
Shiv : Koi baat nahi, chhodo, muje nahi aayegi shayad.
Jhanvi : Aise kaise nahi aayegi. Ek idea hai. (Wo utari aur meri side aa gayi, me utarne laga to wo boli)Nahi tum bethe raho. (Jhanvi ne aas pass najar daudayi to koi nai tha,)Apane jute nikalo (Unhone apane jute nikale, me waise hi betha tha)Nikaloooo. (Mene bhi apane jute nikal diya, dono ne jute pichhe rakh diye, wo ander bethne lagi, meri samaj me nahi aa raha tha, par wo meri god me beth gayi, unke naram gadde dar kulhe mere lund se sat gaye, unke sharir ki khusbu mere ander bhar gayi, meri ankhe band ho gayi) (Jhanvi ko bhi sharm aa rahi thi par wo is mauke ka pura anand lena chahti thi to usne ek bold kadam utha liya tha)
Shiv : Aap....
Jhanvi : Chup raho, ab dhyan se dekho, apane pair fir clutch par rako, mene pair rakh diya, unhone mere pair ke upar apane pair rakh diye, thande thande pair se meri garmi badhne lagi, mene apane aapko sambhalne ki koshis ki, warna lund khada hona hi tha)Apane pair par jara bhi jor maat dena, mere pair ko mehsus karna. (Me maan me, wo hi to nahi karna chahta, unhone meri aur dekha, to meri ankhe jaise nashili ho chuki thi)(Jhanvi uski halat samaj rahi thi, wo ander hi ander muskurane lagi)Ab dhyan se mehsus karna, me kaise karti hu (Unhone mere pair par apana pair dabaya, fir gadi gear me dali, fir ahista ahista pair pe dabav kaam karne lagi, jaise hi gadi chalne lagi wo wahi ruk gayi, fir thodi der baad unhone clutch ko pura chhoda, ab muje meri galti samaj me aa gayi thi, thodi dur ja kar unhone gadi roki)Samaj me aaya. (Waise to me samaj gaya tha par unka aise god me beth na muje itna achchha lag raha tha ki mene kaha)
Shiv : Ek baar aur bata dijiye (Jhanvi uski awaj me aati kamukta mehsus kar rahi thi, wo samaj gayi ki Shiv ki kya halat hai, use bhi maza aa raha tha, wo fir thodi achchhe se bethi)(Unke hilne se me apana aapa kho betha aur lund apani aukat me aane laga, ab me kya kar shakta tha)(Jhanvi fir se use kar ke dikhane lagi, dikhane ke baad usne gadi roki to uski sans atak gayi, apane kulho ke niche use sakht danda mehsus hua, ye soch ke ki wo kya hai uski ankh band ho gayi)(Dono chup the, koi kuchh bol nahi raha tha)(Mene aas pass dekha to koi bhi nahi tha, mera maan machal raha tha, par mene apane upar kabu pane ki koshis ki)Me karta hu aap dekhi ye. (Mene haki ladkhadahat se kaha)
Jhanvi : Hmmmmm. (Uski bhi sanse tej chal rahi thi to bolne me dikkat ho rahi thi)(Unki bagal se hath nikal te hue mene stairing par rakkha, mere hath par unke stan ka side ka bhag mehsus ho raha tha, maan kia ki daboch lu, par mene apane aapko sambhala, par meri kamar ne halke se upar ko jhatka maara)(Jhanvi ki ankhe band ho gayi, uski panty bhigne lagi thi)(Mene jaise taise clutch ko sambhala aur gadi chalayi, gadi band nahi hui (Par jhanvi ko kaha dhyan tha, uska to pura dhyan apne kulhe ke niche dabe us dande par tha, wo apane kulhe sikud kar halke halke jhatke kha rahi thi)
Shiv : (Gadi rok kar)Mene thik kia na??? (Jhanvi ne koi nawab nahi diya, usne suna kaha jo jawab deti)Mene thik kia na (Mene fir se puchha)
Jhanvi : Hhhhh.....haaaa. (wo hadbadayi)Kya hua?
Shiv : Mene thik kia na, gadi band nahi hui.
Jhanvi : Hmm haaa, fir practice karo (Waise bhi wo utarna nahi chahti thi, Shiv aage dekhne ke liye puri tarha se us se sata hua tha, ek tarha se wo puri tarha se uski baho me thi, uska maan kar raha tha ki kaas Shiv use pakad le, daboch le use, uski halat kharab ho rahi thi, is tarha ki feeling to usne kabhi mehsus nahi ki thi, wo bahot uttejit ho rahi thi, is waqt agar shiv usko leta kar chodne bhi lagta to wo mana nahi karti, Shiv gadi chala raha tha, wo bas gadi ko uthata aur fir rok deta, baar baar ke jhatko se uske kulho par lund ki ragad ho rahi thi, wo apane kulhe achchhe ragadna chahti thi par abhi wo aisa nahi kar shakti thi ) (Thodi der baad Shiv bola)
Shiv : Mene thik kia na.
Jhanvi : Haa....(Ab uske pass koi bahana nahi tha to wo niche utar gayi, usne ek najar Shiv ki jhangho ke jod par dali to waha ek bada sa bhag fula hua tha, wo nahi chahti thi ki Shiv use dekhte hue dekhe to usne fauran apani najar hata li,)( par Shiv dekh chuka tha.)(Baju ki seat ki aur beth te hue)Thki hai ab thodi der practice karo.
Hum dono thodi der practice karte rahe, mera lund bhi beth gaya tha. Jhanvi ne jee bhar ke us ubhar ko dekha tha kyu ki Shiv gadi chalane me vyast tha. Wo aage badhjana chahti thi par jitni bhi bold ho wo abhi wo itna bhi nahi khuli thi. Hum dono waha se nikale unhone muje ghar chhoda. Wo jyada baat nahi kar rahi thi aur na me jyada baat kar paya tha. Me unki car ko jate hue dekhta raha. Muje ghar aaya dekh sabko ascharya bhi hua. Mene kaha ki kaam nahi tha to aa gaya. Fir waha se Juhi ke sath stadium chala gaya. Pata nahi par mera maan aaj Beena madam ko milne ko kar raha tha, mene mehsus kia tha ki wo mujse najare churati thi, muje vajah samaj nahi aa rahi thi to me baat karna chahta tha. Jab Juhi office me ander gayi thi to mene madam ko phone kia.
Beena : (Usne Shiv ka phone dekha to uski halat kharab ho gayi, kyu phone kar raha hoga, ye soch kar gabhrahat hone lagi)Hhh hello..
Shiv : Hello, kaisi ho?
Beena : M m me achchhi hu, tum?
Shiv : Me bhi achchha hu, kya kar rahi hai aap?
Beena : Mmm me kuchh nahi, bas TV dekh rahi thi.
Shiv : Thik hai me aadhe ghante me aata hu.
Beena : K kk kyu?
Shiv : (Muje unki ghabrahat samaj me nahi aa rahi thi)aap thik to ho na?
Beena : (Sambhalte hue)H ha thik hu.
Shiv : Koi aaya hai kya?
Beena : (Ek lambi sans le kar)Nahi, yaha kon aayega.
Shiv : Aap aise baat kar rahi ho to mene socha koi aaya hoga.
Beena : Tumhare alawa yaha koi nahi aata Shiv.
Shiv : Ye aap kaise bol rahi ho, mene waise to nahi kaha tha, mera matlab tha ki koi ghar se aaya ho.
Beena : Nahi, koi nahi aaya.
Shiv : To me aa raha hu.
Beena : N n nahi, me abhi bazar ja rahi hu, muje kuchh saman lana hai.
Shiv : Hum sath me jayege, aap mera wait karna.
Beena : Nahi, me chali jaungi.
Shiv : Me aa raha hu, mera wait karna. (Shiv ne phone rakh diya)
Beena tej tej sanse le rahi thi, kya kare samaj me nahi aa raha tha. Ek baar to hua ki jo bola hai wahi karti hu bazar chali jati hu. Par wo Shiv ko naraj bhi nahi kar shakti thi, usne apane aapko sambhala aur Shiv ka intejar karne lagi.
Vaiswi abhi kitab band kar ke bethi thi, wo Shiv ke bare me soch rahi thi. Jab wo Shiv ko chidati thi to use bahot achchha lagta tha, jaise jaise uske aur Shiv ke bichh batchit badh rahi thi waise waise Shiv use aur achchha lag raha tha. Jitna wo Shiv se dur rehti Shiv utna hi uske najdik aa raha tha. Us din Shiv Samim ke ghar gaya tha, us bare me bhi uski baat nahi hui thi. Usko Samim se koi dikkat nahi thi, par use lag raha tha ki Samim bhi use pane ki koshis kar rahi hai, use bechaini ho rahi thi. Wo apani dost aur uske bich ke sambandh ko kharab nahi karna chahti thi, ek bar ke liye usne Shiv ko bhi kinare kar diya tha, par Shiv ke prati uska lagav aur badh raha tha. Shiv ke sath bitaye pal baar baar uske jahen me aa rahe the. Shiv ke ghar me hi usne Shiv ko kiss kia tha, pata nahi par use dar nahi lag raha tha, usko is baat ki bhi chinta nahi thi ki kisi ko pata chal jayega to kya hoga. Jis waqt wo dono akele me milethe to wo kitna aage badh gayi thi, agar sahi mauka hota to pata nahi wo kya beth ti, ye soch kar hi wo man hi man muskura rahi thi. Us se raha nahi gaya aur usne Shiv ko msg kar diya.
Vaiswi : Hi.
Thodi der wo phone ko dekhti rahi par samne se koi reply nahi aaya. Usne ghadi dekhi to pata chala ki is waqt wo stadium hoga ya fir kisi kaam me busy hoga. Thodi der tak wo mobile liye bethi rahi par uska koi reply nahi aaya. Use Shiv par gussa aa raha tha ki kaha busy hai.
Shiv us waqt Juhi ko le kar uske ghar ki aur ja raha tha, Juhi ke ghar pahuch kar...
Shiv : Me tumhara scooter le jata hu, thodi der me wapas aa jaunga.
Juhi : Kaha ja rahe ho?
Shiv : Beena madam se milne.
Juhi : Ha ha jao, duniya bhar se milne ka samay hai tumhare pass bas me hi ek hu jis se milne ka maan nahi karta (Usne apana muh bana kar kaha)
Shiv : Abhi tak to tumhare sath hi to tha.
Juhi : Wo bhi kya sath hona tha, abhi jaise unse milne ja rahe ho waise baat kar rahi hu (Ruthte hue usne kaha)
Shiv : Are me bas milne ja raha hu, aur kuchh nahi.
Juhi : Muje maat banao, me sab janti hu.
Shiv : Tum bhi na...
Juhi : (Muh bana kar)Ha ha jao, par jaldi aana.
Shiv : Kyu?
Juhi : Bas aise hi.
Shiv : (Me muskuraya)Thik hai.
Me waha se nikal gaya. Me madam ke ghar pahucha, abhi me stand kar hi raha tha ki unka darwaja khula, unhone muje dekha fir aas pass dekha, waise bhi koi bahar nahi tha, me ander chala gaya. (Beena ki dhadkane tej chal rahi thi, dopahar me hi wo soch rahi thi ki Shiv se mulakat na ho to achchha hai aur abhi wo uske ghar tha, wo mana bhi nahi kar shakti thi) Me ander chala gaya, na unhone muje aane ko kaha na smile di, unke chehre par chinta dikh rahi thi, muje bhi laga ki muje nahi aana chahiye tha. Me ander chala gaya tha, par mene darwaja band nahi kia.
Shiv : Kuchh hua hai kya? (Bina meri aur dekhe)
Beena : Nahi to.
Shiv : To aise kyu behave kar rahi ho aap?
Beena : Thik to hu.
Shiv : Mera aana achchha nahi laga to me chala jata hu.
Beena : (Bhale hi wo us baat se paresan thi par aisa bhi nahi chahti thi, wo fauran uski aur ghumi)Mene aisa to nahi kaha. (Uski najar darwaje par padi to wo gayi aur darwaja band kar diya) Wo is waqt machchhar aa jate hai na. (Usne bahana banaya)
Shiv : (Muje unka bartav kuchh ajib lag raha tha, me unke najdik gaya to wo muje dekh kar vichalit hone lagi, mene unke dono hath pakade to wo meri ankho me dekhne lagi)Kya hua hai? (Udasi se unhone na me gardan hilayi) Kyu juth bol rahi hai, apka chehra kuchh aur keh raha hai, mujse koi galti ho gayi hai kya (Unhone fir naa me shir hilaya) Kisi ko pata chal gaya? (Unhone fir naa me gardan hilayi)To problem kya hai.
Beena : Nahi, koi problem nahi hai Shiv. (Unki surat rone jaisi ho gayi thi)
Shiv : Agar meri wajah se hai to kya me chala jau? (Beena se bardast nahi hua aur wo Shiv se lipat gayi aur rone lagi)
Beena : Shiiiiiiv uuuhuuu uuuuhuuuu (Wo rone lagi, meri to kuchh samaj aa nahi raha tha ki akhir samasya kya hai, to me unhe baho me bhare khada raha, thodi der tak wo roti rahi, fir rona kaam hua to mene unko thoda dur kia aur unka chehra jo aasu o se bhig gaya tha mene use ssaf kia)
Shiv : Kuchh to bataiye, mera dil betha ja raha hai.
Beena : Kuchh nahi Shiv, akeli thi na to bechaini ho rahi thi, aur kuchh nahi (Usne apane aapko sambhala)
Shiv : To muje phone kar deti, me aa jata.
Beena : (Halki muskurahat ke sath)Bade aaye aa jata, pura din to busy rehte ho. (Sikayat bhare swar me kaha)
Shiv : Bolti to, sab chhod ke chala aata. (Ye sun kar Beena ke chehre par muskan aa gayi)
Beena : Sach???
Shiv : Aur nahi to kya, pata hai me kitna paresan ho gaya tha, aap buji buji si class me bhi, aapko me aise nahi dekh saka, isiliye to aa gaya. (Beena apani roni surat se muskura rahi thi, Shiv ka aise care karna use bahot achchha laga tha)
Beena : Aao betho, me pani lati hu.
Shiv : (Pakad ke bithate hue)Koi jarurat nahi hai, aap betho. (Beena beth gayi, Shiv use hi dekh raha tha, uske chehre par uske liye chinta thi, uska maan kia ki wo Shiv ke gale lag jaye, use dher sara pyar kare, par jo baat uske dil me beth gayi thi ki shayad ye uska devar ho sakta hai to uske kadam ruk gaye)(Wo muje dekh rahi thi aur sath me lag raha hai ki kisi udhedbun me lagi hai, koi to baat thi)Kya hua, kya soch rahi ho?
Beena : Kuchh nahi. (Usne hadbadake jawab diya)
Shiv : Koi to baat hai, par shayad aap batana nahi chahti.
Beena : Aisi koi baat nahi hai Shiv, shayad me hi kuchh jyada soch rahi hu, aur soch soch ke bechain ho rahi hu.
Shiv : Mere paas aapki bechaini ka ilaz hai (Mene muskurate hue kaha, wo meri ankho me dekh rahi thi, me unke chehre ki aur jhukne laga, wo bas muje dekh rahi thi, pehle to unke chehre par khusi dikhi par fir achanak unke chehre par uljan najar aane lagi, par me ruka nahi aur unke hotho ki aur badh gaya, par jaise hi unke hotho ke najdik aaya unhone chehra ghuma liya)
Beena : Nahi Shiv.
Shiv : (Meri samaj me nahi aa raha tha ki akhir hua kya hai, par me unhe is uljan se jaise azad karna chahta tha, mene unka chehra pakad liya aur mere samne kar diya, wo chhudane ka prayas kar rahi thi, mene sakhti se pakada hua tha, wo mere hath ke panjo ko pakad kar apana chehra chhudane ki koshis karne lagi par me ruka nahi, aakhir kaar mene apane hoth unke hotho se laga diye, unhone bahot koshis ki par wo chhutn nahi payi, to unhone koshsis chhod di, me ahista ahista unke hotho ko chumne laga, wo kuchh nahi kar rahi thi par koi virodh bhi nahi kar rahi thi, me chumta gaya, unke hotho ko halke halke khinchte hue chusne laga)
Beena : (Wo thodi der virodh kar rahi thi par jaise jaise Shiv ke hoth usko chum rahe the uska virodh kam hota gaya, akhir kar usne apne hath Shiv ke shir ke pichhe laga diye aur Shiv ko chumne lagi, wo jor jor se Shiv ko chumne lagi, wo Shiv par jaise chadhne lagi to Shiv sofe par pichhe let gaya aur wo uske upar chadh ke usko kiss karne lagi, Shiv ke hath bhi ab uske kulho ko masal rahe the, wo ankhe band kiye hue use kiss kar rahi thi, use apani yoni par Shiv ka ling bhi mehsus hone laga to wo garam hone lagi wo sab bhul gayi aur apani kamar hilane lagi)
Shiv : (Me unke kulho ko achchhe se masal raha tha, wo muje kiss kar rahi thi, wo apani kamar hila rahi thi jis se mera lund kadak ho chuka tha, mene unki kamij upar ki aur unki salwar ke upar se unke sudaul kulho ko masalne laga aur unli se chut ko cched ne laga)
Beena : (Jaise hi Shiv ne chut ko chhua, Beena hadbada gayi aur uska maan kehne laga rok apane aap ko rok le, aur wo khadi hone lagi)
Shiv : (Wo mujse dur hone lagi, meri samaj me nahi aaya par mene unhe roka nahi, wo sofe par beth gayi aur apani najare jhuka li, me bhi beth gaya, aur unka hath pakad kar)Kya hua? (Unhone na me gardan hilayi) Kya paresani hai, btayengi tabhi to pata chale ga. Mera aana ya aisa karna aapko pasand nahi hai?
Beena : (Uska hath joro se pakad kar)Aisi baat nahi hai Shiv.
Shiv : To akhir baat kya hai?
Beena : Me abhi kuchh nahi bata sakti, me khud nahi janti hu Shiv.
Shiv : Aisi kya baat hai?
Beena : Me khud nahi janti hu Shiv, mera yakin karo.
Shiv : Loi to chij hai jo aapko rok rahi hai, ek baat puchhu, sach sach jawab dengi (Beena ne asahaytase Shiv ko dekha)Aap mere bachche ki maa ban ne wali hai iss bat se to vichalit nahi hai na?
Beena : Ye kya bol rahe ho tum?
Shiv : Nahi agar aisa hai to mene suna hai ki abortion bhi hota hai.
Beena : (Gusse se meri aur dekh kar)Maar dungi tumhe jo fir kabhi aisa bola to, (Fir achanak rone lagi)Aisi baat nahi hai Shiv, tum nahi samjoge, me khus hu ki meri kokh me bachcha hai.
Shiv : Par shayad issliye khus nahi ki ye mera bachcha hai, aapke pati ka nahi.
Beena : Aisi koi baat nahi hai shiv, ab me kaise tumhe samjau.
Shiv : Jo bhi hai, bol do.
Beena : Kya batau tumhe, jab muje hi nahi pata hai.
Shiv : Kya nahi pata hai?
Beena : Yahi ki tum mere devar ho ki nahi.
Shiv 
evar???
Beena : Ha Shiv, muje aisa lag raha hai ki tum mere devar ho.
Shiv : Wo kaise?
Beena : Muje nahi pata (Usne frustrate ho kar kaha)
Shiv : Kuchh to pata hai aapko, aise hi to nahi socha hoga?
Beena : Hamare ghar me koi bhi maa nahi ban rahi thi, fir achanak tum hamari jindgi me aaye, me maa ban rahi hu, Mamtadidi maa ban rahi hai, Swarnadidi maa ban rahi hai... kyu? Kaise? Aisa kya ho gaya achanak.
Shiv : isme konsi badi baat hai, agar koi kisi ke sath aise rahega to pregnant to hoga hi.
Beena : To kya hum, hamare pati ke sath nahi rehti thi, mera chhodo, Mamtadidi aur Swarnadidi, unka to sab sahi tha, fir kyu maa nahi bani.
Shiv : Unme koi dikkat hogi.
Beena : Ho sakti hai, par sabme ek sath? Kaise?
Shiv : wo muje kya pata, par is se me aapka devar kaise ho gaya?
Beena : Mere chacha sasur ka ek ladka tha, Shivans, wo nadi me dub kar mar gaya hai aisa sab sochte hai, par muje lagta hai ki wo tum ho.
Shiv : (Muje jhatka laga)Meeee?????
Beena : Tumhe Mamta didi jab pehli baar mili thi tab kya kaha tha?
Shiv : Kya kaha tha?
Beena : Unhone nahi kaha tha ki wo tumhe pehchanti hai aisa unhe lag raha hai?
Shiv : Ha kaha tha.
Beena : To unhe aisa kyu laga?
Shiv : Muje kya pata?
Beena : Ho sakta hai ki tumhara chehra bata raha ho, waise bhi ek kutumb ke logo ki sakal milti hai.
Shiv : To aap bhi apne ghar ke logo ko janti hi ho na, aapko meri sakal jani pehchani nahi lagi.
Beena : Nahi.
Shiv : To fir, yu hi aap baat bana rahi ho, aur waise bhi aapne kaha na ki wo kya naam bataya, wo ladka to mar gaya hai na.
Beena : Shivansh.
Shiv : Ha wohi, aur jaisa ki apne kaha ki meri sakal mil sakti hai to aapke dusare gharwalo ke sath bhi meri sakal milni chahiye na, kya aapko lagta hai?
Beena : (Uske chehre ko dekh rahi thi, wo apane sasur ko janti thi, apane chacha sasur ko janti thi, kad kathi to waisi hi lagti thi, par sakal alag dikh rahi thi)Nahi.
Shiv : Aap yu hi paresan ho rahi ho. Aur jyada soch soch kar apani tabiyat kharab kar logi, ek kaam karo, aap mere sath chalo.
Beena : Kaha?
Shiv : Mere ghar.
Beena : Nahi, me thik hu.
Shiv : Mene kaha na chalo, matlab chalo.
Beena : Par me aise kaise?
Shiv : (Hath pakad kar)Jaisa ki aapko lagta hai ki hamara rista kya ho sakta hai, par kya aapko ye nahi dikh raha ki hamara rista kya hai (Ek hath unke pet par rakhte hue)Is se inkar hai aapko?
Beena : Nahi Shiv, kabhi nahi.
Shiv : To is risteme me aapka kya laga? (Beena sharma gayi) Ab chalo, aur ha kapade le lena, kal wahi se school chale jayenge. Aap apana scooter bhi le lo, ye Juhi ka hai to use dete chalenge.
Beena : (Halke confusion me)Juhi kya kahegi???
Shiv : Kuchh nahi kahegi, jyada na dimag maat ladaiye. (Beena sachme relax ho chuki thi, wo ander gayi aur ek bag me kapade rakkhe aur scooter le kar Shiv ke sath chal padi)
Beena : (Maan me)Sahi to kehta hai ye, ab jo rista ban chuka hai use kaise badal sakti hu, aur Shiv hi Shivans hai iska bhi koi logic ya proof nahi hai, me kham kha hi kuchh jyada soch rahi hu. Wo mera kitna khayal rakh raha hai, dekha nahi kaise paresan ho gaya, muje akele bhi nahi rehne diya.
Shiv : (Juhi ke ghar ja ke darwaje ki bell bajyi) (Beena bahar hi khadi thi, use bahot sharm aa rahi thi, wo Shiv ke sath uske ghar ja rahi thi, pata nahi Juhi kya sochegi) (Juhi ne darwaja khola, aur jab usne Shiv ko dekha to wo roj ki tarha uske gale lag gayi)Kya kar rahi ho, madam hai sath me.
Juhi : kon madam?? (Usne aas pass dekha to use Beena madam dikhayi di, wo sharma gayi)
Shiv : Lo chabi.
Juhi : Kyu dil nahi bhara jo sath me aagayi, raat wahi ruknewale ho kya???(Juhi ne taunt mara)
Shiv : Maar khaogi tum, kuchh bhi bolti ho, wo paresan hai, akeli hai to mene socha ki akele akele apani tabiyat kharab kar legi to apane sath le ja raha hu.
Juhi : Kyu kya hua?
Shiv : Paresan thi wo, muje laga ki unhe akele chhodna thik nahi. Waise bhi wo tumhari bhi ristedar hai, aisa kyu nahi karti apane ghar rakh lo.
Juhi : Me to aise hi keh rahi thi, muje koi dikkat nahi hai, le jao tum.
Shiv : Tumhe sharm nahi aati, wo tumhari ristedar hai, unka hal chal puchho, apane waha theharne ka bolo, bilkul akal nahi hai tum me.
Juhi : (Apana muh banate hue, Beena madam ki aur chali gayi)Bahar kyu khadi ho bhabhi, ander aao na.
Beena : Nahi, wo me...
Juhi : Shiv ne bataya, aap mere ghar ruk jao na.
Beena : Nahi... me wo tumhe paresan nahi karna chahti.
Juhi : Muje kya paresani hai (Shiv bhi waha aa gaya tha, Beena Shiv ko dekhne lagi)
Shiv : Aap jaisa thik samje, waise bhi aap ristedar hai, Juhi ko bhi achchha lagega.
Beena : Thik hai.
Shiv : Thik hai, aap jao, me chalta hu.
Beena : Mera scooter le jao.
Juhi : Nahi bhabhi, use jane do (Shiv ko)Daudte hue jana, aaj kal bahot alshi ho rahe ho.
Shiv : Ji madam, (Beena ko)Bye.
Beena : Bye.
Juhi : Aur ab kahi maat jana, sidhe ghar, samje (Usne aise kaha jaise order de rahi ho, me haste hue daudte hue waha se nikal gaya) Aiye bhabhi.
Beena : Tum muje bhabhi kyu bula rahi ho? (Halka sharmate hue)
Juhi : Aap bhabhi ki bhabhi ho to aur kya kahu?
Beena : Hmmmm. (Dono ander aa gaye)Waise Shiv bahot darta hai tumse. (Usne muskura kar kaha)
Juhi : (Halka sharma kar)Koi darta varta nahi, bas natak hai uske.
Beena : Lagta hai bahot pasand karti ho?
Juhi :Wo to aap bhi karti ho (Achanak Juhi ke muh se nikal gaya, fir usko apani galti ka ehsas hua, par wo boli kuchh nahi, Been abhi chup hi rahi, use bhi sharm aa rahi thi) Khana khaya aapne?
Beena : Ha kha liya, akeli hoti hu to jaldi kha leti hu.
Juhi : Mera bhi waisa hi hai, coffe piyogi?
Beena : Thik hai, bana lo.
Juhi : Shiv bata raha tha ki aap paresan hai, kya hua?
Beena : Nahi kuchh nahi, bas aise hi.
Juhi : Aapko akela lag raha ho to mere sath aa jaya karo, me bhi akele hi hoti hu.
Beena : Tum disturb hogi.
Juhi : Me kyu disturb hone lagi, aap aa sakti ho.
Beena : Thik hai, aa jaungi, waise bhi tumhari mummy se baat hui thi, wo bhi bol rahi thi, tumhe samjane ko bol rahi thi. (dono kitchen me thi)
Juhi : Shadi ke liye na. Wo ek mauka nahi chhodti.
Beena : Sach hi to keh rahi hai, aaj nahi to kal karni hi hai, waise Shiv bhi achchha hi hai. (Juhi sharma gayi)Kahe to me baat karu?
Juhi :Nahi bhabhi, aisi baat nahi hai, me chahu to me bhi kar sakti hu, par shadi mere liye thik nahi hai, aapto janti hi ho ki shadi ke baad bachche ki khwahis hoti hai, abhi kuchh saal me ye nahi kar sakti.
Beena : Aur Shiv ne kahi aur kar li to?
Juhi : (Halki udas ho gayi)Kya kar sakti hu, wo ladka hai, wo kar sakta hai, hum ladkio ka sharir hume ijajat nahi deta.
Beena : Career ke pichhe kahi wo na chhut jaye.
Juhi : Kya kar shakti hu bhabhi, ha agar mauka mila to uski dusari bivi ban jaungi, muje koi dikkat nahi.
Beena : Pagal hai kya? Aisa thodi na hota hai?
Juhi :Achchha hi hai na bhabhi, uske bachche honge, muje bhi achchha lagega, time aane par me bhi bachche le aaungi, yahi best solution lag raha hai.
Beena : Pagal hai tu, aisa koi sochta hai?
Juhi : Akeli reh jau us se to yahi achchha hai, agar wo kahega to me to taiyar hu. Aur abhi se kya sochna, abhi samay hai. Na wo abhi shadi kar raha hai na me.
Beena : Aur tuje kya lagta hai ki uski jo bhi bivi hogi wo manegi?
Juhi : Kya pata? Chhodiye in bato ko, abhi se kya sochna.
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Mast update tha Bhai, congrats. Lagta hai ki kahani ko thoda aage badaye toh accha lagega, Shiv ko toh aur bahut kuch karne hain apni personal life mein taaki Woh manzil ki or aage badein aur unhein haazil Karen - yeh Meri or se ek humble opinion & suggestion hai but you are the best judge to carry forward this magnificent story in your own way as you have done so far till date
. Awaiting your upcoming update
eagerly, as usual - your loyal and diehard fan
