behtarin update..!!Update :::5
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darakht ki moti moti shakhon par lete huye hum sabb hi darre huye the.. kahin koi darinda na oopar aa jaye.. yaa kahi koi keeda na kaat le.. humme se koi neeche na gir jaaye.koi saanp bhi aa sakta tha.. aur koi bichhu bhi.. koi zehreeli makkhi bhi ho sakti thi.. kisi bhi jaan-daar ka zeher kahi hamare sharir me na shamil ho jaaye aur hum suba hone se pehle hi maare jaayen..
aisi hi halat aur soch me hum sabb the.. aur oopar se bhooke piyaase bhi the.. lekin is halat me bhook piyaas ki taraf kiss ka dhyan jaata.. sanjay takk apne dard ko bhoola hua tha..
humen aas paas kuch bhi dikhaai nahi de raha tha aur abhi raat shuru hui thi...
na-jaane is lambi aur maut ki har pal aahat sunaai dene wali raat ka ant kab hoga.
hoga bhi ya nahi.. ya hamari zindagi ki ye akhri raat thi..
jigar bhi tha humme aur himmat bhi thi. lekin yahan jigar aur himmat ka kaam hi nahi tha. yahan sirf kismat ka kaam tha. agar oopar wale ne hamari kismat achhi likhi hui hai .. to hum yahi raat bhar zinda rahenge.. agar kudrat ne hamari zindagi ke sath kuch locha hona likha hua hai to fir isi bhayankar jungle me hum maare jayenge aur fir baaki maare gaye qaidiyon ki hi tarha se hamare bhi kankaal yahi isi jungle me pade milenge kisi aur bhaage huye qaidi ko.....
andaze ke mutabaq aadhi raat guzar chuki thi aur kisi ne bhi kisi se koi baat nahi ki thi. darr tha k koi aas paas darinda na ho aur hamari awaz sun kar hamare liye khatra na bann jaye.. waqfe waqfe se sunaai dene wali daridon ki bhayankar awazein bhi humen kaise sakoon se jeene de sakti then.. hamara khoon khushk ho chuka tha aur gala to kabb ka piyaas aur khauf ke maare sookh gaya tha..
jungle ka bhayanak sannata aur fir insects ki awazein hamare dilon ki dhadkan ko rookne ke liye kaafi theen........
saari raat darrte huye guzri..... aur fir
bhagwan ne hamare liye zindagi ki ik nayi suba likh di.........
abb aage haamre sath kya hone wala tha. hum nahi jaante the.. lekin hum ek bhayanak raat se bach nikle the.. ye bhi hamare liye bohat tha...
suba ki roshni honi shuru hui to
zaheer:- raja raat to hamari katt hi gai hai.. abb aage kya krna hai..
raja:-(dheere se) abhi koi bhi na bole.. junglee janwar abhi yaheen aas paas hi hain. wo hamari awaz na sun len.. isliye abhi humen 2 ghante aur isi halat me guzaarne honge..
mann to kisi ka bhi nai tha chup rehne ka.. aur darkht par letne ka.. sabb hi thakan se choor the.. aur khud ko badi mushkil se darkht ki shaakh par sambhala hua tha.. lekin is ke ilawa koi chara bhi to nahi tha hamare pass....
jungle me kuch kuch suba ki roshni thi .. to hum oopar lete huye hi neeche se junglee janwaron aur darindo ko guzarte huye dekh rahe the.. zayada to nahi the parr hamare liye to ek hi darinda kaafi tha.. ek hi darinda hum sabb ka khatma kar sakta tha..
2 ghante bhi guzar gaye.. aur last ke adhe ghante me koi bhi darinda ya janwar nahi guzra.. to humne dil ko mazboot karte huye neeche utarne ka faisla kiya..
khatra kam hote he sanjay ko fir se apne kandhe mein dard ka ehsaas hone laga.. fir bhi sanjay dard ko bardasht karte hue kaise bhi karke niche utarne mein kamyab ho gaya..sanjay ka ek kandha to kaam chhod hi chuka tha to humne jaise usay kalraat ko chadhaya tha waise hi sanjay ko uatrne me bhi madad di.......
niche utar kar ham sab ne kuchh der apne akad chuke sharir ko kholne ke liye exercise karte rahe .. 10 minut bad ham jungle se bahar ki taraf jaane lage..
abhi jungle mein khatra tha.. aur koi bhi faisla lene se pahle hamen acchi tarah se sochana tha.. aur uske liye hamen kisi mehfooz jagah ki jarurat thi jahan hamen guards katra na rahe.. aur jungle mein maujud jungali janvaron se bhi jaan ka khatra na rahe.. sab hi thakan aur bhookh pyas ke maare dheere dheere chal rahe the.. sab ki halat bahut nazuk thi.. khaskar sanjay uski halat ham sab se bhi jyada kharab thi..
lekin fir bhi himmat karte hue tumhara sath de raha tha.. sanjay ne aise hi to nahin khud ko khatre mein daalte hue hamara sath diya tha.. hamari hi tarah sanjay ko bhi apni zindagi payari thi.. ham sab khud ki jindagi ko bachane ke liye apni himmat ko tutane nahin de rahe the... dheere dheere chalte hue ham jangal ke bahar pahunch gaye..
raja:- zeher tum chhup kar maidan ki taraf dekho.. kahin guards ki movement shuru to nahin ho gai..
zaheer meri taraf lachari se dekhne laga.
raja:- achcha chalo tum baitho main khud hi dekh leta hun..
main itna bol kar jis taraf se ham kal bhaag kar aaye the.. use taraf jakar dekhne laga lekin mujhe kahin bhi kisi kisam ki movement nazar nahin aai.... main vahi khada hokar sab taraf dekhne laga.. hamen jungle mein jana chahiye tha ya yahan se koi aur rasta hamen kisi safe jagah per lekar ja sakta tha.. lekin mujhe koi bhi aisa rasta nahin aaya.. wahan harr atraf hi guards ka khatra tha aur hum yahan se nikal bhagne me kamiyaab nahi ho sakte the....
main wapas sab ki taraf laut gaya.. wo sab mujhe hi dekhne lage
raja:- nahin guards ki kisi tarah ki koi bhi movement nazar nahin a rahi hai.. main kuchh aur bhi dekhne ki koshish mein laga hua tha k shayad jungle se guzre bagair hum kisi safe jagah per pahunch jayen.. lekin mujhe jungle se guzre bagair koi aur rasta najar nahin aaya..
zaheer:- to fir ab hamen kya karna chahie...
rana is bich kuchh bhi nahin bol raha tha.. aur sanjay apne dard ko liye neeche zameen par leta hua tha.. sanjay is waqt hamen koi bhi mashwara dene layak nahin tha..
aur rana bhi is sabb main kuchh bhi nahin kar sakta tha..
mere pass bhi koi rasta nahin.. lekin kuchh to karna hi tha ..ab sabse pahle pet per dhyaan dena tha kyunki kuchh bhi khaye piye bagair hamara jungle mein safar mumkin nahin tha..
sanjay:- raja yaar sochne mein itna time mat lagao .. kisi jagah per pancho aur kuch khane peene ka bhi jugaad lagao.. dard ke sath sath ab weakness bhi honi shuru ho gai hai..
zaheer:- haan raja jaldi hi kuchh socho mera khud ka damag bhi kuchh kam nahin kar raha..
raja:- to fir aisa kyon na karen ke ham jungle mein basti ki taraf jo rasta jata hai.. use chhod kar dusre raste se jungle se bahar nikalne ki koshish karte hain. jindagi tu hamari isi jungle mein rahte hue har pal hi khatre mein hai.. ham koi bhi raasta istemal karen to jaan ka khatra 100% confirm hai.. to kyon na ham is bar vo rasta use karen.. jo kabhi bhi kisi bhi qaidi ne istemal na kiya hoga..
ho sakta hai us raste par chal kr humen zindagi mil jaaye..
zaheer:- raja jo tumko sahi lagta hai vo karo.. bus ab der mat karo.. yahin rahna hamare liye sefe nahin hai.. guards kisi bhi waqt hamen dhundne ke liye nikal sakte hain.. aur ab to bhukh aur pyas ke mare halat bahut hi kharab hone lagi hai.. hamen jald hi kuchh khane ko milana chahie.. varna guards aur jungali janvaron ke hamen marne se pahle hi pyaj ki vajah se ham sab mare jaayenge..
zaheer ki baat sunkar me pheeki hasni hansne laga..
dono ne hi sabb kuch mujhpar chhod diya tha.. abb main akela kais sahi faisla kr sakta tha... zaroori to nahi main jo bhi faisla loon wo sahi hi hoga.. hum sabb ko mil kar sahi se faisla karna tha lekin koi bhi mujhse mashwara nahi akrr raha tha.. aur mujhe leade hi samajh liya tha.. baat to meri shaan ko badhane wali thi. lekin yahan baat shaan ki nahi sahi faisle ki thi.. aur jo mera fasila tha main kaise jaan skta tha k wo sahi hai............. maine dil haar kar fir khud ke hi faisle par chalne ka socha.. jabb koi bhi mujhe mashwara nahi de raha tha to fir mujhe hi sabb karna tha........
raja:- chalo fir chalte hain aur dhundhte hain agar kuchh khane ya peene ke liye mil jaaye..
hairat ki baat thi ki rana kisi bhi tarha ki baat nahin kar raha tha ..
hamari hi tarah wo bhi bhukha aur pyasa tha.. lekin vo ham sab ki tarah shor nahin macha raha tha..
rana ka style mujhe achcha laga.. us ka khamosh chehra shaant tha aur wo khaufzada bhi nahi tha.. pata nahi kyun parr usay dekh kar mujhe koi preshani nahi thi..
haan bass wo mujhe kuch ajeeb sa zaroor lag raha tha................
fir bhagwan ka naam lete hue basti ki taraf jaane wale raste ko chhod ek naye raste ki taraf chal pade ........... is raste ke bare mein ham sahi se to nahin jante the lekin itna zaroor tha k ye rasta sabse khatarnak tha.. yahan se hamara bachkar nikal jana mumkin to nahin tha lekin fir bhi apni jaan bachane ke liye hamen isi raste ka intekhab karna pada..
agar upar wale ne hamare liye jindagi likhi hui hai to ham is khatarnak raste se bhi jinda bach karr nikalne mein kamyab ho jaenge..... is pure jungle mein aur jungle ke bahar hamare liye maut hi maut thi..
yah rasta island ki lambai wala tha.. ise paar karne ke liye hamen kafi din lagne wale the.. agar sanjay ki halat ko dekha jata to yah rasta sahi nahin tha.. kyunki sanjay ke liye itna lamba safar tay karna mumkin nahin tha.. lekin ek sach yah bhi tha ke ye rasta tay kar lena sanjay ke sath sath ham teenon ke liye bhi utna hi mushkil aur khatarnak tha jitna sanjay ke liye tha. ham sab ke liye maut confirm he confirm thi..
so isiliye ham jyada na sochte hue usi raste per chal pade.. jaise jaise ham aage badh rahe the vaise vaise jungle aur bhi khatarnak hota ja raha tha.. abhi tak koi bhi kuchh bhi aisa hamen nahin dekha tha jo hamare liye jaan leva ho.. jungle mein sannata tha.. lekin is tarf hamen koi bhi jungali janwar najar nahin aaya.. do ghante chalne ke bad ham sab ki hi halat thakan bhookh aur pyas ki vajah se bahut hi jyada kharab hone lag gai thi lekin abhi tak hamen hamare pet ko bharane ke liye kuch nahi mila tha ham sab se jyada sanjay ki halat kharab thi sanjay ko dard tu tha hi.. lekin bhookh ki vajah se sanjay se chalna mumkin nahin raha.. sanjay achanak se ladk-khada kar niche gir pada... sanjay neeche girte hi pani pani bolne laga..
sanjay ki halat dekh kar humko andaza hua k sanjay is waqt sahi se hosh mein nahin hai..
hamen sanjay ki bigadi hui halat ka pura pura ehsaas nahin hua tha ..aur na hi sanjay ne humen bataya tha.........
isiliye sanjay achanak se se gir pada tha mujhe sanjay ko dekh kar rona a raha tha.. lekin main sanjay ke liye kuch kar bhi to nahin sakta tha.. sanjay pani pani bolane laga lekin mein sanjay ko pani kahan se laa kar deta..
maine zaheer aur rana ki taraf dekha.. to donon ke hi honth pyas ki vajah se khushk hue pade the..
vah donon bhi lachari se meri taraf dekhne lage.. sanjay ke sath sath teeno ki bhi halat bahut hi kharab ho chuki thi..
abhi tak humen jungle mein aur bhuk aur piyaas ke alava koi khatra nahin mila tha.
maine sanjay ke sath zaheer aur rana ko chhoda aur himmat karte hue pani ki talash mein nikal pada lekin jaane se pahle main dono se bola..
raja:- ab ham yahan per safe ho chuke hain.. is liye abhi hamen aage badhane se pahle aram karna chahiye.. pahle kuchh khane peene ke liye dhundhte hain..
uske bad kuch sochte hain..
yah bolkar main pani ki talash ke liye nikal gaya tha
sidha straight main nahin gaya tha.. jahan rana sanjay aur zaheer ke sath tha..
use jagah ko dhyan mein rakhte hue piche ka rasta chhod kar aadhe ghante tak aage aur right left pani ki talash mein maara maara phirta raha lekin mujhe pani kahin najar nahin aaya.. to fir main ne socha kyon na kisi darakht ke upar chadhkar dekha jaaye kahin aas paas kuchh khane peene layak hai ya nahin..
thakan to bahut ho rahi thi fir bhi himmat karte hue pass mein najar aane wala sabse bada drakht tha use per chadhne laga mujhe bahut jyada pareshani hone lagi lekin fir bhi main himmat na haar te hue tree per chadhne laga.. mushkil se hi sahi lekin main use tree per chadhne mein kamyab ho gaya.. khud ka balance rakhte hue main aaspaas najar daudai..... aur jahan takk dehk sakta tha dekhne laga..
tu jo manzer mujhe dikha use dekh kar hi meri rooh kaanp uthi..
door door takk oonche oonche lambay lambay darkht the aur kahin bhi mujhe zameen nahi dikhi.. bass peeche ke raaste jahan hamara qaid-khana tha..wahan ki zameen aur pahaad nazar aa rahe teh.... jis raaste hum ja rahe the us taraf bhi pahaad the.. wo sabb ke sabb bhayankar jungle se bhare huye the..
nahi ye raaste kisi bhi hisaab se hamare liye safe nahi tha.. yahan to hum shayad ek hi raat me mar jayen aur phir aage humen kuch bhi khaane peene ko mile k na mile..
yahan se mujhe sahil samandar bhi nazar aa raha tha. jo mere hisaab se 3 ya 4 kilometer door tha..aur agar hum yahin se jungle ko kaatte huye samandar ki taraf jayen to hamare liye sahi rahega.. aur abb jitna humme dumm tha wo humen laga kar samandar ki taraf jaana hoga.. aur waise bhi yahi raasta bhi safe hai. agar wahan guards na mile to hi hum bach paayenge...
main neche utar kar apne doston ke paas gaya.. sanjay ki awaz abb nahi aa rahi thi.. shayad piyas ki waja se sanjay behosh ho gaya tha. ya hosh me rehne layak nahi tha.. us par madhoshi taari hone lagg gai thi..
jaise hi main wahan poncha
raja:- zaheer hum seedhe raaste nhi ja sakte wo raasta hamare liye safe nahi hai.
zaheer apne honton par zubaan ferte huye dheere se bola..
zaheer:- raja tum jo karna chahu karo lekin jaldi abb bass kuch hi himmat baachi hai..
maine rana ki traf dekha to mujhe uspar taras aa gaya. wo bechara hamare peeche bhaaga tha apni life ko bachane ke liye.. lekin zindagi bacahne ke liye usay bhi hamare saath khuwar hona pad raha tha..... rana ki bhi halat abb sahi nahi thi. rana hum teeeno me hi sabb se kamzor tha.. lekin rana ne badi himmat ka saboot dete huye hamara saath diya tha..
raja:- zaheer humen sanajay ko utha kar (samandar ki taraf ishara karte huye) us traf jaana hai.. agar zindagi mumkin hai to bach jaayegi. warna khatam to honi hi hai.. ek koshish kar ke dekh lete hain.......jitna ho saka khud ko bachane ki koshish karenge.....
humne aate huye raaste me hi machine gun chhod di thi.. kaun itni bhaari gun uthata fire.. bass churi aur chaku hi the hamari safety ke liye.. zaheer aur rana ki halat ko dekhte huye maine sanjay ko apne kandhe pr utha liya..
sanjay ko koi hosh nahi tha.. lekin dard ki waja se sanjay ke mohn se halki halki karahen nikl rahi theen..
humen shaam se pehle hi sahil tak pohnchna tha.. warna jungle me raat is baar hamare liye maut thi.. sanjay ke liye jald hi kuch karna pdega warna sanjay ka bach paana shayad mumkin na rahe.... jitni himmat sanjay ne ki thi khud ki life ko bachane ke liye utna hi sanjay ki saansen usse door hoti ja rahi theen..
raja:- zaheer jitni bi himmat hai wo laga do aur jitni jaldi ho sake humen is jungle se nikalna hai.. warna hamara bach paana mumkin nahi... sirf 3 ya 4 kilo meter ka fasla hai.. agar humne himmat ki to 3 ghante me pohnch hi jayenge..
aur abhi shaam hone me 6 ghante baaki hain.. lekin jaise hamari halat hai aur jaisa jungle ka raasta hai.. hamari speed kam ho sakti hai lekin humen apni speed ko kamm nahi hone dena warna hm sabb
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zaheer:- theek hai raja abb akhri dumm bhi laga dete hain.. dekhte hain k hamare liye kya likha hua hai ....
miane rana ki taraf dekha to wo bhi meri baat sun kar khud ko andar se storng banane laga.. rana ke chehre apr mujhe zinda rehne ka azm dikhai dene laga..
zaheer se bhi zayada buri halat me tha rana lekin fir bhi wo khud ko sabse zayada strong dikhaane me laga hua tha.. rana mujhe pasnad aane laga.. agar hum bach gaye to rana se friendship achhi rahegi .............
humne samandar ki tarf chalna shuru kar diya. jitna ho saka utna tez hum chal rahe the...aur 2 ghante me hi humne adhe se zayada safr tay kr liya.. jo ke hamare liye bohat hi achha tha..
rana kuch behtar tha lekin zaheer aur meri halat abb bohat kharab hone lagi thi.
main sabb se zayada sakht jaan tha. lekin mere bhi ek kandhe me dard tha to doosre kandhe pr sanjay tha. aur kal suba se hum bhooke piyase the.. aur humen kuch bhi khaane peene ko nahi mila tha..
lekin meri soch sanjay zaheer aur rana teeno se hi mukhtalif thi. mujhe zinda reh kar khud ki khoj karni thi.. main kaun hoon aur mere waris kaun hain.. kya main aise hi laa-waaris marr jaaonga.. nahi main khud ko dhoondne se pehle marrna nahi chahta tha..........
bass yahi baat thi jo meri himmat ko tootne nahi de rahi thi..
is beech humne do baar kuch mints ke liye saans durast ki thi... humen hairat thi k is traf humen koi khatar-naak jaanwar kyun nahi dikha......
aur fir meri ye hairat bhi jald hi khatam ho gai k is traf junglee janwar kyun nahi hain...... hua ye k
mujhe achanak se zaheer ke cheekhne ki awaz sunaai di..
ahhhhhhhhhhhh raaaaaajjjjjaaaaaaaaaaaa
maine zaheer ki traf dekha to zaheer ek daldal me phansa hua tha.. zaheer ko dekte hi mera bura haal ho gaya.. zheer ko daldal me phansa dekh kr main pagal hone laga....
rana bhi ruk gaya aur zaheer ko daldal me phansa dekh kar rana ki bhi halat kharab dikhne lagi..
maine jaldi se sanjay ko apne kandhe se utaara to mujhe apne doosre kandhe me bhi dard hone laga.. maine apne dard ko bardasht kiya.. lekin sanjay abb har kisam ke dard se nijaat paate huye behosh ho chuka tha...............
jis daldal me zaheer gira tha wo khushk patton se dhaki hui thi aur uski chaudaai 9 feet ke kareeb thi.. zaheer daldal me 3 feet aage tha aur chaati tak daldal me dhansa hua tha... maine aas paas dekha kuch mil jaaye zaheer ko bahar nikalne ke liye.. lekin muhe kuch nahi dikha.. koi lakdee bhi nahi mili.. maine rana ko chaku diya aur
raja:- rana ye chaku pakad aur jaldi se koi lakdee kaat kahi se .. lekin der matt krna..
rana ne der kiye bina hi mere hath se chaku liya aur lakdee ki talash me nikal gaya......... rana ko jaate dekh kar maine zaheer ko dekha to zaheer bohat hi tezi se neeche jaane laga.. maine socha rana ko der ho jaayegi.. aur zaheer ko bachana mumkin nahi rahega.. kya krna chahiye. ....
zaheer:- raja mujhe bachao main marrna nahi chahta.. mujhe apne ghar jaana hai. raja please mere liye kuch karo.. meri maa meri behan .. fir zaheer ne rote huye sabb hi ghar walon ko yaad karna shuru kar diya.. aur
maaaaa paapaa chotiiiiiiiiii
mujhe smajh nahi aa rahi thi k main zaheer ke liye kya karoon.. fir meri nazar achanak se sanjay ke kandhe par bandhi hui rassi par gai..
aur main fir main furti se sanjay ke kandhe se rassi ko alag krne laga.. sanjay behosh tha aur dard ko bhoola hua tha.. maine der na krte huye rassi ko sanjay se alag kiya.. aur rassi liye zaheer ke paas bhaaga.. zaheer ka mohn aur naak daldal me dhans chuke the..
aur zaheer ankhon me aas liye mujhe dekh raha tha maine rassi ko zaheer ki tarf uchaala zaheer ne himmat rakhte hue apne hath nahi doobne diye the..
rassi zaheer ke paas pohnchi to zaheer ne rassi ko pakad liya maine zaheer ko oopar khenchna shuru kar diya.. lekin zaheer ko jaise kisi ne neeche se pakda hua tha..
zaheer buri trha se daldal me dhansa ha tha.. main poora zor lagane laga aur zaheer mujhe zor lagate huye dehne laga.. zaheer ne rassi nahi chodi parr abb zaheer ke sarr ke kuch baal hi nazar aa rahe the..
ya us ke rassi ko thaame huye haath dikhai de rahe the.. mane apni poori jaan laga di.. rana bhi bhaagta hua aaya aur mere saath rassi ko pakad kar jitni usme himmat thi rana ne laga di aur fir zaheer ek jhatke me daldal se bahar aa gaya.. ......... lekin
zaheer ne rassi to nahi chhodi thi parr uski naak mohn aur ankhon me daldal ka keechad chala gaya tah. aur hamare paas paani nahi tha zaheer ko fooran hi wash karne ke liye.... paani hota to zaheer ke mohn naak aur ankh me gaye daldal ke zahreelay asraat khatam kiye jaa sakte the.....
zaheer ki halat to pehle hi kharab thi oopar se usne apni jaan bachaane ke liye bhi apni akhri energy bhi use kar li thi. abb sanjay ke saath saath zaheer bhi expire hone laga tha..
mera dil rone laga.. mujhe wo din yaad aane laga jis din maine dono ke bhaagne
ki planning suni thi.... kitna shok tha dono ko hi zinda rehne ka .. aur apni zindagi apne pariwar walon k liye guzar dene ka...
lekin dono hi zindagi ki akhri saansen gin rahe the.. mera bass nahi chall raha tha k main apni saansen dono ko hi de kar marne se bacha loon.... zaheer ka cheekhna aur chillana apni maa apni behn aur apne papa ke liye bililaana..
kitna dard tha zaheer ki awaz me.. kaise uski awaz me zinagi ki lagan dikh rahi thi.. lekin oopar wale ne shayad sanjay ke saath saath zaheer ke bhi naseeb me zindagi nai likhi thi.....'
fir main dil hi dil me hassne laga. k abhi to meri aur rana ki bhi aisi hi condition hone wali hai...
jaise hi zaheer ko humne bahr khencha tha zaheer ke saath saath hum teeno hi apni poori energy use kar chuke the.. itna zor main qaid me rehte huye nahi lagaya tha jitna abb zaheer ko daldal se niklate huye lagaya tha..
zaheer ke bahar aate hi saans phool gai thi... aur main neeche gir gaya tha..
zaheer ke daldal se bahar nikalte hi ek zor ka jhatka laga aur main neeche gira to rana bhi mere oopar hi gir gaya tha.... hum dono ke hi saans phhooli hui thi..
to hum dono ek doosre ko bhule huye the.. lekin jaise hi meri saans ruki to rana ki tez chalne wali saans ki waja se rana ka seena mere seene par phool pachak raha tha....
main to rana ko pehle bhi dekh kar heraan hua tha lekin abb jabb maine rana parr ghaur kiya to mere totay hi udd gaye..........
rana ne bade achhe se khud ko chupaya hua tha..
rana .... rana nahi thaa.. balke rani thi................ mere seene me rana nahi samaya hua tha... ik rani samaai hui thi...... main bada heraan tha k qaidiyon me ladkiyaan aur aurtein to theen jo kuch gaurds aur unke head ne apne lund ko thanda krne ke liye rakhi hui theen.
lekin mushaqqat karne walon me ladki ka kya kaam.. rana ka doodh mere seene me daba hua tha.. aur main soch raha tha k abb jabb rana ne khud ko chhupaya hua hai to kya mujhe bhi uska bhed kholna chahiye ya nahi... main koi faisla karta k zaheer ke cheekhne ki awaz sunaai di..........
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shandaar update..!!update ::: 6
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maine zaheer ki cheekh suni to mujhe hosh aaya k kuch der pahle hi to main zaheer ko daladl se nikaal raha tha.. meri khud ki energy bohat hadd takk down hog ai thi.. khud ko bahaal krne me mujhe kuch samay lagg gaya tha.. is beech main aur rana zaheer ko bhool chuke the. lekin fir zaheer ki cheekh ne hi humen yaad dilaya k is samay hum kitne khatarnaak halat se do-chaar hain...
maine himmat ki aur uth kar zaheer ke paas gaya.. to
zaheer ki halat dekhne layak nahi thi.. zaheer poora hi daldal ke keechad se nahaya hua tha.. zaheer ko is kechad se saaf krna behadd zaroori tha.. jaisa maine suna tha k daldal me majjood zahreele chemical ki waja se aksar log mar bhi jaate hain. leki agar kisi ko sahi se treatment mil jaye to wo bach bhi sakta hai.. lekin yahan to kisi kisam ka koi bhi option hi nahi tha..
pani tak nahin tha hamare pass.. aisi situation mein main zaheer ke liye kya kar sakta tha.. main khud me hi itni energy mahsus nahin kar paa raha tha.. lekin fir bhi jo kuchh mujhse ho sakta tha.. vo to mujhe karna hi tha.. aise hi to main apne doston ko marrne ke liye nahi chhod sakta tha..
main zaheer ke pass pahuncha tu.. zaheer ka munh naak aur aankhon mein daldal ka kichad bhara hua tha.. zaheer na to sahi se saans le pa raha tha.. aur na hi sahi se bol sakta tha.. main zaheer ki aisi halat dekh kar andar hi andar rone laga lekin rone ke liye bhi energy chahiye thi.. zaheer ke munh mein bhi daldal ka gandh fansa hua tha.... zaheer ke liye bolna aasan nahin tha lekin fir bhi kuchh to bolna hi tha.. zaheer koshish karte hue bola
zaheer:- rrr..ra........raja....
zaheer ke munh se nikalte hi daldal ka kichad bhi bahar aane laga.. zaheer ke liye bolna aasan tha...kichad ki vajah se usi apne munh mein jalan hone lagi thi.. wo apni aankhein band kiye hue hi apne sarr ko idhar udhar patakne karne laga.. zaheer bass mera naam hi le paya..
raja:- han zaheer bolo kya kahna chahte ho..
zaheer ne himmat karte hue fir se bolne ki koshish ki..
zaheet:-ra..raja... mmm..mujjj.....mujjjjhe bbb....baacccccha loooooooooo
raja:- zaheer tum fikr matt karo.. main tumhare liye wo sabb karunga jo mujhse ho saka.. ham sab ek sath hain main tumhen aise marne bhi nahin dunga.. tumhare saath marr to sakta hun lekin tumhe chhod akr nahi jaaonga..
zaheer ko to main tasalli de d thi ..
lekin khud mein itni himmat maujud nahin thi.. k main zaheer ke liye wo sabb karoon jo zaheer ke liye sahi hai.. mujhe bhi to kandhe me dard tha aur sanjay ko uthaye huye chalte rehne se main aur bhi bohat thak chuka tha.........
lekin aise hi to nahin ham yahan marr sakte the main kisi bhi haal mein kisi ko kuchh nahin hone de sakta tha jitni jaan mujh mein thi...
vo saari ki saari mein apne sathiyon ki jaan bachane ke liye laga dena chahta tha..
sabse pahle zaroori tha.. zaheer ke jism par daldal ka laga hua kichad ka saaf kiya jaana .. saara to saaf kiya nahin ja sakta tha... aur jo karna tha wo maine karne ka soch liya..
jyada kuchh to tha hi nahin hamare pass lekin fir hamare paas jo kuchh tha use hi kaam me laate huye maine zaheer ki madad karne ka faisla kar liya..
main rana ki taraf dekha ab vo bhi aankhon mein nami liye zaheer ko dekh raha tha...
raja:- rana chaku kahan rakha hai tumne..
rana ne idhar udhar chaku ko dekhna shuru kar diya.. mere khyal mein yahan aate hue usne mujhe is zaheer ko daldal se khenchte hue dekh liya tha.. chaku ko phenk kar rana ne meri taraf daud laga di hogi.. rana ki hi waja se main zaheer ko bahar khenchne me safal raha tha.. warna zaheer bass 2 hi second me daldal me dumm ghutne se marr jaata.. rana meri help na karta to zaheer marr gaya hota....
jald hi rana ne chaku la kar mujhe de diya..
maine pahle apne sare kapde utare aur pura nanga ho gaya.. mujhe pata tha..
ke rana ladka nahin ladki hai.. lekin fir bhi yahan ye sab sochne ka time nahin tha.. sabse zayada jaruri tha zaheer ki jaan bacchai jaaye..
rana ne mujhe mere kapdeutaarte huye dekha to apna chehra dusri taraf kar liya..
main apne utaare hue kapde se ek tukda kaata.. aur apne dono hathon par achhe se lapet kar cahku ko pakad liya..
aur zaheer ke kapde kaatne laga...
mushkil to mujhe ho rahi thi lekin fir bhi kaise bhi karke maine zaheer ke jism se uske kapdon ko alag kar diya.. meri tarah se zaheer bhi nanga ho gaya tha...
mere kuchh bhi karne se zaheer ne mujhe roka nahin... kaise rokta uski jaan khatre me thi aur main jo kuchh bhi uske liye karta..usay is parr koi aitraz nahi tha..
fir maine apne kapdon ke tukde karke ek ek tukde ko pakad kar zaheer ke jism per daldal ke keechad ko saaf karne laga.. mujhe aisa karte dekh kar rana bola
rana:- main bhi tumhari madad karta hun..
raja:- nahin rana tum daldal ke kichad se dur hi raho.. kahin aisa na ho ki iska zahreela asar tum per bhi ho jaaye..
rana ka dil to nahin tha fir bhi usne meri baat maan le..
is bich zaheer kuchh bhi nahin bola aur mera khyal hai abb wo bolane layak raha bhi nahin tha daldal ke kichad ki vajah se uski zuban ne kam karna chhod diya tha.. kyunki uske munh ko dekh kar lag raha tha ki uski juban andar se kaisi hogi. lekin zaheer fir bhi khud ki halat per kaabu rakhe hue tha .. jitna ho sakta tha vo main kar raha tha .. 20 minute lage mujhe zaheer ko saaf karne mein..
is bich mein apni thakan aur energy ko bhool chuka tha yahan aur rukna khatarnak tha... jungle ka andhera hamare liye maut thi.. har atraf daldal smell hamara dumm saans band karne ke liye kaafi thi....
zaheer ko saaf karne ke baad maine rana se apne dono hathon par bandhe huye kapde ko chaku se kaatne ke liye kaha.. main poori koshish kar rah tha k mere hthon par daldal ka kechad na lag jaaye.. zaheer bhi dheere dheere behsohi me jaane laga.. maine zaheer ke mohn par thappad maarne shuru kiye to zaheer ko kuch hosh aaya.. maine zaheer ko support de kar bithaya.
raja:- zaheer kya tum kisi had takk chal sakte ho.. tum bol to sakte nai lekin sar hila kar mujhe batao.. aur khud ki jitni himmt hai tumhare andar usay use me laao.
warna kuch hi palon me tum marr jaao gay.. agar tum yahi marr gaye to fir tum apni maa aur behnn ke paas kaise jaa paao gaay....
zaheer ki aankhen to nahin khuli.. lekin uske chehre ki shakti ne mujhe bata diya ki vo andar se kitna khud se ladd raha hai...zaheer khud ki jaan bachane layak banne ki liye stryggle karne laga...
aadhe se zayada safar humne tay kar liya tha.. ab agar ham himmat na haar den.
to shaam se bohat pehle hi hum jungle se bahar sakte the... warna hum yahan mare jaate aur
main yahan marrna nahin chahta tha.. ho sakta hai aage hamare liye khatra kam ho. zaheer aur sanjay donon ko uthana mere liye na-mumkin tha..
zaheer apni himmat ko ikatha karke khada ho gaya..vo ladkhadaya to zarur lekin gira nahi.. aur ek do qadam chal kar dekhne laga..
10 qadam chalne ke baad hi zaheer neeche gir gaya.
neche girnte hi zaheer rone laga aur naa me sarr ko jhatakne laga.....
matlab ye zaheer abb khud ki life ko bachane ke liye nahin chal sakta tha..
aur ab mujhe donon ko apne kanche per uthakar chalna padega...
main rana ki taraf dekha uski aankhon mein pani aa gaya tha...
wo rana nahi rani thi aur badi himmat se hamara sath de rahi thi .. qwarna usne bhi 2 din se kuchh bhi nahin khaayaa tha.. maine sanjay ko dekha wo behosh pada hua tha..
fir maine zaheer ki taraf dekha to vo apna sar "left right..left right"
kar raha tha
zaheer ki zubaan bolane layak nahin rahi thi vo mujhe main batana chahta tha ki dekho raja jitni himmat mujh me thi maine dikha di..
mere liye khud ki life ko bacha pana mumkin nahin hai.. raja dekho main yahin isi jungle me hi marr raha hon aur meri maa.. meri behn. aur mere papa wahan meri judaai me marr rahe hain..
lekin main mere doston ko aise hi marne nahin de sakta tha maine ek baar upar aasman ki taraf dekha .. darakhto me se neela aasman kahin kahin se jhaank raha tha.. maine aasman ki taraf dekha aur fir dil me khud ki himmat ko ikatha kiya aur firse ek baar rana ko dekha....
raja:- zaheer jitni mujhme himmat hai.. vo main tum donon ko bachane ke liye laga dunga.. zaheer tum fikr matt karo.. agar marrna hi thehra to fir sath me marenge..
lekin main tum dono ko aisi halat me chhod kar nahi ja sakta... mere andar ek azm palne laga.............. k mujhe kaise bhi karke dono ko is jungle se bahar lekar jaana hai........... agr dono ko bachane ke liye mujhe marrna bhi pade to main peeche nahi hatonga... aur naa hi apni himmat ko tootne dunga..
maine zaheer ko utha kar sanjay ke pass lita diya..
abb mujhme me kitni energy thi.. wo main nahin soch raha tha.. mujhe bass sanajy aur zaheer ko uthana tha.. aur is jungle se bahar tak le jaana tha..
main rana ko apne paas aane ko bola.. rana mere pas aa gaya..
raja:- rana sanjay aur zaheer ko uthane mein meri madad karo..
rana mujhe hairatr se dekhne ka laga.. ke main kese in donon ko utha sakta hun.
lekin maine rana ko najar andaaz kiya. ab na to mujhe sanjay ke kandhe ki fikr thi aur na hi khud ke aur hi zaheer ke nange hone ki fikr thi...
bus fikr thi zaheer ke badan per lage hue daldal ke keechhad se thi..
kahin daldal ka keechhad mujhe bhi na kuch karde.. parr fir bhi main ye sab
sochna chhod kar zaheer aur sanjay ke sarr ke baal pakad liye aur donon ko utha diya.. dono hi adhe baith gaye to maine rana ki taraf dekha..
ab rana bhi samajh gaya tha k usay kya karna hai ..
main zaheer aur sanjay ke darmiyan me baith gaya aur dono ko kamar se pakad kar khada karne laga mujhe badi pareshani hone lagi.. lekin kerna tha aur sochna to bilkul bhi nahi tha.. aisa karna waisi bhi aasan nahi tha.. aur main khud ki bigadti hui halat ko bhool kar bass apna zor laag kar dono ko hi khada karne me laga raha.... maine dono ko kass ke pakda hua tha... mujhe badi apreshani ho rahi thi.. lekin dono ki hi life ko bachane ke liye mujhe ye sabb karna tha.. bhale hi mujhme dumm na hooo......
raja:- rana mujhe peeche matt girne dena aur agar main uth na paaon to mujhe neeche se mere pichhwade parr zor laga kar khada kar dena...
rana bhi samajh gaya usne haan me sar hilka diya.. ye kaam rana ke liye bhi bohat hi mushkil tha.. lekin yahan mushkil kahan nahi thi.. har ek chal rahi hamari saans bhi mushkil me thi.. aur agar hum apni mushkil par dhyan dete to bass kuhc hi der me hamari maut confirm thi.
aur fir maine apna jitna dumm tha laga diya aur dono ko kass ke pakadte huye uthne laga.. mujhe badi pareshani hone lagi. lekin maine apni preshani aur apni weekness ko bhool kar bass dono ko uthane ke liye jitna dumm tha wo lagane laga... maine dono ko girne nahi diya lekin dono ko hi uthane me pareshani hone lagi.. kyunki mera khud ka kandha bhi zakhmi tha.. isliye pareshani to honi hi thi..
parr maine khud ke dard ko apne brain se nikaal diya..
rana mere pichhwade per donon hath rakh kar mujhe oopar uthane laga.. lekin rana ko bhi pareshani hone lagi.. to fir usne apni peeth ko mere pichhwade ke neeche de kar mujhe upar uthne ke liye support dene laga.. rana ki khud ki battery khatam ho chuki thi..
rana me jitna dumm tha wo usne laga diya.. .. badi mushkil se hi sahi lekin maine donon ko utha liya.. ye ke namumkin kaam tha..lekin ho gaya tha..
khade hote hi main lambi lambi saans lene laga.. jitna zor mujhe aur rana me tha wo humne laga diya tha.. aur meri hi trha se rana bhi lambi lambi saasen lene laga..
2 mint main aisi hi khada raha.. aur fir maine rana ko chalne ke liye keh diya.. main janta tha k agar maine sochna shuru kar diya k main dono ko uthaya hua hai.. to mere liye do qadam bhi chalna mumkin nahi rahega.. aur mera ek kandha zakhmi bhi tha aur usme abb wazan padne ki waja se aur bhi pain badh gaya tha..
isliye maine sochna chhod kar sahil ki taraf dheere dheere chalne laga..
tez chalne se balance bigad sakta tha....... aur fir saans ka phoolna aur energy ka loss hona hamare liye behadd khatar-naak tha..
rana chalte huye kabhi kabhi meri traf dekhne lagta.. lekin maine usay tok diya.
raja:- rana saamne dekho yahan kahan kahan daldal ho aur kahan zahreele kaante.. kahi tum in dono ki hi tarha se kisi museebat me na phans jaao..
rana bhi sabb samajh raha tha lekin mujhe itni mushaqat karte dekh kar heran tha.
wo isi liye baar baar mujhe dekh raha tha..
ohhh sorry dekh rahi thi.. ladki thi to mera khayal hai k mujhe aise apne dosto ki fikr karte dekh kar uske dil me kuch hulchal si hone lagi thi.. abb wo ladki thi to ladkiyon ko aisi hi situation me uska hero mil jaata hai..
shayad aane wale waqt me agar hum zinda rahe to main uska hero ban jaaonga..
dheere dheere chalte huye kabb meri speed badhne lagi mujhe nai pata chala main rana ke baare me sochne lag gaya tha.. nazar to saamne hi thi lekin soch rana urf rani ke baare me thi.....
chalte huye mujhe dedh ghanta guzar gaya..main kitna thak gaya tha wo to tabb pata chalega jabb main kahin rukunga ya gironga..
jaise jaise aage badh rahe the.. jungle kuch saaf hone laga tha.. aur ye hamare liye achhi baat thi.. mere andar manzil ko kareeb dekh kar hulchal si hone lagi aur maine apni speed kuch aur bhi badha di...
kehte hain k jabb manzil dikhne lage to thakan ka ehsaas jaagne lagta hai.. mere saath bhi kuch aisa hi hone laga tha.. lekin abb itne kareeb pohnch kar main haarna nahi chahta tha..
warna mann tha k dono ko hi neeche patak kar khud bhi dhadam se neeche gir jaaon.
jungle ki daldali hawa kamm hui aur samandar ki nami wali hawa ka ehsaas hone laga... saans lene me aasani hone lagi to kuch rahat bhi milne lgi...
sahi se to nahi pata tha k kitna faasla reh gaya hai lekin abb itna mujhe lagne laga tha k hum jungle ke khatre se bahar aa gaye hain .. jahan daldalen aur zahreele kaante the wo jaga peeche reh gai thi..
bass abb khatra tha to ye k yahan koi junglee janwar na dikh jaaye.. warna abb to chalne ki bhi himmat nahi thi..
aur agar koi saamne aa gaya to main shayad khud ko uske saamne pesh kardun..
aur kahun k
""humen khaa jaao ya chhod do.. lekin tumse ladne ki himmat abb mujhme nahi hai""
kuch aisi hi halat ho chuki thi.. agar sanjay aur zaheer ki zindagi ka sawaal na hota to mujhse itna bhi safar nahi ho sakta tha...
chalte chalte jungle ka kuch faasla aur bhi tay ho gaya.. ab to mujhe time ka hisab bhi nahi raha tha..
lekin abhi shaam hone me bohat time tha.. shayad 2 ghante rehte the...
meri koshish thi k main kahin giroon naa warna phir mujhe bhi zaheer aur sanjay ki tarha le lamba hi letna padega..
rana bhi apne pairon ko ghaseetne laga tha... chalte chalte abb uski zubaan bhi bahar nikalne lagi thi.. meri hi tarha rana ne bhi zinda rehne ke liye himmat nahi haari thi.. rana agar mard hota to mujhe itni hairat nahi hoti.. jitni ye soch kar ho rahi thi.. k wo ek ladki ho kar itna dumm dikha rahi hai....
""""salaam hai is ladki ki himmat ko"""""
reengte reengte akhir kaar hum jungle ke bahir pohnch hi gaye....yahan se door sahil samandar nazar aa raha tha... maine pehle hi kaha tha k jabb manzil kareeb pohnchti hai to himmat toot jaati hai.. abb firse wahi condition ho gai thi...
maine rana ki taraf dekha to uski bhi wahi halat thi jo meri thi.. jitna faasla samandar se hamara tha.. agar wahan humen paani peene ke liye nazar aata to shayad hum bhaag kar bhi wahan pohnch sakte the... lekin dil andar se bol raha tha k aage paani nahi hai.. is jazeere parr hamare as paas humen jharne ki bhi ummeed nahi thi.. kyunki pahdaad yahan se bohat door the...
meri nazar wahan gai jahan hamara qaid-khana tha.. hum ghoom fir kar apne qaid khaane ki hi taraf aa gaye the.. lekin wo yahan se 9 10 kilometer door tha..
khatra to nahi tha.. agar naseeb haar gaye to wo alag baat thi...
meri himmat jawaab de chuki thi.. aur fir meri baaki ki rahi sahi himmat bhi rana ne tod di thi ........
hum yahan aa kr ruk gaye the... abhi jungle se bahar nikalna bhi safe nahi tha. isliye hum jungle ke kinaare par the.. kyunki aage ek chota sa desert tha... jise paar karna hamare liye mumkin nahi tha.. agar himmat hoti to paanch mint me hi main wahan pohnch sakta tha ..
main samandar ke sahil ki dono side dekha to fir jab meri nazar rana parr padi..
to rana neeche gira hua tha.. uski saans aur chehre se lagg raha tha k wo bhi gaya..
rana ko giri hue halat me dekh kar meri bhi himmat jawab de gai..aur fir main bhi
""""""""dhadammmm"""""""""
se neeche girrr gaya.
mere girne se zaheer aur sanjay ko kitni chot lagi main ye jaanne ki halat me nahi tha. sanjay ke kandhe ka kya haal tha main nahi jaanta tha.. lekin abb shayad mera kandha bhi sanjay ke jaise hi expire ho gaya tha..
aur main kuch bhi mehsoos karne ki halat me nai raha tha....... pata nai main behosh hua tha ya neem behoshi ki halat me tha..... parr mujhe kisi cheez ka hosh nahi tha..
rana(rani) ne meri himmat tod di thi.....
parr wo bhi bechari kya karti ladki ho kar itni himmat dikha di thi usne....
abb yahan takk pohnch ke gir gai thi.. ya uski himmat bhi toot gai thi.....
to usne manzil takk na sahi manzil ke kareeb tak to apni himmat samet kar rakhi hui thi........
hamare liye yahan parr gir jaana sahi nahi tha.. yahan agar guards ka khatra nahi tha.. lekin the to hum jungle me hi.. jungle ka kinara bhi hamara liye safe nahi tha.. sone aur behosh hone me farq tha.. behosh ho jaate .. to phir kabhi uthne layak hi na rehte.....
lekin khud ko sambhal paane me rana aur main dono hi nakaam ho chuke the.
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saalon takk jo raah mujhe nahi dikhi thi.. wo abb dikh chuki thi.. jis manzil ko paane ke liye main salon se tadap raha tha.. us manzil ko paane k liye mujhe raatsa dikhne laga tha.. mere liye khud par kaabu pana asaan nahi raha tha..
kaabu rehta bhi kaise, maine to kabhi socha bhi nahi tha.. mai bhikari maa ka beta nahi hon, zillat bhari zindagi thi, dard tha, torture tha, lekin shanakht to thi.. laa-warsi ka leble to nahi chipka hua tha mere mathe...
fir maa ne mujhe bataya k main unka beta nahi hon, mera bhikair khandan se koi connection nahi hai... main kisi aur ka beta hon, maa mujhe kuch bataye bina hi is dunya se chali gai thi.. khud ko dhundne k liye mere paas koi raasta takk nahi tha.. itna waqt guzar chuka tha, abb jaa k kuch aisa mila tha, jisse main apni talash me nikal sakta tha.. meri halat kharab na hoti to aur kya hota..
meri halat badalne lagi to renu ne mujhe apni bahun me bhar kar apne gale se laga liya tha.. renu ke badan ki khushbu ne mujhe dheere dheere shaant karna shuru kar diya tha.. renu mere sarr ko sehlane lagi thi..
main ankhen band kiye yaadon me gumm tha,. renu ki khusbhu mere andar utri to meri halat me hbi kuch sudhar aane laga..
baba:- kya hua raja beta.. achanak se tum badal kaise gaye ho..
baba ki awaz sun kar maine apni ankhen kholen. aur baba ko dekhne laga.. baba mere paas aa gaye the.. maine nazar ghuma kar sabb ko dekha to sabb hairat bhari nazron se mujhe hi dekh rahe the.
maine zaheer ki taraf dekha to wo niche chataai par behosh pada hua tha..
main renu se alag hua..
raja:- kuch nahi baba, maa yaad aa gayi thi.. to yaadon me bohut aage nikal gaya.....
baba aur tahir baig ne mere kandhe par hath rakh diya.. main betha to chacha ji k pass hi tha.. mujhse baaten karte karte wo zaheer ko dekhne lage the, isliye pehle wo meri badli hui halat ko dekh nahi sake the..
baba:- raja beta, hota rehta hai aisa bhi kabhi kabhi.. apne kabhi bhulte bhi nahi to nahi han..baar baar yaad to aate hi rahenge.. parr aise achanak se kaise sabb yaad a gaya..
raja:- baba chachi ko dekh kar, zaheer ke liye unki tadap dekh kar mujhe bhi apni maa yaad aa gai thi....
meri baat sun kar zaheer ki maa ne mere sarr par apna hath rakh diya..
z maa:- raja beta, tum bhi to mere bete hi ho naa, jaise zaheer hai, vaise hi tum bhi mere bete ho..
chacha:- haan raja beta. tum koi gham matt karo, hume apna hi maano... hum kabhi tumse koi farq nahi karenge..
laiba:- haan bhai, aajse mere do bhai han...
raja:- anju koi churi to lana..
renu:- raja churi kaa kya karne wale ho..
raja:- renu mujhe lagta hai.. mere baazo par jo ye taweez bandha hua hai.. mujhe lagta hia isme kuch aisa hai jo mujhe meri shanakht dhundne me madad dega..
renu:- sach raja, ye to bohut achchi baat hai..
chacha:- raja beta main kuch samjha nahi..
raja:- chacha ji, meri maa ne mujhe bataya tha k wo meri maa nahi hai, mujhe kuch or batane se pehle hi wo marr gai.. maa marte samay mujhe kuch ishare de rahi thi. apne hath ko utha kar mujhe kuch samjha chahti theen... parr us waqt main samjh nahi paaya tha.. aaj achanak se hi mera dhayaan mere baazo par bandhe hue taweez par chala gaya.. mujhe lagta hai, maa is taweez ki taraf ishara kar rahi theee..
anju:- raja, ye churi.... anju ne churi meri taraf badhaai
maine anju se churi le li aur kaanpte haatho se us taweez ki dori ko kaatne laga.. sabb mujhe hi dekh rahe the.. abb baat ek naya rukh badal chuki thi, to sabb hi excited the... sabb janna chahte the, isme kuch vaisa hai, jo main samjh raha hon..
kaanpte hath se maine taweez ki dori kaati, taweez ko apne hath me liya.. aur usay bade pyaar se dekhne laga.. abb dil ki halat firse ajeeb hone lagi thi..
mujhe mere damag ne bata bhi diya tha. k mujhe isse koi na koi raasta zarur milega.. par andar se ek darr bhi tha, kahi ye sabb mera wehm na ho.. taweez ke andar se kuch bhi mere kaam ka nahi niklega..
maine taweez chacha ko de diya.. mere hath kaanp rahe the.. darr tha ise churi se kaat'te hue kahi nuksan hi na kar bethon.. abb takk sabb hi mere aas pass beth gaye the.. aur pandora box ke khulne ka intezar karne lage..
raja:- chacha ji aap hi ise kholen, mujhse ye nahi khulega.. kahi josh me kuch galt na ho jaaye mujhse... mere liye khud par kaabu pana mushkil ho raha hai.
taweez steel ka bana hua tha..
chacha ji ne churi pakdi aur taweez ko kholne ki koshish me lag gaye.. taweez saalon se band tha. aise to wo khulne se raha.. chacha ji badi ehtiyat se usay kholne ki koshish kar rahe the.. sabb ka hi dhyaan chacha ke hatho par tha..
1.5" ka taweez churi se nahi khul raha tha..
baba:- ye aise nahi khulega.. anju beta mujhe aari la ke dena...
anju jhat uthi aur kuch hi der me aari le kar aa gai..
chacha ji ne taweez baba ko dia.. baba ne usay niche rakha aur aari se unke lock ko kaatne lage.. chhota sa taweez tha, badi mushkil ho rahi thi.. steel aari se to katne se raha.. bass kuch ragar hi chahiye thi.. aur baba shayad yahi kar rahe the...
kuch der me hi baba ki mehnat rang laai.. aur taweez ke lock par jama zang hattne laga.. aise 4 lock the chhote chhote.. baba ek ek karke sabhi se zang utaarne lage..
20 mint me hi taweez khul kar baba k hath me tha.. aur sabb aise dekh rahe the. jaise andar se kisi heeron ke zakhire ka naksha nikalne wala ho...
mere liye to ye heeron k dher se bhi badh kar tha.. shayad isse mai khud ko dhund paaon.. aur jaan sakun mere maa baap kaun hai.. mai kiska khoon hon..
baba ne taweez mujhe dia aur maine usay baba se le kar chacha ji ko de diya..
raja:- chacha ji dekhen uske andar kya kuch hai.. main padha likha nahi hon..
chacha ji ne teweez khola.. andar se ek choti si theli nikli.. usay achchi tarha se dhaage se lapeta hua tha.. dhaaga kamzor ho chuka tha, jaise hi usay hath laga wo jaga jaga se toot kar alag hone laga..
dhaga hata to ek chhoti si plastic ki theli saamne aai. aur us theli me ek kagaz tha.. main apne honto par zubaan ferte hue renu ko dekhne laga.. renu pehle taweezz ki taraf hi dekh rahi thi.. mere dekhte hi renu ne mujhe dekha.. renu ka chehra bhi josh se bhara uha tha.. wo bhi jaanna chahti thi.. andar se kya kuch nikalta hai... halat to sab ki hi ek jaisi hi.. par renu ki aur meri halat sabb se zayada kahrab thi..
us theli ko alag kiya gaya to.. uske andar se jo kagaz nikla uski halat dekh kar to ek baar dil ki dhadkan hi thamm si gai.. wo kagaz bhi ghage ke jaise hi apni taqat kho chuka tha.. paani to usay nahi laga tha.. par itne saalon band rehne ki waja se uski umar khatam ho gai thi..
chacha ji ne bohut dhayan se us kagaz ko kholna shuru kiya.. kagaz ke tukde hone shuru ho gaye the.. parr chacha ji ne pure kagaz ko khol hi diya.. aur fir usay niche rakh kar set karne lage.. kagaz k tukde ek sath jod kar uspar likha hua padhne ki koshish karne lage..
19 saal guzar chuke the.. to likha hua sahi kaise reh sakta tha.. 4x4" ka wo kagaz tha..
chacha:- raja beta ispar likha hua to sabb nahi pada ja raha.. par kuch kuch samjh aa raha hai..
raja:-chch..chacha ji...aap..padh..kar..batayen..kya..likha..hai..
bolna mere liye asaan nahi tha.gala khush hone laga tha... jo khushi mujhe pehle mili thi. wo puri nahi ho paayi thi.. kagaz par likha hua mujhe bhi dikh raha tha.. aur jaga jaga se likha hua mita hua tha.. sabb pata chalna mumkin nai raha tha..
renu bhi sabb dekh rahi thi.. renu ne mera hath pakad kar daba dia.. renu mujhe hosla de rahi thi..
chacha:- raja beta jitna samjh me aa raha hai, wo main padhta hon..
udai...........rana................singh................beta.......................sab.......................................................
.......................shirdi................ach................dush........................goliy..............................................judwa...
naina aur tumhe kid. .......................rana...................singh.............. .............. ..................... ............. .............jatin......us.....laila...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... shirdi............... house number
chacha:-raja beta yahi sabb likha hai ... jo maine samjha hai.. wo main tumhe detail me bata deta hon....... udaipur me hi kahi rana family hai.. jin ke tum chashmo chiragh ho.. tumhari puri family shirdi shehar ke kisi mandir me puja ke liye aai hogi.. tabb tumhare papa ke dushmano ne sabb par hamla kar diya hoga.... tumhe aur tumhari judwa behen naina ko aghwa kiya gaya hoga.. ya aghwa karna ki koshish ki gai hogi.......... aage shirdi shehar me hi kisi house ka ek number likha hua hai....... shayad wahan se tumhe kuch pata chal sake... jatin aur laila ka naam bhi likha hua hai.. parr main jatin aur laila ke baare kuch samjh nahi saka..... isliye main is baare me kuch nahi keh sakta..
chacha ji ne letter kya padha tha.. ek bomb phhod diya tha.. itna bada dhamaka hua tha... jisne andar se meri aatma takk ko jhanjhod daala tha.. itna sabb kuch hua tha meri family k saath.. wahi se main sabb se alag ho gaya tha..
kitni badi khushi mili hogi unhe, jo sabb ek saath itni door mandir me khushi manane aaye hoge.. aur dushmano ne achanak se ghaat laga kar unpar hamla kar diya hoga... meri judwaa behen naina uska kya bana hoga.. wo bhi meri hi tarha se dunya me laa-waris ghoom fir rahi hogi, ya usay aghwa hone se bacha liya hoga.
mera dil andar se khoon k aansu rone laga.... sabb k sabb hi ek dumm se shaant se pad gaye the, khamosh to sabb hi the, parr abb mere saath aur meri family ke saath hue incident eko jaan kar sab hi dukhi ho gaye the..
kaise main abb apni family ko dhundoga.. udaipur me kaise mai unhe dhund paaonga.. kaise adhure naamo se main sahi naamo takk pohnch paanga.. kaise pata lagaonga.. wo sabb kaha rehte han.. jaisi un sabb ki dushami thi.. na-jaane kya hua hoga us kaand k baad.. kahi meri hi tarha se koi aur na bichhad gaya ho.. kahi us roz chalne wali goliyon me kisi ki jaan na chali gai ho.. kitne vichaar aa rahe the mere mann ne....... ye sabb sochte sochte mere damag ne kaam karna chhod diya tha...
baba:- raja beta, khud ko sambhalo, abhi tumhe ek lamba safar karna hai, kya tum abhi se hi thak kar baith jaaoge.. khud ko shaant rakho.. shaant renhe se hi sabb samjh me aayega.. abhi sabb pata bhi to nahi hai naa hume.. adhe se zayada to mit chuka hai..
renu:- raja tum pareshan kyun ho rahe ho, baat to dukh ki hi hai, parr wo sabb to beet chuka, guzre waqt ko wapis bhi to nahi laaya ja sakta naa..
ek baat achchi bhi to hui hai, pehle tum sabb baaton se anjaan the.. abb to bohut kuch pata chal chuka hai.. jab itna pata chal hi gaya hai to baaki ka bhi pata chal hi jaayega.. raaste to mil hi gaye han naa.. to dukhi hona chhodo.. aur aage ka socho..
chacha:- raja beta kagaz par adhe se zayada mita hua hai, aur akhir ki teen line to puri tarha se hi mit chuki hai, ho sakta ha, kuch aisa ho jo tumhare liye achcha ho.. jo address likha hua hai.. wahi se baaki ka sabb pata kar sakte ho..
achche ki ummeed rakho.. aur dil chhota matt karo..
sabb mujhse aisi hi baaten karte rahe... sabb mujhe hosla dene ki koshish kar rahe the.... parr ye sabb itna bhi asaan nahi tha.. abhi taza taza zakhm aaye the, khud par kaabu paane me time to lagna hi tha.. dil ki halat itni jaldi to sambhalne wali nahi thi......
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TIME:09:40:PM:
maina ur renu is waqt ek alag jhonpdi me the... zaheer ki family ko bhi ek alag jhonpdi de di gai thi... shaam takk hum baba k paas hi rahe the.. zaheer ko sham ko kuch hosh aaya tha, parr baba ne use firse behosh kar diya tha.. zaheer abb suba se pehle nahi uthne wala tha.. raat ko agar zaheer ko hosh aata hai to baba ne tahir baig ko kuch diya tha, jisse zaheer ko firse behosh kiya ja sakta tha.. baba ne ek droper me zaheer ki ankh k liye kuch tahir baig ko de diya tha... zaheer ki tension ek baar to khatam ho hi gai thi...
main aur renu khatiya ko chhod kar niche zameen par chataai bichha kar lete hue the.. renu ka sarr mere seene par tha, aur hum dono hi kuch der se khamosh the.
main aur renu wahi letter wali baat ko lekar hi soch rahe the.. wo sabb hamare damag se jaa hi nahi raha tha.. itna kuch jo hua tha, guzre hue samay me.. kitna kuch jhela hoga meri maa ne mere papa ne, meri family ne ... aur meri naina wo kis haal me hogi... naina k liye mera dil kuch zayada hi machalne laga..
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nice update..!!Update ::: 7
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meri khush-naseebi thi k main behsoh nahi hua tha... bass behoshi wali ghanoodgi thi.. aur yahi cheez mujhe zinda rakhne me kaamiyaab bhi rahi ..... agar main bhi behsoh ho jaata to hum me se kisi ka bhi bach paana mumkin nahi tha .... hum jahan gire the. wahan junglee ped pode to the hi.. lekin suraj ki dhoop bhi thi.
main aur zaheer nange the. aur suraj ki waja se mere jism me chubhan hone lagi.... daldal ka keechad zaheer se mujhe bhi lagg gaya tha.. aur suraj ki dhoop jab mere badan par padi to daldal ke keechhad ki waja se mujhe jalan hone lagi..
aur phir mujhe kuch kuch hosh aane laga. jaise hi kuch hosh thikaane aaye to mujhe apne sharir me jalan hone lagi. main sochne laga k mujhe jalan kyun ho rahi hai..
lekin yaad nahi aaya.
maine nazar ghuma kar teeno ko dekha.. teeno hi behosh pade huye... pata nahi mujhe gire huye kitni der ho gai thi. maine oopar dekha to suraj ki dhoop kamm thi. matlab 1 ghanta rehta tha suraj ke doobne me. lekin fir bhi dhoop bardasht nahi ho rahi thi. maine apne hathon dekha to wahan par sozish(inflammation) hone lagi thi.
matlab dhoop ki waja se daldal ka paani jo mere jism par laga hua tha. wo dhoop ke lagne ki waja se apne asar ko badhane laga tha... jabb mera ye haal hai to zaheer ka fir kya haal hoga.. ye sochte hi maine zaher ko dekha to..
agar mujhme poori himmat hoti to main zor zor se cheekhta.. kuch aisi hi halat zaheer ki ho rahi thee.. zaheer kuch kuch hosh me tha. lekin uske mohn par sozish hi itni aa gai thi.. k zaheer cheekne ki halat me nahi raha tha ... bass halka halka hill raha tha.. daldal ke keechhad ki waja se dhoop ne zaheer ke badan me bhi sozish ko badhna shuru kar diya tha.. aur zaheer dard se chukatkara to nahi pa sakta tha.. isliye hill raha tha.. lekin wo khud ko kaise bacha sakta tha..
mere bhi hathon me sozish badhne lagi thi.. meri peeth parr bhi daldal ka paani laga hua tha. lekin wahan dhoop nahi pohnch paa rahi thi.. isliye bachat ho gai.
maine uthne ki koshish ki lekin nakaaam raha.. itni sakat hi nahi bachi thi k uth sakta lekin yahan maut ki aahat badhti ja rahi thi.. maine khud ke andar bachi khuchi himmat ko bhi sameta aur fir usay use laate huye ludhakte huye zaheer ke paas pohncha..
meri koshish thi k kisi tarha se zaheer ko dhoop se bachaaon. abhi jitne mint bhi dhoop ke tha yahan is jungle me wo bhi hamare liye jaan-leva the... khaas kar zaheer ke liye.........
main kaise bhi karke zaheer ke paas pohncha aur sochne laga k zaheer ke liye kya karoon.. abb main ise kaise khenchu. aur kaise dhoop se door kisi ped ki chaaon me le jaaon.. mujhe apne andar energy feel nahi ho rahi thi..
lekin zindagi ko bachane ke liye mujhe apne andar himmat paida karni padegi..
warna yahi marr jaaonga aur mere sath mere dost bhi mar jayenge.. aur saath maregi rani bhi.. jo itni himmat karke bhi jungle se mere sath hi nikalne me kaamiyaab hui thi.. itna kuch kar pane ke baad bhi agar rani mar jaati hai. to ye ik mazaq ke siva kuch nahi.. abb samandar paas tha aur zindagi bachane ke liye kuch bhi kiya ja sakta tha... matlab agar hum yahan se nikal kar samandar ke paas pohnch jayeng aur kuch hi sahi lekin thodi si jism me taqat aa jaye to marna hamara cacel ho sakta tha......
aur fir maine yahan se bhaagne ki koshish marne ke liye to nahi ki thi......
mujhe jeena hai aur meri tarha se mere doston ko bhi jeene ka moka milna hi chahiye..... uska bhi zinda rehne ka poora poora haq hai...
zaheer ki pal pal bigadti halat mujhme himmat ko bhi badha rahi thi..
bohat hi galat ho raha tha zaheer ke saath mujhe himmat to mill rahi thi lekin zaheer ki halat aur bhi bigadti ja rahi..
maine himmat karke zaheer ko khenchna shuru kiya.. aur fir kaise bhi karke main zaheer ko ghaseet kar chhaaon tak lejaane ke kaamiyaab ho hi gaya.... is beech meri kya halat hui maine nahi bata sakta.... thoda sa hi faasla tay karne me main pal pal jiya aur mara tha...
fir maine dekha to rana(rani) ko bhi kuch kuch sozish hone lagi thi. lekin usay kaise ho sakti thi.. wo to safe rahi thi.. rani to daldal ke paani se door hi rahi thi..lekin fir maine sochna chhod kar rana aur sanjay ko bhi kisi tarha se chaaon me le hi aaya..
is beech main is baat pr bhi dhayan nahi de saka k sanjay ko zaheer ke paas laate huye dhoop khatam ho chuki thi.. bass damag me tha to teeno ko hi ek saath karne ka.. dhoop se bachan ek chakkar me maine time bhi bohat laga diya tha.. aur ye bhi bhool gaya tha. k sanjay is waqt dhoop me nahi hai...
rana ko jabb main khench raha tha to rana ki kuch kuch ankhen khuli to wo mujhe dekh raha tha.. lekin uske chehre par koi bhi reaction nahi tha .... rana ki ankhon me maut ka sa sannata tha.. main rana ki halat dekh kar darr gaya....
abb jungle me raat hone ka matlab saaf tha k maut.. hum kisi ped par chhad kar to shayad bach bhi sakte the.. lekin ped par chadhe bhi kaun...
neeche bhi kuch bhi ho sakta tha.. koi keeda zaroor humen koi naqsan pohncha sakta tha.. abb suraj doobne me kuch hi time baaki tha aur mujhe sabhi ko kisi bhi tarha se sahil ke paas lejana hi hoga.. wahan kamm khatra hoga.
aur ho sakta hai k koi aisi cheez mil sake jiss se thodi energy andar aa jaye..
main khada hone me kaamiyab ho gaya tha.. lekin zayada chalna mere liye mushkil tha.. bass kaise bhi karke khud ko sambhale huye tha...
maine ek baar fir sahil ki taraf dekha to mujhe wahan kuch ped dikhaai diye.. maine ek baar teeno ko dekha aur fir oopar aasman ki taraf dekh kar dil me ek faisla liya ab kuch bhi ho jaaye mujhe sahil tak jana hai aur kuch na bhi mil sake to kisi aise jaandar ko dhoondon ga jisse kuch energy mil sake..
agar ho saka to samandaar ki machli bhi apne daam me laane ki koshish karunga... agar machli mil gai to bhuk bhi mit jayegi aur piyas bhi kamm ho jayegi.. kyunki machhli ko kachha khane se paani ki kami kisi hadd takk poori ho sakti thi....
maine khud ko andar se mazboot banate huye sahil ki taraf badhna shuru kar diya..
bohat time lagne laga tha..... aur agar main beech raaaste me hi kahi gir gaya to fir wapis bhi nahi jaa paaonga... abb takk suraj itna neeche ho gaya tha k jungle ke darkhton ke lambe lambe saaye ban gaye the.. jis ki waja se meri bachat hui thi.. warna peeth par dhoop ke lagte hi mera bhi zaheer ke jaise haal hona tha.....
main dheere dheere chalta hua desert ko paar karne laga.. desert kuch kuch dhoop ki waja se garam tha.. shayad dhoop kamm hone ki waja se kamm garam tha warna dhoop me ise paar karna aasan nahi tha..
ret to dhoop me aag bann jati hai.. maine chalne se pehle rana ke paas se chaku utha liya tha. wahan zaroorat pad sakti thi....
jaise hi main kuch sahil ke kareb pohncha tu mujhe coconut ka ped dikha.. mujhe apni nazron par shak hua to maine apni ankhon band karke achhe se khol kar dekha.
aur fir meri khushi ki inteha na rahi.. mere andar josh badh gaya aur meri halat pagalon ke jaise honi lagi.. meri speed kam thi energy ki waja se lekin mere mann mere pairon se kahi tez mujhe bhaag raha tha.. mera bass nahi chal raha tha k main ek jump lagaon aur ped tak ja pohnchun.....
lekin time lagg raha tha... wahan pohnchne me bhi time lag raha tha..
jahan meri energy mujhe dikhi thi.... mujhe ye dekh kar hi hansi aane lagi k main apni khurak tak bhi aasni se nahi pohnch paa raha tha... kitni mehnat karni pad rahi thi... khud ko khaane layak banane ke liye bhi........ khaane peene ki kadar bhi aise hi moke par hoti hai.
abb to bass ek hi dua thi k koi nariyal neeche gira hua mujhe mil jaaye. jaise jaise main aage badh raha tha.. mere chalne ki speed badhne lgi thi.. aur mujhe apne gale me kaante mehsoos hone lage the ...... pehle kuch kuch normal tha.. kyunki aas paas kuch bhi peene layak nahi mila tha.. to sabar kar liya tha.. lekin abb jabb saamne nariyal ka ped dikha to piyaas khatar-naak hadd takk badh gaii.. aur gala aur bhi sookhne laga. jis waja se gala dard karne laga.. 2 mint me hi meri halat kharab hone lagi thi...
5 mint ka faasla tay karne me bhi mujhe 15 mint lag gaye the.. wo bhi akhir me speed bahdne ke bawajood.......... jaise hi main us ped se 20 meter ki doori parr poncha to mujhe neeche gire huye kuch nariyal dikhe... aur bass fir mujhse nahi raha gaya aur mere andar pata nahi kahan se itni taqat aai k main kisi hadd takk bhaag kr nariyal ke dher tak ja pohncha..
main nariyal ke dher ke paas ja ke gir gaya aur khud ki saans ko bahaal karne laga. suraj chhup chuka tha aur 20 mint ke baad andhera hona shuru ho jaana tha.
mere peeche andhere me saab hi khatre me the.. maine chaku ko ek nariyal par maara lekin taqat kamm thi to nariyal ko farq nahi pada.
maine ek hath ko neeche zameen par dabaya... support mil sake isliye..
aur fir apni taqat ko ikatha karte huye zor se chaku ko ek nariyal par de maara.. chaku nariyal ke andar ghuusne me kaamiyaab ho gaya...
maine chaku ko nariyal samet uthaya ye dekhne ke liye k kahin chaku lagne se nariyal ke andar ka paani to nahi tapak raha.. lekin aisa nahi tha...
main uth kar baith gaya aur nariyal ko kaabu me karte huye chaku ko bahar khenchne laga.. chaku aage se kamm chauda tha to chaku ke thoda sa bahar nikalte hi maine ek jhatke me chaku ko baar nikala aur fir apni piyaas bujhaane ke liye nariyal ko apne mohn se laga kr apni life ko bachane laga.....
ye nariyal meri zindagi hi to tha.. is nariyal ne meri zindagi bacha li thi.... aur abb yahi nariyal mere doston ko bhi zindagi bachaayega.......
maine ek nariyal ka saara paani peene ke baad uske tukde karke khaane laga..
mujhe apne doston ki yaad nahi rahi thi... main basss apne pet ko bharne laga..
aur jaise jaise mera pet bhar raha tha.. mujhe nasha sa hone laag aur mera dil kiya k main yahi pe so jaaon.. aur fir main neeche let gaya sone ke liye..
meri ankhen band hone lageen theen aur meri nazar oopar aasman par thi... andhera chhane laga tha ..... main oopar aasman ko dekh kar oopar wale ka shukriya adaa karne laga.....
meri ankhen nariyal paani aur nariyal ko khaane ki waja se band hone lagi.. bhuk aur piyaas ke khatam hote hi ik suroor sa chhane laga tha...........
aaj ek lambe arse ke baad mujhe ek pur-sakoon neend aa rahi thi..
aur mera dil bhi machal raha tha ek pur-sakoon neend ke liye.......
aur waise bhi main ek achhi neend deserve bhi karta tha.............
aur waise bhi mera meri neend par control bhi khone laga tha..... ..
dheere dheere meri ankhen band hona shuru ho gaeen.................
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