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akash apne dada ji ke sath ghar pohncha to uske vicharon me bohut zayada badlav aa chuka tha. ghar pohnche to dada wahin angan me khatya par beth gaye. akash idhar udhar dekhta hua apni maa ke kamre ki taraf badh gaya. kamre me gaya to uski maa bed par kapdo ka dher lagaye unhe tah kar rahi thi.
akash ne door lock kiya to sarika ko pata chal gaya. palat kar dekha to apne bete ko dekh uske honto par muskan aa gai. fir jab usne door ko andar se lock aur akash ke chahre par pahle se alag dikha to chaunk uthi. akash chalta hua apni maa ke paas aaya. usay gale se laga liya.
sarika chinta se boli: kya baat hai akash beta. kya koi bat hui hai. tumhara chahra mujhe kuch anhoni ka bata raha hai.
akash ne apni maa ki ankhon me dekha aur fir apni maa ki dono ankhen dono gaal chum kar apni maa ko god me uthaya aur bed par ja litaya. sarika bas usay dekhti hi rahi. akash ne kadpon ke dher bed se uthaya aur pas padi chair par daal diya. fir bed par aaya aur apni maa ke upar aa kar apna sar apni maa ki chhaati par rakh diya.
sarika hairan thi, aaj ye akash ko kya hua. itna ghambir to wo pahle kabhi nahi hua. wo ek hath akash ke sar par rakhe balon me ferne lagi.
sarika: akash beta, kya baat hai. dekh mere dil ki dhadkan kaise badh gai hai. tujhe is chahre ke sath maine pahle kabhi nahi dekha. aaj tera andaz bhi alag hai.
akash: bohut kuch badal chuka hai maa!
sarika dhadakte dil ke sath boli: kyaa?
akash: maa pahle mujhe aapko ache se mahsus kar lene do.
sarika samjh gai. wo chup rahi. akash bhi chup raha. apni maa ki chhaati par saansen chhodne laga. sarika akash ke sar ke balon me ungliyan ferne lagi. kuch der aise hi guzri. fir sarika ko apni chhaati par kuch garm pani ke katre mahsus hue to wo chuank uthi. wo samjh gai ye uske bete ke ansu han. uske akash ke sar ko pakad kar upar uthaya to dekha akash ki ankhon ke ansu bah kar uske uski chhati par fir rahe the.
sarika: akash beta! teri ankhon me ansu. tum itni kamzor kabse ho gaye. rone kyun lage tum. tum to bohut samjhdar bohut payare aur dil ke mazbut ho. fir kya karan hai teri in ankhon se bah rahe ansuon ka.
ansu to sarika ke bhi andar hi andar girne lage the. apne bete ko aisi sthiti me dekh wo tadap uthi thi.
akash bheegi awaz me bola: maa ye to dard ke ansu nahi han.
sarika: ???
akash: maa dard hadh se badh jaye to ansu nikalte han, khushi hadh se badh jaye to ansu nikal aate han.
sarika: khushi??
akash: haan maa! khushi ke ansu han ye. janti ho maa. aaj aapke bete ko woh mila hai, jo aaj ke zamane me shayad hi kisi bete ke bhagy me likha hoga.
sarika ke dil ki dhadkan normal hui, chahre par jo chinta ki lakeeren umad aai thi. wo dhul gai. uske chahre ki chamak badhi aur dil jhum utha. ek bete ko dher sari khushi mile aur maa ka dil na jhume ye kaise ho sakta tha.
sarika: kya hai wo khushi ki baat!
akash: maa aapke bete ko mila prem ka woh path. jisse wo ab tak anjan tha. mita hai aapke bete ke andar se ek guilt jo usay kai dino se pareshan kar raha tha. sath hi usay aisa avsar prapt hua hai, ab aapka beta prem pujari ban jayega.
sarika na samjhi se: prem pujari??
akash: haan maa! hamare beech jo hai wo prem hai. aapke aur papa ke beech jo hai wo bhi prem hai. hum to sab ek sath mil kar rahte han. kisi ki koi chhoti se chhoti baat aur badi se badi baat ko bhi pure mann se sweekar kar lete han ye prem hi to hai maa.
sarika: itna to main bhi sab samjhti hon akash beta. tu mujhe wo bata jo tere mann me hai aur jisse main anjan hon.
akash: maa mujhe aaj malum pada. jahan pyar ka bhandar ho, jahan atoot vishwas aur bharosa ho, jahan koi aapke liye jaan bhi dene ke liye tayar ho, wahan mann ki koi baat nahi chhupani chahiye. usay apne chahne wale ke saamne apna dil khol kar rakh dena chahiye.
sarika zindagi me pahli bar sahi mano me khil uthi. usne sar utha kar akash ka moh chum liya.
sarika: pata hai akash beta, tere moh se aisi baaten sunkar mujhe kitni khushi mil rahi hai. ab sun sache pyar ke bare ke kuch shabd mere moh se. tu jitna pyar mujhse karta hai na aur jitna pyar main tumse karti hon. kam hi maa beta ek dusre se karte han. jis sthiti me main aaj aai thi na tere saamne. wo prem ki woh inteha thi, jise shabdo me bayan nahi kiya ja sakta. kon maa ek bete ki aisi bachkana ichha puri karti hogi. kon maa aise ghatiya kapdo me apne bete ke saamne aati hogi. main gaon ki kam padhi likhi zarur hon. par bhagwan ki kripa se maine prem path bohut ache se padha hai. apne mayke me bhi, jab meri shadi nahi hui thi. shadi ke baad yahan aa kar. hum sab sath milkar rahte han. iska ek hi karan hai. prem.. prem shakti.. prem ke bina sansar ek sahra ke jaisa hai. jahan koi zayada samay tak zinda nahi rah sakta. akela ho to piyas se mar jaaye. kafile ki surat ho to bawala hokar sab ek dusre ko kaat khayen. ek dusre ka khoon pi kar apni piyas bujhayen. main na to ek moorkh maa hon aur ha hi behaya maa. teri ankhon me mujhe sivaye prem ke kabhi kuch nahi dikha. tere moh se wo sare shabd jo ek bete ke moh se koi maa kabhi nahi sun sakti. maine sune han. aur mujhe ajib to laga par na to dukh hua aur na hi koi chinta. ek bar bhi mere mann me ye nahi aaya mera beta paap ke raste par ja raha hai. haan hairani zarur hui thi. ye hai prem akash beta. bata prem ka konsa path tu seekh kar aaya hai. main bhi to prem pujari hon na. tere prem ke liye, tere papa ke prem ke liye, parivar se prem ke liye main prem pujaran hon.
is bar akash ne apni maa ke chahre ko chum liya.
akash: main bohut khush hon maa. jo mujhe is janam me aap jaisi maa mili. aap jaisi maa ki kokh se janam lekar main dhany ho gaya maa.
sarika: meri khushi bhi kam nahi hai tujhse akash beta. tere jaisa beta bhagwan har maa ko de.
akash: maa main aaj ek prem pujari se mila tha.
sarika hairan hui: prem pujari se?
akash: haan maa! mujhe unse bohut si baaten sunne ko mili. sabse badi bat yahi jo maine kahi. jisse aseem pyar ho, jispar vishwas aur bharosa ho usay apne mann ki baat bata do.
sarika: fir to wo sach me bohut hi mahapurush honge
akash: haan maa! sab gyani nahi han. par ek sache prem pujari aur mahaan insan zarur han.
sarika shauk se: aur kya baaten hui usse.
akash: maa pahle mai ek kahani sunaonga aapko. fir apne mann ki baat batunga. fir baki ka sab batunga.
sarika: aisa hai to fir suna mujhe kahani. aaj main bhi apne bete ke liye sare kam chhod uski kahani shanti se sunungi. aaj mujhe mera beta hamesha se badhkar payara lag raha hai..
sarika chahakti hui akash ke moh ko chumti hui boli.
akash: maa 50 saal pahle ki ek sachi kahani hai. ek beta tha ek maa thi. maa ke dil me ek din aaya, prem jise sansar ka sabse payara ahsas aur shaktishali chiz kahte han. uski gahrai ko napa jaaye.
sarika bade shauk se akash ko dekh rahi thi. akash ne ek nazar apni maa ki ankhon me dekha aur firse apna sar apni maa ki chhaati par gira dia. sarika ne apna hath akash ke sar par rakha aur apni ungliyan akash ke sar ke balon me chalane lagi.
akash: woh maa prem ki gahrai ki talash me nikal padi. zayada door nahi jana pada usay. uska beta jise jawna hue kuch hi din hue the. us maa ne apne bete ke liye dil me maujud prem ki shakal badal kar prem ki gahrai ko jaanne ka paryas kar dala aur maa wo maa apne bete ke sath prem ki us raah par nikal gai. jis raah par shayad hi koi maa kabhi chali ho. ye us samay ki baat hai maa. jab aisa nahi hota hai. ab hota hai. jaga jaga hota hai. pata nahi wo sacha prem hai ya hawas.
sarika chaunki: akash beta main tumhari is baat ka matlab nahi samjhi.
akash bina jhijhke sachi baat bol gaya: us maa ne apne bete ke sharirik sambandh bana kar prem ki gahrai ko jaan liya tha maa.
sarika ko jhatka laga. woh akash ke sar ko pakde uth bethi aur ajib si nazron se akash ko dekhne lagi.
sarika: asambhav. koi maa aisi nahi ho sakti. jo apne bete se aise sambandh bana jaaye. ho hi nai sakta. ye paap hai. kaisi maa thi wo. jis raste par chal par wo paap kama rahi thi. us paap ke raste wo prem ki gahrai bhala kaise jaan sakti thi. wo prem pujaran to bani na fir. wo to papan bani. mujhe aisi maa ki kahani kyun suna rahe ho akash beta.
akash ne apni maa ki ankhon me dekha aur kaha: maa aap bhi us prem pujari aur pujaran se mil chuki han.
sarika hairan hui: main!! main mili us aurat se. main bhala kyun milungi aisi aurat se. jo apne bete se najayaz sambandh bana gai thi.
akash: maa maine kaha na aaj main aap ko kahani sunane ke sath sath apne mann ki baat bhi kahunga.
sarika firse chaunki: kya matlab hua tumhari is baat se. kahani se tumhare mannn ki baat ka kya matlab. kahin tum.. tum.. akash beta tum..
sarika ashcharyachakit hui apne bete ko dekhne lagi. akash ke mann ki baat ko kuch kuch samjhte hue bhi usay akash par gusa nahi aaya. sarika bhi dada ke jaisi thi. usay gusa aata hi nahi tha. haan dusre kabhi kabhi gusa kar lia karte the.
akash: aap ki is bat ka uttar dene se pahle main aapko us prem pujari aur us maa ke bare me bata don.
sarika: nahi mujhe uske baare me nahi kuch nahi sunna hai. kuch nahi jaanna hai. pata nahi tu kyun aaj aisi ajib baaten kar raha hai.
sarika ko ab kuch sharam si mahsus hui apne bete se. wo nazren chura kar boli thi
akash ne apni maa ke chahre ko hachu ke payale me bhar liya.
akash: maa meri ankhon me dekho. maine kaha tha na, jahan pyara, bharosa aur vishwas hon, wahan mann ki baat bol deni chahiye. aap ne hi kaha tha. aap ko meri ankhon me jab bhi kuch dikha to aseem pyar hi dikha. kya abhi bhi kuch aur dikh raha hai aapko meri ankhon me.
sarika akash ki ankhon me dekhne lagi.
sarika: nahi mujhe kuch bhi gandh jaisa teri ankhon me nahi dikha.
akash: to fir sunen us prme pujari ke bare me, us maa ke bare me. aap ja jaaanna zaruri hai maa.
sarika: main kya karungi jaan kar akash beta.
akash: kya aap chahti han, mere mann ki baat mere mann me rah jaye. main aap par bharosa aur vishwas karte hue apne mann ki baat na kahun. kya ap chahti han, main ghut ghut kar jiyon.
sarika tadap uthi: nahi mere laal. main maa hon. kabhi nahi chahungi tera ek bhi pal ghutan me ya takleef me guzre.
akash: to fir sunen wo prem pujari koi aur nahi dada ji han. wo maa koi aur nahi hamari pardadi han. jiski aapne bhi kuch baras tak seva ki thi..
sarika ko is bar ka lagne wala jhatka sabse bada tha. wo bethi bethi puri jaan se larz uthi. beyakini se wo akash ko dekhne lagi.
akash: haan maa. ye do premi hamare hi parivar ke sadasy the. aapne kabhi dhayan nahi dia, kabhi nahi socha. hamare parivar me itna pyar kyun hai. ye sab dada ji aur pardadi ke prem ka parinam hai. bhagwan un jaise mahan premiyon ke parivar me pyar ki kami kaise dekh sakte the. isliye prem ka bhandar bhent kar dia is parivar ko.
sarika ke liye ye sachai badi hi ajib aur shocking thi. wo hairat bhari nazron se apne bete akash ko dekh aur sun rahi thi.
