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Love and attraction then zabardast sexUpdate 5Phir mere exam shuru ho gaye, aur main poori tarah se padhai mein lag gaya. Us doraan, mujhe Maa ke saath waqt bitaane ka zyada mauka nahi mila, lekin mere zehen mein har waqt unki hi tasveer ghoomti rehti thi. Jab bhi main padhai se thoda waqt nikaal paata, main ek kone mein beth kar bas unke khayalon me kho jaata. Maa ka jadoo aisa tha ki main unse door hokar bhi unse door nahi tha.
Meri har soch, har sapna, har umeed unhi se shuru hoti thi aur unhi par khatam. Main aksar sochta, Kya woh bhi yeh mehsoos kar paati hogi? Jab bhi main unki taraf dekhta, unke chehre ki muskurahat, unki aankhon ki chamak, sab kuch mujhe aur bhi Maa ki taraf kheench leta tha. Har pal ke saath, mere dil mein unke liye chahat aur bhi gehri hoti ja rahi thi.
Aur phir, exams ke khatam hone ke baad, woh din aaya jiska sabko intezaar tha – shaadi ka din. Hum sab, Maa, main aur meri dono behne, shaadi ke liye tayaar hokar car se nikal pade. Maa meri bagal me baithi thi, aur unke itna kareeb bethne se, meri saansein tham gayi. Esa nahi tha ki ab se pehle main unke paas nahi betha tha lekin ab baat kuch aur thi. Unhone aaj laal saree pehni thi, jo unke sundar chehre ko aur bhi roshan kar rahi thi. Unke khule baal, jinke strands unke chehre ko choo rahe the, aur woh sunder gold jewellery – sab kuch aisa lag raha tha jaise woh kahi ki rajkumari ho.
Unki khushboo, unke kareeb hone ka ehsaas, sab kuch meri soch par haavi ho gaya tha. Mera dil jaise yeh kehne laga tha ki yeh pal yahin ruk jaye, aur main bas unke kareeb rahoon. Unke kareeb baithkar, maine khud se ek waada kiya – chahe kuch bhi ho jaye, main Maa ko ek din apna bana loonga. Us din, mujhe mehsoos hua ki wo sirf meri Maa nahi, balki meri zindagi ka woh hisa ban chuki thi jise main kabhi khona nahi chahta tha.
Maa us din itni khoobsurat lag rahi thi ki main unhe bas dekhta hi jaa raha tha. Tabhi meri choti behen ne mujhe jagaaya:
Behen 1: “Bhaiya, hum kab tak pahunch jayenge?”
Main: “Bas, kuch der mein.”
Behen 2: “Aaj to bahut mazaa aayega! Hai na, Maa?”
Maa: “Haan, beta.”
Maine gaadi chalate hue Maa ki taraf ek pal ke liye dekha, aur jab gear badalne ke liye mera haath unke haath ko chhua, toh ek ajeeb si siharan hoti chali gayi.
Ek pal ke liye, sab kuch ruk gaya. Us touch se dil me ek ajeeb sa sukoon, ek ajeeb si khushi thi.
Maa bhi muskurai, aur ek pal ke liye hum dono ki nazrein ek dusre se meel gayi. Unke haath ki softness ne mere dil mein ek ajeeb sa romanch bhar diya aur meri saanse tez ho gayi.
Kuch der baad hum shaadi ke venue par pahunche. Masi aur unke parivaar wale sab humara intezaar kar rahe the. Sabhi log baaraat aane ki tayyari mein the, aur sabka chehra khushi se chamak raha tha. Jaise hi baaraat ayi, saare mehmaan dance karne lage. Main aur Maa ek dusre ke saath khade the, baarat ki chamak se unka chehra aur roshan lag raha tha.
Maa ki aankhon mein ek alag si chamak thi, jaise woh pal unke liye bhi kuch khaas ho. Main ubke kareeb khada, unki khushboo, unki masoomiyat me kho gaya tha. Har pal aisa lag raha tha jaise unki muskurahat meri zindagi ka sabse khoobsurat nazara ho.
Oct 23 ke bad koi update nahi
