Update 05:-
Jis cheez ko dekh ker meri aankhain chamak rahi thien, wo phal katne wali churri thi. Mene faisla ker liya tha k me ab zinda nai rahoon gi. Police walo k janay k bad me bilkul akeli thi. Tabhi mene moka dekh ker apni gardan per churri rakh di. Tabhi kisi ne zor se mera hath pakar liya.
Me:- kon ho tum? Choro mujhe
Wo admi:- Q ker rahi ho aisa? Mujhe do churri!
Zabardast us ne mujhse churri le li or ek taraf rakh di.
Me:- (rotay huay) Q le li churri mujhse? Marne do mujhe..! Aisi zindagi ka kia faida. Ye sab se asan raasta hai k me dunia hi chor doon. Plz mere haal pe rehem kero. Maar do mujhe.
Or me bohot zor se ronay lagi. Kuch der bad us ne mujhe pani pilaya or chup kerwaya.
Wo Admi:- Kia hua? Jo zindagi veraan hui to. Tum chaho to zindagi badal sakti hai.
Mene uski taraf dekha. Ek dafa to uski aankho me khoo si gai. G HaaN ye admi koi or nhi mere Malik hain. Me unko ek tak dekh rahi thi. Unho ne mere annkho k agay hath hilaya to me hosh me aei.
Me:- Apko nhi pata mere sath kia hua hai.
Wo Admi:- Me sab janta hoon. Meri wife ne tumhare baray me sab bataya.
Me:- Apki wife?
wo Admi:- Haan meri wife. Tumhari Dr. Dr Humaira
Me:- Oooohhhh... kia bataya unho ne?
Wo Admi:- Yei k tumhara Rape hua hai or tumhare ghar wale b marr chukay hain. Sab kuch us ne detsil me bataya.
Me:- To Ap hi batao. Me kaise or Q zinda rahoon! Kis k liye zinda rahoon?
Wo Admi:- Tumhain nai zindagi mili hai. To is zondagi me tumhain kamyab banna hai. Ta k log tum per fakhr ker sakain. Tumhain parents tumhain khuwab me aa ker keh sakain k tum ne himmat nhi hari.
Me:- Meri zindagi se Apka kia faida?
Wo Admi:- Mera koi faida nhi. Tum zinda raho ya naa raho. Lekin tum is tarah himat haro gi to kia ho ga? Abhi tumhain un sab ka anjam dekhna ho ga k qudrat un k sath kia kerti hai. Lekin tumhain is sab ka intazar kerna ho ga.
Me bilkul chup chap kuch sochne lagi. Tab tak naa wo kuch bolay or naa me. Kafi der bad.
Wo Admi:- Mera name Moin Khan hai. Tum mujhe Sir keh sakti ho. Or mujhe Apna dost samajh sakti ho.
Or meri taraf hath barhaya. Mene khamoshi se un k hath ko thaam liya. Itni der me Dr Humaira b aa gaien. Unko dekh k mene foran hath chorna chaha lekin Moin ne mera hath nhi chora.
Dr Humaira:- To janab ho gai dosti Apki?
Me ek dum heran nazro se unko dekhne lagi. K ye kaisi orat hain k in ka husband mera hath pakar k baitha hai or inko parwah ho nahi.
Moin Sir:- G Haan ho gai dosti. Apki laparwahi ki waja se me ek achay dost se mehroom ho jata.
Dr Humaira:- Kia matlab?
Moin Sir:- Wo aise k... ( us k bad unho ne meri suicide attempt ki kahani sunaa di or us k bad honay wali baat ki b)
Dr Humaira:- Oho... Dekho Hira! Manti hoon k tumhara zakhm bht bara hai. Or isko bharne me wakt lagay ga. Lekin tum yakeen kero. K wakt k sath sab kuch theek ho ga. Hum dono tumhare dost hain. Tum inko Sir or mujhe madam keh sakti ho.
Mene haan me sir hilaa diya.
Dr Humaira:- To chalo milao hath.
mene un se b shake hand kiya. Dr Humaira ne mera hath choray baghair kaha.
Dr Humaira:- Ab tumhain hum se wada kerna ho ga, k tum ainda suicide attempt nahi kero gi. Bal k apni zindagi sudharne ki or kamyab honay ki koshish kero gi.
Me:- Me wada kerti hoon.
Dr Humaira:- Thats like a brave Girl. Mujhe bht khushi hui k tumne hamari bat maan li.
us k bad unho ne detail me mujh se mere baray md poocha. Like Study, meri pasand, naa pasand. Etc. Mere future studies or admission k baray me b discuss kiya unho ne. Unho ne mujhe bataya k wo mujhe apne ghar le jaein gay. Un k ghar me un do k elawa koi nahi hai. Ye sunn ker meri aankho me ek bar phir se aannssuu aa gaey k is dunia me aise b log hain jo doosre ki itni parwah kerte hain. Kaash ye log mujhe pehle mile hotay or me in k pas aa gai hoti to mujhe wo aziyat ne sehni parti jo mene sahi.
Lekin jo oper wale ko manzoor. Insan ki zindagi me jo kuch b hota hai us me kahi na kahi behtri hoti hai.
Khair ye thi meri pehli mulakaat un dono se. Us k bad mazeed ek haftay tak hospital me rahi or phir ghar aa gai un k sath. Yahan se meri zindagi k naey safar ka aghaaz hua.
