teen din mai mere bete se dor rahi. mujhe khabar mili. mere bete ko mukable ke liye tyar kiya ja raha hai. ankush ka sharir pahle se zayada svast ho gaya ha. aisa mujhe bataya gaya. ye junglee walun ke pass na jane kaisi jadi butiyan thi. jo mere bete ke itne zakhmo ko itni jaldi bhar gaye the. ab mai sun rahi thi. mukable ke liye mere bete ko takat wala sharbat pilaya jayega. jo khas jadi butiyon se banta tha. jo har kisi ko se peene ko milta tha. mera beta ab shaktishali ban gaya tha. mukabla jeet jata to meri dunya ke mardon se adhik takatwar ban jata. ye sunkar mujhe ajib si khusbhi bhi mili thi. apni dunya se mai najane kitni door thi. is bat par dil rone bhi lagta tha. mera beta mere sath hai. is baat ka sahara bhi tha..
teen din bad muqabla tha. muqable wala din aa gaya. kabile ke bahar ek bade maidan me ek bade circle me gadha khoda gaya tha. us gadha ke gird pura kabile maujud tha.. sab shor macha rahe the. mai teen din bad mere ankush ko dekh beinteha khush hui. wo bhi mujhe hi talash kar raha tha. fir uski nazar mujhpar padi.. mai to usay ji hi uthi thi. wo bhi mujhe dekh ji utha. hath hila kar apni khushi ka izhaar karne laga. mai bhi deewani apne bete ko hath hila kar jawab dene lagi..
fir mere bete ne sabse ke saamne hi mujhe flying kiss kar di.. ye dekh mai sharam se dohri ho gai. mera chahra sharam se laal pad gaya. meri nazren jhuk gai. fir jo ankush ko dekha to uske chahre par chamak bhi thi aur shararat bhi.
mere dil ki dhadkan badhi. ek to mere bete ne life me pahli bar mujhe flying kiss kari thi. dusre wo maut ke maidan me tha..
mujhe wo dusra junglee bhi dikhai dia. wo bhi kamina mujhe dekh ajib se andaz me has raha tha.. mujhe dekh ishare kar raha tha. ankush ne usay dekha. to ajib si khuni chamak mujhe ankush ki ankhon me dikhai di. wahi lakdee ka ek bada lambai wala table bhi pada tha. jis par tarah tarah ke hathyar pade the. kai tarah ki talveren aur neze pade the. khanjar pade the. jinhe dekh mere dil ki dhadkan ruki.. mujhe spartacus series yaad aai. ek bar ankush ye series dekh raha tha. ek bar meri nazar pad gai. ankush aisi jungi movies aur serise ka bohut bada fan tha.. 300... 300 rise of an empire to usne kai bar dekh dali thi... ab yahan bhi vaisa hi kuch scene tha...
sardar aur kabile ke sabhi aa gaye the. mujhe kai ladkiyon ke sath ek jaga bitha dia gaya. sardar ne pahle to apna typical bhashan sunaya. fir muqable ko shuru karne ki anumati de di.. saale ki ankhon me bhi mere liye hawas thi.. mere dil me ek darr paida.. kahin is muqable ke bad koi aur muqabla na rakh dia jaye. mai yahan sabse alag thi.. mere liye yahan muqabla karne walun ki kami nahi thi..
dil ki dhadkan rukne si lagti thi. jab jab mai aisa kuch sochti thi tab..
muqabla shuru hua. pahle khanjaron se mera ankush aur junglee lade. mai pahli bar ankush ko ladte dekh rahi thi. ab ka dikhai de raha ankush kahin se bhi purane wala ankush dikhai de hi nahi raha tha. mera ankush mera beta to kahin se lag hi nahi raha tha. ek khooni wahshi darinda dikhai de raha tha. sher ke jaise chusti aur furti mujhe uske andar dikhai de rahi thi.. ahhh mera ankush kitna alag tha.. kitna haseen aur shandar mard tha..
mai mere bete ko ek mard ki hasiyat se dekhne lagi. aur mera ankush mujhe bohut pasand aane laga. uske chamakte sharir ko dekh life me pahli bar mere dil me kuch kuch hone laga.. alag dunya me thi. to vichar bhi alag se janam lene lage.
ankush aur wo wahshi dono ji jaan se lad rahe the. khanjar se ek dusre par war kar rahe the. par jungle ka wahshi kya jaane ek karate ke mahir ladke ke bare me.. mera ankush ek bhi dao nahi chalne de raha tha.. khud mere bete ne us wahshi ke left bazo par ek ghav daal dia tha..
wahshi guse me aaaya aur wapis ja kar usne neza utha lia.. mere bete ne der nahi kari aur neza utha lia.. fir dono neze se ek dusre par war karne lage. kai bar mere dil ki dhadkan thami. aisa lga. ab neza mere ankush ke seene ke paar hua.. par ankush mera khun tha.. mai bahadur nahi thi. par pyar bohut dia tha maine usay. kaise na laaj rakhta us pyar ki.. pyar se badhkar shakti kisi chiz me hoti hai bhala.. ye jungle ka wahshi kya jaane pyar ki shakti. wo to bas mujhe dekh hawasi ho gaya tha.
mere ankush ne fir apne neze se uske pet ko chirka de dia.. ek shor mach utha wahan.. mera chahra bhi josh se timtama utha.. mai bhi khadi hokar apne bete ko cheerup karne lagi..
zor zor se bolne lagi.. tabhi maine mahsus kiya.. mere ankush ka josh badh gaya hai. maine bhi apna josh bhi badha dia.. ankush meri har awaz par aur bhi joshila hota gaya.. wahshi bokhlane laga..
fir nezo ke baad talvaron ki ladai hui.. ab maine jan lia tha. mujhe kya karna hai.. mai ankush ke josh ko badhane ke liye tarah trah ke shabd apne moh se nikalne lagi.
ek bar to mai bol gai- ankush tumhi mere sache rakhwale aur sache sache mard ho.. mujhe is wahshi se tum hi bacha sakte ho.
mai mere bete ko mard bol gai thi.. mai dhayan nahi de saki. par mere bete ne ye shabd dil par le liye the. uska josh aur bhi badha.aur fir wo deewanwar us wahshi par talvar barsane laga.. wahshi bokhla gaya. mere ankush ke waron se bachne laga... par bach nahi paya. kai chhote chhote ghav ankush ne uske pure sharir par chhod diye the. khun se us wahshi ka pura sharir chamakne laga tha. mere ankush ko bhi 2 halke ghav aa gaye the. par usay koi parwa nahi thi. parwa to mujhe bhi nahi thi. mujhe parwa thi. mera ankush kaise bhi karke jeet jaye. ek maa ki izzat ki raksha karne ke liye to beta kitne hi ghav jheel leta hai. aur is samay mere liye ankush ke ghav se badhkar uski zindagi aur apni izzat payarit hi. fir bhi ankush ka khun dekh mere dil me dard uthne laga tha. mai mere dil ke dard ko dabaye ankush ka hosla badhane me lagi thi.
fir to kai kabile wale bhi mere ankush ka sath dene lage. ankush ka josh adhik badha. junglee wahshi ka hosla tootne laga. wo thakne laga tha. ladkhadane laga tha.
aise hi ek moka par mere bete ne ek zordar war wahshi ki grdan par kiya.. aur uska sar udta hua door ja kar girta dikhai dia.. shor ekdum se tham gaya.. aisa sannata chhaa gaya. sui bhi girti to awaz aati..mai khud shocked rah gai thi. mera moh khul gaya tha. mai hairat ki inteha par pohnchi mere ankush ko dekhne lagi. fir ankush ne mujhe dekh talvar phenk di. aur dono baahen phela deen
mai hosh me aaai aur....... ankussshhhhhhhhhhhhhh cheekhti hui gadhe me utarti hui bhaag kar ankush ke pass jane lagi. khushi se meri ankhon me ansu bahne lage the. ek bar firse kabile walun ke shor se wo pura maidan goonjne laga. main jald hi mere ankush ki bahun me thi. mai usay paglon ki tarah chum rahi thi. jahan jahan mera bas chal raha tha. mai usay chum rahi thi.uske chahre ko, uske mitti mitti hue sharir ko chum rahi thi...
ankush mujhe nihaar raha tha.
ankush- kaha tha.. mere hote hue aapki orr koi meli nazar se nahi dekh sakta. ye to ek tha.. puri dunya bhi milkar mujhe aapse juda karne ki koshish karegi to nakam ho jayegi. ye ankush sabko cheer kar rakh dega. aap sirf meri ho HIMANI
mere siva kisi aur ki nahi ho sakti.. aaj se aap papa ki bhi nahi rahi. maine aapko jeet lia hai. aaj se keval aur keval aap meri han.. MERI
main hairat se ankush ko dekhti rah gai.. aisi thoughts kabse uske dil me pal rahi thi.. beinteha khushi ke sath sath mai beinteha hairat me bhi thi....
mujhe meri khushi aur hairat ke beech me kabile ki ladkiyan aur auraten aa gai.. wo mujhe mere ankush se door le gai..
kabile ki badi aurat ladkiyon se boli- jaao sab milkar ise tayar karo..
fir wahi aurat ek ladke ko dekh boli- is ladke ko bhi le jaao.. ise bhi tayar karo..
shyam se kuch pahle in dono ki shadi karwayi jayegi.. tab tak dono ko alag alag rakha jaye..
mai ye sunkar girne wali ho gai. mere dil ki jo dhadkanen bar bar tham rahi thi. ab doobti mahsus hui.. mai asha bhari nazron se ankush ko dekhne lagi. shayad is avsar par wo kuch kahega. par uske honto par meethi muskan aur ankhon me aseem khushi dekh mera dil dhadakna bhul gaya...