bad ka sara karyakarm mere liye shocking tha. kabile ki ladkiyon aur auraton ne mujhe gher lia. mujhe apne sath le gai. mere ankush ko kabile ke ladke apne sath le gaye. wahan ek wahshi ki sar kati lash padi thi.. kisi ko uski chinta nahi thi. meri shadi mere hi bete se karwane ki khushi me sab khush the. ye sabke liye ek hairan kar dena din bhi tha. aaj tak kisi bhi bahar se aa kar is junglee wahshi kabile ke kisi mard ko nahi maar saka tha. yahan phas kar aane wali har ladki ya aurat yahan ke rahne walun ki dasiyan bankar rahti thi.
aisa mujhe sunne ko mila tha.. mere bete ko jeet ki khushi me ek glass ajib se ras se bhara hua pilaya. jiske baare me suna. uske peene se sharir pathar jaisa sakht ho jata hai.
par mai to alag hi kashmakash me phasi thi. kabile ki mahilaon ke shikanje me thi. sabki sab mujhe nanga kiye mere sharir par jaane kaise kaise lap kar rahi thi. jaane kya kuch laga rahi thi.. mere ansu mere dil par gir rahe the. kisi se apna dard kah bhi nahi sakti thi. jis bete ke liye barson se dulhan talash kar rahi thi.. aaj usi bete ki mai khud dulhan banne ja rahi thi. aaahhh ye kudrat ka kaisa krishma tha. kaisi anhoni thi ye.. ke maa patni banne ja rahi thi.. ke beta maa ka pati banne ja raha tha..
mere badan ko kai tarah ke lapo se mahka dia gaya. chamaka dia gaya. mujhe junglee kapde pahna kar dulhan bana dia gaya. rakesh se jab meri shadi hui thi. tab mai itna nahi sharami thi. jitna mai ab sharma rahi thi. andar hi andar pani pani hui ja rahi thi..
kaise mai ek dulhan ke roop me mere bete ke saamne aa sakti thi. kaise mai mere bete ko apne hi dulhe ke roop me dekh sakti. uske aage ki stage ka soch kar hi mujhe paseene aage lage the. har shadi ke baad dulhan ki suhagrat bhi hoti hai. aahhh kyaaaaaa ye bhi hoga mere sath. kya mera beta mujhe bhogega.. ufffffff kaise janleva vichar the mann me.. ladkiyan alag preshan kar rahi thi. mai khud ko kunwari ladki bhi samjhne lag jati thi kabhi kabhi. kabhi kabhi sharam se mera jhuka sar uth bhi nahi pata tha. aisi aisi baaten lakiyan mere sath kar rahi thi...
fir wo ghadi bhi aa gai.. jab mujhe aur mere ko ek hi jaga par ikatha kar dia gaya. wahan kabile ki rasmen shuru hui. aur fir dekhte hi dekhte mai mere bete ki maa se patni ban gai..
mai ajib duvidha me thi.. par mere bete ke chahre ki chamak.... ufffffffff itni chamak. wo kyun khush dikhai de raha tha... kyaa uske dil ki koi aarzo puri ho gai thi... jab maine ye socha to ghor se ankush ka chahra dikha.. fir mujhe uska fllying kiss karna yaad aaya.
zayada kuch na soch saki. ladkiyan jo pareshan kar rahi thi.. andhera phel chuka tha. mujhe ek alag jhonpde me lakdee ke bane ek palang par bitha dia gaya. pura jhonpda mahka hua tha. mere badan par jaisa lap kiya gaya tha. mere badan se aisi madhosh kar dene wali mahak uth rahi thi. jo mujhe bhi madhosh kiye de rahi thi. ajib sa nasha meri nas nas me utar rhaa tha. dhadakte dil ke sath mai ankush ka wait kar rhai thi.. maa dulhan bani bete ka wait na karke apne dulhe ka wait kar rahi thi..
fir jhonpde ka dwar khulne ki awaz aai. mere dil ki dhadkan hazaron guna badh gai.. kya sach me mera beta mera dulha bankar aa raha tha. kya sach me wo mujhe bhodne aa raha tha..
meri kanpatiyon par pasine ki boonden chamakne lagi.. jaise jaise mere bete ke kadmon ki awazen karib aati ja rahi thi. vaise vaise mere dil ki dhadkan bhi badhti ja rahi thi.
fir ankush mere samne aa kar mere saaamne beth gaya. mai chah kar bhi apna sar na utha paai. ek dulhan ke jaise hi sar jhukaye bethi rahi....
fir ankush ne meri chin ko pakad kar upar utha dia.. maine pahle apni ankhen band ki.. fir dhire se khol kar ankush ko dekhne lagi. meri palken tak kaanp rahi thi..
maine ankush ko dekha to uske chahare ki chamak hamesha se badhkar thi.. kitna haseen hai mera ankush.. mere mann me kuch aaya to yahi sabse pahle aaya..
