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Yash k dukh ki inteha iss chiz se pata chal jaa rahi thi ki
wo rote hue wahin par let gaya...aakho se nikalte aansu
behkar wahin jamin par gir rahe the...kya aansu itne fizul
ho jate hain ki unki niyati jamin par girne ki ho jati hai...
yash kaphi der tak purse me rakhi tasvir ko dekhta raha...jab
aansu ka nikalna band hua to wo baith gaya...kuch der me thodi
rashni ho gayi...yash thandi aah lete hue wahan se utha aur
niche aa gaya...wo seedhe apne room me gaya...
Rashmi gehri neend me so rahi thi...yash ne paas jakar uske sar
par haanth phera...phir usne almari se apna eak jacket
nikala...aur use pehen kar wo ghar se bahar aakar bike me
bahar nikal gaya...
Thand me itnay subah gavn me abhi bhi sannata tha...charo or
kohra chaya tha...ganv ki haryali me subah kaphi hasin lag rahi
thi...usme jamin aur ped poudho par padi onsh ki bunde...
charo or thandi hawa chal rahi thi...
yash k liye bus yahi samay apni pareshaniyo se thoda aaram deta...
Wo chahe kuch bhi ho subah aise nikle bina nahi reh pata...
yahi waqt hota jo uske dil ko thoda sa aaram phunchata...
yash bike ko pahadi k upar le gaya...eak or bike khadi
karne k baad yash pahadi k uss chor me chala gaya jahan
usne jindagi k sabse hasin pal bitae the...
kuch der usne uss jagah ko dekha phir aankhe band kar usne
apne haanth ko phailaya aur kuch der waise hi khada raha...
aisa kar wo najane kis chiz ko mehsoos kar raha tha ye wo
hi jane par ye uski humseha ki adt thi...
yash phir wahan se pahadi ki dusri or chala gaya jahan par
bahot sare ped the wo wahan pedo k bich gumne laga...
black jacket jisme cap attech thi yash use pehne kaphi der
tak unhi jhadiyon me ghumta raha aur phir unke andar
me hi eak paththar k upar baith gaya aur cigrete peene laga...
Awarapan banjarapan
Ek hala hai seene mein
Har dum har pal
baichaini hai
kaun bhala hai seene mein
Is dharti par
jis pal sooraj
roj savere ugta hai
Apne liye toh thik ussi pal
roj dhala hai
seene mein
Awarapan banjarapan
Ek hala hai seene mein
Janne yeh kaisi aag lagi hai
usmein dhua naa chingari
ho na ho
is baar kahi toh khwab jala hai
seene mein
Awarapan banjarapan
Ek hala hai seene mein
jis raste pe
tapta sooraj
saari raat nahi dhalta
ishq ki aisi
raahgoojar ko
hamne choona hai seene mein
Awarapan banjarapan
Ek hala hai seene mein
kaha kisi ke
liye hai mumkin
sabse liye
ek sa hona
thoda sa dil
mera bura hai
thoda bura hai
seene mein
Awarapan banjarapan
Ek hala hai seene mein
najane kitne samay tak yash wahan baitha raha...
idhar subah saat baje rashmi ki neend khuli usne khud
ko yash k bed par paya uske upar eak kambal tha...
wo samajh gayi ki yash ne use sidha letaya hoga...
Rashmi phir uthkkar yash ko ghar me dhundhne lagi...
jab yash use ghar par na dikha to rashmi saamajh
gayi ki yash kahan gaya hoga...use yash ki abhi jyada
chinta nahi hui...kyonki wo janti thi ki yash subah
gaon me hi ghumne jata hai...
Rashmi fresh hone chli gayi...wahan se aakar wo taiyaar
hui phir wo ghar ka kaam karne lagi...tabhi uske phone
par shipra ka call aaya...use dekh rashmi ka gussa satve
asmaan par chala gaya...usne phone receive kiya...
Rashmi: kya hua ab kyon call kiya...kal pareshan karke tumhe
chain nahi aaya kya...
Shipra: rashmi tum aisa kyon keh rahi ho...chalo mai maafi
mangti hoon...ab ye batao yash wahan pahuncha ki nahi...
Rashmi: haan aa gae ab ho gaya tumhara kaam...ab mai phone
rakhu mujhe ghar ka kaam karna hai...
Shipra: itna rudely kyon baat kar rahi ho rashmi...mujhe to bus
yash ki chinta thi...
Rashmi: jhut mat bolo...agar tumhe itni hi chinta thi to kal
jab yash sheher aaye the to tumne unhe akela kyon choda...
Shipra: rashmi kya tumhe nahi pata ki yash ko cantrol karna
kitna mushkil hai...mai uske sath kal pub tak sath me gayi...
phir use apne yahan k room me bhi lane wali thi...par sirf do
minute k liye mai washroom gayi aur wo wahan se nikal gaya...
Rashmi ka gussa thoda shant hua...
Rashmi: chalo koi baat nahi...aage se dhyaan rakhna ki aisi
galti na ho...chalo mai abhi rakhti hoon mujhe ghar ka kaam
karna hai...
Shipra: rashmi eak minute...mujhe yash ko inn sab se bahar nikalne
ka eak idea aaya hai...isliye mai aaj tum logo se milne gaon aa
rahi hoon...
Rashmi: kaisa solution...
Shipra: wo mai tumhe aakar batungi...thik hai...aayush aur ajju ko bhi
tum wahan bula lena...
Rashmi: haan thik hai...kitne time aaogi tum...
Shipra: do baje ke aas paas...us samay yash wo anath ashram jata hai na...
Rashmi: haan...thik hai mai aayush aur ajju ko bula lungi...
Shipra ka phone rakhne k baad rashmi ka dhyaan baar baar usi k upar
jaa raha tha ki wo kya solution batane wali hai jisse yash ko
iss situation se nikala jaa sakta hai...usne bhagwaan k samne
haanth jode aur prarthna ki shipra ka idea sach me kaam aa jae...
nou baje k karib yash ghar aaya...rashmi uss waqt sofe me baithkar
sabjiyan kaat rahi thi...yash usse najre nahi mila paa raha tha...
wo sidha apne room ki or jane laga tabhi rashmi ne use awaz di...
yash ne use moodkar dekha rashmi ne use apne paas akar baithne
ko kaha...yash uski baat taalta nahi tha...
wo chup chap rashmi k bagal wale sofe par aakar baith gaya...
Rashmi: raat ki apki utar gayi ki nahi...
Yash: rashmi pls mujhe maaf kar de...
Rashmi: are isme maafi wali kya baat hai...mai to iss liye puch
rahi thi ki agar utar gayi ho to apke peene k liye aur mangwa
deti hoon...
Yash ko uska aisa kehna bilkool achcha nahi laga...uski aankho
me aansu aa gae...
Yash: rashmi pls mujhe tu sharminda mat kiya kar...mai khud
thodi na aisa karna chahta hoon...par kya karun ye dil hi
itna dukhta hai na ki mai khud ko rok nahi pata...
yash ki aankho se aansu nikalne lage...rashmi ko ye dekhar khud
hi achcha nahi laga...wo yash k paas aayi aur usne yash k aansu
apne haanto se saaf kiye...
Rashmi: are mai to majak kar rahi thi...pls ro mat...
Yash: kya karun rashmi mera dil humesha unhi sab baton me chala jata
hai... mai chahkar bhi sab baten bhul nahi paa raha...wo lagatar
roye jaa raha tha...
Rashmi: aapko jo beet chuka hai uski parawah hai...par mai jo apna
sab kuch chod apke paas aayi hoon...apko meri bilkool bhi fikar
nahi hai...kyaa aap mere liye apni jindagi nahi jee sakte...
Yash: ab bahot der ho gayi hai rashmi...mai chahkar bhi wapas nahi
lout sakta...iss jindagi me maine bahot kuch kho diya hai jo ab
kabhi wapas nahi aa sakta...
Rashmi: jo chiz wapas nahi aa sakti uske baare me aap soch hi kyon
rahe ho...pls yash mere liye na sahi papa mummy k liye to apni jindagi
jeeyo...kitna pareshan hai wo apke liye...mai unse apki har harkat
chupane ki koshish karti hoon par wo eak baap hain unhe sab pata
chal hi jata hai...
Yash suki ye baat sun kar khamosh ho gaya...par usne kuch kaha nahi
rashmi ne jab ye dekha to usne ab baat aage badhana munasib nahi samjha
kyonki har baar jab wo aisa kuch kehti to yash ghar se chala jata...
Rashmi: chalo chodo inn sab baaton ko aap jao fresh ho jao mai apke liye
nasta banati hoon...phir apko anath ashram bhi to jana hai bachcho ko
padhane k liye...
Yash chup chap utha aur wahan se apne room chala gaya...thodi der
wo taiyaar hokar bahar aaya...taiyaar kya na wo ab pehle jaise kapde
pehenta tha nahi ab uske chehre me wo chamak thi...par insaan ki
sadgi uske sath humesha rehti hai chahe jo bhi ho wo yash me bhi
aaj tak maujud thi...
Rashmi ne use nasta diya aur khud uskke sath baithkar nasta karne lagi...
uske baad yash sofe me baithkar t.v dekhne laga...rashmi nbhi wahin
uske paas baith gayi...
Yash: rashmi tu meri khatir apni jindagi mat barbaad kar...
Rashmi: kyon aap aisa kyon keh rahe ho...
Yash: aaj tu job pe nahi gayi...
Rashmi: are aaj plant band hai usme kuch tachnical
foult aa gaya hai iss liye aaj office ki bhi chutti d hai unhone...
Yash: phir bhi tujhe bahar se kitne job k offer aa rahe hain...
tu mere liye yahan mat reh...
Rashmi: kyon mujhse picha chudana chahte ho...
Yash: aisi baat nahi hai...mere karan tu apne carrier se kyon compromise kar rahi hai...
Rashmi: aap rehne do...aap kuch bhi kaho mai ab apko chod kar nahi jane
wali...mai chali jaungi to apka khayal koun rakhega...aur pls ab aap
phir se mat shuru ho jana...mai chahe jo bhi kahun apka mera rista
dard se juda hua hai...
Yash rashmi ki or dekhta raha...uska dil rashmi ki masumiyat ko dekh
pighal gaya aur uske aankh me phir nami aa gayi...
yash k liye ab ye aam baat ho chuki thi uski aankhe choti choti baaton
se nam ho jati thi...usne rashmi ko ye jahir nahi hone diya aur chup chap
t.v dekhne laga...usne roshni se to apne aansu ko chupa liya par apne dil
se na chupa saka...
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Yash k dukh ki inteha iss chiz se pata chal jaa rahi thi ki
wo rote hue wahin par let gaya...aakho se nikalte aansu
behkar wahin jamin par gir rahe the...kya aansu itne fizul
ho jate hain ki unki niyati jamin par girne ki ho jati hai...
yash kaphi der tak purse me rakhi tasvir ko dekhta raha...jab
aansu ka nikalna band hua to wo baith gaya...kuch der me thodi
rashni ho gayi...yash thandi aah lete hue wahan se utha aur
niche aa gaya...wo seedhe apne room me gaya...
Rashmi gehri neend me so rahi thi...yash ne paas jakar uske sar
par haanth phera...phir usne almari se apna eak jacket
nikala...aur use pehen kar wo ghar se bahar aakar bike me
bahar nikal gaya...
Thand me itnay subah gavn me abhi bhi sannata tha...charo or
kohra chaya tha...ganv ki haryali me subah kaphi hasin lag rahi
thi...usme jamin aur ped poudho par padi onsh ki bunde...
charo or thandi hawa chal rahi thi...
yash k liye bus yahi samay apni pareshaniyo se thoda aaram deta...
Wo chahe kuch bhi ho subah aise nikle bina nahi reh pata...
yahi waqt hota jo uske dil ko thoda sa aaram phunchata...
yash bike ko pahadi k upar le gaya...eak or bike khadi
karne k baad yash pahadi k uss chor me chala gaya jahan
usne jindagi k sabse hasin pal bitae the...
kuch der usne uss jagah ko dekha phir aankhe band kar usne
apne haanth ko phailaya aur kuch der waise hi khada raha...
aisa kar wo najane kis chiz ko mehsoos kar raha tha ye wo
hi jane par ye uski humseha ki adt thi...
yash phir wahan se pahadi ki dusri or chala gaya jahan par
bahot sare ped the wo wahan pedo k bich gumne laga...
black jacket jisme cap attech thi yash use pehne kaphi der
tak unhi jhadiyon me ghumta raha aur phir unke andar
me hi eak paththar k upar baith gaya aur cigrete peene laga...
Awarapan banjarapan
Ek hala hai seene mein
Har dum har pal
baichaini hai
kaun bhala hai seene mein
Is dharti par
jis pal sooraj
roj savere ugta hai
Apne liye toh thik ussi pal
roj dhala hai
seene mein
Awarapan banjarapan
Ek hala hai seene mein
Janne yeh kaisi aag lagi hai
usmein dhua naa chingari
ho na ho
is baar kahi toh khwab jala hai
seene mein
Awarapan banjarapan
Ek hala hai seene mein
jis raste pe
tapta sooraj
saari raat nahi dhalta
ishq ki aisi
raahgoojar ko
hamne choona hai seene mein
Awarapan banjarapan
Ek hala hai seene mein
kaha kisi ke
liye hai mumkin
sabse liye
ek sa hona
thoda sa dil
mera bura hai
thoda bura hai
seene mein
Awarapan banjarapan
Ek hala hai seene mein
najane kitne samay tak yash wahan baitha raha...
idhar subah saat baje rashmi ki neend khuli usne khud
ko yash k bed par paya uske upar eak kambal tha...
wo samajh gayi ki yash ne use sidha letaya hoga...
Rashmi phir uthkkar yash ko ghar me dhundhne lagi...
jab yash use ghar par na dikha to rashmi saamajh
gayi ki yash kahan gaya hoga...use yash ki abhi jyada
chinta nahi hui...kyonki wo janti thi ki yash subah
gaon me hi ghumne jata hai...
Rashmi fresh hone chli gayi...wahan se aakar wo taiyaar
hui phir wo ghar ka kaam karne lagi...tabhi uske phone
par shipra ka call aaya...use dekh rashmi ka gussa satve
asmaan par chala gaya...usne phone receive kiya...
Rashmi: kya hua ab kyon call kiya...kal pareshan karke tumhe
chain nahi aaya kya...
Shipra: rashmi tum aisa kyon keh rahi ho...chalo mai maafi
mangti hoon...ab ye batao yash wahan pahuncha ki nahi...
Rashmi: haan aa gae ab ho gaya tumhara kaam...ab mai phone
rakhu mujhe ghar ka kaam karna hai...
Shipra: itna rudely kyon baat kar rahi ho rashmi...mujhe to bus
yash ki chinta thi...
Rashmi: jhut mat bolo...agar tumhe itni hi chinta thi to kal
jab yash sheher aaye the to tumne unhe akela kyon choda...
Shipra: rashmi kya tumhe nahi pata ki yash ko cantrol karna
kitna mushkil hai...mai uske sath kal pub tak sath me gayi...
phir use apne yahan k room me bhi lane wali thi...par sirf do
minute k liye mai washroom gayi aur wo wahan se nikal gaya...
Rashmi ka gussa thoda shant hua...
Rashmi: chalo koi baat nahi...aage se dhyaan rakhna ki aisi
galti na ho...chalo mai abhi rakhti hoon mujhe ghar ka kaam
karna hai...
Shipra: rashmi eak minute...mujhe yash ko inn sab se bahar nikalne
ka eak idea aaya hai...isliye mai aaj tum logo se milne gaon aa
rahi hoon...
Rashmi: kaisa solution...
Shipra: wo mai tumhe aakar batungi...thik hai...aayush aur ajju ko bhi
tum wahan bula lena...
Rashmi: haan thik hai...kitne time aaogi tum...
Shipra: do baje ke aas paas...us samay yash wo anath ashram jata hai na...
Rashmi: haan...thik hai mai aayush aur ajju ko bula lungi...
Shipra ka phone rakhne k baad rashmi ka dhyaan baar baar usi k upar
jaa raha tha ki wo kya solution batane wali hai jisse yash ko
iss situation se nikala jaa sakta hai...usne bhagwaan k samne
haanth jode aur prarthna ki shipra ka idea sach me kaam aa jae...
nou baje k karib yash ghar aaya...rashmi uss waqt sofe me baithkar
sabjiyan kaat rahi thi...yash usse najre nahi mila paa raha tha...
wo sidha apne room ki or jane laga tabhi rashmi ne use awaz di...
yash ne use moodkar dekha rashmi ne use apne paas akar baithne
ko kaha...yash uski baat taalta nahi tha...
wo chup chap rashmi k bagal wale sofe par aakar baith gaya...
Rashmi: raat ki apki utar gayi ki nahi...
Yash: rashmi pls mujhe maaf kar de...
Rashmi: are isme maafi wali kya baat hai...mai to iss liye puch
rahi thi ki agar utar gayi ho to apke peene k liye aur mangwa
deti hoon...
Yash ko uska aisa kehna bilkool achcha nahi laga...uski aankho
me aansu aa gae...
Yash: rashmi pls mujhe tu sharminda mat kiya kar...mai khud
thodi na aisa karna chahta hoon...par kya karun ye dil hi
itna dukhta hai na ki mai khud ko rok nahi pata...
yash ki aankho se aansu nikalne lage...rashmi ko ye dekhar khud
hi achcha nahi laga...wo yash k paas aayi aur usne yash k aansu
apne haanto se saaf kiye...
Rashmi: are mai to majak kar rahi thi...pls ro mat...
Yash: kya karun rashmi mera dil humesha unhi sab baton me chala jata
hai... mai chahkar bhi sab baten bhul nahi paa raha...wo lagatar
roye jaa raha tha...
Rashmi: aapko jo beet chuka hai uski parawah hai...par mai jo apna
sab kuch chod apke paas aayi hoon...apko meri bilkool bhi fikar
nahi hai...kyaa aap mere liye apni jindagi nahi jee sakte...
Yash: ab bahot der ho gayi hai rashmi...mai chahkar bhi wapas nahi
lout sakta...iss jindagi me maine bahot kuch kho diya hai jo ab
kabhi wapas nahi aa sakta...
Rashmi: jo chiz wapas nahi aa sakti uske baare me aap soch hi kyon
rahe ho...pls yash mere liye na sahi papa mummy k liye to apni jindagi
jeeyo...kitna pareshan hai wo apke liye...mai unse apki har harkat
chupane ki koshish karti hoon par wo eak baap hain unhe sab pata
chal hi jata hai...
Yash suki ye baat sun kar khamosh ho gaya...par usne kuch kaha nahi
rashmi ne jab ye dekha to usne ab baat aage badhana munasib nahi samjha
kyonki har baar jab wo aisa kuch kehti to yash ghar se chala jata...
Rashmi: chalo chodo inn sab baaton ko aap jao fresh ho jao mai apke liye
nasta banati hoon...phir apko anath ashram bhi to jana hai bachcho ko
padhane k liye...
Yash chup chap utha aur wahan se apne room chala gaya...thodi der
wo taiyaar hokar bahar aaya...taiyaar kya na wo ab pehle jaise kapde
pehenta tha nahi ab uske chehre me wo chamak thi...par insaan ki
sadgi uske sath humesha rehti hai chahe jo bhi ho wo yash me bhi
aaj tak maujud thi...
Rashmi ne use nasta diya aur khud uskke sath baithkar nasta karne lagi...
uske baad yash sofe me baithkar t.v dekhne laga...rashmi nbhi wahin
uske paas baith gayi...
Yash: rashmi tu meri khatir apni jindagi mat barbaad kar...
Rashmi: kyon aap aisa kyon keh rahe ho...
Yash: aaj tu job pe nahi gayi...
Rashmi: are aaj plant band hai usme kuch tachnical
foult aa gaya hai iss liye aaj office ki bhi chutti d hai unhone...
Yash: phir bhi tujhe bahar se kitne job k offer aa rahe hain...
tu mere liye yahan mat reh...
Rashmi: kyon mujhse picha chudana chahte ho...
Yash: aisi baat nahi hai...mere karan tu apne carrier se kyon compromise kar rahi hai...
Rashmi: aap rehne do...aap kuch bhi kaho mai ab apko chod kar nahi jane
wali...mai chali jaungi to apka khayal koun rakhega...aur pls ab aap
phir se mat shuru ho jana...mai chahe jo bhi kahun apka mera rista
dard se juda hua hai...
Yash rashmi ki or dekhta raha...uska dil rashmi ki masumiyat ko dekh
pighal gaya aur uske aankh me phir nami aa gayi...
yash k liye ab ye aam baat ho chuki thi uski aankhe choti choti baaton
se nam ho jati thi...usne rashmi ko ye jahir nahi hone diya aur chup chap
t.v dekhne laga...usne roshni se to apne aansu ko chupa liya par apne dil
se na chupa saka...