Update 264
dopahar ke 2 baje hum tino ghar pahuche. jab hum ghar ka gate khol rahe the to hume arpana aunty dikh gayi jo apne ghar ke samne boundary me baithi hui thi. jaise hi wo hum sabko dekhi maa ko boli-arey aa gaye aaplog.
maa boli-haan wo thoda kaam tha gaav me wo sab karke aa gaye.
arpana aunty boli-aaj subah hi postman aaya tha ek envelop dekar gaya hai. aapke naam pe tha to mai rakh le li thi. aur arpana aunty turant bhag ke apne ghar me chali gayi. idhar mai gate ka lock khol diya fir mai aur didi dono ghar me ghuse. is ghar se humari kai sari yaaden judi hui thi lekin ab hume ye ghar jama karna tha. mujhe bas ye chinta thi ki maa aur didi ke liye kam se kam 6-7 mahine ke liye ek ghar dekhna padega kyunki mujhe pata hai maa ko rakhne ke liye pratibha ji, shivani ji, ruhi mam, nirmala aunty sab log taiyar ho jayengi lekin maa ko wahan rahna achha nahi lagega. maa ka humesha se ek sapna tha ki is ghar se maa jab dusre ghar me jaye to wo ghar ya to unke pati ka ho ya fir unke bete ka. maa to bade bhai ya chote bhai ke saath bhi rah lengi lekin wahan mujhe achha nahi lagega isliye mai bhi apna dimag chala raha tha aur soch raha tha ki rent pe isi sahar me ek ghar le loon lekin uske liye problem ye hai ki shivani ji, pratibha, ye sab log nahi manengi. mujhe kuch na kuch to karna hi padega.
mai abhi ye sab soch hi raha tha ki maa mere pass aayi. unke ek haath me envelop tha jo khula hua tha to wahi dusre haath me ek paper tha.
mai pucha kya hua maa.
maa kuch nahi boli aur sidha mere gale lag gayi.
mai kuch nahi bola bas chup chap khada raha. 3-4 minut baad maa mujhse alag hui tabhi arpana aunty humare ghar aayi aur boli-ye tumne bahut achha kaam kiya hai raja. tum aram se padhne jao. yahan mai hoon, sadhna di hai aur panvi di bhi to hai. hum sablog tumhare maa ka dhyan rakhenge. aur jab inka man nahi lagega to ajay vijay ke pass se bhi ghoom aayegi. meena hai wo bhi aati jaati rahegi.
mai ye sunkar maa ke haath se wo paper liya aur padhne laga. us paper me likha hua tha ki humara ye quarter jama karne ka date 3 saal badha diya gaya hai. chuki mai abhi padhayi hi kar raha hoon isliye jab tak meri degree complete na ho jaye tab tak ye quarter humare naam pe rahega. jab mai pahle page ke baad page palta to uspar ek application tha jisme request kiya gaya tha ki humare quarter jama karne ka date badha diya jaye kyunki is ghar me jo sabse badi hai yani meri maa unka sabse chota beta yani ki mai abhi bhi padhayi kar raha hoon. aur sabse niche ek signature tha aur ek muhar bhi.
signature to mai nahi pahchan paya lekin muhar city mayor ka laga hua tha.
jaise hi mai paper pura padha didi mere haath se paper le li aur padhne lag gayi.
arpana aunty boli- tum log safar se thak gaye hoge aram karo abhi to kuch din yahi rahoge na aram se baate karenge aur arpana aunty chali gayi.
unke jaate hi didi boli-kya baat hai raja tumhari pahuch to bahut upar tak hai. humare aane ke pahle hi sarkari letter aa gaya.
maa chup chap khadi thi aur bas is ghar ko nihar rahi thi.
mai bola-kya hua maa aap khush nahi ho kya.
maa boli-mai bahut khush hoon raja bas jab bhi is ghar me aati hoon to kho si jaati hoon. ek hafte baad tum chale jaoge to fir tumhari yaade hi to hai jo mujhe khusiyan dengi.
didi boli-kya maa jab dekho emotional ho jati ho. chalo sone chalte hai. aur is bandar ke liye jada emotional hone ki jarurat nahi hai. jada laad pyaar karogi to college se bhi 3-4 sautan le aayega.
maa apne ankhon ke side se gir rahe ashun ko poch kar haskar boli-chup kar meena kuch bhi bolti rahti hai.
fir maa mujhe boli-pratibha ji ko mere taraf se thank you bolna.
mai bola-bol dunga maa.
ab aap aram karo aur fir maa aur didi andar wale room me chali gayi sone aur mai bahar wale room me tha. mai dekha room thoda ganda ho gaya tha itne din band rahne se to aram aram se sara room me jhadu laga diya fir kitchen jakar sare bartan dho diye in sab me 3 ghanta nikal gaya fir so gaya.
sham ko jab nind khula to dekha maa uar didi dono milkar kitchen me khana bana rahi thi.
mai bhi ankh malte hue kichten pahuch gaya.
maa boli-kya jarurat thi akele akele sara kaam karne ki. humlog bhi to hai na. ab 7-8 din baad chale jaoge to thoda aram karo. jab dekho sirf kaam karte rahte ho.
didi boli-haan maa aur dato isko bahut bigad gaya hai. thik se bartan bhi nahi dhoya hai.
maa turant didi ka kaan pakad li aur boli-tu bhi bahut badmash ho gayi hai mujhe chidha rahi hai ruk batati hoon.
didi turant boli-ahh maaa kaan kaan dard kar raha hai chodo na.
mai kuch bolta to fir maa mujhe bhi daat deti isliye mai chup chap wahan se nikal liya aur akar TV dekhne laga. mai TV dekhne laga to mera mobile baja. mai TV mute karke mobile dekha to call pratibha ji ka tha.
mai phone uthaya to udhar se pratibha ji boli-hello raja sahar aa gaye.
mai bola-thank you.
pratibha ji boli-thank you baad me bolna mai bol rahi thi tumne jise bheja tha na uska ilaj ho gaya hai aur fir us se pshychologis bhi mil chuki hai. tum agar chaho to us se mil sakte ho ya fir doctor ko kya bolna hai mujhe bata do mai bol dungi.
mai fir se bola-aapne jo meri maa ke liye kiya uske liye thank you.
pratibha ji boli-ye to mera farj tha. wo kahte hai na ki jab koi aapki madad kare aapka aapke parivaar ka khyal rakeh to aapko bhi unka aur unke parivaar ka khyal rakhna chahiye.
fir pratibha ji boli-wo sab chodo mai tumhe adress aur ward number bhej deti hoon agar milna chao to aaj mil lena doctor se. meri ek meeting hai aaj to mai thoda busy rahungi.
mai bola-koi baat nahi mai mil lunga. and thank you again.
pratibha ji boli-you are always welcome raja aur fir muahhh karke kiss dekar phone kaat di.
mai bhi room se nikla aur kitchen me gaya aur bola-maa mujhe thoda kaam hai bahar jaa rahe hai ek-do ghante me aa jayenge. late hoga to phone kar denge.
maa boli-fir se kaam. raja thoda aram bhi kar lo.
mai maa ke pass gaya aur bola-meri bholi maa bas thoda sa kaam hai karke aata hoon thik hai.
maa beman se boli-thik hai
aur fir mai kitchen se wapas aaya apna kapda pahna tab tak pratibha ji ka mesaage aa gaya jisem adddress tha. mai ghar se nikal gaya.
idhar kitchen me maa aur didi the.
didi muskura kar boli-waise maa aap isliye gussa ho na ki aap so rahe the aur aapke patidev ji kaam kar rahe the.
maa sikayat bhare lahje me boli-gussa nahi aayega ye sab kaam kya use karna chahiye batao. ghar saaf karna bartan saaf karna ye sab uska kaam hai. waise hi kitna sara kaam karta hai. factory, coaching center se lekar darbaar aur padhayi sab chij akele sambhalta hai itna hi nahi hum sabko bhi khush rakhta hai kisi ko shikayat ka mouka nahi deta hai. ab 7 din me chala jayega. kam se kam abhi to aram karna chahiye.
didi haskar boli-shant ho jao meri maa shant ho jao. jab raja aayega tab sara gussa nikal lena. uska khub pitayi karna. haath pair maar ke fula dena aapki baat nahi sunta.
maa boli-tujhe to bas sab chij me majak hi sujhta hai. chal roti banane me madad karo.
aur fir dono roti banane lagi. didi roti bel rahi thi aur maa sek rahi thi.
idhar mai auto se pahuch gaya hospital. mai pratibha ji ke dwara diya gaya ward number me pahuch gaya jahan ek nurse baithi hui thi aur bed pe nagma leti hui so rahi thi. ab nagma ka chehra kaafi thik thak dikh raha tha.
mai nurse se pucha ab kais tabiyat hai inki.
nurse boli-ab thik hai. ghav recover ho raha hai. actually jo kill inke pair me lagi thi wo kismat se inke veins aur bones ko nahi chua tha to aram se lajor treatment se use nikal diya gaya hai. 5-6 din me ghav bhar jayega. thodi kamjori rahega jo 10-15 din me jayega. aap kal inko discharge kara sakte hai.
mai bola-thik hai ji.
uske baad mai us room se nikla aur pshchologist ke room me gaya.wahan ek lady doctor baithi hui thi.
mai bola-hello mam mai raja hoon, mujhe pratibha ji ne bheja hai.
doctor boli-yes yes aao baitho. mujhe tumse patient ke baare me kuch jaruri baat karni hai
mai unke samne baith gaya.
doctor boli-ye patient tumhari koi relative hai kya.
mai soch ke bola -nahi blood relation nahi hai lekin hum close hai. ek dusre ko jante hai.
doctor boli-dekho mr raja. patient ki mental halat thik nahi hai. patient me sucide ki tendecy hai aur life ke prati negligency aa gayi gayi.
mai bola-ji matlab.
doctor boli-dekho patient ko lagta hai ki use mar jana chahiye. wo ek achhi life deserve nahi karti. jahan tak mai samajh payi hoon patient ko aisa lagta hai ki agar wo jinda rahi to wo kabhi bhi koi achha kaam nahi kar payegi. jab bhi karegi to bura kaam hi karegi.
mai bola-ise thik karne ka koi upay.
doctor boli-do tarike hai. pahla tarika ye hai ki aap unhe apne pass rakho aur bharosa dilao ki wo ab achhi ban chuki hai. unke saath achhe se pesh aao achhi achhi baate karo. achhe mahol me raho to samay ke wo thik ho jayegi lekin isme 2-3 saal bhi lag sakte hai aur ye do-tin saal aapko patient ke saath rahna padega. agar aapne thoda sa bhi patient ko neglect kiya to wo suicide karne ki kosis kar sakti hai. lekin ye tarika fir bhi kaafi safe hai.
mai bola-dusra tarika kya hai.
doctor boli-dusra traike kaafi dangeraous hai. isme patient ko log uksate hai. gussa dilate hai kuch target dekar. jaise aap use baar baar bologe ki tum ab sudhar chuki ho. tum ab kuch galat kar hi nahi sakti aur wo fir kuch galat karne ki kosis karegi fir bhi us se sahi kaam hi hojayega. ye tarika kaafi effective hai lekin isme patient ne agar koi bura kaam kiya aur wo sach me bura ho gaya aur patient ko maja aa gaya to patient dabgerou ho jayega wo aapke life ke saath bhi khel sakta hai. aur agar usne kuch bura kiya fir bhi kisi ka bhala ho gaya to wo tumhe apna malik man ne lag jayega. use lagega ki tum uski jindagi ko control karte ho.
mai bola-aapka matlab hai usme master slave mentality aa jayega.
doctor boli-yess.
mai man me bola-ab samajh me aaya. nagma ki jo bimari hai wo ruhi mam ki bimari ka ek stage upar hai. agar mai ruhi mam ko nahi bachata to wo bhi aise hi pagal ho jati aur unme suicide ki tendency aa jati. isliye pichle janm me unhone mera 12th hone ke kuch saal baad suicide kar li thi. fir mere dimag me aaya aisi hi bimari nirmala aunty aur shivani ji ko bhi tha bas unme master slave mentality nahi thi lekin inferiority comlex tha jo master slave se bhi ek stage niche hai. aur pichle janm me wo dono bhi frustrate hokar suicidal tendency me chali gayi thi. iska matlab tha mujhe ab nagma ki bimari ko bas ek step niche lana tha uske baad ke chijo me to mai expert ban chuka hoon. mai already tin patient thik kar chuka hoon aur wo tino aaj ke samay me bahut khush hai.
mai do tin minut chup chap kuch socha lekin mere dimag me koi bhi idea nahi aa paa raha tha ki kaise nagma ko handle kiya jaye.
doctor jo meri taraf dekh rahi thi wo boli-jab confusion ho to humesha alag tarike se sochna chahiye.
ye sunte hi mera phone baja aur phone me number tha himani ji ka. himani ji kaa naam dekhte hi mere dimag ki ghanti baj gaya. mujhe pata chal gaya mujhe nagma ke saath kya karna hai.
mai bola-thank you doctor kal mai aaunga to ise le jaunga thik hai.
fir mai wahan se nikla aur himani ji ko call kiya.
mai bola-hello
himani ji boli-hello raja kahan ho.
mai bola-ji mai to aaj hi sahar aaya hoon.
himani ji boli-okey to mai bol rahi thi ki dekho humare pass kuch din pahle ek proposal aaya tha ek company me investment ka aur mujhe lagta hai wo company bahut aage jayegi to us company ke 51 % share mai tumhare naam kar rahi hoon.
mai-lekin iski kya jarurat hai.
himani ji boli-dekho gussa na hona 51% sun ne me jada lag raha hoga lekin 51% jada nahi hai sirf 5 lakh hi hai. please mana mat karna. ye lo shivani baat karna chahti hai aur himani ji phone shivani ji ko pakda di.
shivani ji boli-dekhiye mana mat kijiye. ye bas ek gift hai meri taraf se.
ab dono bahne request kar rahi thi to maine bhi mana nahi kiya.
mai bola-thik hai lekin sirf paper pe mera naam hoga lekin paison pe hak aapka hi hoga.
shivani ji boli-ji bilkul jis bhi chij pe humara hak hai wo aapka hai. hum pe bhi aapka hak hai ji. jab free time mile to aaiyega milne. aur bina mile hi college mat chale jaiyega.
mai-ji bilkul aapse mile bina nahi jaunga.
shivani ji boli-byyyyy take care aur phone cut gaya.
mai bhi hospital se nikla to andhera ho gaya tha aur mai ghar ki taraf chal diya. mai auto se jaa raha tha ki bajar me mujhe rani aur archana dikh gayi. undono ko raat me bajar me dekh kar mai bhi utar gaya aur pahuch gaya dono ke pass.
mai bola-tum dono ye raat me kya kar rahi ho.
archana boli-sabji le rahi hoon.
mai bola-tumhara ghar to yahan se door hai. tum sabji lene yahan aati ho.
archana boli-mere liye nahi humare liye.
rani boli-wo kya hai na ki maa aur ruhi mam kal hi kahi gayi hai. 10 din baad ayengi.
mai bola-lekin us se pahle to tum dono chali jaogi.
archana bli-haan to isme kya hai.
mai socha ye bhi ajib baat hai. nirmala aunty aur ruhi mam ghumne gayi hai wo bhi rani aur archana ko chod kar.
fir mai dono ke saath baat karte hue rani ke ghar tak gaya aur un dono ko wahan chod kar apne ghar aa gaya.