The next day when I woke up I was shocked to see myself in my mother's bedroom. My mother was standing beside me crying. I quickly understood what had happened as I had some faint memories of the events after my friends left.
I remembered how my mother struggled to bring me to the bedroom and no sooner did she put me in bed I had passed off. My mother helped me into her bedroom as it was not possible for her to carry me upstairs.
" Look ma, I am very sorry for what has happened but this is all because of you. Had you come with me yesterday this would not have happened. "
" Just shut up. You are grown up, now you should know what is right and what is wrong. "
" But ma "
" It's all my fault, I am a failed mother. "
" C'mon ma what's the big deal ? I have never come drunk like this before, forget it, it's just one off incidence. "
"Mohan who I am supposed to look at if something happens to you ? "
" I have already lost your father and if something happens to you ? " and she started crying.
I got up from the bed and hugged her, she kept her head against my chest and I drew her closer holding her back with one hand and the waist with the other. I caressed her back and moved my fingers through her dark hair.
" I won't do it again ma. "
" I know it my dear you won't do it again. "
" Ma I just want you to be happy. "
We hugged for quite a long time and then finally she kissed me on my forehead and I loosened my grip on her. We felt much better now.
The day passed without any incidence, ma had cooked chicken biryani and raita my favorite dishes.
After the lunch I just slept on the couch watching TV.
" Get up Mohan get up it's evening. "
I woke up rubbing my eyes and I could not believe my eyes. There she was. My mother was wearing the new sari which I had bought for her yesterday with a low cut matching blouse. I cloud clearly see her cleavage through it. She was also wearing a black colour bra inside her blouse which was making her look sexy.
She was also wearing flowers in her hair. She had made a very beautiful hair style. She also had applied some light makeup and a mild perfume whose aroma was just irresistible.
Although I was 23 years old, my mom was just 39 years old as she was just 16 when I was borne. She is 5'4" tall and has a great structure. She had an absolutely flat belly but her breasts were quite big compared to her not so skinny looks. Her bottom was also quite curvy but without any extra flab.
" That's great ma, you look absolutely fantastic. Are you going out somewhere ? "
" Yes. "
" Where ? " lying on the couch I asked.
" Listen Mohan, I must accept that I was wrong. "
" What wrong ? " I asked.
" Your father is dead long back. "
" So ? " I asked.
" I loved him but I should not grieve for him forever, he is not going to come back. "
" Yes ma, that's the reality. " I said.
" If I keep doing that I may lose you too to the alcohol. "
" Ma I am not an alcoholic. "
" I know and I don't want you to become one, so now get up and get ready we will go the movie that you were telling yesterday. "
" Ok just wait for a few minutes I will be ready. "
As I rushed up stairs to my bathroom I was thinking how beautiful mom was and I wondered I never noticed it before. I quickly shaved, took a shower and put on my favorites
t-shirt and jeans and I was ready to go.
" My god you look so handsome honey. "
" Oh really ? " I asked.
" Yes dear, you look more handsome than your father when he was young. " And she went into a trance as she thought about my father.
" Come on ma. Not again. "
" Oh sorry dear I just "
Then she came closer to me smiling and that smile had an unusual effect on me. First time in my life I saw a ray of hope of getting intimate with her. I felt blood rushing from my groins towards my dick as it started to swell.
I kept my face as normal as possible so as not to let her know about my condition. She put her right arm in my left arm, her breast was now touching my right arm and as she came closer to me I could feel the softness of her bust. I was in a very bad condition as my dick was growing harder and was trying to get up inside my underpants and it has hurting me. My mind was racing with thoughts about the ways to get closer to her.
" Ok shall we go now ? " she asked.
" Yes let's go. "