Update 14
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Fatima toh ghar ki ore nikal chuki thee. Usko pta tha ki Ratna aayegi zrur ek baar kisi aurat ke jism mein aag lg jaaye toh woh samay ke saath aur badhti hee hai kam nahi hoti. Ye baat Fatima bakhuubi jaanti thee kyuki woh khuud iss aag ke lapete mein na jaane kabse thee. Ratna dukaan par baithi soch rhi thee ki usko jana chahiye ya nahi. Ratna baar baar yehi soch rhi thee ki ye sahi hai ya galat, lekin aaj uska maan itna vichlit nahi tha jitna kuuch din pehle tha ab woh kuuch der khuud se ladkar faisle kar hee leti thee. Ratna Bholu ko dukaan smbhalne ke liye bolti hai aur woh bhi mann ki baat maankar Fatime ke ghar chali jaati hai.
Fatima apne ghar ke bahar kaam hee kar rhi thee ki Ratna aa jaati hai.
Fatima : "Mujhey yakeen tha aap aaogi didi."
Ratna : "Haan aa gyi mein, nahi rha gya."
Fatima : "Chalo aa jao andar chalo."
Fatima Ratna ko andar le jaati hai aur usi bed par bitha deti hai jispar uska parivar ek dusre ke saath hum bistari karta tha. Ratna bed sheet par baithne se pehle hich kicha rhi thee ki kahi ye gandi na ho.
Fatima : "Pareshan mt ho didi bed sheet saaf roz saaf bichati hu raat tak hote hote gandi ho jaati hai, ye toh nayi hai ekdm kori."
Ratna sankoch htakar bistar par baith jaati hai. Bistar kaafi mulayam pura ghar gareebo ka tha lekin ek bistar hee aleeshaan tha.
Fatima : Ab btao didi video dikhau ya chai bnau pehley?, aap toh kuuch nahi bologi mein aisa karti hu chai bna hee deti hu.", ye bolkar Fatima chai bnane lg jaati hai. Uski chotti hee rasoi wahi bistar ke barabar mein hee neechay zameen par thee.
Ratna : "Ek baat puchu Fatima tu ye sab kabse kar rhi hai?"
Fatima : "Kya didi?"
Ratna : "Apne abbu ke saath matlab Hamid Chacha ke saath."
Fatima : "Arre abbu ke saath toh kitne saal ho gye, abbu shadi ke baad se hee meri fursat kar rhe hai."
Ratna : "Itna itna lamba time.."
Fatima : "Haan didi, lekin tab itna nahi tha jabse shadi ke baar ghar vapis aayi tabsey zindagi aisi hee hai."
Ratna : "Tu shadi ke baad vapis isiliye aayi thee?"
Fatima : "Arre nahi nahi didi mere shohar acche aadmi nahi thay, shadi ke time toh woh bdia lgey lekin uske baad wahi daaru, jua sab buri aadte thay aur nahi unki maa acchi thee ladai jhagda karti thee. Ab toh kuuch yaad hee nahi lekin mere abbu vapis le aaye thay mujhye usi din."
Ratna : "Toh tera usi din se shuru ho gya?"
Fatima : "Kahan didi time lga, shadi se pehley toh meine kuuch bhi nahi kia, ye mere sohar ne 1-2 baar kia tha uss wajah mein darne lgi thee woh galat krte thay mein kuuch bhi nahi karti thee fir abbu ne dheeray dheeray mujhey pyar krke khol lia pura. Ab toh ye haal hai neend nahi aati jab tak ek baar abbu mere upar na aa jaaye"
Ratna ye sunkar kuuch soch hee rhi hoti hai.
Fatima : "Aapko sunkar ajeeb lag rha hoga, ki ye Fatima kya kar rhi hai kyu kar rhi hai? Ye sab galat hai ye sab nahi hona chahiye"
Ratna : "Nahi nahi aisa.."
Fatima : "Mein toh bss yehi kehti hu didi jeo aur jeenay do, hm bahar muuh nahi maarte ghar mein kya krte hai kisi ko kya matlab."
Ye sunkar Ratna ko thodda bura lgta hai kyuki woh baaki sabke gharo mein boht dilchaspi le rhi thee. Woh khuud toh ghar mein kya kuuch nahi kar rhi the aur dusro ko bewajah naap tol rhi thee ki kaun sahi hai aur kaun galat.
Fatima : "Shohar ki pitai se toh bdia abbu ka pyar hai, pyar se lete hai jaisey chahe vaise aur fir itni mehnat krke hmara pait bhi paaltey hai. Har aadmi ki jismani zarurat toh hoti hee hai, aadmi kya aurat ki zyada hoti hai isiliye mein apne abbu ki sewa samajh kar leti hu, mza bhi aata hai woh nahi jhuuth bolungi ki mza nahi aata."
Ratna : "Ye sab shuru kaisey hua shadi ke baad teri?"
Fatima : "Toh aapko sab janna hai, lo ye pakdo chai mein soch rhi thee aapko video dikhaungi par koi ni aapko mein apni hee saari dastaan bta deti hu, mera mann bhi halka ho jayega. Mein shayd 22 ki thee ya 23 ki jab mein ghar vapis aayi thee mujhey yaad hai meri saas ne bda zaleel krke nikala tha mujhey ghar sey uss time bechare abbu bhi gareeb thay kuuch bole nahi chup chaap mujhey vapis le aaye aur woh mera karamjala shohar kuuch ni bola. Uski biwi ko ghar se nikal dia lekin chup chaap khda rha. Usi din meine faisla kar lia tha ki yallaah mar jaungi lekin iss ghar mein firsey vapis nahi aaungi."
Ratna ko Fatima se hamdardi hone lgi. Ek aurat hee aurat ka dukh samajh paati hai. Ratna Fatima ke kandhe ko sehlane lgi. Fatima ko bhi accha lga ki koi uski baat sun rha hai aur samajh rha hai.
Fatima : "Boht gareebi thee tab didi, vapis aa gye ghar par, mein yahi ek dukaan par kaam krne lgi aur abbu carpentry aur dusre chotte motte kaam karte thay. Par ghar mein jitna paisa aata saara abbu mujhey de dete, izzat mili woh alag aur meri liye nayi nayi cheezein laate thay woh pyar mila woh alag. Fir ek din mein raat ko kutte bhagan ke liye uthi, toh meine dekha tha ki abbu ghar ke pichwade par meri kacchi sungh sungh kar apna hathiyaar hila rhe thay. us din pta nahi kya hua didi puray shareer mein current ghum gya ye sochkar ki mere abbu meri gandi kacchi sungh rhe hai. Kasam se didi nazara boht garam tha abbu apne bde lund ko upar neechay kar rhe thay, haaye kitna mota hua karta tha uss time unka hathiyaar."
Ratna ye sunkar apne galey ka thookh satak rhi thee.
Fatima : "Fir didi mein bhi unhey roz raat ko yehi karte huye dekhti, ek din meine masti ke liye kacchi chupa didi, bechare abbu puri raat dhundhte rhe aur mein laiti laiti hass rhi thee."
Ratna Fatima ki besharmi par hairaan thee, ki aakhir ye itni khul kaise gyi. Ratna ko uski baatein sun sun kar aisa lag rha tha ki asli khushi toh Fatima ki zindagi mein hai. Ratna ne itna sab kurbaan kia lekin chehre par hasi hafto- 2 hafto mein aati thee aur yha ye Fatima apne baap se chudne ki baatein krte huye bhi khil khila rahi thee. Ratna ko thoddi jalan mehsoos hui Fatima ki hum bistari se nahi balki uski khushi sey yehi khushi usko chahiye thee. Ratna ki mahine ki kamai aur Fatima ki kamai mein zameen aasmaan ka antar tha par bhi ek maalkin jaisi haisiyat waali Ratna Fatima se kam khush thee.
Fatima : "Arre didi chup ho gyi kuuch boliye na."
Ratna ka chehra mayoos tha. Fatima samajh gyi ki kuuch toh baat hai, jo Ratna ko lg gyi.
Fatima : "Kya baat hai didi?"
Ratna : "Aisi khushi mere pass nahi hai Fatima?"
Ye sunkar Fatima ka kaleja bhi fatt gya pehli baar koi aurat uske aage chudai ka raag rona na krke khushio ki baat kar rhi thee. Fatima uske kandhe par haath rkhti hai aur usko santvana deti hai ki aisa kuuch nahi hai.
Ratna : "Tu dekh kitni khush hai, meine puri zindagi kya kia? Ubad khaabad zindagi jee bahar izzat bhi mili lekin khush nahi hu, aur ab bahar ke log ye bhi bolte hai ki mein Balwaan ke saath soti hu, kya hee faayda mera toh?"
Fatima : "Arre didi logon ka kaam hai bolna aapka kam hai apni zindagi jeena, jo aapne aur bholu bhaiya ne time dekha hai woh ye log nahi smjh skte inn haramzado ko toh muuh chalane se matlab, ye pushpa hai na, yehi baniyain jiski dukaan hai pahadi se neechay badi baatein chorrti thee ki ladki aisi laungi ladki vaise laungi aur iski khudki beti apne baap se chudti hai, haan Nargis ki dost hai aur itni tezz ladki hai phone mein record kr krke rkhti hai Nargis ne mujhey bheji thee, didi logon ko bs bolna hota hai kuuch nahi milega toh woh kuuch khuud bna lengey aapko sochna hai aapko jeena hai ya bss unn logon ki galat fehmi mein jeena hai. Dekho didi mera kissa hee lelo, mera shohar toh kisi kaam ka nahi rha na, jab mera baap mera pait paal rha hai aur meri bcchi ko padha rha hai toh mein kyu na uska saath du, keval beti chod dene se koi bura nahi ho jaata hai, jab tak dono ki haami hoti hai kuuch galat nahi hai, Kaunsa hm kisi ko maar rhe hai? Jo kar rhe hai band kamre mein kar rhe hai."
Ratna ye sunkar subakna band kar deti hai. Ye satvana sunkar uske andar ek jaan aa jaati hai ab usko Fatima ke andar ek saheli dikh rhi thee jo usko aaj tak nahi mili thee.
Ratna : "Sahi keh rhi hai logon ne mujhey nahi baksha toh kya hee hota hoga baakio ka"
Fatima : "Arre chorro na didi maaro goli inn logon ko, aap apna intezaam karo bss, ab ye btao Bholu bhaiya ke saath kya kya kar lia"
Ratna ye sunkar has padti hai.
Ratna : "Kuuch nahi kia, abhi toh", Ratna jhooth bol deti hai.
Fatima : "Arre didi dhatt teri, kuuch toh karo na logon ki mt socho aap apna dekho aapki khushi kisme hai, didi aapne mehnat mein puri zindagi nikal di ab thodda anand aap bhi lelo. Mehnat hee karti rahogi kya?"
Ratna ke mann mein ab yehi baat baith gyi thee ki woh aaram ki zindagi kab jeeyegi.
Fatima : "Isi bahane Bholu bhaiya ko aurat ke jisam ki pehchan bhi ho jayegi, kuuch toh sikhao unko, 2 baar Bholu bhaiya se jamkar chud logi na uske baad mann nahi krega unse alag hone ka,", ye bolkar Fatima aur Ratna dono hee has padti hai.
Ratna : "Keh toh sahi rhi hai par koi dekh lega toh toh.."
Fatima : "Band ghar mein kaun hee aayega, mujhey toh 20 saal ho gye aap hee pehli baar aayi ho usse pehle toh koi bhi nahi aaya."
Ratna firse kuuch sochne lgti hai.
Fatima : "Didi kitna sochti ho thodda jee bhi lo saare baal safed ho gye hai sir key isi chakkar mein."