Raja thakur
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SAB KUCH JAYAZ HAI...."Chup ho jaao vicky. Bhagwan ke liye is bare me ab kuch mat bolo warna main yaha se chali jaaugi. Tum shayad soch bhi nahi sakte ki mujhe is baat se kitni sharam aa rahi hai." Kusum didi ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
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Vicky Kusum & Rachna Special....
"Hahahaha achha ji...aur kya mujhe sharam nahi aa rahi hogi.?" Maine haste huye ye kaha to didi ne mujhe dheere se mukka maarte huye kaha.
"Haan nahi aa rahi. Agar aa rahi hoti to ye baat na khud kahte aur na hi mujhse kahne ko kahte." Didi ne ye kaha to maine muskurate huye kaha.
"Ohh to iska matlab mujhe in sab baato se maza aa raha hai. Yahi kahna chaahti hain na aap.?" Maine ye kaha to didi ne kaha.
"Haan aur nahi to kya." Kusum didi ne ye kaha aur sath hi mujhe mahsoos hua ki unhe hasi bhi aayi thi magar hasi ki awaaz ko unhone daba liya tha. Bas unka jisam hi hil kar rah gaya tha.
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Ab aage padhiye....Main aur kusum didi ekdam se khamosh ho gaye the. Wo abhi bhi mere seene se chhupki huyi thi. Unke jisam ka bhaar ek taraf se mere ek hath par tha. Mera wo hath ekdam se sunn sa pad gaya tha. Aisa lag raha tha jaise meri body me ek taraf hath hai hi nahi. Dard aur taklif ko main sah chuka tha aur ab mujhe dard nahi ho raha tha. Bas aisa lag raha tha jaise hath hai hi nahi. Kusum didi ko is baat ka pata hi nahi tha. Main janta tha ki agar unhe abhi pata chal jaye to wo tadap kar rah jayengi.
"Ek baat kahu didi.?" Maine khamoshi ko cheerte huye dheeme swar me ye kaha to didi ne halke se hmmm ki awaaz ki. Unki is awaaz ko sun kar maine kaha.
"Main chaahta hu ki ye waqt bas yahi par ruk jaye aur aap isi tarah mujhse chhupki rahe. Kya aap bhi aisa hi chaahti hain.?" Maine apne dil ka haal kahte huye unse ye puchha to didi ne kaha.
"Main to bas wahi chaahti hu vicky jo tum chaahte ho. Tumhari chaahat se meri chaahat juda kaise ho jayegi bhala.?" Kusum didi ne ye kaha to mere jism me khushi ki ek anand daayak lahar daudti chali gayi. Maine muskurate huye kaha.
"Aur..???" Maine ye kaha to didi kuch pal jane kya sochti rahi fir dhire se boli.
"Main chaahti hu ki tum mujhe mere naam se bulaao. Tumne hamesha mujhe didi hi kaha hai. Magar ab main chaahti hu ki tum mujhe mere naam se pukaaro. Main tumhare mukh se apna naam sunna chaahti hu aur ye bhi ki tum mujhe 'Aap' nahi 'Tum' kaho. Is 'Tum' me zyada apnapan jhalakta hai." Kusum didi ne ye kaha to main pahle to hairaan hua fir ekdam se mere hotho par muskaan fail gayi aur maine kaha.
"Magar main aapka naam kaise le sakta hu aur aapko 'Tum' bhi kaise kah sakta hu.? Aap mujhse badi hain is liye main ye kaise kar sakuga.?" Maine ye kaha to didi ne mere seene se apna chehra utha kar meri taraf dekhte huye kaha.
"Ab hamare beech chhota bada ka sawaal kaha rah gaya vicky.? Jab chhota bada ka sawaal tha tab hamara rishta bhi alag tha magar ab hamara rishta har rishte se alag aur khaas ban gaya hai. Is liye ab ye mat socho ki main tumhari didi hu aur tumse badi hu balke ye socho ki ab main tumhari daasi hu....tumhare prem ki daasi." Ye sab kahte kahte kusum didi ke chehre par sharm ki laali fail gayi. Magar is baar unhone apni nazre nahi jhukaayi. Unki is baat ko sun kar maine kaha.
"Aisa aap samajhti hain jabke main to hamesha se hi aapka daas tha aur main chaahta tha ki aap mere liye sabse upar rahe. Jiski main pooja karu aur jiske liye main khud ko kurbaan kar du." Maine ye kaha to didi mujhe bas dekhti rahi. Unki samundar se bhi gahri aankho me neer ubharte nazar aaye. Maine mahsoos kiya ki unhone khud ke jazbaato ko samhaalne ke liye zor lagaya tha. Fir boli.
"Main kuch nahi janti vicky. Main to bas ye chaahti hu ki tum mujhe mere naam se pukaro aur mujhe 'Tum' kaho. Kya meri ye chaahat bhi nahi puri karoge.?" Didi ki awaaz ekdam se bhaari ho gayi to maine ekdam se kaha.
"K..kusum....meri jaan...meri rooh ka sukoon. Main tumhari aankho me aanshu nahi dekh sakta. Maine jab se hosh samhala hai tab se tumhe shirf udaas aur gambheer hi dekha hai. Is liye meri bhi ye khwaahish puri karo ki ab se tum hamesha hasti muskuraati rahogi." Maine bhaari awaaz me ye kaha to didi ke chehre par chamak aa gayi. Aisa laga jaise unka chehra ekdam se khil utha ho. Wo ekdam se mujhse lipat gayi aur sath hi boli.
"Bas ab se hamesha hasti muskuraati rahugi. Aap nahi jante ki aapke aisa kahne se main kitna khush ho gayi hu." Kusum didi ne ye sab kaha to main khush to hua magar unke mukh se apne liye 'Aap' sun kar chaunk bhi gaya.
"Ab ye kya hai..? Tum mujhe 'Aap' kyo kahne lagi kusum.? Iske bare me to koi karaar nahi hua tha na hamara.?" Maine hairaani se ye kaha to didi ne mere seene se chhupke huye hi kaha.
"Is bare me kisi karaar ki zarurat bhi nahi hai. Ab se main aapko aap hi kahugi aur is bare me aap mujhe bilkul bhi mana nahi karege." Didi ne ye kaha to mujhe yaad aaya ki priya pooja bhi mujhe aap hi kah rahi thi aaj aur jab maine unse iski vajah puchhi to unhone bataya ki wo aisa is liye kah rahi hain kyo ki ab main un dono ka pati banne wala hu aur biwiya apne pati ka na to naam leti hain aur na hi unhe tu ya tum kahti hain. Main is wakt yahi yaad karke muskura utha tha. Iska matlab kusum didi bhi isi vajah se ab mujhe aap kahne lagi thi. Sach kahu to is wakt main apne andar bahut hi zyada khushi mahsoos kar raha tha.
Abhi main ye sab soch hi raha tha ki tabhi mere kaano me taali bajne ki awaaz sunaayi di aur shayad kusum didi ko bhi. Tabhi to wo ekdam se mere seene se uth kar door khadi ho gayi thi. Unke door hote hi meri nazar darwaze par khadi priya pooja par padi. Wo dono taaliya baja rahi thi aur dono ke hotho par jaandaar muskaan thi.
Un dono ko dekh kar main to bas muskura kar hi rah gaya magar kusum didi ka sharm se bura haal ho gaya. Unka chehra sharm se laal pad gaya aur nazre neeche jhuk gayi thi. Tabhi wo kamre se baahar jane ke liye tezi se badhi hi thi ki meri dono natkhat bahno ne raasta block kar diya. Fir pooja ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Kaha bhaag rahi hain didi.? Ab hamse kya sharmana.? Ab ham me aur aap me koi antar to raha nahi. Ham dono bhi to aap hi ki tarah inki biwiya banne wali hain." Pooja ne ek hi saans me ye sab kaha to kusum didi ka aur bhi sharm se bura haal ho gaya. Unse kuch bolte na bana. Jabki pooja ki is baat ke baad priya ne bhi muskurate huye kaha.
"Didi to aap shuru se hi hain hamari aur ab bataiye ki aapko ab ham didi hi kahe ya sautan.?" Priya ne ye kaha to is baar didi ne nazar utha kar dono ki taraf dekha. Shayad ab tak unhone khud ko samhaal liya tha.
"Is sab ke baad bhi tum dono nahi sudhri. Kuch to sharam karne lago ab." Didi ne muskurate huye ye kaha to priya pooja ne ek dusre ki taraf dekha aur fir dono tezi se aage badhi aur didi se lipat gayi. Kusum didi ne bhi un dono ko zor se apne se chhupka liya. Unki aankho me khushi ke aanshu bhar aaye the. Kuch der baad jab didi ne dono ko khud se alag kiya to priya ne kaha.
"Rachna didi bhi hamare sath hi upar se neeche yaha aayi thi magar wo kamre ke andar nahi aayi. Agar aap kahe to unhe andar bula lu.?" Priya ne ye kaha to kusum didi ne kaha.
"Nahi priya...use main khud bulaaugi. Main uski bhi gunahgaar hu. Maine hamesha uske bare me galat socha aur uske liye apne man me bair rakha. Jabke uska dil to sabse zyada saaf aur pavitra tha. Uska isthaan ham sabse upar hai." Kusum didi ne ye kaha aur aankho me aanshu liye wo kamre se baahar nikal gayi.
Idhar bed par leta main un teeno ko hi dekh raha tha aur soch raha tha ki ab shayad sab kuch thik ho gaya hai. Meri hone wali chaaro biwiyo ke beech ab prem ho gaya hai. Abhi main ye soch hi raha tha ki tabhi kusum didi rachna ko le kar waapas kamre me aayi.
"Is duniya me sabse zyada main inse(vicky) pyaar karti hu. Is liye inki hi kasam kha kar kahti hu ki mere man me tumhare liye ab koi galat bhaavna nahi hai. Mujhe is baat ka bahut afsos aur dukh hai ki maine tumhe hamesha galat samjha jabke tum kabhi galat thi hi nahi. Prem to maine bhi inse kiya magar mere us prem me swarth tha. Main chaahti thi ki ye shirf mere hi rahe magar tumhara prem to sabse anmol tha meri bahan. Nihswarth tha...aur us prem ke liye tumne kitna kuch tyaag bhi kiya. Sach kahu to tumse mahaan ham me se koi bhi nahi hai. Apni is bahan ko maaf kar de rachna." Kusum didi ne rote huye ye kaha to rachna rote huye kusum didi se lipat gayi aur boli.
"Nahi didi...aap mujhse kisi baat ke liye maafi mat maagiye. Maine kabhi aapke bare me ye nahi socha ki aapne kisi ke sath galat kiya hai. Main to is baat se hi aaj bahut khush ho gayi hu ki jis devi ki ye pooja karte hain usne mujhe apne seene se laga liya hai. Main bas ye chaahti hu ki apni is chhoti bahan ko bhi priya pooja ki tarah apna sneh aur pyaar dena." Rachna ne ye sab kaha to kusum didi ne use aur bhi zoro se khud se chhupka liya. Kuch der baad use khud se alag kiya aur fir rachna ke mathe par choomte huye kaha.
"Tum bhi inki tarah mahaanta ki murat ho rachna. Sach kahu to main ab bahut khush hu. Ham chaaro hamesha sath rahege aur ek dusre ka khayaal rakhenge." Kusum didi ne ye kaha to rachna ke chehre par khushi ki chamak ubhar aayi. Priya pooja aur rachna teeno hi kusum didi se lipat gayi.
Main un chaaro ko hi dekh raha tha. Kitni khush dikhaayi dene lagi thi wo chaaro aur unhe khush dekh kar main bhi bahut khush ho raha tha. Tabhi meri nazar darwaze ke paas khadi maa par padi. Wo darwaze ke us paar side se khadi thi. Wo chhup ke kamre me maujood chaaro ki baate sun rahi thi. Tabhi wo aad se hat kar darwaze ke beecho beech aayi to maine dekha unki aankho me aanshu the. Jinhe unhone apne saari ke aanchal se ponchha aur fir kamre ke andar aa gayi.
Unke andar aate hi kusum didi ki nazar un par padi to unhone un teeno ko khud se alag kiya. Teeno ne bhi maa ko dekha. Chaaro ke chehre par surkhi chha gayi thi. Maa un chaaro ko kuch pal dekhti rahi uske baad unhone apne dono hath faila diye. Unke faile huye hath dekh kar wo chaaro tezi se aage badhi aur maa se lipat gayi. Maa ne baari baari se un chaaro ke sir par chuma.
"Mera to kisi ko khayaal hi nahi hai. Mujh par bhi thoda taras khaao aur mujhe bhi pyaar karo." Maine ye kaha to maa ne meri taraf dekha. Baaki chaaro bhi maa se alag ho kar mujhe dekhne lagi. Chaaro ke hotho par sharmili muskaan thi. Jabke maa ne meri taraf dekhte huye kaha.
"Chinta mat kar beta. Tujhe to itna zyada pyaar milne wala hai ki tu us pyaar ko samhaal hi nahi payega balke usme doob hi jayega." Maa ne muskurate huye ye kaha to main ekdam se chup rah gaya. Jabki maa ki us baat se kusum aur rachna to bas muskuraayi hi magar priya pooja zoro se khilkhila kar hasne lagi. Fir jaise un dono ko kisi baat ka khayaal aaya to dono ekdam se chup ho gayi aur sharma ke apna apna chehra jhuka liya.
Uske baad maa ne chaaro ko ek baar fir se unke mathe par choom kar pyaar diya aur fir kamre se ye kah kar baahar nikal gayi ki chalo ab sab apna apna kaam karo. Maa ke aisa kahne par priya pooja to maa ke sath hi chali gayi. Rachna bhi jab jane lagi to kusum didi ne use rok liya aur usse muskurate huye kaha ki wo inke yaani ki mere paas hi rahe. Kusum didi ki is baat se rachna hairaan bhi huyi aur sharma bhi gayi. Magar kusum didi use mere paas hi rahne ka bol kar baahar chali gayi.
Kusum didi ke jane ke baad rachna mere kamre me akeli rah gayi. Main samajh gaya ki didi rachna ko mere kamre me kyo rahne ka bol kar chali gayi thi. Shayad wo chaahti thi ki main aur rachna aapas me kuch baat kare. Itna to wo bhi jaanti thi ki mere aur rachna ke beech abhi tak koi baat nahi huyi hai. Is liye ab jab sab sahi ho gaya to unhe laga ki mujhe aur rachna ko aapas me baate karna chahiye.
Main apni jaan aur apni rooh ko paa kar bahut khush tha. Ab agar koi mujhse meri jaan bhi maag leta to main khushi khushi de deta. Kher meri jaan yaani ki Kusum to kamre se chali gayi thi magar rachna ko kamre me hi chhod gayi thi. Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main rachna se kya aur kaise baate shuru karu aur shayad yahi haal rachna ka bhi tha. Magar hame ek dusre se kuch to kahna hi tha aur main ye bhi samajhta tha ki pahal mujhe hi karni padegi.
"Tumhe agar sahaj na lag raha ho to kamre ka darwaza band kar do. Waise mujhe nahi lagta ki hamari baate sunne ke liye ya fir hame dekhne ke liye yaha koi aayega." Maine darwaze ki taraf dekhne ke baad rachna se ye kaha to rachna ne sir utha kar ek baar meri taraf dekha. Uske baad wo apni jagah se hili aur ja kar kamre ke darwaze ko aahista se band kar diya.
Main usi ko dekh raha tha. Mere dil ki dhadkane fir se badh chuki thi. Tabhi rachna palti aur mere bed ke paas thoda kareeb aa kar chup chaap khadi ho gayi. Uska sir fir se jhuk gaya tha. Apne dono hatho ko aapas me uljhaye wo chup chaap khadi thi. Jaise man me uth rahe jazbaato ko samhaalne ki koshish kar rahi ho.
"Yu door mat khadi raho rachna balke mere paas bed me aa kar baith jaao. Uske baad hi ham koi baat karte hain." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne sir utha kar meri taraf dekha aur fir chup chaap aa kar bed ke kinare par haule se baith gayi.
"Tumhe yaad ham paanch saal pahle ek dusre ke bahut achhe dost hua karte the. Hamare beech kitna hasi mazaak aur masti chalti rahti thi. Magar sawaal ye hai ki kya aaj hamare beech waisa kuch hai.? Agar nahi hai to kyo.? Jabke aisa hona to nahi chahiye. Main to aisa tha ki apni baat sahi dhang se tumse kahne me bhi jhijhakta tha aur tum aisi thi jise koi bhi baat karne me jhijhak nahi hoti thi. Kher agar main tumse ye kahu ki mujhe wahi rachna achhi lagti hai jo phool si nazuk thi....jiski hasi me khanak thi...aur jiski khubsurti me main kho jata tha to kya tum waisi banogi.? Aisa nahi hai ki aaj agar tum aisi ho to mujhe tum achhi nahi lagti ya tum me aaj koi kami ho gayi hai balke koi kami nahi hai. Magar main chaahta hu ki tum pahle jaisi khilkhilati huyi ban jaao. Yu har wakt sanjeeda rahna tumhe shobha nahi deta." Maine ye sab kaha to rachna kuch na boli. Main uske jhuke huye chehre ki taraf kuch der tak dekhta raha uske baad bola.
"Tumne hamare liye jo kuch bhi kiya wo tumhare alawa koi nahi kar sakta tha aur sach kahu to main tumhari is khubi se bahut zyada impressed hua hu. Main samajh sakta hu ki pyaar ka jazba kisi bhi insaan se kuch bhi karwa sakta hai. Ya ye kahu ki wo pyaar ke liye kisi bhi had tak ja sakta hai. Kher main tumse sache dil se kahna chaahta hu ki mere dil me tumhari jagah bahut khaas hai rachna. Main bhagwan ka shukriya ada karta hu ki usne meri kismat me tumhe likha. Tum apne aapko kabhi bhi Kusum didi se kam mat samajhna. Tum chaaro ka mujh par utna hi hak hai jitna ki waastav me hona chahiye. Agar tumhare man me koi baat ho to tum mujhse bejhijhak kah sakti ho." Maine ye sab kaha to rachna ne sir utha kar meri taraf dekha. Uski aankho me aanshu tair rahe the.
"Aapne ye kah diya yahi mere liye bahut badi baat hai. Main is baat ke liye to bahut khush thi ki mujhe aap se pyaar hua magar is baat se dukhi bhi thi ki bhagwan ne meri kismat me aapko nahi likha. Magar maine thaan liya tha ki main aapko apni kismat bana kar hi rahugi. Bhale hi uske liye mujhe apne pita ya apne pariwaar se baghawat karna pade. Magar jab aap gaav se chale gaye aur fir laut kar nahi aaye to main bahut royi. Bhagwan se bahut zyada shikayat ho gayi thi mujhe. Dhire dhire main is baat ko achhe se samajh gayi ki jinhe hame haasil nahi hona hota wo kisi bhi haal me haasil nahi ho sakte. Ham sari duniya se lad sakte hain magar apne bhagwan aur apne naseeb se nahi lad sakte. Bas....is baat ko samajhne ke baad is baat ki aas hi toot gayi ki aap mujhe kabhi milege bhi. Magar maine to khud ko aapko hi saump diya tha. Maine khud ko aapki amanat bana liya tha. Aap mujhe mile ya na mile magar mere tan man par aapke siva kisi dusre ka hak hargiz nahi ho sakta tha." Rachna saans lene ke liye ruki uske baad usne fir kaha.
"Aapke Jane ke baad laga tha ki mere paas jeene ka koi maksad hi nahi raha magar uske baad bhi maine zinda rahne ka maksad talash kiya aur fir jo maksad mila usne mujhe itna sukoon diya ki main ye soch kar khush ho gayi ki apne pyaar ke liye khud ko kurbaan karne ka kitna achha mauka mil gaya hai. Bas uske baad maine wahi kiya jo shirf aur shirf mera dil chaahta tha. Mujhe ghar me apne maa baap bhai bhaujaayi kisi se koi matlab nahi rah gaya tha aur na hi kisi baat ka dar rah gaya tha. Kher wakt guzra aur fir meri tooti huyi aas ko jodne ke liye aap waapas laut aaye. Us din apne ghar me aapko dekh kar khush to bahut huyi aur dil ne bhi bahut chaha ki aap se lipat kar jee bhar ke ro lu magar baad me ye soch kar akele me khoob royi bhi ki aapke aa jane se bhi kya hoga.? Balke hoga ye ki jab bhi aapko dekhugi tabhi ek dard meri jaan lene par amada ho jayega. Magar nahi....bhagwan ko shayad mujh par taras aa gaya tha aur usne aapko meri kismat me likh diya. Main itni khush huyi ki jee chaah raha tha ki sari duniya ke saamne cheekh cheekh kar kahu ki mujhe mera pyaar mil gaya aur ab mujhe kisi se kuch bhi nahi chahiye." Rachna ye sab batate huye emotional ho gayi. Uski aankho me jo aanshu tair rahe the wo chhalak kar uske gore gore rukhsaaro ko bhigote chale gaye.
Uski ye saari baate sun kar mere dil me uske liye bepanaah pyaar umad pada aur maine apna ek hath aage badha kar uske ek hath ko pakad kar apni taraf zor diya to rachna ne meri taraf dekha. Uski bheegi huyi aankho me dekhte huye maine apni palko ke ishare se hi use kaha ki aa jaao aur mere seene se lag jaao. Rachna ko jaise hi mera ye ishara samajh aaya wo ekdam se mere se aa lagi aur bilakh bilakh kar rone lagi. Maine use kuch der rone diya aur fir uske sir par hath ferte huye bola.
"Main bahut naseeb wala hu rachna ki bhagwan ne mujhe tum jaise chaar chaar anmol tohfe diye. Sach kahu to ab apne us bhagwan se mujhe bhi koi gila nahi hai. Tum chaaro meri jaan ho rachna aur ab main tum chaaro ke bina ek pal bhi jine ka nahi soch sakta." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne subakte huye kaha.
"Ham bhi aapke bina nahi Ji payege. Aap hamari zindagi hain. Aapse hi hamari har khushi hai. Main bahut khush hu ki aapne mujhe apne dil me jagah di aur is baat se bhi bahut khush hu ki kusum didi ne mujhe pyaar se gale lagaya. Main aapse bas itna hi chaahti hu ki didi ko kabhi udaas aur dukhi nahi hone dena. Unhe bahut pyaar karna. Unhone zindagi me shirf aapko hi jana hai aur aapke liye hi zinda hain." Rachna ne ye sab kaha to mujhe us par sach me bahut zyada pyaar aaya. Wo is wakt bhi kusum didi ke liye hi mujhse ye sab kah rahi thi aur apne liye kuch nahi. Ye saabit karta tha ki uska dil aur uska nature bahut achha hai.
"Tum bhale hi apni didi ki pairvi karo dear magar mere liye to tum chaaro barabar ho. Main tum chaaro se hi barabar pyaar karuga. Ho sakta hai ki mere liye ye hisaab rakhna thoda mushkil rahe is liye main chaahta hu ki agar kabhi aisa ho jaye ki tum me se kisi ke sath barabar nyaay na ho paye to tum me se koi bhi uske liye kuch galat mat sochna. Hamesha yahi yaad rakhna ki mere dil me kisi ke liye bhi kam pyaar nahi hai." Maine ye sab kaha to rachna ne mere seene se apna chehra utha kar meri taraf dekha.
Jaisa ki maine bataya tha ki wo pahle se moti ho gayi thi magar uske baad bhi wo khubsurat thi. Change ye tha ki moti ho Jane ki vajah se uska chehra cute dikhne laga tha. Bhara bhara chehra tha. Fule fule gaal aur laal surkh honth. Wo mere chehre ke paas hi thi aur is wakt uska chehra uske aanshuo se thoda bhiga hua tha. Mera dil chaaha ki main uske thartharate huye laal surkh hotho ko muh me bhar kar chusna shuru kar du magar maine khud ko shaant kiya aur bas uski khubsurti ko dekhta raha. Mere ektak dekhne se uske chehre par sharm ki laali chhane lagi aur usne sharma kar apna chehra jhuka liya. Uske hoth aur bhi zyada kaampne lage.
"Waise kya khayaal hai agar khushi ke is mauke par muh mitha kiya jaye.?" Maine muskurate huye ye kaha to rachna ne meri taraf dekha aur dhire se kaha.
"Fir to ham chaaro ke sath aapko muh meetha karna padega." Rachna ne halki muskaan aur halki sharm ke sath ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Ab tum bhi mujhe 'Aap' kahne lagi. Ye tum chaaro ko achanak kya ho gaya hai.?" Maine ye kaha to rachna ne dheere se hi kaha.
"Wo is liye ki biwiya apne pati ko ijjat se aap hi kahti hain aur unka naam nahi leti." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Ye kaha likha hai.? Aaj kal biwiya apne pati se hi khud ko aap kahalwati hain. Tum log kaisi biwiya ho yaar.?" Maine muskurate huye ye kaha to rachna ne kaha.
"Ham aisi hi hain. Hame baaki aurto se kya matlab.? Hame to apne se matlab hai aur apne shishtachaar se." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Khair chhodo ye sab. Ham muh meetha karne ki baat kar rahe the na.?" Maine ye kaha to rachna ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Haan to muh meetha kijiye na magar meri khwahish ye hai ki muh meetha karne ki shuruaat aap kusum didi se kare. Aakhir aap par sabse pahla hak unka hi to hai aur khabardaar jo aapne meri didi ke sath na-insaafi ki to." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine hairaani se uski taraf dekhte huye kaha.
"Waah kya baat hai. Abhi to shishtachaar ki baate kar rahi thi aur ab apne hone wale pati ko khule aam dhamki de rahi ho." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne jaldi se mere seene me apna chehra chhupa liya aur fir boli.
"Ye dhamki nahi hai pati dev balki meri aapse vinti hai ki sabse pahle aap didi se hi muh meetha kare. Ham teeno to aisa kar chuke hain magar didi to aaj bhi is ehsaas se mahroom hain." Rachna ne ye kaha to main bhi sochne laga ki baat to sahi kah rahi hai rachna. Magar maine kabhi bhi didi ke bare me aisa nahi socha aur na hi unse is bare me kuch kahne ki mujh me himmat thi.
"To bulaau didi ko.?" Rachna ne sir utha kar meri taraf dekhte huye ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Tumhe kya lagta hai unke sath aisa karna mere liye itna asaan hai.? Main unse is bare me kuch bhi nahi kah paauga aur mujhe pata hai didi bhi mujhse is bare me kuch kah nahi payengi." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne kaha.
"Aisa is liye kyo ki abhi bhi aap dono yahi soch rahe hain ki aap dono aapas me bhai bahan hain. Jabki aap dono ko ab ye baat bhula deni chahiye ki aap bhai bahan hain." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Main to khud ko ye baat samjha luga aur pahal karne ke liye bhi khud ko taiyaar kar luga magar kya didi ke liye ye sab asaan hoga.?" Maine ye kaha to rachna ne kaha.
"Ladki kabhi sabse pahle kisi baat ki pahal nahi karti aur ye baat aap bhi jante hain. Is liye jab aap kisi baat ki pahal karenge to mujhe yakeen hai ki wo aapko ab rokengi nahi balke us pahal me aapka sath dene ki koshish hi karengi." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Fir bhi yaar is wakt achanak se ye sab karne ki himmat mujh me nahi hai. Maine aaj tak kabhi bhi kisi cheez ke liye unhe hukum nahi diya aur na hi aisa socha hai. Wo hamse badi thi is liye hamne hamesha unke hi hukum ko mana hai." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Haan main janti hu...khair isme main aapki madad karugi. Didi se ja kar kah deti hu ki aap muh meetha karna chaahte hain." Rachna ne muskurate huye ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Aree nahi yaar....main unke sath abhi aisa nahi kar sakta. Mujhe iske liye abhi thoda time lagega. Tab tak meri baaki biwiya hain na muh meetha karne ke liye." Maine muskurate huye ye kaha to rachna ne kaha.
"Haan hain to magar unme se koi bhi tab tak muh meetha nahi karengi jab tak kusum didi muh meetha nahi karengi." Rachna ne muskurate huye ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Aree ye kya baat huyi yaar.? Ye to cheating hai." Maine hairaani se uski taraf dekhte huye ye kaha to rachna ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Ye koi cheating weating nahi hai janaab. Balki ye aapki pyari pyari aur masoom si biwiyo ki ichha aur sammaan ki baat hai." Rachna ne ye kaha to main dekhta rah gaya use. Mujhe is tarah hairaan pareshaan hote dekh rachna khilkhila kar hasne lagi.
Aaj bahut saalo baad maine uski ye hasi dekhi thi. Aise hi shararat se hasti thi wo aur main uski is hasi me kho sa jata tha. Rachna ne jab mujhe apni taraf ektak dekhte huye dekha to uski hasi ruk gayi aur wo ekdam se sharmane lagi. Mera dil chaha ki use kheech kar uske laal surkh hontho ko choom lu magar main khud kuch kar pane ki haalat me nahi tha.
"To kya sach me muh meetha nahi hoga.?" Maine udaas lahje me ye kaha to rachna ne kaha.
"Maaf kar dijiye pati dev magar ye ham teeno bahno ki ichha hai ki ab se aap jo bhi karenge uski shuruaat aapko sabse pahle hamari didi se hi karna padega. Is baat ko aap hamari dhrasthta nahi balki didi ke liye hamara pyaar aur sammaan samajhiye." Rachna ne is baar gambheer ho ke ye kaha to uski baat ekdam se mere dil ko chhu gayi. Main sochne laga ki kusum didi ke liye in teeno ke dilo me kitna maan sammaan hai. Sach kahu to ye bahut badi baat thi aur mujhe in teeno ki is feelings ki kadar karni chahiye thi.
"Achhi baat hai dear. Main wahi karuga jaisa tum teeno chaahti ho." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne bhaari lahje me kaha.
"Aapko bura to nahi laga na.? Dekhiye agar bura laga ho to hame iske liye maaf kar dijiye." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine muskurate huye kaha.
"Nahi dear mujhe bilkul bhi bura nahi laga balke ye jaan kar bahut achha hi laga ki tum log apni didi ke liye itna kuch soch rahi ho." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne fir se mere seene me apna sir rakh diya aur fir dheere se boli.
"Thank you so much hamari feelings ko samajhne ke liye." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
"You most welcome my dear." Maine muskura kar ye kaha aur uske sir par halke halke hath ferta raha.
Kuch der baad kamre ke baahar se maa ki awaaz aayi to rachna jaldi se mere seene se apna sir utha kar bed se neeche utar gayi. Uske baad wo apne huliye ko sahi karte huye kamre ka darwaza khol kar baahar nikal gayi. Uske Jane ke baad main usi ki baato ke bare me sochta hua pada raha. Main andar se bahut hi zyada khushi mahsoos kar raha tha. Yaha ke halaat to behtar ho chuke the magar abhi un halaato ko behtar karna baaki tha jo dakshina aur uski beti se jude huye the.
(Bhai log ab se main kusum didi ko 'Didi' nahi kahuga balke shirf kusum hi kahuga.)
Kusum ko to mere aur dakshina ke bare me pata chal chuka tha. Haan ye zarur tha ki abhi unhe ye nahi pata tha ki hamare beech ye kissa kaise shuru hua tha aur kaha tak pahucha tha. Kusum dakshina se sab kuch jaanna chahti thi. Kher aane wale wakt me dakshina se use sab pata chal hi jayega magar sochne wali baat ye thi ki maa ko jab ye sab pata chalega to kya hoga. Kya wo apne bachcho ke is rishte ki tarah dakshina ko bhi accept karengi.? Ya kuch aisa ho jayega jiski main is wakt kalpana bhi nahi kar sakta hu.
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Greattt bro. Such a mind blowing update & your writing skills.SAB KUCH JAYAZ HAI...."Chup ho jaao vicky. Bhagwan ke liye is bare me ab kuch mat bolo warna main yaha se chali jaaugi. Tum shayad soch bhi nahi sakte ki mujhe is baat se kitni sharam aa rahi hai." Kusum didi ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
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"Hahahaha achha ji...aur kya mujhe sharam nahi aa rahi hogi.?" Maine haste huye ye kaha to didi ne mujhe dheere se mukka maarte huye kaha.
"Haan nahi aa rahi. Agar aa rahi hoti to ye baat na khud kahte aur na hi mujhse kahne ko kahte." Didi ne ye kaha to maine muskurate huye kaha.
"Ohh to iska matlab mujhe in sab baato se maza aa raha hai. Yahi kahna chaahti hain na aap.?" Maine ye kaha to didi ne kaha.
"Haan aur nahi to kya." Kusum didi ne ye kaha aur sath hi mujhe mahsoos hua ki unhe hasi bhi aayi thi magar hasi ki awaaz ko unhone daba liya tha. Bas unka jisam hi hil kar rah gaya tha.
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Ab aage padhiye....Main aur kusum didi ekdam se khamosh ho gaye the. Wo abhi bhi mere seene se chhupki huyi thi. Unke jisam ka bhaar ek taraf se mere ek hath par tha. Mera wo hath ekdam se sunn sa pad gaya tha. Aisa lag raha tha jaise meri body me ek taraf hath hai hi nahi. Dard aur taklif ko main sah chuka tha aur ab mujhe dard nahi ho raha tha. Bas aisa lag raha tha jaise hath hai hi nahi. Kusum didi ko is baat ka pata hi nahi tha. Main janta tha ki agar unhe abhi pata chal jaye to wo tadap kar rah jayengi.
"Ek baat kahu didi.?" Maine khamoshi ko cheerte huye dheeme swar me ye kaha to didi ne halke se hmmm ki awaaz ki. Unki is awaaz ko sun kar maine kaha.
"Main chaahta hu ki ye waqt bas yahi par ruk jaye aur aap isi tarah mujhse chhupki rahe. Kya aap bhi aisa hi chaahti hain.?" Maine apne dil ka haal kahte huye unse ye puchha to didi ne kaha.
"Main to bas wahi chaahti hu vicky jo tum chaahte ho. Tumhari chaahat se meri chaahat juda kaise ho jayegi bhala.?" Kusum didi ne ye kaha to mere jism me khushi ki ek anand daayak lahar daudti chali gayi. Maine muskurate huye kaha.
"Aur..???" Maine ye kaha to didi kuch pal jane kya sochti rahi fir dhire se boli.
"Main chaahti hu ki tum mujhe mere naam se bulaao. Tumne hamesha mujhe didi hi kaha hai. Magar ab main chaahti hu ki tum mujhe mere naam se pukaaro. Main tumhare mukh se apna naam sunna chaahti hu aur ye bhi ki tum mujhe 'Aap' nahi 'Tum' kaho. Is 'Tum' me zyada apnapan jhalakta hai." Kusum didi ne ye kaha to main pahle to hairaan hua fir ekdam se mere hotho par muskaan fail gayi aur maine kaha.
"Magar main aapka naam kaise le sakta hu aur aapko 'Tum' bhi kaise kah sakta hu.? Aap mujhse badi hain is liye main ye kaise kar sakuga.?" Maine ye kaha to didi ne mere seene se apna chehra utha kar meri taraf dekhte huye kaha.
"Ab hamare beech chhota bada ka sawaal kaha rah gaya vicky.? Jab chhota bada ka sawaal tha tab hamara rishta bhi alag tha magar ab hamara rishta har rishte se alag aur khaas ban gaya hai. Is liye ab ye mat socho ki main tumhari didi hu aur tumse badi hu balke ye socho ki ab main tumhari daasi hu....tumhare prem ki daasi." Ye sab kahte kahte kusum didi ke chehre par sharm ki laali fail gayi. Magar is baar unhone apni nazre nahi jhukaayi. Unki is baat ko sun kar maine kaha.
"Aisa aap samajhti hain jabke main to hamesha se hi aapka daas tha aur main chaahta tha ki aap mere liye sabse upar rahe. Jiski main pooja karu aur jiske liye main khud ko kurbaan kar du." Maine ye kaha to didi mujhe bas dekhti rahi. Unki samundar se bhi gahri aankho me neer ubharte nazar aaye. Maine mahsoos kiya ki unhone khud ke jazbaato ko samhaalne ke liye zor lagaya tha. Fir boli.
"Main kuch nahi janti vicky. Main to bas ye chaahti hu ki tum mujhe mere naam se pukaro aur mujhe 'Tum' kaho. Kya meri ye chaahat bhi nahi puri karoge.?" Didi ki awaaz ekdam se bhaari ho gayi to maine ekdam se kaha.
"K..kusum....meri jaan...meri rooh ka sukoon. Main tumhari aankho me aanshu nahi dekh sakta. Maine jab se hosh samhala hai tab se tumhe shirf udaas aur gambheer hi dekha hai. Is liye meri bhi ye khwaahish puri karo ki ab se tum hamesha hasti muskuraati rahogi." Maine bhaari awaaz me ye kaha to didi ke chehre par chamak aa gayi. Aisa laga jaise unka chehra ekdam se khil utha ho. Wo ekdam se mujhse lipat gayi aur sath hi boli.
"Bas ab se hamesha hasti muskuraati rahugi. Aap nahi jante ki aapke aisa kahne se main kitna khush ho gayi hu." Kusum didi ne ye sab kaha to main khush to hua magar unke mukh se apne liye 'Aap' sun kar chaunk bhi gaya.
"Ab ye kya hai..? Tum mujhe 'Aap' kyo kahne lagi kusum.? Iske bare me to koi karaar nahi hua tha na hamara.?" Maine hairaani se ye kaha to didi ne mere seene se chhupke huye hi kaha.
"Is bare me kisi karaar ki zarurat bhi nahi hai. Ab se main aapko aap hi kahugi aur is bare me aap mujhe bilkul bhi mana nahi karege." Didi ne ye kaha to mujhe yaad aaya ki priya pooja bhi mujhe aap hi kah rahi thi aaj aur jab maine unse iski vajah puchhi to unhone bataya ki wo aisa is liye kah rahi hain kyo ki ab main un dono ka pati banne wala hu aur biwiya apne pati ka na to naam leti hain aur na hi unhe tu ya tum kahti hain. Main is wakt yahi yaad karke muskura utha tha. Iska matlab kusum didi bhi isi vajah se ab mujhe aap kahne lagi thi. Sach kahu to is wakt main apne andar bahut hi zyada khushi mahsoos kar raha tha.
Abhi main ye sab soch hi raha tha ki tabhi mere kaano me taali bajne ki awaaz sunaayi di aur shayad kusum didi ko bhi. Tabhi to wo ekdam se mere seene se uth kar door khadi ho gayi thi. Unke door hote hi meri nazar darwaze par khadi priya pooja par padi. Wo dono taaliya baja rahi thi aur dono ke hotho par jaandaar muskaan thi.
Un dono ko dekh kar main to bas muskura kar hi rah gaya magar kusum didi ka sharm se bura haal ho gaya. Unka chehra sharm se laal pad gaya aur nazre neeche jhuk gayi thi. Tabhi wo kamre se baahar jane ke liye tezi se badhi hi thi ki meri dono natkhat bahno ne raasta block kar diya. Fir pooja ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Kaha bhaag rahi hain didi.? Ab hamse kya sharmana.? Ab ham me aur aap me koi antar to raha nahi. Ham dono bhi to aap hi ki tarah inki biwiya banne wali hain." Pooja ne ek hi saans me ye sab kaha to kusum didi ka aur bhi sharm se bura haal ho gaya. Unse kuch bolte na bana. Jabki pooja ki is baat ke baad priya ne bhi muskurate huye kaha.
"Didi to aap shuru se hi hain hamari aur ab bataiye ki aapko ab ham didi hi kahe ya sautan.?" Priya ne ye kaha to is baar didi ne nazar utha kar dono ki taraf dekha. Shayad ab tak unhone khud ko samhaal liya tha.
"Is sab ke baad bhi tum dono nahi sudhri. Kuch to sharam karne lago ab." Didi ne muskurate huye ye kaha to priya pooja ne ek dusre ki taraf dekha aur fir dono tezi se aage badhi aur didi se lipat gayi. Kusum didi ne bhi un dono ko zor se apne se chhupka liya. Unki aankho me khushi ke aanshu bhar aaye the. Kuch der baad jab didi ne dono ko khud se alag kiya to priya ne kaha.
"Rachna didi bhi hamare sath hi upar se neeche yaha aayi thi magar wo kamre ke andar nahi aayi. Agar aap kahe to unhe andar bula lu.?" Priya ne ye kaha to kusum didi ne kaha.
"Nahi priya...use main khud bulaaugi. Main uski bhi gunahgaar hu. Maine hamesha uske bare me galat socha aur uske liye apne man me bair rakha. Jabke uska dil to sabse zyada saaf aur pavitra tha. Uska isthaan ham sabse upar hai." Kusum didi ne ye kaha aur aankho me aanshu liye wo kamre se baahar nikal gayi.
Idhar bed par leta main un teeno ko hi dekh raha tha aur soch raha tha ki ab shayad sab kuch thik ho gaya hai. Meri hone wali chaaro biwiyo ke beech ab prem ho gaya hai. Abhi main ye soch hi raha tha ki tabhi kusum didi rachna ko le kar waapas kamre me aayi.
"Is duniya me sabse zyada main inse(vicky) pyaar karti hu. Is liye inki hi kasam kha kar kahti hu ki mere man me tumhare liye ab koi galat bhaavna nahi hai. Mujhe is baat ka bahut afsos aur dukh hai ki maine tumhe hamesha galat samjha jabke tum kabhi galat thi hi nahi. Prem to maine bhi inse kiya magar mere us prem me swarth tha. Main chaahti thi ki ye shirf mere hi rahe magar tumhara prem to sabse anmol tha meri bahan. Nihswarth tha...aur us prem ke liye tumne kitna kuch tyaag bhi kiya. Sach kahu to tumse mahaan ham me se koi bhi nahi hai. Apni is bahan ko maaf kar de rachna." Kusum didi ne rote huye ye kaha to rachna rote huye kusum didi se lipat gayi aur boli.
"Nahi didi...aap mujhse kisi baat ke liye maafi mat maagiye. Maine kabhi aapke bare me ye nahi socha ki aapne kisi ke sath galat kiya hai. Main to is baat se hi aaj bahut khush ho gayi hu ki jis devi ki ye pooja karte hain usne mujhe apne seene se laga liya hai. Main bas ye chaahti hu ki apni is chhoti bahan ko bhi priya pooja ki tarah apna sneh aur pyaar dena." Rachna ne ye sab kaha to kusum didi ne use aur bhi zoro se khud se chhupka liya. Kuch der baad use khud se alag kiya aur fir rachna ke mathe par choomte huye kaha.
"Tum bhi inki tarah mahaanta ki murat ho rachna. Sach kahu to main ab bahut khush hu. Ham chaaro hamesha sath rahege aur ek dusre ka khayaal rakhenge." Kusum didi ne ye kaha to rachna ke chehre par khushi ki chamak ubhar aayi. Priya pooja aur rachna teeno hi kusum didi se lipat gayi.
Main un chaaro ko hi dekh raha tha. Kitni khush dikhaayi dene lagi thi wo chaaro aur unhe khush dekh kar main bhi bahut khush ho raha tha. Tabhi meri nazar darwaze ke paas khadi maa par padi. Wo darwaze ke us paar side se khadi thi. Wo chhup ke kamre me maujood chaaro ki baate sun rahi thi. Tabhi wo aad se hat kar darwaze ke beecho beech aayi to maine dekha unki aankho me aanshu the. Jinhe unhone apne saari ke aanchal se ponchha aur fir kamre ke andar aa gayi.
Unke andar aate hi kusum didi ki nazar un par padi to unhone un teeno ko khud se alag kiya. Teeno ne bhi maa ko dekha. Chaaro ke chehre par surkhi chha gayi thi. Maa un chaaro ko kuch pal dekhti rahi uske baad unhone apne dono hath faila diye. Unke faile huye hath dekh kar wo chaaro tezi se aage badhi aur maa se lipat gayi. Maa ne baari baari se un chaaro ke sir par chuma.
"Mera to kisi ko khayaal hi nahi hai. Mujh par bhi thoda taras khaao aur mujhe bhi pyaar karo." Maine ye kaha to maa ne meri taraf dekha. Baaki chaaro bhi maa se alag ho kar mujhe dekhne lagi. Chaaro ke hotho par sharmili muskaan thi. Jabke maa ne meri taraf dekhte huye kaha.
"Chinta mat kar beta. Tujhe to itna zyada pyaar milne wala hai ki tu us pyaar ko samhaal hi nahi payega balke usme doob hi jayega." Maa ne muskurate huye ye kaha to main ekdam se chup rah gaya. Jabki maa ki us baat se kusum aur rachna to bas muskuraayi hi magar priya pooja zoro se khilkhila kar hasne lagi. Fir jaise un dono ko kisi baat ka khayaal aaya to dono ekdam se chup ho gayi aur sharma ke apna apna chehra jhuka liya.
Uske baad maa ne chaaro ko ek baar fir se unke mathe par choom kar pyaar diya aur fir kamre se ye kah kar baahar nikal gayi ki chalo ab sab apna apna kaam karo. Maa ke aisa kahne par priya pooja to maa ke sath hi chali gayi. Rachna bhi jab jane lagi to kusum didi ne use rok liya aur usse muskurate huye kaha ki wo inke yaani ki mere paas hi rahe. Kusum didi ki is baat se rachna hairaan bhi huyi aur sharma bhi gayi. Magar kusum didi use mere paas hi rahne ka bol kar baahar chali gayi.
Kusum didi ke jane ke baad rachna mere kamre me akeli rah gayi. Main samajh gaya ki didi rachna ko mere kamre me kyo rahne ka bol kar chali gayi thi. Shayad wo chaahti thi ki main aur rachna aapas me kuch baat kare. Itna to wo bhi jaanti thi ki mere aur rachna ke beech abhi tak koi baat nahi huyi hai. Is liye ab jab sab sahi ho gaya to unhe laga ki mujhe aur rachna ko aapas me baate karna chahiye.
Main apni jaan aur apni rooh ko paa kar bahut khush tha. Ab agar koi mujhse meri jaan bhi maag leta to main khushi khushi de deta. Kher meri jaan yaani ki Kusum to kamre se chali gayi thi magar rachna ko kamre me hi chhod gayi thi. Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main rachna se kya aur kaise baate shuru karu aur shayad yahi haal rachna ka bhi tha. Magar hame ek dusre se kuch to kahna hi tha aur main ye bhi samajhta tha ki pahal mujhe hi karni padegi.
"Tumhe agar sahaj na lag raha ho to kamre ka darwaza band kar do. Waise mujhe nahi lagta ki hamari baate sunne ke liye ya fir hame dekhne ke liye yaha koi aayega." Maine darwaze ki taraf dekhne ke baad rachna se ye kaha to rachna ne sir utha kar ek baar meri taraf dekha. Uske baad wo apni jagah se hili aur ja kar kamre ke darwaze ko aahista se band kar diya.
Main usi ko dekh raha tha. Mere dil ki dhadkane fir se badh chuki thi. Tabhi rachna palti aur mere bed ke paas thoda kareeb aa kar chup chaap khadi ho gayi. Uska sir fir se jhuk gaya tha. Apne dono hatho ko aapas me uljhaye wo chup chaap khadi thi. Jaise man me uth rahe jazbaato ko samhaalne ki koshish kar rahi ho.
"Yu door mat khadi raho rachna balke mere paas bed me aa kar baith jaao. Uske baad hi ham koi baat karte hain." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne sir utha kar meri taraf dekha aur fir chup chaap aa kar bed ke kinare par haule se baith gayi.
"Tumhe yaad ham paanch saal pahle ek dusre ke bahut achhe dost hua karte the. Hamare beech kitna hasi mazaak aur masti chalti rahti thi. Magar sawaal ye hai ki kya aaj hamare beech waisa kuch hai.? Agar nahi hai to kyo.? Jabke aisa hona to nahi chahiye. Main to aisa tha ki apni baat sahi dhang se tumse kahne me bhi jhijhakta tha aur tum aisi thi jise koi bhi baat karne me jhijhak nahi hoti thi. Kher agar main tumse ye kahu ki mujhe wahi rachna achhi lagti hai jo phool si nazuk thi....jiski hasi me khanak thi...aur jiski khubsurti me main kho jata tha to kya tum waisi banogi.? Aisa nahi hai ki aaj agar tum aisi ho to mujhe tum achhi nahi lagti ya tum me aaj koi kami ho gayi hai balke koi kami nahi hai. Magar main chaahta hu ki tum pahle jaisi khilkhilati huyi ban jaao. Yu har wakt sanjeeda rahna tumhe shobha nahi deta." Maine ye sab kaha to rachna kuch na boli. Main uske jhuke huye chehre ki taraf kuch der tak dekhta raha uske baad bola.
"Tumne hamare liye jo kuch bhi kiya wo tumhare alawa koi nahi kar sakta tha aur sach kahu to main tumhari is khubi se bahut zyada impressed hua hu. Main samajh sakta hu ki pyaar ka jazba kisi bhi insaan se kuch bhi karwa sakta hai. Ya ye kahu ki wo pyaar ke liye kisi bhi had tak ja sakta hai. Kher main tumse sache dil se kahna chaahta hu ki mere dil me tumhari jagah bahut khaas hai rachna. Main bhagwan ka shukriya ada karta hu ki usne meri kismat me tumhe likha. Tum apne aapko kabhi bhi Kusum didi se kam mat samajhna. Tum chaaro ka mujh par utna hi hak hai jitna ki waastav me hona chahiye. Agar tumhare man me koi baat ho to tum mujhse bejhijhak kah sakti ho." Maine ye sab kaha to rachna ne sir utha kar meri taraf dekha. Uski aankho me aanshu tair rahe the.
"Aapne ye kah diya yahi mere liye bahut badi baat hai. Main is baat ke liye to bahut khush thi ki mujhe aap se pyaar hua magar is baat se dukhi bhi thi ki bhagwan ne meri kismat me aapko nahi likha. Magar maine thaan liya tha ki main aapko apni kismat bana kar hi rahugi. Bhale hi uske liye mujhe apne pita ya apne pariwaar se baghawat karna pade. Magar jab aap gaav se chale gaye aur fir laut kar nahi aaye to main bahut royi. Bhagwan se bahut zyada shikayat ho gayi thi mujhe. Dhire dhire main is baat ko achhe se samajh gayi ki jinhe hame haasil nahi hona hota wo kisi bhi haal me haasil nahi ho sakte. Ham sari duniya se lad sakte hain magar apne bhagwan aur apne naseeb se nahi lad sakte. Bas....is baat ko samajhne ke baad is baat ki aas hi toot gayi ki aap mujhe kabhi milege bhi. Magar maine to khud ko aapko hi saump diya tha. Maine khud ko aapki amanat bana liya tha. Aap mujhe mile ya na mile magar mere tan man par aapke siva kisi dusre ka hak hargiz nahi ho sakta tha." Rachna saans lene ke liye ruki uske baad usne fir kaha.
"Aapke Jane ke baad laga tha ki mere paas jeene ka koi maksad hi nahi raha magar uske baad bhi maine zinda rahne ka maksad talash kiya aur fir jo maksad mila usne mujhe itna sukoon diya ki main ye soch kar khush ho gayi ki apne pyaar ke liye khud ko kurbaan karne ka kitna achha mauka mil gaya hai. Bas uske baad maine wahi kiya jo shirf aur shirf mera dil chaahta tha. Mujhe ghar me apne maa baap bhai bhaujaayi kisi se koi matlab nahi rah gaya tha aur na hi kisi baat ka dar rah gaya tha. Kher wakt guzra aur fir meri tooti huyi aas ko jodne ke liye aap waapas laut aaye. Us din apne ghar me aapko dekh kar khush to bahut huyi aur dil ne bhi bahut chaha ki aap se lipat kar jee bhar ke ro lu magar baad me ye soch kar akele me khoob royi bhi ki aapke aa jane se bhi kya hoga.? Balke hoga ye ki jab bhi aapko dekhugi tabhi ek dard meri jaan lene par amada ho jayega. Magar nahi....bhagwan ko shayad mujh par taras aa gaya tha aur usne aapko meri kismat me likh diya. Main itni khush huyi ki jee chaah raha tha ki sari duniya ke saamne cheekh cheekh kar kahu ki mujhe mera pyaar mil gaya aur ab mujhe kisi se kuch bhi nahi chahiye." Rachna ye sab batate huye emotional ho gayi. Uski aankho me jo aanshu tair rahe the wo chhalak kar uske gore gore rukhsaaro ko bhigote chale gaye.
Uski ye saari baate sun kar mere dil me uske liye bepanaah pyaar umad pada aur maine apna ek hath aage badha kar uske ek hath ko pakad kar apni taraf zor diya to rachna ne meri taraf dekha. Uski bheegi huyi aankho me dekhte huye maine apni palko ke ishare se hi use kaha ki aa jaao aur mere seene se lag jaao. Rachna ko jaise hi mera ye ishara samajh aaya wo ekdam se mere se aa lagi aur bilakh bilakh kar rone lagi. Maine use kuch der rone diya aur fir uske sir par hath ferte huye bola.
"Main bahut naseeb wala hu rachna ki bhagwan ne mujhe tum jaise chaar chaar anmol tohfe diye. Sach kahu to ab apne us bhagwan se mujhe bhi koi gila nahi hai. Tum chaaro meri jaan ho rachna aur ab main tum chaaro ke bina ek pal bhi jine ka nahi soch sakta." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne subakte huye kaha.
"Ham bhi aapke bina nahi Ji payege. Aap hamari zindagi hain. Aapse hi hamari har khushi hai. Main bahut khush hu ki aapne mujhe apne dil me jagah di aur is baat se bhi bahut khush hu ki kusum didi ne mujhe pyaar se gale lagaya. Main aapse bas itna hi chaahti hu ki didi ko kabhi udaas aur dukhi nahi hone dena. Unhe bahut pyaar karna. Unhone zindagi me shirf aapko hi jana hai aur aapke liye hi zinda hain." Rachna ne ye sab kaha to mujhe us par sach me bahut zyada pyaar aaya. Wo is wakt bhi kusum didi ke liye hi mujhse ye sab kah rahi thi aur apne liye kuch nahi. Ye saabit karta tha ki uska dil aur uska nature bahut achha hai.
"Tum bhale hi apni didi ki pairvi karo dear magar mere liye to tum chaaro barabar ho. Main tum chaaro se hi barabar pyaar karuga. Ho sakta hai ki mere liye ye hisaab rakhna thoda mushkil rahe is liye main chaahta hu ki agar kabhi aisa ho jaye ki tum me se kisi ke sath barabar nyaay na ho paye to tum me se koi bhi uske liye kuch galat mat sochna. Hamesha yahi yaad rakhna ki mere dil me kisi ke liye bhi kam pyaar nahi hai." Maine ye sab kaha to rachna ne mere seene se apna chehra utha kar meri taraf dekha.
Jaisa ki maine bataya tha ki wo pahle se moti ho gayi thi magar uske baad bhi wo khubsurat thi. Change ye tha ki moti ho Jane ki vajah se uska chehra cute dikhne laga tha. Bhara bhara chehra tha. Fule fule gaal aur laal surkh honth. Wo mere chehre ke paas hi thi aur is wakt uska chehra uske aanshuo se thoda bhiga hua tha. Mera dil chaaha ki main uske thartharate huye laal surkh hotho ko muh me bhar kar chusna shuru kar du magar maine khud ko shaant kiya aur bas uski khubsurti ko dekhta raha. Mere ektak dekhne se uske chehre par sharm ki laali chhane lagi aur usne sharma kar apna chehra jhuka liya. Uske hoth aur bhi zyada kaampne lage.
"Waise kya khayaal hai agar khushi ke is mauke par muh mitha kiya jaye.?" Maine muskurate huye ye kaha to rachna ne meri taraf dekha aur dhire se kaha.
"Fir to ham chaaro ke sath aapko muh meetha karna padega." Rachna ne halki muskaan aur halki sharm ke sath ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Ab tum bhi mujhe 'Aap' kahne lagi. Ye tum chaaro ko achanak kya ho gaya hai.?" Maine ye kaha to rachna ne dheere se hi kaha.
"Wo is liye ki biwiya apne pati ko ijjat se aap hi kahti hain aur unka naam nahi leti." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Ye kaha likha hai.? Aaj kal biwiya apne pati se hi khud ko aap kahalwati hain. Tum log kaisi biwiya ho yaar.?" Maine muskurate huye ye kaha to rachna ne kaha.
"Ham aisi hi hain. Hame baaki aurto se kya matlab.? Hame to apne se matlab hai aur apne shishtachaar se." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Khair chhodo ye sab. Ham muh meetha karne ki baat kar rahe the na.?" Maine ye kaha to rachna ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Haan to muh meetha kijiye na magar meri khwahish ye hai ki muh meetha karne ki shuruaat aap kusum didi se kare. Aakhir aap par sabse pahla hak unka hi to hai aur khabardaar jo aapne meri didi ke sath na-insaafi ki to." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine hairaani se uski taraf dekhte huye kaha.
"Waah kya baat hai. Abhi to shishtachaar ki baate kar rahi thi aur ab apne hone wale pati ko khule aam dhamki de rahi ho." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne jaldi se mere seene me apna chehra chhupa liya aur fir boli.
"Ye dhamki nahi hai pati dev balki meri aapse vinti hai ki sabse pahle aap didi se hi muh meetha kare. Ham teeno to aisa kar chuke hain magar didi to aaj bhi is ehsaas se mahroom hain." Rachna ne ye kaha to main bhi sochne laga ki baat to sahi kah rahi hai rachna. Magar maine kabhi bhi didi ke bare me aisa nahi socha aur na hi unse is bare me kuch kahne ki mujh me himmat thi.
"To bulaau didi ko.?" Rachna ne sir utha kar meri taraf dekhte huye ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Tumhe kya lagta hai unke sath aisa karna mere liye itna asaan hai.? Main unse is bare me kuch bhi nahi kah paauga aur mujhe pata hai didi bhi mujhse is bare me kuch kah nahi payengi." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne kaha.
"Aisa is liye kyo ki abhi bhi aap dono yahi soch rahe hain ki aap dono aapas me bhai bahan hain. Jabki aap dono ko ab ye baat bhula deni chahiye ki aap bhai bahan hain." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Main to khud ko ye baat samjha luga aur pahal karne ke liye bhi khud ko taiyaar kar luga magar kya didi ke liye ye sab asaan hoga.?" Maine ye kaha to rachna ne kaha.
"Ladki kabhi sabse pahle kisi baat ki pahal nahi karti aur ye baat aap bhi jante hain. Is liye jab aap kisi baat ki pahal karenge to mujhe yakeen hai ki wo aapko ab rokengi nahi balke us pahal me aapka sath dene ki koshish hi karengi." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Fir bhi yaar is wakt achanak se ye sab karne ki himmat mujh me nahi hai. Maine aaj tak kabhi bhi kisi cheez ke liye unhe hukum nahi diya aur na hi aisa socha hai. Wo hamse badi thi is liye hamne hamesha unke hi hukum ko mana hai." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Haan main janti hu...khair isme main aapki madad karugi. Didi se ja kar kah deti hu ki aap muh meetha karna chaahte hain." Rachna ne muskurate huye ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Aree nahi yaar....main unke sath abhi aisa nahi kar sakta. Mujhe iske liye abhi thoda time lagega. Tab tak meri baaki biwiya hain na muh meetha karne ke liye." Maine muskurate huye ye kaha to rachna ne kaha.
"Haan hain to magar unme se koi bhi tab tak muh meetha nahi karengi jab tak kusum didi muh meetha nahi karengi." Rachna ne muskurate huye ye kaha to maine kaha.
"Aree ye kya baat huyi yaar.? Ye to cheating hai." Maine hairaani se uski taraf dekhte huye ye kaha to rachna ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Ye koi cheating weating nahi hai janaab. Balki ye aapki pyari pyari aur masoom si biwiyo ki ichha aur sammaan ki baat hai." Rachna ne ye kaha to main dekhta rah gaya use. Mujhe is tarah hairaan pareshaan hote dekh rachna khilkhila kar hasne lagi.
Aaj bahut saalo baad maine uski ye hasi dekhi thi. Aise hi shararat se hasti thi wo aur main uski is hasi me kho sa jata tha. Rachna ne jab mujhe apni taraf ektak dekhte huye dekha to uski hasi ruk gayi aur wo ekdam se sharmane lagi. Mera dil chaha ki use kheech kar uske laal surkh hontho ko choom lu magar main khud kuch kar pane ki haalat me nahi tha.
"To kya sach me muh meetha nahi hoga.?" Maine udaas lahje me ye kaha to rachna ne kaha.
"Maaf kar dijiye pati dev magar ye ham teeno bahno ki ichha hai ki ab se aap jo bhi karenge uski shuruaat aapko sabse pahle hamari didi se hi karna padega. Is baat ko aap hamari dhrasthta nahi balki didi ke liye hamara pyaar aur sammaan samajhiye." Rachna ne is baar gambheer ho ke ye kaha to uski baat ekdam se mere dil ko chhu gayi. Main sochne laga ki kusum didi ke liye in teeno ke dilo me kitna maan sammaan hai. Sach kahu to ye bahut badi baat thi aur mujhe in teeno ki is feelings ki kadar karni chahiye thi.
"Achhi baat hai dear. Main wahi karuga jaisa tum teeno chaahti ho." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne bhaari lahje me kaha.
"Aapko bura to nahi laga na.? Dekhiye agar bura laga ho to hame iske liye maaf kar dijiye." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine muskurate huye kaha.
"Nahi dear mujhe bilkul bhi bura nahi laga balke ye jaan kar bahut achha hi laga ki tum log apni didi ke liye itna kuch soch rahi ho." Maine ye kaha to rachna ne fir se mere seene me apna sir rakh diya aur fir dheere se boli.
"Thank you so much hamari feelings ko samajhne ke liye." Rachna ne ye kaha to maine kaha.
"You most welcome my dear." Maine muskura kar ye kaha aur uske sir par halke halke hath ferta raha.
Kuch der baad kamre ke baahar se maa ki awaaz aayi to rachna jaldi se mere seene se apna sir utha kar bed se neeche utar gayi. Uske baad wo apne huliye ko sahi karte huye kamre ka darwaza khol kar baahar nikal gayi. Uske Jane ke baad main usi ki baato ke bare me sochta hua pada raha. Main andar se bahut hi zyada khushi mahsoos kar raha tha. Yaha ke halaat to behtar ho chuke the magar abhi un halaato ko behtar karna baaki tha jo dakshina aur uski beti se jude huye the.
(Bhai log ab se main kusum didi ko 'Didi' nahi kahuga balke shirf kusum hi kahuga.)
Kusum ko to mere aur dakshina ke bare me pata chal chuka tha. Haan ye zarur tha ki abhi unhe ye nahi pata tha ki hamare beech ye kissa kaise shuru hua tha aur kaha tak pahucha tha. Kusum dakshina se sab kuch jaanna chahti thi. Kher aane wale wakt me dakshina se use sab pata chal hi jayega magar sochne wali baat ye thi ki maa ko jab ye sab pata chalega to kya hoga. Kya wo apne bachcho ke is rishte ki tarah dakshina ko bhi accept karengi.? Ya kuch aisa ho jayega jiski main is wakt kalpana bhi nahi kar sakta hu.
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