Adultery Shakshi ki duniya

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tumane inhen mujhase bahut dinon se chhupaaya hai," usane chaatate hue gurraate hue kaha, usakee aavaaz mein vaasana thee, vah kho gaya tha. "tumane mujhe usee din is tarah se khilaana chaahie tha jis din tum yahaan aaee thee." mainne apanee peeth ko jhukaaya, apane aap ko usake chehare par aur adhik dhakelate hue, meree aavaaz mein sirf ek aah thee. "ve sab ab tumhaare hain... mujhe aise chooso jaise tum meree maalik ho." usane kiya. jaise hee usane zor se choosa, mere shareer ne ham donon ko dhokha diya - ek garm dhaar usakee jeebh par lagee. mera doodh. vah ek pal ke lie stabdh rah gaya, phir peechhe hat gaya, usake honth chamak rahe the. usane mujhe betahaasha shraddha se dekha. "tum abhee bhee stanapaan kar rahee ho... saakshee?" meree saans kaanp uthee. mainne sir hilaaya. "haan... yah phir se shuroo ho gaya... mujhe ehasaas bhee nahin hua ki ve kitane bhare hue the." usaka munh mere nippal par vaapas aa gaya. usane ab aur zor se choosa, laalachee, ek jaanavar kee tarah, karaahate hue jab mera doodh usakee jeebh par laga aur usake munh mein bhar gaya. usake haath mere stanon ke aadhaar par dab gae, unhen anubhavapoorn shraddha ke saath kaam karate hue, poornata kee maalish karate hue, mujhe is tarah se doodh pilaate hue jaise ki vah trpt nahin ho pa raha tha. "bakavaas... tumhaara svaad svarg jaisa hai," usane vilaap kiya, meree tvacha se nikalane vaale nishaanon ko chaatate hue, apanee jeebh se har boond ko chaatate hue. "bahut garm... bahut meetha... mujhe aur chaahie." usane mere doosare nippal ko pakad liya, mere andar se motee dhaaron mein doodh nikaala, ashleel chuskiyon ke saath choosa jisase meree jaanghen kaampane lageen.
mera shareer ainth raha tha, abhibhoot tha - mere nippal jhunajhune lage, dhadakane lage, doodh mere pet, meree bagalon par bah raha tha. main apane hothon se nikalatee aavaazon ko rok nahin pa rahee thee. "poora pee lo... mujhe pooree tarah pee lo," mainne khushee se phootatee aavaaz mein phusaphusaate hue kaha, ungaliyaan usake baalon mein ulajhee huee theen. usane meree baat maanee, chehara meree chhaatee mein daba hua tha, munh berahamee se kaam kar raha tha. mere stan bheege hue the, nippal laal aur dhadak rahe the, usakee jeebh se bheege hue the aur doodhiya spre jo usane moksh kee tarah peeya tha. usane aakhirakaar peechhe hatate hue, honth geele, aankhen chamak rahee theen. "ab mujhe mat roko, saakshee. main tumhaare bina jee sakata hoon. main har subah, har raat tumhen choosakar pooree tarah choos sakata hoon." main haamphane lagee, meree jaanghen ragad rahee theen, meree choot meree sari kee tahon ke neeche se tapak rahee thee. mere stan doodh aur thook se chamak rahe the, garm, bhaaree, dardanaak - aur main kabhee nahin chaahatee thee ki usaka munh unase door ho.

 

[rajrohikr3]

usane mujhe apanee god mein bithaaya, meree nangee jaanghen usake koolhon kee garmee ko pakad rahee theen, jabaki usakee baahen mere chaaron or ghoom rahee theen, mujhe apane shareer mein kas rahee theen. meree chhaatee usake seene se dab rahee thee, mere nippal usakee shart ke kapade ko chhoo rahe the, jabaki usake haath ghoomane lage the - bold, drdh, shraddhaapoorn. usane apana chehara meree gardan ke vakr mein daba liya, choom raha tha, kaat raha tha, mujhe saanson mein bhar raha tha, jaise kisee aadamee ne lambe samay se inakaar kiya ho. usake honth mere stanon par vaapas aa gae, jahaan usaka munh bhookh se khula hua tha. usane bina kisee filtar kee zaroorat ke mere nippal ko chaata aur choosa, usakee jeebh ghoom rahee thee, daant chaba rahe the. teevr aanand ne mujhe usake andar jhuka diya, haanphate hue. main apane koolhon ko aage kee or ghumaate hue, dheere-dheere ghisate hue usake ling ko apane neeche kathor hote hue mahasoos kar sakatee thee. "bhaad mein jao, saakshee," usane karaahate hue kaha, usakee aavaaz motee aur vaasana se tootee huee thee. "tum mere haathon mein bukhaar kee tarah mahasoos karatee ho." mainne apanee ungaliyaan usake baalon mein ulajha deen, use apanee chhaatee ke khilaaf aur bhee zyaada kheench liya. "to phir mere saath jalo," mainne phusaphusaate hue kaha.
usane mujhe sahajata se uthaaya, mujhe vaapas bistar par lita diya. hamaare badalate vajan ke kaaran gadda karaah utha. usakee
aankhen meree aankhon se kabhee nahin hateen, putaliyaan uttejana se chaudee ho gaeen. "hamane abhee-abhee shuruaat kee hai, saakshee... abhee aur bhee maza aane vaala hai," usane karkash aavaaz mein kaha.
main hans padee, saans phool rahee thee, kaanp rahee thee. "main pahale se hee apane jeevan ka sabase achchha samay bita rahee thee. tum is gati se mujhe maar daaloge."
vah dheere se aur dushtata se muskaraaya. mere bagal mein sarakate hue, usane apanee baanh meree kamar ke chaaron or lapetee aur mujhe phir se apane kareeb kheencha. hamaare munh mile - pahale dheere-dheere, honth khinchate hue, svaad lete hue. lekin yah tejee se gahara hota gaya - jeebhen mil rahee theen, saansen mil rahee theen. yah sirph ek chumban nahin tha. yah bhookh se mukti thee. phir, usaka haath mere shareer se neeche sarak gaya, meree sari kee tahon ke neeche phisal gaya, ungaliyaan mere pet ko chhootee huee tab tak chalee gaeen jab tak ki unhen mere peteekot ka kinaara nahin mil gaya. usane ise dheere-dheere, jaanaboojhakar uthaana shuroo kiya, por meree jaanghon se takara rahe the, usakee nigaahen jangalee teevrata ke saath meree or tikee huee theen. vah mere ghutanon par ruka, pratyek ko dheere se choomane ke lie khud ko neeche kiya. phir usane apana munh khula rakha, halke se kaatate hue usake haath oopar kee or badhe. usake daanton ne kapade ke kinaare ko jakad liya aur usane inch-dar-inch kheenchakar, mere pairon ko nanga karate hue aage badha diya. peteekot meree jaanghon par khinch gaya, jisase meree tvacha se uthatee garmee ujaagar ho gaee.
jab vah meree jaanghon ke ooparee hisse tak pahuncha, to usane gaharee saans lene ke lie ruka, jaise ki sirf meree khushaboo hee maadak ho. "bahut komal," usane budabudaaya, usakee saans sanvedanasheel maans par garm thee. phir usakee jeebh ne sampark banaaya - meree jaanghon ke andaroonee hisse par dheere-dheere strok, oopar kee or yaatanaapoorn, tedhee-medhee rekhaon mein chaatana. usane us mod par chooma jahaan jaangh choot se milatee thee, laar ke garm nishaan chhodate hue. usakee ungaliyaan aage aaeen, meree choot ke baaharee honthon ko chhedate hue, mushkil se unhen chhoote hue. main karaah uthee, mujhe aur chaahie tha, mere koolhe aage kee or hil rahe the. "abhee bhee mujhe chhed rahe ho, raamoo?" mainne saans rokakar muskuraate hue kaha. "main har kamabakht inch ka svaad lena chaahata hoon," usane javaab diya, usakee aavaaz lagabhag gurraahat jaisee thee. main neeche pahunchee, usaka haath pakada aur use nirdeshit kiya, usakee ungaliyon ko meree tapakatee garmee ke khilaaph dabaaya. "phir yahaan se shuroo karo. mujhe vaise hee chhuo jaise tumane har gande sapane mein kalpana kee hai." usane aagya ka paalan kiya. usaka haath mere teele ko thaame hue tha, usakee ungaliyaan dheere-dheere gol-gol ghoom rahee theen, meree silavaton se chikanaahat nikaal rahee theen. usake sparsh se mera shareer kaanp utha. usakee tvacha kee khuradaraapan, usake dabaav kee komalata - yah paagal kar dene vaala tha.
usakee hathelee mere khilaaph hil rahee thee, jabaki usakee ungaliyaan meree jaanghon ke beech naach rahee theen, har rekha ko kheench rahee theen, mujhe chhookar jaan rahee theen. “tum bheeg rahee ho, saakshee. tumhaara shareer jaanata hai ki yah kisaka hai.” mera sir peechhe kee or jhuk gaya, mere gale se karaah nikal rahee thee. vah phir se jhuka, usaka munh meree jaangh ke andar choom raha tha, jabaki usaka daahina haath meree peteekot kee gaanth tak pahunch gaya. usakee ungaliyaan usake saath chhedakhaanee karate hue khel rahee theen, bas itana kheench rahee theen ki vah dheelee ho jae. “mujhe ise theek se kholane do,” usane meree tvacha ke khilaaph badabadaaya, jeebh oopar kee or kheenchee. “main chaahata hoon ki mere aur tumhaare svaad ke beech kuchh bhee na bache.”

 

[rajrohikr3]

vah meree bheegee huee jaanghon ke beech se dheere-dheere utha, usakee saansen garm aur ukhadee huee theen, chehara paseene aur uttejana se chamak raha tha. usakee aankhen bhookh se paagal theen, aisee bhookh jo sirf svaad nahin lena chaahatee thee - vah khaana chaahatee thee. usake honth ek kaamuk muskaan mein mude hue the, jo saalon kee dabee huee laalasa aur jeet se bharee huee thee. "khade ho jao," usane gaharee aur dhundhalee aavaaz mein gurraate hue kaha, jo meree tvacha par kampan kar rahee thee. "mujhe sab kuchh dekhane do. har inch. sab kuchh utaar do... abhee."
mainne usakee nigaahen thaameen, aur us dusht muskaan ka javaab apanee muskaan se diya- dheere-dheere, chidhaate hue, ek khaamosh chunautee. bistar par apane pairon par khadee hokar, mainne apane koolhon ko thoda sa hilaaya aur main usake oopar khadee ho gaee. usakee aankhen har harakat, kapade kee har harakat ko kha gaeen. meree ungaliyaan mere koolhe par gaanth tak pahunch gaeen, dheere-dheere kheenchatee huee. peteekot dheela ho gaya, tanaav bahut der tak roke rakhane kee tarah nikal gaya. ek naram, paapee sarasaraahat ke saath, kapada meree kamar se neeche gir gaya aur reshamee samarpan kee tarah mere pairon par jama ho gaya. main usake saamane khadee thee- pooree tarah se nagn, meree tvacha laal ho gaee thee, paseene aur pratyaasha kee chamak ke saath chamak rahee thee. meree saanson ke saath mere stan oopar-neeche ho rahe the, nippal kaale aur kade the. meree jaanghen meree uttejana ke nishaan se chamak rahee theen, aur meree yoni usake lie khulee aur geelee ho rahee thee. vah apanee devee ke charanon mein ek upaasak kee tarah ghoor raha tha. “saakshee, tum asalee nahin ho. tum har us paap kee tarah dikhatee ho jo main karana chaahata tha.” vah dheere-dheere aage badha, usake shareer se garmee nikal rahee thee, usakee aankhen mere pairon ke beech ke inaam par tikee huee theen. vah phir se ghutanon ke bal baith gaya,
shraddhaapoorvak, apane haathon ko mere koolhon par rakhate hue khud ko sthir karane ke lie. usaka chehara kareeb aa gaya, itana kareeb ki main
apanee chikanee paraton ke khilaaph usakee saans kee garmee mahasoos kar sakatee thee.
usane apanee naak meree pahaadee mein dabaee, gaharee saans lete hue jaise ki vah meree khushaboo se madahosh ho raha ho. “tum svarg kee tarah mahak rahee ho… aur shuddh bhrashtaachaar.”
usake honth meree tvacha ko chhoo rahe the - pahale to naram, bamushkil, ek chhedakhaanee. phir usane apana munh khola aur meree choot ke theek oopar, dheere-dheere, bhookh se, adhikaar jataate hue chooma. usakee jeebh ne meree pahaadee par aalasee, geele ghere banae, pratyaasha ne mujhe tana hua kar diya.
Please seemainne phusaphusaate hue kaha, kaampate hue, mere haath santulan ke lie usake kandhon ko pakad rahe the. "chidhao mat. mujhe chakho. theek se." usane oopar dekha, aankhen chamak rahee theen. "tum bheekh maangane ja rahe ho? mujhe yah pasand hai." vah phir se jhuka, is baar apanee jeebh ko neeche kee or, kareeb se hilaate hue, mere honthon ke kinaare ko chhoote hue. main kaanp uthee, ghutane kamazor ho gae. lekin phir vah ruk gaya. raamoo dheere-dheere khada hua, jaanaboojhakar dheeme se uth raha tha. jaise-jaise vah oopar chadha, usake haath meree jaanghon se oopar kee or khinche, mere koolhon par, meree kamar ko chhoote hue, jab tak ki vah ek baar phir mere oopar nahin aa gaya. jab main kamazor aur khulee huee khadee thee, to usane apane baniyaan ko apane sir ke oopar uthaaya, jisase paseene se chamakatee huee chhaatee aur neeche kee tanee huee maansapeshiyaan dikhaee deen. usane bina kisee paravaah ke ise neeche gira diya, usakee aankhen meree aankhon se kabhee nahin hateen. phir, ek taral gati ke saath, usane apanee lungee kee gaanth ko pakad liya aur use neeche gira diya. yah pharsh par gir gaee, usake pairon ke chaaron or jama ho gaee. usane abhee bhee apanee jattee pahanee huee thee - safed, chust, bhaaree ubhaar par kasee huee, baahar kee or dabaav ke saath dikhaee dene vaala khinchaav. kapada uttejana se geela tha, doosaree tvacha kee tarah usase chipaka hua tha.
usane abhee bhee apanee jattee pahanee huee thee - safed, aaraamadaayak, bhaaree ubhaar par kasee huee, jo baahar kee or dabaav daal rahee thee.
kapada uttejana se geela tha, doosaree tvacha kee tarah usase chipaka hua tha.
ab ham ek doosare ke saamane khade the - main nangee aur kaanp rahee thee, vah lagabhag nanga tha, shaaleenata ka antim parda
hamaare beech ek chunautee kee tarah chipaka hua tha.
hamaare beech kee har saans motee thee, un sabhee cheezon se bharee huee thee, jinake baare mein hamane kabhee khulakar bolane kee himmat nahin kee thee.
usaka ling kapade ke neeche phadak raha tha, usaka aakaar bold aur bebaak tha. main use dhadakate hue, bhookha aur garvit dekh sakatee thee.
vah phir se kareeb aaya, aur usake haath mere gaalon par aakar tik gae, mera chehara oopar utha diya. “tumane mujhe saalon tak sataaya hai, saakshee. mainne har baar apanee aankhen band karane ke baad is pal ka intazaar kiya hai.”
“aur ab?” mainne phusaphusaaya.
usane mujhe jor se chooma.
ab aur chhedakhaanee nahin.
vah pal aa gaya tha.

 

[rajrohikr3]

usane mujhase apanee jattee utaarane ko kaha, usakee aavaaz dheemee aur garmee se bharee thee. main hamaare beech chal rahe khel ko kharaab nahin karana chaahatee thee, isalie main dheere-dheere bistar se neeche khisakee, har harakat soch-samajhakar, apane nange shareer ko usakee aankhon ko chhedate hue jaise-jaise main usake kareeb pahunchee. meree nazar patalee ruee ke beech se nikalatee huee spasht rooparekha par padee- usaka ling jattee ke khilaaf tana hua tha, mota, adheer, lagabhag chhootane ke lie hil raha tha. mainne haath badhaaya, ungaliyaan kapade par sakht lambaee ko chhoo rahee theen. garmee, vajan, neeche kee dhadakan ne meree reedh mein siharan paida kar dee. mainne apana haath usake chaaron or lapeta, thoda dabaaya, aur usane ek tez saans chhodee. "bhaad mein jao, saakshee," usane karaahate hue kaha. "tum mujhe aise hee chhootee rahogee, aur main tik nahin paoonga." mainne usakee taraf muskuraaya. "yahee yojana hai."
main usake saamane ghutanon ke bal baith gaee, chehara ubhaar se kuchh inch kee dooree par tha. main jhukee aur kapade ke neeche usake ling ke sir ke theek neeche ek chanchal kaat liya. usane phusaphusaaya, usakee ungaliyaan usake kinaaron par mudee huee theen. "chhedana." "hamesha," mainne phusaphusaate hue kaha, honthon se geele kapade ko chhoote hue. phir, donon haathon se, mainne kamaraband ko pakada aur dheere-dheere usakee jattee ko neeche khisakaana shuroo kiya, jis tarah se kapaas usakee tvacha se alag ho rahee thee. jaise hee kapada tip se hata, usaka ling mukt ho gaya - mota, garvit, sir par chikana. yah mere chehare ke saamane uchhala, aur main bhookhee saans chhodane se khud ko rok nahin paee. main ruk gaee, ghoor rahee thee, usake vishaal aakaar aur aakaar se mantramugdh thee. mere dimaag mein anaayaas hee murugan kee yaad aa gaee -
mera pati, vah aadamee jisane mujhe saalon se sachchee ichchha se chhua nahin tha. usaka ling, hamesha darapok, hamesha
jaldee karata tha. yah virodhaabhaas kroor tha.

"yah...aisa hee ek aadamee dikhana chaahie," mainne jor se, lagabhag khud se hee kaha.

raamoo ne andhere mein muskuraaya. "us dayaneey moorkh ne tumhen bhookha chhod diya, hai na? saaree raaten, saara shareer... barbaad ho gaya."

main use choomane ke lie jhukee, honth alag ho rahe the, aavaaz kaamp rahee thee. "usane kabhee mujhe khush karane kee koshish bhee nahin kee. usane mujhe kabhee aisa mahasoos nahin karaaya."

lekin jaise hee main kareeb pahunchee, raamoo ne apana ling oopar kee or uthaaya, mujhe mana kar diya. mainne palak jhapakaee aur phir se koshish kee.

usane ek baar phir aisa kiya.

mainne use ek nazar se dekha, kuchh munh phulae hue, kuchh chunautee dete hue.

vah hansa, andhere aur dushtata se. phir bina kisee chetaavanee ke, usane apana ling aage kee or gira diya - use dheere se mere gaal par ek tej thappad ke saath maara.

main haamphane lagee, stabdh, saans phoolane lagee.

"sharaaratee ladakee," usane kathor aavaaz mein muskuraate hue kaha. "tum mere land ko apane chehare par rakhakar bahut achchhee lag rahee ho. aur socho, tumhaara pati tumhen is tarah dekhane ka hakadaar bhee nahin tha." usane neeche haath badhaaya, meree baanhon ko pakada aur ek hee jhatake mein mujhe oopar kheench liya. hamaare shareer takarae, tvacha se tvacha, garmee se garmee. ab chhipane kee koee gunjaish nahin thee. ab ham pooree tarah se nagn the. hamaare beech kuchh bhee nahin tha. beech mein kuchh bhee nahin tha. bas tvacha, paseena aur aage kya hone vaala hai isaka vaada

 

[rajrohikr3]

usane mujhe jor se ghaseetate hue sheeshe ke paas le gaya, saansen garm aur phatee huee theen, sheesha hamaaree garmee se thoda dhundhala ho raha tha. mera pratibimb mujhe ghoor raha tha - laal, jangalee, vaasana se bharee aankhen, honth khule hue. mere peechhe, raamoo ek paagal aadamee kee tarah khada tha. usaka shareer mere shareer se kasakar chipaka hua tha, usakee maansapeshiyon kee lakeeren pinjare kee tarah mere chaaron or jakadee huee theen. usaka ling, kathor aur phadakata hua, bina kisee hichakichaahat, bina kisee komalata ke, mere nitambon ke gaalon ke beech daba hua tha. "apane aap ko dekho," usane gurraate hue kaha, aavaaj dheemee aur khataranaak thee jo mere kaan ke khol ke khilaaph thee. "dekho yah shareer mere saath kya karata hai. dekho tum mere lie kitanee gandee ho jaatee ho." usake haath meree kamar ke chaaron or ghoom gae aur mujhe apane se sata liya, jisase meree saansen atak gaeen. phir usane peechhe se mere stanon ko pakad liya, saavadhaanee se nahin, balki ek bhookhe aadamee kee bhookh se. usane jor se dabaaya aur dabaaya, angoothe se mere nippal ko tej, jarooratamand aakraamakata ke saath ghumaaya, mere gale se kathor aahen nikaaleen, kyonki main usake khilaaph hil rahee thee
tumhen yah land mahasoos ho raha hai? yah murugan kee aalasee aadhee-kadee cheez nahin hai," usane gurraate hue kaha, mere gale mein daant gada die. "yahee hai
jisase tumhen vanchit rakha gaya hai. yahee hai jisake lie tum banee ho."
usaka haath neeche kee or sarak gaya—tez, laalachee—ungaliyaan meree jaanghon ke beech gota lagaate hue, bina kisee dhairy ke mujhe kholatee huee.
usane chheda nahin, mana nahin kiya. usakee ungaliyaan meree chikanee tahon par aise daudeen jaise vah un par apana maalik ho, zaroorat kee jagah dhoondh raha ho
aur beraham lay ke saath ragad raha ho.
"bahut geela hai," usane thooka, mujhe gilaas mein tadapate hue dekha. "tapak raha hai. aur tumhaare pati ke lie nahin. phir kabhee nahin."
Fuck... raamoo!" mainne chillaaya, jhukate hue, mere pair kaanp rahe the kyonki usaka sparsh kroor, layabaddh, nirmam ho gaya tha

 

[rajrohikr3]

meree choot mein dhadakan hone lagee, bheegee huee aur zaroorat se kachchee. mainne peechhe haath badhaaya, usakee jaangh ko pakad liya, naakhoon gada die. "apana munh mujh par rakho. abhee. mujhe bheekh mat maangane do." "oh, tum bheekh maangogee," usane kaha, aavaaz gaharee aur motee thee. "lekin abhee nahin." phir ek gurraahat ke saath, usane mujhe oopar uthaaya - mera shareer usakee chhaatee se takara raha tha, pair sahaj roop se usake chaaron or lipate hue the. usaka ling abhee bhee har kadam par mere khilaaf ragad raha tha, usaka sir usakee khuradaree harakaton ke kaaran meree bheegee huee tahon se phisal raha tha. usane mujhe bistar par gira diya, dheere se nahin - usane mujhe phenk diya, meree saansen mere phephadon se nikal gaee. phir usane mujhe ek haath se meree peeth par palata aur apana munh mere munh par patak diya - ganda, geela, jeebh aur daanton se bhara hua. usane chooma jaise ki vah mujhe kha jaana chaahata ho. usake haath ab jangalee ho gae the - meree jaanghon ko pakadakar, pakadakar, thapathapaate hue aur apanee ungaliyon ko phir se meree choot par ghaseetate hue. "har baar jab tumhaara pati ladakhadaata tha, har baar jab vah palatata tha aur tumhen dard mein chhod deta tha - main use mita raha hoon," usane gurraate hue kaha.

"tumhen sirf yah yaad rahega ki main tumhen kaise cheekhane par majaboor karata hoon."

main pahale se hee kaanp rahee thee, dil kee dhadakanen tez ho rahee theen, garmee betahaasha badh rahee thee.

aur vah abhee tak mere saath neeche bhee nahin gaya tha.
kaee minaton tak kroor chumban, kathor pakad aur haamphatee huee karaah ke baad, usane hamaare shareer ko ek karkash ghuraghuraahat ke saath palat diya, hamen ek jangalee, karkash 69 mein ghuma diya. koee komalata nahin thee - keval kachchee, anafiltard zaroorat thee. usakee chaudee chhaatee mere pet se takaraee, mujhe neeche dabaate hue, usaka ling ab mere chehare par ek hathiyaar kee tarah latak raha tha, sooja hua, nason vaala, aur hinsak aagrah ke saath hil raha tha. tip se preekam nikal raha tha jo chamak raha tha, mere khule honthon ke theek oopar phisal raha tha. gandh bahut tez thee - purush kastooree, namak aur paseena, itana gaadha ki doob jae. mere neeche, usaka chehara meree tapakatee huee yoni mein daba hua tha, aur main usakee saanson ko mahasoos kar sakatee thee - garm, haamphatee huee, maansaahaaree - meree silavaton ko nahala rahee thee. main is tarah jhukee jaise mujh par koee bhoot savaar ho, apana sir oopar jhukaaya, aur khulee bhookh ke saath usake ling ke mote mukut ko chooma. usane apane koolhon ko jhataka diya, sir ko mere honthon par aise dabaaya jaise vah ise niyantrit nahin kar sakata. "saakshee, bakavaas," usane gurraate hue kaha, aavaaj bajaree kee tarah kathor thee. "tumhaara munh is tarah istemaal karane ke lie bana hai." mainne usakee tvacha mein muskuraahat bikheree, apane honthon ko usake sire par chikana kar diya. meree ungaliyaan usake mote ling ke chaaron or mudee huee theen, use dheere-dheere aur kroorata se sahala rahee theen. mainne apanee jeebh ko chhed ke chaaron or ghumaaya, preekam ko oopar uthaaya, mera thook shahad kee tarah neeche tapak raha tha jaise main use sahala rahee thee - usakee maansapeshiyon ko hilate hue dekhana, usakee karaahen gaharee hotee huee gurraahat mein badal rahee theen. neeche, usane intajaar nahin kiya. usane apane haathon se mujhe cheer diya, meree yoni ko chauda kiya, bina kisee chetaavanee ke do ungaliyaan mere andar daal deen. "bahut geelee. barbaad hone ke lie taiyaar," usane mere shareer mein gurraahat kee.
phir usaka munh mere oopar tha - koee chhedakhaanee nahin, koee taiyaaree nahin - bas kroor, laar tapakaate hue chaatana, maano meree yoni ke maadhyam se meree aatma ko nigalane kee koshish kar raha ho. usakee jeebh ek hathiyaar thee, jo chapatee aur tadapatee huee, paagalon kee tarah meree klit ke khilaaph kheenchatee huee, phir mere andar gaharaee tak ghusatee huee, mudatee huee, tadapatee huee, mujhe paagal kar rahee thee. main usake ling mein karaah uthee, jo ab beparavaahee se mere gale mein ghus raha tha. mainne use aur andar le liya, honth chaude kie, usake ling se thook tapak raha tha, jabaki mera haath tejee se pamp kar raha tha. mainne usake aadhaar par chaata, phir use phir se gaharaee tak dhakela, jab tak vah kaampane na lage, tab tak choosatee rahee. "laanat hai," usane gurraahat kee, usake shabd meree yoni mein dab gae. usane meree bheetaree jaangh ko kaata, itanee jor se ki chot lag gaee, phir vaapas andar ghus gaya, mujhe bhookhe jaanavar kee tarah kha gaya. usane ek aur ungalee andar daalee, phir teen, usakee ungaliyaan meree yoni kee deevaaron par ragad rahee theen, mujhe ungaliyon se chod raha tha
jaise ki vah mujhase sambhog sukh chheenane kee koshish kar raha ho. meree karaahen dabee huee cheekhon mein badal gaeen, mera poora shareer usakee pakad mein kaanp raha tha.
usane meree gaand par jor se thappad maara, ek baar-do baar-uchhaalate hue, jab vah meree yoni mein karaah raha tha, to usakee jeebh usakee ungaliyon ke beech mein ghus gaee. "tumane bahut kasakar pakad rakha hai," usane badabadaate hue kaha. "yah choot nasht hone ke lie bheekh maang rahee hai." main usake ling ke chaaron or sisakiyaan le rahee thee, jor se choos rahee thee, mera gala kas raha tha kyonki main use aur bhee gaharaee tak le ja rahee thee. mera mukt haath usakee jaangh mein ghus gaya, naakhoon neeche kee or ghus rahe the kyonki main niyantran kho baithee thee. vah ek jaanavar kee tarah gurraaya, meree klit par phir se jeebh phiraee, jabaki usakee ungaliyaan us sahee jagah par mudee aur kheenchee jisane meree aankhon ke peechhe taare phootane par majaboor kar die. "yah prem-prasang nahin hai," mainne ghutate hue kaha, meree thuddee se thook tapak raha tha. "yah saza hai."
yah pooja hai," usane uttar diya, usaka munh mere chikanepan se bheega hua tha.
hamane ek doosare ke munh ko yuddh kee tarah choda. athak. kachcha. jaanavar. usaka land bheega hua tha, meree choot
ro rahee thee. har sekand gandagee thee. har sekand aag thee.
pandrah minat cheekhon, ghutan bharee saanson aur jeebhon aur ungaliyon ke kroor prahaaron mein dhundhale ho gae. ham paseene, thook aur veery kee ek gaanth the - ulajhe hue, ubakaee lete hue, kaanpate hue. sab kuchh ashleel. sab kuchh hataash.
sab kuchh hamaara.

 

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yah hamaara pahala anubhav tha, aur hava mein bhayankar garmee aur betaab bhookh thee. sooraj kee roshanee ne ulajhe hue, paseene se tar shareeron par sunaharee dhaariyaan bikher deen, har mod, paseene kee har boond ko ubhaar diya. hava mein vaasana kee gandh thee - motee, aadim, maadak. mera dil meree pasaliyon se takaraaya jaise koee phansa hua jaanavar, jangalee aur unmatt, jaise raamoo meree kaanpatee huee jaanghon ke beech baitha ho. usane meree taraph dekha, chhaatee dhadak rahee thee, aankhen jangalee aur kaalee theen. usakee aavaaz garajane kee tarah phatee, kathor aur tatparata se bharee huee. "mere land ko chhuo, saakshee... ise apana bana lo. ise aise apanao jaise tum ise sach mein chaahatee ho." mainne bina kisee hichakichaahat ke aagya ka paalan kiya. meree ungaliyaan usake mote, jalate hue ling ke chaaron or lipatee huee theen - usaka ling makhamal mein lipate steel kee chhad kee tarah garm aur kathor tha. yah meree pakad mein dhadak raha tha, ichchha se hil raha tha. mainne use dheere-dheere sahalaaya, apanee hathelee ko har inch par phisalane diya, use usake apane preekam se dhak diya. tip soojee huee thee, chamak rahee thee,
khae jaane kee bheekh maang rahee thee
bas aise hee," usane gurraate hue kaha, jabada kas liya. "tumhaare haathon mein kamaal ka jaadoo hai." main aage jhukee, honth naram aur khule hue, usakee jaangh ke andar tak chumban le rahee thee. jab meree saans usake ling ke sir ko chhootee thee to vah kaamp uthata tha. tip par ek naram chumban ne use aur tanaav mein daal diya, aankhen meree aankhon mein band ho gaeen. phir hamaare munh aapas mein takarae- jangalee, gande, daanton aur jeebh se bhare hue. usake haathon ne mere baalon ko pakad liya, kasakar pakad liya, koolhe meree mutthee mein aage kee or hil rahe the. phir vah aage badha, dheere-dheere lekin shaktishaalee, mere oopar chadh gaya. usake ling ne mere pravesh dvaar ko dhakka diya- mota, laal, leek ho raha preekam. usane mere tapakate silavaton ke khilaaph mote sir ko dabaaya, mujhe dheere-dheere, yaatanaapoorvak alag kiya. pratyek inch mujhe kholata tha, dabaav tab tak badhata tha jab tak ki meree peeth jhuk nahin jaatee aur mere gale se karaah nahin nikalatee. "kya tum taiyaar ho?" usane poochha, aavaaj bajaree kee tarah.

 

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mainne saans phoolate hue sir hilaaya, bolane mein asamarth, sab kuchh samarpit karate hue. “main pahale kabhee itanee taiyaar nahin thee. chodo mujhe,
raamoo. jo tumhaara hai, le lo.”
usane aur bhee gahara dhakka diya, jab tak ki vah pooree tarah dhans na gaya, dhadakata hua aur kathor. meree choot usake chaaron or kas gaee,
us svaadisht ghusapaith se laalachee aur hairaan.
"shit," usane badabadaaya. "tum bahut tait ho. jaise tumhaaree choot mere lie banee ho."
"yah sab tumhaara hai," mainne karaahate hue kaha. "aur bhee gahara jao... mujhe sab de do."
usane hilana shuroo kiya-dheemee, ganana kee gaee strok jo jaldee hee kroor, tez dhakkon mein badal gaee. bistar charamaraaya,
hedabord patak diya. mere koolhe usase milane ke lie uthe, pair usakee kamar ke chaaron or bandhe. meree choot ne use jakad liya,
use aur bhee andar kheench liya.
usake haath mere stanon par chale gae, khuradare aur adhikaar jataane vaale. usane mere nippalon ko tab tak ghumaaya jab tak main chilla nahin uthee. "ye stan -

chudaee, ab ye mere hain," usane gurraate hue ek nippal ko jor se kaata.

"apanee kamabakht taangen uthao," usane aadesh diya. mainne usakee baat maanee, takhane usakee peeth ke peechhe latake hue the. usane ekadam sahee kon banaaya,

andar ek jagah par chot lagee jisase main cheekh padee.

hamaare munh phir se takarae, jangalee chumbanon ka aadaan-pradaan hua. "mujhe apanee gandee chhotee veshya kee tarah chodo," mainne phusaphusaate hue kaha. "mujhe apana bana lo."

"tum us kamazor kameene ke lie barbaad ho gaee thee," usane gurraate hue kaha. "tumhaara shareer isee ke lie paida hua tha - mere dvaara barbaad hone ke lie."

"haan - mujhe barbaad karo!" mainne sisakate hue kaha, naakhoon usakee peeth par ghaseet rahe the.
bistar baar-baar deevaar se takara raha tha, lay bahut hee kroor thee. hamaara paseena mil gaya, sirahaane kee gaddee dhamak rahee thee.
phir mera phon baja—teekhee, betarateeb, lekin aagrahapoorn.
"chale jao," mainne karaahate hue kaha.
"isaka javaab do," raamoo ne phusaphusaate hue kaha. "use vah sunane do jo use kabhee nahin mil sakata."
yah murugan tha.
haamphate hue mainne phon uthaaya. "ha-hailo?"
"saakshee? tum ajeeb lag rahee ho—kya tum theek ho?"
"haan-haan-bachche ke peechhe bhaag rahee ho. usane doodh sab jagah gira diya—main gadabad kar rahee hoon," mainne daant peesate hue jhooth bola, jabaki raamoo
mujhe jor se patak raha tha.
"kya tum sach mein theek ho? tum theek lag rahee ho—"
"main theek hoon, murugan! jab tak koee jarooree kaam na ho, phon mat karana!" mainne jhallaate hue phon kaat diya.
"bevakooph," mainne gurraate hue raamoo kee or dekha. "hamesha beech mein tokate rahate ho, hamesha bekaar."
“usane tumhen kabhee veery nahin diya, hai na?” raamoo ne vyangy kiya.

“ek baar bhee nahin,” mainne usake khilaaf ghisatate hue thooka. “tum mujhe tab tak chodate raho jab tak main apana naam bhool na jaoon.”

“to ise le lo,” usane gurraate hue kaha, mujhe berahamee se peetate hue.
meree taangen kas kar kas gaeen, naakhoon usakee peeth par gad gae, usake kaan mein gandee baaten kar rahee thee. "yah choot tumhaaree hai - isaka istemaal karo, ise bhar do. mujhe kutiya kee tarah chodo. main chaahata hoon ki jab vah ghar aae to tumhaara veery tapake." "main veeryapaat karane vaala hoon," usane gurraahat ke saath kaha. "kya tum yah chaahate ho? mera poora bhaar is bheegee huee choot mein?" "haan! mere andar veeryapaat karo, mujhe barbaad karo, ise apana bana lo!" usane dahaadate hue, khud ko gaharaee mein dabaate hue, mere andar visphot kiya - garm dhaaren bah rahee theen, meree choot har boond ko doodh pila rahee thee. mera sambhog ek saath hua, ham donon charamotkarsh par pahunche aur cheekhe, hile, ghise. ek saath girate hue, ham ulajhe hue lete rahe, bhaaree saansen le rahe the. usane baahar nahin nikaala. minat beet gae, tvacha nam, santusht. jab vah baahar nikala, to usaka veery meree jaangh par tapaka, chipachipa, bilkul vahee jo main hoon. mainne aalasy se ise apanee jaangh par mal liya. "use kabhee pata nahin chalega," mainne ek tedhee muskaan ke saath phusaphusaaya.

raamoo ne dekha, vah bahut santusht tha. "main tumhen har baar aise hee dekhana chaahata hoon - mere saath leek karate hue."

mainne kaanpate hue sir hilaaya. "tum jaan jaoge.
main ab usakee chhaatee par letee huee thee, hamaaree tvacha paseene se bheegee huee thee, usakee dhadakan mere kaanon mein goonj rahee thee kyonki vah meree gaand ko dheere se lekin majabootee se sahala raha tha. usakee ungaliyaan mere shareer par aalasee ghere bana rahee theen, kabhee-kabhee neeche jhukatee theen taaki mahasoos kar saken ki usaka veery abhee bhee mujhase ris raha hai. hamane kaee minat tak kuchh nahin kaha - koee zaroorat nahin thee. khaamoshee garmee aur aabha se bharee huee thee. phir mainne khud ko dheere se oopar uthaaya, apane nippal se usakee chhaatee ko chhoote hue main usake oopar mandara rahee thee, usakee aankhon se aankhen mila rahee thee. usane mujhe naram, lagabhag shraddhaapoorn nazar se dekha. "tumhen kaisa lag raha hai?" usane poochha, usakee aavaaz dheemee aur karkash thee. main jhukee rahee jab tak ki mere honth usake kaan ko chhoo nahin gae aur phusaphusaaya, "tum vaakee bahut achchhe ho... bahut komal, bahut mardaana. tum mujhe surakshit, vaanchhit mahasoos karaate ho... ek asalee mahila kee tarah. krpaya," mainne usake gaal ko dheere se chooma, "ise hamaaree pahalee raat maano... nahin, hamaaree pahalee dopahar. mujhe roz chodo, raamoo. mujhe pooree tarah se apana bana lo." usane mujhe turant apane kabje mein le liya. "tumhen poochhane kee bhee zaroorat nahin hai, saakshee. ab tum meree patnee ho. main tumhen kabhee bhee, kisee bhee tarah, kaheen bhee chodoonga. main tumhen khushee se rulaoonga, aur bhee maangoonga, tum mere alaava sab kuchh bhool jaogee
main dheere se hansa, phir meree abhivyakti niraasha aur manoranjan ke mishran se badal gaee. “bhagavaan, vah bevakoof
murugan... hamesha galat samay par fon karata hai. theek us samay jab main jhadane vaala tha. bekaar kameena. usakee aavaaz
aakhiree cheez thee jise main tumhaara land apane andar dabae hue sunana chaahata tha.”
raamoo muskuraaya. “tumane devee kee tarah jhooth bola, haalaanki. bachche ka peechha kar rahe the, hai na?”
main hansa. “main mushkil se bol pa raha tha, raamoo. main karaahate hue ghut raha tha. lekin us fon kee ghantee bajane ke baavajood, us kameene ka naam chamakane ke baavajood... main rukana nahin chaahata tha. main nahin chaahata tha ki tum ruko.”
vah usake chehare ke kareeb jhukee, aavaaz bhaaree thee, honth usake munh ko chhoo rahe the. "usane mujhe kabhee bhee veery nahin diya. kabhee nahin.
kareeb bhee nahin. mujhe har karaah, har marod, har saans ko banaavatee dhang se sahalaana pada. lekin tumhaare saath? main veeryapaat ko rok nahin saka. main tumhaara naam chillaana chaahata tha, jabaki vah lain par tha."
vah muskuraaya, unake beech ling hil raha tha. "agalee baar, speekar par kol ka javaab den."
main muskuraee aur usake shareer par neeche kee or sarak gaee, usakee chhaatee, usake pet ko choomate hue, jab tak main usake naram ho rahe ling tak nahin pahunch gaee -
abhee bhee hamaare mishrit ras se chikana tha. mainne apane haath ko usake chaaron or lapeta, use kisee pavitr cheez kee tarah sahalaaya, aur
usake sire par ek komal chumban dabaaya. "mujhe itana aanand dene ke lie dhanyavaad," mainne use neeche kee or dekhate hue kaha.
usane karaahate hue mere baalon mein apanee ungaliyaan ghumaeen. “abhee aur bhee bahut kuchh hona baakee hai. mainne tumhen dikhaana bhee shuroo nahin kiya hai ki main kya kar sakata hoon.” mainne use dheere-dheere chaata, apanee jeebh ko usake sir ke chaaron or ghumaaya, hamaare baad ke anubhav ka svaad chakha. “to behatar hoga ki tum apana vaada nibhao, raamoo. main har din barbaad hona chaahati hoon.”

 

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vah mand-mand hansa aur mujhe apanee baahon mein vaapas kheench liya. "tum ho kahoge. main yah sunishchit karoonga." ham bistar par lete rahe, ulajhe hue aur khule hue, ek-doosare kee saans lete hue. ek samay par, usake pet se halkee-see gurraahat nikalee. mainne muskura kar usake gaal ko sahalaaya. "bhookh lagee hai, kanna? kuchh garm chaahie?" usane muskaraate hue kaha. "sirf agar yah tumhaare munh se aae." bina kuchh kahe, mainne usake sir ko apane stan kee or le gaya, jo doodh peene se abhee bhee bhaaree tha. mainne usake honthon ko apane nippal se chhua, use chidhaate hue, aur budabudaaya, "pee lo, raamoo... jo tumhaara hai, le lo." usane utsukata se choosa, usake munh kee garmee ne meree reedh mein ek taaza romaanch paida kar diya. mainne usake ganje sir ko sahalaaya, dheere-dheere hilaate hue jaise vah choos raha tha, lay dheemee aur laalachee thee. doodh usake munh mein gir gaya, aur vah bhookhe aadamee kee tarah mujhase peete hue karaah utha. “meetha,” usane kheenchate hue phusaphusaaya. “mainne jo bhee chakha hai, usase behatar hai.”

“achchha,” mainne phusaphusaaya. “yah ab tumhaara ghar hai. mera shareer tumhaara hai, yahaan tak ki mera doodh bhee.”

usane aur jor se choosa, ek haath se mere doosare stan ko masalate hue, jisase main phir se dheere se karaah uthee, isaka aanand
poore shareer mein jhunajhunee paida kar raha tha. “tum mujhe khilaatee ho, mujhe chodatee ho, mujhe pyaar karatee ho… ek aadamee ko isase zyaada aur kya chaahie?”

phir vah thoda door hat gaya aur hansa. “kya hoga agar tumhaara beta bhookha jaag jae?”
main muskuraee. "chinta mat karo. mainne pahale hee pamp kar liya hai. usakee botal phrij mein taiyaar hai. isake alaava..." mainne use phir se chooma. "vah abhee bhee itana chhota hai ki use sandeh nahin hai ki saaree garmee kahaan ja rahee hai." "smaart mahila," usane mujhe phir se apane kareeb kheenchate hue kaha. aakhirakaar, main chaadar se phisal gaee, pair kamajor the, jaanghen usake veery se chipachipee theen. main shauchaalay kee or chalee gaee, poore raaste usakee nazar mujh par mahasoos kar rahee thee. andar, mainne dheere-dheere khud ko saaph kiya, usake veery ko baahar tapakane diya, usane mujhe jo ganda kar diya tha, us par muskuraee. vah mere saath shaamil ho gaya, mere bagal mein khud ko dhoya, jaanaboojhakar mere khilaaph brash kiya, yahaan-vahaan thoda sa sparsh kiya. hamaare sookhane ke baad, mainne use mujhe kapade pahanane mein madad karane diya, usakee ungaliyaan meree kamar ke vakr ko chhoo rahee theen, jabaki vah meree sari kee pleets ko tak kar raha tha, blauj ko apane haathon se theek kar raha tha. jaane se pahale, main usakee or mudee, usake chehare ko sahalaaya aur phusaphusaaya, "ab tumane mujhe bigaad diya hai. main us aadamee ke bagal mein sone ke lie vaapas nahin ja paoongee, bina tumhaare baare mein soche. main vahaan tumhaare veery se lathapath padee rahoongee, kaash ki yah tumhaare haath hote jo mujhe usake dayaneey, paseene se tar angon ke bajaay pakad rahe hote." usakee aankhen kaalee pad gaeen. "to vaapas mat jao. ya agar tumhen jaana hee hai, to har din apana shareer yahaan lao. mujhe vah do jo mera hai." mainne muskuraaya, use aakhiree baar chooma, aur apane ghar vaapas chalee gaee, har kadam chipachipa aur dardanaak tha aur phir se usaka hone kee ichchha thee.

agale din-------
meena: (dheere se hansate hue) to? kya tum jeevit ho? ya raamoo ne tumhen pooree tarah se tod diya?

saakshee: (karaahate hue, aadhee hansee) jeevit... mushkil se. meena, mujhe yah bhee nahin pata ki kahaan se shuroo karoon. mujhe lagata hai ki mere shareer ko phir se joda gaya hai, jaise ki mere andar se kuchh pavitr aur paapapoorn guzara ho. jab main chalatee hoon to meree jaanghen abhee bhee kaanpatee hain. meree aavaaz karkash hai. mera kabhee is tarah se istemaal nahin kiya gaya... ya is tarah se pyaar nahin kiya gaya.

meena: he bhagavaan. tumane sach mein aisa kiya. tumane bhookh ke aage ghutane tek die. mujhe sab kuchh batao, aurat. kya yah... itanee chidhaane, saaree jaanchon, saare intazaar ke laayak tha?

saakshee: isake laayak? mujhe nahin pata tha ki seks aisa bhee ho sakata hai, meena. yah sirf shaareerik nahin tha. usane sirf mujhe choda nahin-
usane mujhe liya, jaise main usakee hoon. vah mere shareer ko mujhase behatar jaanata tha. main baar-baar jhadatee thee. mera shareer bas... samarpan kar deta tha. mera dimaag gaayab ho gaya. main roee, main hansee-mujhe lagata hai ki mainne bheekh bhee maangee. usane mujhe bheekh maangane par majaboor kiya.
meena: (usakee aavaaz mein muskuraahat) mainne tumase kaha tha. bade aadamee oorja barbaad nahin karate. ve jaanaboojhakar karate hain. kendrit hote hain. ve
tumhen padhate hain. aur raamoo... vah tumhaare lie bhookha raha hai. jab tumane usake baare mein baat kee to main usakee aankhon mein yah dekh sakatee thee.
saakshee: (aah bharate hue, sapanon mein khoee huee) usane mujhase piya, meena. sachamuch. usane mere stanon se aise doodh piya jaise koee aadamee apanee jagah vaapas le raha ho. aur jis tarah se usane baad mein meree taraf dekha... main pighal gaee. usake baad hamane kaee minat tak baat bhee nahin kee. ham bas vahaan lete rahe, tvacha se tvacha, usaka ling abhee bhee mere andar tha, ham donon teevrata se kaanp rahe the.
meena: tumhen pata hai ki yah seks se zyaada kuchh lagata hai, hai na? tumane sirf usake saath sona hee nahin tha. tumane khud ko pesh kiya. aur usane sveekaar kar liya.

 

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saakshee: (phusaphusaate hue) mainne ise hamaaree pahalee dopahar kaha. raat nahin- kyonki yah bahut besharmee thee, bahut besharmee thee. usane kaha ki main ab usakee patnee hoon. usane apanee aatma ko paseene aur veery se mere saath jod diya. mainne usase kaha ki vah mujhe rozaana pa sakata hai. main use rozaana chaahatee hoon. aur meena... abhee bhee... main use apane andar mahasoos karatee hoon. jaise usane mujhe chinhit kar liya ho. meena: (chupachaap) aur murugan? saakshee: mujhe usase nafarat hai. mujhe nafarat hai ki vah ab kitana chhota mahasoos karata hai. kal, usane beech mein hee fon kiya. raamoo ka ling mere andar daba hua tha aur phir bhee mainne javaab diya. apanee karaahon ke zarie jhooth bola. raamoo ne mujhe choda jabaki main usase baat kar rahee thee. vah pal? tabhee mujhe pata chala ki mainne ek seema paar kar lee hai. aur main vaapas nahin jaana chaahatee thee. main raamoo ka naam fon par chillaana chaahatee thee. meena: yah... teevr hai. saakshee: yah seks se kaheen badhakar tha, meena. yah punarjanm tha. usane mujhe pahalee baar ek aurat kee tarah mahasoos karaaya. har sparsh ne kaha, “tum meree ho.” har chumban ne phusaphusaaya, “tum surakshit ho.” mujhe sundar, shaktishaalee, poojit mahasoos hua. mujhe kuchh bhee maangane kee zaroorat nahin thee - usane mujhe sab kuchh diya, isase pahale ki mujhe pata chale ki mujhe isakee zaroorat hai. meena: to ab kya? do zindagiyaan jeena? saakshee: satah par, haan. lekin mainne pahale hee chun liya hai. raamoo mere paas hai. mera dil, mera shareer, mera samay. main har bahaane ka istemaal karoongee, har minat jo main chura sakatee hoon. main dekhana chaahatee hoon ki main kitanee door tak jaane de sakatee hoon. main pooree tarah se usake svaamitv mein rahana chaahatee hoon. main baar-baar tab tak barbaad hona chaahatee hoon jab tak ki puraane main ka koee nishaan na rah jae. meena: tum alag lagatee ho. halka. jaise tumhaare andar kuchh khul gaya ho.
saakshee: main alag hoon. aur haan-kuchh to hai. main dard mein hoon, tapak rahee hoon, kachchee hoon. lekin mainne kabhee itana sampoorn mahasoos nahin kiya. abhee bhee, jab main tumase baat karatee hoon, to usake baare mein sochate hee meree jaanghen phir se geelee ho jaatee hain. usakee khushaboo, usakee aavaaz, jis tarah se vah mere andar aane par gurraaya... yah sab goonjata hai. meena: dhikkaar hai. ladakee, tum fon ke zarie chamak rahee ho. gandagee aur khushee bikher rahee ho. saakshee: (hansatee hai) yah chamak nahin hai. yah aaftaraglo hai. gahara dard. aur usake veery kee ek nadee jo rukane se inakaar karatee hai. main usakee gandagee hoon, meena. garv se. meena: (hansatee hai) gandee. sundar. mujhe yah pasand hai. bas mujhase vaada karo... khud ko pooree tarah se mat khona. hoshiyaar raho. apane dil kee raksha karo. saakshee: main koshish karoongee. lekin meena... raamoo ke saath? main surakshit nahin rahana chaahatee. main girana chaahatee hoon. main use kachcha, jangalee, asalee chaahatee hoon. bhale hee baad mein dard ho. meena: to phir ise jiyo, saakshee. aise pyaar karo jaise koee dekh nahin raha ho. aise chaaho jaise yah tumhaaree aakhiree saans ho. saakshee: main kar rahee hoon. aakhirakaar. aur main rukane vaalee nahin hoon.
raamoo: (beedee jalaate hue aur peeth tikaate hue) ismail bhaee! tum boodhe kutte! aakhirakaar uth gae, hai na? ya tum abhee bhee apanee javaan dulhan ke saath vyast the? ismail bhaee: (hansate hue) are, raamoo! abhee bhee ganda munh chala rahe ho, main samajh gaya. main vyast tha. vah mujhe hansaatee rahatee hai, tumhen pata hai. ladakee abhee baees saal kee hai, usamen naee aag hai - lekin umr ko moorkh mat banane do. main ab apane pote se bhee zyaada mazaboot hoon. vah khud kahatee hai. kahatee hai ki vah mere haathon mein pahale se zyaada surakshit mahasoos karatee hai. raamoo: (muskuraate hue) aisa isalie hai kyonki vah ladake aur aadamee ke beech ka antar jaanatee hai. ismail bhaee: bilkul. aur nahin, hamane abhee tak aisa nahin kiya hai. isalie nahin ki main nahin kar sakata, balki isalie kyonki usane mujhe intazaar karane ke lie kaha tha. usane kaha ki vah shaadee ke baad pahalee baar, uchit, pooree pratibaddhata aur arth ke saath seks karana chaahatee hai. aur mainne usaka sammaan kiya. yahee vah hamesha chaahatee thee, yahaan tak ki mere pote se bhee. lekin moorkh? use yah pasand nahin aaya. usane kaha
vah bahut dheemee thee, bahut sharmeelee thee, aur bahak jaatee thee. isase use sabase zyaada dukh hua. unake alag hone ke kaaranon mein se ek.
raamoo: (dheere se sir hilaate hue) aur ab vah dekh raha hai ki tum use vah sammaan de rahe ho jise usane asveekaar kar diya tha.
ismail bhaee: bilakul sahee. usane mujhase kaha, “main bas chaahatee thee ki koee mujhe sirf ek shareer se zyaada dekhe.” aur mainne kaha,
“phir vedee par mera intazaar karo.” tab se, usane peechhe mudakar nahin dekha. ab vah har cheez ke lie mujh par bharosa karatee hai. usane yah bhee kaha ki use khushee hai ki yah ladake ke saath khatm ho gaya. vah mujhe apana aadamee, apana aakhiree adhyaay kahatee hai.
raamoo: haah, bhaee… isase mujhe yaad aaya. tum pichhalee baar mere toofaan ke baare mein poochh rahe the. ab main tumhen bataata hoon- yah
aakhirakaar hua.
ismail bhaee: (jhukakar) tumhaara matalab hai... tumhaaree saakshee?

raamoo: haan. vah mere paas aaee, bina kisee hichakichaahat ke khud ko pesh kiya. usaka pati poore saptaahaant ghar par tha,
to vah intazaar karatee rahee—pinjare mein band sheranee kee tarah intazaar karatee rahee. aur jab vah chala gaya, to usane nahaaya, khud ko saaph kiya, ek neelee sari pahanee jo usake karvs se chipakee huee thee. mere kamare mein aaee aur bas itana kaha, “aao naashta karo.” lekin mujhe pata tha.