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main ny baain hath sy us ki zulfon ko pechay kia or us ki gal
pay halki sy chapat mari… us ny katil nigahain utha kr meri
janib daikha main ny apnay right hand ki unglyan us k labon
par pheri or phr aik ungli labon main enter kr k unhain open
kia… us k danton par ungli pherty howay ankh sy lun ki taraf
ishara kia… wo samajh gai k main choopa marnay ka keh raha
hon… hamail ny aik ada e benyazi sy sir ko halka sa jhatka
day kr munh hi munh main “huh” kaha…. Main ny foran dono
hath us k samny jor kr sir ko iltejai andaz main hilaya… wo
hansi… yon maloom parta tha jesay kisi mander ki ganthiyan
baj rahi hon… us hansi main pyar bhi tha shokhi bhi… main ny
uski gallon par parny walay dimples pr ungliyan pherin… jab
sy ham sath hain or jahan tak meri yadasht kaam krti hay
main ny kabhi bhi hamail k chehry par esi khushi nahi dekhi
thi… mujhay nahi maloom main jo kuch behan k sath kr raha
tha wo dunya ki nazer main kitna ghalat tha mager main itna
zaror janta tha k hum dono apni zindagi k khushgwar or
haseen tareen lamhat main sy guzar rahay thay…
Achanak wo muskrata chehra nechay meray lun ki janib
mutwajja howa or phr hamail ny garden mazeed jhukai… wo
lun ka chopa lainay sy hichkicha bhi rahi thi lakin lun sy
nazrain bhi nahi hata pa rahi thi infact lun ko yon daikh rahi
thi jesay bacha kulfi ko daikhta hay… itnay main meray jism
ka rowan rowan sansana utha… asman pay chand muskranay
laga taray jo pehly asman k convas pay bikhray howay
maloom ho rahay thay ab apas main hathon main hath diay
kehkshain bnany lagay… hamail ny meray lun ki topi apnay
munh main utar li thi… us k munh ki garmaish sardiyon main
liay gaiay lehaf ki tarha thi k jo insan k liay maa k pait ki
tarha apnay aap main aik dunya hota hay… mera lun bhi is
waqt apni behan k munh main yon feel kr raha tha jesay ye
bana hi isi maqsad k liay ho… apnay bhai k liay wo sara
unconditional love k jisko byan krny k liay aik behan k pas
ilfaz nahi hotay behan chahy to wohi zuban bhai k lun pay
pher kr izhar kr dalay… yehi sab is waqt hamail kr rahi thi…
hamail dheray dheray chotay chotay chopay laga rahi thi bus
full topi or us sy agay ka kuch hissa… main hamail k apnay
bhai k liay is pyar ko daikh kr sadqay wari ja raha tha… wo
jis khaloos k sath apnay sagay bhai ka lun choop rahi thi
ager koi daikh laita to us pari ko nazer lag jani thi (khair koi
daikh laita to nazer lagti na lagti gandh zaror lag jani thi…
lakin main ny bhi intezam kia tha… awal to ye k chatt ka
drawaza oper atay hi band kr dia tha dosra ye k hum shed k
nechay konay main bethay thay… ird gird kisi bhi ghar ki
chatt sy nahi dikh sakty thay… hamail bhi is baat sy waqif
thi isi liay mazay lay lay kr choop rahi thi)
Is lamhay uska anchal us k galay sy dhalak chukka tha or
uski goad main gira para tha… us k jhuk kr chopay lganay ki
waja sy us k girayban sy us k halkay halkay hiltay mammay
dikh rahay thay… yr kia khoob manzer tha udhar aik chand
asman pay tha aik mera lun choop raha tha or do meri behan
k kameez main sy yon dikh rahay thay jesay badlon main sy
jhank rahay hon… oper sy har chopay par aik rooh parwar
taskeen alehda… itnay main hamail ny meray chehray ki janib
daikha usay khoob idea ho gaya k main us k mammay tar raha
hon foran seedhi hoi or dopatta gallay main drust kia meray
sir pay halki c chpat mari or boli…
She… apni behno ki kameezon main jhankny walay bhai
begherat hotay hain…
Me… acha or apnay bhai k wehshi ko munh sy lgam dalny wali
behan ko kia kaho gi aap…
She… well wo bhi ghalat hi hay… so bhai main to tauba kr
rahi hon… main chalti hon…
Me… array nahi…plzz plzzz plzzz… ok baba maaf krdo ghalti
meri thi… behnain bhi kabhi ghalat hoi hain bhala (ab go k
uski logic mujhay samajh nahi aai lakin banda lun chopwaiay
ya debate karay)
She… nahi esay nahi… aa… han idea…
Yeh keh kr us ny apna dopatta utar kr meri ankhon pay
bandh dia…
She… han g ab banay aap aik true bhai…
Me… chalo esay hi sahi lakin ye tm true behan wala kaam jari
rakho…
Hamail dobara meray lun k chopay lganay lagi…
Itnay main us ny josh k maray thora bara chopa lgaya mera
topa us k halaq main ja kr touch howa is k natejay main main
to aik lamhay main hwaon main terny laga lakin hamail ko is
hmaqat ki kemat chukani pari… achanak wo shidat k sath
khansi… usay ulti to nahi aai lakin lun galay tak janay k
natijay main tabiat buri tarha khrab hoi… meri ankhon pay
pati thi lehaza mujhay sirf itna maloom para k wo khans rahi
hay or us ny lun ko bhi munh sy bahir nikal dia hay… main ny
foran pati ankhon sy utari or paglon ki tarha usay senay sy
laga lia… lun ka josh bhi kam ho gaya tha… apni behan k liay
tharak sy benaz pure love jaag utha tha.. meri ankhon main
ansoo thay or main usay senay sy lgaiay betha tha… hamail ki
tabiat abhi sambhli nahi thi… us ny apny bhai ki khushi k liay
ye bold step uthaya tha or bhai ki khushi main wo itni khush
thi k usay apna ehsas hi nahi raha… yahan mujhay afsos ho
raha tha… muth to wo apni khushi sy laga rahi thi lakin
mujhay ye khotay jesa lun apni masom behan k nazuk or
chotay sy munh main nahi daina chaiay tha… behnain
hamesha qurbani daiti hain lakin main ny is lamhay bhi
khudgharzi dikhai… wo meray senay sy lagi bethi thi… ab
uski sansain normal ho chuki theen..
Hamail… m fine bhayya… m fine… ghabraiay mat…
Me… hamail meri jaan tmhain zara bhi takleef ho ye mujhay
gwara nahi… m sorry dear sab meri ghalti hay…
She… nahi bhayya esay mat kahain… chalain main baqi ka
choosti hon yon apnay bhai ka chostay howay adhay rastay
main chorna behno k liay acha shagan nahi hota (wo meri
jazbati halat daikh kr apni baton main hansi mazaq krny ki
koshish kr rahi thi)
Me… nahi chalo nechay chaltay hain u must rest now… main
ny shalwar drust ki or usay apnay sath lay kr nechay us k
room main chala gaya…
Us k room main jatay hi main ny usay bister par laitny ko
kaha…
She… bhayya… m fine… aap kyon pareshan ho rahay hain…
(yeh keh kr wo bed pay lait gai)
Main us k kareeb nechay bed k sath beth gaya… uska hath
apnay hathon main lia…
Me… tm ny to mujhay dara hi dia tha… pata hay tum zara bhi
hurt ho ye mujhay gwara nahi (pehly din sy lay kr ab tak
shaid ye pehli bar thi jab meray dialogue to filmi thay lakin
jazbat sachay thay)
To be continued.....
main ny baain hath sy us ki zulfon ko pechay kia or us ki gal
pay halki sy chapat mari… us ny katil nigahain utha kr meri
janib daikha main ny apnay right hand ki unglyan us k labon
par pheri or phr aik ungli labon main enter kr k unhain open
kia… us k danton par ungli pherty howay ankh sy lun ki taraf
ishara kia… wo samajh gai k main choopa marnay ka keh raha
hon… hamail ny aik ada e benyazi sy sir ko halka sa jhatka
day kr munh hi munh main “huh” kaha…. Main ny foran dono
hath us k samny jor kr sir ko iltejai andaz main hilaya… wo
hansi… yon maloom parta tha jesay kisi mander ki ganthiyan
baj rahi hon… us hansi main pyar bhi tha shokhi bhi… main ny
uski gallon par parny walay dimples pr ungliyan pherin… jab
sy ham sath hain or jahan tak meri yadasht kaam krti hay
main ny kabhi bhi hamail k chehry par esi khushi nahi dekhi
thi… mujhay nahi maloom main jo kuch behan k sath kr raha
tha wo dunya ki nazer main kitna ghalat tha mager main itna
zaror janta tha k hum dono apni zindagi k khushgwar or
haseen tareen lamhat main sy guzar rahay thay…
Achanak wo muskrata chehra nechay meray lun ki janib
mutwajja howa or phr hamail ny garden mazeed jhukai… wo
lun ka chopa lainay sy hichkicha bhi rahi thi lakin lun sy
nazrain bhi nahi hata pa rahi thi infact lun ko yon daikh rahi
thi jesay bacha kulfi ko daikhta hay… itnay main meray jism
ka rowan rowan sansana utha… asman pay chand muskranay
laga taray jo pehly asman k convas pay bikhray howay
maloom ho rahay thay ab apas main hathon main hath diay
kehkshain bnany lagay… hamail ny meray lun ki topi apnay
munh main utar li thi… us k munh ki garmaish sardiyon main
liay gaiay lehaf ki tarha thi k jo insan k liay maa k pait ki
tarha apnay aap main aik dunya hota hay… mera lun bhi is
waqt apni behan k munh main yon feel kr raha tha jesay ye
bana hi isi maqsad k liay ho… apnay bhai k liay wo sara
unconditional love k jisko byan krny k liay aik behan k pas
ilfaz nahi hotay behan chahy to wohi zuban bhai k lun pay
pher kr izhar kr dalay… yehi sab is waqt hamail kr rahi thi…
hamail dheray dheray chotay chotay chopay laga rahi thi bus
full topi or us sy agay ka kuch hissa… main hamail k apnay
bhai k liay is pyar ko daikh kr sadqay wari ja raha tha… wo
jis khaloos k sath apnay sagay bhai ka lun choop rahi thi
ager koi daikh laita to us pari ko nazer lag jani thi (khair koi
daikh laita to nazer lagti na lagti gandh zaror lag jani thi…
lakin main ny bhi intezam kia tha… awal to ye k chatt ka
drawaza oper atay hi band kr dia tha dosra ye k hum shed k
nechay konay main bethay thay… ird gird kisi bhi ghar ki
chatt sy nahi dikh sakty thay… hamail bhi is baat sy waqif
thi isi liay mazay lay lay kr choop rahi thi)
Is lamhay uska anchal us k galay sy dhalak chukka tha or
uski goad main gira para tha… us k jhuk kr chopay lganay ki
waja sy us k girayban sy us k halkay halkay hiltay mammay
dikh rahay thay… yr kia khoob manzer tha udhar aik chand
asman pay tha aik mera lun choop raha tha or do meri behan
k kameez main sy yon dikh rahay thay jesay badlon main sy
jhank rahay hon… oper sy har chopay par aik rooh parwar
taskeen alehda… itnay main hamail ny meray chehray ki janib
daikha usay khoob idea ho gaya k main us k mammay tar raha
hon foran seedhi hoi or dopatta gallay main drust kia meray
sir pay halki c chpat mari or boli…
She… apni behno ki kameezon main jhankny walay bhai
begherat hotay hain…
Me… acha or apnay bhai k wehshi ko munh sy lgam dalny wali
behan ko kia kaho gi aap…
She… well wo bhi ghalat hi hay… so bhai main to tauba kr
rahi hon… main chalti hon…
Me… array nahi…plzz plzzz plzzz… ok baba maaf krdo ghalti
meri thi… behnain bhi kabhi ghalat hoi hain bhala (ab go k
uski logic mujhay samajh nahi aai lakin banda lun chopwaiay
ya debate karay)
She… nahi esay nahi… aa… han idea…
Yeh keh kr us ny apna dopatta utar kr meri ankhon pay
bandh dia…
She… han g ab banay aap aik true bhai…
Me… chalo esay hi sahi lakin ye tm true behan wala kaam jari
rakho…
Hamail dobara meray lun k chopay lganay lagi…
Itnay main us ny josh k maray thora bara chopa lgaya mera
topa us k halaq main ja kr touch howa is k natejay main main
to aik lamhay main hwaon main terny laga lakin hamail ko is
hmaqat ki kemat chukani pari… achanak wo shidat k sath
khansi… usay ulti to nahi aai lakin lun galay tak janay k
natijay main tabiat buri tarha khrab hoi… meri ankhon pay
pati thi lehaza mujhay sirf itna maloom para k wo khans rahi
hay or us ny lun ko bhi munh sy bahir nikal dia hay… main ny
foran pati ankhon sy utari or paglon ki tarha usay senay sy
laga lia… lun ka josh bhi kam ho gaya tha… apni behan k liay
tharak sy benaz pure love jaag utha tha.. meri ankhon main
ansoo thay or main usay senay sy lgaiay betha tha… hamail ki
tabiat abhi sambhli nahi thi… us ny apny bhai ki khushi k liay
ye bold step uthaya tha or bhai ki khushi main wo itni khush
thi k usay apna ehsas hi nahi raha… yahan mujhay afsos ho
raha tha… muth to wo apni khushi sy laga rahi thi lakin
mujhay ye khotay jesa lun apni masom behan k nazuk or
chotay sy munh main nahi daina chaiay tha… behnain
hamesha qurbani daiti hain lakin main ny is lamhay bhi
khudgharzi dikhai… wo meray senay sy lagi bethi thi… ab
uski sansain normal ho chuki theen..
Hamail… m fine bhayya… m fine… ghabraiay mat…
Me… hamail meri jaan tmhain zara bhi takleef ho ye mujhay
gwara nahi… m sorry dear sab meri ghalti hay…
She… nahi bhayya esay mat kahain… chalain main baqi ka
choosti hon yon apnay bhai ka chostay howay adhay rastay
main chorna behno k liay acha shagan nahi hota (wo meri
jazbati halat daikh kr apni baton main hansi mazaq krny ki
koshish kr rahi thi)
Me… nahi chalo nechay chaltay hain u must rest now… main
ny shalwar drust ki or usay apnay sath lay kr nechay us k
room main chala gaya…
Us k room main jatay hi main ny usay bister par laitny ko
kaha…
She… bhayya… m fine… aap kyon pareshan ho rahay hain…
(yeh keh kr wo bed pay lait gai)
Main us k kareeb nechay bed k sath beth gaya… uska hath
apnay hathon main lia…
Me… tm ny to mujhay dara hi dia tha… pata hay tum zara bhi
hurt ho ye mujhay gwara nahi (pehly din sy lay kr ab tak
shaid ye pehli bar thi jab meray dialogue to filmi thay lakin
jazbat sachay thay)
To be continued.....
