UPDATE 2
9 saal pehle
mai us waqt 13 saaal ka tha jab mere parents car hadse mai is dar-e-fani se chal basse. us waqt mere taya sermand sdeeqi muje apne sath apne ghr sdeeqi pelas mai le kar ae. us waqt shahina ki umar b 13 saal hi thi hum dono ham umar the. shurwat mai to meri shahina se kam hi bat hoti.jo b bat hoti dining table par hi hoti bat kya thi srf slaam dua. insaan k parents me se kissi ik ki b death insaan ko tod kar rakh deti hai jab k mere to dono parents hi muje ik hi martba chode kar chelle ghe the. asse me hud ko sambal pana mere liye mushkil ho raha tha. mai sara sara din ur sari sari rat kamre me beth kar rota rehta ur apne parents ko yad karta rehta. meri halat k pesh-e-nzr taya jan ne office janna band kar diya tai jan shgufta sdeeqi ne b office jana band kar diya. taya abu ka to apna busness hai jab k ab un ne apne busness k sath sath mere abu jan ka busness b sambalna tha asse me wo zyada chotyan nahi kar sekte the. tayi jan ki apni enjeo hai jis ki waje se un ne b office jana start kar diya le de k mai ur shahina hi reh ghe the pure ghr mai jo sara din ghr par rehte the. subha breakfast k foren bad taya jan ur tayi jan apne apne office challe jate ur raat ko 8 se 9 taq ghr atte sometime 10 baje atte.
din ur raat ka khana mai ur shahina dining room me hi karte.leken hmare darmyan koi has bat na hoti.
us din raat k 11:30 ka time ho gha jab pyas se meri ankh kol ghi. lamp roshen karne k bad mai ne ird gird nzr dudai to muje pata challa k kamre me pani nahi hai. pyas boht zooron ki laghi thi is liye mai kitchen se pani pine k liye chal diya.
kitchen first floor par hai taya ur tayi jan ka kamra b first floor parhi hai jab k mera ur shahina ka kamra scond floor par hai. mere kamre se phle shahina ka kara atta hai phir ik kamra aghe chode kar dusra karmra mera hai.yani k hum dono k rooms k darmyan (center) me ik kamra kamra ha jo band rehta hai.
mai apne kamre se nkl kar kitchen ki janib chal pada lekin mai jesse hi shahina k room k samne se poncha muje siskne ki awaz i.muje awaz phchante deer na lagi k ye shahina ki awz hai. shahina ki siskaryun ki awaz sunte hi be-ahtyar mere qadam door ki janib kiche challe ghe jab mai room k door k pas poncha to mue yqeen ho gya k ye shahina hi ki awaz hai.door ko nock karne garz se mai ne jesse hi door ko toch kiya wo tada sa khul gya ur muje pata chal gya k door under se lack nahi hai. mai ne dhere se door ko open kiya ur kamre me dahl ho gya. kamre me sirf bed lamp roshan tha ur baqi kamre me undeera tha. mai jesse hi kamre me dahl huwa shahina ki ghabrai huwi awaz i.
k..k..kone h..hai
mai ne shahina ki is bat ur andaz se andaza kiya k wo dar ghi hai.
mai: mai hun hashir kitchen me ja raha tha ap ki awaz sunni to......
meri baat abi complete hi nahi hui thi k shahina ne meri bat katte huwe kaha
shahina: tum ne acha kiya k a ghe ho mai boht dar ghi thi mai..mai
shahina ne roona shuru kar diya.
mai is waqt shahina k bed k pas hi kheda tha jab shahina ne roona start kiya to mai bed par beth gya.
mai: aree roie to nahi wesse ap kis se dar ghi thin.
shahina: (rote huwe) wo wo muje bura sapna aya tha.
muje pahle hi andaza tha ur mera andaza 100 percent drust sabit huwa tha.
mai dilasa dete huwe ) wo to sirf sapna tha ap please mat roye.
itna kehte huwe mai ne pani ka jagh doonda jagh to mil gya lekin us me pani sirf do gont hi tha. mai ne bed se utte huwe shahina se kaha.
mai: acha mai ap k liye pani lata hon.
mai ne abi itna kehte huwe jagh ko hath me liya hi tha k shahina ne furan se bed par bethe bethe mera hath paked liya
shahina : (gharai huwi awaz me ) nahi nahi tum yahi raho muje pyas nahi hai ur na hi muje pani pina hai.
mai: lekin
shahina: mai ne kaha na muje pani nahi pina tum pleae bas mere pas hi bethe raho.
mai: mante huwe) acha teek hai mai yahi hun ap leet kar so jaen.
us waqt tha to mai b bcha hi lekin ghuzishta 2 month ne muje boht kuch sikha diya . shurwat me b raat ko dar jata to mere pas muje koi b dilasa dene wala na hota. taya jan ur tayi jan saara din to mere sath hote ur raat ko apne kamre me ja kar so jate. asse me kai den ae jab mai dar jata rota lekin muje dilasa dene wala koi na hota. hud ko hud hi dilasa dena padta . parents k hote raat 9 k bad mai kabi kamre se nahi nikla karta tha kyu k muje dar lgta tha. lekin in do month me kafi raaten assi ghuzri jab muje pani pine k liye kitchen me aqele tanha jana padta.kehte hain waqt isaan ko har kuch sikha ur smja deta hai. ghuzishta un do month ne b muje kafi kuch sikha diya tha.
mai shahina k pas hi beth ghya pyas to muje abi b lagi thi par is waqt muje shahina ki fqr ho rahi tha. mera ik hath shahina ne pakhd rakha tha jab k dusra azad tha. mai ne dusre hath se jagh me mujud pani ko ghilas me dalla ur shahina ko diya. shahina ne wo pani bila chu chra pi liya. yqinan us ko pyas lagi thi mgr dar k mare wo muje pani lene nahi jane de rahi thi. pani pine k bad us ne gilass muje pkhda diya. mai ne ghilass tebal par rakhte huwe us se kaha.
mai: a lete jae
shahina: nahi muje need nahi i
shayad shahina ko dar tha k us k sone k bad mai challa jaon gha.is liye uss ko tsalli dete huwe mai ne kaha.
mai: ap late jae mai yahi hon.
shahina: kahi jana nahi.
mai: mai ider hi hon ap lete jaen ur so jaen.
meri bat sunte huwe shahina late to gi lekin us ne mere hath ko nahi choda.
todi deer bad bad jab mje assa mehsoos huwa k shahinaa so ghi hai to mai ne apna hath chudane ki koshish. lekin mera andaza ghalt nikla shahina abi kachi need mai thi mai ne hath chudane k liye jesse hi hath kinch us ki unkh kul ghi ur wo jat se ut bethi.
shahina: (ghbrai huwi azawz me) kahan ja rahe ho.
mai: kahi ni mai ider hi hon ap so jaen.
shahina: nahi tum yahan se ja rahe the.
mai: arre nahi mai to bas apna hath chuda raha tha.ta k aram se beth sakon.
(mai shahina ko ap is liye keh kar muhatib hota tha kyu k wo muj se chnd month badi thi. ur atni badi bi nahi thi k mai us ko api baji didi ya sister jesse alqabat se nwazta)
shahina: (roote huwe ) nahi tum ja rahe the.
mai: arre nahi nahi mai yahi hon ap so jaen mai kahi nahi ja raha.
shahina: mai so jaun ghi to tum challe jao ghe.
mai( samjante huwe) nahi jaon gha ap so jaen.
shahina( asoo pochte huwe) wada (hath bada te huwe)
mai
hath thamte huwe ) wada
shahina: ( latete huwe) wesse tum kya sari raat yahi beth kar guzaro ghe tum b aj yahi mere sath hi so jao.
need to muje b zooron ki arahi thi mgr ik jijak thi mere under jis k pesh e nzr mai ne kaha.
mai: yaha mgr
shahina: ha yaha
itna kehte huwe shahina ut kar beth gi ur hud doosri janib ho kar late ghi. mgr mai abbi b ulja huwa tha. muje assa betha dekh kar shahina ne muje phir kaha.
shahina: kya huwa late jao.
mai jijkte jijkte bed ki ik janib late gya.
shahina ka chehra ur mera chehra amne samne tha usse abi b dar tha k kahi mai us k sote hi challa na jaon is liye us ne mera hath abi b pakd rakha tha. todi deer asse hi late rehne k bad muje pata hi na challa k kab meri ankh lag gi. ur mai so gya
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