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Erotica Shiva's Erotic Letter seduction saga

Akshay Thakur

Narratophilia
45
45
19
Erotica seduction of hot Widowed MILF teacher through the letters by secret admirer and her submission to his wills.
Intro


Pooja, a lecturer whose husband was alcoholic and suffered from diabetes that had robbed her of all sexual desire for many years. She was forty, mother of a girl and a boy aged twenty and sixteen respectively when her husband died.

Pooja was nineteen when she married to her thirty-two years old husband, a Lecturer, one year after his first wife died. He was a suspecting and dominating husband. She led a life accepting fate, living with her cruel and abusive husband for the sake of children.

She was beautiful and sexy having fair complexion a bit short in height but huge boobs of 38DD and Ass of 40 made her look ravishing hot MILF. Every man who looked at her desired her. Her husband used to torment her for no fault of hers, when a man looked at her. She did not have financial freedom and always suffered humiliation, physical and emotional abuse from her suspecting husband.

Her abusive just husband died of covid, but she did not feel sad or have feelings of grief. She did not mourn. Instead of being gloomy and sad she felt monstrous joy which means there would be no powerful will bending hers in that blind persistence with which men and women believe they have a right to impose a private will upon a fellow-creature. She is experiencing complete joy over the death of her husband, because of the resentment and helplessness that built up over the years of miserable marriage. She has been mistreated by her husband since inception so his death is for the best for her.

She accepted condolences from friends and relatives calmly. Since her happiness is socially unacceptable, she masked her happy feelings in the presence of other people, except in front of children. Surprisingly even the children did not feel sad due to the loss of a dominating and dictatorial father. She has gone through a customary mourning period till 13th day ceremony for the sake of society concealing her pleasure and freedom.

On 14th day after her husband’s demise, she received a letter from an unknown person named Shiva. He praised her beauty, expressed his love, admiration, She was surprised to receive such a letter immediately after becoming a widow. She wondered whether a man known to her had written with a pseudo name. The contents of the letter ignited a fire in her which she could not resist and engrossed in reading
 

Akshay Thakur

Narratophilia
45
45
19
The First letter:

My dear beautiful Sweet Pooja,

I love you. I like you. I want you. You are beautiful, erotic and sexy. I like your smile, the way you hold your head, and your very essence entrances me and takes me to a place where, for reasons unknown to me, I feel like I want to have you as mine. I guess some people would call that love, but it is much more intense and passionate.

I fell in love with you ten years ago, the first time I saw you – Love at first sight. But could not express my heartfelt intense love, lust and immense desire to you because you were married and have children and various other reasons. I am twenty eight years old. I have been in love with you for ten years. The feelings inside me for you are profound, intense, terrifying and terrific all at once.

I like your curvaceous sexy erotic sensuous body, smooth, radiant glowing healthy skin, beautiful face, deep set kajal lined expressive eyes, well defined thick curvaceous eyebrows. Your well-defined juicy wide full thick pouting pronounced cupid bow heart shaped lips. I am attracted to your long, curved, and almost-concave slope with a slight upward peak at the tip nose, long smooth neck and sexy round shoulders, large huge voluminous firm pendulous mountainous breasts hung from a lean chest.

I admire your taut thin waist curvaceously spread onto wide bottom and big hemispherical protruding inverted pots-like hips, your beautiful black, hip length, soft, silky, lustrous, smooth, shining, wavy, voluminous, uniformly thick hair.

I wish I could kiss you in the morning everyday and remind you how lovely and sexy you are, how beautiful your smile is, and how sexy your husky voice is. I would like to kiss your juicy lips and drink your cunt kamarasa – nectar every night. I wish I could whisper in your ear and have it be the first thing you hear in the morning; tell you what you mean to me, how wonderful you are, how special you are, how the world is a better place with you in it, desire you, crave you right there in your bedroom. No matter what you think you look like, you are heart-breaking, beautiful and desirable to me in every way. I wish I knew your feelings and thoughts, tastes, preferences, desires and fantasies.
On seeing you for the first time I felt fatal physical attraction and immense desire to have you. I find that I nevertheless share some sort of connection with you. I am obviously sexually attracted to you and enamored by your beautiful and sexy appearance, but at the same time have this sense that the two of us are related for more than one life.

We will be able to connect on a deeper emotional level than purely a physical one. I want to know the real you. Let us begin to get to know each other. Let us know and explore each other. I want you to be mine. I feel you are mine and you belong to me.

Let us share aspirations, dreams and thoughts uninhibitedly without any hesitation. Open up your mind for me and share your thoughts, whatever they are I can understand and appreciate you without criticism. Consider me as your close intimate friend, your soul mate, and your alter ego. Let me enter you, your mind and explore you. The God surely took extra care when he made you so beautiful sexy and erotic for me. I do not know why God sent you to earth without enjoying your beauty.
I have been observing, admiring, appreciating you, your erotic beauty and sexy personality for the last ten years with intense love and immense desire to have you, own you, posses you, and to unite with you but never get an opportunity to talk to you or meet you in person. I will help you to celebrate your female eroticism. It will be interesting to know what type and category of woman you are.

I want to know everything about you. I am not asking for just friendship and love. I am asking you to be mine. You belong to me. I possess you. I own you. You are mine. You will be happy to be mine. You are my property. God created you for me. You should realize this.
Pooja, Know yourself. Identify what type of woman your are! I am sure that you need a man to satisfy your urges, desires and needs both psychological and physical despite your mature age. I am the right man to understand and appreciate your qualities, help you know your own self and satisfy all your aspirations, dreams, desires, creative and fertile imaginations and fantasies.

Lovingly & Intimately
Your Shiva
 

Akshay Thakur

Narratophilia
45
45
19
The Dilemma

She was not offended but amazed, astounded and thrilled to receive such letters from an unknown man. He did not offer condolences or mention her recent widowhood. Instead he expressed his love. She tried to guess who could have written such an amorous letter? She wondered, ‘Is someone known to her trying to take advantage of her being a widow.’

The letter came from a faraway place as indicated by the address on the envelope. His handwriting is beautiful. She received voluminous detailed handwritten letters on beautiful and elegant stationery admiring, complementing, expressing immense love and intense erotic desire. The letters increasingly became more amorous, romantic, bold, erotic and explicitly vivid and descriptive. She was not angry but happy. She was amused and enthralled.

She started waiting for his letter every day and reading them again and again experiencing the love. It is the first time in her life to receive such love letters. She never had an opportunity to share her thoughts and inner romantic feelings with anyone. However, all that changed when a mysterious lover began to write to her. Whoever he is, this man is interesting, intriguing and a mystery and the best thing that has ever happened to her.

She was able to get to know his intense love, innermost feelings, and immense desire for her. She wants to share her feelings. She wants him as her friend, lover and soul mate but the fear of society held her back.

She could not resist. Her mind is occupied by him and with his thoughts. Every day she read his letters many times. The more she read his letters the desire intensified and aroused her like reading an erotic explicit pornographic story. The urge to express, to convey and to communicate with him and reciprocate has become uncontrollable and let go her fear of social stigma.

Once she started writing, her thoughts are flowing out as if water gushes out when the gates are opened in the dam. Her deep-rooted dreams and desires which she thought long forgotten and resting at the bottom of her mind surfaced and became more pronounced.

Finally she wrote as the thoughts came out without editing uninhibitedly. It was as if she was rediscovering her own psyche and her inner self. Thinking of the unknown lover while writing, she got so much aroused with immense desire and she had to masturbate many a time massaging her clit and inserting her fingers into her cunt deep to orgasm before continuing writing the letter.
 
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Pooja’s letter

Dear Shiva,
I am amazed, astounded and puzzled to receive such detailed beautifully handwritten lovely erotic letters on aesthetic stationery from you, daily for the last one week expressing your intense love and immense desire for me. Who are you? How do you know me?

I am forty year old, widowed a month back. I have a daughter of marriageable age and a son. Your letters did not indicate the fact that you know about my widow status. I am happy to know that you have been in love with me for the last ten years. Ten Years is a long time for a young man to sustain and continue such an intense love and deep desire without reciprocation from a lover.

I am amazed that you have been giving me love without expecting anything from me in return till now. You have been giving perhaps a lot more than you initially thought and now want to begin experiencing the flow of reciprocity.

I wonder why you choose to reveal now expressing your love for me. Is it that, you are aware that I have recently become a widow and hence an easily available woman for your enjoyment and sexual pleasure? Do I look like a woman who needs regular sex and ready to have an affair immediately of acquiring widowhood? But I feel It is me you are seeking and not a mistaken identity. I wonder why me? Do you like me so much?

You say that you have been in deep love with me for the last ten years. You could have informed me then. Have you been waiting for me to become a widow? What would you have done if I had not become a widow? I wonder whether you would have remained as silent lover forever, had I not become a widow. Should I feel happy that I became a widow and hence you thought I am available for you.

I appreciate your knowledge, language skills, effective and succinct use of erotic words and phrases. I am sure you are a highly educated romantic and creative and passionate person. Reading your letters is like reading an erotic romantic novel. Despite having arousal romantic feelings influenced and invoked by your ardent admiration and at the same time consequences of accepting you as a lover and soulmate into my life at this age, you obviously won my heart.

Your letters are filled with intimate details and descriptions of various Kamasutra positions. I assume you want to try all these coitus positions with me. In your letters, you have not been requesting my love. It surprises me that you are commanding me, as if I have been your lover or mistress for a long time.

You have been ordering me to open up my mind to you and share my secret thoughts and desires. Sharing my innermost feelings and thoughts with anyone else scares me because I may be misunderstood. Why are you so confident that I accept you as my lover? I am sharing all my secret thoughts with you now, because now I accept you as my soul mate.

My reawakening immediately after my husband died and receiving your love letters really surprised me. I am ready from expecting to be done with sex to having an intense physical relationship, to experimenting in a way I never had when I was younger and married, and finally, to being with You. But more importantly, rediscovering my sexuality helped me to be open to enjoying life again, and to look at new things with curiosity instead of judgment. I think I am now ready for you.

Every day I await your letter, read and experience your love which gives pleasure and new meaning to my life.

Sincerely Yours
Aroused Pooja
 

Akshay Thakur

Narratophilia
45
45
19
Shiva’s reply

My dear sweet sexy sizzling Pooja,
Pooja, you asked me, “Do I look like a woman who needs sex and ready to have an affair within two weeks of acquiring widowhood?”
Yes. You definitely look like a woman who needs to be fucked, but not after becoming a widow but even before. Its apparent on your face and your body language that you want a man to satisfy your insatiable desires.
I know that you cannot think of anything else except me after reading my letters and receiving my love. You are experiencing the power of my love and my intense desire for you.

In a conscious romantic loving relationship, there’s room to feel anything. You may not like what you hear, in fact, it may trigger the hell out of you. But you’re willing to be triggered if it means your partner can be authentic.

My Sexy Sensuous Pooja, you are an erotic beauty. Every inch of you exudes raw sexuality. You seduce with your eyes, that slight smile, walking style and your mannerisms. Despite that fact that you are elder than me by Twelve years and that you are a widow now makes me think that our relationship can flourish now. I can marry you and make you my wife for which you may say that society does not accept and approve. We can be lovers and soul mates forever.

In fact sexual intercourse between a matured woman and young man is more pleasurable. Come to me my darling, I will show you the heaven, make all your sexual dreams and fantasies come true. I envy the men who has the opportunity to see and enjoy your beautiful sexy figure every day. I have had an intimate relationship with your friend Lakshmi for ten years now and I know all about you because of her since last ten years.

I saw you a few days after your husband’s demise when you came to Lakshmi ‘s house. There was no sadness or grief in your eyes. I saw immense relief in you. Despite being a new widow you are looking happy and beautiful exuding raw sexuality. You aroused my intense deep carnal desire for you. I know that you were ready for me, and now available for me. I was sure that you noticed the desire for you in my eyes when I looked at you.

You are like a wild horse. You need to be tamed. I am the man who can tame you. I know you are in an emotional and biological need that must be gratified. Any other man cannot tame you, control you, and dominate you. You need me.
You will enjoy the erotic humiliation by me. You are the ultimate bitch and a Cunt. You need to be humiliated, degraded by me so that you realize what you really are. I urge you to awaken your erotic life.

Pooja, You may wonder why am I using erotic filthy dirty obscene abusive words. I know you like them. If you want a simple answer, it is because You have come to recognize humiliation or humiliating treatment as a sexual behavior in the same way that most others would recognize flirting. You like a man to be in charge.

Do you want to further waste your life living like a celibate without pleasure thinking of ethics, morals, traditions and social restrictions. I recognized the hidden qualities in you long back and I want to have you as mine and I am sure you want to be mine. I will help you to be a desirable and dazzling woman instead of sexy instead of being a seclusive, raunchy instead of being reclusive woman, and celebrate every moment of your life instead of being a celibate.

I want to fulfill your desires. You are submissive by nature and realize and bring out the real self from subconscious level.

Lovingly Your Master
Shiva
 
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The backstory

Lakshmi, a former student who later became a colleague of Pooja in the same department, was not on friendly terms with her. Both stay in the opposite houses in the colony. Thirty Eight year old Lakshmi, a beautiful lean sexy divorcee with knee length hair has been a mistress of Shiva for eleven years. Lakshmi was at her sexual peak when she met Shiva who was her student. She befriended and fell deeply in love with Shiva.

She needs man to fuck and satisfy her sexual desires. They soon became lovers. Lakshmi is wild in bed and a sadist woman. For one year Lakshmi enjoyed fucking with Shiva. They used to go to movies and outings on weekends. She actually started treating Shiva as her husband. Every weekend, during the first year of their relationship, Lakshmi and her lover husband Shiva visited various outstations and deep dived in sexual pleasure day and night.

After the first, Lakshmi went to her home town. Shiva used to visit her place regularly. She introduced him to all her friends inviting them for Lunch or dinner when he visited. Everyone in the College, Colony and her family know about the affair between Lakshmi and Shiva. Lakshmi told everyone that She is Shiva’s mistress.

Shiva used to see Pooja during his occasional visits to Lakshmi’s house and saw Pooja. Shiva asked Lakshmi to introduce Pooja. She told Shiva about Pooja husband’s suspicious nature that was well known in the colony, when she observed Shiva gazing at her and obviously interested to have her.

Lakshmi being Shiva’s mistress for ten years is envious of Pooja because of her beauty and does not want to introduce him to Pooja. Looking at opportunity at his hands Shiva writes to pooja expressing his love and also how he is going to treat her as sex goddess, worship her beautiful body and make passionate love to her. His letters aroused her sexual desire. Her unsatisfied hunger for sex has become pronounced and surfaced. She wants to be taken by him. She wants to submit herself to him. The thought of submission to him is so pleasurable and exciting.
 

Akshay Thakur

Narratophilia
45
45
19
Pooja’s Submission Letter

Dear Sir,
I am again surprised to learn that you have been Lakshmi’s lover. I fell in love with you through your letters communicating romantic intimate passionate deep love and desire for me. Even the derogatory and debauchery words you wrote electrified me, twisted my nerves sending shocking sex waves through my mind and body. I wonder whether I deserve and qualify to be described like this. You also have awakened my desires. It seems you are an expert mind reader.

I remember seeing you many times during your visits to my colleague, the bitchy Lakshmi. I noticed you gazing at me with intense desire every day when I go to the college and return. I could not reciprocate. You are a young, tall, handsome, irresistible masculine man. I envy that bitch Lakshmi for having you as a lover. My desire to be your lover becomes more intensified because you are Lakshmi’s lover. I feel jealous of Lakshmi because she was bold to divorce her husband and found you, a young man as her lover.

My dear sir, It gives me immense colossal pleasure to note that you think I am more beautiful, sexy, desirable and erotic than Lakshmi. Have you informed that bitch about us. She does not seem to know yet, that you have been writing to me, had she known she must have spread the news like a wildfire by now. Does she know that you love me more than her and prefer me?

I am delighted you chose her over me and to prove my worth to my lover I should take care of my body more carefully to look sexy and present to you. I am doing more exercises to keep me fit for your use and abuse. I am surprised at myself that I enjoy and get excited with uncontrollable desire reading your raunchy, explicit, uninhibited, erotic, vulgar letters and filthy words you use. The letters filled with dirty, filthy vulgar derogatory words and phrases which would normally make a woman feel offended and humiliated. I am enjoying thoroughly reading them.

Sir, The very thought of you dominating me arouses me to the core. It’s not just pain or forceful physical dominance that get me going. The power is also in your words-in the triggers. I long to be told what to do by you.

I want to give you, my Sir, complete control of me. I want you to dominate me, control me and order me. I enjoy every ‘Please, Sir’ and ‘Thank you, Sir’ I utter. I’m aroused by the fear of being punished for not completing a task or forgetting to ask permission. These triggers are strong and working for me when I am writing. I’ve been reduced to a wet mess with just reading your letters. My kama juices overflowed from my cunt making my petticoat drenched.

I have no choice but to masturbate to orgasm thinking of you. It has become essential for me to read your letters, imagine you and masturbate to endless multiple orgasms every night without which I can’t sleep. I am eagerly waiting to actual experience of your young cock penetrating into my cunt and then fuck me hard and deep long time making me reach ecstatic orgasms.

Lovingly and eagerly waiting to be Yours – Pooja
 
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