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UPDATE 21
Abb Rahul Raj ke hostel me shift ho jaata hai....Dono double bed room me ek saath rehte hai....Raj MBBS ka entrance preparation kar raha tha....Wo 1 year se apna taiyaari kar raha tha....Wo full scholarship me padhna chahta tha....Ek middle class family se belong karne ki vajah se donation me padh paana laghbhag naamunkin tha....Wo din raat mehnat kar raha tha padhne me....Usne thaan liya tha ki iss baar wo apna naam scholarship me jarur nikalega.....
Rahul Raj ko join karne ke baad pass ke hi ek institute se coaching karne lagta hai....Bas hafte din ke liye class kiya usne aur class jaana band kar diya....Usne Raj ko keh diya ki wo abb class jaana nahi chahta bas apne room me reh kar padhega....Raj ne socha kuch dino ki baat hai....Abhi just 12 class khatam kiya hai to kuchh din ke baad fresh ho kar jaane lagega aur apne padhaayi me concentrate karega....
Lekin Rahul ne to pehle se hi thaan liya tha ki abb jo uska dil kahega wo wahi karega....Abb wo room me reh kar bas apna mobile me hi khoya rehta....Kuch din tak aisa hi chalta hai....Abb Raj ko bhi Rahul ki aisi harkat par gussa aata hai....Jab bardaasht nahi hota hai tab wo gusse se Rahul ko kehta hai....
Raj:- Rahul kya kar raha hai?
Rahul:- Kyun itna jor se bol rahe ho....Ek movie dekh raha tha
Raj:- Wo to mujhe bhi pata hai....Lekin ye sab kab tak chalega
Rahul:- Jab tak mera dil kahega
Rahul ke yeh shabd sunte hi Raj ka gussa aur badh jaata hai.....Wo jor se bolta hai
Raj:- Tu yaha kya karne aaya hai....Padhne aaya hai naa....To sirf padhaayi pe dhyaan de
Rahul:- Are bhaiya....Itna gussa kyu ho rahe ho....Jab padhne ka mood hoga tab padhunga naa....Bina koi interest ke mai padh nahi paata....Kuch samajh nahi paata...Abhi mai kuch din bina koi tension liye fresh hona chahta hu....Pichhle kayi dino se ghut ghut ke jee raha tha...Jab achha feel karunga tab aage ki baat sochunga....
Raj:- Jab tak tu fresh hoga....Tab tak bahut time beet jaayega....Bahut jald MBBS ka entrance aayega....Ye koi 12th ki exam nahi hai jo tu halke me le raha hai....Scholarship me naam nikalna hai....Bhai jara serious ho jaa....Tere parents ne bahut sapne dekhe honge .... Iss tarah se unki aank me parda daalke time pass mat kar yaar
Rahul:- Mai bhi unki bahut izzat karta hu....Aur unn logo ka sapna ye nahi hai ki unka beta bas doctor hi bane....Unho ne pehle bhi kaha tha jo mai jo bhi kaam karu unhe usse koi pareshaani nahi hogi....Bas mujhe imaandaari aur mehnat ke saath kaam karte huye dekhna chahte hai....Bhai ab aap hi bataao jab tak mai khud ko andar se ready nahi hu tab kaise kar paaunga ye sab....Kuch time se meri life itna badal gaya hai ki mentally disturbed ho gaya hu....Bas kuch din ka time le raha hu khud ko physically aur mentally ready rakhne ke liye
Raj:- Achha bhai....Jitna time lena hai le lena....Lekin ye bhi dhyaan me rakhna ki kahi jyaada der na ho jaaye....Abb jo bhi decision lega wo tera future decide karega....Soch kar apna kadam aage rakhna...
Rahul:- Bhaiya ..... Kya aap mujhe itna careless aur irresponsible samajhte hai? Shayad aap ko nahi pata abhi mai kitna depress hu..12 class me aane ke baad aur Priya ke dhokha dene ke baad bahut depressed ho gaya hu....Abhi kuch vakt le raha hu khud ko sambhalne ke liye to kya galat kar raha hu? Abhi tak mai khud ko acche se nahi jaan paaya hu. Kabhi kabhi chhoti chhoti baaton pe jyaada gussa karta hu....Kabhi kabhi serious baat ko bhi simple tarike se leta hu....Kyu mai dusro se acche se baat nahi kar paata hu? Kyu mere friends bahut kam hai? Kyu log mujhe kamjor samajh kar mera faaidaa uthane ki koshish karte hai? Kyu mujhe akela rehna pasand hai? Bas yahi sab baat jaana chahta hu....Iss ke liye thande dimag se sochna chahta hu....Bina koi padhaayi ka tension liye khud ke baare me jaana chahta hu....
Jab khud ke baare me acche se jaan paaunga tabhi to mai apna pasand, napasand jaan paaunga....Aur aap padhne ke baat kar rahe hai.....Jab khud ko acche se jaan lunga tabhi to pata chalega ki mujhe kya padhna hai.... Bhai abhi agar maine jaldbaazi me koi bhi kadam uthaya to baad me vakt nahi milega ye sab sochne ka....Tab jaake pachhtawa ke siwa kuch nahi milega....Bas sahi vakt me sahi kaam kar raha hu....Agar mera baat ka buraa laga ho to maaf kar dijiye....
Bhai mai iss year nahi padhna chahta...Agle year se achhe se padhungaa....Iss saal me apne aap ko aacche se samajh kar kya padhna hai pehle wo decide karunga aur agle saal se acche se padhunga....Bas 1 year ka time apne liye lena chahta hu....Waise bhi MBBS ka entrance me year loss to hota hi hai....
Raj ko bhi Rahul ki baat sahi lagta hai....Aur kehta hai....
Raj:- Tera baat ka koi buraa nahi lagaa....Waise sorry mujhe kehna chahiye....Tujhe bina acche se jaane tujh par bhadak gaya....Jo tujhe achaa lage wo kar....Waise bhi ye tera life hai....Aur tujhe hi apne liye ka kya sahi kya galat iska decision lena hai....Mai tujhe iss baare me bas sujhaaw de sakta hu force nahi kar sakta....Abhi accha laga tera baat sunn kar....Achha socha hai tune apne baare me
Rahul:- Thanks bhaiya....Mujhe samajhne ke liye....Bas aap se ek request hai....Mere saath iss 1 saal me kya huwa hai aur abb mai kya karne waala hu....Iss ke baare me kisi ko kuch mat kahiye....Mai aaur logon ko nahi samjha sakta....Sab mujhe hi galat samjhenge....
Raj:- Thik hai....Mai kisi ko nahi kahunga bas tere parents ko chhod kar....Agar wo log mujhe tere baare me puchenge to mai jhuth nahi bol paaungaa....Agar unhone nahi puccha to kuchh nahi bolunga...Agar puccha to taalne ki koshish karunga lekin jhuth nahi bolunga....
Rahul:- Thanks bhai....Itna bhi kaafi hai mere liye....Bas Mummy aur Papa ko mai sambhaal lungaa.