Date : 23-08-09
6:00 pm
kal ka pura din hamaare pyar ki khusbu se mahkta raha. 21 ki raat ko mere aur ritu ke beech sex nahi huva par sex se badh kar hamaare beech itna pyar huva ki ushki mahak hamaare saath jeendagi bhar rahegi.
Kal subah jab mein utha to ritu bed par nahi thi.
Main foran uth kar baahar aa gaya. Maine dekha ki vo naha dho kar apne chote se mandir mein puja kar rahi thi. main bhi ushke saath ja kar aankh meech kar khada ho gaya.
“Arey tum kab uthe” — ritu ne pucha
maine kaha, “abhi abhi uth kar aaya hun”
ritu ne achaanak neeche jhuk kar mere paanv cho liye
maine kaha, “arey ye kya kar rahi ho tum”
“kuch nahi ye to ek patni ka dharam hai” —- ritu ne kaha
maine ushe baahon mein bhar liya aur kaha, “tumhe pa kar mujhe sab kuch mil gaya jaan mujhe aur kuch nahi chaahiye. I love you”
“main khud ko tumhaare kadmo mein beecha dungi jatin, bas thoda sa vakt aur do mujhe. Main puri koshish kar rahin hun. chalo ab fresh ho jao, main breakfast banaati hun” —– ritu ne kaha
office mein bhi hum ek dushre se phone par baat karte rahe.aisa lag raha tha jaise ki naya naya pyar huva hai hum dono ko. Aur ye tha bhi sach. Jaisa pyar hum ab dekh rahe the vo bilkul naya tha. ye pyar ek pati patni ka tha. office mein kayi baar meri aankhe tak bhar aayi ritu ko soch kar
ritu ne pucha, “aaj shaam ko kya khaana pasand karoge”
maine kaha, “kal raat hamne kya khaaya tha”
“raat to hum dono bhooke sho gaye the” —- ritu ne kaha
“bhooke nahi shoye the, hamne pet bhar ke pyar khaaya tha, aaj shaam ko bhi vahi khaaunga theek hai… tiayaar rahna meri baahon mein aane ke liye” —- maine kaha
“tum paagal ho gaye ho jatin” —- ritu ne kaha
“bilkul ho gaya hun paagal, jishki tumhaare jaisi patni ho vo khusi se paagal ho jaayega” —- maine kaha
“bas maska mat lagaao, main ab phone kaat rahin hun, important meeting mein jaana hai… bye shaam ko miltey hai” —- ritu ne kaha aur phone kaat diya
main ritu se pehle ghar pahunch gaya
Maine pure ghar ko saja diya. ritu ke bedroom ko jahaan hum dono peechli raat shoye the maine phoolo se saja diya. ush bed ko phoolo se dhak diya jahaan hmaara peechli raat pyar mahka tha.
Ritu jab ghar aayi to hiaraan rah gayi
“Arey tum aaj mujh se pehle aa gaye aur ye kya kar rakha hai, my god kitna pyara sajaaya hai ghar ko, kya koyi party karne wale ho aaj” —- ritu ne hairaani mein kaha
“haan aaj hum apne pyar ko celebrate karenge, pyar ki hi baat karenge, pyar ko hi khaayenge aur pyar ko hi peeyenge. Ish party mein humaare shiva aur koyi nahi aayega” —- maine kaha
“tum sach mein paagal ho gaye ho jatin” —- ritu ne hanste huve kaha
“to kya huva ish paagal ko tum pyar to karti ho na” —- maine kaha
ritu mere gale lag gayi aur boli, “I love you jatin”
maine ritu ko godi mein utha liya aur bedroom mein ley aaya.
Bedroom ko dekh kar vo boli, “wow, ye phoolo ki barsaat kishne kar di”
Maine kaha, “madam mere alaawa yaha koyi aur bhi hai kya ?, itni mehnat se sajaaya hai maine aur tum kah rahi ho kishne kar di”
“Sorry jatin majaak kar rahi thi, mujhe pata hai, ye paagal pan tum hi kar sakte ho” — ritu ne kaha
maine kaha, “jaan kal ke pyar ki mahak aaj mujhe har taraf mahsush ho rahi thi. kal raat tumhaare itne karib tha main, mujhe vishwaas hi nahi ho raha. apne dil ki feelings deekhane ke liye maine ye room phoolo se saja diya hai. phoolo ki jo mahak ish kamre mein hai, vaisi hi mahak mere dil mein hai”
“tum deewane ho gaye ho jatin, ab mujhe yu hi uthaaye rakhoge ya phir neeche bhi utaaroge” —- ritu ne hanste huve kaha
maine ritu ko pyar se phoolo ki sez par leta diya aur khud bhi ushke saath late gaya
maine pucha, “ab hum saath saath shoyenge na jaan”
“hmm… tumse pyar karne ka ye matlab nahi hai ki tum mere sharir se kheloge” — ritu ne hanste huve kaha kaha
“jaan sach kah raha hun kal bahut acha laga mujhe. Tumhaare karib hone ka bahut pyara ahsaash tha mere liye” —- maine kaha
“mujhe bhi acha laga jatin, main aaj pura din office mein tumhe sochti rahi. mera sharir mere bas mein nahi hai, par mera pyar tumhaare kadmo mein har pal haazir hai” — ritu ne kaha
“jaan ek baat kahun” — maine pucha
“haan kaho” —- ritu ne jawaab diya
“hamaara ek pyara sa rista ban gaya hai. ish riste ka aadhaar pyar hai, hum pyar mein khoye rahte hain jo hoga acha hoga. Tum kishi baat ki chinta mat karo” — maine kaha
“haan jatin mujhe pata hai, mujhe bas ye dukh rahta hai ki main tumhe ek patni ka sukh nahi de pa rahi” —— ritu ne kaha
“kaun kahta hai tum patni ka sukh nahi de rahi ho. Mera itna khyaal rakhti ho. Acha acha khaana khilaati ho. Aur kal mujhe itni pyari kiss di thi. abhi tak mere hont fadak rahein hain” —– maine kaha
“vo sirf kiss nahi thi jatin, vo mera pyar tha, kaash tumhe ye sharir bhi de paati, par ye mere bas mein nahi hai” —- ritu ne bhaavuk ho kar kaha
“pata hai jaan, vo tumhaara pyar tha, varna to tum mere nazdeek kahaan aati ho… tumhaara pyar mujhe meri aatma tak mahsush huva tha. aisa lag raha tha ki hum ek ho gaye hain” —- maine kaha
hum ek dushre ki aankho mein bade pyar se dekh rahe the. Dekhte dekhte kab hamaare hont mil gaye pata hi nahi chala.
Bahut der tak hum kiss karte rahe
Achaanak mujhe ritu ki diary mein leekhi baate yaad aa gayi aur mere honto ki movement ruk gayi
Ritu ko shaayad kuch mahsush huva aur ushne mere honto se apne hont hata kar pucha, “Kya huva jatin”
“ek baat soch raha tha jaan” —- maine kaha
“bolo kya baat hai, jatin” —- ritu ne pucha
maine ritu ke chehre par pyar se haath rakha aur kaha, “ jaan maine tumhaari diary padh li hai”
“kya ?? tumne diary padh li, bura laga hoga na tumhe ? maine to ush mein tumhe khub bura bhala kah rakha hai” —- ritu ne kaha
“kuch bura nahi laga jaan, main pehle ushi laayak tha. bura laga to bas ye ki mere kaaran tumhe kitna kuch sahna pada. Mujhe aisa lagta hai ki
tum khud ko ush paap ke liye maaf nahi kar pa rahi ho jo ki maine tum par thopa tha” — maine kaha
“main kya karun jatin, ab jab tum diary padh hi chuke ho to samajh sakte ho ki sex naam se mujhe kitni nafrat ho gayi hai, par mera yakin karo main ek achi patni ban-ne ki puri koshish kar rahin hun” — ritu ne kaha
6:00 pm
kal ka pura din hamaare pyar ki khusbu se mahkta raha. 21 ki raat ko mere aur ritu ke beech sex nahi huva par sex se badh kar hamaare beech itna pyar huva ki ushki mahak hamaare saath jeendagi bhar rahegi.
Kal subah jab mein utha to ritu bed par nahi thi.
Main foran uth kar baahar aa gaya. Maine dekha ki vo naha dho kar apne chote se mandir mein puja kar rahi thi. main bhi ushke saath ja kar aankh meech kar khada ho gaya.
“Arey tum kab uthe” — ritu ne pucha
maine kaha, “abhi abhi uth kar aaya hun”
ritu ne achaanak neeche jhuk kar mere paanv cho liye
maine kaha, “arey ye kya kar rahi ho tum”
“kuch nahi ye to ek patni ka dharam hai” —- ritu ne kaha
maine ushe baahon mein bhar liya aur kaha, “tumhe pa kar mujhe sab kuch mil gaya jaan mujhe aur kuch nahi chaahiye. I love you”
“main khud ko tumhaare kadmo mein beecha dungi jatin, bas thoda sa vakt aur do mujhe. Main puri koshish kar rahin hun. chalo ab fresh ho jao, main breakfast banaati hun” —– ritu ne kaha
office mein bhi hum ek dushre se phone par baat karte rahe.aisa lag raha tha jaise ki naya naya pyar huva hai hum dono ko. Aur ye tha bhi sach. Jaisa pyar hum ab dekh rahe the vo bilkul naya tha. ye pyar ek pati patni ka tha. office mein kayi baar meri aankhe tak bhar aayi ritu ko soch kar
ritu ne pucha, “aaj shaam ko kya khaana pasand karoge”
maine kaha, “kal raat hamne kya khaaya tha”
“raat to hum dono bhooke sho gaye the” —- ritu ne kaha
“bhooke nahi shoye the, hamne pet bhar ke pyar khaaya tha, aaj shaam ko bhi vahi khaaunga theek hai… tiayaar rahna meri baahon mein aane ke liye” —- maine kaha
“tum paagal ho gaye ho jatin” —- ritu ne kaha
“bilkul ho gaya hun paagal, jishki tumhaare jaisi patni ho vo khusi se paagal ho jaayega” —- maine kaha
“bas maska mat lagaao, main ab phone kaat rahin hun, important meeting mein jaana hai… bye shaam ko miltey hai” —- ritu ne kaha aur phone kaat diya
main ritu se pehle ghar pahunch gaya
Maine pure ghar ko saja diya. ritu ke bedroom ko jahaan hum dono peechli raat shoye the maine phoolo se saja diya. ush bed ko phoolo se dhak diya jahaan hmaara peechli raat pyar mahka tha.
Ritu jab ghar aayi to hiaraan rah gayi
“Arey tum aaj mujh se pehle aa gaye aur ye kya kar rakha hai, my god kitna pyara sajaaya hai ghar ko, kya koyi party karne wale ho aaj” —- ritu ne hairaani mein kaha
“haan aaj hum apne pyar ko celebrate karenge, pyar ki hi baat karenge, pyar ko hi khaayenge aur pyar ko hi peeyenge. Ish party mein humaare shiva aur koyi nahi aayega” —- maine kaha
“tum sach mein paagal ho gaye ho jatin” —- ritu ne hanste huve kaha
“to kya huva ish paagal ko tum pyar to karti ho na” —- maine kaha
ritu mere gale lag gayi aur boli, “I love you jatin”
maine ritu ko godi mein utha liya aur bedroom mein ley aaya.
Bedroom ko dekh kar vo boli, “wow, ye phoolo ki barsaat kishne kar di”
Maine kaha, “madam mere alaawa yaha koyi aur bhi hai kya ?, itni mehnat se sajaaya hai maine aur tum kah rahi ho kishne kar di”
“Sorry jatin majaak kar rahi thi, mujhe pata hai, ye paagal pan tum hi kar sakte ho” — ritu ne kaha
maine kaha, “jaan kal ke pyar ki mahak aaj mujhe har taraf mahsush ho rahi thi. kal raat tumhaare itne karib tha main, mujhe vishwaas hi nahi ho raha. apne dil ki feelings deekhane ke liye maine ye room phoolo se saja diya hai. phoolo ki jo mahak ish kamre mein hai, vaisi hi mahak mere dil mein hai”
“tum deewane ho gaye ho jatin, ab mujhe yu hi uthaaye rakhoge ya phir neeche bhi utaaroge” —- ritu ne hanste huve kaha
maine ritu ko pyar se phoolo ki sez par leta diya aur khud bhi ushke saath late gaya
maine pucha, “ab hum saath saath shoyenge na jaan”
“hmm… tumse pyar karne ka ye matlab nahi hai ki tum mere sharir se kheloge” — ritu ne hanste huve kaha kaha
“jaan sach kah raha hun kal bahut acha laga mujhe. Tumhaare karib hone ka bahut pyara ahsaash tha mere liye” —- maine kaha
“mujhe bhi acha laga jatin, main aaj pura din office mein tumhe sochti rahi. mera sharir mere bas mein nahi hai, par mera pyar tumhaare kadmo mein har pal haazir hai” — ritu ne kaha
“jaan ek baat kahun” — maine pucha
“haan kaho” —- ritu ne jawaab diya
“hamaara ek pyara sa rista ban gaya hai. ish riste ka aadhaar pyar hai, hum pyar mein khoye rahte hain jo hoga acha hoga. Tum kishi baat ki chinta mat karo” — maine kaha
“haan jatin mujhe pata hai, mujhe bas ye dukh rahta hai ki main tumhe ek patni ka sukh nahi de pa rahi” —— ritu ne kaha
“kaun kahta hai tum patni ka sukh nahi de rahi ho. Mera itna khyaal rakhti ho. Acha acha khaana khilaati ho. Aur kal mujhe itni pyari kiss di thi. abhi tak mere hont fadak rahein hain” —– maine kaha
“vo sirf kiss nahi thi jatin, vo mera pyar tha, kaash tumhe ye sharir bhi de paati, par ye mere bas mein nahi hai” —- ritu ne bhaavuk ho kar kaha
“pata hai jaan, vo tumhaara pyar tha, varna to tum mere nazdeek kahaan aati ho… tumhaara pyar mujhe meri aatma tak mahsush huva tha. aisa lag raha tha ki hum ek ho gaye hain” —- maine kaha
hum ek dushre ki aankho mein bade pyar se dekh rahe the. Dekhte dekhte kab hamaare hont mil gaye pata hi nahi chala.
Bahut der tak hum kiss karte rahe
Achaanak mujhe ritu ki diary mein leekhi baate yaad aa gayi aur mere honto ki movement ruk gayi
Ritu ko shaayad kuch mahsush huva aur ushne mere honto se apne hont hata kar pucha, “Kya huva jatin”
“ek baat soch raha tha jaan” —- maine kaha
“bolo kya baat hai, jatin” —- ritu ne pucha
maine ritu ke chehre par pyar se haath rakha aur kaha, “ jaan maine tumhaari diary padh li hai”
“kya ?? tumne diary padh li, bura laga hoga na tumhe ? maine to ush mein tumhe khub bura bhala kah rakha hai” —- ritu ne kaha
“kuch bura nahi laga jaan, main pehle ushi laayak tha. bura laga to bas ye ki mere kaaran tumhe kitna kuch sahna pada. Mujhe aisa lagta hai ki
tum khud ko ush paap ke liye maaf nahi kar pa rahi ho jo ki maine tum par thopa tha” — maine kaha
“main kya karun jatin, ab jab tum diary padh hi chuke ho to samajh sakte ho ki sex naam se mujhe kitni nafrat ho gayi hai, par mera yakin karo main ek achi patni ban-ne ki puri koshish kar rahin hun” — ritu ne kaha