Romance Choti si Bhool by Jatin (completed)

[The Immortal]

Maine pucha, tumhe meri chinta kyo hai ? tum apna kaam karo.
Vo bola, ek sex partner ko khud se jyada dushre ki chinta karni chaahiye tabhi sex sunder ban paata hai.
Ye shun kar mai hairaan ho gayi.
Aisa lag raha tha jaise ki vo mujhe kaamsutra ka koyi path padha raha ho.
Par ye sach tha ki ushki baat mujhe dil mein choo gayi.
Mujh se ruka nahi gaya aur maine bol hi diya, tum shuru karo mai khud kho jaaungi, mera khona na khona mere bas mein nahi hai.
Mai ushey kahna chaahti thi ki kaash tum mere pati hote to mere khone ka sawaal kabhi nahi uthta
par mai ye soch kar ruk gayi ki sanjay ne bhi to mujhe khush rakhne mein koyi kami nahi rakhi hai phir mein aisi baat kyo sochun.
Billu ne apne ling ko meri yoni ke hole par rakh diya aur bola, dekh kitne pyar se kiss kar rahein hai dono.
Mere sharir mein beejli ki leher daud gayi.
Mai aankhe band kar ke ush pal mein kho gayi, ushka ling meri yoni ke hole par garam garam mahsush ho raha tha.
Vo bola, arey vaah tu to abhi se kho gayi, mujhe bahut acha lag raha hai tujhe yu khote dekh kar.
Maine kaha, ye sab tumhaare kaaran hai.
Vo bola, mai to tere hushan ka gulaam hu. Mere kaaran agar tum kho paati ho to ish se badh kar mere liye kuch nahi.
Mai billu se kahna chaati thi ki dheere dheere daalna, mujhe dard hoga, par mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki kaise kahu.
Par mujhe kuch kahne ki jarurat nahi padi.
Billu ne bahut dheere dheere meri yoni ke ander apna aadha ling sarka diya.
Mujhe dard to ho raha tha par itna nahi ki mai sah na paaun.
Vo bola, dard to nahi hai.
Mujhe na jaane kya ho gaya, maine ushki aur pyar se dekh kar kaha, nahi, daal do, mai sah lungi.
Ye shunte hi ushne ek jhatke mein pura ling meri yoni mein ghussa diya.
Mai ab dard se cheenkh padi aaaaaaaayyyyyyyyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii itni jor se daalne ko nahi kaha tha.
Vo besharmi se bola, par tune kaha tha ki mai sah lungi.
Mai sharma kar rah gayi.
Maine kaha, tum bahut badmaash ho.
Vo bola, vo to mai hu, par jaisa bhi hun tera dewaana hun.
Billu pura mere upar jhuk gaya, aur mere honto ko apne honto mein ley kar choosne laga.
Vo mere ander pura samaaya huva tha aur ushi position mein mere honto ko choos raha tha.
Mein bhi madhoshi mein ushki kiss ka jawab de rahi thi.
vo pal mujhe bahut pyara lag raha tha.
Thodi der baad billu mere honto ko chod kar bola, maarna shuru karun ab.
Maine kaha, tum nahi sudhroge.
Vo besharmi se bola, to bataao na, maarna shuru karun kya.
Maine sharmaate huve kaha, jaldi karo jo karna hai, koyi aa gaya to hum mushibat mein fans jaayenge.
Vo bola, theek hai.

 

[The Immortal]

Ye kah kar ushne apna pura ling baahar kheench liya.
Maine chonk kar pucha, kya huva ?
Vo bola, kuch nahi ye ek pyara khel hai, pura nikaal kar ander daalunga, dekna tujhe bahut acha lagega.
Maine kaha, tum ek dam paagal ho.
Ushne ek jhatke mein pura ling meri yoni mein ghussa diya aur bola, to dekh paagal kaise pyar karta hai.
Mai phir se cheenkh uthi, aaaaayyyyyyyiiiiiiii…ahhhhhhh jara dheere se billu, mujhe dard ho raha hai.
Vo bola, sorry-sorry mujhe dhyaan hi nahi raha.
Ushne phir se ling baahar nikaal kar dheere se mere ander ghussaya aur bola, ish tarah theek hai.
Maine sharmaate huve kaha, mujhe nahi pata.
Thodi der tak billu yu hi karta raha aur meri bechani badhati chali gayi.
Meri saanse itni tej thi ki mere pashine chut rahe the.
Phir achaanak billu apna ling pura mere ander ghussa kar ruk gaya aur bola, aaaaahhhhhhhhh kitna maja aa raha hai, tujhe kaisa lag raha hai.
Maine koyi jawaab nahi diya, mai bas un palo mein kho gayi thi.
Achaanak billu halke halke dhake lagaane laga, meri saanse phoolne lagi.
Ushne pucha, ab kaisa lag raha hai ?
Maine jheejakte huve dheere se kaha, pata nahi, tum karte raho na, mujh se kyo puchte ho.
Vo ruk gaya aur bola, arey mujhe pata kaise chalega ki tujhe maja aa raha hai ki nahi.
Maine pucha, kya tumhe meri haalat se nahi lagta ki mujhe kaisa lag raha hai.
Vo bola, vo to theek hai par ek baar bol kar bata degi to tera kya chala jaayega.
Maine koyi jawaab nahi diya.
Billu phir se dhake lagaane laga, par ish baar ushki speed thodi badh gayi thi.
Thoda ruk kar ushne mere ek nipple ko muh mein daba liya aur phir ushey chooste huve meri yoni mein teji se dhake maarne laga.
Mera maja badhta hi ja raha tha, ab meri yoni aur mere ubhar dono ek saath billu ke haato ka khilona baney huve the.
Aisa lag raha tha jaise ki billu ke ander kaamdev utar aaye hai, mai ish kadar madhosh ho rahi thi.
Achaanak billu mere ubharo se hat gaya aur meri yoni se bhi ling baahar nikaal liya.
Maine dheere se pucha kya huva ?
Vo bola, kuch nahi, thoda ghum jao teri peeche se daal kar maarunga.
Maine deewar par tangi ghadi mein dekha to paya ki 12:45 ho rahe the.
Maine billu se kaha vakt kam hai tum aisey hi kar lo na.
Par sachayi to ye thi ki mujhe ushke aage phir se aisi position lene mein jheejak ho rahi thi.
Ghar ke peeche ush din bhi mujhe bahut sharam aa rahi thi.
Vo bola, arey soch kya rahi hai, chal ghum na, tujhe aur jyada maja aayega, tujhe pata hai na doggy style inshaan ki sex karne ki sabse natural position hai.
Maine pucha, tum kya mujhe kaamsutra padha rahe ho ?
Vo besharmi se bola, nahi tujhe chut dene ki sabse sexy position bata raha hu.
Ye position mere liye nayi nahi thi, sanjay aksar mujhse ish postion mein karte the, par mujhe kabhi kuch khaash nahi laga tha.
Billu bola, chal na yaar vakt barbaad mat kar, ush din jhaadiyo mein bhi to kuch aisi hi position mein kiya tha, ab kya problem hai tujhe.
Mai jheejakte huve ushke aage doggy style mein aa gayi.
Ushne peeche se mere nitambo ko thaam liya aur ek jhatke mein apna pura ling meri yoni mein ghussa diya.
Mere muh se halki si aaaahhhhhh nikal gayi.
Vo bola, abhi bhi dard hai kya.
Maine kaha, nahi theek hai, tum jaldi kar lo hamaare paas vakt kam hai.
Ushne pucha, kitna vakt hai.
Maine kaha, 1:30 baje tak tumhe har haal mein jaana hoga, chintoo ushke baad kabhi bhi aa sakta hai.
Vo bola, theek hai, tab tak tu aaraam se maja ley.
ye kah kar vo meri yoni mein peeche se dhake maarne laga.
mere ubhar ish postion mein billu ke dhako ke kaaran hava mein jhul rahe the.
Ushne pucha, kaisa lag raha hai ?
Maine ushke sawaal ka koyi jawaab nahi diya.
Ushne mere kaano ke paas aa kar pucha, kya aj phir gaand marvaana chaahogi ?
Maine jheejakte huve kaha, nahi aaj nahi, tum jaldi se, jo kar rahe ho, vo khatam karo na.
Vo bola, theek hai, tujhe jaldi ka maja chaahiye na, ley sambhaal phir.
Ye kah kar ushne bahut tej tej meri yoni mein apna ling ander baahar dhakailna shuru kar diya.
Mai ishkey liye bilkul bhi taiyar nahi thi.
Maine kaha, ruko, thoda dheere se karo.
Par vo nahi maana aur bola, jaldi aisey hi to hoga, ab kya takleef hai tujhe, tu maja ley na.
Thodi hi der mein mujhe itnaa maja aane laga ki mera man aur teji ki chaahat karne laga.
par maine billu se kuch nahi kaha.

 

[The Immortal]

Meri saanse aur meri dhadkan billu ke dhakko ki teji ke saath kadam milane ki koshish kar rahi thi
Ushka ling meri yoni mein itni teji se ragde khaa raha tha ki mujh se hosh sambhaalna muskil huva ja raha tha, aisa lag raha tha jaise mein chakkar kha kar gir jaaungi.
Billu ki saanse bhi bhadak rahi thi, ushne tutey huve shabdo mein pucha kaisa….. lag….. raha…..hai… ab.
Ish baar mere muh se nikal hi gaya,
A…a….acchhhhhaaaa……bahut…aachaaa
Vo bola, to yu hi maarta rahun.
Maine kaha, jaisa tum chaaho par jaldi karo.
Billu bina rukey thodi der tak yu hi ushi speed mein karta raha.
Billu ka ling meri yoni ki har gahraayi tak ja kar ragad laga raha tha aur mai ushke har dhakke ka maja ley rahi thi.
Ushne pucha, bata kab tak maarun ?
Maine hadbadaate huve kaha, ab jaldi khatam karo, mujhe ghar ka kaam bhi karna hai.
Billu ne apni speed aur jyada badha di.
Meri saanse bhi aur jyada raftaar pakadne lagi.
Mere aanand ki koyi sheema nahi rahi, itna maja aa raha tha ki mujh se bardaast karna mushkil ho raha tha.
Achaanak mere shanyam ka baandh tut gaya aur meri yoni ne paani chod diya.
Maine hadbadaate huve kaha, billu please ruk jao, ab saha nahi ja raha.
Vo phoolti huyi saanso mein bola, bas thodi der aur maarne de.
Maine kaha, theek hai par jaldi karo.
Billu bahut tej tej dhakke laga kar achaanak ruk gaya aur mujhe ander se pura bhigo diya.
Meri yoni mein itna paani ikatha ho gaye jaise ki koyi samunder ho.
Vo ushi haalat mein mere upar gir gaya.
Mai bhi ladkhada kar neeche late gayi.
Ushka ling abhi bhi meri yoni mein ghussa huva tha.
1:30 bajne hi vaale the, maine billu se kaha, ab nikaal lo.
Vo bola thodi der aur ander rahne de na.
Maine kaha, nahi billu ab tumhe har haal mein jaana hoga. Mujhe kapde pahan kar kaam bhi karna hai.
Vo bola, theek hai, jaisi teri marji.
Ushne dheere se apna ling baahar nikaal liya.
Thodi der mai yu hi padi rahi. mere haath paanv jaise kaam karna band kar chuke the.
Aisa lag raha tha ki mai uth nahi paaungi.
Aisa mere saath pehle kabhi nahi huva tha.
Himmat kar ke mai jaise taise uth gayi.
Maine chaaro taraf nazar dodaayi to paaya ki mere kapde yaha vaha beekhre pade hai.
Billu meri taraf dekh kar badi besharmi se muskura raha tha.
Maine hadbadaate huve kaha, tum kapde pahan kar jaldi jao na yaha se.
Maine apne kapde pahan liye.
Billu ne apne kapde pahan kar pucha, phir kab meelogi.
Maine billu se pucha, tum mere saath koyi khel to nahi khel rahe ?
Vo bola, tujhe kya lagta hai.
Maine kaha mujhe nahi pata, haan par tumne mujhe apne pati ka gunahgaar bana diya hai, unhey pata chalega to mai kya karungi, vo mujhe kabhi maaf nahi karenge.
Vo bola, tu chinta mat kar jab vakt aayega to dekh lenge filhaal tu maja kar.
Maine kaha, ye koyi majaak nahi hai, tum mere hi peeche kyo pade ho, ish sahar mein kya aur ladkiya nahi hai.
Vo bola, ladkiya to bahut hai par tere jaisi koyi nahi hai, jo maja tere saath aata hai vo kisi ke saath nahi aa sakta.
Maine kaha, dekho ab tum mera sab kuch ley chuke ho, aur tumhe kya chaahiye, ab tum mujhe bhul jao aur kisi achi se ladki ko dekh kar shaadi kar lo.
Vo bola, tu aisi baate mat kar mein tujhe nahi bhula sakta.
Maine kaha, tum samajhte kyo nahi mai shaadi shuda hun aur apne parivaar mein khush hun. mai ye sab karke bahut jyada guilt se bhar jaati hun, mai ghut ghut kar nahi ji sakti.
Vo bola, tujhe ghut kar jeene ko kon bol raha hai, tu khul kar maje ley na.
Maine kaha, tum ab jao, tum kabhi nahi samjhoge.
Billu ne aage badh kar mere honto ko chum liya aur bola, to tum samjha do na.
Maine kaha, tum ab jaaoge ya nahi, ya mujhe puri tarah barbaad karke jaaoge.
Vo bola, theek hai mai abhi jaata hu phir kabhi baat karenge.
Maine kuch bhi kahna theek nahi samjha mai ush vakt ushey vaha se bhejna chaahti thi, chintoo ki bus kisi bhi vakt aa sakti thi.
Vo bola, pehle tu baahar jhaank kar dekh na koyi aas paas to nahi.
Maine baahar dekha aur boli, koyi nahi hai, ab jao.
Vo baahar jaate huve bola, aaj to maja aa gaya, teri bahut yaad aayegi.
Maine koyi jawaab nahi diya aur darvaaja band karke kundi laga li.
Mai vaapas bedroom mein aakar apne bed par gir gayi.
Mere tan badan mein ajeeb si ghabraahat aur bechani ho rahi thi.

 

[The Immortal]

Mai ish kadar madhosh ho kar billu ke saath kho jaaungi maine socha bhi nahi tha. vo pehli baar tha ki mai thoda sa khul kar billu ke saath kho paayi thi.
Na jaane aisi kya baat thi billu mein ki mai apni shaadi shuda jindagi se khilwaad kar baithi thi. Mujhe baar baar yahi dar sata raha tha ki agar koyi aa jaata to mera kya hota. Mai kahin ki na rahti. Koyi bhi ye baat nahi samajh sakta tha ki maine jo kuch bhi kiya bhaavnao mein bahak kar kiya.
Hosho havaash mein, mai kabhi billu ke saath ye sab nahi kar sakti thi.
Par itna jaroor tha ki sex ka jo anubhav mujhe billu ke saath huva tha, vo mujhe bahut anmol sa lag raha tha, kyonki maine aaj tak aisey sex ki kalpana bhi nahi ki thi.
Billu mujhe sex ki ajeeb si gaharaayi mein ley gaya tha. aisa lag raha tha jaise ki billu mein saaksaat , kaamdev utar aaye ho.
dukh bas ish baat ka tha ki ye anubhav mujhe apne pati ke saath nahi balki billu ke saath huva tha.
yahi baat thi jo mujhe ander hi ander khaaye ja rahi thi. mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki jish rastey par mai jaane anjaane chal padi hun vo mujhe kaha ley jaayega. Mujhe charo taraf andhera hi andhera nazar aa raha tha.
mujhe baar baar yahi dar sata raha tha ki agar sanjay ko kahi se ye sab pata chal gaya to mai unhe kaise samjha paaungi. Kyonki ye sab to meri khud ki samajh se bhi baahar tha. jo bhi ho mujhe apni shaadi shuda jindagi khatre mein lag rahi thi.
par meri chinta ka kaaran yahi sab nahi tha. ek aur baat thi jo ki shuru se mujhe pareshan kiye huve thi.
Ek taraf to mere man mein ye sab karne ke baad guilt aur sharmindagi ki bhaavna ubhar jaati thi, aur ek taraf dubaara yahi sab karne ki icha ubhar aati thi, kish vakt mujh par kaun si baat haavi hogi mujhe kuch pata nahi tha. sab kuch ek maaya jaal ki tarah lag raha tha.
ush din billu ke jaane ke baad mai apne bed par thodi der takiye mein muh chupaya padi rahi. mai pade pade yahi soch rahi thi ki sukar hai billu kisi ke aane se pehle chala gaya.
Meri saanse abhi bhi ukhadi huyi thi. aur dil ki dhadkan to jaise thamne ka naam hi nahi ley rahi thi.
Chintoo aane wala tha ishliye mai jaise taise bed se uth kar ladkhadate huve kadmo se bedroom se baahar aa gayi. Mera pura sharir billu ke kaaran dukh raha tha.
Jaise hi mai baahar nikli chintoo ki school bus aa gayi.
2 baj chuke the, ishliye mai lunch banaane ke liye kitchen mein aa gayi. Khaana banaate vakt achaanak mera dhyaan band khidki par chala gaya.
Mai sochne lagi ki ye khidki to band hai par ishke kaaran meri jeendagi mein jo toofan aaya tha, vo abhi bhi chal raha hai, na jaane mera kya hoga.
Khaana banaane ke baad mai nahaane chali gayi. Nahaate huve mujhe na chaahte huve bhi apne ang ang par billu ke haato ki chuvan mahsush ho rahi thi. maine apne ang ang ko ragad ragad kar saaf kiya ki kahi billu ka koyi nishaan na rah jaaye, par jo ahsaas vo de gaya tha unhe mitaana muskil tha.
Sanjay theek 3 baje aa gaye aur mai lunch serve karne lagi.
Mera kuch bhi khaane ka man nahi tha par mai phir bhi thoda thoda nigalne lagi
Achaanak sanjay ne kuch aisa pucha ki mere gale mein nivaala atak gaya.
Sanjay ne pucha, koyi aaya tha kya ghar mein aaj ?
Maine pucha kyo kya huva ?
Unhone kaha, nahi yu hi sharma uncle ka phone aaya tha ki unhone kisi ladke ko hamaare ghar se nikalte huve dekha hai , vo puch rahe the ki koyi mehmaan aaya hai kya aapke ghar.
Mai dar to bahut gayi thi, par mujhe achaanak billu ki baat yaad aa gayi ki mujhe electrician bata dena.

 

[The Immortal]

Maine apni saanso ko thaamte huve kaha, acha vo to ek electrician ko bulaya tha, vo washing mechine wala plug achaanak khraab ho gaya tha, vahi theek karne ke liye bulaya tha ushe.
Mujhe hi pata hai ki ush vakt ek ek shabd maine kaise kaha, mera gala dar ke maare shukha ja raha tha.
Sanjay ne kaha, arey mujhe apne clinic mein bhi electrician ki jaroorat hai, tumne jishe bulaya tha, ushka number, ya address de do mai ushe clinic bula lunga.
Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki mai kya karun.
Maine kaha, abhi to number nahi hai ek kaagaj par likha tha, jaane kaha pada hoga ab, mai shaam ko dhund kar de dungi.
Sanjay ne kaha theek hai shaam ko de dena mai ushe kal bula lunga.
Jaise taise meri jaan mein jaan aayi. Par ab mai ye soch rahi thi ki ab shaam ko kya jawaab dungi.
Sanjay ke jaane ke baad, mai aur jyada bechan ho gayi.
Baar baar mujhe yahi dar sata raha tha ki kahi sanjay ko mujh par shak to nahi ho gaya.
Mai ab soch rahi thi ki shaayad ab vakt aa gaya hai jab mujhe sanjay ko sab kuch bata dena chaahiye. mujhe lag raha tha ki ish se pehle ki sanjay ko ye sab kahi aur se pata chale mujhe khud unhe sab kuch bata kar unshe maafi maang leni chaahiye.
par mujh mein sanjay ko kuch bataane ki himmat nahi ho paa rahi thi.
Mai ye sab soch hi rahi thi ki achaanak phone ki ghanti baj uthi.
Ye billu ka phone tha.
Maine kaha, acha huva tumne phone kiya ?
Ushne pucha, kyo kya huva ?
Maine kaha, tumne mujhe ajeeb musibat mein fansa diya hai.
Ushne kaha, bataao to sahi ki baat kya hai.
Maine kaha, hamaare ghar ke saamne sharma uncle rahte hai, unhone tumhe mere ghar se nikalte huve dekh liya aur baato baato mein sanjay ko phone par puch liya ki aapke ghar koyi aaya hai kya ?
Vo bola, mujhe ishi baat ka dar tha, maine bhi ush uncle ko dekh liya tha, tabhi to maine tujhe phone kiya.
Maine kaha, maine apne pati ko bata diya ki ek electrician ko bulaya tha, washing mechine ka plug theek karne ke liye.
Vo bola, ye tune acha kiya.
Maine gussey mein kaha, kya khaak acha hai, mere pati ne electrician ka pata maanga hai, unhe apne clinic mein kuch theek karvaana hai.
Vo bola, tu itni chinta kyo karti hai, mai abhi apni electric shop ka number de deta hu.
Maine pucha, to tum khud jaaoge na unke clinic.
Vo bola, nahi kisi aur ko bhejunga.
Maine kaha, arey tum paagal ho kya, kisi aur ko tum kaise bhej sakte ho, mere pati ne mere ghar ki washing mechine ke plug ki problem ke baare mein ush se pucha to.
Vo bola, to ish mein kya dikkat hai, mai jishko bhejunga ushey sab kuch samjha dunga, tu chinta mat kar.
Maine kaha, kya tum kisi aur ko hamaare baare mein sab kuch bata kar mujhe badnaam karoge.
Vo bola, aisa kar tu ish sab ko chod, aur apne pati ko sab kuch sach sach bata de, kab tak ushe dhoka degi, yahi moka hai ushe sab kuch bataane ka.
Maine kaha, majaak mat karo.
Vo bola, mai majaak nahi kar raha, jo hamaare beech shuru huva, vo kahi na kahi to khatam hoga hi na. To abhi sab khatam ho jaane de.
Ek pal ko mai gahri chinta mein dub gayi.
Mujhe billu se ye sab shun-ne ki ummid nahi hi. Mujhe to apne kaano par vishwaas hi nahi ho raha tha.
Maine pucha, aakhir tum chaahte kya ho.
Vo bola, mai ye chaahta hun ki tu apne pati ko sab kuch bata kar apna man halka kar ley kab tak yu hi sab kuch chupaati rahegi.
Maine gussey mein pucha, tumhe kya lagta hai, vo ye sab kuch shun kar mujhe khusi se gale laga lenge aur mujh se khush ho jaayenge ki maine sab sach-sach bata diya. ye sab paap karke to mai khud apne aap ko maaf nahi kar paa rahi hun. Unki to baat hi dur hai.
Vo bola, kuch bhi bol par hamaare riste ko paap mat bol, badi gahraayi se pyar kiya hai maine tujhe.
Maine kaha, na jaane kaisa pyar hai tumhaara jo mujhe barbaad karne par utaaroo hai. kabhi tum mujhe kisi aur ke aage parosh dete ho, kabhi meri chinta karte ho aur mere liye kisi ki jaan bhi ley lete ho aur kabhi mujhe kaamdev ki tarah kisi dusri duniya mein ley jaate ho, aakhir tum kaun ho, kya ho ? mujhe lag raha hai tum jaroor mere saath koyi khatarnaak khel khel rahe ho.

 

[The Immortal]

Vo muskurate huve bola, acha acha theek hai bhai, mai dekhta hun ki mai kya kar sakta hun, jyada emotional mat ho, tu meri electric shop ka number likh ley.
Billu ne mujhe number de diya aur bola, dekhta hun ya to tere pati ke clinic mai khud jaaunga ya phir raju ko bhej dunga.
Maine pucha, raju kaun hai ?
Vo bola, arey vahi jo tumhe courier dene aaya tha, ushey to sab pata hi hai, tu chinta mat kar. vaise mai khud jaane ki koshis karunga. mai ye ishliye bol raha hun ki ho sakta hai mujhe kal ya parso kahi baahar kam se jaana pade. Mere peeche raju sab sambhal lega.
Maine kaha, dekh lo tumhe jaisa theek lage, mai ab chalti hun
Vo bola, arey ruk to
Maine pucha, kyo kya baat hai.
Vo bola, sach bata aaj kaisa laga tujhe.
Maine kaha, mujhe nahi pata, mai abhi bahut pareshaan hun mujh se aisi baate mat karo, tumne mujhe aaj buri tarah fansa diya.
Vo bola, ab solution ho to gaya, ab kish baat ki chinta hai tujhe.
Maine kaha, vo to theek hai par mai khud ko maaf nahi kar paa rahi hun, tumhaare bahkaave mein aa kar maine apne pati ko dhoka de diya, mai ander hi ander ghut rahi hun.
Vo bola, tu itna kyo sochti hai, mujhe dekh mai to khub maje se sab kuch karta hun aur kisi baat ki chinta nahi karta.
Maine kaha, tum meri jagah hote to tumhe pata chalta
Vo bola, chod na ye baate kuch achi baat kar.
Maine kaha, mere paas abhi vakt nahi hai baad mein baat karenge.
Vo bola, jaate jaate ek baat to bata ja.
Maine pucha, kya ?
Vo bola, jab maine teri peeche se maarte huve pucha tha ki, “kaisa….. lag… raha…..hai… ab” tab tune kaha tha “A…a…acchhhhhaaaa…bahut…aachaaa”
Kya sach mein tujhe aaj bahut acha laga.
Jo baat maine madhoshi mein kahi thi vo mai ab hosho havaash mein nahi dohara sakti thi. mai chup hi rahi.
Ushne phir pucha, bata na sharmaati kyo hai, mujhe pata to chalna chaahiye ki mai tumhe vaakayi mein kuch khaas de raha hun ya nahi taaki mai yu hi tumhe pyar karta rahun.
Maine kaha, billu mujhe nahi pata in baato ke peeche tumhaara maksad kya hai, haan par tumne mujhe kuch naye ahsaash diye hai, par mai ish raste par tumhaare saath dur tak nahi ja sakti ye rasta galat hai aur galat hi rahega.
Vo bade vishwaas ke saath bola, ye galat rasta nahi hai bilkul sahi rasta hai. pyar kabhi galat nahi hota.
Maine kaha ye pyar nahi hai billu ye paap hai tum samajhte kyo nahi.
Vo bola, theek hai baad mein baat karenge.
Maine kaha, ruko
Vo bola, haan kaho
Maine kaha, tum ab yaha mat aana, aaj mai fanste fanste bachi hun. mai nahi chaahti ki fir se koyi tumhe yaha dekhe. Aur vaise bhi mai ab tumhe ghar ke ander nahi ghusne dungi.
Vo badi besharmi se hanste huve bola, ghar to kya mai tere ander bhi ghussunga
Maine gussey mein kaha bakwaas band karo, ye koyi majaak nahi hai. tum meri jeendagi se mat khelo.
Vo thoda soch kar bola, theek hai yaar mai ab tere ghar nahi aaunga, tu bulaayegi to bhi nahi aaunga, ab khus.
Maine kaha, theek hai dekhte hai kitna vaada nibhaate ho.
Vo bola, dekh lena phir, aur haan kisi baat ki chinta mat karna mai sab kuch sambhaal lunga, tu bas khus rah. Ye kah kar ushne phone rakh diya.
Mai ushey kuch nahi kah paayi.
Maine turant sanjay ka phone milaya aur unhe billu ki electric shop ka number de diya. na jaane kyo mujhe billu par yakin tha ki vo sab kuch sambhaal lega.
Sanjay ne kaha, theek hai mai aaj hi ushey phone kar ke bula lunga.
Maine kaha, theek hai aur phone rakh diya.
Na jaane kyo mujhe baar baar ye lag raha tha ki kahi sanjay ko mujh par shak to nahi ho gaya. Mujhe lag raha tha ki unhone electrician ka number mujh se hi kyo maanga, kya unhe kisi electrician ka nahi pata ?
Mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir baat kya hai. aisa lag raha tha ki mujhe mere kiye ki saja milne wali hai.
Shaam ke koyi 6 baje maine billu ki shop par phone kiya, phone billu ne hi uthaya.
Maine pucha, mere pati ka phone aaya tha kya ?
Vo bola, haan aaya tha, maine raju ko vaha bhej diya tha, tu chinta mat kar vaha sab theek hai. raju se meri baat ho gayi hai. tere pati ne sirf ush se itna hi pucha ki “kya tum aaj mere ghar par kuch theek karne gaye the’. To raju ne bata diya ki mujhe nahi pata aapka ghar kaha hai, haan par ek jagah washing mechine ka plug theek karne jaroor gaya tha.

 

[The Immortal]

Maine pucha, kya unhone electrician bas ye puchane ke liye bulaaya tha.
Vo bola, nahi kuch electric work to tha, vo raju ne kar diya hai aur ab clinic se aane hi waala hai.
Ye sab shun kar meri jaan mein jaan aayi. Maine billu se kaha chalo phir mai phone rakhti hun mujhe kuch kaam hai.
Vo bola, yaar thodi der ruk jao na, mera tujh se baat karne ka man kar raha hai.
Maine kaha, theek hai bolo kya bolna hai.
Vo bola, tune tab meri baat ka jawaab nahi diya tha.
Maine pucha, kish baat ki baat kar rahe ho
Vo muskuraate huve bola, arey vahi bahut acha lagne wali baat.
Maine kaha, tum mujhe chod kar apni chinta kiya karo, baar baar aisi baate theek nahi.
Vo bola, mujhe to bahut acha laga aaj. Kasam se teri chikni chut mein bade pyar se phisal raha tha mera lund, bata dubaara kab degi.
Maine pucha, tumhe kya lagta hai ye hamesha chalta rahega.
Vo bola, jab tak tum chaahogi tab tak to chalega hi.
Maine kaha, maine kabhi kuch nahi chaaha, jo bhi huva, tumhaare kaaran huva.
Vo bola, vo to mai bhi jaanta hun.
Hum ye baate kar rahe the ki achaanak darvaaje ki ghanti baji. Mujhe laga shaayad sanjay aa gaye hai.
Maine turant phone rakh diya aur darvaaja kholne ke liye darvaaje par aa gayi.
Davaaje par sanjay hi the.
Unhone ander aate huve kaha, acha electrician tha vo badi jadi se kaam karke chala gaya.
Maine kaha, chalo acha huva.
Dinner karne ke baad mai kitchen mein aakar kaam karne lagi.
Achaanak sanjay ne mere kaan mein aakar kaha, jaldi kaam nipta kar aao, aaj bahut man hai.
Maine hanste huve kaha theek hai mai aati hun.
Jab mai bedroom mein aayi to sanjay, bilkul nange ho kar mera intezaar kar rahe the.
Mere ander aate hi unhone mere kapde utaar kar ek taraf fenk diye. Achaanak mujhe laga jaise ki mai abhi bhi billu ke saath hun.
Sanjay ne mujhe baaho mein bhar liya aur mere honto ko betahaasa chumne lage.
Unhone kaha, neeche baith jao, thoda sa suck kar lo.
Sanjay aksar mujhe apna ling suck karne ko kahte the, par mujhe hamesha jheejak hoti thi.
Sanjay mere saamne khade rahe aur mujhe neeche baitha diya. mai panjo ke bal baith gayi.
Mai thoda jheejak rahi thi, darasal mujhe ye sab karna bilkul acha nahi lagta tha, phir bhi sanjay ke kaaran mujhe kabhi kabhi karna padta tha.
Unhone mere honto par apna ling ragadna shuru kar diya, aur boley kholo na muh ritu tum hamesha yu hi naatak karti ho.
Maine muh khol kar sanjay ke ling ko muh mein ley liya, aur ushey dheere dheere choosne lagi.
Na jaane mujhe kya sujhi maine unka ling muh se nikaal kar kaha, aaj tum bhi meri yoni suck karo na.
unhone kaha, kaisi baat karti hai, ye koyi adla badla hai kya.
Maine kaha, nahi mera man kar raha hai.
Mere man mein vaakayi mein ye icha ho rahi thi ki sanjay meri yoni par apne hono ko rakh kar mujhe vaha pyar kare.
Sanjay ne thoda soch kar kaha, ritu mujhe vo karna nahi aata, phir kabhi try karenge theek hai.
Ye kah kar unhone mujhe baaho mein utha liya aur bed leta kar mere upar aa gaye.
Unhone meri taango ko upar uthaya aur ek jhatke mein mujh mein shama gaye. Mere muh se aaaahhhh nikal gayi.
Ushke baad mein sab kuch bhulti chali gayi.
Sanjay ne meri yoni ko ander se ragadna shuru kar diya.
meri saanse tej hoti chali gayi.
Achaanak sanjay ne pucha, kaisa lag raha hai ?
Maine kaha, acha, par pura ander daalo na.
Sanjay ne chonk kar kaha, pura hi to daal rakha hai.
Achaanak mujhe laga ki mujhe ye kya ho gaya hai, mai billu ke ahsaash sanjay ke saath kyo doharana chaahti hun.
Phir mai jaise sanjay kar rahe the ushi mein dhyaan laga kar kho gayi, aur mujhe dheere dheere maja aane laga.
Sanjay ne raftar tej ki to meri saanso ki raftaar bhi tej ho gayi aur mai achaanak dher ho gayi.
Achaanak tabhi sanjay bhi dher ho kar mujh par gir gaye.
Ush din khub thakne ke kaaran mujhe bahut gahri neend aayi.
Subah uth kar maine khud se ye sawaal pucha ki meri mere pati ke saath sex life to achi hai phir mai kyo billu ke saath apni jeendagi se khel rahi hun.
Phir mujhe khyaal aaya ki ishka kaaran sex nahi khud billu hi hai. vo aisi baate karta hai ki mai na chaahte huve bhi bahak jaati hun.
Mai ab har haal mein apni choti si bhool ko jeendagi se mita dena chaahti thi.
par mai ye bhi jaanti thi ki ye itna aasaan nahi hoga.
kuch din mere shaanti se beet gaye. billu ka na to koyi phone aaya aur na hi vo kabhi ghar aaya.
Ek din maine sanjay se kaha ki chalo kahi ghumne chalte hai thoda change ho jaayega. Unhone kaha theek hai chalenge bas ek hafta ruk jao fir aaraam se chalenge, abhi clinic mein kaafi kaam hai.
Maine pucha, kya shimla theek rahega.
Vo boley, haan theek hai.
Mai khus thi ki sanjay ne meri baat maan li thi.
darasal mai ab sab kuch bhula kar apni shaadi shuda jeendagi mein kho jaana chaahti thi.
sab kuch theek chal raha tha. mai apni jeendagi mein khone ki koshis kar rahi thi.
Ek din achaanak koyi 10:30 par phone ki ghanti baj uthi.
Mujhe pura yakin tha ki ye billu ka hi hoga. Mai phone uthana to nahi chaahti thi par phir bhi maine phone utha hi liya.
Mai sahi soch rahi thi, phone billu ka hi tha.
Maine foran phone rakh diya.
Phone ki ghanti fir baj uthi.
Maine phone utha kar gussey mein pucha kya baat hai ?
Billu bola, kuch nahi bas yu hi teri yaad aa rahi thi.
Maine pucha, to mai kya karun ? Tum yaha phone mat kiya karo.
Vo bola, par mai kya karun mai tere bina tadap raha hun.
maine bina kuch kahe phone patak diya.
Ush din ushka koyi phone nahi aaya. Mujhe yakin tha ki shaayad vo ab mere ghar aane ki koshish karega. Par vo ghar bhi nahi aaya.
Billu ke diye ahsaash har pal mere saath the par mai apne man ko majboot banaaye huve thi ki ab billu ko koyi moka nahi dena hai.
Din to mera shaanti se beet gaya par raat bahut bhaari padi.
Sanjay chain se sho rahe the aur mai bechani ki haalat mein karvate badal rahi thi.
Mai baar baar yahi soch rahi thi ki ab billu ko mujh se kya chaahiye, vo mera sab kuch to ley chuka hai.

 

[The Immortal]

Maine ye socha hi tha ki meri yoni mein achaanak billu ke ling ki ragad taaja ho gayi. Aisa lag raha tha maano billu abhi abhi meri yoni mein dhakke laga kar gaya ho.
Meri yoni kab gili ho gayi pata hi nahi chala.
Din mein maine billu se baat to nahi ki thi par phir bhi vo dur baithe baithe mujhe sata raha tha.
Mujhe kab neend aayi pata nahi par itna jaroor tha ki meri puri raat bechani mein biti thi.
Agle din phir se theek 10:30 par phone ki ghanti baj uthi.
Maine daud kar phone utha liya.
Jaisa ki mujhe yakin tha, phone billu ka hi tha.
Maine pucha, tum mujhse chaahte kya ho, mujhe akela kyo nahi chod dete.
Vo bola, chod raha hun, ab tujhe akela hi chod raha hun. mai ye sahar chod kar ja raha hun.
Ek pal ko mai samajh nahi paayi ki kya kahun.
Phir maine pucha, kaha ja rahe ho ?
Vo bola, pata nahi jaha kismat ley jaayegi chala jaaunga. Vaise bhi yaha tere bina rahne ka kya faayda.
Maine pucha, ye kya paagalpan hai ?
Vo bola, agar tu kisi ki dewaani hoti na to tujhe pata chalta.
Maine kaha, ab tum mujhse kya chaahte ho.
Vo bola, bas aakhri baar tujh se milna chaahta hun.
Maine kaha, tumse milna mujhe har baar bhaari padta hai.
Vo bola, ish baar sabse jyada bhari padega.
Maine pucha kya matlab ?
Vo bola, matlab ki mai aakhri baar teri ji bhar kar lena chaahta hun. tujhse bhi ye request hai ki kam se kam aakhri baar mere saath khul kar enjoy kar lo.
Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki mai kya kahun.
Mai raat ki tarah fir se bahakne lagi thi, farak sirf itna tha ki ab billu phone par tha, jiske kaaran meri haalat raat se bhi jyada khraab ho rahi thi.
Vo bola bata, aaogi na mujh se aakhri baar milne, ish ke baad mein kabhi tujhe pareshan nahi karunga.
Maine jheejakte huve pucha, par hum kaha milenge ?
Vo bola, vahi jaha se ye sab shuru huva tha, tere ghar ke peeche. Vahi par ye kahaani khatam karenge.
Maine kaha, par vaha khatra rahega, koyi aa gaya to.
Vo bola, koyi nahi aayega, badi badi jhadiyon se hamein kaun dekhega. Tu aash paash dhyaan se dekh kar chupchaap aaja mai koyi 10 minut mein vaha pahunch raha hun.
Maine chonkte huve kaha, arey kya aaj hi milna hai ?
Vo bola haan aaj hi milna hai, tu kya aakhri baar dene ke liye mujhe mahino tak tadpaayegi.
Mai phone par thi, phir bhi mai ye shun kar sharma uthi.
Vo bola, chal ab jaldi taiyar ho kar aa ja, mai yaha se nikal raha hun. vaha 10 minut mein pahunch jaaunga.
Ye kah kar ushne phone rakh diya.
ye soch kar ki billu vaha jhadiyon mein mere saath kya karega, meri saanse bhadak uthi.
Mai aakhri baar apne kaamdev mein kho jaana chaahti thi.
Billu ish kadar mujh par haavi ho chuka tha ki mujhe ek pal ko bhi ye khyaal nahi aaya ki ye sab theek nahi hai.
Mujhe bas yahi khyaal aa raha tha ki, ye sab aakhri baar karna hai to kyo na khul kar karun.
Par phir bhi mere liye khud chal kar billu ke liye ghar ke peeche jaana aasaan nahi tha.
Par madhoshi mujh par ish kadar haavi thi ki mere kadam kab darvaaje ki aur badh gaye mujhe pata hi nahi chala.
Maine ghar ko lock kar diya aur chupchaap aash paash dekh kar ghar ke peeche aa gayi.
Mujhe yakin tha ki mujhe kisi ne nahi dekha.
Mai apni band khidki ke bilkul saamne khadi thi.
Billu abhi tak nahi aaya tha, mujhe lag raha tha ki kahin mai jaldi to nahi aa gayi.
Achaanak mujhe kisi ke kadmo ki aahat shunaayi di.
Mai ghabra kar ek taraf jhaadiyon mein chup gayi.
Ye billu hi tha.
Ushe dekh kar mai dabe paanv rakh kar baahar aa gayi.
Mujhe dekh kar vo khil utha.
Vo muskuraate huve bola, mujhe yakin to tha ki tu aayegi jaroor, par mujhse pehle yaha pahunch jaayegi maine socha bhi nahi tha.
Maine sharam se aankhe jhuka li.
Maine kaha, mai to theek 10 minut baad aayi hun, tumne hi to kaha tha ki mai 10 minut mein aa raha hun.
Vo hanste huve bola, chal theek hai mai to yu hi majaak kar raha tha.
Vo mere paash aa gaya aur mere bahut karib khada ho gaya.
Meri aankhe sharam se abhi bhi jhuki huyi thi, jaise hi vo mere karib aaya mera dil jor jor se dhak dhak karne laga.
Achaanak meri nazar uski pant mein ubhare huve bhaag par gayi. Ye dekh kar maine aankhe band kar li.
Vo bola, tu jab sharmaati hai to aur bhi jyada shunder lagti hai. kaash mai tera pati hota to tujhe har pal aankho ke saamne bithaaye rakhta.
Maine kuch nahi kaha.
Billu ne mera haath pakda aur ushe uski pant ke ubhare huve bhaag par rakh diya, aur bola, ley ishey khul kar mahsush kar aaj.
Meri saanse aur jyada phulti ja rahi thi.
Mai ushke ling ko pant ke upar se hi mahsush karne lagi.
Billu halki halki siskiyaan bharne laga.
Vo bola, meri zip khol kar lund baahar nikaal lo, aur ache se mahsush karo.
Maine haklaate huve kaha, tum khud nikaal lo na.
Vo bola, kam se kam aakhri baar to khul kar pyar kar lo mujh se.
Maine thoda gussey mein kaha, mai kya karun mujhe jheejak hoti hai, tum samajhte kyo nahi, har kaam tum mujh se hi kyo karvaate ho.
Vo bola, theek hai, theek hai, mai to yu hi kah raha tha. lo mai khud nikaal kar de deta hun.
Billu ne apni zip khol kar apne ling ko baahar nikaal liya.
hamesha ki tarah mai madhosh ho kar ushey ek tak dekhne lagi.
achaanak mujhe apne bedroom mein billu ke saath bitaaye pal yaad aa gaye. Mai un palo mein kho gayi jab meri aankho ke saamne jhulta ye ling meri yoni mein bahut gahraayi tak jaa kar ushey ander se jor jor se ragad raha tha.
achaanak mera dhyaan billu ki awaaj se tut gaya.
Vo bola, kya huva khelo na ish bechare se.
Maine hanste huve ushke ling ko thaam liya aur ushey ache se daba daba kar mahsush karne lagi.
Vo bola, ish lund ke niche latakte aand ko bhi to sahla do, vo bhi tere pyar ke pyase hai.
Aaj tak kabhi sanjay ne apne testes ko chune ke liye nahi kaha tha, haan mai khud unhe vaha kabhi kabhi choo leti thi. mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki vaha billu ko kya acha lagta hai.
Maine billu ke testes ko haath mein thaam liya aur unhe halka halka sahlaane lagi.
Billu ne pucha, kya mere ganney ko muh mein lekar choosogi.
Maine kaha, nahi mujhe ye sab acha nahi lagta.
Vo bola, koyi baat nahi, maine to bas yu hi puch
liya, jo tumhe acha nahi lagta vo mere liye bhi bekaar hai. par ek baat kahun.
Maine kaha, haan kaho.
Vo bola, mujhe tumhaari chut choosne mein bahut maja aata hai, ye kah kar vo mere aage baith gaya.
Maine sharam se aankhe jhuka li.

 

[The Immortal]

Vo bola, ab sharmaane se kuch nahi banega, jaldi naada kholo aur lund ander lene se pehle thoda sa choosva lo, ander lene mein aasaani hogi.
Maine pucha, tumhe vaha muh laga kar kya milta hai.
Vo bola, pyar mein kya milta hai ?
Maine pucha, kya matlab ?
Vo bola, ye teri chut aur mere muh ke beech ki baat hai tum nahi samjhogi, Chal khol ab.
Maine apna naada khol diya aur salwaar niche gira di. Mai panty pahan kar nahi aayi thi, ishliye ab billu ke saamne meri nangi yoni thi.
Billu ne meri yoni par muh tika diya aur vaha ek bahut gahri kiss ki.
Mere tan badan mein beejli ki lehar daud gayi. Mujhe uske honto ki chuvan bahut gahraayi tak mahsush ho rahi thi.
Mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki sex ka ye rup billu ne kaha se sikha. Ush vakt vo mere liye kaamdev se kam nahi tha.
Billu achaanak uth gaya aur mera haath pakad kar mere kitchen ki khidki ke bilkul saamne ley aaya.
Maine pucha, kya huva.
Vo bola, kuch nahi, aaj sab kuch ish band khidki ke saamne karenge, ishi khidki se to hamaara rista shuru huva tha, ishi khidki ke saamne aaj ye rista khatam karenge.
Vo bola, ab jhuk jao.
Maine pucha, ab kya karoge.
Vo bola, teri chut alag style se choosunga.
Mai billu ke aage jhuk gayi, mera muh khidki ki taraf tha.
Billu ne peeche se mere nitambo ko thaam liya aur neeche baith kar peeche se meri yoni ko chaatne laga.
Ye mere liye bilkul hi naya ahsaash tha.
Ushne apni puri jeebh meri yoni mein ghussa di aur apni jeebh se meri yoni ko ander se ragadne laga.
Mai aur jyada bahakti chali gayi.
Meri yoni ander se puri tarah gili ho gayi thi.
Achaanak billu khada ho gaya.
Maine bechan ho kar pucha kya huva ?
Vo bola, ab mere lund ki baari hai, kab se tadap raha hai tere ander ghussne ke liye.
Ushne pucha, tum taiyar ho na ?
Maine kaha, mujhe nahi pata.
Vo bola, teri chut ras tapka rahi hai, mujhe to lagta hai ki tu ab marvaane key liye taiyar hai. daal dun kya ander ?
Maine jheejakte huve kaha, daal do.
Mai ab billu ko apne ander mahsush karne ke liye bechan ho rahi thi aur billu bekaar ki baate kar ke mujhe tadpa raha tha.
Vo bola, par tu ye to bata ki tu taiyar to hai na, varna tujhe itna mota lene mein dard hoga..
Maine thoda gussey mein kaha please daal do mai taiyar hun, ye khel band karo.
Vo bola, par ish khel mein maja bahut aata hai, ley sambhal ab mai tere hole mein ghussa raha hun.
Ye kah kar billu ne ek jhatke mein apna pura ling meri yoni mein dhakail diya.
Mai dard se cheella uthi
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyii
Please nikaal lo dard ho raha hai.
Vo besharmi se bola, abhi to kah rahi thi daal do aur ab kah rahi ho nikaal lo, aakhir tum chaahti kya ho.
Maine gussey mein pucha, tumne ek dum pura ander kyo daal diya.
Vo hanste huve bola, ye sex ka ek aur khel hai. pura ek saath ghussane mein bahut maja aata hai, tujhe bhi dard ke baavjud maja hi aayega.
Vo sach kah raha tha, uski ye entry meri yoni mein halchal paida kar rahi thi.
Dard ke saath saath mujhe ab meri yoni mein ajeeb sa ahsaash ho raha tha, jo mujhe bahut acha lag raha tha.
Billu mere ander daale huve khada raha.
Mai bechan huyi ja rahi thi.
Mai ushke ling ko apne ander ragde khaate huve mahsush karna chaahti thi. par na jaane kyo billu aaraam se khada tha. meri saanse phulti ja rahi thi.
Maine kaha, koyi aa jaayega jaldi karo.
Vo bola, kya karun bataao to sahi mujhe to aisey hi acha lag raha hai.
Maine gussey mein kaha, tum bahut badmaash ho.
Vo bola, vo to mai hun.
Maine kaha, dekho mai jyada der tak jhuki nahi rah sakti please jaldi karo.
Vo bola, par bataao to kya karun
Maine gussey mein kaha tum baahar nikaal lo, mujhe kuch nahi karna.
Vo bola, yaar tum to bura maan gayi mai to bas erotic game khel raha tha.
Maine kaha, to ho gaya khel, chalo maaro ab.
Vo besharmi se bola, ye huyi na baat, ye khel mein tere liye hi to khelta hun, ab tak to tujhe aadat ho jaani chaahiye thi, tujhe ye khel jeendagi bhar yaad aayega.

 

[The Immortal]

Maine pucha, kya tum sach mein ye sahar chod kar ja rahe ho.
Vo bola, sahar hi nahi shaayad ye bhi ho sakta hai ki mai kal ka suraj hi na denkhu.
Ye shun kar mai chonk gayi. Mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir billu ye kya kah raha hai aur kyo kah raha hai ?
Maine pucha, ye kya majaak kar rahe ho ?
Vo bola, ye majaak nahi sach hai.
Ye kah kar billu ne apna pura ling baahar nikaal liya aur ek jhatke mein phir se mere ander ghussa diya.
Mai man hi man soch rahi thi ki ye billu har vakt ek khel khelta rahta hai.
Phir billu ne achaanak bina rukey meri yoni ko ragadna shuru kar diya.
Jish pal ka mai intezaar kar rahi thi ushke achaanak aane se mai thoda sakpaka gayi aur mere kadam thoda ladkhada gaye.
Par billu ne mujhe mere nitambo par se majbooti se thaam rakha tha jiske kaaran mai sambhal gayi.
Billu kaafi der tak lagataar meri yoni mein dhakke lagata raha aur mai ushke har dhakke ke saath hava mein aage peeche jhulti rahi.
Mai itni jyada madhosh ho gayi ki mujhe kuch hosh nahi raha.
Billu ne pucha, kaisa lag raha hai ?
Maine hadbadaate huve kaha, bahut acha, please rukna mat mere sanyam ka baandh tutane waala hai.
Vo bola, tu chinta mat kar ye gaadi station se pehle nahi rukegi. Vo aur teji se meri yoni mein dhakke maarne laga.
Meri saanse bahut tej ho gayi, mai khud ko rok nahi paayi aur achaanak bhaavnaao ke saagar mein bah gayi.
Maine billu se kaha please ruk jao ab nahi saha ja raha.
Billu turant ruk gaya aur meri yoni se apna ling nikaal liya.
Mai khadi hone lagi to billu ne mujhe rok diya.
Vo bola, thoda ruko aakhri baar teri gaand to maar lu.
Billu mere nitambo ko thaam kar bola, inka to mai dewaana hun.
Ye kah kar vo mere nitambo ko betahaasa chumne laga.
Mai phir se madhosh hone lagi.
Achaanak billu ne kuch ajeeb kiya.
Ushne mere nitambo ko failaya aur meri guda ko apni jeebh se chaatne laga.
Maine pucha, ye kya kar rahe ho.
Vo bola, tujhe pyar kar raha hun taaki tu mujhe hamesha yaad rakhe.
Mujhe vishwaas nahi ho raha tha ki vo mujhe vaha chum raha hai par ye baat sach thi ki mujhe acha lag raha tha.
Meri guda ko theek se gila kar ke billu uth gaya ushka ling mere nitambo par lag raha tha.
Ushne kaha, apni gaand ko dono haato se pakad kar faila lo ander lene mein aasaani hogi.
Mai itni madhosh ho chuki thi ki maine bina jheejak ke apne nitambo ko faila liya.
Ushne mere guda dwar par apna ling laga diya aur bola, chinta mat karna mai aaraam se daalunga.
Ye kah kar ushne meri guda mein apna ling ghussa diya.
Mai phir se dard mein cheella uthi aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
Ushne pucha, jyada dard hai kya ? nikaal lu kya baahar.
Maine kaha, nahi theek hai tum kar lo, par aaraam se.
Billu ne dheere dheere apna pura ling meri guda mein sarka diya.
Ish baar ushne mujhe pareshaan nahi kiya aur dheere dheere mere nitambo mein dhakke lagane laga.
Mujhe phir se maja aane laga. farak sirf itna tha ki ye maja mujhe yoni mein nahi balki meri guda mein aa raha tha.
Achaanak billu tej tej dhakke maarne laga.
Meri saanse phulti chali gayi.
Tabhi achaanak mujhe apne peeche kuch aahat sunaayi di.
Maine peeche mud kar dekha, to mere pairo ke neeche se jamin nikal gayi, meri aankho ke aage andhera chaa gaya.
Billu ke thoda peeche ashok khada tha aur ashok ke saath billu ka dost raju khada tha.
Dono ne apni zip khol rakhi thi aur dono apne haato se apne ling ko sahla rahe the.
Maine billu se cheella kar kaha, hato, varna mai shor machaaungi.
Vo mujhe majbuti se thaame raha aur mere nitambo mein tej tej dhakke lagata raha.
Achaanak mere kitchen ki khidki khuli.
Maine jo dekha vo meri jeendagi ka sabse bada shock tha, ek shock to mai already dekh chuki thi.
Khidki mein sanjay the, mai unhe apne saamne dekh kar sharam se paani paani ho gayi.
Itne bade shock ke kaaran mai lagbhag unconcious ho gayi thi. mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir ho kya raha hai.
Mere haath paanv kaam karna band kar chuke the, billu abhi bhi badi besharmi se mere ander dhakke laga raha tha.
Achaanak maine khidki mein dekha to paaya ki sanjay vaha nahi hai.
Maine behoshi ki haalat mein hi billu se kaha, billu……. hat……… jao.
Par billu nahi maana.
Achaanak mujhe goli ki awaaj sunaayi di.
Maine nazar utha kar dekha to paaya ki sanjay khidki par vaapas lot aaye hai aur unke haath mein pistol hai.
Achaanak billu mere peeche se hat gaya.
Mai ladkhada kar neeche gir gayi, girte huve maine dekha ki billu ko goli lagi hai. mai man hi man duva kar rahi thi vo mar jaaye aur kaash ek goli mujhe bhi lag jaaye. Ye sab sochte sochte mai behosh ho gayi.
Mai man hi man badbada rahi thi ki kitna bhayaanak sapna hai. mai bechani mein apni taange patak rahi thi.
Aur achaanak meri aankh khul gayi aur maine paya ki mai hospital ke bed par padi hun aur mujhe glucose ki bottle lagi hai.
Sabse pehla khyaal yahi aaya ki hey bagwaan ye sapna nahi sach tha ! ye kaun se janam ki saja mili hai mujhe ?
Maine chaaro aur dekha to yahi laga ki ye jaroor sanjay ka hi clinic hai, kyonki mai kayi baar sanjay ke clinic aa chuki thi, aur mai ish clinic ko ache se jaanti thi.
Mai abhi tak gahre shock mein thi. sanjay ne mujhe jish haalat mein dekha tha, ushey mein unhe kabhi bhi nahi samjha sakti thi. mai ye soch kar ghabra rahi thi ki ab mein kya muh ley kar unke saamne jaaungi.
Kahte hai ki inshaan pahaad se gir kar bach sakta hai par nazro se gir kar nahi. mai sanjay ki nazaro mein to giri hi thi ush se bhi jyada badi baat ye thi ki mai khud apni nazro mein bhi gir gayi thi.
mujhe nahi lagta tha ki mai kabhi khud se nazre mila paaungi
Mujhe apne college ke dino ki ek pustak mein likhi ek baat yaad aa gayi, jishne mujhe aksar jeevan mein prerana di thi.
“In the great scheme of things, what matters is not how long you live, but why you live, what you stand for, and what you are willing to die for”
Aur ye baat soch kar apne aap meri aankho se aansu bahne lage, mai apne jeevan mein bhatak chuki thi, ab charo taraf andhera hi andhera nazar aa raha tha.
Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki “what I stand for ?????” aur maine kyo apni jeendagi ke saath ye ghinona khilwaad kiya ? Mujhe khud se nafrat ho rahi thi.
Jaane anjaane maine jo kuch bhi kiya tha vo maafi ke laayak nahi tha.
Ishi udhaidbun mein maine phir se aankhe band kar li aur gahri chinta mein dub gayi.
Achaanak mujhe khyaal aaya ki billu ko goli lagi thi.
Mai yahi duva kar rahi thi ki kaash vo mar jaaye.
Mai vishwaas nahi kar paa rahi thi ki jishe maine apna sab kuch de diya ushne mujhe phir se itna bada dhoka diya.
Mere deemag mein phir se vo scene daud gaya jab maine peeche mud kar dekha tha. mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir ashok aur raju vaha kya kar rahe the, billu ne to mujhe vada kiya tha ki ab mere aur ushke beech koyi nahi aayega.
Mai ye soch kar aur jyada ghabra gayi ki kahi unka mere saath koyi jabardasti karne ka to iraada nahi tha ??
Phir achaanak ye khyaal aaya ki jab sanjay ne ye sab dekha hoga to unhe kaisa laga hoga.
Ye soch kar mai ander tak kaanp uthi. Mujhe ye ahsaash ho raha tha ki agar koyi bhi hamaari khidki se mujhe aisi haalat mein dekhta to yahi samajhata ki mai teen logo ke saath apni marji se hun.
Ye soch kar mera dil bahut bhari ho gaya. Aisa lag raha tha ki mai ghut kar mar jaaungi. aur sach pucho to mai chaahti bhi yahi thi ki mera vahi dum nikal jaaye.
Mai pade pade yahi sab soch rahi thi ki achaanak kisi ke kamre mein aane ki aahat shunayi di.
Mujh mein itni himmat nahi thi ki mai aankhe khol kar dekh paaun ki kaun hai, mujhe dar tha ki kahi ye sanjay na ho.
Mai aankhe band kiye chupchap padi rahi.
Tabhi kisi aur ke aane ki bhi aahat shunaayi di.
Mujhe shunayi diya, arey sanjay kya huva, bhaabi ko ? mujhe abhi-abhi pata chala, vo yaha clinic mein hai
Sanjay ne kaha, bas puch mat yaar, mujhe khud kuch samajh nahi aa raha, mera deemaag ghum raha hai.
Mai awaaj se samajh chuki thi ki dusri awaaj sanjay ke dost vivek ki hai. Vo sanjay ka bahut acha dost tha.
Vivek bola, bata to sahi aakhir huva kya hai ?
Sanjay ne kaha, mujhe lagta hai, ritu ka ** huva hai aur vo bhi mere ghar ke peeche aur maine khud apni aankho se ye sab dekh bhi liya. mai gahre shock mein hun.
Vivek ne kaha, kya ? tune police mein report ki.
Sanjay ne kaha, ushki koyi jaroorat nahi hai, mai un logo ko barbaad kar dunga. Ek ko to maine goli bhi maar di thi, mujhe yakin hai vo mar chuka hoga.