Dekho aap aksh ji aap start Kro likho ha rukna mat jo kaam suru kiya ha wo pura karna story Puri karna ....Forum pe bohot dino se main yeh story likhne ka soch raha tha...
lekin aaj ek ghatna ke chalte iss chingari ko aaag mil gayi,...
mujhe pata hai meri writings ko kam pasand kiya jata hai..
uske piche kuch basics reason hai...
main dunia se ulta bolta hun..
jo galat hai main usko galat bolta hun...
jo sahi hai wo sahi...
aur main humesha sachayi ko dikhane ki kosish karta hun ke...
apne ankhon se apni sapno ki dunia ki patti hatane bad dunia kaisi lagti hai..
yeh meri Jindagi kii kahani hai...
ab iske chalu hone ke bad aur padhne ke bad kuch log ayenge judge karne ...
aur main unka dil se swagat karta hun aao ....
isme kuch aise elements bhi honge jo sadharan insano ke liye Unbelievable hogi....
aur waise bhi insan janta hi kitna hai....
last mein itna hi kehna chahunga,....
care free jindagi jeena koi gunaah nahi hai...
lekin apne actions ke reaction ke bare mein bhi sochna chahiye
Bhot achha likhte hoYeh meri jindagi ki kahani hai....
kuch sach to kuch main interesting banane ke liye add kar raha hun....
to chalo suru se suru karte hai....
Mera asli nam janna jaroori nahi hai....main ek Ghost kii taraha hi rehna pasand karoonga...
waise to mera Family bohot hi badi hai...
Maa Papa, Dada Dadi, Chacha Chachi , Bhaiya , Behen , Mousa Mousi , Bua Fufa, Mama Mami
sab close close hi rehte hai...
agar inke bich mein pyar ki baat karoon to....rehne do....
bahar se hi bas inke beech pyar dikhta hai...
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to mera janam hua tha 22 April Sunday ke din,,,.....Subah ke 4.35 pe ...
aur Dharmik hisab se mane to yeh dinka el aisa samay hota hai...jo sabse acha hota hai.....
aur mere janam ka samay tha bhi kuch khas ....main puri baat to bata nahi sakta...lekin ussdin ek bohot hi khas din tha...spiritual side ke hhisab se...
khair....janam ke samay main bohot hi sundar tha...aisa mere maa papa aur jo nurse thi delivery ke waqt unka kehna hai....
Meri maa ki side ki dadi humesha kehti hai ki...mere janam lene ke din bohot barish huyi thi....bohot hi jyada....
bt sabko laga its just a Coincidence
To mera janam mere ghar ke pass mein hi ek Hospital mein hua .....
jaha pe kuch gaon walo ne mere Dadi ke sath milke ...jab mere maa ko pet mein dard utha tha tab leke gaye the....
kyunke mere Papa bahar hi rehte the hafte mein 3-4 din .....
to hospital mein 2 din rehne ke bad mujhe gghar laya gaya....
usdin humare gaon mein ek bohot bada mela bhi tha...
aur jo mela tha wo mere hi Family ka tha...
matlab hum hi the aur abhi bhi hai...jo uss mele ko Niyantrit karte hai....
Ur yeh mela kul 7 din chalta hai...
chhodo iske bare mein age aur pata chalega..
to mujhe ghar laya gaya...mere ghar wale upar se bohot khush the...
aur hona bhi chahiye...ghar mein ladka hua hai....
aur main ghar ka ladla ban gaya ,.....
aisa hi laga hoga na....
nahi sachai isse kayi guna alag hai....
mujhe pyar to chhodo mujhe koi apne pass bhi rehne nahi deta tha....
agar kahun ke mujhe koi sache dil se pyar karta hai...to wo hai mere Maa Papa....
lekin yeh dunia unhe hi mujhse chhinne ko laga hua hai...
khair main line se bhatak raha hun ....
to aise hi pyar aur nafrat ke bich mein hi meri jindagi ki suruwat huyi
jaha pyar karne wale bas kuch aur nafrat karne wale anek..
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chaliye ab mere Family ke bare mein kuch bata deta hun.....
waise to meri Family bohot bari hai...
lekin meri Core Family mein bas hum 5 log hai...
main, Maa Papa, Dada aur Dadi.....
aur joint mein mere Dadaji ke Bhai ke bache rehte hai.....jo ke ek hi Family ke under aate hai....
humara ek Middle Class Family hai....jaha Papa bas ek Driver hai....aur Meri maa Housewife aur sath hi mein wo Tailory ka kaam bhi karti hai...aur unka chhota sa ek kapdo ka business bhi hai....jo Maa Papa dono milke sambhalte hai....
Dadaji ka bhi ek cchota sa business hai....lekin wo usse unka aur Dadi ka dekhte hai....
wo dono mere Maa ko pasand nahi karte hai...pasand kaya bolun,...unse nafrat karte hai...
reason bas simple hai....maa Dekhne mein zyda sundar nahi hai....
unka Love Marriage hua tha...aur jiske chalte koi dahej nahi mila tha..
aur papa ne apne Maa Baap se bhi lare the...
aur isi karan se mujhe bhi nafrat hi sehne ko mili...Apne hi Dada Dadi ke taraf se......
aur meri Jindagi aaj jaisi hai...sabse bada hath inka bhi hai...
aajke liye itna hi....
agar acha lage to aaage jari rakhunga....
batana chahunga...jo bhi mere writing style se wakif ho...unhe pata hoga...main alag likhta hun...
so yeh bhi alag hai.....
agar mere jindagi ke bare mein janne ki khwaish ho to batao...
asha karta hun apko kuch sikhne ko milega...
lastly bas itna hi kehna chahunga....mera ek Dark past raha hai...aur maine aisi bohot galtiya ki hai....jo main nahi chahta koi aur kare....
apka writing style pasand ayaa..Yeh meri jindagi ki kahani hai....
kuch sach to kuch main interesting banane ke liye add kar raha hun....
to chalo suru se suru karte hai....
Mera asli nam janna jaroori nahi hai....main ek Ghost kii taraha hi rehna pasand karoonga...
waise to mera Family bohot hi badi hai...
Maa Papa, Dada Dadi, Chacha Chachi , Bhaiya , Behen , Mousa Mousi , Bua Fufa, Mama Mami
sab close close hi rehte hai...
agar inke bich mein pyar ki baat karoon to....rehne do....
bahar se hi bas inke beech pyar dikhta hai...
________________
to mera janam hua tha 22 April Sunday ke din,,,.....Subah ke 4.35 pe ...
aur Dharmik hisab se mane to yeh dinka el aisa samay hota hai...jo sabse acha hota hai.....
aur mere janam ka samay tha bhi kuch khas ....main puri baat to bata nahi sakta...lekin ussdin ek bohot hi khas din tha...spiritual side ke hhisab se...
khair....janam ke samay main bohot hi sundar tha...aisa mere maa papa aur jo nurse thi delivery ke waqt unka kehna hai....
Meri maa ki side ki dadi humesha kehti hai ki...mere janam lene ke din bohot barish huyi thi....bohot hi jyada....
bt sabko laga its just a Coincidence
To mera janam mere ghar ke pass mein hi ek Hospital mein hua .....
jaha pe kuch gaon walo ne mere Dadi ke sath milke ...jab mere maa ko pet mein dard utha tha tab leke gaye the....
kyunke mere Papa bahar hi rehte the hafte mein 3-4 din .....
to hospital mein 2 din rehne ke bad mujhe gghar laya gaya....
usdin humare gaon mein ek bohot bada mela bhi tha...
aur jo mela tha wo mere hi Family ka tha...
matlab hum hi the aur abhi bhi hai...jo uss mele ko Niyantrit karte hai....
Ur yeh mela kul 7 din chalta hai...
chhodo iske bare mein age aur pata chalega..
to mujhe ghar laya gaya...mere ghar wale upar se bohot khush the...
aur hona bhi chahiye...ghar mein ladka hua hai....
aur main ghar ka ladla ban gaya ,.....
aisa hi laga hoga na....
nahi sachai isse kayi guna alag hai....
mujhe pyar to chhodo mujhe koi apne pass bhi rehne nahi deta tha....
agar kahun ke mujhe koi sache dil se pyar karta hai...to wo hai mere Maa Papa....
lekin yeh dunia unhe hi mujhse chhinne ko laga hua hai...
khair main line se bhatak raha hun ....
to aise hi pyar aur nafrat ke bich mein hi meri jindagi ki suruwat huyi
jaha pyar karne wale bas kuch aur nafrat karne wale anek..
_______________
chaliye ab mere Family ke bare mein kuch bata deta hun.....
waise to meri Family bohot bari hai...
lekin meri Core Family mein bas hum 5 log hai...
main, Maa Papa, Dada aur Dadi.....
aur joint mein mere Dadaji ke Bhai ke bache rehte hai.....jo ke ek hi Family ke under aate hai....
humara ek Middle Class Family hai....jaha Papa bas ek Driver hai....aur Meri maa Housewife aur sath hi mein wo Tailory ka kaam bhi karti hai...aur unka chhota sa ek kapdo ka business bhi hai....jo Maa Papa dono milke sambhalte hai....
Dadaji ka bhi ek cchota sa business hai....lekin wo usse unka aur Dadi ka dekhte hai....
wo dono mere Maa ko pasand nahi karte hai...pasand kaya bolun,...unse nafrat karte hai...
reason bas simple hai....maa Dekhne mein zyda sundar nahi hai....
unka Love Marriage hua tha...aur jiske chalte koi dahej nahi mila tha..
aur papa ne apne Maa Baap se bhi lare the...
aur isi karan se mujhe bhi nafrat hi sehne ko mili...Apne hi Dada Dadi ke taraf se......
aur meri Jindagi aaj jaisi hai...sabse bada hath inka bhi hai...
aajke liye itna hi....
agar acha lage to aaage jari rakhunga....
batana chahunga...jo bhi mere writing style se wakif ho...unhe pata hoga...main alag likhta hun...
so yeh bhi alag hai.....
agar mere jindagi ke bare mein janne ki khwaish ho to batao...
asha karta hun apko kuch sikhne ko milega...
lastly bas itna hi kehna chahunga....mera ek Dark past raha hai...aur maine aisi bohot galtiya ki hai....jo main nahi chahta koi aur kare....