Romance Haal-e-Dil : Some Short Stories
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Welcome Everyone,
Enjoy some short stories on different themes and genres. Few are written by me, few are posted by some other members at XP or here. I will give you the writer's credit as well.
Still If anyone have copyright issue, Please contact me through PM. I will remove that story.
If someone wants to share some of his own short story, most welcome!
Enjoy,
Enjoy some short stories on different themes and genres. Few are written by me, few are posted by some other members at XP or here. I will give you the writer's credit as well.
Still If anyone have copyright issue, Please contact me through PM. I will remove that story.
If someone wants to share some of his own short story, most welcome!
Enjoy,
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~ Index ~
Story | Writer's Name |
Mak | |
Overlord | |
Shitansh | |
Faceless Love | |
dianelane | |
AAsHIQ tera | |
friend_just_buddy | |
upstation | |
Drift_King21 | |
arun_dev | |
ajaykumar82 | |
rahulinny | |
Japs | |
mrindia.only | |
Niks77kill | |
salma.khan798 | |
veerzara2013 | |
sshero | |
Drift_King21 | |
friend_just_buddy | |
AAH | prem_pyasa |
123fuckeravi | |
LawLwa _ xD | |
ajaykumar82 | |
Dark Secrets | |
JustFlyingHigh | |
pinuram | |
darkchild | |
Pritam.bs | |
rahulinny | |
sokin | |
Namikaze Minato | |
nain11ster | |
FrankanstienTheKount | |
Niks77kill | |
psychoknight | |
Niks77kill | |
Drift_King21 | |
Sigma Geralt | |
SAAWAN | AAsHIQ tera |
harshit1890 | |
Dipankar Ray | |
R.T.R | harshit1890 |
Bin Fere | Rajesh Sarhadi |
The_Vampire | |
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Pagli Ladki
" Aap ab tak soye nahin.. Kab tak jaagoge.. "
" Bas darling.. thoda sa kaam bacha hai... Tum so jaao main thodi der or jagunga.. " Apni biwi ko pyaar bhari ek nazar dekh main wapas apni table ki or mud gaya..
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《《 2nd January 2012 》》
NH - 7, Itawa, Uttarpradesh
" Sir.. Sirr.. Aap thik to hain.."
" Haan main thik hun.. Wo bas thodi mitli si aa gayi.. "
Maine ek najar dubara us taraf modi jiski wajah se mujhe ulti ki ikshayein ho rahi thi.. par najrein aisi drishye ko dekhne se parhej kar rahi thi.. par un sab ke beech kuch aisa bhi tha.. jo baar baar mera dhyaan apni taraf khinch raha tha.. Badi pash-o-pash ke saath maine khud ka dhandhas badhaya uske sameep badh chala...
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《《 27 May 2011 》》
" Maaiii... O.. Maaii... Dekh na ye sab hamka pagal kahte hain.. Aaj to Bapu ne bhi bola ki main pagal hun.. Kya sachi me main pagal hun.. or to or aaj se College jana bhi band kara diya Bapu ne.. Tu to inko kuchh kahti bhi nahi.. bas chup chap har baat maan leti ho.. Jao tohse ham baat nahi karenge aaj se... "
" Par maaii.. tohse na batiyayenge to kis se baat karein.. aur kono baat karne wala bhi to na hai.. Achha chalo thik hai... Na jayenge ham college.. Jaisa tum aur Bapu kahoge.. waise hi karenge.. "
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《《 2nd June 2011 》》
" Maii... O... Maii.. aaj tohse hamka ek jarrori baat karni hai.. Dekh tu risiyaa mat jana.. aur maarne mat lagiyo hamka.. Pahle meri baat sun liyo.. Fir jaisa tu kahegi wahi karnenge..
Aaj na hamka wo Ravi hai na.. aree.. wo.. jo.. Mukhiya ji ke yaha kaam karta hai.. u na aaj hamko.. " I love you " bola.. Hamne usko saaf saaf bol diya pahle ham apni Maaii se puchhenge fir jawaab denge.. Hamka bhi wo pasand hai.. agar tu haan kahegi tabhi ham oh se haan kahenge.. waise bhi Bapu to aajkal bas Sharab peene mein hi rahte hain.. unhe to hamari chinta rahti nahi to hamare byaah ki kya chinta rahegi.. Ab to tujhe hi sab kuchh karna padega.."
" Bol na.. Maaii... hamahu haan kar de na.. Maan ja na Maii.. Maan ja na.. Achha koi na aaj nahi to kya 1-2 din me to tu maan hi jayegi.. ham bhi dekhat hain kab tak risiyaa ke baithat rahti ho.. "
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《《 3rd January 2012 》》
" Sir ji...O.. Sir ji.. Kaha khoyein hue hain.."
" Aree.. Dinesh.. tum kab aaye.. Aao baitho.."
" Aree waah.. aise kiske khyaal mein khoye hain jo mere aane ki bhi sudhh nahi hai.."
" Abe tu apni bhabhi se pitwaega kya.. Bas kuchh kaam kar raha tha.. Tu suna.. yaha kaise.."
" Ab to sach me lagta hai aapko kuchh ho gaya hai..
" Ye lijiye aapki file jo aap ghar pe bhool aaye the or bhabhi ji ne ye kuchh khane ko bheja hai..
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《《 3rd August 2011 》》
" Maaiii...O...Maaii.. Maine tujhse kuchh chupaya hai.. par ab ghutan si ho rahi hai.. tujhse kuchh chhupa nahi sakti na sayad isliye.. wo kya hai na.. kal Main aur Ravi sahar gaye the ghumne.. Unhone hamka filam bhi dikhaya hall me... or aaj pahli baar kisi ne hame chuma bhi bada ajeeb mehshoos kiya maine.. Ishhh.. is se jyada nahi bataungi.. uff main bhi na tujhse kya kya bol deti hun.. Or haan.. ye Bapu ko tu samjha de.. Ab to 3-4 din tak ghar se gayab rahte hain.. aate hain to bas raat ko sone ke waqt wo bhi bahar wale dalan me so jaate hain.. or phir agli subah gayab.. "
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《《 3rd January 2012 》》
Dinesh file de kar ja chuka tha.. Maine use khola.. Kay saari reports aur kaagazon ke upar ek tasveer padi thi.. Wahi tasveer jo kal hi mujhe mili thi.. Ek gazab ka aakarshan tha us tasveer wali ladki mein.. Bade jatan se usne khud ko taiyaar kar ke khinchwayi hogi ye tasveer..
" Uske wo nain.. wo kaali julfein.. gore chehre ki laalima ko chunauti deti uski hoonthon ki laali.. Kapde bade sahej ke pahnaa tha.. sayad koi khaas mauke par khinchwayi thi ye tasveer.."
Kafi der tak us tasveer ko ghurte hue main us ki kalpana mein khoya pada tha.. maine yun hi tasveer ko wapas mej par rakha.. ki achanak meri najar tasveer ke us kone par gayi.. jise main tab se najarandaaz kar gaya tha..
" Bareily house of Photos & Printers. "
Waise to ye bas kisi dukaan ka naam tha.. par mere liye ye us tasveer ke rahshya se parda hatane ka ek matrr awsar.. Turant hi main daud pada apni gaadi ki or...
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《《 31 December 2011 》》
" Maaiii...O...Maaiii.. Dekh na.. main kaisi lag rahi hun.. Aaj Ravi ji ke saath ghumne jaana hai.. Naye saal ka jash manayenge.. Par jane kyun aaj mann bechain hai.. aur haan Bapu 4 roz se ghar na aaya hai.. main akeli akeli ubb gayi thi kal to hamne.. matlab maine or Ravi ne kal pura din apne bagiche mein bitaye.. Khub baatein ki... par jab unhone mujhe chhua to bada ajeeb sa laga.. jane kyun aisa laga.. jaisa ye galat hai.. Par wo hamse pyaar bhi to karte hain na.. Unka haq bhi to hai.. Pata nahi aaj ka hoga.. par ham unko saaf saaf kah denge.. ye sab Shaadi ke baad hi chalega.. Maaii.. ye sab thk to ho raha hai na.. kuchh galat to nahi.. Tu to kuchh bolti bhi to na hai.. Ja mat bol.. ab ham hu bada ho gail hain.. Tu na bolegi to ka hua.. jaise apna pet ham paal rahe hain na khud hi.. waise ho apna biyaah bhi ham khud hi kar lenge.. Ravi bahut achha hai... " Ham ohka tohra baare me bataye the ki shaadi ke baad tu bhi hamre saath hi rahegi.. pahle to wo hasne lage.. fir bole main jo kahungi wahi kaenge.. Bas kuchh din baad tu bhi hamre sasural me rahegi.. Mainn to bahut khus hun.. Achha chal hamka jaye la hai.. Aaj naya saal ka jashn manye la hai.. pahila baar hai jab ham naya saal manawat hain.. warna tu or Bapu to rukhe sukhe hi har din kaat dete ho sab... Chal ham baad me batiyaeb tohse.. Ham jaat hain...."
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《《 4th January 2012 》》
Bareily Town,
Badi jad-o-jahad ke baad or Bariely ke Police ki madad se mujhe akhir kaar wo dukan mil hi gayi.. Puchh taach aur chhan-bin se pata chal ki ye 31 December 2011 ko khinchi gayi thi.. Aksar sabhi photos wale computer me ek copy rakh lete hain date wise.. Jis wajah se sahi tarikh ka aur ye bhi pata chal gaya ki Photo khinchwane wala kon tha..
Mere maathe ki sikan ab or badhne lagi thi.. Jis aashanka ne mujhe grasit kar rakha tha.. jane kyun ab wo sach sa pratit ho raha tha.. Par is sikan ne ek aakrosh bhi bhar diya tha mere bhitar..
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《《 15th February 2012 》》
Ye yatarth hai.. Ji haan ye koi kahani nahi... ye mera jeevan Anubhav hai..
Naye saal ki dusri tareekh.. meri Duty join karne ka din..
Bada unmaad me tha mein.. pahli naukri.. Training ke duauraan ka josh.. Sabhi tarah se labreej.. Maa or Baba ke aashirvaad ke saath main Apne Sahar Delhi se durr yaha Itawa mein joining karne aaya tha... Par is naukri se pahla anubhav hi aisa milega iski ummid nahi thi..
Sadak par truck or baki pariwahan se kuchli hui us laash ko dekh mujhe mitli si aa gayi.. par us diary ne mera dhyaan khinch liya.. Jiske bas kuchh panne hi sesh rah gaye the.. or bas ek tasveer jo un panno ke saath hi khoon se rangi hui thi..
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Par Aaj bada sukun sa hai mere bhitar.. Par ye kis wajah se hai ye meri bhi samajh me na aa raha.. Apni Police ki naukri ka pahla case solve karne ki khusi ya fir us tasveer ke saath nyaay karne ki khusi.. jis par ab bhi khoon ki boondon ke nishaan lage hue hain.. lekin parinaam to dono ka ek hi hua na.. Apna pahla case solve kar ke hi to ye nyaay dilwa paya main us diary ke pannon me simti Swati ki pukaar ko..
Jisne apni har pukaar me Apni maa se guhaar lagayi thi.. us maa se jo use uske baalpan mein hi chhor ke chali gayi thi.. or Baap ke saaye ka abhaav ne use or uski Maa ki yaadon ko bas un chand pannon me samet diya tha..
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Abhi kuchh ghante pahle.. wo Ravi meri aankhon ke saamne tha.. jisne khud mein simti Swati ka bas ek sharir ke roop me istamal kiya tha.. na sirf khud ke liye balki apne un aawara Dostoon ke saath mil kar Pyaar ke rishte ko matmaila kar diya..
Ek or Swati thi jo us se jaane kya kya ummid lagaye baithi thi.. Kya dosh tha us bechari ka.. jisne apni bhaavnayein un chand pannon or apne pyaar ke saath baanti thi.. Par pyaar ne kya diya use.. Sadak ke kinare aati jaati gaadiyon ke pahiye se kuchal kar maut ke siwa..
Ek ghrina se maine us Ravi or uske un dostoon ko dekha aur ghasit kar Police Van me baithaya.. Is ummid ke saath ki jis nyaaypalika ke prangan mein inhe le ja raha hun.. waha us Sadak ke kinare dam tod dene wali us ladki ke saath nyaay jaroor hoga..
Apni Diary ke panno par maine un khoon ke dhabbe se sane pannon aur us tasveer ko staple kar ek najar apni is 1 mahine ki nayi naukri par hue pure ghatna kram par daali.. aur saath hi ek najar us tasveer par bhi daali.. jis par ab bhi ek muskaan khili thi.. par ab ye muskaan inhi pannon me simat ke rahne wali thi..
Diary ko apne bed ke paas ki table par rakh ek najar aasman ki or dekha.. Ab waqt ho chala tha ek chain ki nind ke aagosh me dubne ka..
" Bas darling.. thoda sa kaam bacha hai... Tum so jaao main thodi der or jagunga.. " Apni biwi ko pyaar bhari ek nazar dekh main wapas apni table ki or mud gaya..
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《《 2nd January 2012 》》
NH - 7, Itawa, Uttarpradesh
" Sir.. Sirr.. Aap thik to hain.."
" Haan main thik hun.. Wo bas thodi mitli si aa gayi.. "
Maine ek najar dubara us taraf modi jiski wajah se mujhe ulti ki ikshayein ho rahi thi.. par najrein aisi drishye ko dekhne se parhej kar rahi thi.. par un sab ke beech kuch aisa bhi tha.. jo baar baar mera dhyaan apni taraf khinch raha tha.. Badi pash-o-pash ke saath maine khud ka dhandhas badhaya uske sameep badh chala...
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《《 27 May 2011 》》
" Maaiii... O.. Maaii... Dekh na ye sab hamka pagal kahte hain.. Aaj to Bapu ne bhi bola ki main pagal hun.. Kya sachi me main pagal hun.. or to or aaj se College jana bhi band kara diya Bapu ne.. Tu to inko kuchh kahti bhi nahi.. bas chup chap har baat maan leti ho.. Jao tohse ham baat nahi karenge aaj se... "
" Par maaii.. tohse na batiyayenge to kis se baat karein.. aur kono baat karne wala bhi to na hai.. Achha chalo thik hai... Na jayenge ham college.. Jaisa tum aur Bapu kahoge.. waise hi karenge.. "
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《《 2nd June 2011 》》
" Maii... O... Maii.. aaj tohse hamka ek jarrori baat karni hai.. Dekh tu risiyaa mat jana.. aur maarne mat lagiyo hamka.. Pahle meri baat sun liyo.. Fir jaisa tu kahegi wahi karnenge..
Aaj na hamka wo Ravi hai na.. aree.. wo.. jo.. Mukhiya ji ke yaha kaam karta hai.. u na aaj hamko.. " I love you " bola.. Hamne usko saaf saaf bol diya pahle ham apni Maaii se puchhenge fir jawaab denge.. Hamka bhi wo pasand hai.. agar tu haan kahegi tabhi ham oh se haan kahenge.. waise bhi Bapu to aajkal bas Sharab peene mein hi rahte hain.. unhe to hamari chinta rahti nahi to hamare byaah ki kya chinta rahegi.. Ab to tujhe hi sab kuchh karna padega.."
" Bol na.. Maaii... hamahu haan kar de na.. Maan ja na Maii.. Maan ja na.. Achha koi na aaj nahi to kya 1-2 din me to tu maan hi jayegi.. ham bhi dekhat hain kab tak risiyaa ke baithat rahti ho.. "
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《《 3rd January 2012 》》
" Sir ji...O.. Sir ji.. Kaha khoyein hue hain.."
" Aree.. Dinesh.. tum kab aaye.. Aao baitho.."
" Aree waah.. aise kiske khyaal mein khoye hain jo mere aane ki bhi sudhh nahi hai.."
" Abe tu apni bhabhi se pitwaega kya.. Bas kuchh kaam kar raha tha.. Tu suna.. yaha kaise.."
" Ab to sach me lagta hai aapko kuchh ho gaya hai..
" Ye lijiye aapki file jo aap ghar pe bhool aaye the or bhabhi ji ne ye kuchh khane ko bheja hai..
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《《 3rd August 2011 》》
" Maaiii...O...Maaii.. Maine tujhse kuchh chupaya hai.. par ab ghutan si ho rahi hai.. tujhse kuchh chhupa nahi sakti na sayad isliye.. wo kya hai na.. kal Main aur Ravi sahar gaye the ghumne.. Unhone hamka filam bhi dikhaya hall me... or aaj pahli baar kisi ne hame chuma bhi bada ajeeb mehshoos kiya maine.. Ishhh.. is se jyada nahi bataungi.. uff main bhi na tujhse kya kya bol deti hun.. Or haan.. ye Bapu ko tu samjha de.. Ab to 3-4 din tak ghar se gayab rahte hain.. aate hain to bas raat ko sone ke waqt wo bhi bahar wale dalan me so jaate hain.. or phir agli subah gayab.. "
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《《 3rd January 2012 》》
Dinesh file de kar ja chuka tha.. Maine use khola.. Kay saari reports aur kaagazon ke upar ek tasveer padi thi.. Wahi tasveer jo kal hi mujhe mili thi.. Ek gazab ka aakarshan tha us tasveer wali ladki mein.. Bade jatan se usne khud ko taiyaar kar ke khinchwayi hogi ye tasveer..
" Uske wo nain.. wo kaali julfein.. gore chehre ki laalima ko chunauti deti uski hoonthon ki laali.. Kapde bade sahej ke pahnaa tha.. sayad koi khaas mauke par khinchwayi thi ye tasveer.."
Kafi der tak us tasveer ko ghurte hue main us ki kalpana mein khoya pada tha.. maine yun hi tasveer ko wapas mej par rakha.. ki achanak meri najar tasveer ke us kone par gayi.. jise main tab se najarandaaz kar gaya tha..
" Bareily house of Photos & Printers. "
Waise to ye bas kisi dukaan ka naam tha.. par mere liye ye us tasveer ke rahshya se parda hatane ka ek matrr awsar.. Turant hi main daud pada apni gaadi ki or...
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《《 31 December 2011 》》
" Maaiii...O...Maaiii.. Dekh na.. main kaisi lag rahi hun.. Aaj Ravi ji ke saath ghumne jaana hai.. Naye saal ka jash manayenge.. Par jane kyun aaj mann bechain hai.. aur haan Bapu 4 roz se ghar na aaya hai.. main akeli akeli ubb gayi thi kal to hamne.. matlab maine or Ravi ne kal pura din apne bagiche mein bitaye.. Khub baatein ki... par jab unhone mujhe chhua to bada ajeeb sa laga.. jane kyun aisa laga.. jaisa ye galat hai.. Par wo hamse pyaar bhi to karte hain na.. Unka haq bhi to hai.. Pata nahi aaj ka hoga.. par ham unko saaf saaf kah denge.. ye sab Shaadi ke baad hi chalega.. Maaii.. ye sab thk to ho raha hai na.. kuchh galat to nahi.. Tu to kuchh bolti bhi to na hai.. Ja mat bol.. ab ham hu bada ho gail hain.. Tu na bolegi to ka hua.. jaise apna pet ham paal rahe hain na khud hi.. waise ho apna biyaah bhi ham khud hi kar lenge.. Ravi bahut achha hai... " Ham ohka tohra baare me bataye the ki shaadi ke baad tu bhi hamre saath hi rahegi.. pahle to wo hasne lage.. fir bole main jo kahungi wahi kaenge.. Bas kuchh din baad tu bhi hamre sasural me rahegi.. Mainn to bahut khus hun.. Achha chal hamka jaye la hai.. Aaj naya saal ka jashn manye la hai.. pahila baar hai jab ham naya saal manawat hain.. warna tu or Bapu to rukhe sukhe hi har din kaat dete ho sab... Chal ham baad me batiyaeb tohse.. Ham jaat hain...."
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《《 4th January 2012 》》
Bareily Town,
Badi jad-o-jahad ke baad or Bariely ke Police ki madad se mujhe akhir kaar wo dukan mil hi gayi.. Puchh taach aur chhan-bin se pata chal ki ye 31 December 2011 ko khinchi gayi thi.. Aksar sabhi photos wale computer me ek copy rakh lete hain date wise.. Jis wajah se sahi tarikh ka aur ye bhi pata chal gaya ki Photo khinchwane wala kon tha..
Mere maathe ki sikan ab or badhne lagi thi.. Jis aashanka ne mujhe grasit kar rakha tha.. jane kyun ab wo sach sa pratit ho raha tha.. Par is sikan ne ek aakrosh bhi bhar diya tha mere bhitar..
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《《 15th February 2012 》》
Ye yatarth hai.. Ji haan ye koi kahani nahi... ye mera jeevan Anubhav hai..
Naye saal ki dusri tareekh.. meri Duty join karne ka din..
Bada unmaad me tha mein.. pahli naukri.. Training ke duauraan ka josh.. Sabhi tarah se labreej.. Maa or Baba ke aashirvaad ke saath main Apne Sahar Delhi se durr yaha Itawa mein joining karne aaya tha... Par is naukri se pahla anubhav hi aisa milega iski ummid nahi thi..
Sadak par truck or baki pariwahan se kuchli hui us laash ko dekh mujhe mitli si aa gayi.. par us diary ne mera dhyaan khinch liya.. Jiske bas kuchh panne hi sesh rah gaye the.. or bas ek tasveer jo un panno ke saath hi khoon se rangi hui thi..
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Par Aaj bada sukun sa hai mere bhitar.. Par ye kis wajah se hai ye meri bhi samajh me na aa raha.. Apni Police ki naukri ka pahla case solve karne ki khusi ya fir us tasveer ke saath nyaay karne ki khusi.. jis par ab bhi khoon ki boondon ke nishaan lage hue hain.. lekin parinaam to dono ka ek hi hua na.. Apna pahla case solve kar ke hi to ye nyaay dilwa paya main us diary ke pannon me simti Swati ki pukaar ko..
Jisne apni har pukaar me Apni maa se guhaar lagayi thi.. us maa se jo use uske baalpan mein hi chhor ke chali gayi thi.. or Baap ke saaye ka abhaav ne use or uski Maa ki yaadon ko bas un chand pannon me samet diya tha..
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Abhi kuchh ghante pahle.. wo Ravi meri aankhon ke saamne tha.. jisne khud mein simti Swati ka bas ek sharir ke roop me istamal kiya tha.. na sirf khud ke liye balki apne un aawara Dostoon ke saath mil kar Pyaar ke rishte ko matmaila kar diya..
Ek or Swati thi jo us se jaane kya kya ummid lagaye baithi thi.. Kya dosh tha us bechari ka.. jisne apni bhaavnayein un chand pannon or apne pyaar ke saath baanti thi.. Par pyaar ne kya diya use.. Sadak ke kinare aati jaati gaadiyon ke pahiye se kuchal kar maut ke siwa..
Ek ghrina se maine us Ravi or uske un dostoon ko dekha aur ghasit kar Police Van me baithaya.. Is ummid ke saath ki jis nyaaypalika ke prangan mein inhe le ja raha hun.. waha us Sadak ke kinare dam tod dene wali us ladki ke saath nyaay jaroor hoga..
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Apni Diary ke panno par maine un khoon ke dhabbe se sane pannon aur us tasveer ko staple kar ek najar apni is 1 mahine ki nayi naukri par hue pure ghatna kram par daali.. aur saath hi ek najar us tasveer par bhi daali.. jis par ab bhi ek muskaan khili thi.. par ab ye muskaan inhi pannon me simat ke rahne wali thi..
Diary ko apne bed ke paas ki table par rakh ek najar aasman ki or dekha.. Ab waqt ho chala tha ek chain ki nind ke aagosh me dubne ka..
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Thodi si Bewafai
(By - Romeo 22)
(By - Romeo 22)
“Anupam ” kandhe par narm hatho ki chhuwan ke saath kano me padi us madhur si aawaz ko aaj 30 saal baad bhi mai ek baar me pahchan gaya tha……jhat se aankh khul gayi..kahi mai sapna to nhi dekh rha…Naina..!!!
Koi sapna nhi…!!...aaj to nhi…Ye Naina hi hai..!
Laakh kosis karta mai khud par kaabu pane ki,aansu nhi maane…mere kamjor haatho me kapkapahaat hone lagi…sukhe hoth fadafadaa uthe…bahut kuchh kahanaa chah rhe the…30 saal !!!..30 saal bahut waqt hota hai…..Mai khus tha…...bahut khus….lekin ek tees uth rhi thi seene me……itni der kyu kar di tumne aane me..?
Mai dekh to rha hu naina ki or,lekin mera jahan mere ateet ki or bhatakta jaa rha hai…khud ko majboot karke ek najar fir us par daali…gaalo par jhurriyan to uske bhi aa gayi hain,lekin mere jeetni nhi…baal to kaafi safed ho gaye hain……. shawl me khud ko lapete huye , kitni kamjor ho gayi hai… ……wo hotho ke niche ka kala til aaj bhi ek wafadar sipahi ke jaisa whi khada hai…mai bhi kitna ajeeb hu…abhi to maut ke muh se bach kar aaya hu, aur Naina ko dekhte hi ek baar fir mere andar ka wo 30 saal pahle wala Romeo jinda ho gaya…kitna majboor hota hai ye ishq !!!
Naina bhi kuchh nhi bol rhi…chhupa to rhi hai wo,par mujhse kabhi chhupa payi hai kya..pata hai mujhe , ro rhi hai wo..pagal..!!..
“papa,mai jara bahar si aati hu ek important call karke…” meri 21 saal ki beti Ritu ne bas itna hi kaha aur ward se bahar nikal gayi..
Aajkal ke bachche bhi bade samjhdaar hain…...meri beti ko bhi pata hai ki papa ki ex girlfriend milne aayi hain…to mujhe meri ex gf ke saath akela chhodkar bahar chali gayi…thank you beta,vaise iski jarurat nhi thi..
Maine Naina ki taraf dekha,
“kaisi ho”
“vaisi hi ,jaisi tum chhodkar gaye the…”
“30 saal ho gaye,ab to ye iljaam wapas le lo….mai kab gaya tumhe chhodakr…”
“lage rahne do is iljaam ko tumpar,kyuki khud par iljaam lagakar mai jee nhi paati…isliye hmesa Bewafa tumhe kahti rahi..” Naina ne aankhe band kar li.
“tum bilkul nhi badli,aaj bhi vaisi hi uljhi uljhi baaten karti ho…”
“badle to tum bhi nhi, aaj bhi meri baten nhi samajh paate….”
Hum dono hi chup hain,apne un puraane dino ko yaad kar rha hu mai,shayad Naina bhi yhi kar rhi hai….
Wo pahlaa din jab maine Naina ko dekha tha…jaise kal ki hi baat lgati hai…30 saal ho gaye jis baat ko..:-
30 years Ago
“Bhaiya,wo laal wali dikhana…”meri chudiyon ki dukaan par college ki ladkiyon ki bheed roj ke jaise hi lagi thi,….aur in ladkiyon ki sabse buri aadat hoti hai Bhaiya bolne ki…jo mujhe bilkul nhi pasand thi.
Khair,maine chudiyyon ka wo dibba bhi uthakar saamne rakh diya…dekhti pachaas hain,lengi ek bhi nhi….hunh…main apne man me hi badabaya..
“Naina tu bhi le le..” kisi ek ladki ne kaha,aur fir peeli se suit me jb wo Naina saamne aayi, to bhaiya hamare naina to un Naina par hi thahar gaye….aajtak hum us najare ko bhool nhi paaye…
“nhi nhi….fir kisi din…chlo jaldi Bua intjaar kar rhi hongi…”uljhe uljhe wo bol rhi thi aur hum unke laal laal hothe ko dekhe jaa rhe the…
“le lijye…aapke gore hatho me ye laal wali badi achchhi lagengi…” main use dekhta hi raha aur sasuri jubaan fisal gayi aur pata nhi kaise bagal wala laal chudi ka dibba uthkar saamne rakh bhi diya…
Saari ladkiyon chudiyon ko chhod mujhe dekhne lagi…mai bada seedha sadha shareef tha,ye bhi ek vajah thi ki college ki ladkiyaan meri dukaan pe jyada aati thi…ye kisi ladki ke saath meri pahli himaakat thi.
Kuchh der tak sab shaant mujhe dekhti rahi fir eka ek sabke thahaake foot pade…
“le…le Naina…...pahli baar Anupam bhaiya kisii ladki ko khud se chudiyaan de rhe hain…Kya baat hai Naina…” ek ne kaha
“le bhi le..Nhi to Anupam bhaiya ka dil toot jaayega..” dusri kab pichhe rahti.
Wo ladkiyan mere maje le rhe the aur peele suit me laal gulaab ke jaise khili khili wo mujhe ghoore jaa rhi thi…aur hamne to bhaiya jo ek baar sar jhukaya to kya majaal fir sar upar uth jaaye…2-4 dibbe pasand kiye un logo ne aur paise dekhar chalti bani…….majaal kya jo hum sar uthakar dubara dekh le…haan jaate jaate Wo peele suit wali madam jee hamko lofar jarur bolte gayin thi.chalo kuchh boli to hamare liye...
Khair,pahli baar zindagi me hmne gustakhi ki…...Ab har roj sham ke 4 bajne ka intjaar karte hum….college ki chhutti hoti aur 4 baje tak hi ladkiyo ka wo jhund hmari dukaan ke saamne se gujarata…hum isi intjaar me rahte ki aaj ek najar dekh le shayad…hum roj dekhte to kabhi kabhi unka karam bhi ho jata…wo aur baat hai ki dekhti bade ghoor kar thin.
Khairdheere dheere hamari mehnat rang laayi…..pahale hmare dekhne par jo nagwari chehre par aati thi wo jaati rahi aur fir us nagwari ki jagah ek halki si muskurahat ne li….…ek vajah shayad ye bhi thi ki hmne kabhi unhe peechha karke paresan karne ki kosis nhi ki aur na hi kabhi koi bhadda comment kiya..baaki hmari image aur ladkiyon ke bcih ekdam saaf suthari thi…to thoda fayda uska bhi mila shayad..hmari dekhi dekha wali kahani chal nikali
Aur fir wo din bhi aaya jab Naina jee pahli baar hmari dukaan par akeli aayin…
Aaj uske sath koi aur ladki nhi thi…hum to jaise aasman me ud rhe the…
“aap??..aaj to is dukaan ki kismat khul gayi…” samjh me nhi aa rha tha kya kahu…
“hihihi…..aur aapki…?”hum to unki hansi me hi khoye the ki unhone puchh liya..
“are hamri to zindagi safal ho gayi…”
“achchha…..aur kitni ladkiyon ko kah chuke ho aisa…”
“Bhagwaan kasam,aap pahli ho…”hmne tapaak se bajrang bali ki kasam kha li.
“hihihi…sach me..?…”
“haan ekdam sach me…”
“hmmm..thik hai maan lete hain…vaise aapke paas kuchh naye design ki chudiyaan hain kya…hmko na shadi me jaana hai…to isliye hme nayi chudiyaan leni hain….”
“are poori dukaan aapki hi hai…aur ..”
“aur??”
“kuchh nhi…ye dekhiye…” himmat nhi padi ye kahne ki “hum bhi aapke hi hain”..khair,fir kabhi…..yhi sochkar dil ko samjhaa liya.
Ek saath kayi saari chudiyan hmne uthakar rakh di saamne…wo un sabko baari baari se uthakar dekhti rahi…
“kaun si loon..?”
“koi si bhi le lijiye…aap par to sab achchhi lagengi…”
“…achchh jee…fir bhi batao…”
“ye laal wali le lijiye, abhi ekdam nayi aayi hai…”
“haan achchhi to hai…thik hai ye de dijiye..kitne ki hai…”
“are !! thode na hum aapse paise lenge,itne bhi gair nhi hain..” maine baaki ki chudi ko alag rakhte huye kaha…aur ek chudi uthakar apne jhole me daal li…
“aapne wo chudi alag kyu rakhi…aur paise kyu nhi lenge…”
“ye aap hamari or se rakh lijiye…aur ye alag isliye rakhi hai kyuki…”
“kyuki…???..bataiye…”
“isliyye kyuki aapne chhua hai….aapki yaad ke taur par rakh lenge….aur kya pata kismat…”mai fir se ruk gaya kuchh kahte kahte…
“kya kismat….”
“jaane dijiye agar kismat huyi to ye kismat wali baat bhi bata denge aapko…”maine thodi himmat karke itna kah diya.
Aankho hi aankho me wo baaten ho rhi thi jo hont nhi kah sake….ishq ka ijhaar aur ikarar bhi ho rha tha…us din ke baad ek do baar wo dukaan par aur akele aayi aur fir hum kabhi kabhi milne lage…mai apni dukaan band karta aur wo apni class bunk karti.
Hum dono apni aane wali Zindagi ke haseen sapne bhi bunne lage….wo apne bua ke ghar rahkar padhayi kar rhi thi…yha college paas tha isliye…..muhabbat to ho gayi thi ,anjaam sochkar dar lagne laga tha…hamare samaaj me hamre rishta ko koi maan’ne waala nhi tha……wo hmse unche caste ki thi, haisiyat bhi kuchh nhi thi hamari….lekin Ishq kaun sa ye sab sochkar hota hai….
wo aksar kahti thi hum dono kahi bhag jaayenge…lekin mai poore man se kabhi haan nhi kah paata…
Aur fir ekdin Naina chali gayi…..us time me itna phone nhi tha…P.C.O the aur bade gharon me landline phone…jaate jaate Naina ne mere liye sandesha bhijawaya tha…
“Anupam,papa ko attack aaya hai….chacha jee aayen hain….mai jaa rhi hu…jaldi aaungi…ye pados wali aunty ke ghar ka number hai jo Mnju ke haath bhej rhi hun….…agar mujhe jyada rukna pada to Manju se phone karwana…..mujhe bulwa lena fir hum baat kar lenge….. papa ke thik hote hi aa jaungi…mujhe bhool mat jana..Love you…”
Wo chhota sa khat hi tha jo mere liye diye tha Naina ne….wahi paas rah gaya tha..Meri aankh se aansu niklae aur us khat ko bhigote chale gaye…mujhe aisa lag rha tha ki Naina mujhse door ho gayi… ab kabhi wo mujhe nhi milne wali
“kya soch rhe ho…” Naina ne mere kandhe par haath rakha aur mai soch ke bhanwar se bahar aa gaya…
“bahut der kar di tumne aane me…….” Mere muh se wo shikwa nikla jo un 30 saalo me jaane kitni baar Naina se kiya tha maine….
“tum bhi to nhi aaye…….” Naina ne meri aankho me dekhte huye kaha…….
“kaha aata…..bolo”
Naina chup ho gayi…shayad koi jawab nhi tha uske paas…yhi lag rha tha mujhe…
“tum nhi jaante Anupam…meri jidagi itnai bhi aasan nhi thi…” Naina ke galo ki jhurriyon par do boond aansu ludhak gaye…mai use dekhta raha……
“to ab kyu aayi……” mere lahje me talkhi aa gayi…
“…apni us thodi si Bewafayi ka hisaab dene…”usne kaha
Maine Naina ki or dekha... milon ka safar aur sadiyon ki udasi simat aayi thi chehre par…
Koi sapna nhi…!!...aaj to nhi…Ye Naina hi hai..!
Laakh kosis karta mai khud par kaabu pane ki,aansu nhi maane…mere kamjor haatho me kapkapahaat hone lagi…sukhe hoth fadafadaa uthe…bahut kuchh kahanaa chah rhe the…30 saal !!!..30 saal bahut waqt hota hai…..Mai khus tha…...bahut khus….lekin ek tees uth rhi thi seene me……itni der kyu kar di tumne aane me..?
Mai dekh to rha hu naina ki or,lekin mera jahan mere ateet ki or bhatakta jaa rha hai…khud ko majboot karke ek najar fir us par daali…gaalo par jhurriyan to uske bhi aa gayi hain,lekin mere jeetni nhi…baal to kaafi safed ho gaye hain……. shawl me khud ko lapete huye , kitni kamjor ho gayi hai… ……wo hotho ke niche ka kala til aaj bhi ek wafadar sipahi ke jaisa whi khada hai…mai bhi kitna ajeeb hu…abhi to maut ke muh se bach kar aaya hu, aur Naina ko dekhte hi ek baar fir mere andar ka wo 30 saal pahle wala Romeo jinda ho gaya…kitna majboor hota hai ye ishq !!!
Naina bhi kuchh nhi bol rhi…chhupa to rhi hai wo,par mujhse kabhi chhupa payi hai kya..pata hai mujhe , ro rhi hai wo..pagal..!!..
“papa,mai jara bahar si aati hu ek important call karke…” meri 21 saal ki beti Ritu ne bas itna hi kaha aur ward se bahar nikal gayi..
Aajkal ke bachche bhi bade samjhdaar hain…...meri beti ko bhi pata hai ki papa ki ex girlfriend milne aayi hain…to mujhe meri ex gf ke saath akela chhodkar bahar chali gayi…thank you beta,vaise iski jarurat nhi thi..
Maine Naina ki taraf dekha,
“kaisi ho”
“vaisi hi ,jaisi tum chhodkar gaye the…”
“30 saal ho gaye,ab to ye iljaam wapas le lo….mai kab gaya tumhe chhodakr…”
“lage rahne do is iljaam ko tumpar,kyuki khud par iljaam lagakar mai jee nhi paati…isliye hmesa Bewafa tumhe kahti rahi..” Naina ne aankhe band kar li.
“tum bilkul nhi badli,aaj bhi vaisi hi uljhi uljhi baaten karti ho…”
“badle to tum bhi nhi, aaj bhi meri baten nhi samajh paate….”
Hum dono hi chup hain,apne un puraane dino ko yaad kar rha hu mai,shayad Naina bhi yhi kar rhi hai….
Wo pahlaa din jab maine Naina ko dekha tha…jaise kal ki hi baat lgati hai…30 saal ho gaye jis baat ko..:-
30 years Ago
“Bhaiya,wo laal wali dikhana…”meri chudiyon ki dukaan par college ki ladkiyon ki bheed roj ke jaise hi lagi thi,….aur in ladkiyon ki sabse buri aadat hoti hai Bhaiya bolne ki…jo mujhe bilkul nhi pasand thi.
Khair,maine chudiyyon ka wo dibba bhi uthakar saamne rakh diya…dekhti pachaas hain,lengi ek bhi nhi….hunh…main apne man me hi badabaya..
“Naina tu bhi le le..” kisi ek ladki ne kaha,aur fir peeli se suit me jb wo Naina saamne aayi, to bhaiya hamare naina to un Naina par hi thahar gaye….aajtak hum us najare ko bhool nhi paaye…
“nhi nhi….fir kisi din…chlo jaldi Bua intjaar kar rhi hongi…”uljhe uljhe wo bol rhi thi aur hum unke laal laal hothe ko dekhe jaa rhe the…
“le lijye…aapke gore hatho me ye laal wali badi achchhi lagengi…” main use dekhta hi raha aur sasuri jubaan fisal gayi aur pata nhi kaise bagal wala laal chudi ka dibba uthkar saamne rakh bhi diya…
Saari ladkiyon chudiyon ko chhod mujhe dekhne lagi…mai bada seedha sadha shareef tha,ye bhi ek vajah thi ki college ki ladkiyaan meri dukaan pe jyada aati thi…ye kisi ladki ke saath meri pahli himaakat thi.
Kuchh der tak sab shaant mujhe dekhti rahi fir eka ek sabke thahaake foot pade…
“le…le Naina…...pahli baar Anupam bhaiya kisii ladki ko khud se chudiyaan de rhe hain…Kya baat hai Naina…” ek ne kaha
“le bhi le..Nhi to Anupam bhaiya ka dil toot jaayega..” dusri kab pichhe rahti.
Wo ladkiyan mere maje le rhe the aur peele suit me laal gulaab ke jaise khili khili wo mujhe ghoore jaa rhi thi…aur hamne to bhaiya jo ek baar sar jhukaya to kya majaal fir sar upar uth jaaye…2-4 dibbe pasand kiye un logo ne aur paise dekhar chalti bani…….majaal kya jo hum sar uthakar dubara dekh le…haan jaate jaate Wo peele suit wali madam jee hamko lofar jarur bolte gayin thi.chalo kuchh boli to hamare liye...
Khair,pahli baar zindagi me hmne gustakhi ki…...Ab har roj sham ke 4 bajne ka intjaar karte hum….college ki chhutti hoti aur 4 baje tak hi ladkiyo ka wo jhund hmari dukaan ke saamne se gujarata…hum isi intjaar me rahte ki aaj ek najar dekh le shayad…hum roj dekhte to kabhi kabhi unka karam bhi ho jata…wo aur baat hai ki dekhti bade ghoor kar thin.
Khairdheere dheere hamari mehnat rang laayi…..pahale hmare dekhne par jo nagwari chehre par aati thi wo jaati rahi aur fir us nagwari ki jagah ek halki si muskurahat ne li….…ek vajah shayad ye bhi thi ki hmne kabhi unhe peechha karke paresan karne ki kosis nhi ki aur na hi kabhi koi bhadda comment kiya..baaki hmari image aur ladkiyon ke bcih ekdam saaf suthari thi…to thoda fayda uska bhi mila shayad..hmari dekhi dekha wali kahani chal nikali
Aur fir wo din bhi aaya jab Naina jee pahli baar hmari dukaan par akeli aayin…
Aaj uske sath koi aur ladki nhi thi…hum to jaise aasman me ud rhe the…
“aap??..aaj to is dukaan ki kismat khul gayi…” samjh me nhi aa rha tha kya kahu…
“hihihi…..aur aapki…?”hum to unki hansi me hi khoye the ki unhone puchh liya..
“are hamri to zindagi safal ho gayi…”
“achchha…..aur kitni ladkiyon ko kah chuke ho aisa…”
“Bhagwaan kasam,aap pahli ho…”hmne tapaak se bajrang bali ki kasam kha li.
“hihihi…sach me..?…”
“haan ekdam sach me…”
“hmmm..thik hai maan lete hain…vaise aapke paas kuchh naye design ki chudiyaan hain kya…hmko na shadi me jaana hai…to isliye hme nayi chudiyaan leni hain….”
“are poori dukaan aapki hi hai…aur ..”
“aur??”
“kuchh nhi…ye dekhiye…” himmat nhi padi ye kahne ki “hum bhi aapke hi hain”..khair,fir kabhi…..yhi sochkar dil ko samjhaa liya.
Ek saath kayi saari chudiyan hmne uthakar rakh di saamne…wo un sabko baari baari se uthakar dekhti rahi…
“kaun si loon..?”
“koi si bhi le lijiye…aap par to sab achchhi lagengi…”
“…achchh jee…fir bhi batao…”
“ye laal wali le lijiye, abhi ekdam nayi aayi hai…”
“haan achchhi to hai…thik hai ye de dijiye..kitne ki hai…”
“are !! thode na hum aapse paise lenge,itne bhi gair nhi hain..” maine baaki ki chudi ko alag rakhte huye kaha…aur ek chudi uthakar apne jhole me daal li…
“aapne wo chudi alag kyu rakhi…aur paise kyu nhi lenge…”
“ye aap hamari or se rakh lijiye…aur ye alag isliye rakhi hai kyuki…”
“kyuki…???..bataiye…”
“isliyye kyuki aapne chhua hai….aapki yaad ke taur par rakh lenge….aur kya pata kismat…”mai fir se ruk gaya kuchh kahte kahte…
“kya kismat….”
“jaane dijiye agar kismat huyi to ye kismat wali baat bhi bata denge aapko…”maine thodi himmat karke itna kah diya.
Aankho hi aankho me wo baaten ho rhi thi jo hont nhi kah sake….ishq ka ijhaar aur ikarar bhi ho rha tha…us din ke baad ek do baar wo dukaan par aur akele aayi aur fir hum kabhi kabhi milne lage…mai apni dukaan band karta aur wo apni class bunk karti.
Hum dono apni aane wali Zindagi ke haseen sapne bhi bunne lage….wo apne bua ke ghar rahkar padhayi kar rhi thi…yha college paas tha isliye…..muhabbat to ho gayi thi ,anjaam sochkar dar lagne laga tha…hamare samaaj me hamre rishta ko koi maan’ne waala nhi tha……wo hmse unche caste ki thi, haisiyat bhi kuchh nhi thi hamari….lekin Ishq kaun sa ye sab sochkar hota hai….
wo aksar kahti thi hum dono kahi bhag jaayenge…lekin mai poore man se kabhi haan nhi kah paata…
Aur fir ekdin Naina chali gayi…..us time me itna phone nhi tha…P.C.O the aur bade gharon me landline phone…jaate jaate Naina ne mere liye sandesha bhijawaya tha…
“Anupam,papa ko attack aaya hai….chacha jee aayen hain….mai jaa rhi hu…jaldi aaungi…ye pados wali aunty ke ghar ka number hai jo Mnju ke haath bhej rhi hun….…agar mujhe jyada rukna pada to Manju se phone karwana…..mujhe bulwa lena fir hum baat kar lenge….. papa ke thik hote hi aa jaungi…mujhe bhool mat jana..Love you…”
Wo chhota sa khat hi tha jo mere liye diye tha Naina ne….wahi paas rah gaya tha..Meri aankh se aansu niklae aur us khat ko bhigote chale gaye…mujhe aisa lag rha tha ki Naina mujhse door ho gayi… ab kabhi wo mujhe nhi milne wali
“kya soch rhe ho…” Naina ne mere kandhe par haath rakha aur mai soch ke bhanwar se bahar aa gaya…
“bahut der kar di tumne aane me…….” Mere muh se wo shikwa nikla jo un 30 saalo me jaane kitni baar Naina se kiya tha maine….
“tum bhi to nhi aaye…….” Naina ne meri aankho me dekhte huye kaha…….
“kaha aata…..bolo”
Naina chup ho gayi…shayad koi jawab nhi tha uske paas…yhi lag rha tha mujhe…
“tum nhi jaante Anupam…meri jidagi itnai bhi aasan nhi thi…” Naina ke galo ki jhurriyon par do boond aansu ludhak gaye…mai use dekhta raha……
“to ab kyu aayi……” mere lahje me talkhi aa gayi…
“…apni us thodi si Bewafayi ka hisaab dene…”usne kaha
Maine Naina ki or dekha... milon ka safar aur sadiyon ki udasi simat aayi thi chehre par…
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It's Complicated
(By - Niks77killl)
(By - Niks77killl)
"Hum insano Ko har chiz Complicate karne ki bahut gandi aadat hai.. Sidhi saadi chiz ko bhi itna ghuma denge ki saala dimag bhi ye sochne lag jaye ki akhir matter tha kya.."
"Abe kaiko itti raat mai gyan pel ra hai.. So ja aur mujhe bhi sone de.. kal farewell mai aankho ke niche kaale dhabbe lekar nahi jana mujhe.."
"Abe insano ki nasal hi saali chutiya hai.. Jab dikh raha hai ki ladki bhav nahi de rahi to bhi bc kutte ki mafik piche pade rahenge.. Or tabtak pade rahenge jabtak ya to ladki pareshan hokar complaint ni kar deti ya khud ki hi satak ni jati.."
"Bc kya ho gaya?? Itni raat ko kisse batiya raha hai?? So ja na chupchap.."
"Abe mai to so jau par ye amit mujhe sone de tab na.. Lekin mai bhi kamina hu.. Chhodunga nahi saale ko.."
"Abe kaun amit?? Tu saale gay hai kya?? Bc tabhi mai sochu mujhse itna chipakta kyu hai..bhak saala.."
Maine turant do mukke iski peeth par jama diye.
"Maar kyu raha hai harami.. tu gay hai to isme meri kya galti hai.." dard se bilbilate huye bhi chutiya saala hasta hi raha.
"Bc isliye nahi maar raha ki tu meko gay bola.. Isliye maar ra hu ki tujhe ye nahi pata ki amit kon hai?? Or agar mai gay hu to shivi kya teri gf hai??"
"Saale sone to tu dega nahi.. Chal phir bata kon hai ye amit jisne teri raato ki neend chura li hai.."
"Ye sab 4 saal pehle shuru hua tha.. us waq..."
"Abe short mai suna na saale.. Raat bhar jagran karwayga kya??"
"Chup chap bistar par pada reh or sunta ja.. warna sone to tujhe mai wese bhi na dunga.."
"Suna phir apni ram-kahani or kar meri neend haraam.."
4 Saal Pehle:
Mera aaj college mai pehla din tha. Halaki college to 2 din pehle hi shuru ho chuka tha lekin ragging ko lekar meri itni phati huyi thi ki mai un do dino mai room se bahar hi nahi nikla. College mai entry marte hi kisi bollywood movie ki tarah na to tez hawayein chali na hi mere aage-piche nachne-gaane walo ka jhund laga. Balki ek chir-parichit cigarette ki sugandh ne mera swagat kiya. Meri to ye dekh kar hi phat gayi ki yaha ladkiya bhi smoke karti hai.
"Papa sahi kehte hai.. Delhi wakayi mai hum chhote shehar walo ke liye bahut advanced hai.." mai khud se budbudaya.
Class mai jaise hi mene entry mari to yaha bhi wesa kuch bhi nahi hua jesa movies mai dikhate hai. Kisi ne mudkar bhi nahi dekha ki kon naya parinda sawar hua hai. Bc cinema sach mai hi chutiya banate hai. Professor Sheena aayi or attendance lene lagi aur mera naam aate hi atak gayi.
"Mr Rishi.. Do din kaha gayab rahe?? College se jaruri bhi koi kaam kar rahe the kya??"
Mai koi jawab du isse pehle hi sab mujhe dekhkar hasne lage. Bc isme esa kya joke tha jo sabki battisiya dikhne lag gayi. Lekin ek chehra aisa bhi tha jo bas muskura raha tha. Aur jese hi mene use dekha mai samajh gaya bollywood wale kabhi kabhi sach bhi dikha dete hai. Use dekhkar meri saans upar ki upar or niche ki niche reh gayi. Wo kandhe tak lambe baal, lambi kaali aankhe, bhare huye halke gulabi gaal or ek azab si kashish wali muskurahat. Mere to sach mai hi dil mai guitar baj raha tha.
"Oye Mr.. Kaha kho gaye?? Mai kuch puch rahi hu jawab kyu nahi dete?? Batao kaha reh gaye the 2 din??"
"Wo mmamm.. Wwo ffevver tha.." Maine atakte huye juth pela.
"Hakle ho?? Thik se nahi bol sakte kya??"
Abhi Sheena ma'am itna boli hi thi ki sabne phir jordar thhahaka mara. Is baar to wo bhi jordar hasi. Sach bata raha hu bhai dil wahi tukde ho gaya. Itni solid bejjati kabhi na huyi thi meri. Mere muh se kuch nahi nikal raha tha. Man to kar raha tha uthkar joota maaru us kamini Rathi mai.
"Abe kya background de raha hai?? Mudde par aa na sidhe.." Meri chalti story par break lagate huye wo bola.
"Abe background jaruri hai warna tu kahega ki kya bakchodi pel raha hai.."
"Abe sone de na.. Kyu bekar mai dimag ka dahi kar raha hai.."
"Bencho tujhe sone ki aisi kya aag hai.. 2 hi to baje hai abhi.."
"Insan ki aulaad hu.. 12 baje tak so jata hu.. Teri tarah nahi hu jo ulluo jesa raat bhar jagta rahu.. saale tu kabhi sota bhi hai ya nahi??"
"Bakchodi mat de.. Chupchap muh par tape maarkar sunta reh.."
"Ha to mai kaha tha??"
Ha.. Pehle din ki ghor bejjati ke baad agle kuch din sab mera kisi na kisi baat par mazak udate rahe lekin akhir ye sab kabtak chalta. Dhire-dhire sab normal hone laga. Mere kuch dost bhi ban gaye tere jaise. Unke jariye mujhe malum pada us ladki ka naam shivi hai or uska boyfriend bhi hai. Mere to ye sunke hi lambe wale lag gaye. Pehle semester ke end tak itni himmat juta li ki usse baat kar saku. Kuch hi din mai humne number exchange kar liye or mai uske friendzone mai aa gaya. Ha wahi zone jaha ladka chutiyo jaisa ladki ki sari baat manta hai par ukhaad kuch nahi pata. Lekin mai un chutiyo jaisa nahi tha.
"To kin chutiyo jesa tha??"
"Tu phir chalti train mai chada?? Bilkul hi baklol hai kya.. Shanti se nahi sun sakta kya??"
"Bencho ek to itti tagdi neend aa rahi hai upar se tu or bore kar raha hai.."
"Neend apni pichhwade mai daal le.."
"Rehne de tu.. sab pata hai mujhe kyu nahi sota tu.. shivi se ladayi huyi hai na??
"Are ghanta pata hai tujhe.. Pata hota to ye na puchta amit kon hai.. or nazar mat laga kutte.. ladayi ho gayi agar sach mai to tujhe hi todunga.."
"Tu bolna jari rakh bhai.. Behas na hogi mese itti raat ko.."
"Ha to bich mai tokna band karde phir.."
3rd Semester mai aate hi sabse badi breaking news ye aayi ki shivi ka uske boyfriend se break-up ho gaya. Saala ye sunkar itti khushi huyi jitni apne paida hone par bhi na huyi hogi. Mujhe laga uparwala bhi yahi chahta hai ki uske bachho ka baap mai hi banu. Lekin ye itna asaan bhi nahi hone wala tha. Maine kayi baar use hint di thi lekin wo jaan-bujhkar ya anjane mai hi unko kabhi samajh hi na payi. Par mai bhi haar manne walo mai se nahi tha.
Raaz ki baat batau to uske break-up mai halka-fulka hath mera bhi tha. Wo ek or lambi kahani hai par short mai agar samjhau to ho sakta hai shayad mene galti se kuch afwah unko lekar fela di ho no bilkul juth ho or shayad galti se mene kuch fake texts shivi ke phone se amit ko bhej diye ho. Ha be uske bf ka naam hai amit.
Kher mudde ki baat ye hai ki unka break-up to ho gaya tha lekin abhi bhi mujhe friendzone se bahar aakar shivi ke boyfriendzone mai aana tha. Iske liye mene bahut papad bele or finally 4th semester ke last mai kuch hua.
Us raat humare college ka annual fest tha jo valentine's day par tha. Usme shivi bhi perform karne wali thi. Shivi or mai ab kafi close the par uske liye mai abhi bhi bas friend tha halaki ab mai uska bestfriend tha jise mujhe aaj raat boyfriend mai badalna hi tha.
Apni dance performance ke baad shivi thaki huyi si backstage aayi. Abe ye to batana mai bhool hi gaya ki amit ko pata chal gaya tha ki unka break-up mene hi karwaya tha. Usne ye baat shivi se kahi par usne uska yakin nahi kiya kyuki tabtak usne shivi ko jalane ke liye ek nayi gf bana li thi. Amit us ladki se sirf dikhave ke liye sath tha par ab to wo na ghar ka raha tha na ghat ka. Khair uski baat baad mai karunga pehle ye sun ki us raat backstage kya hua.
Ha to shivi thaki huyi jab backstage aayi to mai waha pehle hi mojoud tha apni baat kehne ke liye. Sleeveless light pink gown mai wo qayamat lag rahi thi.
"Aaj to bahut thak gayi yaar mai to.. Pair bhi nahi uth rahe mere to.." Shivi mere kandhe ke sahare tikte huye boli.
"Ha to mai hu na.. kandhe par bithakar chhod dunga tujhe PG tak.." Maine line mari.
"Sach mai?? Tu aisa karega mere liye??" Aaj shayad wo bhi mood mai thi isliye pehli baar usne bhi mujhe line di.
"Are tere liye to mai kuch bhi karunga.. Tu bolkar to dekh.."
"Achha beta.. firse flirtbazi.."
"Abe mai to sach hi kehta hu.. tujhe hi flirt lagta hai to mai kya karu.."
"Chal chal.. mujhe bas bahar gate tak sahara dede.. waha se mai tripti ke sath chali jaungi.."
Maine aage phir jesa usne bola wesa hi kiya lekin jane kaha se mere andar itni himmat aa gayi jo mene uska hath apne sir ke piche rakha or use apni goad mai utha liya.
"Are rrree rre kya kar raha hai.. utar mujhe.."
Par mai to aaj aar ya paar ke mood mai tha.
"Utarne ke liye thodi na uthaya hai.. ab to tujhe PG le jakar hi utarunga.."
"Pagal sab dekh rahe hai.. utar na please.."
"No.."
"Please na.. dekh mera PG yaha se almost 1km door hai.. tujhse nahi hoga.. sablog mazak udaynge wo alag.."
Abhi tak ek baar bhi usne mujhe nahi daanta tha or uske baat karne ke andaz se lag raha tha ki use bura nahi laga hai bas sharam aa rahi hai sabke samne. Backstage mai kuch or students bhi the jo hume hi dekh rahe the. Ek ne to seeti bhi maardi thi jise sunkar shivi ke gaal sharam se bilkul laalho gaye. Kamal ki baat to ye hai ki itna sab hone ke baad bhi usne khud se koi khas koshish nahi ki thi meri goad se utarne ki. Bas shuru mai thoda chhat patayi par jab dekha ki mai bhi jid par ad gaya hu to wo koshish bhi usne chhod di.
Andar se to meri bhi phat rahi thi ki kal sab mazak udaynge lekin abhi no bhi ho raha tha sab achha lag raha tha. Shivi ka vajan jyada nahi tha lekin kuch hi der mai use uthaye rakhna mushkil hota chala gaya. Lekin mai phir bhi nahi ruka bas chalta raha. Poore raste na wo kuch boli na mene kuch kaha bas muskurata raha. Wo mere chehre ko gaur se dekh rahi thi ya kahu to padh rahi thi. PG se bas kuch kadmo ki doori par meri taqat jawab de gayi or mene use niche utar diya.
"Deeekhhhaaa.. Mennnnee kahhaaaa thaaa naa.." Mene lambi lambi saansein bharte huye kaha.
"Tujhe ye karne ki koi jarurat nahi thi.. ab sab kal humara mazak udayenge.."
"Jarurat kese nahi thi.. Bilkul jarurat thi.. Or logo ka kya hai.. kal mazak udaynge phir bhul jaynge.."
"Kyu??" Mere do kadam nazdik aate huye usne pucha.
Ye ek shabd hi kafi tha meri kapkapi chhutane ke liye. Wo is waqt sidha meri aankho mai dekh rahi thi. Yahi wo pal tha jiska mujhe na jane kabse intezar tha.
"Because I.. I lllikkke yooouu.. verryy muchh.. Will you be my valentine shivi??" Meri haklahat khud-ba-khud hi door hoti chali gayi.
Meri baat sunkar shivi ki aankhe badi ho gayi or chehre par ek alag bhav aa gaya jo shayad chaukne ka tha. Wo wapis ek kadam piche hati or phir apne aap hi uske chehre par aaya bhav sharmahat or muskurahat mai badal gaya. Wo meri taraf dekhti huyi hi ulte kadam PG ki taraf badh gayi. Mai hairani se uski ye harqatein dekh raha tha lekin kaano mai ghantiya tab baji jab wo door jakar halke se "yes" boli. Mera to poora chehra garam ho gaya tha us ek yes ko sunkar.
"Abe ye apni romantic kahani ko sunakar meri single jindagi ke ghavo par namak mat chhidak.. Sidhe amit par aa.. usne kese teri jindagi ke bhajiya tal rakhe hai??"
"To bich mai fudakna band kare tabhi to aau na.."
Ha to jab amit ko mere or shivi ke bare mai pata chala to kutte jesa baukhla gaya. Din raat uske piche dolne laga jibh latkaata hua. Tabhi to mai bola insano ki nasal hi chutiya hai. Shivi uske sath koi relation nahi chahti thi lekin phir bhi uske piche kutta bana hua tha.
"Par saale tu bhi to pehle yahi kar raha tha.. To tere mai or usme fark kya hua??"
"Meri baat alag hai.. Meri or shivi ki jodi to upar se bankar aayi thi.. Ye to chutiyo jesa bich mai ghus raha tha.."
"Tu kare to rasleela wo kare to character dheela??"
"Jo samajhna hai samajh le.. Ab aage sun ki kya hua.."
Poore college mai ye baat fail gayi thi ki maine amit ki gf chura li jo ki ek tarah se sach hi tha. Ek to wese hi shivi amit se baat nahi kar rahi thi upar se ye baat sunkar to uski bilkul hi satak gayi. Shivi ko manane ki jagah wo ab mujhse badla lena chahta tha.
Humara relation achha ja raha tha. Shivi bahut hi masoom hai or dil ki bilkul sachhi ye mujhe is relation ke baad hi samajh aaya. Kabhi-kabhi bura bhi lagta tha jo mene uske or amit ke sath kiya par jab wo kiss karti wo sara ehsaas bilkul gayab ho jata.
Sabkuch bilkul sapne ki tarah lag raha tha. 3rd year bhi poora ho chuka tha or seniors ki farewell ka din aa chuka tha. Party mai Shivi apne dosto ke sath busy thi or mai apne dosto ke sath lekin nazre humari ek dusre par hi thi.
"Abe use hi dekhta rahega kya?? Humse bhi batiya le be.." Mannu ne taunt mara.
"To itni der se or kya kar raha hu yaha khada.. Tum bewdo se hi to batiya raha hu.." Maine bhi palatkar jawab diya.
"Abe rishi udhar dekh.. chutiya kese ghoor raha hai tujhe.." kuch door khade amit ki or ishara karte huye mannu bola.
"Abe ghoorne de.. kya ukhaad lega.. sala shivi ke layak kabhi tha hi nahi.. trust hota uspar to kabhi aisi afwaho ko nahi manta.. poora hi chutiya hai.."
Mujhe sach mai uske ghoorne se fark nahi pad raha tha lekin thoda azib jarur lag raha tha. Wo itna paas khada tha ki shayad humari saari baatein uske kaano tak pahuch rahi thi. Uske is tarah mujhe ghoorne se mai to nahi par shivi jarur uncomfortable ho rahi thi. Apne dosto se bahana banakar wo mere paas aayior mujhe party mai dusri taraf le gayi jaha dance floor tha. Hum dono khoob dance kiya or thodi der baad jab dono thak gaye to shivi bathroom ka kehkar meri nazro se ojhal ho gayi. Mai wapas apne dosto ke paas chala gaya gappe ladane ke liye.
"Yarr shivi abhi tak wapis na aayi.." thodi der baad mene mannu se kaha.
"Are yahi kahi hogi bhai.. tension kyu le raha hai.."
"Abe tension to hogi na.. Wo bencho amit bhi nahi dikh raha kahi.."
Tabhi ek 2nd year student mere paas aaya.
"Sir shivi ma'am aapko terrace par bula rahi hai.." Wo mere paas aakar dhire se bola.
"Tujhe kaise malum be?? Tujhe bolkar gayi thi kya?? Sidha ise hi kyu na bola??" Mannu ne use hadkaya.
"Sir unhone hi meko bola tha.. Unhone kaha Rishi Sir ke liye ek surprise hai unke paas.."
"Thik hai ja tu.." mannu ne use bhagaya or phir mujhse bola, "Abe rishi teri to lagta hai aaj lottery lagne wali hai.. Aaj to lagta hai terrace par hi holi hogi.. tu faltu hi dar raha tha.."
"Chup reh bencho.. yahi ruko tum mai aata hu.. or saalo live show ke lalach mai agar koi upar aaya to sabki haddiya tod dunga.."
Itna dialog maarkar mai terrace ki taraf chal diya. Thodi excitement bhi thi ki shivi ka surprise kya hoga to wahi thodi ghabrahat bhi thi. Terrace ka gate khula hua tha jo aamtaur par taala-band rehta hai.
Terrace par mene dekha shivi bilkul akele khadi thi boundary ke paas. Mai uske paas gaya or jab use palta to dekha uska gaal bilkul laal ho raha tha or gaalo par ansoo ki moti line thi. Teen ungliya chhapi huyi saaf dikhayi de rahi thi.
"Kisne kiya ye??" Gusse se meri aankhe laal ho rahi thi.
Par isse pehle wo kuch keh pati kisi ne mujhe piche khicha or muh par ek jordar mukka maar diya. Wo amit tha apne do dosto ke sath.
"Tune meri life barbaad kardi kamine.. tujhe chhodunga nahi.." Amit chillaya or mujhpar laat ghooso ki barish karne laga. Uske dosto ne shivi ko pakda hua tha.
Amit ne mujhe collar pakadkar uthaya or boundary ke paas le gaya.
"Aaj tu marega saale.." mujhe boundary se niche dhakelne ki koshish karte huye amit bola.
Itni maar khane ke baad mujhe bahut kam hosh baki tha lekin phir bhi mai janta tha amit mujhe girakar hi manega. Use rokne ke liye mai chhatpata raha tha or isi chhatpatahat mai usne mujhe niche dhakel diya. Lekin mene bhi uska gireban pakda hua tha isliye mere sath wo bhi niche aa gira.
"Phir kya hua??"
"Hona kya tha.. Dono hi hospital pahuch gaye.. Dono ko hi bahut chot aayi.. Kuch din hospital rehne ke baad dono ko discharge mil gaya.. Tabse hi wo mere piche pada hua hai.. Jindagi haram kar rakhi hai.. man to karta hai jaan se maardu saale ko.." jor se diwar par muthhi marte huye mene kaha.
"Abe aaaiiiieeee.. Kya shor laga rakha hai.. bhari dopahar mai bhi chain nahi hai kya tujhe??" Room ke bahar se nurse ki awaaj aayi.
"Kon hai ye munda?? Story to badhiya suna raha tha.." Dusri nurse ne pucha.
"Are koi nahi pagal hai.. jab se us terrace se gira hai tabse split personality, amnesia, PTSD or bhi na jane kya kya.. ek to mar gaya dusra pagal ho gaya.. ab yahi rishi hai yahi amit.. bada rare case hai ye.."
"Par asli personality konsi hai iski?? Rishi ya amit??"
The End...
"Abe kaiko itti raat mai gyan pel ra hai.. So ja aur mujhe bhi sone de.. kal farewell mai aankho ke niche kaale dhabbe lekar nahi jana mujhe.."
"Abe insano ki nasal hi saali chutiya hai.. Jab dikh raha hai ki ladki bhav nahi de rahi to bhi bc kutte ki mafik piche pade rahenge.. Or tabtak pade rahenge jabtak ya to ladki pareshan hokar complaint ni kar deti ya khud ki hi satak ni jati.."
"Bc kya ho gaya?? Itni raat ko kisse batiya raha hai?? So ja na chupchap.."
"Abe mai to so jau par ye amit mujhe sone de tab na.. Lekin mai bhi kamina hu.. Chhodunga nahi saale ko.."
"Abe kaun amit?? Tu saale gay hai kya?? Bc tabhi mai sochu mujhse itna chipakta kyu hai..bhak saala.."
Maine turant do mukke iski peeth par jama diye.
"Maar kyu raha hai harami.. tu gay hai to isme meri kya galti hai.." dard se bilbilate huye bhi chutiya saala hasta hi raha.
"Bc isliye nahi maar raha ki tu meko gay bola.. Isliye maar ra hu ki tujhe ye nahi pata ki amit kon hai?? Or agar mai gay hu to shivi kya teri gf hai??"
"Saale sone to tu dega nahi.. Chal phir bata kon hai ye amit jisne teri raato ki neend chura li hai.."
"Ye sab 4 saal pehle shuru hua tha.. us waq..."
"Abe short mai suna na saale.. Raat bhar jagran karwayga kya??"
"Chup chap bistar par pada reh or sunta ja.. warna sone to tujhe mai wese bhi na dunga.."
"Suna phir apni ram-kahani or kar meri neend haraam.."
4 Saal Pehle:
Mera aaj college mai pehla din tha. Halaki college to 2 din pehle hi shuru ho chuka tha lekin ragging ko lekar meri itni phati huyi thi ki mai un do dino mai room se bahar hi nahi nikla. College mai entry marte hi kisi bollywood movie ki tarah na to tez hawayein chali na hi mere aage-piche nachne-gaane walo ka jhund laga. Balki ek chir-parichit cigarette ki sugandh ne mera swagat kiya. Meri to ye dekh kar hi phat gayi ki yaha ladkiya bhi smoke karti hai.
"Papa sahi kehte hai.. Delhi wakayi mai hum chhote shehar walo ke liye bahut advanced hai.." mai khud se budbudaya.
Class mai jaise hi mene entry mari to yaha bhi wesa kuch bhi nahi hua jesa movies mai dikhate hai. Kisi ne mudkar bhi nahi dekha ki kon naya parinda sawar hua hai. Bc cinema sach mai hi chutiya banate hai. Professor Sheena aayi or attendance lene lagi aur mera naam aate hi atak gayi.
"Mr Rishi.. Do din kaha gayab rahe?? College se jaruri bhi koi kaam kar rahe the kya??"
Mai koi jawab du isse pehle hi sab mujhe dekhkar hasne lage. Bc isme esa kya joke tha jo sabki battisiya dikhne lag gayi. Lekin ek chehra aisa bhi tha jo bas muskura raha tha. Aur jese hi mene use dekha mai samajh gaya bollywood wale kabhi kabhi sach bhi dikha dete hai. Use dekhkar meri saans upar ki upar or niche ki niche reh gayi. Wo kandhe tak lambe baal, lambi kaali aankhe, bhare huye halke gulabi gaal or ek azab si kashish wali muskurahat. Mere to sach mai hi dil mai guitar baj raha tha.
"Oye Mr.. Kaha kho gaye?? Mai kuch puch rahi hu jawab kyu nahi dete?? Batao kaha reh gaye the 2 din??"
"Wo mmamm.. Wwo ffevver tha.." Maine atakte huye juth pela.
"Hakle ho?? Thik se nahi bol sakte kya??"
Abhi Sheena ma'am itna boli hi thi ki sabne phir jordar thhahaka mara. Is baar to wo bhi jordar hasi. Sach bata raha hu bhai dil wahi tukde ho gaya. Itni solid bejjati kabhi na huyi thi meri. Mere muh se kuch nahi nikal raha tha. Man to kar raha tha uthkar joota maaru us kamini Rathi mai.
"Abe kya background de raha hai?? Mudde par aa na sidhe.." Meri chalti story par break lagate huye wo bola.
"Abe background jaruri hai warna tu kahega ki kya bakchodi pel raha hai.."
"Abe sone de na.. Kyu bekar mai dimag ka dahi kar raha hai.."
"Bencho tujhe sone ki aisi kya aag hai.. 2 hi to baje hai abhi.."
"Insan ki aulaad hu.. 12 baje tak so jata hu.. Teri tarah nahi hu jo ulluo jesa raat bhar jagta rahu.. saale tu kabhi sota bhi hai ya nahi??"
"Bakchodi mat de.. Chupchap muh par tape maarkar sunta reh.."
"Ha to mai kaha tha??"
Ha.. Pehle din ki ghor bejjati ke baad agle kuch din sab mera kisi na kisi baat par mazak udate rahe lekin akhir ye sab kabtak chalta. Dhire-dhire sab normal hone laga. Mere kuch dost bhi ban gaye tere jaise. Unke jariye mujhe malum pada us ladki ka naam shivi hai or uska boyfriend bhi hai. Mere to ye sunke hi lambe wale lag gaye. Pehle semester ke end tak itni himmat juta li ki usse baat kar saku. Kuch hi din mai humne number exchange kar liye or mai uske friendzone mai aa gaya. Ha wahi zone jaha ladka chutiyo jaisa ladki ki sari baat manta hai par ukhaad kuch nahi pata. Lekin mai un chutiyo jaisa nahi tha.
"To kin chutiyo jesa tha??"
"Tu phir chalti train mai chada?? Bilkul hi baklol hai kya.. Shanti se nahi sun sakta kya??"
"Bencho ek to itti tagdi neend aa rahi hai upar se tu or bore kar raha hai.."
"Neend apni pichhwade mai daal le.."
"Rehne de tu.. sab pata hai mujhe kyu nahi sota tu.. shivi se ladayi huyi hai na??
"Are ghanta pata hai tujhe.. Pata hota to ye na puchta amit kon hai.. or nazar mat laga kutte.. ladayi ho gayi agar sach mai to tujhe hi todunga.."
"Tu bolna jari rakh bhai.. Behas na hogi mese itti raat ko.."
"Ha to bich mai tokna band karde phir.."
3rd Semester mai aate hi sabse badi breaking news ye aayi ki shivi ka uske boyfriend se break-up ho gaya. Saala ye sunkar itti khushi huyi jitni apne paida hone par bhi na huyi hogi. Mujhe laga uparwala bhi yahi chahta hai ki uske bachho ka baap mai hi banu. Lekin ye itna asaan bhi nahi hone wala tha. Maine kayi baar use hint di thi lekin wo jaan-bujhkar ya anjane mai hi unko kabhi samajh hi na payi. Par mai bhi haar manne walo mai se nahi tha.
Raaz ki baat batau to uske break-up mai halka-fulka hath mera bhi tha. Wo ek or lambi kahani hai par short mai agar samjhau to ho sakta hai shayad mene galti se kuch afwah unko lekar fela di ho no bilkul juth ho or shayad galti se mene kuch fake texts shivi ke phone se amit ko bhej diye ho. Ha be uske bf ka naam hai amit.
Kher mudde ki baat ye hai ki unka break-up to ho gaya tha lekin abhi bhi mujhe friendzone se bahar aakar shivi ke boyfriendzone mai aana tha. Iske liye mene bahut papad bele or finally 4th semester ke last mai kuch hua.
Us raat humare college ka annual fest tha jo valentine's day par tha. Usme shivi bhi perform karne wali thi. Shivi or mai ab kafi close the par uske liye mai abhi bhi bas friend tha halaki ab mai uska bestfriend tha jise mujhe aaj raat boyfriend mai badalna hi tha.
Apni dance performance ke baad shivi thaki huyi si backstage aayi. Abe ye to batana mai bhool hi gaya ki amit ko pata chal gaya tha ki unka break-up mene hi karwaya tha. Usne ye baat shivi se kahi par usne uska yakin nahi kiya kyuki tabtak usne shivi ko jalane ke liye ek nayi gf bana li thi. Amit us ladki se sirf dikhave ke liye sath tha par ab to wo na ghar ka raha tha na ghat ka. Khair uski baat baad mai karunga pehle ye sun ki us raat backstage kya hua.
Ha to shivi thaki huyi jab backstage aayi to mai waha pehle hi mojoud tha apni baat kehne ke liye. Sleeveless light pink gown mai wo qayamat lag rahi thi.
"Aaj to bahut thak gayi yaar mai to.. Pair bhi nahi uth rahe mere to.." Shivi mere kandhe ke sahare tikte huye boli.
"Ha to mai hu na.. kandhe par bithakar chhod dunga tujhe PG tak.." Maine line mari.
"Sach mai?? Tu aisa karega mere liye??" Aaj shayad wo bhi mood mai thi isliye pehli baar usne bhi mujhe line di.
"Are tere liye to mai kuch bhi karunga.. Tu bolkar to dekh.."
"Achha beta.. firse flirtbazi.."
"Abe mai to sach hi kehta hu.. tujhe hi flirt lagta hai to mai kya karu.."
"Chal chal.. mujhe bas bahar gate tak sahara dede.. waha se mai tripti ke sath chali jaungi.."
Maine aage phir jesa usne bola wesa hi kiya lekin jane kaha se mere andar itni himmat aa gayi jo mene uska hath apne sir ke piche rakha or use apni goad mai utha liya.
"Are rrree rre kya kar raha hai.. utar mujhe.."
Par mai to aaj aar ya paar ke mood mai tha.
"Utarne ke liye thodi na uthaya hai.. ab to tujhe PG le jakar hi utarunga.."
"Pagal sab dekh rahe hai.. utar na please.."
"No.."
"Please na.. dekh mera PG yaha se almost 1km door hai.. tujhse nahi hoga.. sablog mazak udaynge wo alag.."
Abhi tak ek baar bhi usne mujhe nahi daanta tha or uske baat karne ke andaz se lag raha tha ki use bura nahi laga hai bas sharam aa rahi hai sabke samne. Backstage mai kuch or students bhi the jo hume hi dekh rahe the. Ek ne to seeti bhi maardi thi jise sunkar shivi ke gaal sharam se bilkul laalho gaye. Kamal ki baat to ye hai ki itna sab hone ke baad bhi usne khud se koi khas koshish nahi ki thi meri goad se utarne ki. Bas shuru mai thoda chhat patayi par jab dekha ki mai bhi jid par ad gaya hu to wo koshish bhi usne chhod di.
Andar se to meri bhi phat rahi thi ki kal sab mazak udaynge lekin abhi no bhi ho raha tha sab achha lag raha tha. Shivi ka vajan jyada nahi tha lekin kuch hi der mai use uthaye rakhna mushkil hota chala gaya. Lekin mai phir bhi nahi ruka bas chalta raha. Poore raste na wo kuch boli na mene kuch kaha bas muskurata raha. Wo mere chehre ko gaur se dekh rahi thi ya kahu to padh rahi thi. PG se bas kuch kadmo ki doori par meri taqat jawab de gayi or mene use niche utar diya.
"Deeekhhhaaa.. Mennnnee kahhaaaa thaaa naa.." Mene lambi lambi saansein bharte huye kaha.
"Tujhe ye karne ki koi jarurat nahi thi.. ab sab kal humara mazak udayenge.."
"Jarurat kese nahi thi.. Bilkul jarurat thi.. Or logo ka kya hai.. kal mazak udaynge phir bhul jaynge.."
"Kyu??" Mere do kadam nazdik aate huye usne pucha.
Ye ek shabd hi kafi tha meri kapkapi chhutane ke liye. Wo is waqt sidha meri aankho mai dekh rahi thi. Yahi wo pal tha jiska mujhe na jane kabse intezar tha.
"Because I.. I lllikkke yooouu.. verryy muchh.. Will you be my valentine shivi??" Meri haklahat khud-ba-khud hi door hoti chali gayi.
Meri baat sunkar shivi ki aankhe badi ho gayi or chehre par ek alag bhav aa gaya jo shayad chaukne ka tha. Wo wapis ek kadam piche hati or phir apne aap hi uske chehre par aaya bhav sharmahat or muskurahat mai badal gaya. Wo meri taraf dekhti huyi hi ulte kadam PG ki taraf badh gayi. Mai hairani se uski ye harqatein dekh raha tha lekin kaano mai ghantiya tab baji jab wo door jakar halke se "yes" boli. Mera to poora chehra garam ho gaya tha us ek yes ko sunkar.
"Abe ye apni romantic kahani ko sunakar meri single jindagi ke ghavo par namak mat chhidak.. Sidhe amit par aa.. usne kese teri jindagi ke bhajiya tal rakhe hai??"
"To bich mai fudakna band kare tabhi to aau na.."
Ha to jab amit ko mere or shivi ke bare mai pata chala to kutte jesa baukhla gaya. Din raat uske piche dolne laga jibh latkaata hua. Tabhi to mai bola insano ki nasal hi chutiya hai. Shivi uske sath koi relation nahi chahti thi lekin phir bhi uske piche kutta bana hua tha.
"Par saale tu bhi to pehle yahi kar raha tha.. To tere mai or usme fark kya hua??"
"Meri baat alag hai.. Meri or shivi ki jodi to upar se bankar aayi thi.. Ye to chutiyo jesa bich mai ghus raha tha.."
"Tu kare to rasleela wo kare to character dheela??"
"Jo samajhna hai samajh le.. Ab aage sun ki kya hua.."
Poore college mai ye baat fail gayi thi ki maine amit ki gf chura li jo ki ek tarah se sach hi tha. Ek to wese hi shivi amit se baat nahi kar rahi thi upar se ye baat sunkar to uski bilkul hi satak gayi. Shivi ko manane ki jagah wo ab mujhse badla lena chahta tha.
Humara relation achha ja raha tha. Shivi bahut hi masoom hai or dil ki bilkul sachhi ye mujhe is relation ke baad hi samajh aaya. Kabhi-kabhi bura bhi lagta tha jo mene uske or amit ke sath kiya par jab wo kiss karti wo sara ehsaas bilkul gayab ho jata.
Sabkuch bilkul sapne ki tarah lag raha tha. 3rd year bhi poora ho chuka tha or seniors ki farewell ka din aa chuka tha. Party mai Shivi apne dosto ke sath busy thi or mai apne dosto ke sath lekin nazre humari ek dusre par hi thi.
"Abe use hi dekhta rahega kya?? Humse bhi batiya le be.." Mannu ne taunt mara.
"To itni der se or kya kar raha hu yaha khada.. Tum bewdo se hi to batiya raha hu.." Maine bhi palatkar jawab diya.
"Abe rishi udhar dekh.. chutiya kese ghoor raha hai tujhe.." kuch door khade amit ki or ishara karte huye mannu bola.
"Abe ghoorne de.. kya ukhaad lega.. sala shivi ke layak kabhi tha hi nahi.. trust hota uspar to kabhi aisi afwaho ko nahi manta.. poora hi chutiya hai.."
Mujhe sach mai uske ghoorne se fark nahi pad raha tha lekin thoda azib jarur lag raha tha. Wo itna paas khada tha ki shayad humari saari baatein uske kaano tak pahuch rahi thi. Uske is tarah mujhe ghoorne se mai to nahi par shivi jarur uncomfortable ho rahi thi. Apne dosto se bahana banakar wo mere paas aayior mujhe party mai dusri taraf le gayi jaha dance floor tha. Hum dono khoob dance kiya or thodi der baad jab dono thak gaye to shivi bathroom ka kehkar meri nazro se ojhal ho gayi. Mai wapas apne dosto ke paas chala gaya gappe ladane ke liye.
"Yarr shivi abhi tak wapis na aayi.." thodi der baad mene mannu se kaha.
"Are yahi kahi hogi bhai.. tension kyu le raha hai.."
"Abe tension to hogi na.. Wo bencho amit bhi nahi dikh raha kahi.."
Tabhi ek 2nd year student mere paas aaya.
"Sir shivi ma'am aapko terrace par bula rahi hai.." Wo mere paas aakar dhire se bola.
"Tujhe kaise malum be?? Tujhe bolkar gayi thi kya?? Sidha ise hi kyu na bola??" Mannu ne use hadkaya.
"Sir unhone hi meko bola tha.. Unhone kaha Rishi Sir ke liye ek surprise hai unke paas.."
"Thik hai ja tu.." mannu ne use bhagaya or phir mujhse bola, "Abe rishi teri to lagta hai aaj lottery lagne wali hai.. Aaj to lagta hai terrace par hi holi hogi.. tu faltu hi dar raha tha.."
"Chup reh bencho.. yahi ruko tum mai aata hu.. or saalo live show ke lalach mai agar koi upar aaya to sabki haddiya tod dunga.."
Itna dialog maarkar mai terrace ki taraf chal diya. Thodi excitement bhi thi ki shivi ka surprise kya hoga to wahi thodi ghabrahat bhi thi. Terrace ka gate khula hua tha jo aamtaur par taala-band rehta hai.
Terrace par mene dekha shivi bilkul akele khadi thi boundary ke paas. Mai uske paas gaya or jab use palta to dekha uska gaal bilkul laal ho raha tha or gaalo par ansoo ki moti line thi. Teen ungliya chhapi huyi saaf dikhayi de rahi thi.
"Kisne kiya ye??" Gusse se meri aankhe laal ho rahi thi.
Par isse pehle wo kuch keh pati kisi ne mujhe piche khicha or muh par ek jordar mukka maar diya. Wo amit tha apne do dosto ke sath.
"Tune meri life barbaad kardi kamine.. tujhe chhodunga nahi.." Amit chillaya or mujhpar laat ghooso ki barish karne laga. Uske dosto ne shivi ko pakda hua tha.
Amit ne mujhe collar pakadkar uthaya or boundary ke paas le gaya.
"Aaj tu marega saale.." mujhe boundary se niche dhakelne ki koshish karte huye amit bola.
Itni maar khane ke baad mujhe bahut kam hosh baki tha lekin phir bhi mai janta tha amit mujhe girakar hi manega. Use rokne ke liye mai chhatpata raha tha or isi chhatpatahat mai usne mujhe niche dhakel diya. Lekin mene bhi uska gireban pakda hua tha isliye mere sath wo bhi niche aa gira.
"Phir kya hua??"
"Hona kya tha.. Dono hi hospital pahuch gaye.. Dono ko hi bahut chot aayi.. Kuch din hospital rehne ke baad dono ko discharge mil gaya.. Tabse hi wo mere piche pada hua hai.. Jindagi haram kar rakhi hai.. man to karta hai jaan se maardu saale ko.." jor se diwar par muthhi marte huye mene kaha.
"Abe aaaiiiieeee.. Kya shor laga rakha hai.. bhari dopahar mai bhi chain nahi hai kya tujhe??" Room ke bahar se nurse ki awaaj aayi.
"Kon hai ye munda?? Story to badhiya suna raha tha.." Dusri nurse ne pucha.
"Are koi nahi pagal hai.. jab se us terrace se gira hai tabse split personality, amnesia, PTSD or bhi na jane kya kya.. ek to mar gaya dusra pagal ho gaya.. ab yahi rishi hai yahi amit.. bada rare case hai ye.."
"Par asli personality konsi hai iski?? Rishi ya amit??"
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Night 1
" table for one "
" sure sir, come this side " usne cafe ke ek kone mein seat dete hue menu meri taraf badaya.
" no thanks, one mojito " mene ghadi mein time dekha 7:00 baj rahe the. Mene book kholi aur hath mein pen lekar baith gaya, thodi der mein vo meri drink le aya.
Night 2
Mein kal vali seat par ja baitha, baith-te sath mene book kholi aur sath mein pen le liya.
" sir " kal wala waiter mere pas aya.
" mojito " Thodi der mein vo meri drink le aya aur mein kal ki tarah baitha apni drink lete hue book mein kho gaya.
Night 3
" mojito " mere baithne ke baad wahi waiter ate hi bola.
" hmm " mene muskurate hue kaha aur vo chala gaya. Mene book kholi aur sath mein pen lekar baith gaya. Uske baad phir book ke sath kho gaya.
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Night 37
Aaj cafe ke bahar ate shor ko dekh kar samajh gaya tha andar party chal rahi hai. Mujhe party ki fikar nahi thi, lekin mujhe lag raha tha ki meri seat shayad mujhe aaj nahi milegi.
" vicky vo meri seat aaj full hogi ? " andar ate hi mene waiter se pucha.
" sir mene apki seat reserved rakhi hai "
" thank you " mein phir apni seat par ja baitha. Thodi der mein vo meri drink le aya aur mein roz ki tarah apni book aur pen lekar baith gaya. Party ka shor, uska music mujh par koi asar nahi dal raha tha, mein apni book mein khoya hua tha tabhi party se alag ek awaz kano mein ayi. Mene ek pal ke liye book se nazar hata kar samne dekha to ek ladki hanste hue mere samne wali chair par baithi hui thi ya shayad apni friend ke sath enjoy karte hue galti se baith gayi thi.
" sorry " vo hanste hue uth kar chali gayi aur mene phir book par apni nazar laga di.
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Night 47
Phone ki ring se mujhe hosh aya, mene phone silent par kiya aur apni jagah se uth gaya, uth-te waqt meri nazar samne padi jahan ek ladki baithi is taraf hi dekh rahi thi. Mene apna saman uthaya aur chala gaya.
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Night 63
" sir apke bare mein koi puch raha tha "
" hmm "
" aap janna nahi chahenge kya ? " vo kuch pal sochne ke baad bola.
" thanks " mene apni drink uthate hue kaha aur vo chala gaya. Uske jane ke baad mein apni book mein kho gaya. Phone ke ring hone par hosh aya, mene use silent kiya aur apni seat se uth gaya, uth-te hue meri nazar aam-tor par samne padi to samne baithi ladki aaj bhi is taraf hi dekh rahi thi, mujhe aisa laga shayad galat femi thi meri, mene book uthayi aur chala gaya.
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Night 67
" can i sit here ? " mene apni nazar samne ki taraf uthai to dekha, stylish hat lagaye ek ladki mere samne khadi thi. Mein ek pal use dekhta raha, isliye nahi ki vo sundar thi par isliye ki vo yahan kyun baithna chahti thi ?
" sure " mene kaha aur vo halki muskan ko apne sath liye, baal ko apne chehre se hatate hue baith gayi, baith-te hi usne apni cap utar kar table par rakh di aur sar jhatkte hue apne baal thik karne lagi. Na jane kyun par mein muskura dia aur phir apni nazar book par laga di.
" 100 pages "
" ji kuch kaha ? " mene thodi der baar react kiya, jisme mein ye bhul gaya ki usne abhi abhi kya kaha tha.
" kaun se author ne likhi hai "
" you like to read? "
" hell no.. lekin mein bahut din se notice kar rahi hun ki tum yahan ate ho, isi jagah baith-te ho aur isi book ko padte rehte ho itni achi hai kya ? "
" kya soch rahe ho ? " mujhe kuch der chup dekh vo boli.
" itni asani se kaise tumne mujhe approach kar liya ? " shayad use mere is baat ki umid nahi thi aur mujhe laga shayad vo uth kar bhi jana chahti hai par vo gayi nahi balki hansne lagi.
" tumhara breakup hua hai kya ? "
" roz hota hai... "
" i am not kidding "
" me too "
" seriously lekin .. " vo itna hi bol payi ki phone ka reminder bajne laga,11:00 baj chuke the, mene phone silent kiya aur apni jagah se uth gaya.
" bye... " mene uske reaction ki taraf nahi dekha aur book lekar chala gaya.
Night 68
Mein roz ki tarah vahin baitha tha ki vicky mere pas aya aur mere hath mein ek envelope dekar chala gaya. Mene use pucha to usne jawab mein kaha ki mein janta hu. Mene envelope side mein rakha aur book mein kho gaya. 11:00 bajte hi phone ka reminder bajne laga, mene use silent kiya aur book ke sath envelope utha liya aur jate hue vicky ko ye keh kar de diya, ki mein janta hun envelope mein kya hai.
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Night 71
Mein book mein khoya hua tha ki book ke niche se envelope meri taraf aya. Mujhe laga vicky phir rakh kar gaya aur jaise hi mene ankho ke aage se book hatai to dekha vahi ladki samne baithi thi.
" itni intensity se book padh rahe ho, aisa kya hai isme ? " shayad vo kuch der se vahan baithi thi.
" author kaun hai iska ? naam nahi likha ispar to aur bahut hi simple sa cover page hai, koi new author hai kya ? " mere bolne se pehle vo boli.
" first copy hai.. "
" editor ho ? "
" hamm something like .. "
" cool.. " vo apni drink ki sip lete hue boli aur phir jaise hi usne sip li mujhe aisa laga jaise use kuch yaad aya. " read my envelope mr. editor " vo ghunt andar utarte hi boli.
" mein janta hu "
" but you didn't read ? " vo chaunkte hue boli.
" tumne hi kaha tha kal ki mein janta hu ye envelope mujhe kyun mila hai.. "
" smart... "
" why are you here ? " vo kuch kehti use pehle mein hi bola. Meri baat sun kar vo chup hui aur kuch sochne lagi, uski nazar mujh par hi thi aur phir hansti hui boli.
" even i don't know.. " vo hanste hue boli to mein bhi muskura dia, vajah kya thi meri is muskan ke piche mein nahi janta par mein muskura raha tha.
" anamika.. " usne meri taraf hath badaya itne mein phone ka reminder bajne laga. Mene phone silent kiya aur apni jagah se uth gaya aur is baar mene uske face ke reaction ko miss nahi kiya, vo confuse thi, thodi si upset bhi shayad, mene book uthai aur envelope uski taraf bada dia.
" khali envelope mein edit karne ke liye kuch nahi hota.. " itna bol kar mein chala gaya.
Night 72
" tumhe kaise pata chala envelope khali tha? "
" kyun ki tum sirf mera dhayan book se hatana chahti thi " vo mere samne kuch der se baithi thi, sirf baithi thi kuch kehne ke liye usne takreeban 40 minute liye.
" tum editor ho ya phir koi jyotish baba whatever.. "
" tumne kisi se shart lagai hai mera dhayan hatane ke liye to keh do ? jeeta dunga " mere bolne ke baad koi response nahi aya to mene book se nazar hatai aur use cafe se bahar ki taraf jate hue dekha.
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Night 79
Mein cafe mein ate hi apni seat ki hi taraf jata hu, aaj bhi vaisa hi kiya to dekha vo ladki anamika aaj meri hi seat par baithi thi. Mein table se kuch dur pehle hi ruk kar vicky ko khojne laga itne mein uski awaz mere kano mein padi.
" mere sath share kar sakte ho, i don't mind " mene ek pal uski taraf dekha, vo meri taraf nahi dekh rahi thi aur shayad meri taraf dekhe bina hi usne apni baat kahi thi, yani vo mujhe pehle hi dekh chuki thi.
" thank you " mein vahan baithte hi bola. Baith-te sath hi mene book kholi aur hath mein pen le liya.
" mein shart har gayi " vo kuch der baad boli itne mein meri drink aa gayi thi, ab aksar agar vicky busy hota tha to vo kisi aur ke hath bhijwa deta tha lekin baithne ke 15 minute baad hi mujhe meri drink mil jati thi. Lekin aaj meri drink ka taste kuch alag tha.
" aur ye drink usi ki wajah se hai.. "
" means ? "
" shart harne ki vajah hai ye drink, mene tumhare sath table share ki tum mere sath drink share nahi kar sakte." Is baar dono ek sath hans pade.
" why ? " usko hansta dekh kuch der baad bola.
" why what ? "
" you know " mere bolne ke baad usne glass table par rakha aur sans lete hue shayad vo pehle khud se kuch boli aur phir ek pal liye hansi phir chehre par badlav late hue meri taraf dekhne lagi.
" dekho sabko " vo bol kar chup ho gayi par mein samjha nahi isliye vo dubara boli. " dekho sabko.. " usne hath se ishara kiya aur tab meri samajh aya ki vo kya kehna chahti hai.Mene cafe mein ek nazar dali aur phir uski taraf dekhne laga. " inme se kisi ke pass bhi khud ke liye time nahi hai, sab .. "
" sab sirf rishton ke liye jee rahe hain.. " mein bich mein bol pada.
" exactly, how'd you know mein yahi kehne vali thi ? " usne apni ankhein badi kar li, mein kuch nahi bola. Na jane kyun par jo agla sawal mein karna chahta tha mujhse hua nahi, bas chup baitha raha aur vo kuch bolte hue ruk gayi shayad vo bhi confuse ho gayi thi. Kuch pal to mein use dekhta raha uske baad mene apni nazar uspar se hata kar book par laga di aur hosh tab aya jab phone par reminder baja. Mene phone silent karne ke liye uthaya to paya ki na to abhi 11 baje the aur na hi mera reminder baja tha.
" sorry its mine " usne phone dikhate hue kaha. " actually ye reminder isliye tha ki kahin mein bhul na jaun jo mei tumse puchna chahti thi ? "
" like "
" tumne reminder kyun set kar rakha hai. I mean exact 11 ? any reason ? ya phir tum apne aap ko time ke bahut hi punctual samjhte ho ? editor ke sath teacher bhi ho kya ? i mean yar itna kaun over-react karta hai time ko lekar... ya phir kahin tumhari koi girl-friend to nahi ? " mazak banane ke baad vo hasne lagi. Mein uski baat sun kar bas hans kar reh gaya.
" time ki value life ki value ki tarah hoti hai, ise sambhala nahi to dono mein se kuch bhi vapis nahi milta " mene book uthai aur khada ho gaya.
" hey i am sorry i was just... " vo kuch keh rahi thi lekin mene use ignore kar diya aur vahan se chal dia. Par cafe ke gate tak jakar vapis aya, vo vaisi hi baithi apni drink mein dali straw hila rahi thi. " and you know the answer " mere itna kehte hi phone ka reminder bajne laga aur mein use silent karte hue vahan se chala gaya. Mein janta tha vo kuch minute legi meri baat samjhne mein lekin use samajh aa jayega.
Night 80
" hey about yestarday, i am sorry, i was just trying to be fun but i think it gets misfire... "
" tum mere sath isliye ho kyun ki mein apne liye waqt nikal kar baitha hu ? " use mere question ki umid nahi thi.
" yeah i mean.. no.. yeah.. I ... " vo stammer karti hui ek pal ke liye ruki " wait.. kya tum mujhse baat nahi karna chahte ? "
" ye mere sawal ka jawab nahi hua "
" par tumhara question ajeeb hai "
" tumne isi vajah se mujhe chuna.. varna kyun ? kya tum har anjan shaks se aise hi baat karti ho ? "
" nahi... " usne apne kandhe uthaye, jane kya soch rahi thi, bahut confused dikh rahi thi. " i mean its like... ohk i tell you now honestly.. "
" ok "
" it was that day when i was waiting for my friend right there.. " usne ishara piche ki taraf kiya. " friend ka wait karte karte nazar tum par padi, you were sitting right here, hath mein book liye bade gaur se use padte hue, itna shor, itni halchal sab kuch jaise tumhare liye ho hi na. I don't know why i keep watching you.. but i did. Mera office yahin hai to aksar hum office ke baad yahan ate hai and then i started keep seeing you there holding the book of urs. Same desk.. same style, same drink .. and then i thought why ? i mean ye abnormal nahi hai lekin i never seen you glitched for a moment, jab bhi dekhti thi you were there... isliye "
" tumne mere bare mein waiter se pucha.. "
" exactly " vo aisi hansi jaise uski chori pakdi gayi ho.
" aur jab mene uske bolne par kuch nahi pucha to tumne direct mujhe approach karne ki socha. "
" yeah exactly.. and i think i did the right thing. "
" itni jaldi ? "
" i was watching you for almost 33 days mr editor "
" Arman.. " mere itna bolte hi phone ka reminder bajne laga, mene use silent kiya aur anamika ko bye keh kar chala gaya. Mein nahi janta ki meri uski sath is tarah shuruwat kyun hui, par jab shuruwat hui to agle 19 din kaise kat gaye pata nahi chala. Us night mene anamika ko pehli baar is tarah dekha hoga.
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Night 99
" aaj book se jada nazar mujh par hai kya baat hai mr. editor ? " bhale hi vo mera naam jan chuki thi lekin usne mujhe mere naam se abhi tak nahi pukara tha. Vaise uski ye baat sahi thi, Mein baitha to book lekar tha, par meri nazar anamika par hi thi, kyun ? vajah dene ki jarurat hi nahi thi, vo itni sundar lag rahi thi jaise kisi ne use sundar banne ki azadi de di ho.Mein kuch nahi bola aur apni nazar book par laga di par jhalak ke aage to vahi thi.
" ye tumhare liye ? " kuch minute baad usne kaha to meri nazar ek box par padi jo usne meri taraf badaya tha.
" mera birthday nahi hai "
" i know... i mean i don't .. par phir bhi ye tumhare liye hai
" to phir kyun ? "
" please dekhna jarur, envelope " usne itni masumiyat se kaha ki mein kuch keh hi nahi paya aur agle hi pal phone ka reminder bajne laga, mene phone silent kiya aur khada ho gaya. Vo bhi mere sath khadi ho gayi, shayad usne jaan kar ye pal chuna. Hum dono aaj pehli baar cafe tak ek sath bahar aye aur phir mein use bye keh kar nikal gaya.
Night 100
Aaj book to samne khuli hui thi par mera dhayan book par nahi tha. Mein janta tha aaj anamika nahi ayegi aur mein chahta bhi yahi tha. Roz ye waqt kaise bit jata tha pata nahi chalta tha lekin aaj mujhe cafe ka shor, logon ki hansi, kano mein gunj rahi thi. Insan jaisa chahe uske sath ek minute ke liye hi sahi vaisa kyun nahi hota ? Ye raat mere liye sabse badi raat sabit hui, shayad sabse jada.....
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" mam " anamika ki nazar cafe mein kuch khoj rahi thi ki vicky ne uska dhayan toda. " ye arman sir apke liye dekar gaye the, unhone kaha tha ki aap jab bhi aye apko de du " vicky ne book aur anamika ka diya box uski taraf bada di. Anamika ek pal use dekhti rahi phir uske hath se le li.
" arman ? "
" vo kuch dino se nahi aa rahe " itna bol kar vo chala gaya. Anamika ek pal book ko dekhti rahi aur phir usi seat par ja baithi, vahi table. Usne ghadi mein time dekha, 9 baj rahe the, usne book aur box samne rakh diya, use umid thi ki arman ayega. Lekin 9 ke 10 hue aur 10 ke 11 par vo nahi aya, tab tak anamika ne book nahi kholi. Vo jabse ayi tabse hi vo dukhi thi aur jab arman aya hi nahi to uski vo udasi gusse mein badal gayi, usne jane ki sochi par phir uski nazar book par padh gayi aur vo uth nahi payi. Usne soch kar book uthai aur use khola.
Puri book khali, ye dekhte hi uski ankhein hairani se khulti gayi, page by page vo aage badati rahi lekin sab empty. Use samajh nahi aya ki jo insan pichle 100 din se book ko lekar baitha tha vo khali hai, ek baar uska dimag hi kharab ho gaya par agle pal jab uska dhayan is baat par gaya ki book ke akhri kuch pages par vo series nahi hai jo shuru ke pages mein thi, usne fauran kuch page piche ghumaye.
" Night 97, 98, 99, 100 " 100 page khulte hi vo ruk gayi.
" kehne ko to 100 din bahut hote hai, jisme hume 2400 ghante milte hai lekin kya vakai mein vo 2400 ghante hamare hote hai ?. 100 din the mere pas jisme job, ghar mein ma-papa ke future ki planing sab karni thi mujhe, mein janta tha ye sab to mein kar lunga bas in 2400 ghanton mein se kuch ghante apne liye jina chahta tha har roz...
4 ghante nikale mene apne waqt se khud ke liye ye soch kar ki apni zindagi ke kuch pal khud ke sath bitaunga, apni life ki akhri 100 dino ki kahani mein kuch keh paunga..
Lekin kuch keh hi nahi saka, roz yahan sochta aur kho jata par kuch likh nahi pata, mujhe laga shayad meri kitab khali reh jayegi lekin phir us din meri nazar tum par padi jab tum pehli baar mere samne ayi. Hansta hua chehra lekar, us pal ke baad sochta hun to lagta hai tum kyun ayi ?
Tumhara meri seat par galti se baith jana, uske baad waiter se mere bare mein puchna, vo envelope, mujhe yun dekhte rehna, mere sath baith kar batein karna, tumne sab ise meri kahani se jod diya. Us kahani mein jisme sirf khali pane the, iske alawa kuch nahi.
Jo rishte jud nahi sakte use hum jod kar bhi bhul jana chahte hain, lekin kal jab mene tumhe dekha to na jane kyun vo bhul jane valla rishta apne aap dil mein aa gaya. Shayad ise jada hi koi khubsurat lag sakta hai, tum bahut khubsurat ho.. kabhi keh nahi paya aur kahunga bhi nahi.. par phir bhi itni khubsurat ho ki...
' Shabad khojne padh jaye to samajh jana chahie insan us chiz ko dil se kitna chahne lagta hai kyun ki us waqt hum sirf mehsus karte hai sochte nahi ' us waqt mein sirf mehsus kar paya soch hi nahi paya.
Mein janta hun tum kya sochogi, par mera yakeen karo mein ye baat tumse kabhi kehna nahi chahta tha par tumhari umid aur mere dil ne akhri pal mein sath chhod diya anamika mein kya karun ?
Mein janta tha ki har badte din ke sath sab galat ho raha hai, mein galat kar raha hun, par tumhe mana hi nahi kar paya kyun ki mujhe nahi pata tha mein khud hi apni rah bhul jaunga, khud hi tumhare liye dhal jaunga. Mein nahi chahta tha ki tumhe mere bare mein kuch bhi pata chale lekin jab tumne us din box mein apna number diya mein samajh gaya ki ye rishta badna nahi chahie tha. Agar mein tumhe us din phone kar deta to shayad mein us din do logon ko mar deta, khud ko sharir se aur tumhe dil se.
Us din jab tum mujhse bina bole chali gayi thi, mein tumhe rokna chahta tha lekin agar us din rok leta to shayad meri kahani ka ek hissa aisa ban jata jise mein badal nahi pata aur tumhe us hise se alag nahi kar pata, mein tumhe apni zindagi ka hissa nahi banana chahta tha anamika, par ye life hume apne faisle lene ka hak nahi deti, akhri dino mein bhi nahi.Ye life itni choti kyun hoti hai ? ......... khair mene socha tha ki mein apni 100 din ki kahani har naye din ke sath likhunga lekin samajh gaya ki life ki kahani likhne ke liye 100 panno ki jarurat nahi, uske liye to 1 hi kafi hai, chahe vo 100 va panna hi kyun na ho. Akhir zindagi itni choti hoti hai ki shuru karo aur khatam....
Mein na chahte hue ye likh raha hun anamika par tum ne meri jati hui zindagi mein vo dikhaya jo ye ankhein band hone ke baad tak yaad rakhegi.
Mein janta hu anamika tum vo teen shabd khoj rahi ho lekin vo mein nahi likhunga... dukh to shayad mein de chuka hu par dard nahi dena chahta. Soch aur hakikat mein bahut chota farak hota hai.. mein tumhe hakikat dikha kar is dunia ke dukh mein nahi khona chahta... mein tumhe azad dekhna chahta hun... Tumhare pas mere naam ke alawa kuch nahi hai, kuch hai to ye 100 va panna jo sirf ek soch hai, sirf ek soch.....Isliye meri vo 100 nights meri thi tumhari nahi kyun ki mein tumhare liye tha par tum mere liye nahi.... "
Arman
Anamika ne apni ankhon se chalak aye ansu ko dono palkon se turant hata dia, uske liye vo royi nahi thi par ankhon ne apna rasta khoj liya tha, chehre par halka kajal fial chuka tha. Ek pal uska dil kiya ki vo is panne ko fad de, usne kosish bhi ki par use hua hi nahi, asmanjas ne dil aise jakad liya tha ki use samajh nahi aya is pyar par roye ya bhul jaye, vo kuch pal book ko dekhti rahi phir use band karke vahin chhod cafe se chali gayi.
" table for one "
" sure sir, come this side " usne cafe ke ek kone mein seat dete hue menu meri taraf badaya.
" no thanks, one mojito " mene ghadi mein time dekha 7:00 baj rahe the. Mene book kholi aur hath mein pen lekar baith gaya, thodi der mein vo meri drink le aya.
Night 2
Mein kal vali seat par ja baitha, baith-te sath mene book kholi aur sath mein pen le liya.
" sir " kal wala waiter mere pas aya.
" mojito " Thodi der mein vo meri drink le aya aur mein kal ki tarah baitha apni drink lete hue book mein kho gaya.
Night 3
" mojito " mere baithne ke baad wahi waiter ate hi bola.
" hmm " mene muskurate hue kaha aur vo chala gaya. Mene book kholi aur sath mein pen lekar baith gaya. Uske baad phir book ke sath kho gaya.
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Night 37
Aaj cafe ke bahar ate shor ko dekh kar samajh gaya tha andar party chal rahi hai. Mujhe party ki fikar nahi thi, lekin mujhe lag raha tha ki meri seat shayad mujhe aaj nahi milegi.
" vicky vo meri seat aaj full hogi ? " andar ate hi mene waiter se pucha.
" sir mene apki seat reserved rakhi hai "
" thank you " mein phir apni seat par ja baitha. Thodi der mein vo meri drink le aya aur mein roz ki tarah apni book aur pen lekar baith gaya. Party ka shor, uska music mujh par koi asar nahi dal raha tha, mein apni book mein khoya hua tha tabhi party se alag ek awaz kano mein ayi. Mene ek pal ke liye book se nazar hata kar samne dekha to ek ladki hanste hue mere samne wali chair par baithi hui thi ya shayad apni friend ke sath enjoy karte hue galti se baith gayi thi.
" sorry " vo hanste hue uth kar chali gayi aur mene phir book par apni nazar laga di.
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Night 47
Phone ki ring se mujhe hosh aya, mene phone silent par kiya aur apni jagah se uth gaya, uth-te waqt meri nazar samne padi jahan ek ladki baithi is taraf hi dekh rahi thi. Mene apna saman uthaya aur chala gaya.
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Night 63
" sir apke bare mein koi puch raha tha "
" hmm "
" aap janna nahi chahenge kya ? " vo kuch pal sochne ke baad bola.
" thanks " mene apni drink uthate hue kaha aur vo chala gaya. Uske jane ke baad mein apni book mein kho gaya. Phone ke ring hone par hosh aya, mene use silent kiya aur apni seat se uth gaya, uth-te hue meri nazar aam-tor par samne padi to samne baithi ladki aaj bhi is taraf hi dekh rahi thi, mujhe aisa laga shayad galat femi thi meri, mene book uthayi aur chala gaya.
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Night 67
" can i sit here ? " mene apni nazar samne ki taraf uthai to dekha, stylish hat lagaye ek ladki mere samne khadi thi. Mein ek pal use dekhta raha, isliye nahi ki vo sundar thi par isliye ki vo yahan kyun baithna chahti thi ?
" sure " mene kaha aur vo halki muskan ko apne sath liye, baal ko apne chehre se hatate hue baith gayi, baith-te hi usne apni cap utar kar table par rakh di aur sar jhatkte hue apne baal thik karne lagi. Na jane kyun par mein muskura dia aur phir apni nazar book par laga di.
" 100 pages "
" ji kuch kaha ? " mene thodi der baar react kiya, jisme mein ye bhul gaya ki usne abhi abhi kya kaha tha.
" kaun se author ne likhi hai "
" you like to read? "
" hell no.. lekin mein bahut din se notice kar rahi hun ki tum yahan ate ho, isi jagah baith-te ho aur isi book ko padte rehte ho itni achi hai kya ? "
" kya soch rahe ho ? " mujhe kuch der chup dekh vo boli.
" itni asani se kaise tumne mujhe approach kar liya ? " shayad use mere is baat ki umid nahi thi aur mujhe laga shayad vo uth kar bhi jana chahti hai par vo gayi nahi balki hansne lagi.
" tumhara breakup hua hai kya ? "
" roz hota hai... "
" i am not kidding "
" me too "
" seriously lekin .. " vo itna hi bol payi ki phone ka reminder bajne laga,11:00 baj chuke the, mene phone silent kiya aur apni jagah se uth gaya.
" bye... " mene uske reaction ki taraf nahi dekha aur book lekar chala gaya.
Night 68
Mein roz ki tarah vahin baitha tha ki vicky mere pas aya aur mere hath mein ek envelope dekar chala gaya. Mene use pucha to usne jawab mein kaha ki mein janta hu. Mene envelope side mein rakha aur book mein kho gaya. 11:00 bajte hi phone ka reminder bajne laga, mene use silent kiya aur book ke sath envelope utha liya aur jate hue vicky ko ye keh kar de diya, ki mein janta hun envelope mein kya hai.
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Night 71
Mein book mein khoya hua tha ki book ke niche se envelope meri taraf aya. Mujhe laga vicky phir rakh kar gaya aur jaise hi mene ankho ke aage se book hatai to dekha vahi ladki samne baithi thi.
" itni intensity se book padh rahe ho, aisa kya hai isme ? " shayad vo kuch der se vahan baithi thi.
" author kaun hai iska ? naam nahi likha ispar to aur bahut hi simple sa cover page hai, koi new author hai kya ? " mere bolne se pehle vo boli.
" first copy hai.. "
" editor ho ? "
" hamm something like .. "
" cool.. " vo apni drink ki sip lete hue boli aur phir jaise hi usne sip li mujhe aisa laga jaise use kuch yaad aya. " read my envelope mr. editor " vo ghunt andar utarte hi boli.
" mein janta hu "
" but you didn't read ? " vo chaunkte hue boli.
" tumne hi kaha tha kal ki mein janta hu ye envelope mujhe kyun mila hai.. "
" smart... "
" why are you here ? " vo kuch kehti use pehle mein hi bola. Meri baat sun kar vo chup hui aur kuch sochne lagi, uski nazar mujh par hi thi aur phir hansti hui boli.
" even i don't know.. " vo hanste hue boli to mein bhi muskura dia, vajah kya thi meri is muskan ke piche mein nahi janta par mein muskura raha tha.
" anamika.. " usne meri taraf hath badaya itne mein phone ka reminder bajne laga. Mene phone silent kiya aur apni jagah se uth gaya aur is baar mene uske face ke reaction ko miss nahi kiya, vo confuse thi, thodi si upset bhi shayad, mene book uthai aur envelope uski taraf bada dia.
" khali envelope mein edit karne ke liye kuch nahi hota.. " itna bol kar mein chala gaya.
Night 72
" tumhe kaise pata chala envelope khali tha? "
" kyun ki tum sirf mera dhayan book se hatana chahti thi " vo mere samne kuch der se baithi thi, sirf baithi thi kuch kehne ke liye usne takreeban 40 minute liye.
" tum editor ho ya phir koi jyotish baba whatever.. "
" tumne kisi se shart lagai hai mera dhayan hatane ke liye to keh do ? jeeta dunga " mere bolne ke baad koi response nahi aya to mene book se nazar hatai aur use cafe se bahar ki taraf jate hue dekha.
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Night 79
Mein cafe mein ate hi apni seat ki hi taraf jata hu, aaj bhi vaisa hi kiya to dekha vo ladki anamika aaj meri hi seat par baithi thi. Mein table se kuch dur pehle hi ruk kar vicky ko khojne laga itne mein uski awaz mere kano mein padi.
" mere sath share kar sakte ho, i don't mind " mene ek pal uski taraf dekha, vo meri taraf nahi dekh rahi thi aur shayad meri taraf dekhe bina hi usne apni baat kahi thi, yani vo mujhe pehle hi dekh chuki thi.
" thank you " mein vahan baithte hi bola. Baith-te sath hi mene book kholi aur hath mein pen le liya.
" mein shart har gayi " vo kuch der baad boli itne mein meri drink aa gayi thi, ab aksar agar vicky busy hota tha to vo kisi aur ke hath bhijwa deta tha lekin baithne ke 15 minute baad hi mujhe meri drink mil jati thi. Lekin aaj meri drink ka taste kuch alag tha.
" aur ye drink usi ki wajah se hai.. "
" means ? "
" shart harne ki vajah hai ye drink, mene tumhare sath table share ki tum mere sath drink share nahi kar sakte." Is baar dono ek sath hans pade.
" why ? " usko hansta dekh kuch der baad bola.
" why what ? "
" you know " mere bolne ke baad usne glass table par rakha aur sans lete hue shayad vo pehle khud se kuch boli aur phir ek pal liye hansi phir chehre par badlav late hue meri taraf dekhne lagi.
" dekho sabko " vo bol kar chup ho gayi par mein samjha nahi isliye vo dubara boli. " dekho sabko.. " usne hath se ishara kiya aur tab meri samajh aya ki vo kya kehna chahti hai.Mene cafe mein ek nazar dali aur phir uski taraf dekhne laga. " inme se kisi ke pass bhi khud ke liye time nahi hai, sab .. "
" sab sirf rishton ke liye jee rahe hain.. " mein bich mein bol pada.
" exactly, how'd you know mein yahi kehne vali thi ? " usne apni ankhein badi kar li, mein kuch nahi bola. Na jane kyun par jo agla sawal mein karna chahta tha mujhse hua nahi, bas chup baitha raha aur vo kuch bolte hue ruk gayi shayad vo bhi confuse ho gayi thi. Kuch pal to mein use dekhta raha uske baad mene apni nazar uspar se hata kar book par laga di aur hosh tab aya jab phone par reminder baja. Mene phone silent karne ke liye uthaya to paya ki na to abhi 11 baje the aur na hi mera reminder baja tha.
" sorry its mine " usne phone dikhate hue kaha. " actually ye reminder isliye tha ki kahin mein bhul na jaun jo mei tumse puchna chahti thi ? "
" like "
" tumne reminder kyun set kar rakha hai. I mean exact 11 ? any reason ? ya phir tum apne aap ko time ke bahut hi punctual samjhte ho ? editor ke sath teacher bhi ho kya ? i mean yar itna kaun over-react karta hai time ko lekar... ya phir kahin tumhari koi girl-friend to nahi ? " mazak banane ke baad vo hasne lagi. Mein uski baat sun kar bas hans kar reh gaya.
" time ki value life ki value ki tarah hoti hai, ise sambhala nahi to dono mein se kuch bhi vapis nahi milta " mene book uthai aur khada ho gaya.
" hey i am sorry i was just... " vo kuch keh rahi thi lekin mene use ignore kar diya aur vahan se chal dia. Par cafe ke gate tak jakar vapis aya, vo vaisi hi baithi apni drink mein dali straw hila rahi thi. " and you know the answer " mere itna kehte hi phone ka reminder bajne laga aur mein use silent karte hue vahan se chala gaya. Mein janta tha vo kuch minute legi meri baat samjhne mein lekin use samajh aa jayega.
Night 80
" hey about yestarday, i am sorry, i was just trying to be fun but i think it gets misfire... "
" tum mere sath isliye ho kyun ki mein apne liye waqt nikal kar baitha hu ? " use mere question ki umid nahi thi.
" yeah i mean.. no.. yeah.. I ... " vo stammer karti hui ek pal ke liye ruki " wait.. kya tum mujhse baat nahi karna chahte ? "
" ye mere sawal ka jawab nahi hua "
" par tumhara question ajeeb hai "
" tumne isi vajah se mujhe chuna.. varna kyun ? kya tum har anjan shaks se aise hi baat karti ho ? "
" nahi... " usne apne kandhe uthaye, jane kya soch rahi thi, bahut confused dikh rahi thi. " i mean its like... ohk i tell you now honestly.. "
" ok "
" it was that day when i was waiting for my friend right there.. " usne ishara piche ki taraf kiya. " friend ka wait karte karte nazar tum par padi, you were sitting right here, hath mein book liye bade gaur se use padte hue, itna shor, itni halchal sab kuch jaise tumhare liye ho hi na. I don't know why i keep watching you.. but i did. Mera office yahin hai to aksar hum office ke baad yahan ate hai and then i started keep seeing you there holding the book of urs. Same desk.. same style, same drink .. and then i thought why ? i mean ye abnormal nahi hai lekin i never seen you glitched for a moment, jab bhi dekhti thi you were there... isliye "
" tumne mere bare mein waiter se pucha.. "
" exactly " vo aisi hansi jaise uski chori pakdi gayi ho.
" aur jab mene uske bolne par kuch nahi pucha to tumne direct mujhe approach karne ki socha. "
" yeah exactly.. and i think i did the right thing. "
" itni jaldi ? "
" i was watching you for almost 33 days mr editor "
" Arman.. " mere itna bolte hi phone ka reminder bajne laga, mene use silent kiya aur anamika ko bye keh kar chala gaya. Mein nahi janta ki meri uski sath is tarah shuruwat kyun hui, par jab shuruwat hui to agle 19 din kaise kat gaye pata nahi chala. Us night mene anamika ko pehli baar is tarah dekha hoga.
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Night 99
" aaj book se jada nazar mujh par hai kya baat hai mr. editor ? " bhale hi vo mera naam jan chuki thi lekin usne mujhe mere naam se abhi tak nahi pukara tha. Vaise uski ye baat sahi thi, Mein baitha to book lekar tha, par meri nazar anamika par hi thi, kyun ? vajah dene ki jarurat hi nahi thi, vo itni sundar lag rahi thi jaise kisi ne use sundar banne ki azadi de di ho.Mein kuch nahi bola aur apni nazar book par laga di par jhalak ke aage to vahi thi.
" ye tumhare liye ? " kuch minute baad usne kaha to meri nazar ek box par padi jo usne meri taraf badaya tha.
" mera birthday nahi hai "
" i know... i mean i don't .. par phir bhi ye tumhare liye hai
" to phir kyun ? "
" please dekhna jarur, envelope " usne itni masumiyat se kaha ki mein kuch keh hi nahi paya aur agle hi pal phone ka reminder bajne laga, mene phone silent kiya aur khada ho gaya. Vo bhi mere sath khadi ho gayi, shayad usne jaan kar ye pal chuna. Hum dono aaj pehli baar cafe tak ek sath bahar aye aur phir mein use bye keh kar nikal gaya.
Night 100
Aaj book to samne khuli hui thi par mera dhayan book par nahi tha. Mein janta tha aaj anamika nahi ayegi aur mein chahta bhi yahi tha. Roz ye waqt kaise bit jata tha pata nahi chalta tha lekin aaj mujhe cafe ka shor, logon ki hansi, kano mein gunj rahi thi. Insan jaisa chahe uske sath ek minute ke liye hi sahi vaisa kyun nahi hota ? Ye raat mere liye sabse badi raat sabit hui, shayad sabse jada.....
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" mam " anamika ki nazar cafe mein kuch khoj rahi thi ki vicky ne uska dhayan toda. " ye arman sir apke liye dekar gaye the, unhone kaha tha ki aap jab bhi aye apko de du " vicky ne book aur anamika ka diya box uski taraf bada di. Anamika ek pal use dekhti rahi phir uske hath se le li.
" arman ? "
" vo kuch dino se nahi aa rahe " itna bol kar vo chala gaya. Anamika ek pal book ko dekhti rahi aur phir usi seat par ja baithi, vahi table. Usne ghadi mein time dekha, 9 baj rahe the, usne book aur box samne rakh diya, use umid thi ki arman ayega. Lekin 9 ke 10 hue aur 10 ke 11 par vo nahi aya, tab tak anamika ne book nahi kholi. Vo jabse ayi tabse hi vo dukhi thi aur jab arman aya hi nahi to uski vo udasi gusse mein badal gayi, usne jane ki sochi par phir uski nazar book par padh gayi aur vo uth nahi payi. Usne soch kar book uthai aur use khola.
Puri book khali, ye dekhte hi uski ankhein hairani se khulti gayi, page by page vo aage badati rahi lekin sab empty. Use samajh nahi aya ki jo insan pichle 100 din se book ko lekar baitha tha vo khali hai, ek baar uska dimag hi kharab ho gaya par agle pal jab uska dhayan is baat par gaya ki book ke akhri kuch pages par vo series nahi hai jo shuru ke pages mein thi, usne fauran kuch page piche ghumaye.
" Night 97, 98, 99, 100 " 100 page khulte hi vo ruk gayi.
" kehne ko to 100 din bahut hote hai, jisme hume 2400 ghante milte hai lekin kya vakai mein vo 2400 ghante hamare hote hai ?. 100 din the mere pas jisme job, ghar mein ma-papa ke future ki planing sab karni thi mujhe, mein janta tha ye sab to mein kar lunga bas in 2400 ghanton mein se kuch ghante apne liye jina chahta tha har roz...
4 ghante nikale mene apne waqt se khud ke liye ye soch kar ki apni zindagi ke kuch pal khud ke sath bitaunga, apni life ki akhri 100 dino ki kahani mein kuch keh paunga..
Lekin kuch keh hi nahi saka, roz yahan sochta aur kho jata par kuch likh nahi pata, mujhe laga shayad meri kitab khali reh jayegi lekin phir us din meri nazar tum par padi jab tum pehli baar mere samne ayi. Hansta hua chehra lekar, us pal ke baad sochta hun to lagta hai tum kyun ayi ?
Tumhara meri seat par galti se baith jana, uske baad waiter se mere bare mein puchna, vo envelope, mujhe yun dekhte rehna, mere sath baith kar batein karna, tumne sab ise meri kahani se jod diya. Us kahani mein jisme sirf khali pane the, iske alawa kuch nahi.
Jo rishte jud nahi sakte use hum jod kar bhi bhul jana chahte hain, lekin kal jab mene tumhe dekha to na jane kyun vo bhul jane valla rishta apne aap dil mein aa gaya. Shayad ise jada hi koi khubsurat lag sakta hai, tum bahut khubsurat ho.. kabhi keh nahi paya aur kahunga bhi nahi.. par phir bhi itni khubsurat ho ki...
' Shabad khojne padh jaye to samajh jana chahie insan us chiz ko dil se kitna chahne lagta hai kyun ki us waqt hum sirf mehsus karte hai sochte nahi ' us waqt mein sirf mehsus kar paya soch hi nahi paya.
Mein janta hun tum kya sochogi, par mera yakeen karo mein ye baat tumse kabhi kehna nahi chahta tha par tumhari umid aur mere dil ne akhri pal mein sath chhod diya anamika mein kya karun ?
Mein janta tha ki har badte din ke sath sab galat ho raha hai, mein galat kar raha hun, par tumhe mana hi nahi kar paya kyun ki mujhe nahi pata tha mein khud hi apni rah bhul jaunga, khud hi tumhare liye dhal jaunga. Mein nahi chahta tha ki tumhe mere bare mein kuch bhi pata chale lekin jab tumne us din box mein apna number diya mein samajh gaya ki ye rishta badna nahi chahie tha. Agar mein tumhe us din phone kar deta to shayad mein us din do logon ko mar deta, khud ko sharir se aur tumhe dil se.
Us din jab tum mujhse bina bole chali gayi thi, mein tumhe rokna chahta tha lekin agar us din rok leta to shayad meri kahani ka ek hissa aisa ban jata jise mein badal nahi pata aur tumhe us hise se alag nahi kar pata, mein tumhe apni zindagi ka hissa nahi banana chahta tha anamika, par ye life hume apne faisle lene ka hak nahi deti, akhri dino mein bhi nahi.Ye life itni choti kyun hoti hai ? ......... khair mene socha tha ki mein apni 100 din ki kahani har naye din ke sath likhunga lekin samajh gaya ki life ki kahani likhne ke liye 100 panno ki jarurat nahi, uske liye to 1 hi kafi hai, chahe vo 100 va panna hi kyun na ho. Akhir zindagi itni choti hoti hai ki shuru karo aur khatam....
Mein na chahte hue ye likh raha hun anamika par tum ne meri jati hui zindagi mein vo dikhaya jo ye ankhein band hone ke baad tak yaad rakhegi.
Mein janta hu anamika tum vo teen shabd khoj rahi ho lekin vo mein nahi likhunga... dukh to shayad mein de chuka hu par dard nahi dena chahta. Soch aur hakikat mein bahut chota farak hota hai.. mein tumhe hakikat dikha kar is dunia ke dukh mein nahi khona chahta... mein tumhe azad dekhna chahta hun... Tumhare pas mere naam ke alawa kuch nahi hai, kuch hai to ye 100 va panna jo sirf ek soch hai, sirf ek soch.....Isliye meri vo 100 nights meri thi tumhari nahi kyun ki mein tumhare liye tha par tum mere liye nahi.... "
Arman
Anamika ne apni ankhon se chalak aye ansu ko dono palkon se turant hata dia, uske liye vo royi nahi thi par ankhon ne apna rasta khoj liya tha, chehre par halka kajal fial chuka tha. Ek pal uska dil kiya ki vo is panne ko fad de, usne kosish bhi ki par use hua hi nahi, asmanjas ne dil aise jakad liya tha ki use samajh nahi aya is pyar par roye ya bhul jaye, vo kuch pal book ko dekhti rahi phir use band karke vahin chhod cafe se chali gayi.
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(By - Ishikaaa)
(By - Ishikaaa)
Aaj Pari sach much pari ban gayi thi aur har ek kadam yun rakh rahi thi jaise Aakash me udd rahi ho… Aakash haan yahi to naam hai jiske pyaar me 20 sawan dekh chuki pari ka man mayur naach raha hai…Pari ko apne naam ke anuroop ishwar ne unmukt haathon se saundrya baksha tha…khoobsurat Doodhiya chehra jis par badi badi katthai aankhein anayas hi mann moh leti thi…
Aaj Jab se papa ne bataya ki Aditi ke Uday chachu ki shadi me use 10 din ke liye Delhi jana hai aur le jane ke liye Aakash kal hi Gwalior aa raha hai tab se Pari ki shopping list hi poori nahi ho paa rahi thi… sath hi rah rah kar dil ki dhadkane Aakash ke naam ka shor machane lagti thi wo bhi itna tej uss samay Pari ko yun lagta tha ki kisi ko dhadkno ka shor me Aakash ka naam naa sunai de jaye…
Aditi Pari ki sabse pyaari bachpan ki dost hai aur Aakash Aditi ka bada bhai hai… jise pari tab se pyaar karti hai jab se usne pyaar ke matlab ko samjha hai… Pari aur Aditi bhi usi School/college me padti thi jisme Aakash … lekin Aakash ki family abb Delhi shift ho chuki hai…last baar Pari lagbhag 1 Saal pahle Aakash se mili thi jab wo job ke liye jaa raha tha…uske baad abb tak aankhein Aakash ko dekhne ke liye taras rahi hain …kafi din se Aditi se bhi koi baat nahi huyi thi Pari ki …issi liye pari ko duguni khushi ho rahi thi…Dost aur pyaar dono se mulakat jo hone wali thi…
Pari ka intjaar jald hi khatm hua aur Aakash aa gaya use lene… Pari saj dhaj kar gudiya bani paglon jaise bhgati huyi gayi Aakash ki jhalak dekhne… pahla pyaar apne poore unmaad par tha… hamesha ki tarah sabse handsome aur charming dikh raha tha Aakash par chehra ek dam bujha hua aur beraunak tha… Pari ki aankhon ne turant bhaamp liya ki Aakash pareshan hai … Pari ko dekh kar ek pheeki si muskaan aayi thi Aakash ke chehre par jo turant kho bhi gayi thi … jyada der tik naa payi hoothon par…
Pari ki masoom kwahishon par vajrapat tha ye …sare sapne chakna choor se ho gaye… kya socha tha usne aur kya ho gaya…kaha to Pari ne socha tha ki iss baar apne dil ki baat bol degi use aur kahan uski najrein bhi ajnabi si ho gayi thi…
Pari ko uss samay Aakash bahut khadoos aur ghamndi laga …Aakash ne Pari ko bol diya hame aaj hi nikalna hoga kyu ki bahut kaam bacha hua hai aur wakt kamm hai … Pari ko Aakash ki awaaj me apna pan bhi nahi mahsoos hua… wo samjh gayi thi ki Aakash badal gaya hai…bahut badal gaya hai… masoom mann to iss kadar aahat hua ki aakhein chhalak uthi… aakhir mudda pahle pyaar ki berukhi ka jo tha… wo alag baat hai ki Aakash Pari ke iss ektarfa pyaar se poori tarah anjaan tha…lekin hasraton ki udaan ko kya kahein…
Delhi ke liye jab nikle to Pari ko Aakash driving seat par baitha ek mahaan akdu aur ghamndi insaan lag raha tha jo duniya ko apne pairon ki jutti samjh raha tha… Pari rah rah kar Aakash ko kankhiyon se dekh leti thi… aur aise muh banati thi jaise kisi ne use karele ka anchar khila diya ho…Aakash ne jab Pari ki ye harkat kayi baar notice kar li to usse raha nai gaya aur usne thoda ukhade andaaj poonchh hi liya…
Aakash-- kya hua ? tum mujhe aise muh bana kar kyu dekh rahi ho ?
Aakash ne Pari ki harkat par hairat se poonchha…
Pari-- Aap pahle se bilkul badal gaye ho…
Pari ne apni aakhon ko nachate huye jawaab diya…
Aakash-- kyu mere sir par seengh aa gayi hai ?? Ya mere daant baahar jhaank rahe hain…aisa kya ho gaya hai…
Pari--nahi wo to nahi aaye hain par phir bhi bahut badal gaye ho aap…
Aakash-- tum bhi to badal gayi ho.…pahle drum thi abb sirf dhakkan bachi ho…Wo bhi patar patar karta hua dhakkan…jo chup nahi hota…
Aakash ne muhh bana kar kaha…
Pari ko chubhh si gayi Aakash ki baat … Aakash ne aaj pahli baar use bachpan me moti hone ka tana mara tha… pahle wo thodi golu molu jarur thi par drum nahi thi … Pari ne gusse me apni peeth kar li Aakash ki side…Pari poori tarah gusse me laal thi…sare raste phir dono me koi baat nahi huyi…
Gwalior se Delhi koi 4 ghante ka rasta tha…Aakash ne chai bhi poonchha par Pari ne naa me sir hila diya par boli kuchh nahi…
Delhi me Pari ka badi besbri se intjaar ho raha tha… shadi me abhi 10 din the… mehmano ki halchal shuru ho chuki thi par abbhi jyada bheed nahi huyi thi …Aditi aur uske mammi - papa , Uday chachu ne khule dil se Pari ka swagat kiya… Pari waise bhi inn sabhi ki ladli thi…Pari ne baki sabhi ka pyaar dekh kar rahat ki saans li kyu ki use darr ka ki kahi Aakash ki tarah sabhi naa badal gaye ho… Pari ek baar phir se khilkhila uthi…
Pari aur Aditi to jhoom uthi thi ek doosre se mil kar… bada pavitra sath hota hai doston ka … bachpan ki dosti ka bada gahra rang tha dono sakhiyon ka jo aaj tak jyon ka tyon tha… Aditi ham umar thi Pari ki…jabki Aakash inn dono se Lagbhag 6 saal bada tha…aaj Aakash badal gaya tha warna ye tikdi sabhi ki naak me damm kar deti thi…
Delhi Pahunch kar Pari ne ek baat jarur notice ki Aakash ka bartaaw sirf uske hi nahi balki sabhi ke sath behad rookaha tha… naa use khane peene me ruchi thi aur naa hi kisi se baat vyohaar me… bas khud me khoya aur behad ukhada sa rahta tha… bilkul akela pada rahta tha…kabhi kabhi to Pari ko uski aankhein bhi bheegi si lagti thi…Pari ne Aditi se poonchha bhi to Aditi ne kaha use kuchh nahi pata…
Pari ka pahla pyaar tha wo…uski khamoshi dekhi nahi jati thi Pari se isliye uske aage peechhe ghoomti rahti sara din… uske kareeb jaane ke bahane khojti rahti … ban sawar kar uski ek teriff bhari nigaah ke liye tarasti rahti…wo alag baat hai ki akaash nigaah bhar kar dekhta bhi nahi tha uski taraf …par Pari lagi rahti peechhe peechhe…
Akele me kabhi kabhi ye soch kar tadap uthti ki wo Aakash ke peechhe ghoom rahi hai aur wo ignore kar raha hai… bada apmaan lagta use uss pal lekin pyaar to pyaar hai… kuchh der me wapas Aakash ke aaju baju pahunch jati thi… par Aakash ka hamesha udaas rahna bahut khalta tha Pari ko…
Ek baar to Aakash ne daant bhi diya tha Pari ko…kyu ki wo bahut upset tha aur Pari hasane ki koshish kar rahi thi…kafi tej awaaj me bola tha " meri pareshani ka majjaq mat udao Pari… bhagwan naa kare ye din dushman par bhi aaye… jeene do mujhe please "…
Aakash ka har shabd Pari ke dil ke saikdon tukde kar gaya tha…Pari Aditi ke kamre me chali gayi sabse nigaah chhipa kar… aur uske baad to bebsi se bilkh uthi thi… ye sab Aakash ke Uday chachu dekh rahe the… unko sara majra dil ka hai ye samjhte jara bhi der nahi lagi…chachu Pari ke peechhe Aditi ke room me gaye … unhone dekha Pari foot foot kar ro rahi thi aur Aditi aankhon me aansu bhare use chup karane ki nakaam koshish kar rahi thi…
Aditi aur Pari ka pyaar dekh uday chachu ko bahut pyaar aaya dono par…unone Pari ko pahle chup karaya aur phir Aakash ki life me pichhle 1 saal me huyi ghata ko batate rahe jisne tod kar rakh diya Aakash ko…Uday chachu ne bataya ki …
jab Aakash ko Campus placement se Infosys me high paid sallery wali job mili to wo khushi se jhoom utha tha… bengaluru rawana hote huye aakash khush to bahut tha par apno se bichhadne ka dukh bahut bhari hota hai… isi liye jane ke do din pahle se wo har khushi jee raha tha… Aditi ko shopping karana aur golu molu pari ko golgappe khilana nahi bhoola tha wo…
Bengaluru pahunch kar pahle pahal to sabhi ki bahut yaad aai thi par jaisa ki niji Companies ki khasiyat sabhi jante hain ek ek boond khoon se bhi kaam niklwa leti hain…waisa Aakash ke sath bhi hua par naya josh sab jhel le gaya Aakash … wahan ka mahaul behad advance tha… sabhi ki life style Aakash se bilkul alag thi…
wahan Aakash ki mulakat huyi Suhana se… jaisa naam waisi hasti… uske aate hi aas paas ka mausam Suhana ho jata tha… Suhana behad modern aur Ambitious ladki thi…sath hi behad khoobsurat bhi …par nature me behad khulapan tha jabki itni boldness Aakash ne Delhi me nahi dekhi thi……
Dheere Dheere Aakash aur Suhana kareeb aa gaye wo bhi bahut jyada… Rooh ki gahraiyin me basi muhobbat ne unn dono ke jismo ko bhi mila diya…ek jism do jaan kar dala dono ko…Din maheene yun gujre jaise pal… poore office me dono ke muhobbat ke charche aam the…Aakash aur suhana ne 6 months ke training period khatm hote hi banlore me hi ek flat me sath rahne lage dono… Sirf ek hi kami thi ki dono ki ye poorab aur pashchim ki life style aapas me mel nahi khati thi… baki sab kuchh bahut achhe se chal raha tha…
Aakash ko aksar lagta ki wo ghar walon ko dhokha de raha hai…isi aatmglani se chhutkara pane ke liye v'day ke din usne Suhana ko shadi ke liye phoonchha…Suhana Aakash par bhadak uthi aur future par focus karne ke liye boli…Aakash ko jhatka laga… use uss din pahli baar Suhana ki baaton se ahsaas hua tha ki sirf Live-in relationships me rahna pyaar nahi hota hai…
Aakash chupchap office chala gaya jabki Suhana nahi gayi…jab Aakash ka Suhana ke bin mann nahi laga to Aakash ne Suhana ko surprise dene ki garaj se office se half day liya aur khoobsurat sa gift liya…waise to Suhana ko usne sham ko seedha uske office hi aane ko bola tha par chunki aaj Suhana ne off liya tha aur subah ladai bhi huyi thi to Aakash ko bada pyaar aa raha tha uss par…Ghar pahunch kar usne apni key se door open kiya aur dabe paaw bed room ki ore chal pada…par wahan jindgi ka sabse bada jhata uska intjaar kar raha tha…
Suhana apne Boss Neelesh ke sath ek bed par thi…Aakash ke pairon tale jameen khisak gayi aur uske baad to jo hua usne Aakash ko tabah kar diya…Aakash ne Suhana se jab inn sab ka reason poochha to Suhana ne kaha ye uski life hai aur use apne hisab se jeene ka haq hai…Aakash ne poori taakat se jadd diya Suhana ko thappad… Neelesh se bahut buri hatha payi huyi…
Neelesh ke jaane ke baad Suhana ne apni galti mani aur mafi bhi magi par Aakash toot gaya tha… office me bhi Neelesh ne sab baatein faila di … Suhana se alag flat lekar rahne laga tha Aakash …Bewafayi aur apmaan se toot kar buri tarah bikhar gaya tha Aakash … khud ko sharaab me dubo chuka tha jab uske dost ki call par sari bat mujhe( Uday chachu)batayi…mai use Delhi wapas le aaya …
ye batate huye Uday chachu kafi upset the…ye sari baatein Uday chachu ko Aakash ke doston ne batai thi…jab unki baatein sun Pari aur Aditi rone lagi to chachu bole…
Chachu -- tum dono ko jo baat maine batai hai wo bhool se bhi kisi ko pata nahi chalni chahiye …aur Aakash ko to bilkul bhi nahi… use bahut bura lagega agar pata chala to… maine ye baat tum dono ko sirf isliye batayi hai kyu ki tum dono ke sath use maine muskurate dekha hai… " shayad uske dard ki ek matra dawa pyaar hai…"
Uday Chachu ne antim line bolte huye Pari ko dekha tha … naa jane kya tha matlab unka par Pari ne najrein jhuka li …Pari ke sir par haath rakh kar wo baahar chale gaye par teeno me se koi bhi ye nahi dekh paya ki Aakash ki maa ne bhi sab sun liya tha… unki aankhon me aansu bhar gaye the…par sabse najrein bacha kar hatt gayi wo wahan se…
doosri taraf Uday chachu ke jane ke baad Pari aur Aditi kafi udas ho gaye the…Aditi ro rahi par Pari khamosh si baithi dewaar ki taraf ghoore jaa rahi thi…achank pari jhatke se khadi huyi aur bahar jane lagi…Aditi ne bulaya bhi par Pari nahi ruki…Aditi ko badi ghabrahat hone lagi pari ki iss harkat se…usne poonchha bhi…
Aditi-- kya hua …aise achanak se kahan jaa rahi hai tu?
Pari-- mera pahla pyaar bachane…wo mera tha … mera hai aur sirf mera rahega… uska past jo bhi ho par " iss Pari ko abb apni muhobbat ki udaan ke liye Aakash chahiye hi chahiye "…
Aditi ko kuchh bhi samjh nahi aaya ki abb Pari kya karne wali hai… par Pari ka chehra abb ek baar phir ishq ki chandni se naha utha tha lekin iss baar bachpne ki jagah dridh sankalp ne le liya tha…Pari chal padi apni mubbat ka imtehaan dene…
Aakash shadi ki taiyariyon me wyast tha… use Uday chachu ne Pari se rukha bartaaw naa karne ke liye samjhaya bhi …aur use khud se bhi bura lag raha tha par use pata tha Pari ko kaise manana hai…jaise hi use Pari dikhi usne paas jakar kaha…
Aakash-- dhakkan mujhse gussa ho…
Pari-- nahi… mai kyu gussa hone lagi.…
Aakash-- isi baat par chal tujhe Delhi ke golgappe khilata hoon best wale…
Pari ko to man magi murad mil gayi…wo to khud Aakash ka sath chahti thi…Aakash use bike par le gaya …bade pyaar se Pari ko golgappe khilaye usne… uske baad Pari jut gayi shopping me… V'day aane wala tha…sara market sirf chhote bade laal rang ke makhmali dil aur laal gulaab se saja tha…
Ek dooje ki baahon me baahein daale jodo se pata pada tha Delhi market …par Aakash ka chehra wapas utarne laga tha pyaar me doobe khoobsurat jodo ko dekh kar…uske chehre par dard saaf chhalkne laga tha…aankhein Namm ho gayi thi…bewafayi ka dheema jahar phir use khane laga tha…
Pari aage badhi aur apni baahon ko Aakash ki baahon me daal kar chalne lagi… iss makhmali ahsaas se chaunk pada Aakash… behad asahaj ho gaya tha Pari ke yun satne se … par Pari ka masoom chehra dekh kuchh bhi nahi bol paya tha use…baar baar Aakash ke jehan me " Suhana " ghoome jaa rahi thi…Pari ko samjhte jara bhi der nahi lagi …Pari ki jid par wapas ghar chal pade dono…
wapas aate wakt Pari Aakash ke behad kareeb baithi thi bike par…market me bheed thi to girne se bachne ke liye Pari ne apni baahein Aakash ki kamar me lapet di thi … Pari Aakash se sat kar baith gayi thi… bhale hi aakash jahir nahi hone de raha tha par Aakash ko Pari ke dil ki haalat ka andaja lag chuka tha … par aaj use Pari poori pagal bhi lag rahi thi … kuchh nahi bola wo use par uski aankhon ne aansuon ko baandhne se inkar kar diya… do boond Aakash ke gaalon par ludhak gaye…Bewafaayi ka dard nahi saha jaa raha tha…
dekhte hi dekhte Pari ko Delhi aaye 6 din beet gaye the… shadi me 4 din bache aur uske baad Pari ko uske papa saath le jayege…Aakash uss din ke baad se Pari se door rahne ki barsak koshish karta kyu ki use lagta tha ki masoom pari ko dhokha de raha hhai… jabki Pari Aakash ke paas jane ka koi bhi mauka nahi chhodti thi…Aditi bhi Pari ka poora sath de rahi thi kyu ki Aakash wakai me Pari ke sath sare dard bhool jata tha apne…par Aankhein aise suji rahti thi uski jaise jane kitni raaton se soya nahi tha wo…
par Shadi ki ek raat pahle Aakash ke sabra ka baandh toot gaya…
wo13 feb ki sham thi… ek ssaal pahhle ke beinteha pyaar ka dard yaad aa raha tha… Aakash aaj phir apne kamre me kaid tha…Pari tadap rahi thi Aakash ko dekhne ke liye…subah se nahi dikha tha wo…par kis bahane se uske paas jaye samjh nahi paa rahi thi kyu ki Aakash ke gusse se darti bhi thi wo… tabhi Aakash ki maa ne Pari ke haath me Aakash ko dene ke liye coffee pakda di… Pari ne Aakash ki maa ka chehra dekha to wo boli…
Aakash ki maa -- bacha le use Pari … use til til kar marte dekh nahi paa rahi hoon mai beta… bahut tadap raha hai wo… ham sab ne bahut koshish ki par tere sath uske chehre par ek rahat dekhi hai maine…
Pari dhadkte dil se chal padi Aakash ke kamre ki taraf…uske chehre par ek junoon dikh raha
Aakash ko iss baat ka jara bhi ilm nahi tha ki pari aa jayegi…wo to kamre ki khidki ke samne baith kar aansu baha raha tha…haath me beer ka can thame huye tha…Pari ko bahut darr lag raha tha Aakash ke gusse se phir bhi wo dheeme kadmo se chalti huyi uske paas tak gayi aur uske kandhe ko pakad kar boli…
Pari-- please light jala dijiye mujhe andhere se darr lag raha hai…
Aakash-- ye andhera hi iss kamre ki kismat hai pari… jao bahut ujali hai duniya jo bahein failaye bula rahi hai tumko… kyu wakt barbaad kar rahi ho yahan…kuchh bhi nahi hai yahan siva syaah andhere ke…
Aakash ne nirasha se kaha…
Pari-- koi baat nahi… aap ho naa mai nahi darungi waise bhi chandani kamre ko raushan kar hi rahi hai…
Aakash-- Pari door raho mujhse mai ek hara hua insan hoon…bahut bura hoon mai…tum kuchh nahi janti ho mere baare me…
Pari-- mai sab kuchh janti hoon Aakash… aur mai aapse bahut pyaar karti hoon…Aaj se nahi jis din se aap ko dekha hai uss din se…kis kis tarah se apne baba ji se aapko manga hai mai hi janti hoon please mujhe thukraiye nahi… bahut pyaar karti hoon aapse …mere ho jaiye nahi to mai mar jaaunngi…
Pari ne haath jod rote huye ye baat kahi Aakash se… Aakash ke gusse se darr kar pari ne apni aankhein kas kar meechi huyi thi …Aakash ko hasi aa gayi Pari ki iss harkat par…Aakash ko haste dekh Pari ne uske haath se beer ka can lekar feink diya aur use ek sofe par dhkelte huye bithaya jabki Aakash baar baar use jane ke liye bol raha tha… khud bhi Aakash se sat kar baith gayi… gulabi rang ki chanya choli me uska roop damak raha tha …
Pari ne uski ore coffee badha diya…Aakash chupchap Pari ki baaton ko maane jaa raha tha…jab Aakash ne coffee pi li to Pari ne use sofe par hi lita diya aur uske bagal me hi let gayi… pari ki himmat dekh Aakash dang tha par use inn masoom harkaton se bada sukoon mil raha tha…yun lag raha tha jakhm par koi marham laga raha hai…Pari gir ynaa jaye iss liye usne Pari ko kamar se tham liye…Pari haule haule Aakash ke baalon me ungliyan ferti rahi…jane kitni raton se jagne wala Aakash iss jaduyi ahsaas me doob gaya aur palke band ko gayi…
jab Aakash ki Aankh khuli to subah ho chuki thi… Pari abb bhi uske seene par leti huyi thi…
Bhor ke daivik ujale me dhuli chandni jaisa ki tarah chamak raha tha Pari ka saumya roop… aaj wo Aakash ko sach much ki pari lag rahi thi…aaj shayad pahli baar Aakash ne use kisi aur nigaah se dekha tha…
Aakash ne uthne ki koshish ki to ye dekh kar hairaan rah gaya ki Pari ne apne maheen aur jheene se dupatte se apna aur Aakash ka haath baandh rakha tha… shayad isliye jisse Aakash ke jagne par use pata chal jaaye ya uske sone par Aakash kahi chala na jaaye … Aakash ko pari ki iss behad masoom harkat par hasi aa gayi…
Aakash ko aaj pari naa shaitaan lag rahi thi naa hi dhakkan… balki aaj sach much ki pari lag rahi thi…Yaad nahi aaj kitne dino ke baad wo itni tasalli ki neend soya tha…
Shadi aaj yani 14 feb ko thi … subah se Aakash bahar shadi ki taiyariyon me hi busy tha …jab andar Aaya to Pari ko sadi me dekh bhaichakka rah gaya…aur Pari sharm se lal ho gayi jab usne aakash ko yun muh khol kar ghoorte huye dekha to…jane kitni der tak Aakash Pari ko palat palat kar dekhta raha aur Pari sharmati rahi…
Sham ko mehmano me Suhana ko dekh Aakash hakka bakka rah gaya…use kuchh samjh ahi aa raha tha… baad me pata chala ki Uday chachu card lekar gaye the …Aakash ko sab samjh aa gaya ki uski takleef dekh chachu ne Suhana se haath joda hoga uski life me wapas aane ke liye… Aatm glani se bhar utha wo aur usi wakt ek bada faisla bhi liya usne…
Suhana uske paas bhaag kar aayi …uske chehre ki raunak bata rahi thi ki Aakash ko dekh kar wo kitni khush thi… dono aaj lagbhag Ek saal baad aamne saamne the…
Aakash ne uska parichay apne pariwaar se karwaya…Pari ye sab door se dekh rahi thi…Suhana aur Aakash ko yun ek sath khush dekh usne unhe disturb nahi kiya aur bujhe man se shadi me aaj hi aaye apne papa aur mammi ke paas jakar baith gayi…
Aakash Suhana ko sabhi se milwa kar jab baitha to use aisa lag raha tha jaise kuchh kami si ho gayi hai yahan…charo taraf kuchh soona sa tha… jaane kya bhool raha tha…
achanak Aakash ko pari ka khayaal aaya… shadi ki bheed bhaad me kahi kho si gayi thi wo… Aakash ka man use dekhne ke liye tadap utha… apne seene me badi hi ajeeb si vyakulta mahsoos kar raha tha Aakash…Jaise achanak se jindgi me koi kami ho gayi ho…bada hi ajeeb sa ahsaas tha… Aakash shadi ke kamo me busy hone ki wajah se khoj bhi nahi paa raha tha use …Par uske jehan se pari ka khayaal ek bhi pal ke liye nahi jaa raha tha…
tabhi Aakash ki maa ne Aakhash ko ungli ke ishare se dikhaya jahan Pari khoi si baithi thi…Aakash ne kisi ki parwaah nahi ki aur lapak kar Pari ke paas gaya … bade pyaar bola … Dhakkan aie dhakkan chal golgappe khate hain…aur sabhi ke samne ek laal gulaab badha ke diya Pari ki taraf…ye uska pranay nivedan tha…jise Pari ne palak jhapkte hi sweekar kar liya aur sabke samne hi apni baahein Aakash ke gale me daal kar jhool gayi…
Suhana thagi si khadi thi …aaj wo theek waisa hi mahsoos kar rahi thi jaisa pahle Aakash ne kiya tha…Aakash ka dard aur tadap aaj Suhana ke chehre par utar aaya tha… uski aankhon pashchtaap ke aansu bah kar gaalon par ludhak gaye…sab paane ke pher me kuchh nahi mila tha use…
Aakash aur Pari ek dooje ko Bahon me samete iss anjane bandhan ko naam dene chal pade…
Aaj Jab se papa ne bataya ki Aditi ke Uday chachu ki shadi me use 10 din ke liye Delhi jana hai aur le jane ke liye Aakash kal hi Gwalior aa raha hai tab se Pari ki shopping list hi poori nahi ho paa rahi thi… sath hi rah rah kar dil ki dhadkane Aakash ke naam ka shor machane lagti thi wo bhi itna tej uss samay Pari ko yun lagta tha ki kisi ko dhadkno ka shor me Aakash ka naam naa sunai de jaye…
Aditi Pari ki sabse pyaari bachpan ki dost hai aur Aakash Aditi ka bada bhai hai… jise pari tab se pyaar karti hai jab se usne pyaar ke matlab ko samjha hai… Pari aur Aditi bhi usi School/college me padti thi jisme Aakash … lekin Aakash ki family abb Delhi shift ho chuki hai…last baar Pari lagbhag 1 Saal pahle Aakash se mili thi jab wo job ke liye jaa raha tha…uske baad abb tak aankhein Aakash ko dekhne ke liye taras rahi hain …kafi din se Aditi se bhi koi baat nahi huyi thi Pari ki …issi liye pari ko duguni khushi ho rahi thi…Dost aur pyaar dono se mulakat jo hone wali thi…
Pari ka intjaar jald hi khatm hua aur Aakash aa gaya use lene… Pari saj dhaj kar gudiya bani paglon jaise bhgati huyi gayi Aakash ki jhalak dekhne… pahla pyaar apne poore unmaad par tha… hamesha ki tarah sabse handsome aur charming dikh raha tha Aakash par chehra ek dam bujha hua aur beraunak tha… Pari ki aankhon ne turant bhaamp liya ki Aakash pareshan hai … Pari ko dekh kar ek pheeki si muskaan aayi thi Aakash ke chehre par jo turant kho bhi gayi thi … jyada der tik naa payi hoothon par…
Pari ki masoom kwahishon par vajrapat tha ye …sare sapne chakna choor se ho gaye… kya socha tha usne aur kya ho gaya…kaha to Pari ne socha tha ki iss baar apne dil ki baat bol degi use aur kahan uski najrein bhi ajnabi si ho gayi thi…
Pari ko uss samay Aakash bahut khadoos aur ghamndi laga …Aakash ne Pari ko bol diya hame aaj hi nikalna hoga kyu ki bahut kaam bacha hua hai aur wakt kamm hai … Pari ko Aakash ki awaaj me apna pan bhi nahi mahsoos hua… wo samjh gayi thi ki Aakash badal gaya hai…bahut badal gaya hai… masoom mann to iss kadar aahat hua ki aakhein chhalak uthi… aakhir mudda pahle pyaar ki berukhi ka jo tha… wo alag baat hai ki Aakash Pari ke iss ektarfa pyaar se poori tarah anjaan tha…lekin hasraton ki udaan ko kya kahein…
Delhi ke liye jab nikle to Pari ko Aakash driving seat par baitha ek mahaan akdu aur ghamndi insaan lag raha tha jo duniya ko apne pairon ki jutti samjh raha tha… Pari rah rah kar Aakash ko kankhiyon se dekh leti thi… aur aise muh banati thi jaise kisi ne use karele ka anchar khila diya ho…Aakash ne jab Pari ki ye harkat kayi baar notice kar li to usse raha nai gaya aur usne thoda ukhade andaaj poonchh hi liya…
Aakash-- kya hua ? tum mujhe aise muh bana kar kyu dekh rahi ho ?
Aakash ne Pari ki harkat par hairat se poonchha…
Pari-- Aap pahle se bilkul badal gaye ho…
Pari ne apni aakhon ko nachate huye jawaab diya…
Aakash-- kyu mere sir par seengh aa gayi hai ?? Ya mere daant baahar jhaank rahe hain…aisa kya ho gaya hai…
Pari--nahi wo to nahi aaye hain par phir bhi bahut badal gaye ho aap…
Aakash-- tum bhi to badal gayi ho.…pahle drum thi abb sirf dhakkan bachi ho…Wo bhi patar patar karta hua dhakkan…jo chup nahi hota…
Aakash ne muhh bana kar kaha…
Pari ko chubhh si gayi Aakash ki baat … Aakash ne aaj pahli baar use bachpan me moti hone ka tana mara tha… pahle wo thodi golu molu jarur thi par drum nahi thi … Pari ne gusse me apni peeth kar li Aakash ki side…Pari poori tarah gusse me laal thi…sare raste phir dono me koi baat nahi huyi…
Gwalior se Delhi koi 4 ghante ka rasta tha…Aakash ne chai bhi poonchha par Pari ne naa me sir hila diya par boli kuchh nahi…
Delhi me Pari ka badi besbri se intjaar ho raha tha… shadi me abhi 10 din the… mehmano ki halchal shuru ho chuki thi par abbhi jyada bheed nahi huyi thi …Aditi aur uske mammi - papa , Uday chachu ne khule dil se Pari ka swagat kiya… Pari waise bhi inn sabhi ki ladli thi…Pari ne baki sabhi ka pyaar dekh kar rahat ki saans li kyu ki use darr ka ki kahi Aakash ki tarah sabhi naa badal gaye ho… Pari ek baar phir se khilkhila uthi…
Pari aur Aditi to jhoom uthi thi ek doosre se mil kar… bada pavitra sath hota hai doston ka … bachpan ki dosti ka bada gahra rang tha dono sakhiyon ka jo aaj tak jyon ka tyon tha… Aditi ham umar thi Pari ki…jabki Aakash inn dono se Lagbhag 6 saal bada tha…aaj Aakash badal gaya tha warna ye tikdi sabhi ki naak me damm kar deti thi…
Delhi Pahunch kar Pari ne ek baat jarur notice ki Aakash ka bartaaw sirf uske hi nahi balki sabhi ke sath behad rookaha tha… naa use khane peene me ruchi thi aur naa hi kisi se baat vyohaar me… bas khud me khoya aur behad ukhada sa rahta tha… bilkul akela pada rahta tha…kabhi kabhi to Pari ko uski aankhein bhi bheegi si lagti thi…Pari ne Aditi se poonchha bhi to Aditi ne kaha use kuchh nahi pata…
Pari ka pahla pyaar tha wo…uski khamoshi dekhi nahi jati thi Pari se isliye uske aage peechhe ghoomti rahti sara din… uske kareeb jaane ke bahane khojti rahti … ban sawar kar uski ek teriff bhari nigaah ke liye tarasti rahti…wo alag baat hai ki akaash nigaah bhar kar dekhta bhi nahi tha uski taraf …par Pari lagi rahti peechhe peechhe…
Akele me kabhi kabhi ye soch kar tadap uthti ki wo Aakash ke peechhe ghoom rahi hai aur wo ignore kar raha hai… bada apmaan lagta use uss pal lekin pyaar to pyaar hai… kuchh der me wapas Aakash ke aaju baju pahunch jati thi… par Aakash ka hamesha udaas rahna bahut khalta tha Pari ko…
Ek baar to Aakash ne daant bhi diya tha Pari ko…kyu ki wo bahut upset tha aur Pari hasane ki koshish kar rahi thi…kafi tej awaaj me bola tha " meri pareshani ka majjaq mat udao Pari… bhagwan naa kare ye din dushman par bhi aaye… jeene do mujhe please "…
Aakash ka har shabd Pari ke dil ke saikdon tukde kar gaya tha…Pari Aditi ke kamre me chali gayi sabse nigaah chhipa kar… aur uske baad to bebsi se bilkh uthi thi… ye sab Aakash ke Uday chachu dekh rahe the… unko sara majra dil ka hai ye samjhte jara bhi der nahi lagi…chachu Pari ke peechhe Aditi ke room me gaye … unhone dekha Pari foot foot kar ro rahi thi aur Aditi aankhon me aansu bhare use chup karane ki nakaam koshish kar rahi thi…
Aditi aur Pari ka pyaar dekh uday chachu ko bahut pyaar aaya dono par…unone Pari ko pahle chup karaya aur phir Aakash ki life me pichhle 1 saal me huyi ghata ko batate rahe jisne tod kar rakh diya Aakash ko…Uday chachu ne bataya ki …
jab Aakash ko Campus placement se Infosys me high paid sallery wali job mili to wo khushi se jhoom utha tha… bengaluru rawana hote huye aakash khush to bahut tha par apno se bichhadne ka dukh bahut bhari hota hai… isi liye jane ke do din pahle se wo har khushi jee raha tha… Aditi ko shopping karana aur golu molu pari ko golgappe khilana nahi bhoola tha wo…
Bengaluru pahunch kar pahle pahal to sabhi ki bahut yaad aai thi par jaisa ki niji Companies ki khasiyat sabhi jante hain ek ek boond khoon se bhi kaam niklwa leti hain…waisa Aakash ke sath bhi hua par naya josh sab jhel le gaya Aakash … wahan ka mahaul behad advance tha… sabhi ki life style Aakash se bilkul alag thi…
wahan Aakash ki mulakat huyi Suhana se… jaisa naam waisi hasti… uske aate hi aas paas ka mausam Suhana ho jata tha… Suhana behad modern aur Ambitious ladki thi…sath hi behad khoobsurat bhi …par nature me behad khulapan tha jabki itni boldness Aakash ne Delhi me nahi dekhi thi……
Dheere Dheere Aakash aur Suhana kareeb aa gaye wo bhi bahut jyada… Rooh ki gahraiyin me basi muhobbat ne unn dono ke jismo ko bhi mila diya…ek jism do jaan kar dala dono ko…Din maheene yun gujre jaise pal… poore office me dono ke muhobbat ke charche aam the…Aakash aur suhana ne 6 months ke training period khatm hote hi banlore me hi ek flat me sath rahne lage dono… Sirf ek hi kami thi ki dono ki ye poorab aur pashchim ki life style aapas me mel nahi khati thi… baki sab kuchh bahut achhe se chal raha tha…
Aakash ko aksar lagta ki wo ghar walon ko dhokha de raha hai…isi aatmglani se chhutkara pane ke liye v'day ke din usne Suhana ko shadi ke liye phoonchha…Suhana Aakash par bhadak uthi aur future par focus karne ke liye boli…Aakash ko jhatka laga… use uss din pahli baar Suhana ki baaton se ahsaas hua tha ki sirf Live-in relationships me rahna pyaar nahi hota hai…
Aakash chupchap office chala gaya jabki Suhana nahi gayi…jab Aakash ka Suhana ke bin mann nahi laga to Aakash ne Suhana ko surprise dene ki garaj se office se half day liya aur khoobsurat sa gift liya…waise to Suhana ko usne sham ko seedha uske office hi aane ko bola tha par chunki aaj Suhana ne off liya tha aur subah ladai bhi huyi thi to Aakash ko bada pyaar aa raha tha uss par…Ghar pahunch kar usne apni key se door open kiya aur dabe paaw bed room ki ore chal pada…par wahan jindgi ka sabse bada jhata uska intjaar kar raha tha…
Suhana apne Boss Neelesh ke sath ek bed par thi…Aakash ke pairon tale jameen khisak gayi aur uske baad to jo hua usne Aakash ko tabah kar diya…Aakash ne Suhana se jab inn sab ka reason poochha to Suhana ne kaha ye uski life hai aur use apne hisab se jeene ka haq hai…Aakash ne poori taakat se jadd diya Suhana ko thappad… Neelesh se bahut buri hatha payi huyi…
Neelesh ke jaane ke baad Suhana ne apni galti mani aur mafi bhi magi par Aakash toot gaya tha… office me bhi Neelesh ne sab baatein faila di … Suhana se alag flat lekar rahne laga tha Aakash …Bewafayi aur apmaan se toot kar buri tarah bikhar gaya tha Aakash … khud ko sharaab me dubo chuka tha jab uske dost ki call par sari bat mujhe( Uday chachu)batayi…mai use Delhi wapas le aaya …
ye batate huye Uday chachu kafi upset the…ye sari baatein Uday chachu ko Aakash ke doston ne batai thi…jab unki baatein sun Pari aur Aditi rone lagi to chachu bole…
Chachu -- tum dono ko jo baat maine batai hai wo bhool se bhi kisi ko pata nahi chalni chahiye …aur Aakash ko to bilkul bhi nahi… use bahut bura lagega agar pata chala to… maine ye baat tum dono ko sirf isliye batayi hai kyu ki tum dono ke sath use maine muskurate dekha hai… " shayad uske dard ki ek matra dawa pyaar hai…"
Uday Chachu ne antim line bolte huye Pari ko dekha tha … naa jane kya tha matlab unka par Pari ne najrein jhuka li …Pari ke sir par haath rakh kar wo baahar chale gaye par teeno me se koi bhi ye nahi dekh paya ki Aakash ki maa ne bhi sab sun liya tha… unki aankhon me aansu bhar gaye the…par sabse najrein bacha kar hatt gayi wo wahan se…
doosri taraf Uday chachu ke jane ke baad Pari aur Aditi kafi udas ho gaye the…Aditi ro rahi par Pari khamosh si baithi dewaar ki taraf ghoore jaa rahi thi…achank pari jhatke se khadi huyi aur bahar jane lagi…Aditi ne bulaya bhi par Pari nahi ruki…Aditi ko badi ghabrahat hone lagi pari ki iss harkat se…usne poonchha bhi…
Aditi-- kya hua …aise achanak se kahan jaa rahi hai tu?
Pari-- mera pahla pyaar bachane…wo mera tha … mera hai aur sirf mera rahega… uska past jo bhi ho par " iss Pari ko abb apni muhobbat ki udaan ke liye Aakash chahiye hi chahiye "…
Aditi ko kuchh bhi samjh nahi aaya ki abb Pari kya karne wali hai… par Pari ka chehra abb ek baar phir ishq ki chandni se naha utha tha lekin iss baar bachpne ki jagah dridh sankalp ne le liya tha…Pari chal padi apni mubbat ka imtehaan dene…
Aakash shadi ki taiyariyon me wyast tha… use Uday chachu ne Pari se rukha bartaaw naa karne ke liye samjhaya bhi …aur use khud se bhi bura lag raha tha par use pata tha Pari ko kaise manana hai…jaise hi use Pari dikhi usne paas jakar kaha…
Aakash-- dhakkan mujhse gussa ho…
Pari-- nahi… mai kyu gussa hone lagi.…
Aakash-- isi baat par chal tujhe Delhi ke golgappe khilata hoon best wale…
Pari ko to man magi murad mil gayi…wo to khud Aakash ka sath chahti thi…Aakash use bike par le gaya …bade pyaar se Pari ko golgappe khilaye usne… uske baad Pari jut gayi shopping me… V'day aane wala tha…sara market sirf chhote bade laal rang ke makhmali dil aur laal gulaab se saja tha…
Ek dooje ki baahon me baahein daale jodo se pata pada tha Delhi market …par Aakash ka chehra wapas utarne laga tha pyaar me doobe khoobsurat jodo ko dekh kar…uske chehre par dard saaf chhalkne laga tha…aankhein Namm ho gayi thi…bewafayi ka dheema jahar phir use khane laga tha…
Pari aage badhi aur apni baahon ko Aakash ki baahon me daal kar chalne lagi… iss makhmali ahsaas se chaunk pada Aakash… behad asahaj ho gaya tha Pari ke yun satne se … par Pari ka masoom chehra dekh kuchh bhi nahi bol paya tha use…baar baar Aakash ke jehan me " Suhana " ghoome jaa rahi thi…Pari ko samjhte jara bhi der nahi lagi …Pari ki jid par wapas ghar chal pade dono…
wapas aate wakt Pari Aakash ke behad kareeb baithi thi bike par…market me bheed thi to girne se bachne ke liye Pari ne apni baahein Aakash ki kamar me lapet di thi … Pari Aakash se sat kar baith gayi thi… bhale hi aakash jahir nahi hone de raha tha par Aakash ko Pari ke dil ki haalat ka andaja lag chuka tha … par aaj use Pari poori pagal bhi lag rahi thi … kuchh nahi bola wo use par uski aankhon ne aansuon ko baandhne se inkar kar diya… do boond Aakash ke gaalon par ludhak gaye…Bewafaayi ka dard nahi saha jaa raha tha…
dekhte hi dekhte Pari ko Delhi aaye 6 din beet gaye the… shadi me 4 din bache aur uske baad Pari ko uske papa saath le jayege…Aakash uss din ke baad se Pari se door rahne ki barsak koshish karta kyu ki use lagta tha ki masoom pari ko dhokha de raha hhai… jabki Pari Aakash ke paas jane ka koi bhi mauka nahi chhodti thi…Aditi bhi Pari ka poora sath de rahi thi kyu ki Aakash wakai me Pari ke sath sare dard bhool jata tha apne…par Aankhein aise suji rahti thi uski jaise jane kitni raaton se soya nahi tha wo…
par Shadi ki ek raat pahle Aakash ke sabra ka baandh toot gaya…
wo13 feb ki sham thi… ek ssaal pahhle ke beinteha pyaar ka dard yaad aa raha tha… Aakash aaj phir apne kamre me kaid tha…Pari tadap rahi thi Aakash ko dekhne ke liye…subah se nahi dikha tha wo…par kis bahane se uske paas jaye samjh nahi paa rahi thi kyu ki Aakash ke gusse se darti bhi thi wo… tabhi Aakash ki maa ne Pari ke haath me Aakash ko dene ke liye coffee pakda di… Pari ne Aakash ki maa ka chehra dekha to wo boli…
Aakash ki maa -- bacha le use Pari … use til til kar marte dekh nahi paa rahi hoon mai beta… bahut tadap raha hai wo… ham sab ne bahut koshish ki par tere sath uske chehre par ek rahat dekhi hai maine…
Pari dhadkte dil se chal padi Aakash ke kamre ki taraf…uske chehre par ek junoon dikh raha
Aakash ko iss baat ka jara bhi ilm nahi tha ki pari aa jayegi…wo to kamre ki khidki ke samne baith kar aansu baha raha tha…haath me beer ka can thame huye tha…Pari ko bahut darr lag raha tha Aakash ke gusse se phir bhi wo dheeme kadmo se chalti huyi uske paas tak gayi aur uske kandhe ko pakad kar boli…
Pari-- please light jala dijiye mujhe andhere se darr lag raha hai…
Aakash-- ye andhera hi iss kamre ki kismat hai pari… jao bahut ujali hai duniya jo bahein failaye bula rahi hai tumko… kyu wakt barbaad kar rahi ho yahan…kuchh bhi nahi hai yahan siva syaah andhere ke…
Aakash ne nirasha se kaha…
Pari-- koi baat nahi… aap ho naa mai nahi darungi waise bhi chandani kamre ko raushan kar hi rahi hai…
Aakash-- Pari door raho mujhse mai ek hara hua insan hoon…bahut bura hoon mai…tum kuchh nahi janti ho mere baare me…
Pari-- mai sab kuchh janti hoon Aakash… aur mai aapse bahut pyaar karti hoon…Aaj se nahi jis din se aap ko dekha hai uss din se…kis kis tarah se apne baba ji se aapko manga hai mai hi janti hoon please mujhe thukraiye nahi… bahut pyaar karti hoon aapse …mere ho jaiye nahi to mai mar jaaunngi…
Pari ne haath jod rote huye ye baat kahi Aakash se… Aakash ke gusse se darr kar pari ne apni aankhein kas kar meechi huyi thi …Aakash ko hasi aa gayi Pari ki iss harkat par…Aakash ko haste dekh Pari ne uske haath se beer ka can lekar feink diya aur use ek sofe par dhkelte huye bithaya jabki Aakash baar baar use jane ke liye bol raha tha… khud bhi Aakash se sat kar baith gayi… gulabi rang ki chanya choli me uska roop damak raha tha …
Pari ne uski ore coffee badha diya…Aakash chupchap Pari ki baaton ko maane jaa raha tha…jab Aakash ne coffee pi li to Pari ne use sofe par hi lita diya aur uske bagal me hi let gayi… pari ki himmat dekh Aakash dang tha par use inn masoom harkaton se bada sukoon mil raha tha…yun lag raha tha jakhm par koi marham laga raha hai…Pari gir ynaa jaye iss liye usne Pari ko kamar se tham liye…Pari haule haule Aakash ke baalon me ungliyan ferti rahi…jane kitni raton se jagne wala Aakash iss jaduyi ahsaas me doob gaya aur palke band ko gayi…
jab Aakash ki Aankh khuli to subah ho chuki thi… Pari abb bhi uske seene par leti huyi thi…
Bhor ke daivik ujale me dhuli chandni jaisa ki tarah chamak raha tha Pari ka saumya roop… aaj wo Aakash ko sach much ki pari lag rahi thi…aaj shayad pahli baar Aakash ne use kisi aur nigaah se dekha tha…
Aakash ne uthne ki koshish ki to ye dekh kar hairaan rah gaya ki Pari ne apne maheen aur jheene se dupatte se apna aur Aakash ka haath baandh rakha tha… shayad isliye jisse Aakash ke jagne par use pata chal jaaye ya uske sone par Aakash kahi chala na jaaye … Aakash ko pari ki iss behad masoom harkat par hasi aa gayi…
Aakash ko aaj pari naa shaitaan lag rahi thi naa hi dhakkan… balki aaj sach much ki pari lag rahi thi…Yaad nahi aaj kitne dino ke baad wo itni tasalli ki neend soya tha…
Shadi aaj yani 14 feb ko thi … subah se Aakash bahar shadi ki taiyariyon me hi busy tha …jab andar Aaya to Pari ko sadi me dekh bhaichakka rah gaya…aur Pari sharm se lal ho gayi jab usne aakash ko yun muh khol kar ghoorte huye dekha to…jane kitni der tak Aakash Pari ko palat palat kar dekhta raha aur Pari sharmati rahi…
Sham ko mehmano me Suhana ko dekh Aakash hakka bakka rah gaya…use kuchh samjh ahi aa raha tha… baad me pata chala ki Uday chachu card lekar gaye the …Aakash ko sab samjh aa gaya ki uski takleef dekh chachu ne Suhana se haath joda hoga uski life me wapas aane ke liye… Aatm glani se bhar utha wo aur usi wakt ek bada faisla bhi liya usne…
Suhana uske paas bhaag kar aayi …uske chehre ki raunak bata rahi thi ki Aakash ko dekh kar wo kitni khush thi… dono aaj lagbhag Ek saal baad aamne saamne the…
Aakash ne uska parichay apne pariwaar se karwaya…Pari ye sab door se dekh rahi thi…Suhana aur Aakash ko yun ek sath khush dekh usne unhe disturb nahi kiya aur bujhe man se shadi me aaj hi aaye apne papa aur mammi ke paas jakar baith gayi…
Aakash Suhana ko sabhi se milwa kar jab baitha to use aisa lag raha tha jaise kuchh kami si ho gayi hai yahan…charo taraf kuchh soona sa tha… jaane kya bhool raha tha…
achanak Aakash ko pari ka khayaal aaya… shadi ki bheed bhaad me kahi kho si gayi thi wo… Aakash ka man use dekhne ke liye tadap utha… apne seene me badi hi ajeeb si vyakulta mahsoos kar raha tha Aakash…Jaise achanak se jindgi me koi kami ho gayi ho…bada hi ajeeb sa ahsaas tha… Aakash shadi ke kamo me busy hone ki wajah se khoj bhi nahi paa raha tha use …Par uske jehan se pari ka khayaal ek bhi pal ke liye nahi jaa raha tha…
tabhi Aakash ki maa ne Aakhash ko ungli ke ishare se dikhaya jahan Pari khoi si baithi thi…Aakash ne kisi ki parwaah nahi ki aur lapak kar Pari ke paas gaya … bade pyaar bola … Dhakkan aie dhakkan chal golgappe khate hain…aur sabhi ke samne ek laal gulaab badha ke diya Pari ki taraf…ye uska pranay nivedan tha…jise Pari ne palak jhapkte hi sweekar kar liya aur sabke samne hi apni baahein Aakash ke gale me daal kar jhool gayi…
Suhana thagi si khadi thi …aaj wo theek waisa hi mahsoos kar rahi thi jaisa pahle Aakash ne kiya tha…Aakash ka dard aur tadap aaj Suhana ke chehre par utar aaya tha… uski aankhon pashchtaap ke aansu bah kar gaalon par ludhak gaye…sab paane ke pher me kuchh nahi mila tha use…
Aakash aur Pari ek dooje ko Bahon me samete iss anjane bandhan ko naam dene chal pade…
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