Update 2
Iss waqt main apni class mein baitha tha aur apni Gagan ko dekh rha tha bswoh vich vich mein meri taraf dekhti aur chid ke nazar ghuma leti
Gagan - (mann mein) azeeb ladka hai kal se dekh rahi hu mujhe hi dekhe ja raha hai iska kuch na kuch karna hi padega
Next 2 lecture ke baad chutti ho gayi aur sabhi apne apne ghar jane lage maine bhi apni bike uthayi aur chal diya ghar ki aur idhar Gagan apni kuch friends ke sath baithi thi canteen mein mere bare mein baat karne ke liye
Gagan - yaar main tang aa gayi hu usse kal se mujhe hi ghur raha hai
Dost 1- kon...?
Gagan - aur kon vahi Jass
Dost 2 - seedha seedha puch le na usse ki kya takleef hai but woh esa kar raha hai strange
Dost 1 - sahi kaha azeeb baat to hai jo ladka class mein ladko tak se baat nahi karta jiske liye class ki hi 3 se 4 ladkiyan pagal hai par unki taraf dekhta bhi nahi woh tujhe ghur rha tha
Gagan - kya matlab...?
Dost 2 - actually jab se woh collage mein aya hai tab se woh ese hi rehta hai naa kisi se baat karta hai na kisi se koi matlab bs collage ata hai classes karta hai chala jata
Gagan - intresting...?
Dost 1 - aur tumhe pata hai ki jitni ladkiyon ne use propose kiya hai sab ko usne ek hi jawab diya hai ki woh kisi se pyar karta hai
Gagan - really? Agar esa hai to mujhe kyu ghurta rehta hai woh iss tarha? Khair chorho hogi koi vajha
Fir yeh log bhi chale gaye apne apne ghar ke liye idhar main apne ghar aya khana khaya aur kuch der so gya
Raat ko maine apni diary mein likhna shuru kiya yeh diary mujhe Gagan ne hi di thi aur iske first page pe meri aur Gagan ki bachpan ki photo lagi hui thi
Next day....
Aaj bhi main use hi dekh raha tha puri class mein jis se use chid ho rahi thi reh reh ke gusse mein dekh rahi thi woh mujhe
Class end pe usne mujhe rokka aur ek khinch ke rakh diya mere kaan ke niche lekin abhi bhi mere muh pe smile thi
Gagan - kya laga rakha hai han jis din se main class mein ayi hu tab se dekh rahi hu mujhe ghure ja rahe ho han majnu banna hai kya ek mint mein tumhara yeh ashiqui ka bhoot utar dungi samjhe
Maine uska koi reply nahi diya aur apne bag utha ke bike pe baitha aur ghar ko nikal gya
Tabhi mere bag se ek photo gir gayi jo ki main hamesha apne pass rakhta tha
Woh photo Gagan ne utha li aur photo dekhte hi usne apne muh pe hath rakh liya woh bs tasweer hi dekhe ja rahi thi fir woh apne fhar nikal gayi
Ghar jakar maine bag mein tasweer dekhi par mujhe mili nahi pura ka pura bag chaan mara maine woh bs ek hi photo thi mere paas ab woh bhi nahi mil rahi
Main chain se nahi reh paya us din aur puri raat neend nahi ayi
Bhai - kya hua bhai kal raat se dekh raha hu tujhe tension mein lag raha hai
Main - bhai woh meri ek photo thi mere ek dost ke sath woh nahi mil rahi aur woh ek hi photo thi mere paas
Bhai - koi ni bhai mil jayegi fikar mat karo yahi kahi rakh ke bhul gaye hoge kahi
Main - han bhai mujhe bhi yahi lagta hai.. chalo mein collage hokar ata hu
Fir main vahan se collage nikal gya yahan aaj mere liye ek surprise tha main jab apni seat pe jakar baitha to bench pe vahi photo rakhi hui thi
Main - yeh tasweer yahan kese
Main idhar udhar dekh raha tha to meri nazar Gagan pe padi woh bhi meri hi taraf dekh kar muskura rahi thi
Main - kahi isi ne to nahi rakhi yeh tasweer yahan pe.. hmmm... Yahi ho sakta hai iski muskan bata rahi hai aur isko bhi pata chal gya hoga main kon hu
Collage classes end ke waqt main aur Gagan canteen mein baithe the
Gagan - nalayak insan pehle nahi bata sakta tha ki tu kon hai khamakha thappad kha liya mere hath se idiot
Main - main bs dekhna chahta tha ki tu mujhe pehchan paati hai ki nahi jese main pehchan gya tha
Gagan - pagal ho ek number ke tum bhi
Main - vese ek baat to hai tu aaj bhi vesi ki vesi hai dabbang type jese bachpan mein hua karti thi
Gagan - tu bhi to vesa hi hai chup chup sa jese bachpan mein hota tha aur bata kya chal raha hai aaj kal
Main - kuch nahi kat rahi hai meri tu bata
Gagan - meri bhi mast chal rahi hai khair mujhe yeh bata ki tune dost kyu nahi banaye apne
Main - kabhi jarurat hi nahi padi dosto ki bs khud mein hi khush raha hu main hamesha
Itne mein uska cell phone bajne laga usne baat karke cut kiya
Gagan - acha to Jass kal milte hai hum mujhe urgent jana hai abhi bbye tc
Main - ok bbyee
Uske baad hum apne apne raah chale gaye
Aaj main raat ke waqt chatt pe akela khada hua tha apne beete waqt ki yaddon ko taza karte hue
Bachpan mein main maa ka bohat ladla tha maa hamesha jyada samay mujhe deti thi shayad issi liye didi aur bhai ko chid hone lagi thi mujh se kyu ki maa ne unki taraf dhayan dena kam kar diya tha par papa bhai aur didi ko apna waqt jarur dete jitna unke paas hota tha kyu ki kahi na kahi woh iss baat ko samjh rahe the
Fir woh manhoos waqt bhi aya jab maa kisi bimari ki vajha se chal basi us waqt main bilkul akela sa ho gya tha har waqt bs apne room mein rehta aur rota rehta didi aur bhai to jaldi sambhal gaye the par kain chota tha to nasamjh tha bhai aur didi ko shayad barazgi ke chalte mujh se koi matlab nahi tha but papa mujhe har din samjhane ki koshish karte
Fir ek papa ke dost aye ghar pe unke sath thi Gagan dheere dheere karke Gagan ne mujhe vapis se hasna sikhaya mujhe ek acha dost mil gya tha uske roop mein issi tarha kuch din beet gaye aur Gagan ke jane waqt bhi aa gya main us din bohat udas tha par Gagan ne jate jate mujhe Kasam di khush rehne ki aur waada bhi kiya ki woh vapis bhi ayegi
Najaane kab yeh intezaar pyar mein badal gya main har waqt usi ke khayalo mein khoya rehta tha uski tasweer ko dekhta rehta tha