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Par yaha to situation hi alag thi…. aunty or Nikita bahar hi baithe hue the to unhone dekh liya tha hume….
Ab aage :
Siya ko to ab tak ye hi pata tha na ki uski maa ne hi permission di hai use laane ke liye…. par
Par…ab meri to gaand hi phat gayi thi….ab me kya karu ye samajhna mere bas ka to nahi tha… lekin ab marta kya na karta….
jana to tha hi andar to mene bike bike andar park ki or siya mere sang sang hi andar ki or chal padi…
Aunty : aao beta aao…vaise acha kiya jo siya ko bhi lete aye ho warna to ye aane me bahut der laga deti thi….
Mai : are aunty isme shukriya kaisa…
Or me aunty ke bagal me hi baith gaya…or siya ko shayad samajh aana baaki tha ki maine uske saath mazak Kiya hai…lekin abhi vo kuch bolne hi wali thi ki mai bol pada…
Mai : vaise bhi mai idhar aa hi raha tha to siya ne lift ke liye puch liya… to maine socha bechari pareshan ho jayegi bas me to le aya saath….
Aur ye bol kar mene siya ki or dekha uska reaction dekhkar mujhe hasi aa rahi thi….aur ab vo mujhe lagatar gusse se ghoor rahi thi….
Aunty : acha kiya chalo tum baitho mai chai lekar aati…. vaise tumhe chai chalegi ya kuch or loge…jaise coffee..
Nikita : are wah ma aajtak humse to na pucha ki kya loge or ye kal hi aye or aapko pata bhi liya…
Aunty : tu na sudhar ja…beta tum chodo isko ye esi hi hai…
Or aunty mere liye coffee or apne liye chai banane andar chali gai…..or yaha rah gaye hum teen log… . Mai , siya or Nikita….
Nikita: acha to didi ne aapse lift maangi hai aaj…
Ye sunkar mai siya ki taraf dekh kar muskurane laga….siya kafi gusse me lag rahi thi par ab kya hi kar sakte hai jo ho gaya tha use sambhalna bhi to tha…
Mai : ha…vaise mai kisi ladki ko baithata nahi…lekin…tumhari di ne itne pyar se kaha ki maine maan hi liya…
Siya : acha…
Itna kehkar vo mujhe aakhe dikhane lagi..
Mai : or nahi to kya…warna Mai aise hi kisi ko thodi lift de deta vo to siya ke pyar ka asar hua to baitha liya …
Nikita anpi didi ke pass ja kar use chedte huye kehti hai ,
" Acha itne pyar se kaha tha kya…" or hasne lagi…
Siya : choti tujhe bada maza aa raha hai na….or tum tumhe to baad me dekhti hu pata nahi kis manhoos ghadi me yaha aye the…
Nikita : vaise di hamare samne bhi dekh sakte ho hum rok thodi rahe hai…..
Itna kehkar vo mere piche aa jaati or hum dono hasne lagte hai….or siya mujhe ishare karte hue andar chali jaati hai….
Thodi der baad coffee aa jaati hai or Nikita or aunty se baat karke mai phir se hotel pahuch jata hu waha karan pehle se mera wait kar raha tha….
Me kuch hi der me taiyar ho gaya or fir Karan or mai pahuch gaye hamare naye office me…
Me andar ja kar apne room me baith gaya yaha keval karan aa sakta tha….or theek mere saamne wale room me aaj ek khel shuru hone wala tha…us room me CCTV cameras lagwa diye gaye the jinka sidha view mai is room me dekh or sun sakta tha….
Thodi der intezar karne ke baad karan or….. Mr Rajesh Sharma andar aate hue dikhai dete hai…
Mai yaha par baith kar Bluetooth se karan se juda hua tha kyunki aaj ek deal hone wali thi or mujhe isme kisi tarah ki galti nahi chahiye thi isliye mai khud ise manage karne wala tha Bluetooth se…
In meeting room,
(isme karan jo bhi kahega vo mere shabd honge)
Karan: welcome Mr Sharma….aap ka yaha swagat hai…
Rajesh: thank you sir…aaj itni badi company ke saath Mai deal karne jaa raha hu ye mere liye bahut badi baat hai…
Karan: chaliye fir ye rahe documents ache se padh kar sign kar dijiye or bas deal aap ki hui…
Rajesh: nek kaam me deri kaisi sir… vaise payment jaldi ho jati to acha hota….hum manufacturing jaldi start kar paate…
Karan: ji Mr Rajesh ye lijiye check pure 10 crores ka hai…. or baaki 50% kaam hone ke baad…
Itne paise dekhkar Rajesh ki dhadkan badh jaati hai….isi beech karan bhi vo documents le kar rakh leta hai or apni seat par baith jaata hai…
Karan : Vaise aap itne bade order ko poora kar denge to or bhi order aapke paas aa hi jaenge..
Rajesh : (khush hokar) ha sir ab to hamara saath hu hi bana rahega …
Karan : ha ye to hai par yaad rakhiye ga ki agar order time se poora na hua to…..
Rajesh : (serious ho kar) haa sar mujhe pata hai mujhe poore order ka 3 guna dena hoga…lekin market isi par to tika hua hai sir agar risk nahi lenge to business kaise chalega…
Ye sunkar karan or maire chehre par ek hasi ka bhav aa gaya tha…
Karan : ha sahi kaha aapne…to chaliye ab bas order poora kariye or documents ki copy aapke office bhi pahuch jaegi….ek baar aur dekh
lijiye ga…
Bas thodi der aur baat hui deal ko lekar….or fir thodi der baad Rajesh chala gaya uske jaate hi Karan andar aa kar mere gale lag gaya kyon ki use pata tha ki aaj hum is jagah par kis tarah pahuche hai…. vo bhookh se tadapti raatein aur vo beraham duniya me apna jeevan jeene ke liye sangharsh….
Karan: bhai ab vo din door nahi…
Mai : ha bhai ab bas kuch din or fir sab apni muthi me hoga…itni asani se saza de di jaaye to shayad unhe ehsaas bhi na ho ki unki wajah se meri jindagi kaisi ho gayi thi…
Mai : Abe vo Suman ji ne kaha tha ki me unke yaha khana khaunga or ab bas time ho hi gaya yaar….chal bye yaar Mai chalta hu….
Or use bye bol kar waha se nikal pada ab mujhe jaldi se jaldi ghar pahuncha tha…. thodi hi der me mai ghar pahunch gaya tha…shukar hai ki me time se pahunch gaya tha….
Mai pehle apne room me gaya or change karke niche pahuch gaya….maine jaa kar doorbell bajai…. lekin aaj shayad meri kismat bahut achi thi yu kahu ki jo chah raha tha wahi hua…. darwaza kholne siya hi ayi thi…
Siya : ab kya lene aaye ho yaha…jee nahi bhara kya abhi tak…
"Are tumse kon Milne aane laga yrr…. me to tumhari maa se milne aaya hu…" itna kehkar maine use side kiya or andar ki or chal diya….
Siya is baat par hairan ho kar wahi khadi mujhe andar ki aur jaate dekhti rahi …
Me andar jaa kar sofe par baith gaya….tabhi ander se aunty nikal kar aayi shayad unhe pata tha ki me hi aya hu…
Aunty : acha hua beta hum aa gaye warna Mai abhi siya ko bhejne hi wali thi…
Mai : are nahi aunty ab aapne bulaya tha to aana hi pada…or aapke haath se bane khane ko to koi na keh hi nahi sakta…
Aunty : samajh rahi hu beta tum bas aise hi tareef kar rahe ho chalo ab haath dho kar table par aa jao Mai khana laga deti hu…
Mai uth kar haath dhone chala gaya or haath dho kar table par aa gaya par siya abhi bhi mujhe thode ukhde tareeke se dekh rahi thi…shayad din ka gussa tha…lekin ab use kya batau..use yu pareshan karne me bhi ek alag hi maza aane laga tha….
Aunty : chalo lag gaya khana ab shuru ho jao…
Aunty ne bahut hi lajwab khana banaya tha…to mai bhi maze se khane laga par abhi mujhe kuch aur bhi kaam karna tha….
Mai : waise aunty agar aap ko bura na lage to ek baat puchna tha…..
Aunty: are beta kaisi baatein karte ho…mai bhi to tumhari maa jaisi hi hu na…bolo kya kehna chahte ho….
Mai : aunty aaj jab siya college se nikal kar bahar jaa rahi thi to maine kuch dekha waha par….
Mere itna kehte hi siya khaasne lagi….
Aunty: (siya ki or dekhte hue) kya dekha beta batao…
Mai : are aisa kuch nahi hai aunty bas gate par bahut se awara ladke aane jaane wali ladkiyo ko chedte rehte hai…ise pareshani hoti hogi na..
Aunty : acha….siya tumne bataya nahi kabhi…
Siya : are maa vo bas kuch manchale hai kuch raees baap ki aulad hai to unhe dar nahi hai kisika…. lekin aap pareshan mat hona me sambhal sakti hu itna ho…
Aunty : are lekin kabhi kuch ho gaya to…. nahi nahi me risk nahi le sakti….(or meri or dekhkar) Avinash…beta agar tumhe koi pareshani na ho to kya tum siya ko apne sath le ja kar laa sakte ho kya….
Aunty ke itna kehte hi siya or Nikita ko khasi aane lagi…
Siya: (khaste hue)Pani..Pani….
(Pani peekar) maa aap chinta Naa karo na…itna to mai sambhal sakti hu…
Aunty: tu to chup hi reh ab…pata nahi waha kaise kaise log milte honge roj…. Avinash beta tumhe koi pareshani hai to bata do….
Mai: ( siya ki aur dekhkar) nahi aunty ab aapne kah diya na to mujhe kya problem hogi….bas aap isi tarah apne haath ka khana khilati rehna baaki aapki sabhi problem meri…
Aunty : tum kitne ache ho beta or dekho kehne ko meri do do betiya hai par kaam ki ek bhi nahi …
Nikita or siya saath me : maaa
Aunty : acha chalo chodo ab khane par dhyan do….
Fir jaise hi khana ho gaya to me waha se apne room me aa gaya or padhne laga aur kuch kaam bhi kiya apne ghar walo ke liye…..
Lagbhag 11 baje mujhe kuch awaaz ayi…shayad koi chat par jaa raha tha….to mai bhi chup chap chal diya chat ki aur….
Chat par dekha to waha Suman thi vo chat par ghum Rahi thi…
Suman: are tum soye nahi abhi tak….
Mai : nahi aunty mai itni jaldi nahi sota aur fir aaj thoda jyada bhi kha liya tha..to socha thoda ghum lu…..
Aunty : acha kiya…
Or bas isi tarah idhar udhar ki baat karte hue hum ghumne lage….
Tabhi achanak se maire muh se kuch nikal gaya jo shayad nahi nikalna chaiye tha…lekin fir sambhal liya
Mai : vaise aap is saree me achi lag rahi hai…
Aunty : acha bachu mujhe line maar rahe ho….
Mai: are nahi aunty mai to aap ko pehli baar dekh kar ladki hi samjh raha tha par fir pata laga aap siya ki maa ho…
Aunty : (haste hue) acha chalo theek hai…mai jaati hu bahut der ho rahi hai….
Or fir aunty good night bol kar chali gayi….
Mai bhi kuch der or chat par ruka fir neend aane lagi to room Mai aakar so gaya…
Agle din mai time se taiyar ho gaya kyuki aaj siya ko apne sath lekar jana tha to mai late nahi hona chahta tha…
Niche pahuch kar maine sabke saath thodi hasi mazak ke sath nashata pura kiya or fir mai or siya chal diye college…..
College pahuch kar hum dono class mai pahuch gaye or classes chalu ho gayi….
Classes ke baad break me mai bhi canteen pahuch gaya…. Or ek side baith kar nashta karne laga….abhi mujhe kuch hi der hui thi ki mere samne siya aakar baith gayi….
Siya : kon ho tum…..aakhir chahte kya ho….pehle mere ghar aana or phir meri maa ko apni side kar liya….kyu kar rahe ho ye….
Mai : are aisa kuch nahi hai yrr vo to bas aise hi ho gaya sab….ab bhala mujhe tumse kya matlab….
Siya : matlab hona bhi nahi chahiye…. aage se agar kuch kiya na to dekh lena…
Mai : acha theek hai yrr abse mai dhyan rakhunga…
Itna keh kar diya chali gayi or saamne radhika aa kar baith gayi….ye shayad kuch der se bahar khadi ho kar mujhe or siya ko hi dekh rahi thi…
Radhika: kya kar rahi thi vo yaha…tum use jaante ho kya…
To maine use bata diya ki mai unke yaha hi ruka hua hu….
Radhika: acha chalo koi baat nahi…. vaise mai kuch batane ayi thi…
Mai : ha ha batao na …
Radhika: kal mera birthday hai or tumhe mai specially invite kar rahi hu…. samajh gaye na….
Mai : acha to kal tumhara birthday hai …vaise party kaha hai
Radhika: or kaha yrr itna bada ghar hai hamara kal aaoge na tab dekh lena…
Mai : acha ye to sahi hai lekin ab mai bhi kuch karna chahta hu yrr to please mana mat karna…
Radhika: acha jo man kare kar lena…par kal pakka aana hai theek hai na…
Mai: ok theek hai yrr chalo theek hai kal milte hai….
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…. Avinash apne ghar jaa kar kya karega or vo kya surprise dega….ye sab jaan ne ke liye mere saath bane rahiye ga….
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(Update kaisa laga ye zaroor batayega…or like or comment karna na bhule )
Lekin achanak….Suman ko kuch dikha….
Suman ne dekha us almari me kuch kagaz rakhe the….jinpar Suman ka naam likha hua tha….aage padhne par use pata chal gaya ki ye uske hi ghar ke kagaz hai…..
Ab aage…..
Raat ka samay tha ek ladki is waqt apni night dress pehne hue apne bed par leti hui thi….is raat ke andhere mein uske room ki dim light jali hui thi…
Usne apne hathon me ek tasveer ko pakda hua tha…jo kisi chote bache ki thi…tasveer bahut saalo purani lag rahi thi….
Ladki tasveer ko apne sine se lagaye man me bahut kuch soch rahi thi….
" Bhai kaha ho tum….kya tumhe meri yaad nahi aati….mai kab se isi intezar me hu ki tum kab aakar phir se mere saath khela karoge….vo tumhare chote mulayam hatho ko tham kar bahut der tak ghumna bahut yaad aata hai….vo tumhara chehra jise dekh kar meri subah hua karti thi….mujhe sab yaad hai bhai…kya tum sab kuch bhul gaye ho….aakhir kya galti thi meri…..kahi…
kahi mera pyar un naye logo ke muqable kam to nahi laga tumhe….tum ek baar mil to lo phir saari shikayte door ho jaegi…"
Bas isi tarah khud se baate karte hue vo so jaati hai…
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Suman subah uthi to usne khud ko Avinash ke bistar par paya khud ko….aur use raat ka sab yaad aa gaya tha…ki raat ko kaise vo pareshan thi phir yaha aakar usne kya kya mehsoos kiya or phir Avinash ki almari me mile vo documents…
Asal me ye wahi Suman ke ghar ke documents the jinhe karan ne Suman ke naam karwa kar Avinash ko diye the…..
Suman ko samajh nahi aa raha tha ki aakhir ho kya raha hai…kyuki Suman ke pati ki maut ke baad inhe paiso ki bahut jarurat thi…lekin ab samaj me ek akeli aurat ka sath kaun deta hai….
Tab Suman ne apne ghar ke documents us broker ko de kar karz liya hua tha…. isiliye vo jab chahe jab muh utha kar yaha aa jaya karta tha…lekin jab haalat kharab hote hai to sab kuch jhelna hi padta hai…
Lekin jab usne kal raat Avinash ki almari me ye paper dekhe to anjane me hi khud se ek sawal kar baithi…
" Kya ye mere liye kiya hai tumne…kya tum sach me mujhse…"
Achanak man me aye is sawal se ab Suman ko bura na laga….
Suman ne fir se kamra theek kiya or neeche pahuch gayi…andar jaakar usne dekha to siya kitchen me kaam kar rahi thi….
" Are siya kya kar rahi ho beta….tum jaa kar taiyar ho jao….me karti hu na…" Suman siya ke paas aa kar kehti hai…siya is waqt nashata or chai bana rahi thi…
" Are maa bas ho hi gaya…aap fresh ho aao tab tak nashta lagati hu…" siya jawab deti hai..
Suman fresh ho kar aa jaati hai….tab tak nashta ready ho jata hai…or sabhi nashta karne lagte hai….siya or suman baithi to yaha thi par inke dimaag kahi or hi gum the….
Nashta hote hi siya or Nikita college or school ke liye nikal jate hai….or reh jaati hai Suman…
Kal raat se abhi tak siya or suman Avinash ko kayi baar phone kar chuki thi….par mera phone to switch off tha to ab kya hi ho pata ….
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Wahi me in sab se door apni alag hi duniya me phir se mast ho gaya tha….
Subah yog karna…din bhar aashram me sewa karna…logo ki madat karna…waha kuch kitabe bhi mangwa li thi maine padne ke liye…..
Mera samay acha beet raha tha yaha…sham or raat me ghat ke kinare baith kar waha ke shudh vatavaran ka aanand lena….bahut hi sukun tha waha…
Yaha aye mujhe 7 din ho gaye the isi beech karan ka sandesh mila mujhe jo ki ashram ka hi ek sewak le kar aya….usme bahut kuch likha hua tha….
" Bhai kaisa hai yaar…sale mujhe akela yaha chod kar waha tu aaram kar raha hai or yaha meri lagi padi hai….siya kuch dino se college me dikhai nahi di hai…suna hai tabiyat theek nahi hai….
Or Teri radhika madam ne mera jeena haram kar rakha hai….use to yahi lagta hai ki mai tera boss hu…to vo bas subah shaam yaha aa kar tere liye puchti thi…lekin mai jaise taise sambhal raha tha….
par kal toh hadd hi ho gayi bhai….mujhe police ki dhamki de gayi vo…
Bhai ya to tu yaha aa ja ya unse baat kar le bhai….warna Mai bhi wahi aa jaata hu….fir dono sath me maze karenge yrr…
Bhai ab aaja yaar ab vo samay bhi aane wala hai jiska hame intezar tha….
Miss you bhai…"
Ab yaha aane par me kafi had tak sambhal chuka tha…. bachpan se me kabhi kabhi kafi emotional ho jaata tha….tab bhi mai yahi karta tha…lekin ab mai theek ho gaya tha…to mujhe meri galtiya yaad aane lagi…
Mujhe Rishi ke pariwar ka sahara banna tha….us ghar ka beta banna tha…or me pagal yaha apna dukh mitane chala aaya….
Or bechari Suman aunty mujhe beta manne hi lagi thi ki maine ye harkat kar di ….siya ne bhi to mujhe mana nahi kiya tha….
Par mujhe samjh aye tab na…. chalo koi baat nahi ab bhi der na hui hai….
Mene apna saman uthaya or chal pada apne shahar….ab flight me samay tha to me airport par hi baith kar aaram karne laga…
Mujhe yaha par aane ke baad or yaha tak ki abhi bhi radhika ka bilkul bhi khayal nahi aya tha….
me yaha se bas do hi wajah se jaa raha tha ek thi Rishi ka pariwar….or dusri Mera badla….
Mujhe acchi tarah yaad hai jab mai mama ke yaha gaya tha….tab kuch din to didi ka roj phone aata or hum bahut si baate karte par…..
Par dheere dheere ye baate hona kam ho gayi thi or phir kuch dino baad bilkul band ho chuki thi….
Aarti or Rashmi bhi mujhse baat nahi karti thi….Rashmi didi ko shayad mai pasand nahi tha…or aarti apne kaam se kaam rakhti thi…..
Ab mujhe sab ne akela kar diya tha….
Or mujhe ye bataya gaya ki radhika ko time nahi hai phone karne ka isliye nahi kar pati….par mai use apne se bada manta tha to pyar bhi bahut tha….ab achanak se ye sab hua to mere dimag me tarah tarah ke khayal aana swabhavik ho gaya tha…..
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Bas yahi sab sochte sochte mai ek baar fir jaipur pahuch gaya tha….ab maine tay kar liya tha ki kamjor nahi padna or bas prayas karte rehna hai sab sahi karne ke liye…..
Mai ghar (Rishi ke ghar) to pahuch raha tha par abhi tak bahut kuch ghatit bhi ho chuka tha….
Suman ab apni hi soch me gum rehti thi pata nahi kya ho gaya tha use….jab din beetne lage or mai nahi lauta…to unka to jaise man or shreer dono hi kamzor sa dikhne laga tha….
Wahi siya ne kuch din college chalu rakha….isi beech radhika bhi kayi bar usse Avinash ke liye puch chuki thi…..or reh reh kar jo guilt ab siya ke man me aa raha tha vo apne aapko doshi samajh rahi thi or phir kuch dino baad to usn apne ko ghar tak hi simit bana liya….
Nikita ko samajh ata tha ki maa aur behan pareshan hai….par koi wajah pata chale tab na vo kuch karne ka sochti ….
Or yaha radhika ka haal to college chal kar hi dekha jayega…..
Mai jab ghar pahucha to bahar mujhe koi na dikha….maine socha thoda aaram kar lu fil mil aunga….abhi me thak bhi gaya tha to kisi ke samne Jane ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi….
Mai room me gaya to dekha mera room ek dum saaf tha….socha shayad aunty ne kiya hoga….
Or me naha kar aaram karne laga….
Mai yaha aate hi karan ko inform kar chuka tha….
Mai subah hi yaha aa chuka tha…to dopahar me bhook ke kaaran meri neend ud gayi….to mai fresh ho kar chal diya neche…or baja di bell….
Thoda samay laga lekin darwaza khul hi gaya….is waqt mere saamne siya khadi thi…..os sach pucho to mera dil passej gaya uski halat dekh kar….
Uska gulabi chehra jiska noor jaise fika sa lagne laga tha….uske baal jinhe vo bahut ho sambhal kar rakha karti thi vo abhi theek halat me nahi the…
Us dekh kar lag raha tha jaise vo majboori me ji rahi ho……
Wahi jab siya ne mujhe dekha to uske chehre par khushi or hairat ke mile jule bhav the….hum dono bas ek dusre ki aankho aakho me apne halat baya karne lage the…..
" Siya beta kon hai bahar…. jaldi aaja khana thanda ho jayega…." Achanak se Suman aunty ki awaz se hum dono ka dhyan tuta…
" Koi nahi maa ek dost aayi hai…maa me kuch der me aati hu aakar khana khaungi…"usne apni maa se bas itna kaha…..or bina ek shabd kahe mera haath pakad kar mujhe kheechte hue mere bedroom tak le aayi…
Me bahut jyada excited ho raha tha…. mujhe ab pakka uski aankho me apne liye pyar dikh raha tha….par shayad meri kismat itni asani se kaha mujhe khushiyan naseeb hone deti…..
Chaataakkk……chaaataakkk…
Mujhe abhi lag raha tha shayad siya mere gale lagegi….or mujhe izhar kar degi muhabbat ka….par meri kharab kismat….
"Kyu aaye ho yaha….tum to chale gaye the na….kyu laut kar aaye ho ab….yahi dekhne aaye ho na ki tumhari di gayi saza ke baad me abhi bhi sahi salamat hu ya nahi…bolo….ab chup kyu ho…." Itna kehte hue siya rote hue bilakhne lagi…..
" Siya please Rona nahi yrr..agar tumhe maire yaha aane se problem hai….to i promise mai nahi aaunga…par…." Mere isse age kuch or kehne se pehle mujhe do or chate pad gaye….aur phir vo hua jiska me kab se intezar kar raha tha…
Siya rote hue mere gale se lag gayi….or bas uska rona aur badh gaya….
mai dheere dheere uski peeth par apna haath fira kar us ko shaant karne laga…. mujhe is samay safai dena sahi nahi laga…aur usko apni baahon me simete hue hi apne bistar par let gaya…..
Kuch pal baad vo shaant ho gayi thi….shant matlab ek dam shant….hum dono ki dhadkan ek sath chalte hue mehsoos ho rahi thi mujhe….
Ab maine subah se kuch khaya bhi nahi tha to mujhe bhook lagne lagi thi….maine siya ke chehre ko halka sa upar uthaya…
" Siya ab mai aa gaya hu na to ab tumhara Jo man kare saza de dena….par…par abhi mujhe bahut joro ki bhookh lagi hai…. subah se kuch khaya nahi na…."maine itna kaha or siya mujhse alag ho kar meri aankhon mein dekhne lagi…
" Saza to tumhe milegi lekin abhi nahi….baad me…. chalo ab neeche chalo…tumhe to me acha sabak sikhne wali hu….or ha ab tum is ghar se bahar meri ijajat ke bagair kadam nahi rakhoge…. samajh gaye na…." Siya mujhe sidhiyo se utarte hue chetavani de rahi thi…
Lekin uski baato me itna apnapan dekh kar mera man to ek hi baat keh raha tha….ki tum ek baar bolo to sahi….me sare jamane ko bhula kar tumhare sath rehne ko taiyar hu….
Hum neeche pahuch kar andar jaane lage hi the ki aunty andar se bahar aati dikhai di mujhe…unhone mujhe ek nazar dekha or phir nazar ghuma kar siya ko kaha…
" Siya khana kha lo beta or jo mehman tumhare sath aye hai inhe bhi puch lo…. agar man ho to khila dena…"itna kehkar vo apne kamre me chali gayi….
Ab mere paas dimag ek aur pareshaniya anek ho chalo thi….siya aur maine khana khaya lekin is dauran humne jyada baat nahi ki….
Siya ne bas itna kaha ki baad me baat karenge or apne kamre me chali gayi….
Ab ye isliye ho raha tha kyuki jab mai khane baitha to aunty bhi wahi paas me aakar baith gayi….
aur jab beech beech me meri or unki aakhe char hoti to mujhe unka gussa nazar aaya or sath me bahut se sawal bhi….
"Avinash khana kha kar jaldi upar aana mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai …." Itna keh kar fir aunty chali gayi…
Siya samajh chuki thi ki aunty gussa hai aur mujhe bhi andar se mehsoos ho gaya tha…. isliye siya kamre me chali gayi thi mujhe akela chodkar…..
Ab mai pahuch gaya khana kha kar upar apne kamre me…. lekin shayad itni asan nahi hai na meri jindagi…. aunty abhi kuch saman liye baithi thi bed par …
Mujhe bas ab lagne laga ki ye mera last din hai yaha….
Unhone mujhe unke pass baithne ko kaha aur mere samne kuch aisi cheez rakh di jise dekhkar me shock ho gaya tha….
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Ab vo kya saman tha ye dekhte hai…. lekin jo bhi hai vo kuch bahut bada badlav laane wala hai …..
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Akhir karan ke sandesh ne use aaina dikhaya or laut ke buddhu rishi ke ghar aaya Chalo 4 chate khane ke baad sia maan to gyi filhal ke liye pr Suman ji ko Kon mnayega Dekhte hai kya hota hai aage superb update bhai sandar jabarjast
Party kabki khatam ho gayi thi aur abhi 12 bajne me kuch hi der thi…Maine radhika ko message kiya aur bahar bulaya….
Abhi kuch hi der hui thi ki radhika ek simple si night dress me ghar ke darwaje par aa khadi hui…..
Abb aage :
Radhika : hi Avinash….kaise aana hua itni raat yaha…
Mujhe samjh aa gaya ki ye gussa hai ab kar bhi kya sakte the……mai siya ko lekar pehle hi bahut pareshan tha to yaha party me aakar kya hi karta…..or mujhe aaj jo taiyari karni thi surprise ke liye vo bhi nahi hui thi….
Mai : please suno to…vo…
Radhika : ha ha batao na kya hua……kya kaam tha….
Mai : yaar please pehle puri baat to sun lo….mai din bhar tumhare sath tha to party me na aane ka to soch bhi nahi sakta tha na…
Radhika: to aye kyu nahi….
Mai : are maine tumhe bataya tha na ki mai part time job karta hu apna kharcha chalane ke liye….to bas ab urgently unhone bula liya….or bas abhi choda hai….
Radhika : tum sach keh rahe ho na….ya sirf….
Mai : are yaar mai ek dum sach keh raha hu…. dekhlo abhi tak dinner bhi nahi kiya hai….vo bhi ab karna hai…..
Mere itna kehte hi uske expression badal gaye…
Radhika: acha matlab abhi tum dinner karoge fir ghar jaoge….
Mai : ha yaar…ab to maaf kar do..
Radhika : aise nahi….meri ek shart hai….
Mai : acha to batao kya chahiye tumhe…
Radhika: bas thoda sa sath….mera matlab hai ki abhi mai bhi tumhare sath chalungi….isi bahane mera night out bhi ho jaega….
Mai: acha theek hai….vaise night dress me to jaane se rahi….to jaldi aao yaar bahut bhook lagi hai…
Mere itna kehte hi vo andar chali gayi…. mujhe ye samajh nahi aa raha tha ki isko handle kaise karu….. mujhe laga nahi tha ki ye itni aasani se dost ban payegi…par yaha to dosti bhi ho gayi thi or isne mujhe hi pagal kar diya tha….
Thodi hi der me vo aa gayi aur hum uski car me baith kar waha se nikal gaye…. thodi hi door jaane par mujhe itna to samjh aa gaya tha ki hum kaha Jaa rahe hai….
Mai: idhar kaha Jaa rahe hai hum…yaha to bahut mehenge restaurante hai na….
Radhika to shayad sunne ke mood me hi nahi thi….vo bas meri taraf dekh kar muskurai or driving karne lagi….
Or ab meri kismat hi dekh lo…..ye wahi hotel tha jaha mai or karan milte the matlab ye jagah bhi hamari hotel ka hi tha….
Jab tak hum parking me pahuche tab tak me karan ko message kar chuka tha ki koi gadbad na ho jaye……
Radhika: kya soch rahe ho yaar….ab tum party me nahi aaye the na…or birthday girl bhi mai hu to treat bhi meri or se…
Mai: lekin…..
Radhika: ab chalo andar chup chap….
Raat jyada nahi hui thi….or is samay humare hi jaise or bhi log yaha maujood the….par ek farak tha….hum dono to dost hi the lekin mujhe yaha sirf couples hi dikhai de rahe the…
Hum andar gaye or ek table le kar baith gaye…. waiter aya to radhika ne hi khane ka order diya or apne liye kuch snacks or coffee mangva Li…
Mai : yaar itna kharcha kyu kar rahi ho…hum kahi normal si jagah par bhi jaa sakte the na….
Radhika: are aise kaise….mera birthday roj to aata nahi na…to ab chup chap treat enjoy karo bas…
Maine bhi soch liya ki ab thoda sambhalna padega…. to bas me bhi chup ho gaya…. kuch der baad mai apna dinner kar chuka tha or bill bhi radhika ne hi pay kiya tha….
Phir bas yu hi baate karte hue hum uske ghar pahuche jaha se maine apni bike uthai or ghar pahuch kar so gaya…..
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Wahi jab se Suman mere room se gayi thi…vo kuch bechain hi ho gayi thi…. shayad use ummid nahi thi ki mai ye karunga ya fir umra ke is padav par bhi koi uske sath is tarah ki harkat kar sakta hai…
Wahi jab raat ko sone ka samay hua to vo apna sab kaam karke apne room me lage ek mirror ke samne khadi ho gayi….
Or ye sochne lagi ki Avinash uske bete ki umar ka hai….vo kaise ye sab soch sakta hai…
Is waqt usne ek normal si saree pehni hui thi jo Suman sote samay pehana karti thi…
Usne aaine me khud ko ek nazar upar se neeche tak dekha or fir sone chali gayi….
Aaj Suman jab subah uthi to use ek dar sa lag raha tha…. ki ab vo Avinash ka saamna kaise karegi…. kyuki kal jo kuch hua tha uske baad Suman ye faisla nahi kar pa rahi thi ki use kya karna chahiye…..
Bas isi wajah se usne ye tay kiya ki abse nashta or khana vo Nikita ke haath hi bhijwa diya karegi….
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Mai agle utha or taiyar hone laga…thodi der me nashta bhi aa gaya tha…mai nashta kar ke niche pahucha to dekha siya bhi shayad nikal hi rahi thi….
Maine jaldi se bike start ki or uske saamne pahuch gaya….
Lekin aaj vo baithi nahi….
Mai: are jaldi baitho na…college nahi jana kya…
Siya: tum jao me pahuch jaungi….
Mai: are ab baitho bhi yaar…kal achanak se office Jana pada….bas isliye bata bhi nahi paya or samay se pahuch bhi nahi paya….
Siya fir bina kuch kahe hi baith gayi or hum college pahuch gaye…..
Fir bas din yuhi guzarne lage….or ek hafta hu hi beet gaya tha…..
Is beech jyada kuch khaas nahi hua par siya ka mujhse baat karna ab badh chuka tha….ab saath aate the to laazmi hai ki kuch time rehta tha….
To ab mai or siya kuch had tak dost ban chuke the….siya abhi haal filhaal mujhse jyada open nahi thi….
Wahi dusri or na jaane kyu radhika hi mere piche pad gayi thi…..waise mai bhi chahta to yahi tha lekin uske birthday par jo chance tha vo miss ho chuka tha……or sabse badi baat uske man me shayad feelings aane lagi thi….
Ab pyaar ka kya hi kehna…. kyunki in sab ke bich bas Suman hi thi jo abhi bhi kuch kuch pareshan hi rehti thi….
Agar kabhi Avinash saamne aa jaya karta to vo ab apne aap ko ek kishori ki tarah samajh kar idhar udhar ho jaya karti thi….
Kahi na kahi vo chahti thi ki Avinash usse aakar fir se baat kare par ab uske man me Avinash ke prati alag bhavnaye bhi jag chuki thi…..
Wahi apna hero Avinash jise is haalat ka kuch pata hi nahi tha….ki usne kya hi kar liya hai….
Ab jab Avinash or siya baat karne lage the….. to Avinash bas yehi socha karta ki kab siya us baare me baat karegi…..akhir kabhi na kabhi to sochegi hi mere baare me….
Par….par sabse badi baat to ye thi na ki kisi or ka paigam kisi or ko pahunch chuka tha…..
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Bas isi tarah ek din shaam ko siya chat par aayi thi tehlne ke liye….aur sanyog se Avinash bhi chat par pahunch gaya tha…..mausam abhi karwat badal raha tha to thandi hawayein chal rahi thi….
Jab usne siya ko aankhe band kiye hue chat par dekha…to usne man hi man soch liya ki ek baar or apni kismat ajma hi li jaye…..
Aur bas uske bagal me jaa kar khada ho gaya….usne mujhe dekha or fir aasman ki aur dekhne lagi….mere dil me bechaini badh rahi thi ….
Mai: siya…..
Vo : hmm…( bina meri or dekhe)
Mai : t..t..tumne….kuch socha…
Vo : kis bare me…(or meri or dekhne lagi)
Ab meri fatne lagi…. kuch samjh hi nahi aa raha tha kya bolu….
Mai : vo…mai tumhe pasand karta hu bataya tha na….
Maine jaise hi ye bola usne meri or dekha jaise vo meri aankhon me kuch dekhna chahti ho aur fir…..
Vo: hahahahahaa……kya kaha tum…tum mujhe…. hahaha…
Mai : ha to…ab isme hasne ki kya baat hai…
Ye kehte hue meri aankhon mein paani aane laga….. uski hasi mere dil par chubhne si lagi thi….
Vo : ye tumne socha bhi kaise….or agar tumhari jagah koi or hota to shayad ek baar ko soch bhi leti….
Mai bas uske chehre ko dekhe jaa raha tha….uske chehre ki masoomiyat mujhe abhi bhi bahut pyaari lag rahi thi….
Jab usne ye kaha or dusri taraf muh karke muskurane lagi to mujhse or raha nahi gaya….
Or me apne room me chala aya…..me bas ab akele rehna chahta tha….kahi dur…yaha se bas mujhe kahin door jana tha…
Mene apna bag uthaya or usme apna saman rakhna or waha se nikal kar sidha hotel pahuch gaya….karan ko bol kar flight ki tickets book karwai or pahuch gaya haridwar…..
Haridwar ek sadhuo ki bhumi hai….yaha me aksar aata rehta hu kyuki ghar se chale aane ke baad me yahi pala tha…inhi logo ke bich….
Mai wahi par bane ek aashram pahuch gaya or room le kar saman rakh kar nahane chala gaya…..jab laut kar dekha to phone par Suman aunty ke message the….
Maine unhe message kar diya ki ab me waha nahi rahunga….mai ab apne kisi dost ke sath rehne wala hu….or jo saman hai vo mai kuch time baad le jaunga….
Or bas phone switched off kar diya….
Raat ka samay tha or mausam bhi suhana tha….mai khana kha kar pahuch gaya wahi bane ek ghat par or apne pairo ko paani me karke wahi kinare let gaya……
Mujhe wahi lete hue kab neend aayi kuch pata hi nahi chala or me apni kuch purani yadon me fir se kahi gum ho gaya…..
Pata nahi aksar jab bhi me pareshan hota hu.. mujhe ye purani yadein gher leti hai…or mujhe bahut dard dekar chali jaati hai….
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Ek sunsan raat me ek ladka jiski umar jyada nahi lag rahi thi vo ek sunsan raste par chala Jaa raha tha….
Use dekh kar lag raha tha shayad bahut waqt se bhuka tha vo…. Kuch der baad jaise jaise uske kadam aage ki aur badh rahe the uski aankho me andhera or gehrane laga….
Or thodi hi door jaa kar vo gir pada…..
Use jab hosh aya to vo ek choti si jagah par tha aas paas dekha to paya laga ye koi sunsan sadak ka footpath tha….par….par sawal ye tha ki use yaha laya kon….usne uth kar apne pass baithe do uski hi ham umar ladko ko dekha……
Ladka: kon ho tum…or me yaha…
Ladka 1: ham laye h tumhe yaha…tum sadak ke bicho bich pade the…
Ladka 2: rehte kaha ho…tum ananth to nahi lagte….
Ladka : ab shakal se kaha pata chalta hai bhai….ab kismat hai to bhogni to padegi…
Ladka 1 : mai Karan or ye Rishi hai…agar tum chaho to yaha reh sakte ho….
Ladka : shukriya dost….
Aur vo ladka bhi unke sath hi ghul mil gaya….or inme ek gehra rishta ban gaya jo shayad khun ke rishte se bhi majboot tha….
Ye tino rooj roj kisi na kisi kaam ki talash me nikalte or laut aate….inke khane ka intezam philhal ek mandir me tha jaha ek bade sant aaye hue the.…
Rishi or karan yaha ke nahi the inko kisi or jagah se kisi giroh ne agua kar liya tha or jab inhe yaha laya gaya….to badi hi chalaki se ye dono waha se bach nikle the….
Fir vo ladka inki jindagi me aya or teeno bhai ki tarah rehne lage the….par shayad abhi bhi inke sath bahut kuch hona baaki tha….or ek din….
Roj ki tarah kaam ki talash karke jab ye mandir me Prasad lene pahuche to ek aadmi ki nazar us ladke par pad gayi or usne uska picha kiya to dekha ki vo log Prasad lekar mandir ke piche Jaa rahe hai….
Us aadmi ki aankho me ye saaf jhalak raha tha ki us ladke ko vo jaanta hai….
Jab teeno piche pahuch kar Prasad kha rahe the to achanak se us ladke ki nazar kahi Jaa kar thahar jaati hai….or vo us aadmi ki or dekhne lagta hai….
Aadmi : to tu yaha hai…akhir kaha kaha nahi dhundha tujhe…
Vo ladka or Karan or Rishi bas chup the…. vo samjh nahi pa rahe the ki ye ho kya raha hai…ki tabhi..
Aadmi : chalo koi baat nahi adhura kaam ab ho jaega…..
Itna keh kar usne apne paas rakhi pistol nikal kar chala di….
Or bas do awaaz gunj gayi
Ladka : mamaa….
Karan : Rishi……
Ladke ne dekha ki uske dost ne bich me aakar uske liye chalai hui goli ko apne sine me le liya or lehrata hua niche gir pada….. awaaz inti jor ki thi ki log piche aa gaye …. lekin tab tak vo aadmi gayab ho chuka tha …
Rishi ki saase abhi tak chal rahi thi….to karan or vo ladka Rishi ko utha kar bahar ki or bhaagne lage….
Rishi : k…karan..tu apna or mere bhai ka dhyan rakhna yrr….
Karan: bhai kuch nahi hoga tujhe….bas kuch der ruk jaa…
Rishi : b..bhai …..ab shayad me or na hi pau…. agar tumhe kabhi mauka mile to meri maa ko mil aana…. bahut yaad karti ho…..
Bas ye akhri shabd the Rishi ke…
"Rishiiiii….." mai cheekhte hue uth gaya tha…..
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Aapke Bahut se sawalo ke jawab is update me hai to dhyan se padiyega
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Rishi : b..bhai …..ab shayad me or na hi pau…. agar tumhe kabhi mauka mile to meri maa ko mil aana…. bahut yaad karti ho…..
Bas ye akhri shabd the Rishi ke…
"Rishiiiii….." mai cheekhte hue uth gaya tha…..
Ab aage….
Sahi kehte hai log ki aksar apno se jyada rishte gair nibha jate hai….mai bachpan se ab tak bahut si mushkile…. bahut se dard jhel chuka tha…
Par….par ek aisi ghatna jo jab bhi yaad aati thi…dil me ek tees si uthne lagti thi…..
Rishi , mai or karan un dino kuch hi samay me bahut pass aa chuke the….hum bhaiyon ki tarah rehne lage…..par….
Kismat badi hi bewafaa hoti hai….jab apni ne saath chod diya tha….duniya bojh ki nazar se dekhne lagi thi or mai shayad jab sabse jyada lachar tha….tab ye hi do the jinhone mujhe thama tha ….
Lekin fir achanak sab badal gaya….
Rishi ke jaane ke baad jab waha bheed ikatha hui….to waha mandir me jo sant aye the un tak bhi ye baat pahuch gayi thi….vo apna sabhi kaam chod kar bahar aye or hamare saath khade hue….
Unhe sab baba hi kehte the… Us waqt unhone Rishi ke liye ek baap ka farj nibha kar ek sandesh diya ki duniya me sab apne hi hai… …………………………………………………………………………
Raat ko us bhayankar manzar ko apne sapne me dekhne ke baad mai ek baar fir wahi ghat par let kar sone ka prayas karne laga…. Mujhe pata tha ki jo sukun mujhe yaha milta hai vo shayad ashram ki us chat diwari me bhi nahi milta…..
Subah kisi ke uthane par me utha…or uthane wale ka chehra dekhkar meri aankhon me paani or hothon par muskan apne aap hi aa gayi…..
"Baba…."maine uthte hue us shaqs ko dekhkar kaha
"Ha avi…mujhe jaise hi pata chala ki tum ashram aye ho to me tumse milne tumhare kamre tak aaya tha….par raat ko jab tum laute hi nahi to mai bhi yahi chala aaya bhor me…."baba ne kaha
Mai aage badh kar baba ke gale lag gaya aakhir mere liye apne pita se bhi badhkar the ye….
Ham ashram laute aur mai naha dho kar baba ke sath nashta karna chal diya…. Kuch hi der me baba or mai ek dusre ke saamne baithe naashta kar rahe the…
"Kya hua hai….tum bujhe bujhe se pratit ho rahe ho…." Baba meri hi or dekh rahe the nashta karte hue..
"Hmm..nahi baba sab theek hai….bas waha dill ghabrane laga tha….to yaha chala aaya…" mai bhi ab sambhal chuka tha….
"Mujhe pata hai….tum apni pareshani mujhe nahi bataoge…mujhe bas tumhari chinta hoti hai….apna khayal rakhna…"baba thode chintit ho gaye the mujhe yu paresha dekhkar….
" Mai bas itne dino baad apne shahar gaya tha….to purani yadein gher rahi thi mujhe.." mujhe laga abhi yahi kehna theek hai …
" Beta tum mere sabse kareeb rahe ho…maine tumhe zindagi ke sabhi path padhaye hai…bas unhi ka anusaran karo tumhari saari pareshaniya door hoti jaengi….or rahi baat yaadon ki to bas abhi ke liye itna samjh lo ki yaadein insan ke paida hote hi banna shuru ho jaani hai…or maran ke pashchat hi hum isse nijat paa sakte hai…"baba ne mujhe samjhate hue kaha….or uth kar chale gaye….abhi unki sadhna ka samay ho chala tha….
Bas isi tarah Mera ye din nikal gaya….maine yaha aate hue karan ko sab bata diya tha….use dukh hua…. par ab kya kar sakta hai vo bechara….
Maine yaha pahuchte hi apna no. band kar diya tha…. Or mai yahi aashram ke kaam or subah or shaam ghat par baith kar bitane laga….. Ab mere man me phir se sthirta aane lagi thi….isi beech ab baba ke kahe anusar maine bhi dhyan lagana shuru kar diya tha…..
Such pucho to mai yaha aakar duniya ko bhul hi chuka tha….ab acha lag raha tha mujhe… Or isi tarah din beetne lage…
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Wahi dusri or jab mai waha se nikla chuka tha….tab mera message dekh kar Suman ghabra gayi thi….ki achanak se Avinash ko kya ho gaya hai….
Jab raat ko sabhi khane par aye… to siya ne dekha ki uski maa ka dhyan kahi aur hai….
" Maa…." Siya ne ye kehte hue apni maa ke kande par jaise hi hath rakha waise hi Suman ka dhyan toota….
" H..haa…kya hua…. chalo jaldi se khane ke liye baitho…ami bas abhi ayi…" Suman apni baat keh kar kitchen me chali gayi or khana lagane lagi….
Kuch der baad sabhi khana kha rahe the tabhi … " Maa bhaiya ko khana bhijwa diya kya…. agar nahi bhijwaya hai to me chali jaati hu…isi bahane chat par ghum aaungi thoda…."Nikita ne apni maa se khana khate hue kaha…
Achaanak is baat se siya ko kuch aya to usne bich me kaha.."nahi choti tu aise hi ghoom aa mai le jaati hu khana…mujhe college ka kuch kaam bhi hai…"
" Ye kya laga rakha hai tumne mai jaungi..mai jaungi….chup karke khaana Khao or apna apna kaam karo" achanak se Suman irritate ho kar bol padti hai….
" Par maa vo bhaiya…"Nikita bi abhi itna kaha hi tha ki Suman beech me hi bol padi…
" Chala gaya vo yaha se…pata nahi ek to kuch bataya bhi nahi or ab…..chalo chodo" Suman ke itna kehne se Nikita or siya samajh chuki thi…ki unki maa ka mood kharab hai….
Fir sab khana kha kar apne kamre me chale gaye….wahi Suman ka jee nahi lag raha tha…itne din Avinash ke sath use jo apnapan lagne laga tha uske kaaran…..ab Avinash ki kami use khal Rahi thi….rasoi me khane ke baad bartan sahi se rakhte hue ab vo khud se baate kar rahi thi….
"Kahi Avinash meri wajah se….nahi nahi vaise bhi itne din se to vo normal hi lag raha tha….. lekin kahi vo mera intezar kar raha ho….or mere jawab na dene ke kaaran…..chii mai bhi pata nahi kya kya sochne lagi hu…."
" Maa…." Achanak siya rasoi me aati hui apni maa ko aawaz deti hai…
" Ha bol siya …tu sone nahi gayi abhi tak…"Suman apna kaam karte hue siya se puchti hai…
" Mai to bas ye puch rahi thi ki Avinash kab tak aane ka keh ke gaya hai…"siya apni maa ke bagal me khadi ho kar apni maa se puchti hai..
"Naam mat le ab uska…na jaane khudko kya samajhta hai…. achanak se koi is tarah jaata hai bhala…hmm…bata mujhe…par nahi use kya farak padta hai…."bas isi ki deri thi yaha…jaise hi siya ne pucha vaise hi Suman ka gussa bahar aane laga…jo jaane anjaane vo khud ke man me shaam se dabaye baithi thi….
" Us nalayak ne jara bhi nahi socha mer…matlab hamare baare me…. araam se bata sakta tha na kyu jaa raha hai…lekin na kuch kehna na kuch sunna …bas ek message.. or furr…shaam ko message aaya tha sahab jaade ka…."
Suman ke itna kehte hi siya ki haalat kharab hone lagi…use abhas hone laga ki uske jaane ke piche kya karan ho sakta hai…. " Par maa shaam ko hum sath the chat par…use dekh kar laga nahi tha ki use kahi jaana hoga…"siya itna keh kar paani pine chali gayi bahar….
Lekin….lekin Suman ke hath jinme kuch saman thame hui thi vo achanak se girte girte bacha….vo jhat se bahar bhagi…or jaha siya baith kar paani pi rahi thi vo bhi uske bagal me baith gayi….
" Kya hua tha shaam ko….tum dono ke bich kuch hua tha kya…." Suman ne achanak se sawal siya se kar diya….asal me Suman ye soch soch kar dar rahi thi ki sab usi ki wajah se hua hai….vo samjha bhi sakti thi Avinash ko…. lekin lekin ab halaat uske haq se bahar hote nazar aane lage the use….
"Aakhuuu…aakhir…"siyako achanak se khasi aane lagi..
"Are aram se beta…."Suman itna kehkar siya ki peeth par apne haath se sehlane lagi….
Asal me Suman ke sawal se siya dar gayi thi aur pani pine ke samay pani naak me chala gaya to use khasi aane lagi…siya ko bahut dar lagne laga tha ki kahi maa ko sab pata to nahi chal gaya….or siya ab man hi man apni bewakoofi bhari baat par pachtaane lagi….
" Nahi maa vo to normal lag raha tha…bas isliye mai aap se puchne aayi thi….waise message kya kiya hai usne…." Siya ke itna kehte hi Suman fir se khud ko apradhi samajhne lagi thi …
" Beta tu hi dehle mere phone me hai …chal mujhe kaam karna hai mai jaati hu…." Itna keh kar Suman waha se firse rasoi me jaa kar apna kaam karne lagi ..
Or fir jhat se siya ne phone utha liya or message khol kar padhna shuru kiya…"aunty me kuch dino ke liye bahar jaa raha hu….vaise shayad ab me waha nahi aa paunga…me ab apne dost ke sath rehne wala hu…. yaha bada akelapan sa lagne laga hai indino to soch raha tha ki dost ke pass jane se shayad problem solve ho jaye….mera saman rehne dena vo kuch dino me kisi se mangwa lunga waha se…. Thank you aunty mujhe itna pyar dene ke liye…." Bas itna hi likha tha waha par….
Par itna padhte hue kab siya ki aankho se asruo ki dhara behne lagi ye use bhi pata na chala…
Apne aansuon ko apne gaalo par mehsoos hote hi vo jhat se apne room me chali gayi apna mobile wahi rakh kar….
Ye raat in teen logo ke liye bahut hi lambi ho gayi thi…waha Avinash jo apne bhut or vartman me uski zindagi me hui uthal puthal se khud ko sambhalne ke liye ashram pahunch chuka tha… Or yaha Suman ke man bhi na jaane reh reh kar kaise kaise khayal aane lage the…. Vo ab khud se hi puchne lagi thi ki aakhir use hua kya hai… Vo apna kaam jaise taise nipta kar nahane chali gayi thi…kyunki ab uska man asant ho raha tha….use is samay bas ek jawab ka intezar tha ki kya iski wajah uski chuppi thi ya kuch or….
Siya apne room me jaakar apna kamra band karke apna bistar pakad kar let gayi….abhi tak uski aankho ke kinaro se pani ki bunde ris kar uske surkh gaalo se hote hue uske bistar par gire jaa rahi thi ….
Lekin usne in par abhi dhyan dena behtar nahi samjha…. kyuki use sab pata chal chuka tha ki karan wahi hai jo bewakoofi usne chat par ki thi….
Aakhir achanak se Avinash ka tu sidhe kehne se vo ek baar ko chowk gayi thi….fir is baat ko bhi Avinash ke unhi ek mazak me jo ki vo aksar karta tha shamil kar diya tha….
Par ab to jo hona tha vo ho chuka tha….ab shayad vo chala na jaye is dar se siya ki jaan nikali jaa rahi thi…. Siya to bas use pareshan karna chahti thi lekin uska mazak us paar hi itna bhari pad jayega iski umeed na thi siya ko….
" Akhir kya samajhte ho khud ko….bas ek mazak hi to tha na…lekin tum kaha samjhoge…bas galat soch liya mujhe aur nikal gaye…. tumhe meri aankhon me meri muhabbat nazar hi nahi ayi kya….meri bhi galti hai….kitna haseen mausam tha us samay…bechare be kaise mushkil se kaha tha….or me pagal has rahi thi…. please avi….bas ek baar….ek baar mujhse mil lo wada hai mera ki tumhari saari shikayat dur ho jayegi….." Itna kehte hue apna muh takiye me daba kar siya chup chap rone lagi….akhir kar bhi kya sakti thi……
Abhi raat ke 12 baj rahe the….siya rote hue so gayi thi or apni Nikita ko in sab halat ka kuch pata hi nahi tha… Wahi Suman karwat badal badal kar pareshan ho gayi thi….to akhir kar usne chat par jaane ka tay kiya…..ek baar sabhi ka room dekhkar Suman chup chap chat ki or chali gayi….
Chat par jaate hue use achanak Avinash ke room me jaane ka vichar aaya….yu bina kisi ki agya ke uski gair upasthiti me kisi ke room me jana galat tha….par ab Suman ko kuch nahi sujha to vo badh chali udhar….. lekin yaha to tala tha…. Uska chehra ye dekh kar utar gaya tha….par jald hi use yaad aya ki is taale ki ek or chabi hai….isne wahi rakhe gamle ke niche dungha to use vo waha mil gayi…..
Suman ne andar ja kar andar se darwaza laga liya…or bedroom ki or chaldi…. bedroom me pahunchte hi use vo din yaad aa gaya….jab vo sab hua tha……
Or na chahte hue bhi Suman ki aakhe apne aap hi band ho gayi… or use waha wahi sugandh aane lagi jo us din Avinash ke jism se pure room me fail rahi thi….. Dheere dheere Suman ki saase tej ho gayi use lag raha tha ki uski makhmali gardan par abhi bhi Avinash apne hoth tikaye apni saas chod raha hai….
Thodi hi der me bahar kuch awaz ayi to Suman apne khayalo se bahar aa gayi….or Avinash ki almari ki or kadam badha diye….vo is pal shayad Avinash ki kami ko door karne ki koshish kar rahi thi….
Us din jo hua us haadse ki wajah se Suman ka sharir ek baar fir pyar mangne laga tha…..akhir unke shareer ki bhi kya galti…
ab usne itne saalo baad ye mehsoos kiya tha to khud kar kaabi rakhna mushkil ho raha tha use…. lekin jab aaj achanak se Avinash chala gaya to use samajh aa chuka tha ki ab shayad Suman ko bhi pehal karni hi padegi… warna vo aise hi tadapte hue hi mar jayegi….
Suman Avinash ki almari me rakhe uske kapdo ko chukar dekh rahi thi….ab use thodi rahat mehsoos ho rahi thi…..
Lekin achanak….Suman ko kuch dikha…. Suman ne dekha us almari me kuch kagaz rakhe the….jinpar Suman ka naam likha hua tha….aage padhne par use pata chal gaya ki ye uske hi ghar ke kagaz hai…..
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Aapke Bahut se sawalo ke jawab ab dheere dheere aate rahenge to dhyan se padhiyega . . . . . . . . .
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Lekin achanak….Suman ko kuch dikha….
Suman ne dekha us almari me kuch kagaz rakhe the….jinpar Suman ka naam likha hua tha….aage padhne par use pata chal gaya ki ye uske hi ghar ke kagaz hai…..
Ab aage…..
Raat ka samay tha ek ladki is waqt apni night dress pehne hue apne bed par leti hui thi….is raat ke andhere mein uske room ki dim light jali hui thi…
Usne apne hathon me ek tasveer ko pakda hua tha…jo kisi chote bache ki thi…tasveer bahut saalo purani lag rahi thi….
Ladki tasveer ko apne sine se lagaye man me bahut kuch soch rahi thi….
" Bhai kaha ho tum….kya tumhe meri yaad nahi aati….mai kab se isi intezar me hu ki tum kab aakar phir se mere saath khela karoge….vo tumhare chote mulayam hatho ko tham kar bahut der tak ghumna bahut yaad aata hai….vo tumhara chehra jise dekh kar meri subah hua karti thi….mujhe sab yaad hai bhai…kya tum sab kuch bhul gaye ho….aakhir kya galti thi meri…..kahi…
kahi mera pyar un naye logo ke muqable kam to nahi laga tumhe….tum ek baar mil to lo phir saari shikayte door ho jaegi…"
Bas isi tarah khud se baate karte hue vo so jaati hai…
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Suman subah uthi to usne khud ko Avinash ke bistar par paya khud ko….aur use raat ka sab yaad aa gaya tha…ki raat ko kaise vo pareshan thi phir yaha aakar usne kya kya mehsoos kiya or phir Avinash ki almari me mile vo documents…
Asal me ye wahi Suman ke ghar ke documents the jinhe karan ne Suman ke naam karwa kar Avinash ko diye the…..
Suman ko samajh nahi aa raha tha ki aakhir ho kya raha hai…kyuki Suman ke pati ki maut ke baad inhe paiso ki bahut jarurat thi…lekin ab samaj me ek akeli aurat ka sath kaun deta hai….
Tab Suman ne apne ghar ke documents us broker ko de kar karz liya hua tha…. isiliye vo jab chahe jab muh utha kar yaha aa jaya karta tha…lekin jab haalat kharab hote hai to sab kuch jhelna hi padta hai…
Lekin jab usne kal raat Avinash ki almari me ye paper dekhe to anjane me hi khud se ek sawal kar baithi…
" Kya ye mere liye kiya hai tumne…kya tum sach me mujhse…"
Achanak man me aye is sawal se ab Suman ko bura na laga….
Suman ne fir se kamra theek kiya or neeche pahuch gayi…andar jaakar usne dekha to siya kitchen me kaam kar rahi thi….
" Are siya kya kar rahi ho beta….tum jaa kar taiyar ho jao….me karti hu na…" Suman siya ke paas aa kar kehti hai…siya is waqt nashata or chai bana rahi thi…
" Are maa bas ho hi gaya…aap fresh ho aao tab tak nashta lagati hu…" siya jawab deti hai..
Suman fresh ho kar aa jaati hai….tab tak nashta ready ho jata hai…or sabhi nashta karne lagte hai….siya or suman baithi to yaha thi par inke dimaag kahi or hi gum the….
Nashta hote hi siya or Nikita college or school ke liye nikal jate hai….or reh jaati hai Suman…
Kal raat se abhi tak siya or suman Avinash ko kayi baar phone kar chuki thi….par mera phone to switch off tha to ab kya hi ho pata ….
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Wahi me in sab se door apni alag hi duniya me phir se mast ho gaya tha….
Subah yog karna…din bhar aashram me sewa karna…logo ki madat karna…waha kuch kitabe bhi mangwa li thi maine padne ke liye…..
Mera samay acha beet raha tha yaha…sham or raat me ghat ke kinare baith kar waha ke shudh vatavaran ka aanand lena….bahut hi sukun tha waha…
Yaha aye mujhe 7 din ho gaye the isi beech karan ka sandesh mila mujhe jo ki ashram ka hi ek sewak le kar aya….usme bahut kuch likha hua tha….
" Bhai kaisa hai yaar…sale mujhe akela yaha chod kar waha tu aaram kar raha hai or yaha meri lagi padi hai….siya kuch dino se college me dikhai nahi di hai…suna hai tabiyat theek nahi hai….
Or Teri radhika madam ne mera jeena haram kar rakha hai….use to yahi lagta hai ki mai tera boss hu…to vo bas subah shaam yaha aa kar tere liye puchti thi…lekin mai jaise taise sambhal raha tha….
par kal toh hadd hi ho gayi bhai….mujhe police ki dhamki de gayi vo…
Bhai ya to tu yaha aa ja ya unse baat kar le bhai….warna Mai bhi wahi aa jaata hu….fir dono sath me maze karenge yrr…
Bhai ab aaja yaar ab vo samay bhi aane wala hai jiska hame intezar tha….
Miss you bhai…"
Ab yaha aane par me kafi had tak sambhal chuka tha…. bachpan se me kabhi kabhi kafi emotional ho jaata tha….tab bhi mai yahi karta tha…lekin ab mai theek ho gaya tha…to mujhe meri galtiya yaad aane lagi…
Mujhe Rishi ke pariwar ka sahara banna tha….us ghar ka beta banna tha…or me pagal yaha apna dukh mitane chala aaya….
Or bechari Suman aunty mujhe beta manne hi lagi thi ki maine ye harkat kar di ….siya ne bhi to mujhe mana nahi kiya tha….
Par mujhe samjh aye tab na…. chalo koi baat nahi ab bhi der na hui hai….
Mene apna saman uthaya or chal pada apne shahar….ab flight me samay tha to me airport par hi baith kar aaram karne laga…
Mujhe yaha par aane ke baad or yaha tak ki abhi bhi radhika ka bilkul bhi khayal nahi aya tha….
me yaha se bas do hi wajah se jaa raha tha ek thi Rishi ka pariwar….or dusri Mera badla….
Mujhe acchi tarah yaad hai jab mai mama ke yaha gaya tha….tab kuch din to didi ka roj phone aata or hum bahut si baate karte par…..
Par dheere dheere ye baate hona kam ho gayi thi or phir kuch dino baad bilkul band ho chuki thi….
Aarti or Rashmi bhi mujhse baat nahi karti thi….Rashmi didi ko shayad mai pasand nahi tha…or aarti apne kaam se kaam rakhti thi…..
Ab mujhe sab ne akela kar diya tha….
Or mujhe ye bataya gaya ki radhika ko time nahi hai phone karne ka isliye nahi kar pati….par mai use apne se bada manta tha to pyar bhi bahut tha….ab achanak se ye sab hua to mere dimag me tarah tarah ke khayal aana swabhavik ho gaya tha…..
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Bas yahi sab sochte sochte mai ek baar fir jaipur pahuch gaya tha….ab maine tay kar liya tha ki kamjor nahi padna or bas prayas karte rehna hai sab sahi karne ke liye…..
Mai ghar (Rishi ke ghar) to pahuch raha tha par abhi tak bahut kuch ghatit bhi ho chuka tha….
Suman ab apni hi soch me gum rehti thi pata nahi kya ho gaya tha use….jab din beetne lage or mai nahi lauta…to unka to jaise man or shreer dono hi kamzor sa dikhne laga tha….
Wahi siya ne kuch din college chalu rakha….isi beech radhika bhi kayi bar usse Avinash ke liye puch chuki thi…..or reh reh kar jo guilt ab siya ke man me aa raha tha vo apne aapko doshi samajh rahi thi or phir kuch dino baad to usn apne ko ghar tak hi simit bana liya….
Nikita ko samajh ata tha ki maa aur behan pareshan hai….par koi wajah pata chale tab na vo kuch karne ka sochti ….
Or yaha radhika ka haal to college chal kar hi dekha jayega…..
Mai jab ghar pahucha to bahar mujhe koi na dikha….maine socha thoda aaram kar lu fil mil aunga….abhi me thak bhi gaya tha to kisi ke samne Jane ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi….
Mai room me gaya to dekha mera room ek dum saaf tha….socha shayad aunty ne kiya hoga….
Or me naha kar aaram karne laga….
Mai yaha aate hi karan ko inform kar chuka tha….
Mai subah hi yaha aa chuka tha…to dopahar me bhook ke kaaran meri neend ud gayi….to mai fresh ho kar chal diya neche…or baja di bell….
Thoda samay laga lekin darwaza khul hi gaya….is waqt mere saamne siya khadi thi…..os sach pucho to mera dil passej gaya uski halat dekh kar….
Uska gulabi chehra jiska noor jaise fika sa lagne laga tha….uske baal jinhe vo bahut ho sambhal kar rakha karti thi vo abhi theek halat me nahi the…
Us dekh kar lag raha tha jaise vo majboori me ji rahi ho……
Wahi jab siya ne mujhe dekha to uske chehre par khushi or hairat ke mile jule bhav the….hum dono bas ek dusre ki aankho aakho me apne halat baya karne lage the…..
" Siya beta kon hai bahar…. jaldi aaja khana thanda ho jayega…." Achanak se Suman aunty ki awaz se hum dono ka dhyan tuta…
" Koi nahi maa ek dost aayi hai…maa me kuch der me aati hu aakar khana khaungi…"usne apni maa se bas itna kaha…..or bina ek shabd kahe mera haath pakad kar mujhe kheechte hue mere bedroom tak le aayi…
Me bahut jyada excited ho raha tha…. mujhe ab pakka uski aankho me apne liye pyar dikh raha tha….par shayad meri kismat itni asani se kaha mujhe khushiyan naseeb hone deti…..
Chaataakkk……chaaataakkk…
Mujhe abhi lag raha tha shayad siya mere gale lagegi….or mujhe izhar kar degi muhabbat ka….par meri kharab kismat….
"Kyu aaye ho yaha….tum to chale gaye the na….kyu laut kar aaye ho ab….yahi dekhne aaye ho na ki tumhari di gayi saza ke baad me abhi bhi sahi salamat hu ya nahi…bolo….ab chup kyu ho…." Itna kehte hue siya rote hue bilakhne lagi…..
" Siya please Rona nahi yrr..agar tumhe maire yaha aane se problem hai….to i promise mai nahi aaunga…par…." Mere isse age kuch or kehne se pehle mujhe do or chate pad gaye….aur phir vo hua jiska me kab se intezar kar raha tha…
Siya rote hue mere gale se lag gayi….or bas uska rona aur badh gaya….
mai dheere dheere uski peeth par apna haath fira kar us ko shaant karne laga…. mujhe is samay safai dena sahi nahi laga…aur usko apni baahon me simete hue hi apne bistar par let gaya…..
Kuch pal baad vo shaant ho gayi thi….shant matlab ek dam shant….hum dono ki dhadkan ek sath chalte hue mehsoos ho rahi thi mujhe….
Ab maine subah se kuch khaya bhi nahi tha to mujhe bhook lagne lagi thi….maine siya ke chehre ko halka sa upar uthaya…
" Siya ab mai aa gaya hu na to ab tumhara Jo man kare saza de dena….par…par abhi mujhe bahut joro ki bhookh lagi hai…. subah se kuch khaya nahi na…."maine itna kaha or siya mujhse alag ho kar meri aankhon mein dekhne lagi…
" Saza to tumhe milegi lekin abhi nahi….baad me…. chalo ab neeche chalo…tumhe to me acha sabak sikhne wali hu….or ha ab tum is ghar se bahar meri ijajat ke bagair kadam nahi rakhoge…. samajh gaye na…." Siya mujhe sidhiyo se utarte hue chetavani de rahi thi…
Lekin uski baato me itna apnapan dekh kar mera man to ek hi baat keh raha tha….ki tum ek baar bolo to sahi….me sare jamane ko bhula kar tumhare sath rehne ko taiyar hu….
Hum neeche pahuch kar andar jaane lage hi the ki aunty andar se bahar aati dikhai di mujhe…unhone mujhe ek nazar dekha or phir nazar ghuma kar siya ko kaha…
" Siya khana kha lo beta or jo mehman tumhare sath aye hai inhe bhi puch lo…. agar man ho to khila dena…"itna kehkar vo apne kamre me chali gayi….
Ab mere paas dimag ek aur pareshaniya anek ho chalo thi….siya aur maine khana khaya lekin is dauran humne jyada baat nahi ki….
Siya ne bas itna kaha ki baad me baat karenge or apne kamre me chali gayi….
Ab ye isliye ho raha tha kyuki jab mai khane baitha to aunty bhi wahi paas me aakar baith gayi….
aur jab beech beech me meri or unki aakhe char hoti to mujhe unka gussa nazar aaya or sath me bahut se sawal bhi….
"Avinash khana kha kar jaldi upar aana mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai …." Itna keh kar fir aunty chali gayi…
Siya samajh chuki thi ki aunty gussa hai aur mujhe bhi andar se mehsoos ho gaya tha…. isliye siya kamre me chali gayi thi mujhe akela chodkar…..
Ab mai pahuch gaya khana kha kar upar apne kamre me…. lekin shayad itni asan nahi hai na meri jindagi…. aunty abhi kuch saman liye baithi thi bed par …
Mujhe bas ab lagne laga ki ye mera last din hai yaha….
Unhone mujhe unke pass baithne ko kaha aur mere samne kuch aisi cheez rakh di jise dekhkar me shock ho gaya tha….
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Ab vo kya saman tha ye dekhte hai…. lekin jo bhi hai vo kuch bahut bada badlav laane wala hai …..
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(Update kaisa laga ye zaroor batayega…or like or comment karna na bhule )
Lekin achanak….Suman ko kuch dikha….
Suman ne dekha us almari me kuch kagaz rakhe the….jinpar Suman ka naam likha hua tha….aage padhne par use pata chal gaya ki ye uske hi ghar ke kagaz hai…..
Ab aage…..
Raat ka samay tha ek ladki is waqt apni night dress pehne hue apne bed par leti hui thi….is raat ke andhere mein uske room ki dim light jali hui thi…
Usne apne hathon me ek tasveer ko pakda hua tha…jo kisi chote bache ki thi…tasveer bahut saalo purani lag rahi thi….
Ladki tasveer ko apne sine se lagaye man me bahut kuch soch rahi thi….
" Bhai kaha ho tum….kya tumhe meri yaad nahi aati….mai kab se isi intezar me hu ki tum kab aakar phir se mere saath khela karoge….vo tumhare chote mulayam hatho ko tham kar bahut der tak ghumna bahut yaad aata hai….vo tumhara chehra jise dekh kar meri subah hua karti thi….mujhe sab yaad hai bhai…kya tum sab kuch bhul gaye ho….aakhir kya galti thi meri…..kahi…
kahi mera pyar un naye logo ke muqable kam to nahi laga tumhe….tum ek baar mil to lo phir saari shikayte door ho jaegi…"
Bas isi tarah khud se baate karte hue vo so jaati hai…
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Suman subah uthi to usne khud ko Avinash ke bistar par paya khud ko….aur use raat ka sab yaad aa gaya tha…ki raat ko kaise vo pareshan thi phir yaha aakar usne kya kya mehsoos kiya or phir Avinash ki almari me mile vo documents…
Asal me ye wahi Suman ke ghar ke documents the jinhe karan ne Suman ke naam karwa kar Avinash ko diye the…..
Suman ko samajh nahi aa raha tha ki aakhir ho kya raha hai…kyuki Suman ke pati ki maut ke baad inhe paiso ki bahut jarurat thi…lekin ab samaj me ek akeli aurat ka sath kaun deta hai….
Tab Suman ne apne ghar ke documents us broker ko de kar karz liya hua tha…. isiliye vo jab chahe jab muh utha kar yaha aa jaya karta tha…lekin jab haalat kharab hote hai to sab kuch jhelna hi padta hai…
Lekin jab usne kal raat Avinash ki almari me ye paper dekhe to anjane me hi khud se ek sawal kar baithi…
" Kya ye mere liye kiya hai tumne…kya tum sach me mujhse…"
Achanak man me aye is sawal se ab Suman ko bura na laga….
Suman ne fir se kamra theek kiya or neeche pahuch gayi…andar jaakar usne dekha to siya kitchen me kaam kar rahi thi….
" Are siya kya kar rahi ho beta….tum jaa kar taiyar ho jao….me karti hu na…" Suman siya ke paas aa kar kehti hai…siya is waqt nashata or chai bana rahi thi…
" Are maa bas ho hi gaya…aap fresh ho aao tab tak nashta lagati hu…" siya jawab deti hai..
Suman fresh ho kar aa jaati hai….tab tak nashta ready ho jata hai…or sabhi nashta karne lagte hai….siya or suman baithi to yaha thi par inke dimaag kahi or hi gum the….
Nashta hote hi siya or Nikita college or school ke liye nikal jate hai….or reh jaati hai Suman…
Kal raat se abhi tak siya or suman Avinash ko kayi baar phone kar chuki thi….par mera phone to switch off tha to ab kya hi ho pata ….
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Wahi me in sab se door apni alag hi duniya me phir se mast ho gaya tha….
Subah yog karna…din bhar aashram me sewa karna…logo ki madat karna…waha kuch kitabe bhi mangwa li thi maine padne ke liye…..
Mera samay acha beet raha tha yaha…sham or raat me ghat ke kinare baith kar waha ke shudh vatavaran ka aanand lena….bahut hi sukun tha waha…
Yaha aye mujhe 7 din ho gaye the isi beech karan ka sandesh mila mujhe jo ki ashram ka hi ek sewak le kar aya….usme bahut kuch likha hua tha….
" Bhai kaisa hai yaar…sale mujhe akela yaha chod kar waha tu aaram kar raha hai or yaha meri lagi padi hai….siya kuch dino se college me dikhai nahi di hai…suna hai tabiyat theek nahi hai….
Or Teri radhika madam ne mera jeena haram kar rakha hai….use to yahi lagta hai ki mai tera boss hu…to vo bas subah shaam yaha aa kar tere liye puchti thi…lekin mai jaise taise sambhal raha tha….
par kal toh hadd hi ho gayi bhai….mujhe police ki dhamki de gayi vo…
Bhai ya to tu yaha aa ja ya unse baat kar le bhai….warna Mai bhi wahi aa jaata hu….fir dono sath me maze karenge yrr…
Bhai ab aaja yaar ab vo samay bhi aane wala hai jiska hame intezar tha….
Miss you bhai…"
Ab yaha aane par me kafi had tak sambhal chuka tha…. bachpan se me kabhi kabhi kafi emotional ho jaata tha….tab bhi mai yahi karta tha…lekin ab mai theek ho gaya tha…to mujhe meri galtiya yaad aane lagi…
Mujhe Rishi ke pariwar ka sahara banna tha….us ghar ka beta banna tha…or me pagal yaha apna dukh mitane chala aaya….
Or bechari Suman aunty mujhe beta manne hi lagi thi ki maine ye harkat kar di ….siya ne bhi to mujhe mana nahi kiya tha….
Par mujhe samjh aye tab na…. chalo koi baat nahi ab bhi der na hui hai….
Mene apna saman uthaya or chal pada apne shahar….ab flight me samay tha to me airport par hi baith kar aaram karne laga…
Mujhe yaha par aane ke baad or yaha tak ki abhi bhi radhika ka bilkul bhi khayal nahi aya tha….
me yaha se bas do hi wajah se jaa raha tha ek thi Rishi ka pariwar….or dusri Mera badla….
Mujhe acchi tarah yaad hai jab mai mama ke yaha gaya tha….tab kuch din to didi ka roj phone aata or hum bahut si baate karte par…..
Par dheere dheere ye baate hona kam ho gayi thi or phir kuch dino baad bilkul band ho chuki thi….
Aarti or Rashmi bhi mujhse baat nahi karti thi….Rashmi didi ko shayad mai pasand nahi tha…or aarti apne kaam se kaam rakhti thi…..
Ab mujhe sab ne akela kar diya tha….
Or mujhe ye bataya gaya ki radhika ko time nahi hai phone karne ka isliye nahi kar pati….par mai use apne se bada manta tha to pyar bhi bahut tha….ab achanak se ye sab hua to mere dimag me tarah tarah ke khayal aana swabhavik ho gaya tha…..
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Bas yahi sab sochte sochte mai ek baar fir jaipur pahuch gaya tha….ab maine tay kar liya tha ki kamjor nahi padna or bas prayas karte rehna hai sab sahi karne ke liye…..
Mai ghar (Rishi ke ghar) to pahuch raha tha par abhi tak bahut kuch ghatit bhi ho chuka tha….
Suman ab apni hi soch me gum rehti thi pata nahi kya ho gaya tha use….jab din beetne lage or mai nahi lauta…to unka to jaise man or shreer dono hi kamzor sa dikhne laga tha….
Wahi siya ne kuch din college chalu rakha….isi beech radhika bhi kayi bar usse Avinash ke liye puch chuki thi…..or reh reh kar jo guilt ab siya ke man me aa raha tha vo apne aapko doshi samajh rahi thi or phir kuch dino baad to usn apne ko ghar tak hi simit bana liya….
Nikita ko samajh ata tha ki maa aur behan pareshan hai….par koi wajah pata chale tab na vo kuch karne ka sochti ….
Or yaha radhika ka haal to college chal kar hi dekha jayega…..
Mai jab ghar pahucha to bahar mujhe koi na dikha….maine socha thoda aaram kar lu fil mil aunga….abhi me thak bhi gaya tha to kisi ke samne Jane ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi….
Mai room me gaya to dekha mera room ek dum saaf tha….socha shayad aunty ne kiya hoga….
Or me naha kar aaram karne laga….
Mai yaha aate hi karan ko inform kar chuka tha….
Mai subah hi yaha aa chuka tha…to dopahar me bhook ke kaaran meri neend ud gayi….to mai fresh ho kar chal diya neche…or baja di bell….
Thoda samay laga lekin darwaza khul hi gaya….is waqt mere saamne siya khadi thi…..os sach pucho to mera dil passej gaya uski halat dekh kar….
Uska gulabi chehra jiska noor jaise fika sa lagne laga tha….uske baal jinhe vo bahut ho sambhal kar rakha karti thi vo abhi theek halat me nahi the…
Us dekh kar lag raha tha jaise vo majboori me ji rahi ho……
Wahi jab siya ne mujhe dekha to uske chehre par khushi or hairat ke mile jule bhav the….hum dono bas ek dusre ki aankho aakho me apne halat baya karne lage the…..
" Siya beta kon hai bahar…. jaldi aaja khana thanda ho jayega…." Achanak se Suman aunty ki awaz se hum dono ka dhyan tuta…
" Koi nahi maa ek dost aayi hai…maa me kuch der me aati hu aakar khana khaungi…"usne apni maa se bas itna kaha…..or bina ek shabd kahe mera haath pakad kar mujhe kheechte hue mere bedroom tak le aayi…
Me bahut jyada excited ho raha tha…. mujhe ab pakka uski aankho me apne liye pyar dikh raha tha….par shayad meri kismat itni asani se kaha mujhe khushiyan naseeb hone deti…..
Chaataakkk……chaaataakkk…
Mujhe abhi lag raha tha shayad siya mere gale lagegi….or mujhe izhar kar degi muhabbat ka….par meri kharab kismat….
"Kyu aaye ho yaha….tum to chale gaye the na….kyu laut kar aaye ho ab….yahi dekhne aaye ho na ki tumhari di gayi saza ke baad me abhi bhi sahi salamat hu ya nahi…bolo….ab chup kyu ho…." Itna kehte hue siya rote hue bilakhne lagi…..
" Siya please Rona nahi yrr..agar tumhe maire yaha aane se problem hai….to i promise mai nahi aaunga…par…." Mere isse age kuch or kehne se pehle mujhe do or chate pad gaye….aur phir vo hua jiska me kab se intezar kar raha tha…
Siya rote hue mere gale se lag gayi….or bas uska rona aur badh gaya….
mai dheere dheere uski peeth par apna haath fira kar us ko shaant karne laga…. mujhe is samay safai dena sahi nahi laga…aur usko apni baahon me simete hue hi apne bistar par let gaya…..
Kuch pal baad vo shaant ho gayi thi….shant matlab ek dam shant….hum dono ki dhadkan ek sath chalte hue mehsoos ho rahi thi mujhe….
Ab maine subah se kuch khaya bhi nahi tha to mujhe bhook lagne lagi thi….maine siya ke chehre ko halka sa upar uthaya…
" Siya ab mai aa gaya hu na to ab tumhara Jo man kare saza de dena….par…par abhi mujhe bahut joro ki bhookh lagi hai…. subah se kuch khaya nahi na…."maine itna kaha or siya mujhse alag ho kar meri aankhon mein dekhne lagi…
" Saza to tumhe milegi lekin abhi nahi….baad me…. chalo ab neeche chalo…tumhe to me acha sabak sikhne wali hu….or ha ab tum is ghar se bahar meri ijajat ke bagair kadam nahi rakhoge…. samajh gaye na…." Siya mujhe sidhiyo se utarte hue chetavani de rahi thi…
Lekin uski baato me itna apnapan dekh kar mera man to ek hi baat keh raha tha….ki tum ek baar bolo to sahi….me sare jamane ko bhula kar tumhare sath rehne ko taiyar hu….
Hum neeche pahuch kar andar jaane lage hi the ki aunty andar se bahar aati dikhai di mujhe…unhone mujhe ek nazar dekha or phir nazar ghuma kar siya ko kaha…
" Siya khana kha lo beta or jo mehman tumhare sath aye hai inhe bhi puch lo…. agar man ho to khila dena…"itna kehkar vo apne kamre me chali gayi….
Ab mere paas dimag ek aur pareshaniya anek ho chalo thi….siya aur maine khana khaya lekin is dauran humne jyada baat nahi ki….
Siya ne bas itna kaha ki baad me baat karenge or apne kamre me chali gayi….
Ab ye isliye ho raha tha kyuki jab mai khane baitha to aunty bhi wahi paas me aakar baith gayi….
aur jab beech beech me meri or unki aakhe char hoti to mujhe unka gussa nazar aaya or sath me bahut se sawal bhi….
"Avinash khana kha kar jaldi upar aana mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai …." Itna keh kar fir aunty chali gayi…
Siya samajh chuki thi ki aunty gussa hai aur mujhe bhi andar se mehsoos ho gaya tha…. isliye siya kamre me chali gayi thi mujhe akela chodkar…..
Ab mai pahuch gaya khana kha kar upar apne kamre me…. lekin shayad itni asan nahi hai na meri jindagi…. aunty abhi kuch saman liye baithi thi bed par …
Mujhe bas ab lagne laga ki ye mera last din hai yaha….
Unhone mujhe unke pass baithne ko kaha aur mere samne kuch aisi cheez rakh di jise dekhkar me shock ho gaya tha….
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Ab vo kya saman tha ye dekhte hai…. lekin jo bhi hai vo kuch bahut bada badlav laane wala hai …..
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Lekin achanak….Suman ko kuch dikha….
Suman ne dekha us almari me kuch kagaz rakhe the….jinpar Suman ka naam likha hua tha….aage padhne par use pata chal gaya ki ye uske hi ghar ke kagaz hai…..
Ab aage…..
Raat ka samay tha ek ladki is waqt apni night dress pehne hue apne bed par leti hui thi….is raat ke andhere mein uske room ki dim light jali hui thi…
Usne apne hathon me ek tasveer ko pakda hua tha…jo kisi chote bache ki thi…tasveer bahut saalo purani lag rahi thi….
Ladki tasveer ko apne sine se lagaye man me bahut kuch soch rahi thi….
" Bhai kaha ho tum….kya tumhe meri yaad nahi aati….mai kab se isi intezar me hu ki tum kab aakar phir se mere saath khela karoge….vo tumhare chote mulayam hatho ko tham kar bahut der tak ghumna bahut yaad aata hai….vo tumhara chehra jise dekh kar meri subah hua karti thi….mujhe sab yaad hai bhai…kya tum sab kuch bhul gaye ho….aakhir kya galti thi meri…..kahi…
kahi mera pyar un naye logo ke muqable kam to nahi laga tumhe….tum ek baar mil to lo phir saari shikayte door ho jaegi…"
Bas isi tarah khud se baate karte hue vo so jaati hai…
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Suman subah uthi to usne khud ko Avinash ke bistar par paya khud ko….aur use raat ka sab yaad aa gaya tha…ki raat ko kaise vo pareshan thi phir yaha aakar usne kya kya mehsoos kiya or phir Avinash ki almari me mile vo documents…
Asal me ye wahi Suman ke ghar ke documents the jinhe karan ne Suman ke naam karwa kar Avinash ko diye the…..
Suman ko samajh nahi aa raha tha ki aakhir ho kya raha hai…kyuki Suman ke pati ki maut ke baad inhe paiso ki bahut jarurat thi…lekin ab samaj me ek akeli aurat ka sath kaun deta hai….
Tab Suman ne apne ghar ke documents us broker ko de kar karz liya hua tha…. isiliye vo jab chahe jab muh utha kar yaha aa jaya karta tha…lekin jab haalat kharab hote hai to sab kuch jhelna hi padta hai…
Lekin jab usne kal raat Avinash ki almari me ye paper dekhe to anjane me hi khud se ek sawal kar baithi…
" Kya ye mere liye kiya hai tumne…kya tum sach me mujhse…"
Achanak man me aye is sawal se ab Suman ko bura na laga….
Suman ne fir se kamra theek kiya or neeche pahuch gayi…andar jaakar usne dekha to siya kitchen me kaam kar rahi thi….
" Are siya kya kar rahi ho beta….tum jaa kar taiyar ho jao….me karti hu na…" Suman siya ke paas aa kar kehti hai…siya is waqt nashata or chai bana rahi thi…
" Are maa bas ho hi gaya…aap fresh ho aao tab tak nashta lagati hu…" siya jawab deti hai..
Suman fresh ho kar aa jaati hai….tab tak nashta ready ho jata hai…or sabhi nashta karne lagte hai….siya or suman baithi to yaha thi par inke dimaag kahi or hi gum the….
Nashta hote hi siya or Nikita college or school ke liye nikal jate hai….or reh jaati hai Suman…
Kal raat se abhi tak siya or suman Avinash ko kayi baar phone kar chuki thi….par mera phone to switch off tha to ab kya hi ho pata ….
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Wahi me in sab se door apni alag hi duniya me phir se mast ho gaya tha….
Subah yog karna…din bhar aashram me sewa karna…logo ki madat karna…waha kuch kitabe bhi mangwa li thi maine padne ke liye…..
Mera samay acha beet raha tha yaha…sham or raat me ghat ke kinare baith kar waha ke shudh vatavaran ka aanand lena….bahut hi sukun tha waha…
Yaha aye mujhe 7 din ho gaye the isi beech karan ka sandesh mila mujhe jo ki ashram ka hi ek sewak le kar aya….usme bahut kuch likha hua tha….
" Bhai kaisa hai yaar…sale mujhe akela yaha chod kar waha tu aaram kar raha hai or yaha meri lagi padi hai….siya kuch dino se college me dikhai nahi di hai…suna hai tabiyat theek nahi hai….
Or Teri radhika madam ne mera jeena haram kar rakha hai….use to yahi lagta hai ki mai tera boss hu…to vo bas subah shaam yaha aa kar tere liye puchti thi…lekin mai jaise taise sambhal raha tha….
par kal toh hadd hi ho gayi bhai….mujhe police ki dhamki de gayi vo…
Bhai ya to tu yaha aa ja ya unse baat kar le bhai….warna Mai bhi wahi aa jaata hu….fir dono sath me maze karenge yrr…
Bhai ab aaja yaar ab vo samay bhi aane wala hai jiska hame intezar tha….
Miss you bhai…"
Ab yaha aane par me kafi had tak sambhal chuka tha…. bachpan se me kabhi kabhi kafi emotional ho jaata tha….tab bhi mai yahi karta tha…lekin ab mai theek ho gaya tha…to mujhe meri galtiya yaad aane lagi…
Mujhe Rishi ke pariwar ka sahara banna tha….us ghar ka beta banna tha…or me pagal yaha apna dukh mitane chala aaya….
Or bechari Suman aunty mujhe beta manne hi lagi thi ki maine ye harkat kar di ….siya ne bhi to mujhe mana nahi kiya tha….
Par mujhe samjh aye tab na…. chalo koi baat nahi ab bhi der na hui hai….
Mene apna saman uthaya or chal pada apne shahar….ab flight me samay tha to me airport par hi baith kar aaram karne laga…
Mujhe yaha par aane ke baad or yaha tak ki abhi bhi radhika ka bilkul bhi khayal nahi aya tha….
me yaha se bas do hi wajah se jaa raha tha ek thi Rishi ka pariwar….or dusri Mera badla….
Mujhe acchi tarah yaad hai jab mai mama ke yaha gaya tha….tab kuch din to didi ka roj phone aata or hum bahut si baate karte par…..
Par dheere dheere ye baate hona kam ho gayi thi or phir kuch dino baad bilkul band ho chuki thi….
Aarti or Rashmi bhi mujhse baat nahi karti thi….Rashmi didi ko shayad mai pasand nahi tha…or aarti apne kaam se kaam rakhti thi…..
Ab mujhe sab ne akela kar diya tha….
Or mujhe ye bataya gaya ki radhika ko time nahi hai phone karne ka isliye nahi kar pati….par mai use apne se bada manta tha to pyar bhi bahut tha….ab achanak se ye sab hua to mere dimag me tarah tarah ke khayal aana swabhavik ho gaya tha…..
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Bas yahi sab sochte sochte mai ek baar fir jaipur pahuch gaya tha….ab maine tay kar liya tha ki kamjor nahi padna or bas prayas karte rehna hai sab sahi karne ke liye…..
Mai ghar (Rishi ke ghar) to pahuch raha tha par abhi tak bahut kuch ghatit bhi ho chuka tha….
Suman ab apni hi soch me gum rehti thi pata nahi kya ho gaya tha use….jab din beetne lage or mai nahi lauta…to unka to jaise man or shreer dono hi kamzor sa dikhne laga tha….
Wahi siya ne kuch din college chalu rakha….isi beech radhika bhi kayi bar usse Avinash ke liye puch chuki thi…..or reh reh kar jo guilt ab siya ke man me aa raha tha vo apne aapko doshi samajh rahi thi or phir kuch dino baad to usn apne ko ghar tak hi simit bana liya….
Nikita ko samajh ata tha ki maa aur behan pareshan hai….par koi wajah pata chale tab na vo kuch karne ka sochti ….
Or yaha radhika ka haal to college chal kar hi dekha jayega…..
Mai jab ghar pahucha to bahar mujhe koi na dikha….maine socha thoda aaram kar lu fil mil aunga….abhi me thak bhi gaya tha to kisi ke samne Jane ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi….
Mai room me gaya to dekha mera room ek dum saaf tha….socha shayad aunty ne kiya hoga….
Or me naha kar aaram karne laga….
Mai yaha aate hi karan ko inform kar chuka tha….
Mai subah hi yaha aa chuka tha…to dopahar me bhook ke kaaran meri neend ud gayi….to mai fresh ho kar chal diya neche…or baja di bell….
Thoda samay laga lekin darwaza khul hi gaya….is waqt mere saamne siya khadi thi…..os sach pucho to mera dil passej gaya uski halat dekh kar….
Uska gulabi chehra jiska noor jaise fika sa lagne laga tha….uske baal jinhe vo bahut ho sambhal kar rakha karti thi vo abhi theek halat me nahi the…
Us dekh kar lag raha tha jaise vo majboori me ji rahi ho……
Wahi jab siya ne mujhe dekha to uske chehre par khushi or hairat ke mile jule bhav the….hum dono bas ek dusre ki aankho aakho me apne halat baya karne lage the…..
" Siya beta kon hai bahar…. jaldi aaja khana thanda ho jayega…." Achanak se Suman aunty ki awaz se hum dono ka dhyan tuta…
" Koi nahi maa ek dost aayi hai…maa me kuch der me aati hu aakar khana khaungi…"usne apni maa se bas itna kaha…..or bina ek shabd kahe mera haath pakad kar mujhe kheechte hue mere bedroom tak le aayi…
Me bahut jyada excited ho raha tha…. mujhe ab pakka uski aankho me apne liye pyar dikh raha tha….par shayad meri kismat itni asani se kaha mujhe khushiyan naseeb hone deti…..
Chaataakkk……chaaataakkk…
Mujhe abhi lag raha tha shayad siya mere gale lagegi….or mujhe izhar kar degi muhabbat ka….par meri kharab kismat….
"Kyu aaye ho yaha….tum to chale gaye the na….kyu laut kar aaye ho ab….yahi dekhne aaye ho na ki tumhari di gayi saza ke baad me abhi bhi sahi salamat hu ya nahi…bolo….ab chup kyu ho…." Itna kehte hue siya rote hue bilakhne lagi…..
" Siya please Rona nahi yrr..agar tumhe maire yaha aane se problem hai….to i promise mai nahi aaunga…par…." Mere isse age kuch or kehne se pehle mujhe do or chate pad gaye….aur phir vo hua jiska me kab se intezar kar raha tha…
Siya rote hue mere gale se lag gayi….or bas uska rona aur badh gaya….
mai dheere dheere uski peeth par apna haath fira kar us ko shaant karne laga…. mujhe is samay safai dena sahi nahi laga…aur usko apni baahon me simete hue hi apne bistar par let gaya…..
Kuch pal baad vo shaant ho gayi thi….shant matlab ek dam shant….hum dono ki dhadkan ek sath chalte hue mehsoos ho rahi thi mujhe….
Ab maine subah se kuch khaya bhi nahi tha to mujhe bhook lagne lagi thi….maine siya ke chehre ko halka sa upar uthaya…
" Siya ab mai aa gaya hu na to ab tumhara Jo man kare saza de dena….par…par abhi mujhe bahut joro ki bhookh lagi hai…. subah se kuch khaya nahi na…."maine itna kaha or siya mujhse alag ho kar meri aankhon mein dekhne lagi…
" Saza to tumhe milegi lekin abhi nahi….baad me…. chalo ab neeche chalo…tumhe to me acha sabak sikhne wali hu….or ha ab tum is ghar se bahar meri ijajat ke bagair kadam nahi rakhoge…. samajh gaye na…." Siya mujhe sidhiyo se utarte hue chetavani de rahi thi…
Lekin uski baato me itna apnapan dekh kar mera man to ek hi baat keh raha tha….ki tum ek baar bolo to sahi….me sare jamane ko bhula kar tumhare sath rehne ko taiyar hu….
Hum neeche pahuch kar andar jaane lage hi the ki aunty andar se bahar aati dikhai di mujhe…unhone mujhe ek nazar dekha or phir nazar ghuma kar siya ko kaha…
" Siya khana kha lo beta or jo mehman tumhare sath aye hai inhe bhi puch lo…. agar man ho to khila dena…"itna kehkar vo apne kamre me chali gayi….
Ab mere paas dimag ek aur pareshaniya anek ho chalo thi….siya aur maine khana khaya lekin is dauran humne jyada baat nahi ki….
Siya ne bas itna kaha ki baad me baat karenge or apne kamre me chali gayi….
Ab ye isliye ho raha tha kyuki jab mai khane baitha to aunty bhi wahi paas me aakar baith gayi….
aur jab beech beech me meri or unki aakhe char hoti to mujhe unka gussa nazar aaya or sath me bahut se sawal bhi….
"Avinash khana kha kar jaldi upar aana mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai …." Itna keh kar fir aunty chali gayi…
Siya samajh chuki thi ki aunty gussa hai aur mujhe bhi andar se mehsoos ho gaya tha…. isliye siya kamre me chali gayi thi mujhe akela chodkar…..
Ab mai pahuch gaya khana kha kar upar apne kamre me…. lekin shayad itni asan nahi hai na meri jindagi…. aunty abhi kuch saman liye baithi thi bed par …
Mujhe bas ab lagne laga ki ye mera last din hai yaha….
Unhone mujhe unke pass baithne ko kaha aur mere samne kuch aisi cheez rakh di jise dekhkar me shock ho gaya tha….
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Ab vo kya saman tha ye dekhte hai…. lekin jo bhi hai vo kuch bahut bada badlav laane wala hai …..
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Siya n sahi kia ek do or padne chahiye thai
Ab dekhte h aunty ji kia leker bethi h avi k samne kia raaj khulne wala h
Bahot behtareen shaandaar update bhai
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