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Update-12 Mai room me pahucha or naha kar apne kaam mein lag gaya….ab Suman aane wali thi…to abhi so bhi nahi sakta tha ..
Kuch der intezar ke baad Suman aunty aayi or andar aa kar darwaza andar se band kar liya or bed par aakar baith gayi….or mujhe ishare se samne baithne ko kaha….
Abb aage…. Mai is waqt apne bed par baith gaya tha…or aunty ki aankhon me bahut se sawalo ka ek samandar sa utha hua dikhai de raha tha….
Mujhe shayad aaj bahut kuch batana hai aunty ko…..or mai bhi ab bata dena chahta hu…. lekin…ye itna bhi aasan nahi hai…
Mai kya batata ek maa ko ki uska beta aaj bahut saal pehle hi mar chuka hai….mere ye kehne se kahi aunty sadme me na chali jaye….
kyon ki ek maa ko uske bete ki maut ke baare me batane ki himmat nahi thi mujh me….
Lekin kuch to batana hi tha…..maine bhi soch liya tha ki abhi mujhe kya batana hai….
Itni der se hum dono bas khamosh hi baithe ek doosre ki aankho me dekhe ja rahe the….
Aunty : tum ho kon….(aunty ne apna pehla sawal hi bada ajeeb pucha mujhse)
Mai : aunty mai bas ek student hu aur to aapko sab kuch pata hi hai ….
Aunty : chalo theek hai sab pata chal hi jayega aaj….acha ab ye bhi bata do ye documents tumhare pass kaise aye or kab se hai…
Agar aunty mujhse achanak se ye sawal karti to shayad mai jawab hi na de pata…. par jab mujhe pata laga tha ki aunty ko paper mil chuke hai….to maine bhi sab batane ka soch liya tha….. lekin ek baat ko chodkar….
Mai : vaise mai ye documents aapko dene hi wala tha….par achanak bahar jaana pada….or fir aapko ye mil gaye….
Aunty : ye tumhare paas kya kar rahe hai…..jaha tak mujhe pata hai ye to us broker ke paas the na….
(dheere dheere aunty ki awaz me badlav sa aa raha tha vo shayad jald se jald janna chahti thi)
Mai : acha theek hai mai bata dunga par mujhe kuch puchna tha aapse…..or vo inse jyada jaruri hai…to please pehle mere sawal….fir aapke sawalo ke jawab bhi mil hi jayenge….
Aunty : mujhe bas mere sawalo ke jawab chahiye….. lekin ab tumhe bhi kuch puchna hai to pucho….aaj sab clear karna hi hai mujhe…..
Mai : acha to shayad aaj fir thoda time lag hi jayega hume….aap aaram se baitho me abhi aya….
Aunty ne us waqt ek simple si saree pehni hui thi jo sone ke liye aaram dayak thi…. aunty ko maine kabhi nightgown ya nightdress me nahi dekha tha….
Ab hume sach me samay lagne wala tha to aunty bed ke kinare ache se tek lekar baith gayi….. mai pani ka jug aunty ke pass rakhi table par rakha….or room me ek din light on karke andhera kar diya….
Par meri is harkat ne kahi na kahi aunty ke armano ko fir se jagrit kar diya tha…..
vo is waqt ye bhul gayi thi ki mai siya se pyar karta hu…..or unke man me bas ye sawal the ki kahi mai unke sath koi aisi waisi harkat na kar du…..
Mai bhi aunty ke bagal me hi baith gaya…. lekin kuch is tarah se ki mai lagatar unki aankhon me dekh paa raha tha….
Aunty : yeh lights band kyu ki hai ....(unki awaz ab pehle se dheemi ho gayi thi….)
Mai : ab hume samay lagne wala hai to aaram se baat karenge bas isliye……acha hum ek kaam karte hai….ek sawal mera fir ek aapka….. theek rahega na….
Mai : sawal bahut aasan hai….aap mere room me kya kar rahi thi….or in documents tak kaise pahuchi…..
Ye sawal maine badi asani se puch liya tha….par Suman ki halat bigad gayi thi pehle hi sawal me…. kyon ki wajah to vo ab batane se rahi….
jaise jaise ab waqt guzar raha tha mujhe bhi ajeeb sa lagne laga tha…kyuki abhi mujhe aunty ke jism se aati halki halki si mehak aane lagi thi….
shayad ye aunty ke man me umde hue dar ki wajah se badhe tapman ke karan ho raha tha…..is raat ke thande vatavaran me bhi unke maathe par paseene ki boonde sajne lagi thi....
Ab jab mere andar Suman ke sharir se aati gandh mehsoos ho rahi thi to mujhe isme bhi wahi ehsaas ho raha tha jo mujhe siya ke paas rehne par hone laga tha…
Aunty ne jab koi jawab nahi diya…. to mere muh se kuch nikla jo shayad nahi nikalna chahiye tha…..
Mai : aapko meri kasam ….sach batana aap yaha kyu aayi thi….or kya kar rahi thi….
Aunty : (thode gusse se) ye kasam kyu di hai….bache ho kya…..mai bas bata hi rahi thi na….
Mai : mai to bas mazak me di hai…. agar bura laga ho to sorry….
Aunty : tum janna chahte ho na to suno ab….jab tum yaha se chale gaye the to mujhe bahut bura lag raha tha…. mujhe ye sab meri wajah se hua hai aisa lag raha tha….. lekin fir kal…
Or fir aunty chup ho gayi…..abhi jab wo jawab de rahi thi to unki awaz bhari hone lagi thi…aur fir mujhe unki aankho me nami utarti hui dikhai dene lagi…..
Mujhe ye to pata tha ki kal mujhse kya galti hui thi…..par aunty ko aisa kyu laga ki ye sab meri wajah se hua hai ye sawal mere man me khatak raha tha…
Mai : lekin aapko aisa nahi sochna chahiye tha na…..mai to aap se itna pyar karta hu…..aap maa jaisi ho mere liye…
Aunty : bas tumhare isi pyar ne hi to mere kadam bhatka diye hai….or kya kaha maa samjhte ho….ab to ye na kaho….
Mai : kyu ab aisa kya ho gaya…..aur waise bhi kal jo hua vo ek galti thi…to aap bhi bhul jaiye please…..
Aunty : acha….or jo ek hafte pehle yaha room me tumne mere sath kiya tha woh kaise bhulu ab ye bhi bata do…
Mai : matlab….
Aunty : jab us din tum nahakar aye the…aur….aur me yaha khadi thi ….fir tumne….
Mai : lekin maine……
Ab mere dimag ke ghode dodne lage….or mujhe sab yaad aa gaya ki mujhe laga ki vo siya thi …lekin us din bhi maine aunty ke sath hi vo sab kar diya tha….ab mere hath paon fulne lage the….
Mai : v…vo us din aap….
Aunty : haaa….vo mai hu thi jiske sath tum….us din vo sab kar rahe the…..
Itna bolne par aunty ke chehre par na jaane kyun ek khushi si dikh rahi thi….par meri gaand to gand fat ke char ho chuki thi….
Mai :..............
Aunty : pucho aur koi sawal hai ya ab me puch sakti hu….
Ab aunty ke chehre par ek halki si smile aa gayi thi….pata nahi unhe mujhe is tarah satane me shayad maza aa raha tha….or in sab me vo ye bhi bhul gayi thi ki….ki vo mere liye maa saman thi….
Ab jab mujhe vo din yaad aane laga tha to mere sharir me mujhe ek ajeeb si sarsarahat mehsoos ho rahi thi mere dimag me vo us din ka sara hadsa fir mehsoos hone laga tha….
Vo unki mulayam gardan par mere hotho ko jo ehsaas hua tha….use yaad karke mere sharir me jhurjhuri hone lagi….
Aunty : to ab batao ye documents ka kya chakkar hai….
Maine bhi apne aap par kabu kiya bahut mushkil se….or jawab diya….
Mai : lekin….. lekin fir bhi mera sawal wahi hai….ye documents tak aap kaise pahuchi or aap….aap yaha ….mera matlab hai mere room me kyu aayi thi…
Aunty : mujhe laga ki shayad tumne vo mujhe kaha hai….or shayad maine uske baad tumse jo duriya banani shuru ki thi uski wajah se tum chale gaye… to bas uske baad mere man me tumhare liye khayal aane lage or mere kadam apne aap tumhare is kamre ki aur chale aaye…
Mai ab bahut kuch samjh chuka tha…or bas abhi mujhe ye pata karna tha ki aunty ke man me feelings to nahi aa gayi na….
Kyuki abhi inke itne khul jaane se mujhe bahut dar lagne laga tha….
Mai : aunty i am so sorry…mujhe nahi pata tha ki mujhse ye sab ho gaya tha…. please ye sab bhul jaiye…..
Aunty ne kuch der socha aur phir meri aankhon me dekhne lagi….aur mujhe samjh aa gaya ki mujhse bahut badi galti ho chuki hai….jo ki itni aasani se nahi sulajhne wali hai….
Aunty : mai kyu bhul jau….kya tumhe yaad nahi….tumne kya kya kiya tha…..or phir kal raat jo kuch hua….
Kya tum bhi bhul sakte ho us lamhe ko jisme hum paas the…..
Aur itna keh kar aunty mere paas aa gayi thi…ki ab unke jism se aati gandh aur badh gayi thi…..jiska asar na chahte hue bhi mere sharir ke andar mujhe saaf saaf mehsoos ho raha tha…
Mai : lekin….mai….mera matlab aapko pata to chal hi gaya hoga na ki mai siya se pyar….
Aunty : kya mujhme koi kami hai kya…. aur kya mujhe haq nahi hai kya apni iccha Puri karne ka….kya tumhe kuch feel nahi hua tha kya….
Itna kehte hue aunty mere paas aane lagi…..ab mujhe lagne laga ki shayad aaj ki raat kuch na kuch to ho kar rahega…..
Aunty ka chehra mere chehre ke bahut kareeb aa chuka tha….itna ki unki saase mujhe maire hothon par mehsoos ho rahi thi….vo khushbu mujhe bhi behka rahi thi…..
Mai : ………(meri aankhe band ho gayi thi….mere hotho larazne lage the..)
Aunty : bolo na…..ab kya hua….
Mai bahut muskil se khud ki saanso ko kabu kar ke khud ko thoda dur kar liya…
Mai : aunty ye sahi nahi hai…. aur aapko to pata hi hai ki mai siya se pyar karta hu….
Mere itna kehne ke baad mai intezar karne laga ki shayad aunty baat samajh gayi hogi….par abhi to raat baaki thi….
Mujhe dikha ki aunty ki aankhon me aansu aa gaye the…. maine jhat se apne haatho se unke aaso poch liye….
Aunty : ab kyu poch rahe ho in aansuon ko….aaj tak mai inhe roke hue thi…..par jabse anjane me hi sahi par tumne mujhe apne pyar ka ehsas karwa diya tha…. Kya tumhe nahi lagta ki meri bhi zindagi me koi hona chahiye… jis tarah tum siya ko sahara dete ho vaise hi koi mujhe bhi sambhale….
Mai : hona chahiye par mai kaise…
Aunty : rehne do tum….pehle mere pati ka sath chut Gaya tha lekin mai fir bhi himmat sambhale hue thi…fir Mera eklauta beta rishi chala gaya….maine bahut kuch sambhal liya akele…. kya ab tum mera sath nahi de sakte…
Apne bete ko yaad karte hue Suman rone lagi thi…or anjane me hi sahi par mujhse gale lag gayi thi….
Mai bahut der se apne aapko kaabo me kiye hue tha….par ab Suman ke sharir se aati madak gandh or apne shareer se aate hue Suman ke sharir ko mehsoos karne ke baad maine bhi Suman ko khud se chipka liya….
Mai ab ye bhi samajh gaya tha ki Suman ko ab ek sahare ki sach me bahut zarurat thi…. aakhir aaj tak usne bahut kuch saha hai….to ab inki zindagi ke kuch panno ko me rangin bana kar unhe fir se khush to kar hi sakta tha…..
Ab siya ka khayal mere man se nikal gaya tha…..kyuki me usse jitna pyar karta tha utni hi khas mere liye Suman bhi thi….kyuki pehli baat ye mere bhai Rishi ki maa hai …or dusra aaj jo maine inke gale lag ke apne liye pyar mehsoos kiya vo…..
Mai Suman ko khud se chipkaye hue hi let gaya….Suman ki aankhon se aansoo behna lagbhag band ho chuke the….
Maine Suman ko pyar se ek nazar dekha or fir uske maathe pe kiss karke use khudse sata liya….Suman ke jism se aate garm ehsaas ko me ache se mehsoos kar paa raha tha…
Lekin jaldbazi karna shayad galat sabit ho sakta tha…is waqt Suman ko sirf isi pyar ki zarurat thi jo use meri baahon me mil raha tha…..
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