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Mai abhi apne bed par sone ke liye let gaya tha…. lekin mere Jehan me bas ek hi sawal tha….
"Aunty ne mujhe toka kyu nahi tha…..aakhir itni der maine vo sab kiya phir bhi….phir bhi vo vaise hi khadi thi vaha…."
Abb aage…..
Yaha ab teen logo ki zindagi aaj kuch had tak badal gayi thi….
Ek aur jaha siya aaj bahut khush thi….kyunki use uska pyar mil gaya tha….abhi kuch din pehle Avinash ke chale jaane se siya ka pyar Avinash ke liye or badh gaya tha….aur ab vo kisi bhi keemat par Avinash ko khona nahi chahti thi….. lekin….
Lekin kehte hai na ki pyar insaan ko pagal banane lagta hai…. theek usi tarah ab siya ke man me ek sawal aa gaya tha….ab ye sawal kya hai or iska jawab siya ko kis se milega ye pata chal jaega….
Or dusri taraf Suman ko bechari bahut pareshan thi….usne kabhi nahi socha tha ki jeevan ke is padav par aa kar use aisi situation ka samna karna padega…..
Aakhir Suman itne saalo se khud ke man or jism ko sambhalti aa rahi thi….par ab kuch kuch halat badal chuke the….
Avinash ne jab us din apne room mein Suman ko apni baahon me bhara hua tha vo drishya reh reh kar use yaad aa raha tha…
fir Suman ko vo bhi yaad aane laga ki kaise uska shareer ko jab Avinash ne apne aagosh me liya hua tha tab Suman ka shareer andar se pighalne laga tha….
Or fir bhi…..fir bhi Suman ne khud ko abhi tak sambhala hi hua tha…..par aaj jo hua vo in sabse pare tha…vo apne mulayam rasile hontho par abhi reh reh kar Avinash ke garam hotho ko mehsoos kar paa rahi thi…. Suman ki yoni se behte kaamras ne use samjha Diya tha ki ab Avinash ki jaroorat hai Suman ko….
Par jab usne siya ka naam sina…..to uske sare vichar usko kahi dhumil se hote nazar aane lage….. lekin ab apne man mein uthe is bavandar ko bhi filhaal sambhalna mushkil ho raha tha…ab Suman ne sab kuch waqt ke hawale kar diya or gehri neend me khone lagi…..
Mujhe apne aap par sharam aa rahi thi…..mai siya se pyar karta hu aur ab yaha aunty ke sath hua hadsa mujhe andar se jala raha tha…..
Maine faisla kar liya tha ki ab mai aunty se duri banakar rakhunga….. lekin….
Lekin kuch sawalo ke jawab mujhe bhi chahiye the….ki jab maine aunty ke labon ko apne muh me lekar choosa tha…to unke sharir ki pratikriya mere is kaam ka saath dene wali thi …mujhe Zara bhi nahi laga ki aunty dur ho rahi ho ….
To kya kuch aisa hai jo mujhe nahi pata hai…sawal bahut hai or jawab sirf aunty ke hi pas hai….
Mai subah utha or apni exercise karke nahane chala gaya….fir taiyar ho kar niche pahuch gaya…darwaza knock kiya…
Is baar darwaza Suman aunty ne khola tha….
Hamari nazre mili or fir vo andar chali gayi….. mujhe ek baar fir kal ka hadsa yaad aa gaya tha….
"Bhaiya andar aa jao na…kab tak bahar hi khade rahoge…."Nikita ki baat ko sun kar me vartman me lauta or andar ja kar dining table par baith gaya sabke sath….
Siya naashta paros rahi thi….or ye kya…..are ye aunty to mujhe hi ghoor rahi hai…maine jaldi se apni nazre niche ki aur nashte par dhyan laga liya…..
Yaha Suman bas mujhe or siya ko hi dekh rahi thi…vo bhi bade gaur se…. mujhe ek pal ko esa laga jaise aunty siya se jal rahi ho….par apni gandi or Kam akal soch ko yahi dafna kar mai fir nashta karne laga ….
Nashte ke baad mai or siya meri wali bike par baith kar college ki aur nikal gaye….is poore samay me aunty ki nazar mere or siya ki hi taraf thi…..
Kuch door jaate hi siya ne apne haatho ko faila kar mujhe piche se apni baahon me le liya….or apna sar meri peeth par tika liya….
Iske aage bas duniya ka koi mol nahi reh gaya tha ab….meri premika ka mujhe is kadar apni baahon me jakda hua hona hi mujhe ek anokha sukh pradan kar raha tha…
Is waqt siya ka upari sharir pura meri peeth se laga hua tha …
na vo kuch keh rahi thi…na mai kuch sun na chahta tha…..ye khamoshi hum dono ke beech bahut sukun de rahi thi…
Kuch hi der me hum college pahuch gaye….mai nira chutiya ho chala tha ab….mai radhika ko bhi bhul gaya tha….
Jab hum college pahuche to radhika bhi abhi apni car se utar hi rhi thi…..hamari nazre mili or jab usne siya ko mere itne pass dekha to nazre fer kar canteen ki or chali gayi…..
"Are tum kaha chale…class ka time ho hi gaya hai…." Siya ne mujhe canteen ki or jaate hue dekh kar kaha….
"Bas kuch der me aa jaunga…ek dost se milna hai…." Maine itna kaha to usne ishare me gardan hila kar haa kaha or aag badh gayi…
Or mai canteen ki or bhag kar pahucha…
" Hi radhika…"Maine radhika se kaha uske samne padi chair par baithte hue…
"Hi…" itna javab de kar vo apne phone me kuch karne lagi….
"Kaisi ho yrr…bahut dino baad dekha…"maine baat ko badhane ke uddeshya se kaha…
Usne meri or dekha or muskura kar kaha "bas bahut jyada busy thi na…to time hi nahi Mila…"
Mujhe samjh aa gaya tha ki ye ab taana maar rahi hai….
"Are tumhe pata to chal hi gaya hoga na…ki company ke kaam se bahar gaya tha…fir bhi…gussa ho kya…"maine use manane ke purpose se kaha…
"Ha to…..yu achanak chale gaye the…kam se kam ek message hi kar dete…."radhika me thodi narazgi dikhate hue kaha…
"Acha ab to mai aa gaya hu na…ab se dhyan rakhunga…..vaise tum ne boss par itna gussa karne ki kya jarurat thi….vo keh rahe the ki naukri se nikal bhi sakte hai…"mujhe samjh aa gaya tha ki abhi iska gussa shant karna hai to topic change karna padega…. isliye maine karan ko beech me ghasit liya….
"Tumhare boss ki to….maine us se kitni baar pucha tum kaha gaye ho bata de…par usne saaf mana kar diya….or tum chod kyu nahi dete us jagah ko…"radhika ne shikayat bhare lehze me kaha…
"Are ab agar kaam nahi karunga to khaunga kya…or abhi filhal yehi job mil sakti thi…"maine kaha..
"Tumhe bas job se matlab hai na…"usne kaha…
Maine haa me gardan hila diya..
"Theek hai aaj se tum hamari company me kaam karoge….ab mana mat kar dena…"usne kaha aur meri jaan ka intezar karne lagi…
"Par tumhare papa kuch kahenge nahi kya…mera matlab kisi anjaan ko is tarah se job par rakhna…" maine use kaha…
"Tum na ab maar khaoge….tum koi dusre thodi na ho….or bas ab tum hamare yaha hi kaam karoge ye final ho gaya…mai papa ko bol dungi…."usne kaha..
"Theek hai chalo dekhte hai kya karna hai…chalo class chalte hai…."maine kaha aur uska hath pakad kar chal diya….
Mai shayad bhul gaya tha kuch…lekin ab kya hi kar sakte hai…
Mai siya ko bhul gaya tha….ki agar usne ab hume saath dekha to mera kya hoga…
Hum jaise hi class me enter hue to meri or siya ki nazar takrayi or firne usne mera haath dekha Radhika ke haath me….or mujhe gusse se ghurne lagi…
Idhar radhika mera hath pakad kar mujhe piche le ja kar mere sath baith gayi…ab maine ek lambi saans li ki haash bach gaye…. lekin….siya bhi ab mere bagal me hi aakar baith gayi…
Ab mai dono side se radhika or siya se ghira hua tha…
Radhika ne mera haath jise thama hua use siya ke aage kar ke dikhane lagi….
Or fir siya ne bhi mera dusra haath pakad liya…
Undono me ek race shuru ho gayi thi…par me to fas chuka tha….ab mujhe kuch na sujha to maine bathroom ka bahana banaya aur bahar aa gaya…
Mere class se jaane ke baad…
Radhika: hi siya…kaisi ho…
Siya : achi hu ab tak to…
Radhika: ye mai kab se dekh rahi thi tumne Avinash ka haath pakda hua tha….
Siya : ha to…aur mujhe bhi yahi puchna tha….tumne Avinash ka haath kyu pakda hua tha…
Radhika : ooo madam….hum ache dost hai ..aur tum kyu puch rahi ho ye…
Siya : vo mera bhi dost hai…or tumse jyada samay vo mere sath rehta hai…to tum uss se thoda dur raho….samjhi….
Itna keh kar siya aage chali gayi or yaha radhika ke dimag me alag hi khurafati shuru ho gayi….
Mai jab class me aya to waha sirf radhika thi….maine chain ki saans li or uske bagal me jaa kar baith gaya…..
"Suno aaj college ke baad mere ghar aana hai tumhe theek hai na…. aur koi bahana banaya to kher nahi…."siya ne itna kaha or college se chali gayi….
Mujhe samjh nahi aya ki aakhir kya hone wala hai…
Wahi college ka time khatam hote hi mai or siya ghar ki aur nikal gaye….
"Tum radhika ko kaise jante ho…" siya ne achanak se ye sawal mujhse puch liya…
"Actually hamari bas friendship hui thi or ab vo mujhe naukri bhi dene wali hai…to bas isliye sath me the hum…”maine safai di ..
"Chalo koi baat nahi bas us se door rehne ki koshish karna..ye bade ghar ki ladkiya badi bigdi hui hoti hai…"siya ne mujhe samjhate hue kaha…
Maine bhi haa me gardan hila di….
Hum ghar pahuche aur saath me khana khaya or fir me kuch der aram karne room me aa gaya….
Abhi mujhe kuch hi samay hua tha aram karte hue ki mera mobile bajne laga…
Radhika ka call aya tha….
"Ha yrr kaha reh gaye tum…mai kab se intezar kar rahi hu…."mere phone uthate hi usne shikayat karna shuru kar diya….
"Are thoda ruk jao yrr….mai bas nikal hi raha hu…. bhook lagi thi to kuch khane baith gaya tha na.." maine kaha…..
Fir bas mai bik utha kar Radhika ke ghar ke liye nikal gaya….
Waha pahuch kar bike bahar hi park par di…or aram se chalte hue andar jaane lag…
Mai jaise jaise andar ki aur badh raha tha…mujhe mera bachpan yaad aa raha tha….meri maa ka pyar….hamara hasta khelta pariwar nazar aane laga….
Mai abhi andar jaa hi raha tha ki mujhe andar se ek aadmi aata hua dikhai diye….ye or koi nahi Mera baap tha…..
"Kaho kis se milna hai….vaise maine shayad tumhe kahin dekha hai…."Rajesh ne kaha..
Or mai jab tak jawab deta tab tak radhika andar se aa kar mere bagal me khadi ho gayi thi….
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Aapke kuch sawalo ke jawab is update mil gaye honge…aage bahut kuch hone wala hai
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Mai abhi andar jaa hi raha tha ki mujhe andar se ek aadmi aata hua dikhai diye….ye or koi nahi Mera baap tha…..
"Kaho kis se milna hai….vaise maine shayad tumhe kahin dekha hai…."Rajesh ne kaha..
Or mai jab tak jawab deta tab tak radhika andar se aa kar mere bagal me khadi ho gayi thi….
Abb aage…..
Jab mai ghar ke andar jaa raha tha tab Rajesh ki nazar mujh par pad gayi thi…isliye usne mujhe bahar hi rok liya tha or puch tach kar raha tha….
Lekin jab tak mai koi jawab deta tab tak radhika ki nazar mujh par pad chuki thi…..or bas fir vo bhagti hui aakar mere pass khadi ho gayi….
"Beta tum ise jaanti ho kya….kon hai ye ladka…."Rajesh ne normally apni beti se kaha…
"Dad ye mera classmate hai…maine bataya tha na aapko…"Radhika me jawab diya…
"Acha acha….yaad aaya…yahi hai kya vo jiske liye tumne job ki baat ki thi…." Rajesh ne ye keh kar mujhe dekha…
"Namaste sir…" maine bhi Rajesh ki or dekh kar kaha…to usne bas apni gardan hila kar jawab diya…..
"Ha papa maine uske liye hi baat ki thi…. Mr Avinash agar aap ki aagya ho to hum andar chale…." Apne papa ki baat ka jawab de kar vo mujhe andar kheech kar le jaane lagi …
Is poore dauran Rajesh ki nazare bas mujh par hi thi…. shayad vo kuch soch raha tha…
Hum andar aye or sofe par baith gaye…radhika mere bagal me baithi thi…or Rajesh bhi saamne aa kar baith gaya….
"Acha to bataye Mr. aapki kya khatir daari ki jaye…. coffee..tea.. juice…ya or kuch…"radhika mujhe mazak karte hue puch rahi thi….or muskura bhi rahi thi….
Mujhe dar is baat ka lagne laga ki kahi radhika ki in harkato ki wajah se agar Rajesh ne kuch bol diya to kya hoga…. Mai is ghar me aakar phir se apni unhi beeti hui yaadon me kho hi jata….. agar abhi Radhika saath na hoti…..
"Chalo koi baat nahi mat batao….mai khud hi le aayi hu kuch banakar….tum yaha baitho…or apne naye boss se baat karo…" itna keh kar Radhika uth kar chali gayi….or yaha ab mai or Rajesh akele reh gaye…
Rajesh : to kya naam bataya tha beta aapne…
Mai : ji Avinash….. Avinash naam hai mera…
Rajesh : vaise tum filhal kaha kaam kar rahe ho…
Mai : ji vo " AR companies" hai na usi ke ek section me manager ki job thi….
Itna sunte hi Rajesh ki bauhe sikud gayi….ab itni badi company ko chod kar me iski company me job ke liye aya tha….to ye hona lazmi si baat hai…
( AR group of companies Pvt Ltd….ye wahi company hai jiska mai owner hu…..or Rajesh ki company ka naya contract bhi isi company se hua hai….ye company textiles , import-export , real estate jaise business ke liye market me ek khaas jagah banaye hue hai…iska net worth itna karodo me hai…
Sharma textiles Pvt Ltd….ye company Mr Rajesh ki hai…ye abhi sirf textiles ka business karte hai….par ye bhi market ke naye naye areas ko explore karna chahte hai…)
Rajesh : ye to bahut badi company hai na….to tum hamari company me job kyu chahte ho….
" Ye kaha job chod raha tha dad….maine hi ise kaha hai yaha kaam karne ko…"itna kehte hue radhika ne samne kuch snacks rakhe or coffee serve ki….
Rajesh : wahi to mai bhi jan na chahta hu…ki wajah kya hai…
Radhika: ab dad isko aye din iska khadus boss pareshan karta rehta hai ….to maine hi ise yaha bula liya…ab ye padhai bhi theek se kar payega…
Rajesh : theek hai ab tumne kaha hai to ho jaega….par yaha bhi ache se kaam karna…
Radhika : are ye kya….ab mene apni company me naye employee ko rakha hai to uski boss mai hu na….
Itna kehkar radhika hasne lagi or mere baazuon me apne haatho ko lapet liya …
Rajesh:acha chalo tum log baate karo…mai chalta hu…bye..
Radhika : utho yrr tum pata nahi itne boring kyu ho…chalo mere room me chalte hai…
Ab yaha aakar baatein karte hue bahut der ho chuki thi….or shaam bhi dhalne shuru bas ho hi gayi thi….
Mai : are nahi yrr aaj to time ho hi gaya hai….fir kabhi aunga tab dekh lunga…
Radhika : yrr please na ab chalo bhi…
Mai : radhika ab shaam ka samay ho gaya hai na…or waha aunty khana bhi bana hi rahi hai…to late ho jayega…
Radhika : kya yrr mai yaha soch rahi thi ki aaj dinner saath mein karenge or tum ho ki…..acha ruko yaha mai abhi aati hu….
Radhika apne room me jaakar kisi ko call karne lagi….
Saamne se : hello…
Radhika: ha siya ye tumhara hi no. hai na….
Siya : ha lekin aap kon ho…aur mera no. kaha se mila..
Radhika : I am radhika….hum aaj class me mile the….vo mujhe batana tha ki Avinash aaj dinner yahi kar raha hai to pareshan mat hona….
Itna keh kar Radhika ne bina kuch sune call cut kar diya…or bahar aa kar baith gayi….
Radhika: ho gayi tumhari problem solve….
Mai : konsi problem….
Radhika : are mene siya ko call karke bol diya ki tum aaj dinner yaha karoge….
Ab mera dimag hi band pad gaya….kyuki aaj siya ne kitne pyar se baat ki thi…lekin ab sab gaya paani me…..
Mujhe baitha kar radhika maid ko order dene chali gayi… Mujhe bahar ka to pata tha lekin inke ghar ke andar bhi halat theek nahi hai….
Pooja kahi dikh nahi rahi hai….jab se aya hu iska jikr bhi nahi hua hai……or na hi Mr Sameer ka kuch pata hai…..
Fir radhika mujhe apne room me lekar aa gayi…..uske room me sabhi cheezon ko bahut hi saleeke se rakha gaya tha….kuch tasveeren bhi lagi thi….jinme me or radhika saath khel rahe the…
Mujhe room me baitha kar radhika apni ki hui paintings dikhane lagi….abhi radhika ko koi dekh leta to ye kehna mushkil tha ki ye paintings usne hi banayi hai…..
Ab baat ye thi ki sabhi paintings ka sole theme loneliness, emptiness ya fir sadistic lag rahi thi ….har painting apne andar kuch na kuch dard dabaye baithi thi…..
Radhika : tumhe ye paintings kaisi lagi….
Mai : bahut hi achi hai….maine shayad hi itni shandar paintings apni life me kabhi dekhi hogi…..lekin…
Radhika : lekin kya….bolo…
Mai : lekin ye tum par jachti nahi hai…tum itni haseen ho or ye paintings kitni khamosh hai….tumhe dekh kar naye mausam ka agaz mehsoos hota hai or paintings me ek dard hai ek thehrav sa hai….
Radhika sab sun kar dhyan se mujhe dekhne lagi….. shayad hi usne ye kisi ke muh se suna hoga in paintings ke liye….
Radhika : tum kitna samajhte ho na in jazbaato ko …tumne is sabhi paintings ki gehrai ko ache se bayan kiya hai…lekin….. lekin jo mere liye kaha vo…
Mai : vo bhi ek dum sach hai yrr…bas tum abhi shayad kisi purani yaad se pareshan ho bas…
Radhika : acha theek hai…vaise shukriya janab ki aapko is kaneez ki ye choti si peshkash achi lagi …
Mai : tumhare ghar me kon kon rehta hai….
Radhika : yaha hum char log rehte hai….mai , papa , mummy ,or ek chota bhai….
Hum aage kuch baat karte tab tak dinner ka time ho gaya tha….
Hum niche aakar dining table par baith gaye….yaha par sabhi maujood the….maine sabko namaste kiya or radhika ke bagal me baith gaya…
"beti ye kon hai….hume bhi to milwao…." Pooja ne mujhe gaur se dekhte hue kaha….
"Ye hai Avinash mera classmate hai or bestfriend bhi hai…. birthday par aa nahi paya tha to maine aaj dinner par invite kar liya…."radhika ne Pooja se kaha…
Phir sabne dinner shuru kar diya….is waqt Pooja ne ek low cut blouse ke sath saree pehni hui thi yellow colour ki….is Peele rang ke blouse me se jhankti hue safed doodh se bhare hue kalash bada hi manoram drishya banaye hue the….dono ki sundarta apne aap me hi bemisaal thi….
Ab nafrat itni thi or kuch aise raaj pata the inke ki mujhe zara bhi bura nahi laga aisa sochne par….or lund ne bhi uchal kood machana shuru kar diya tha….
Badi mushkil se apne armano ko sambhal kar khana khatam kiya…. kyuki abhi kuch hone nahi wala tha….or jo aage hone wala tha vo bahut hi bhayankar hone wala tha…. akhir itne saalo ka badla kuch pal me lene se mujhe sukun thodi milta….
Humne khana khaya or fir radhika mujhe bahar tak chodne aayi…
Mai : Good night radhika….ab time bahut ho gaya hai…. mujhe chalna chahiye…
Radhika : Theek hai good night…. dhyan se jaana….or haa kal college se office Jana hai yaad rakhna…
Mai : theek hai siya ko ghar chod kar tumhare office pahuch jaunga….
Radhika : yrr ye siya ka kya matter hai….ab tum kab tak uske driver banke rahoge….
Mai : are ab me uska driver nahi hu …
Radhika : ab nahi ho matlab….
Mai : are matlab ab hamari dosti ho gayi hai….or kal mai use tumse bhi milva dunga….
Radhika ne bas haa me gardan hila di or me bye bol kar waha se nikal gaya….
Yaha radhika mujhe jaate hue dekh kar man me kuch sochne lagi " kameeni kahi ki…..pata nahi itni jaldi Avinash ke itne kareeb kaise aa gayi ye ladki…..ab mujhe Avinash ko apni feelings bata deni chahiye….nahi to kya pata ye kitna aage pahuch jaye….kal dekhte hai us siya ki bachi ko…hpmh…"
Wahi me aaj bahut khush bhi tha or thoda dukhi bhi…..apni behan ke saath itna samay guzar kar mujhe jo khushi mili hai ye me bata nahi sakta….. mujhe lag raha tha ki bas abhi radhika ko gale laga kar sab kuch bhul jau….
Par ab me peeche nahi hat sakta tha….maine inhi logo ki wajah se apno di ka pyar khoya hai bachpan mein…. fir jaan se pyara dost Rishi bhi chala gaya inhi ki wajah se….
In sab me radhika kahi nahi thi…or Sameer ko to shayad mera kuch pata bhi nahi hoga…to ab jo bache hai unse badla to lena hi hai…..
Mai kuch hi der me ghar pahunch gaya….or upar apne kamre ki or badh gaya….par raste me mujhe Sunita mil gayi….
" Raat ko mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai…kuch sawal puchne hai….to jaldi mat Sona…." Itna keh kar Sunita chali gayi…..
Ab me wahi khada sochne laga ki ye kya sawal puchengi ….or tension hone lagi mujhe….mai phir chat par pahunch gaya…socha kuch der thandi hawa me aram kar leta hu….
Chat par pahunch kar dekha siya seedhiyon par hi nazar gadaye thi….uski aankho me mujhe thoda gussa dikhai dene laga…
Mai : hiii…..
Vo : ………….
Mai : vo aaj actually uske papa se milne par time jyada lag gaya tha….or phir unhone jabardasti dinner karva hi diya….
Vo : vo sab to theek hai par vo chudail waha kya kar rahi thi…..or uski himmat kaise hui mujhe call karne ki….
Mai : are meri phone ki battery down ho gayi thi na to mene usse mobile manga tha… par usne khud hi call mila kar baat karli tumse…..
Maine itna kaha or siya ko peeche se apni baahon me bhar liya….siya is waqt dusri or muh kar chuki thi… or aasman me dekh rahi thi….
Par jaise hi mene use baahon me bhara vaise hi uski aankhe band ho gayi….or usne apna shareer ek dum dheela chod diya….
Suhani raat me…. sard hawa ke beech…. chat par apni premika ko apne aagosh me liye hue mujhe bahut hi acha mehsoos ho raha tha….ye anubhuti shayad mai shabdo me bahar na kar pau…
Kuch pal baahon me rehne ke baad siya achanak se hosh me ayi or neeche jaane lagi ..
"Good night take care…. subah samay par aa jana nashte ke liye …" itna kehte hue siya neeche chali gayi…or mai yaha bas muskurate reh gaya ….
Mai room me pahucha or naha kar apne kaam mein lag gaya….ab Suman aane wali thi…to abhi so bhi nahi sakta tha ..
Kuch der intezar ke baad Suman aunty aayi or andar aa kar darwaza andar se band kar liya or bed par aakar baith gayi….or mujhe ishare se samne baithne ko kaha….
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Ab ye raat kya kya naye rang is kahani me lekar aati…or Suman ke kya sawal hai….ye jan ne ke liye agle bhag aane tak pratiksha kijiyega… . . . . . . . . .
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Mai abhi andar jaa hi raha tha ki mujhe andar se ek aadmi aata hua dikhai diye….ye or koi nahi Mera baap tha…..
"Kaho kis se milna hai….vaise maine shayad tumhe kahin dekha hai…."Rajesh ne kaha..
Or mai jab tak jawab deta tab tak radhika andar se aa kar mere bagal me khadi ho gayi thi….
Abb aage…..
Jab mai ghar ke andar jaa raha tha tab Rajesh ki nazar mujh par pad gayi thi…isliye usne mujhe bahar hi rok liya tha or puch tach kar raha tha….
Lekin jab tak mai koi jawab deta tab tak radhika ki nazar mujh par pad chuki thi…..or bas fir vo bhagti hui aakar mere pass khadi ho gayi….
"Beta tum ise jaanti ho kya….kon hai ye ladka…."Rajesh ne normally apni beti se kaha…
"Dad ye mera classmate hai…maine bataya tha na aapko…"Radhika me jawab diya…
"Acha acha….yaad aaya…yahi hai kya vo jiske liye tumne job ki baat ki thi…." Rajesh ne ye keh kar mujhe dekha…
"Namaste sir…" maine bhi Rajesh ki or dekh kar kaha…to usne bas apni gardan hila kar jawab diya…..
"Ha papa maine uske liye hi baat ki thi…. Mr Avinash agar aap ki aagya ho to hum andar chale…." Apne papa ki baat ka jawab de kar vo mujhe andar kheech kar le jaane lagi …
Is poore dauran Rajesh ki nazare bas mujh par hi thi…. shayad vo kuch soch raha tha…
Hum andar aye or sofe par baith gaye…radhika mere bagal me baithi thi…or Rajesh bhi saamne aa kar baith gaya….
"Acha to bataye Mr. aapki kya khatir daari ki jaye…. coffee..tea.. juice…ya or kuch…"radhika mujhe mazak karte hue puch rahi thi….or muskura bhi rahi thi….
Mujhe dar is baat ka lagne laga ki kahi radhika ki in harkato ki wajah se agar Rajesh ne kuch bol diya to kya hoga…. Mai is ghar me aakar phir se apni unhi beeti hui yaadon me kho hi jata….. agar abhi Radhika saath na hoti…..
"Chalo koi baat nahi mat batao….mai khud hi le aayi hu kuch banakar….tum yaha baitho…or apne naye boss se baat karo…" itna keh kar Radhika uth kar chali gayi….or yaha ab mai or Rajesh akele reh gaye…
Rajesh : to kya naam bataya tha beta aapne…
Mai : ji Avinash….. Avinash naam hai mera…
Rajesh : vaise tum filhal kaha kaam kar rahe ho…
Mai : ji vo " AR companies" hai na usi ke ek section me manager ki job thi….
Itna sunte hi Rajesh ki bauhe sikud gayi….ab itni badi company ko chod kar me iski company me job ke liye aya tha….to ye hona lazmi si baat hai…
( AR group of companies Pvt Ltd….ye wahi company hai jiska mai owner hu…..or Rajesh ki company ka naya contract bhi isi company se hua hai….ye company textiles , import-export , real estate jaise business ke liye market me ek khaas jagah banaye hue hai…iska net worth itna karodo me hai…
Sharma textiles Pvt Ltd….ye company Mr Rajesh ki hai…ye abhi sirf textiles ka business karte hai….par ye bhi market ke naye naye areas ko explore karna chahte hai…)
Rajesh : ye to bahut badi company hai na….to tum hamari company me job kyu chahte ho….
" Ye kaha job chod raha tha dad….maine hi ise kaha hai yaha kaam karne ko…"itna kehte hue radhika ne samne kuch snacks rakhe or coffee serve ki….
Rajesh : wahi to mai bhi jan na chahta hu…ki wajah kya hai…
Radhika: ab dad isko aye din iska khadus boss pareshan karta rehta hai ….to maine hi ise yaha bula liya…ab ye padhai bhi theek se kar payega…
Rajesh : theek hai ab tumne kaha hai to ho jaega….par yaha bhi ache se kaam karna…
Radhika : are ye kya….ab mene apni company me naye employee ko rakha hai to uski boss mai hu na….
Itna kehkar radhika hasne lagi or mere baazuon me apne haatho ko lapet liya …
Rajesh:acha chalo tum log baate karo…mai chalta hu…bye..
Radhika : utho yrr tum pata nahi itne boring kyu ho…chalo mere room me chalte hai…
Ab yaha aakar baatein karte hue bahut der ho chuki thi….or shaam bhi dhalne shuru bas ho hi gayi thi….
Mai : are nahi yrr aaj to time ho hi gaya hai….fir kabhi aunga tab dekh lunga…
Radhika : yrr please na ab chalo bhi…
Mai : radhika ab shaam ka samay ho gaya hai na…or waha aunty khana bhi bana hi rahi hai…to late ho jayega…
Radhika : kya yrr mai yaha soch rahi thi ki aaj dinner saath mein karenge or tum ho ki…..acha ruko yaha mai abhi aati hu….
Radhika apne room me jaakar kisi ko call karne lagi….
Saamne se : hello…
Radhika: ha siya ye tumhara hi no. hai na….
Siya : ha lekin aap kon ho…aur mera no. kaha se mila..
Radhika : I am radhika….hum aaj class me mile the….vo mujhe batana tha ki Avinash aaj dinner yahi kar raha hai to pareshan mat hona….
Itna keh kar Radhika ne bina kuch sune call cut kar diya…or bahar aa kar baith gayi….
Radhika: ho gayi tumhari problem solve….
Mai : konsi problem….
Radhika : are mene siya ko call karke bol diya ki tum aaj dinner yaha karoge….
Ab mera dimag hi band pad gaya….kyuki aaj siya ne kitne pyar se baat ki thi…lekin ab sab gaya paani me…..
Mujhe baitha kar radhika maid ko order dene chali gayi… Mujhe bahar ka to pata tha lekin inke ghar ke andar bhi halat theek nahi hai….
Pooja kahi dikh nahi rahi hai….jab se aya hu iska jikr bhi nahi hua hai……or na hi Mr Sameer ka kuch pata hai…..
Fir radhika mujhe apne room me lekar aa gayi…..uske room me sabhi cheezon ko bahut hi saleeke se rakha gaya tha….kuch tasveeren bhi lagi thi….jinme me or radhika saath khel rahe the…
Mujhe room me baitha kar radhika apni ki hui paintings dikhane lagi….abhi radhika ko koi dekh leta to ye kehna mushkil tha ki ye paintings usne hi banayi hai…..
Ab baat ye thi ki sabhi paintings ka sole theme loneliness, emptiness ya fir sadistic lag rahi thi ….har painting apne andar kuch na kuch dard dabaye baithi thi…..
Radhika : tumhe ye paintings kaisi lagi….
Mai : bahut hi achi hai….maine shayad hi itni shandar paintings apni life me kabhi dekhi hogi…..lekin…
Radhika : lekin kya….bolo…
Mai : lekin ye tum par jachti nahi hai…tum itni haseen ho or ye paintings kitni khamosh hai….tumhe dekh kar naye mausam ka agaz mehsoos hota hai or paintings me ek dard hai ek thehrav sa hai….
Radhika sab sun kar dhyan se mujhe dekhne lagi….. shayad hi usne ye kisi ke muh se suna hoga in paintings ke liye….
Radhika : tum kitna samajhte ho na in jazbaato ko …tumne is sabhi paintings ki gehrai ko ache se bayan kiya hai…lekin….. lekin jo mere liye kaha vo…
Mai : vo bhi ek dum sach hai yrr…bas tum abhi shayad kisi purani yaad se pareshan ho bas…
Radhika : acha theek hai…vaise shukriya janab ki aapko is kaneez ki ye choti si peshkash achi lagi …
Mai : tumhare ghar me kon kon rehta hai….
Radhika : yaha hum char log rehte hai….mai , papa , mummy ,or ek chota bhai….
Hum aage kuch baat karte tab tak dinner ka time ho gaya tha….
Hum niche aakar dining table par baith gaye….yaha par sabhi maujood the….maine sabko namaste kiya or radhika ke bagal me baith gaya…
"beti ye kon hai….hume bhi to milwao…." Pooja ne mujhe gaur se dekhte hue kaha….
"Ye hai Avinash mera classmate hai or bestfriend bhi hai…. birthday par aa nahi paya tha to maine aaj dinner par invite kar liya…."radhika ne Pooja se kaha…
Phir sabne dinner shuru kar diya….is waqt Pooja ne ek low cut blouse ke sath saree pehni hui thi yellow colour ki….is Peele rang ke blouse me se jhankti hue safed doodh se bhare hue kalash bada hi manoram drishya banaye hue the….dono ki sundarta apne aap me hi bemisaal thi….
Ab nafrat itni thi or kuch aise raaj pata the inke ki mujhe zara bhi bura nahi laga aisa sochne par….or lund ne bhi uchal kood machana shuru kar diya tha….
Badi mushkil se apne armano ko sambhal kar khana khatam kiya…. kyuki abhi kuch hone nahi wala tha….or jo aage hone wala tha vo bahut hi bhayankar hone wala tha…. akhir itne saalo ka badla kuch pal me lene se mujhe sukun thodi milta….
Humne khana khaya or fir radhika mujhe bahar tak chodne aayi…
Mai : Good night radhika….ab time bahut ho gaya hai…. mujhe chalna chahiye…
Radhika : Theek hai good night…. dhyan se jaana….or haa kal college se office Jana hai yaad rakhna…
Mai : theek hai siya ko ghar chod kar tumhare office pahuch jaunga….
Radhika : yrr ye siya ka kya matter hai….ab tum kab tak uske driver banke rahoge….
Mai : are ab me uska driver nahi hu …
Radhika : ab nahi ho matlab….
Mai : are matlab ab hamari dosti ho gayi hai….or kal mai use tumse bhi milva dunga….
Radhika ne bas haa me gardan hila di or me bye bol kar waha se nikal gaya….
Yaha radhika mujhe jaate hue dekh kar man me kuch sochne lagi " kameeni kahi ki…..pata nahi itni jaldi Avinash ke itne kareeb kaise aa gayi ye ladki…..ab mujhe Avinash ko apni feelings bata deni chahiye….nahi to kya pata ye kitna aage pahuch jaye….kal dekhte hai us siya ki bachi ko…hpmh…"
Wahi me aaj bahut khush bhi tha or thoda dukhi bhi…..apni behan ke saath itna samay guzar kar mujhe jo khushi mili hai ye me bata nahi sakta….. mujhe lag raha tha ki bas abhi radhika ko gale laga kar sab kuch bhul jau….
Par ab me peeche nahi hat sakta tha….maine inhi logo ki wajah se apno di ka pyar khoya hai bachpan mein…. fir jaan se pyara dost Rishi bhi chala gaya inhi ki wajah se….
In sab me radhika kahi nahi thi…or Sameer ko to shayad mera kuch pata bhi nahi hoga…to ab jo bache hai unse badla to lena hi hai…..
Mai kuch hi der me ghar pahunch gaya….or upar apne kamre ki or badh gaya….par raste me mujhe Sunita mil gayi….
" Raat ko mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai…kuch sawal puchne hai….to jaldi mat Sona…." Itna keh kar Sunita chali gayi…..
Ab me wahi khada sochne laga ki ye kya sawal puchengi ….or tension hone lagi mujhe….mai phir chat par pahunch gaya…socha kuch der thandi hawa me aram kar leta hu….
Chat par pahunch kar dekha siya seedhiyon par hi nazar gadaye thi….uski aankho me mujhe thoda gussa dikhai dene laga…
Mai : hiii…..
Vo : ………….
Mai : vo aaj actually uske papa se milne par time jyada lag gaya tha….or phir unhone jabardasti dinner karva hi diya….
Vo : vo sab to theek hai par vo chudail waha kya kar rahi thi…..or uski himmat kaise hui mujhe call karne ki….
Mai : are meri phone ki battery down ho gayi thi na to mene usse mobile manga tha… par usne khud hi call mila kar baat karli tumse…..
Maine itna kaha or siya ko peeche se apni baahon me bhar liya….siya is waqt dusri or muh kar chuki thi… or aasman me dekh rahi thi….
Par jaise hi mene use baahon me bhara vaise hi uski aankhe band ho gayi….or usne apna shareer ek dum dheela chod diya….
Suhani raat me…. sard hawa ke beech…. chat par apni premika ko apne aagosh me liye hue mujhe bahut hi acha mehsoos ho raha tha….ye anubhuti shayad mai shabdo me bahar na kar pau…
Kuch pal baahon me rehne ke baad siya achanak se hosh me ayi or neeche jaane lagi ..
"Good night take care…. subah samay par aa jana nashte ke liye …" itna kehte hue siya neeche chali gayi…or mai yaha bas muskurate reh gaya ….
Mai room me pahucha or naha kar apne kaam mein lag gaya….ab Suman aane wali thi…to abhi so bhi nahi sakta tha ..
Kuch der intezar ke baad Suman aunty aayi or andar aa kar darwaza andar se band kar liya or bed par aakar baith gayi….or mujhe ishare se samne baithne ko kaha….
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Ab ye raat kya kya naye rang is kahani me lekar aati…or Suman ke kya sawal hai….ye jan ne ke liye agle bhag aane tak pratiksha kijiyega… . . . . . . . . .
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Mai abhi andar jaa hi raha tha ki mujhe andar se ek aadmi aata hua dikhai diye….ye or koi nahi Mera baap tha…..
"Kaho kis se milna hai….vaise maine shayad tumhe kahin dekha hai…."Rajesh ne kaha..
Or mai jab tak jawab deta tab tak radhika andar se aa kar mere bagal me khadi ho gayi thi….
Abb aage…..
Jab mai ghar ke andar jaa raha tha tab Rajesh ki nazar mujh par pad gayi thi…isliye usne mujhe bahar hi rok liya tha or puch tach kar raha tha….
Lekin jab tak mai koi jawab deta tab tak radhika ki nazar mujh par pad chuki thi…..or bas fir vo bhagti hui aakar mere pass khadi ho gayi….
"Beta tum ise jaanti ho kya….kon hai ye ladka…."Rajesh ne normally apni beti se kaha…
"Dad ye mera classmate hai…maine bataya tha na aapko…"Radhika me jawab diya…
"Acha acha….yaad aaya…yahi hai kya vo jiske liye tumne job ki baat ki thi…." Rajesh ne ye keh kar mujhe dekha…
"Namaste sir…" maine bhi Rajesh ki or dekh kar kaha…to usne bas apni gardan hila kar jawab diya…..
"Ha papa maine uske liye hi baat ki thi…. Mr Avinash agar aap ki aagya ho to hum andar chale…." Apne papa ki baat ka jawab de kar vo mujhe andar kheech kar le jaane lagi …
Is poore dauran Rajesh ki nazare bas mujh par hi thi…. shayad vo kuch soch raha tha…
Hum andar aye or sofe par baith gaye…radhika mere bagal me baithi thi…or Rajesh bhi saamne aa kar baith gaya….
"Acha to bataye Mr. aapki kya khatir daari ki jaye…. coffee..tea.. juice…ya or kuch…"radhika mujhe mazak karte hue puch rahi thi….or muskura bhi rahi thi….
Mujhe dar is baat ka lagne laga ki kahi radhika ki in harkato ki wajah se agar Rajesh ne kuch bol diya to kya hoga…. Mai is ghar me aakar phir se apni unhi beeti hui yaadon me kho hi jata….. agar abhi Radhika saath na hoti…..
"Chalo koi baat nahi mat batao….mai khud hi le aayi hu kuch banakar….tum yaha baitho…or apne naye boss se baat karo…" itna keh kar Radhika uth kar chali gayi….or yaha ab mai or Rajesh akele reh gaye…
Rajesh : to kya naam bataya tha beta aapne…
Mai : ji Avinash….. Avinash naam hai mera…
Rajesh : vaise tum filhal kaha kaam kar rahe ho…
Mai : ji vo " AR companies" hai na usi ke ek section me manager ki job thi….
Itna sunte hi Rajesh ki bauhe sikud gayi….ab itni badi company ko chod kar me iski company me job ke liye aya tha….to ye hona lazmi si baat hai…
( AR group of companies Pvt Ltd….ye wahi company hai jiska mai owner hu…..or Rajesh ki company ka naya contract bhi isi company se hua hai….ye company textiles , import-export , real estate jaise business ke liye market me ek khaas jagah banaye hue hai…iska net worth itna karodo me hai…
Sharma textiles Pvt Ltd….ye company Mr Rajesh ki hai…ye abhi sirf textiles ka business karte hai….par ye bhi market ke naye naye areas ko explore karna chahte hai…)
Rajesh : ye to bahut badi company hai na….to tum hamari company me job kyu chahte ho….
" Ye kaha job chod raha tha dad….maine hi ise kaha hai yaha kaam karne ko…"itna kehte hue radhika ne samne kuch snacks rakhe or coffee serve ki….
Rajesh : wahi to mai bhi jan na chahta hu…ki wajah kya hai…
Radhika: ab dad isko aye din iska khadus boss pareshan karta rehta hai ….to maine hi ise yaha bula liya…ab ye padhai bhi theek se kar payega…
Rajesh : theek hai ab tumne kaha hai to ho jaega….par yaha bhi ache se kaam karna…
Radhika : are ye kya….ab mene apni company me naye employee ko rakha hai to uski boss mai hu na….
Itna kehkar radhika hasne lagi or mere baazuon me apne haatho ko lapet liya …
Rajesh:acha chalo tum log baate karo…mai chalta hu…bye..
Radhika : utho yrr tum pata nahi itne boring kyu ho…chalo mere room me chalte hai…
Ab yaha aakar baatein karte hue bahut der ho chuki thi….or shaam bhi dhalne shuru bas ho hi gayi thi….
Mai : are nahi yrr aaj to time ho hi gaya hai….fir kabhi aunga tab dekh lunga…
Radhika : yrr please na ab chalo bhi…
Mai : radhika ab shaam ka samay ho gaya hai na…or waha aunty khana bhi bana hi rahi hai…to late ho jayega…
Radhika : kya yrr mai yaha soch rahi thi ki aaj dinner saath mein karenge or tum ho ki…..acha ruko yaha mai abhi aati hu….
Radhika apne room me jaakar kisi ko call karne lagi….
Saamne se : hello…
Radhika: ha siya ye tumhara hi no. hai na….
Siya : ha lekin aap kon ho…aur mera no. kaha se mila..
Radhika : I am radhika….hum aaj class me mile the….vo mujhe batana tha ki Avinash aaj dinner yahi kar raha hai to pareshan mat hona….
Itna keh kar Radhika ne bina kuch sune call cut kar diya…or bahar aa kar baith gayi….
Radhika: ho gayi tumhari problem solve….
Mai : konsi problem….
Radhika : are mene siya ko call karke bol diya ki tum aaj dinner yaha karoge….
Ab mera dimag hi band pad gaya….kyuki aaj siya ne kitne pyar se baat ki thi…lekin ab sab gaya paani me…..
Mujhe baitha kar radhika maid ko order dene chali gayi… Mujhe bahar ka to pata tha lekin inke ghar ke andar bhi halat theek nahi hai….
Pooja kahi dikh nahi rahi hai….jab se aya hu iska jikr bhi nahi hua hai……or na hi Mr Sameer ka kuch pata hai…..
Fir radhika mujhe apne room me lekar aa gayi…..uske room me sabhi cheezon ko bahut hi saleeke se rakha gaya tha….kuch tasveeren bhi lagi thi….jinme me or radhika saath khel rahe the…
Mujhe room me baitha kar radhika apni ki hui paintings dikhane lagi….abhi radhika ko koi dekh leta to ye kehna mushkil tha ki ye paintings usne hi banayi hai…..
Ab baat ye thi ki sabhi paintings ka sole theme loneliness, emptiness ya fir sadistic lag rahi thi ….har painting apne andar kuch na kuch dard dabaye baithi thi…..
Radhika : tumhe ye paintings kaisi lagi….
Mai : bahut hi achi hai….maine shayad hi itni shandar paintings apni life me kabhi dekhi hogi…..lekin…
Radhika : lekin kya….bolo…
Mai : lekin ye tum par jachti nahi hai…tum itni haseen ho or ye paintings kitni khamosh hai….tumhe dekh kar naye mausam ka agaz mehsoos hota hai or paintings me ek dard hai ek thehrav sa hai….
Radhika sab sun kar dhyan se mujhe dekhne lagi….. shayad hi usne ye kisi ke muh se suna hoga in paintings ke liye….
Radhika : tum kitna samajhte ho na in jazbaato ko …tumne is sabhi paintings ki gehrai ko ache se bayan kiya hai…lekin….. lekin jo mere liye kaha vo…
Mai : vo bhi ek dum sach hai yrr…bas tum abhi shayad kisi purani yaad se pareshan ho bas…
Radhika : acha theek hai…vaise shukriya janab ki aapko is kaneez ki ye choti si peshkash achi lagi …
Mai : tumhare ghar me kon kon rehta hai….
Radhika : yaha hum char log rehte hai….mai , papa , mummy ,or ek chota bhai….
Hum aage kuch baat karte tab tak dinner ka time ho gaya tha….
Hum niche aakar dining table par baith gaye….yaha par sabhi maujood the….maine sabko namaste kiya or radhika ke bagal me baith gaya…
"beti ye kon hai….hume bhi to milwao…." Pooja ne mujhe gaur se dekhte hue kaha….
"Ye hai Avinash mera classmate hai or bestfriend bhi hai…. birthday par aa nahi paya tha to maine aaj dinner par invite kar liya…."radhika ne Pooja se kaha…
Phir sabne dinner shuru kar diya….is waqt Pooja ne ek low cut blouse ke sath saree pehni hui thi yellow colour ki….is Peele rang ke blouse me se jhankti hue safed doodh se bhare hue kalash bada hi manoram drishya banaye hue the….dono ki sundarta apne aap me hi bemisaal thi….
Ab nafrat itni thi or kuch aise raaj pata the inke ki mujhe zara bhi bura nahi laga aisa sochne par….or lund ne bhi uchal kood machana shuru kar diya tha….
Badi mushkil se apne armano ko sambhal kar khana khatam kiya…. kyuki abhi kuch hone nahi wala tha….or jo aage hone wala tha vo bahut hi bhayankar hone wala tha…. akhir itne saalo ka badla kuch pal me lene se mujhe sukun thodi milta….
Humne khana khaya or fir radhika mujhe bahar tak chodne aayi…
Mai : Good night radhika….ab time bahut ho gaya hai…. mujhe chalna chahiye…
Radhika : Theek hai good night…. dhyan se jaana….or haa kal college se office Jana hai yaad rakhna…
Mai : theek hai siya ko ghar chod kar tumhare office pahuch jaunga….
Radhika : yrr ye siya ka kya matter hai….ab tum kab tak uske driver banke rahoge….
Mai : are ab me uska driver nahi hu …
Radhika : ab nahi ho matlab….
Mai : are matlab ab hamari dosti ho gayi hai….or kal mai use tumse bhi milva dunga….
Radhika ne bas haa me gardan hila di or me bye bol kar waha se nikal gaya….
Yaha radhika mujhe jaate hue dekh kar man me kuch sochne lagi " kameeni kahi ki…..pata nahi itni jaldi Avinash ke itne kareeb kaise aa gayi ye ladki…..ab mujhe Avinash ko apni feelings bata deni chahiye….nahi to kya pata ye kitna aage pahuch jaye….kal dekhte hai us siya ki bachi ko…hpmh…"
Wahi me aaj bahut khush bhi tha or thoda dukhi bhi…..apni behan ke saath itna samay guzar kar mujhe jo khushi mili hai ye me bata nahi sakta….. mujhe lag raha tha ki bas abhi radhika ko gale laga kar sab kuch bhul jau….
Par ab me peeche nahi hat sakta tha….maine inhi logo ki wajah se apno di ka pyar khoya hai bachpan mein…. fir jaan se pyara dost Rishi bhi chala gaya inhi ki wajah se….
In sab me radhika kahi nahi thi…or Sameer ko to shayad mera kuch pata bhi nahi hoga…to ab jo bache hai unse badla to lena hi hai…..
Mai kuch hi der me ghar pahunch gaya….or upar apne kamre ki or badh gaya….par raste me mujhe Sunita mil gayi….
" Raat ko mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai…kuch sawal puchne hai….to jaldi mat Sona…." Itna keh kar Sunita chali gayi…..
Ab me wahi khada sochne laga ki ye kya sawal puchengi ….or tension hone lagi mujhe….mai phir chat par pahunch gaya…socha kuch der thandi hawa me aram kar leta hu….
Chat par pahunch kar dekha siya seedhiyon par hi nazar gadaye thi….uski aankho me mujhe thoda gussa dikhai dene laga…
Mai : hiii…..
Vo : ………….
Mai : vo aaj actually uske papa se milne par time jyada lag gaya tha….or phir unhone jabardasti dinner karva hi diya….
Vo : vo sab to theek hai par vo chudail waha kya kar rahi thi…..or uski himmat kaise hui mujhe call karne ki….
Mai : are meri phone ki battery down ho gayi thi na to mene usse mobile manga tha… par usne khud hi call mila kar baat karli tumse…..
Maine itna kaha or siya ko peeche se apni baahon me bhar liya….siya is waqt dusri or muh kar chuki thi… or aasman me dekh rahi thi….
Par jaise hi mene use baahon me bhara vaise hi uski aankhe band ho gayi….or usne apna shareer ek dum dheela chod diya….
Suhani raat me…. sard hawa ke beech…. chat par apni premika ko apne aagosh me liye hue mujhe bahut hi acha mehsoos ho raha tha….ye anubhuti shayad mai shabdo me bahar na kar pau…
Kuch pal baahon me rehne ke baad siya achanak se hosh me ayi or neeche jaane lagi ..
"Good night take care…. subah samay par aa jana nashte ke liye …" itna kehte hue siya neeche chali gayi…or mai yaha bas muskurate reh gaya ….
Mai room me pahucha or naha kar apne kaam mein lag gaya….ab Suman aane wali thi…to abhi so bhi nahi sakta tha ..
Kuch der intezar ke baad Suman aunty aayi or andar aa kar darwaza andar se band kar liya or bed par aakar baith gayi….or mujhe ishare se samne baithne ko kaha….
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Ab ye raat kya kya naye rang is kahani me lekar aati…or Suman ke kya sawal hai….ye jan ne ke liye agle bhag aane tak pratiksha kijiyega… . . . . . . . . .
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Lekin achanak….Suman ko kuch dikha….
Suman ne dekha us almari me kuch kagaz rakhe the….jinpar Suman ka naam likha hua tha….aage padhne par use pata chal gaya ki ye uske hi ghar ke kagaz hai…..
Ab aage…..
Raat ka samay tha ek ladki is waqt apni night dress pehne hue apne bed par leti hui thi….is raat ke andhere mein uske room ki dim light jali hui thi…
Usne apne hathon me ek tasveer ko pakda hua tha…jo kisi chote bache ki thi…tasveer bahut saalo purani lag rahi thi….
Ladki tasveer ko apne sine se lagaye man me bahut kuch soch rahi thi….
" Bhai kaha ho tum….kya tumhe meri yaad nahi aati….mai kab se isi intezar me hu ki tum kab aakar phir se mere saath khela karoge….vo tumhare chote mulayam hatho ko tham kar bahut der tak ghumna bahut yaad aata hai….vo tumhara chehra jise dekh kar meri subah hua karti thi….mujhe sab yaad hai bhai…kya tum sab kuch bhul gaye ho….aakhir kya galti thi meri…..kahi…
kahi mera pyar un naye logo ke muqable kam to nahi laga tumhe….tum ek baar mil to lo phir saari shikayte door ho jaegi…"
Bas isi tarah khud se baate karte hue vo so jaati hai…
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Suman subah uthi to usne khud ko Avinash ke bistar par paya khud ko….aur use raat ka sab yaad aa gaya tha…ki raat ko kaise vo pareshan thi phir yaha aakar usne kya kya mehsoos kiya or phir Avinash ki almari me mile vo documents…
Asal me ye wahi Suman ke ghar ke documents the jinhe karan ne Suman ke naam karwa kar Avinash ko diye the…..
Suman ko samajh nahi aa raha tha ki aakhir ho kya raha hai…kyuki Suman ke pati ki maut ke baad inhe paiso ki bahut jarurat thi…lekin ab samaj me ek akeli aurat ka sath kaun deta hai….
Tab Suman ne apne ghar ke documents us broker ko de kar karz liya hua tha…. isiliye vo jab chahe jab muh utha kar yaha aa jaya karta tha…lekin jab haalat kharab hote hai to sab kuch jhelna hi padta hai…
Lekin jab usne kal raat Avinash ki almari me ye paper dekhe to anjane me hi khud se ek sawal kar baithi…
" Kya ye mere liye kiya hai tumne…kya tum sach me mujhse…"
Achanak man me aye is sawal se ab Suman ko bura na laga….
Suman ne fir se kamra theek kiya or neeche pahuch gayi…andar jaakar usne dekha to siya kitchen me kaam kar rahi thi….
" Are siya kya kar rahi ho beta….tum jaa kar taiyar ho jao….me karti hu na…" Suman siya ke paas aa kar kehti hai…siya is waqt nashata or chai bana rahi thi…
" Are maa bas ho hi gaya…aap fresh ho aao tab tak nashta lagati hu…" siya jawab deti hai..
Suman fresh ho kar aa jaati hai….tab tak nashta ready ho jata hai…or sabhi nashta karne lagte hai….siya or suman baithi to yaha thi par inke dimaag kahi or hi gum the….
Nashta hote hi siya or Nikita college or school ke liye nikal jate hai….or reh jaati hai Suman…
Kal raat se abhi tak siya or suman Avinash ko kayi baar phone kar chuki thi….par mera phone to switch off tha to ab kya hi ho pata ….
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Wahi me in sab se door apni alag hi duniya me phir se mast ho gaya tha….
Subah yog karna…din bhar aashram me sewa karna…logo ki madat karna…waha kuch kitabe bhi mangwa li thi maine padne ke liye…..
Mera samay acha beet raha tha yaha…sham or raat me ghat ke kinare baith kar waha ke shudh vatavaran ka aanand lena….bahut hi sukun tha waha…
Yaha aye mujhe 7 din ho gaye the isi beech karan ka sandesh mila mujhe jo ki ashram ka hi ek sewak le kar aya….usme bahut kuch likha hua tha….
" Bhai kaisa hai yaar…sale mujhe akela yaha chod kar waha tu aaram kar raha hai or yaha meri lagi padi hai….siya kuch dino se college me dikhai nahi di hai…suna hai tabiyat theek nahi hai….
Or Teri radhika madam ne mera jeena haram kar rakha hai….use to yahi lagta hai ki mai tera boss hu…to vo bas subah shaam yaha aa kar tere liye puchti thi…lekin mai jaise taise sambhal raha tha….
par kal toh hadd hi ho gayi bhai….mujhe police ki dhamki de gayi vo…
Bhai ya to tu yaha aa ja ya unse baat kar le bhai….warna Mai bhi wahi aa jaata hu….fir dono sath me maze karenge yrr…
Bhai ab aaja yaar ab vo samay bhi aane wala hai jiska hame intezar tha….
Miss you bhai…"
Ab yaha aane par me kafi had tak sambhal chuka tha…. bachpan se me kabhi kabhi kafi emotional ho jaata tha….tab bhi mai yahi karta tha…lekin ab mai theek ho gaya tha…to mujhe meri galtiya yaad aane lagi…
Mujhe Rishi ke pariwar ka sahara banna tha….us ghar ka beta banna tha…or me pagal yaha apna dukh mitane chala aaya….
Or bechari Suman aunty mujhe beta manne hi lagi thi ki maine ye harkat kar di ….siya ne bhi to mujhe mana nahi kiya tha….
Par mujhe samjh aye tab na…. chalo koi baat nahi ab bhi der na hui hai….
Mene apna saman uthaya or chal pada apne shahar….ab flight me samay tha to me airport par hi baith kar aaram karne laga…
Mujhe yaha par aane ke baad or yaha tak ki abhi bhi radhika ka bilkul bhi khayal nahi aya tha….
me yaha se bas do hi wajah se jaa raha tha ek thi Rishi ka pariwar….or dusri Mera badla….
Mujhe acchi tarah yaad hai jab mai mama ke yaha gaya tha….tab kuch din to didi ka roj phone aata or hum bahut si baate karte par…..
Par dheere dheere ye baate hona kam ho gayi thi or phir kuch dino baad bilkul band ho chuki thi….
Aarti or Rashmi bhi mujhse baat nahi karti thi….Rashmi didi ko shayad mai pasand nahi tha…or aarti apne kaam se kaam rakhti thi…..
Ab mujhe sab ne akela kar diya tha….
Or mujhe ye bataya gaya ki radhika ko time nahi hai phone karne ka isliye nahi kar pati….par mai use apne se bada manta tha to pyar bhi bahut tha….ab achanak se ye sab hua to mere dimag me tarah tarah ke khayal aana swabhavik ho gaya tha…..
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Bas yahi sab sochte sochte mai ek baar fir jaipur pahuch gaya tha….ab maine tay kar liya tha ki kamjor nahi padna or bas prayas karte rehna hai sab sahi karne ke liye…..
Mai ghar (Rishi ke ghar) to pahuch raha tha par abhi tak bahut kuch ghatit bhi ho chuka tha….
Suman ab apni hi soch me gum rehti thi pata nahi kya ho gaya tha use….jab din beetne lage or mai nahi lauta…to unka to jaise man or shreer dono hi kamzor sa dikhne laga tha….
Wahi siya ne kuch din college chalu rakha….isi beech radhika bhi kayi bar usse Avinash ke liye puch chuki thi…..or reh reh kar jo guilt ab siya ke man me aa raha tha vo apne aapko doshi samajh rahi thi or phir kuch dino baad to usn apne ko ghar tak hi simit bana liya….
Nikita ko samajh ata tha ki maa aur behan pareshan hai….par koi wajah pata chale tab na vo kuch karne ka sochti ….
Or yaha radhika ka haal to college chal kar hi dekha jayega…..
Mai jab ghar pahucha to bahar mujhe koi na dikha….maine socha thoda aaram kar lu fil mil aunga….abhi me thak bhi gaya tha to kisi ke samne Jane ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi….
Mai room me gaya to dekha mera room ek dum saaf tha….socha shayad aunty ne kiya hoga….
Or me naha kar aaram karne laga….
Mai yaha aate hi karan ko inform kar chuka tha….
Mai subah hi yaha aa chuka tha…to dopahar me bhook ke kaaran meri neend ud gayi….to mai fresh ho kar chal diya neche…or baja di bell….
Thoda samay laga lekin darwaza khul hi gaya….is waqt mere saamne siya khadi thi…..os sach pucho to mera dil passej gaya uski halat dekh kar….
Uska gulabi chehra jiska noor jaise fika sa lagne laga tha….uske baal jinhe vo bahut ho sambhal kar rakha karti thi vo abhi theek halat me nahi the…
Us dekh kar lag raha tha jaise vo majboori me ji rahi ho……
Wahi jab siya ne mujhe dekha to uske chehre par khushi or hairat ke mile jule bhav the….hum dono bas ek dusre ki aankho aakho me apne halat baya karne lage the…..
" Siya beta kon hai bahar…. jaldi aaja khana thanda ho jayega…." Achanak se Suman aunty ki awaz se hum dono ka dhyan tuta…
" Koi nahi maa ek dost aayi hai…maa me kuch der me aati hu aakar khana khaungi…"usne apni maa se bas itna kaha…..or bina ek shabd kahe mera haath pakad kar mujhe kheechte hue mere bedroom tak le aayi…
Me bahut jyada excited ho raha tha…. mujhe ab pakka uski aankho me apne liye pyar dikh raha tha….par shayad meri kismat itni asani se kaha mujhe khushiyan naseeb hone deti…..
Chaataakkk……chaaataakkk…
Mujhe abhi lag raha tha shayad siya mere gale lagegi….or mujhe izhar kar degi muhabbat ka….par meri kharab kismat….
"Kyu aaye ho yaha….tum to chale gaye the na….kyu laut kar aaye ho ab….yahi dekhne aaye ho na ki tumhari di gayi saza ke baad me abhi bhi sahi salamat hu ya nahi…bolo….ab chup kyu ho…." Itna kehte hue siya rote hue bilakhne lagi…..
" Siya please Rona nahi yrr..agar tumhe maire yaha aane se problem hai….to i promise mai nahi aaunga…par…." Mere isse age kuch or kehne se pehle mujhe do or chate pad gaye….aur phir vo hua jiska me kab se intezar kar raha tha…
Siya rote hue mere gale se lag gayi….or bas uska rona aur badh gaya….
mai dheere dheere uski peeth par apna haath fira kar us ko shaant karne laga…. mujhe is samay safai dena sahi nahi laga…aur usko apni baahon me simete hue hi apne bistar par let gaya…..
Kuch pal baad vo shaant ho gayi thi….shant matlab ek dam shant….hum dono ki dhadkan ek sath chalte hue mehsoos ho rahi thi mujhe….
Ab maine subah se kuch khaya bhi nahi tha to mujhe bhook lagne lagi thi….maine siya ke chehre ko halka sa upar uthaya…
" Siya ab mai aa gaya hu na to ab tumhara Jo man kare saza de dena….par…par abhi mujhe bahut joro ki bhookh lagi hai…. subah se kuch khaya nahi na…."maine itna kaha or siya mujhse alag ho kar meri aankhon mein dekhne lagi…
" Saza to tumhe milegi lekin abhi nahi….baad me…. chalo ab neeche chalo…tumhe to me acha sabak sikhne wali hu….or ha ab tum is ghar se bahar meri ijajat ke bagair kadam nahi rakhoge…. samajh gaye na…." Siya mujhe sidhiyo se utarte hue chetavani de rahi thi…
Lekin uski baato me itna apnapan dekh kar mera man to ek hi baat keh raha tha….ki tum ek baar bolo to sahi….me sare jamane ko bhula kar tumhare sath rehne ko taiyar hu….
Hum neeche pahuch kar andar jaane lage hi the ki aunty andar se bahar aati dikhai di mujhe…unhone mujhe ek nazar dekha or phir nazar ghuma kar siya ko kaha…
" Siya khana kha lo beta or jo mehman tumhare sath aye hai inhe bhi puch lo…. agar man ho to khila dena…"itna kehkar vo apne kamre me chali gayi….
Ab mere paas dimag ek aur pareshaniya anek ho chalo thi….siya aur maine khana khaya lekin is dauran humne jyada baat nahi ki….
Siya ne bas itna kaha ki baad me baat karenge or apne kamre me chali gayi….
Ab ye isliye ho raha tha kyuki jab mai khane baitha to aunty bhi wahi paas me aakar baith gayi….
aur jab beech beech me meri or unki aakhe char hoti to mujhe unka gussa nazar aaya or sath me bahut se sawal bhi….
"Avinash khana kha kar jaldi upar aana mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai …." Itna keh kar fir aunty chali gayi…
Siya samajh chuki thi ki aunty gussa hai aur mujhe bhi andar se mehsoos ho gaya tha…. isliye siya kamre me chali gayi thi mujhe akela chodkar…..
Ab mai pahuch gaya khana kha kar upar apne kamre me…. lekin shayad itni asan nahi hai na meri jindagi…. aunty abhi kuch saman liye baithi thi bed par …
Mujhe bas ab lagne laga ki ye mera last din hai yaha….
Unhone mujhe unke pass baithne ko kaha aur mere samne kuch aisi cheez rakh di jise dekhkar me shock ho gaya tha….
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Ab vo kya saman tha ye dekhte hai…. lekin jo bhi hai vo kuch bahut bada badlav laane wala hai …..
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Mujhe bas ab lagne laga ki ye mera last din hai yaha….
Unhone mujhe unke pass baithne ko kaha aur mere samne kuch aisi cheez rakh di jise dekhkar me shock ho gaya tha….
Ab aage…
Mai is waqt aunty ke bagal me bistar par baitha tha or aunty ke pass unke ghar ke documents the…. Mujhe dar is baat ka nahi tha ki unhe documents mil gaye the…. mujhe dar kisi aur baat ka tha…..
( Ab vo wajah aage pata chal jayegi to bas dhairya banaye rakhe )
"To ab baaki baatein baad me hogi….mai tumse in documents ke liye nahi puchungi….
Mujhe bas ye batana ki tum kaha gaye the or us message ka matlab kya tha ...." Aunty ne bade aram se un paper's ko side rakhte hue kaha….
Ab itna bada chutiyapa kiya tha…or aunty meri gaand yu hi baksh de ye ho hi nahi sakta….
" Vo…vo…aunty actually…mmm…." Mujhe kuch sujhe to bahana banaya jaye na…..yahan main aya tha mere pariwar se badla lene..or yahan sab log mujhe hi ghere baithe hai batao yrr….
"Beta ya to saaf saaf batado varna mai tumhe maaf karne se rahi….jo tumne kiya hai na….ab ek baar ko mai bhulne ki soch bhi lu to wajah to pata chale na mujhe…."aunty badi shanti se baat kar rahi thi….
" Vo aunty ab me pehle jaha rehta tha waha ki yaad aane lagi thi…..aur yaha par mera koi apna hai bhi nahi na to thoda dukhi ho gaya tha …." Maine socha emotional jawab dunga to theek ho jayega….par….ab dekho aage….
"Acha to tumhe mera bhi khayal nahi aya…."maine jaise hi apni baat kahi Suman aunty ne ek aur sawal daag diya…
" Sorry aunty….. us samay bas mujhe ajeeb sa mehsoos ho raha tha…or me khud ko sambhal nahi paya to chala gaya…. lekin fir aapke pyar ne fir yaha aane par majboor kar diya…." Ab ye maine keh to diya lekin….maine ye normally kaha tha….. Par aunty ko laga ki ye baat maine unke liye hi kahi hai….
" Chalo abhi tum aram kar lo… hum baad me aaram se baat karenge…" itna kehkar aunty apne kaam me lag gayi…..
Mai abhi apne room me pahucha hi tha ki samne bistar par kisi shakhs ko dekh kar me chowk hi gaya…. Samne bistar par siya baithe hue mujhe hi dekh rahi thi….
Ab sala mai ghar lock ache se karunga…..yaha koi bhi jab chahe aa jaata hai….
Me jaa kar baith gaya uske paas hi…usko dekh kar lag raha tha jaise ab uske chehre par thoda noor aa gaya tha…jo mujhe pehle nahi dikh raha tha….
"Tum yaha kya kar rahi ho…kisi ne dekh liya to…."maine hi baat shuru karne ke liye kaha….
"Ye sab chodo aur pehle ye batao…kaha gaye the…."siya ne pucha…
"Bas office ke hi kaam se gaya tha na….tumhe pata to hai…"maine bhi normal jawab diya aur sidha hi let gaya…..
"Sach bata do na ki kaha gaye the…..varna…" siya ne bade aram se phir se pucha….
"Are bataya to yrr…. office work tha….or ye varna kya hai…dhamki de rahi ho kya…"itna kehkar me hasne laga….
Lekin aaj shayad abhi bahut kuch dekhna tha mujhe…. achanak aisa kuch hua ki meri saanse hi ruk si gayi… Siya achanak se mere upar aa gayi….uska phul jaisa makhmali badan mere sharir ke upar aa gaya tha….
"Nahi bataoge…..kaha gaye the…." Kehte hue siya apni daye hath ki ungli ko mere gaal per phirane lagi …….
Meri sanse achanak se tez ho gayi thi…to kuch der saaso ko sambhal kar mene jawab dene ki koshish ki….
" Y..y..ye tum kya kar rahi ho…hato upar se…."maine kaha..
"Kya mai itni bhari hu kya….bolo na…."itna keh kar wo meri gardan me saase chodne lagi….
Jaise jaise mujhe uski garam saas apni gardan par mehsoos ho rahi thi…. waise waise mera wajood mujhse door jata jaa raha tha….
Meri aankhe kab band hui mujhe pata hi nahi chala….mere haath apne aap uski kamar par chale gaye or kamar se hote hue peeth tak pahunch gaye….or me bas use apni baahon me simete kisi or hi duniya me ja chuka tha….
Safar ki thakan fir yaha aane par itna dimag lagane par me waise bhi thak gaya tha ….or ab is abhutpurva ehsaas ne mere tan or man me jaise jaan hi na chodi thi….
Uske sharir se aati vo madak or adbhut khushbu mere andar jaise jaise jaa rahi thi….vaise vaise mai is duniya se door jaata ja raha tha….
Ye ehsaas mujhe bahut hi jyada acha lag raha tha….aaj mujhe esa lag raha tha ki kahi jannat hai to vo inhi baahon mein hai….mai bewajah logo se badla lene me laga hua tha….
Mujhe bas aaj apne purn hone ka ehsaas ho raha tha….or isi ehsaas ke sath me ek meethi or gehri neend me khota chala gaya…..
Ye neend shayad mere jeevan mein ab tak ki sabse meethi or aramdayak neend thi….
Kuch der baad siya wahi mujhse alag ho kar mujhe dekhne lagi….mujhe is waqt dekhna use acha lag raha tha… vo mere baalon me apna haath ghumane lagi…..
Or bas ye ek or sama tha jab mai or gehri neend me chala gaya……
Mujhe ache se abhi tak bhi meri maa ka vo sparsh yaad hai….jab mai soya rehta tha to maa mere baalon ko sahlati thi….unhe pata tha ki mujhe isse bahut aaram milta hai ….
Bas aaj bhi bahut dino baad esa hua tha jab siya mere baalon ko sahlane lagi thi ….. mujhe apni maa ka sa ehsas hua or mai siya se fir lipat gaya…
Ab siya or mai sath me soye hue the …
Jab mai utha tab dopahar dhal chuki thi….or shaam apne parvaan chad rahi thi….
Uthne ke baad me jab tak fresh hokar aaya tab tak siya chai le kar aa gayi thi….abhi hum bas ek dusre ki aankhon me hi ek dusre ko dekh kar apni baat keh rahe the…
"Siya sorry vo mai thoda thak gaya tha…..to neend aa gayi thi…" maine hi baat ki shuruaat ki…kyuki ab ye chupi kisi ko todni hi thi….
"Koi baat nahi…" siya itna kehkar fir chup ho gayi…
" Vo…vo mujhe kuch kehna hai…" maine kaha…
"Ha kaho na…." Siya ne kaha…
"Maine jo us sham ko kaha is ke liye sorry….. mujhe aise nahi bolna chahiye tha na….ab mai tumhe bilkul pareshan nahi karunga….. agar tum chaho to me yaha se chala bhi jaunga…" maine ye keh hi diya kyon ki shayad mai us din overreact kar gaya tha….
Aaj jo hua tha usse itna to saaf tha ki siya ke man ki baat siya bata nahi paa rahi hai ..bas isiliye maine ye sab keh diya…or iska asar bhi hua…
"Tumhe jo thapad lagaye the unme koi kami reh gayi kya…." Usne bada masoom sa chehra bana kar pucha…
Mujhe jaise hi subah wale thappad yaad aye mere hath apne aap mere gaalo par chale gaye….
" Matlab …" maine darte hue pucha….
"Ye kya laga rakha hai tumne ki aapko pareshan nahi karunga…. nahi karunga…..tumhe samajh nahi aata kya….ki mai tumse pareshan nahi hu pagal…
Or ye kaha gaye the tum…. mujhe to laga tha tum pyar kerte ho mujhse…. par tum to chod kar hi chale gaye…."siya ne kaha….
"Mai pyar karta hu tumse….pehle din se karta hu….jab tumhari in aankhon mein pehli baar dekha tha tab se hi…..or shayad ab ye kabhi khatam bhi nahi ho sakta par….par mai tumhe majboor to nahi kar sakta na.." maine kaha..
"Acha tumhe kya lagta hai…tum aise hi yaha chale aaoge…. or mujhe apne pyar mein phasa kar chale jaoge…." Siya ne ye kaha or mera haath tham liya….
"Are mein kyu karunga aisa kuch……..ek minute…..abhi abhi tumne kya kaha…do…do you love….me…" mai thoda pareshan ho kar jawab de raha tha lekin jab mujhe ehsaas hua ki abhi usne kya kaha hai to maine baat badal di…
Mere itna puchne par bas usne apne hath se mere hatho ko aur kas kar pakad liya….
Ab isko me jaise hi samajh pata itne me Nikita aa gayi or le gayi siya ko….. mujhe to bas abhi bhi siya ki baate sunai de rahi thi….
Bas isi tarah mein khoya hua tha ki karan ka call aa gaya…
"Kaisa hai bhai…."karan ne pucha….
"Bas badiya hu yrr…tu meri tension na le ..tu bata sab sahi hai na…."maine kaha..
"Bas sab badhiya hai Bhai….apne plan ka second phase shuru ho gaya hai…to socha tujhe bata du…."karan ne kaha….
"Acha hai bhai ab bas kuch din aur phir hum humara khel shuru kar denge…"mai itna keh kar muskurane laga….
"Chal theek hai free ho to yaha aa jana ek baar…"karan ne itna kaha or call cut kar diya….
Jab shaam hui to thoda aaram karke mai neeche chala aya….
Mujhe Nikita bahar hi mil gayi…mai usi se baat karne baith gaya ….
Baat karte hue khane ka time ho gaya….hum sab ne mil kar khana khaya or jab sab chale gaye…..tab mai bahar tehlne nikal gaya….kuch saman chahiye tha mujhe…..
Jab mai lota to mere darwaze par ek note tha " 11 pm - Terrace.."bas itna hi likha tha….
Ab mai room mein aakar aram karne kaga…..or jab time ho gaya to mein pahunch gaya chat par……
Chat par is samay bilkul andhera tha…agar is samay koi mere samne aa jata to mujhe bas uska aks dikhai deta abhi….
Mere kuch hi der intezar karne par koi chat par aa gaya….
Ab mujhe siya to mujhse raha nahi gaya mujhe abhi siya ko bas apni baahon mai lene ko jee kar raha tha…. Maine aage badh kar use gale laga liya….
Mai : aa gayi tum….mai kitna tadap raha tha kab se…..jab se laut kar aya hu…tabse bas tumhe apni baahon mein rakhne ko jee kar raha hai ..
Ab mai jaise hi samne khade shaqs ke gale lagaya to mujhe bahut sukun milne laga….or
My bad luck…fir se yaha par Suman hi thi…
Par mujhe andaza nahi hua…mai kuch jyada hi utsahit ho raha tha….
Dheere dheere vatavaran garmane laga…mera muh maine uski gardan par laga diya ….
Or bas yahi vo kamjor pal paida hua jisme Suman ka shareer bhi pighalne laga….use ab apna man bagawat karte hue nazar aane laga tha…..
Mai apne hotho ko uski gardan par phirane laga…kabhi uski gardan par chumta kabhi uski gardan ko muh me bhar leta….or phir dheere dheere me uske kaan se hote hue uske gaalo par pahuch gaya…..
Uske gal itne mulayam lag rahe the ki mai pagal ho kar unhe apne hotho me bhar kar chusne laga….ab maine kabhi ye sab na hi kiya tha na hi iske baare me kabhi socha tha…..
Par aaj bas bahut kuch apne aap hota chala ja raha tha…
Ab mere hoth uske gulab se nazuk hotho tak pahunch gaye the…..mujhe uske hothon par ek thirkan si mehsoos ho rahi thi…maine dheere dheere uske hotho ko kiss karna shuru kar diya or achanak hi uske hotho ko chusna shuru kar diya….
Samne se koi response nahi aa raha tha….par ab mujhe kon samjhata mai to bas apne kaam mein laga hua tha…..
Kuch der baad…. uske hothon ko apne hotho se pine ke baad mai apne muh ko uske kaan tak lekar pahuch gaya…..
"I love you…i love you siya…."..maine kaha….
Abhi tak jo kuch hua usse Suman lagbhag pighal hi gayi thi….par jab usne siya ka naam suna….to use samajh aane laga …ki ab tak jo hua vo kiske liye tha….par
Par abhi agar Suman kuch bhi bolti to usko sharminda hona padta…..akhir vo is samay Avinash ki baaho mein jo simti hui thi….or ab tak usne jara bhi virodh nahi dikhaya tha…..
Achanak mujhe apne kandhe par kuch geela pan mehsoos hua….ye shayad aansu ki kuch booond thi….
Mai jhat se alag ho kar chehra tatolne laga….or khushkismati se mere senses ne kaam karna shuru kar diya tha….
Mujhe ab samjhte der nahi lagi ke ye siya nahi koi aur hai…. Or me furti se alag ho kar khada ho gaya ….
Aunty phataphat neeche chali gayi…aur main bhi kuch der ruk kar apne kamre me chala gaya…
Mai abhi apne bed par sone ke liye let gaya tha…. lekin mere Jehan me bas ek hi sawal tha….
"Aunty ne mujhe toka kyu nahi tha…..aakhir itni der maine vo sab kiya phir bhi….phir bhi vo vaise hi khadi thi vaha…."
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Aapke kuch sawalo ke jawab is update mil gaye honge…aage bahut kuch hone wala hai . . . . . . . . .
(Update kaisa laga ye zaroor batayega…or like or comment karna na bhule )
Mai abhi andar jaa hi raha tha ki mujhe andar se ek aadmi aata hua dikhai diye….ye or koi nahi Mera baap tha…..
"Kaho kis se milna hai….vaise maine shayad tumhe kahin dekha hai…."Rajesh ne kaha..
Or mai jab tak jawab deta tab tak radhika andar se aa kar mere bagal me khadi ho gayi thi….
Abb aage…..
Jab mai ghar ke andar jaa raha tha tab Rajesh ki nazar mujh par pad gayi thi…isliye usne mujhe bahar hi rok liya tha or puch tach kar raha tha….
Lekin jab tak mai koi jawab deta tab tak radhika ki nazar mujh par pad chuki thi…..or bas fir vo bhagti hui aakar mere pass khadi ho gayi….
"Beta tum ise jaanti ho kya….kon hai ye ladka…."Rajesh ne normally apni beti se kaha…
"Dad ye mera classmate hai…maine bataya tha na aapko…"Radhika me jawab diya…
"Acha acha….yaad aaya…yahi hai kya vo jiske liye tumne job ki baat ki thi…." Rajesh ne ye keh kar mujhe dekha…
"Namaste sir…" maine bhi Rajesh ki or dekh kar kaha…to usne bas apni gardan hila kar jawab diya…..
"Ha papa maine uske liye hi baat ki thi…. Mr Avinash agar aap ki aagya ho to hum andar chale…." Apne papa ki baat ka jawab de kar vo mujhe andar kheech kar le jaane lagi …
Is poore dauran Rajesh ki nazare bas mujh par hi thi…. shayad vo kuch soch raha tha…
Hum andar aye or sofe par baith gaye…radhika mere bagal me baithi thi…or Rajesh bhi saamne aa kar baith gaya….
"Acha to bataye Mr. aapki kya khatir daari ki jaye…. coffee..tea.. juice…ya or kuch…"radhika mujhe mazak karte hue puch rahi thi….or muskura bhi rahi thi….
Mujhe dar is baat ka lagne laga ki kahi radhika ki in harkato ki wajah se agar Rajesh ne kuch bol diya to kya hoga…. Mai is ghar me aakar phir se apni unhi beeti hui yaadon me kho hi jata….. agar abhi Radhika saath na hoti…..
"Chalo koi baat nahi mat batao….mai khud hi le aayi hu kuch banakar….tum yaha baitho…or apne naye boss se baat karo…" itna keh kar Radhika uth kar chali gayi….or yaha ab mai or Rajesh akele reh gaye…
Rajesh : to kya naam bataya tha beta aapne…
Mai : ji Avinash….. Avinash naam hai mera…
Rajesh : vaise tum filhal kaha kaam kar rahe ho…
Mai : ji vo " AR companies" hai na usi ke ek section me manager ki job thi….
Itna sunte hi Rajesh ki bauhe sikud gayi….ab itni badi company ko chod kar me iski company me job ke liye aya tha….to ye hona lazmi si baat hai…
( AR group of companies Pvt Ltd….ye wahi company hai jiska mai owner hu…..or Rajesh ki company ka naya contract bhi isi company se hua hai….ye company textiles , import-export , real estate jaise business ke liye market me ek khaas jagah banaye hue hai…iska net worth itna karodo me hai…
Sharma textiles Pvt Ltd….ye company Mr Rajesh ki hai…ye abhi sirf textiles ka business karte hai….par ye bhi market ke naye naye areas ko explore karna chahte hai…)
Rajesh : ye to bahut badi company hai na….to tum hamari company me job kyu chahte ho….
" Ye kaha job chod raha tha dad….maine hi ise kaha hai yaha kaam karne ko…"itna kehte hue radhika ne samne kuch snacks rakhe or coffee serve ki….
Rajesh : wahi to mai bhi jan na chahta hu…ki wajah kya hai…
Radhika: ab dad isko aye din iska khadus boss pareshan karta rehta hai ….to maine hi ise yaha bula liya…ab ye padhai bhi theek se kar payega…
Rajesh : theek hai ab tumne kaha hai to ho jaega….par yaha bhi ache se kaam karna…
Radhika : are ye kya….ab mene apni company me naye employee ko rakha hai to uski boss mai hu na….
Itna kehkar radhika hasne lagi or mere baazuon me apne haatho ko lapet liya …
Rajesh:acha chalo tum log baate karo…mai chalta hu…bye..
Radhika : utho yrr tum pata nahi itne boring kyu ho…chalo mere room me chalte hai…
Ab yaha aakar baatein karte hue bahut der ho chuki thi….or shaam bhi dhalne shuru bas ho hi gayi thi….
Mai : are nahi yrr aaj to time ho hi gaya hai….fir kabhi aunga tab dekh lunga…
Radhika : yrr please na ab chalo bhi…
Mai : radhika ab shaam ka samay ho gaya hai na…or waha aunty khana bhi bana hi rahi hai…to late ho jayega…
Radhika : kya yrr mai yaha soch rahi thi ki aaj dinner saath mein karenge or tum ho ki…..acha ruko yaha mai abhi aati hu….
Radhika apne room me jaakar kisi ko call karne lagi….
Saamne se : hello…
Radhika: ha siya ye tumhara hi no. hai na….
Siya : ha lekin aap kon ho…aur mera no. kaha se mila..
Radhika : I am radhika….hum aaj class me mile the….vo mujhe batana tha ki Avinash aaj dinner yahi kar raha hai to pareshan mat hona….
Itna keh kar Radhika ne bina kuch sune call cut kar diya…or bahar aa kar baith gayi….
Radhika: ho gayi tumhari problem solve….
Mai : konsi problem….
Radhika : are mene siya ko call karke bol diya ki tum aaj dinner yaha karoge….
Ab mera dimag hi band pad gaya….kyuki aaj siya ne kitne pyar se baat ki thi…lekin ab sab gaya paani me…..
Mujhe baitha kar radhika maid ko order dene chali gayi… Mujhe bahar ka to pata tha lekin inke ghar ke andar bhi halat theek nahi hai….
Pooja kahi dikh nahi rahi hai….jab se aya hu iska jikr bhi nahi hua hai……or na hi Mr Sameer ka kuch pata hai…..
Fir radhika mujhe apne room me lekar aa gayi…..uske room me sabhi cheezon ko bahut hi saleeke se rakha gaya tha….kuch tasveeren bhi lagi thi….jinme me or radhika saath khel rahe the…
Mujhe room me baitha kar radhika apni ki hui paintings dikhane lagi….abhi radhika ko koi dekh leta to ye kehna mushkil tha ki ye paintings usne hi banayi hai…..
Ab baat ye thi ki sabhi paintings ka sole theme loneliness, emptiness ya fir sadistic lag rahi thi ….har painting apne andar kuch na kuch dard dabaye baithi thi…..
Radhika : tumhe ye paintings kaisi lagi….
Mai : bahut hi achi hai….maine shayad hi itni shandar paintings apni life me kabhi dekhi hogi…..lekin…
Radhika : lekin kya….bolo…
Mai : lekin ye tum par jachti nahi hai…tum itni haseen ho or ye paintings kitni khamosh hai….tumhe dekh kar naye mausam ka agaz mehsoos hota hai or paintings me ek dard hai ek thehrav sa hai….
Radhika sab sun kar dhyan se mujhe dekhne lagi….. shayad hi usne ye kisi ke muh se suna hoga in paintings ke liye….
Radhika : tum kitna samajhte ho na in jazbaato ko …tumne is sabhi paintings ki gehrai ko ache se bayan kiya hai…lekin….. lekin jo mere liye kaha vo…
Mai : vo bhi ek dum sach hai yrr…bas tum abhi shayad kisi purani yaad se pareshan ho bas…
Radhika : acha theek hai…vaise shukriya janab ki aapko is kaneez ki ye choti si peshkash achi lagi …
Mai : tumhare ghar me kon kon rehta hai….
Radhika : yaha hum char log rehte hai….mai , papa , mummy ,or ek chota bhai….
Hum aage kuch baat karte tab tak dinner ka time ho gaya tha….
Hum niche aakar dining table par baith gaye….yaha par sabhi maujood the….maine sabko namaste kiya or radhika ke bagal me baith gaya…
"beti ye kon hai….hume bhi to milwao…." Pooja ne mujhe gaur se dekhte hue kaha….
"Ye hai Avinash mera classmate hai or bestfriend bhi hai…. birthday par aa nahi paya tha to maine aaj dinner par invite kar liya…."radhika ne Pooja se kaha…
Phir sabne dinner shuru kar diya….is waqt Pooja ne ek low cut blouse ke sath saree pehni hui thi yellow colour ki….is Peele rang ke blouse me se jhankti hue safed doodh se bhare hue kalash bada hi manoram drishya banaye hue the….dono ki sundarta apne aap me hi bemisaal thi….
Ab nafrat itni thi or kuch aise raaj pata the inke ki mujhe zara bhi bura nahi laga aisa sochne par….or lund ne bhi uchal kood machana shuru kar diya tha….
Badi mushkil se apne armano ko sambhal kar khana khatam kiya…. kyuki abhi kuch hone nahi wala tha….or jo aage hone wala tha vo bahut hi bhayankar hone wala tha…. akhir itne saalo ka badla kuch pal me lene se mujhe sukun thodi milta….
Humne khana khaya or fir radhika mujhe bahar tak chodne aayi…
Mai : Good night radhika….ab time bahut ho gaya hai…. mujhe chalna chahiye…
Radhika : Theek hai good night…. dhyan se jaana….or haa kal college se office Jana hai yaad rakhna…
Mai : theek hai siya ko ghar chod kar tumhare office pahuch jaunga….
Radhika : yrr ye siya ka kya matter hai….ab tum kab tak uske driver banke rahoge….
Mai : are ab me uska driver nahi hu …
Radhika : ab nahi ho matlab….
Mai : are matlab ab hamari dosti ho gayi hai….or kal mai use tumse bhi milva dunga….
Radhika ne bas haa me gardan hila di or me bye bol kar waha se nikal gaya….
Yaha radhika mujhe jaate hue dekh kar man me kuch sochne lagi " kameeni kahi ki…..pata nahi itni jaldi Avinash ke itne kareeb kaise aa gayi ye ladki…..ab mujhe Avinash ko apni feelings bata deni chahiye….nahi to kya pata ye kitna aage pahuch jaye….kal dekhte hai us siya ki bachi ko…hpmh…"
Wahi me aaj bahut khush bhi tha or thoda dukhi bhi…..apni behan ke saath itna samay guzar kar mujhe jo khushi mili hai ye me bata nahi sakta….. mujhe lag raha tha ki bas abhi radhika ko gale laga kar sab kuch bhul jau….
Par ab me peeche nahi hat sakta tha….maine inhi logo ki wajah se apno di ka pyar khoya hai bachpan mein…. fir jaan se pyara dost Rishi bhi chala gaya inhi ki wajah se….
In sab me radhika kahi nahi thi…or Sameer ko to shayad mera kuch pata bhi nahi hoga…to ab jo bache hai unse badla to lena hi hai…..
Mai kuch hi der me ghar pahunch gaya….or upar apne kamre ki or badh gaya….par raste me mujhe Sunita mil gayi….
" Raat ko mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai…kuch sawal puchne hai….to jaldi mat Sona…." Itna keh kar Sunita chali gayi…..
Ab me wahi khada sochne laga ki ye kya sawal puchengi ….or tension hone lagi mujhe….mai phir chat par pahunch gaya…socha kuch der thandi hawa me aram kar leta hu….
Chat par pahunch kar dekha siya seedhiyon par hi nazar gadaye thi….uski aankho me mujhe thoda gussa dikhai dene laga…
Mai : hiii…..
Vo : ………….
Mai : vo aaj actually uske papa se milne par time jyada lag gaya tha….or phir unhone jabardasti dinner karva hi diya….
Vo : vo sab to theek hai par vo chudail waha kya kar rahi thi…..or uski himmat kaise hui mujhe call karne ki….
Mai : are meri phone ki battery down ho gayi thi na to mene usse mobile manga tha… par usne khud hi call mila kar baat karli tumse…..
Maine itna kaha or siya ko peeche se apni baahon me bhar liya….siya is waqt dusri or muh kar chuki thi… or aasman me dekh rahi thi….
Par jaise hi mene use baahon me bhara vaise hi uski aankhe band ho gayi….or usne apna shareer ek dum dheela chod diya….
Suhani raat me…. sard hawa ke beech…. chat par apni premika ko apne aagosh me liye hue mujhe bahut hi acha mehsoos ho raha tha….ye anubhuti shayad mai shabdo me bahar na kar pau…
Kuch pal baahon me rehne ke baad siya achanak se hosh me ayi or neeche jaane lagi ..
"Good night take care…. subah samay par aa jana nashte ke liye …" itna kehte hue siya neeche chali gayi…or mai yaha bas muskurate reh gaya ….
Mai room me pahucha or naha kar apne kaam mein lag gaya….ab Suman aane wali thi…to abhi so bhi nahi sakta tha ..
Kuch der intezar ke baad Suman aunty aayi or andar aa kar darwaza andar se band kar liya or bed par aakar baith gayi….or mujhe ishare se samne baithne ko kaha….
Ab aage kya hoga ye agle update me dekhne milega…
Ab ye raat kya kya naye rang is kahani me lekar aati…or Suman ke kya sawal hai….ye jan ne ke liye agle bhag aane tak pratiksha kijiyega… . . . . . . . . .
(Update kaisa laga ye zaroor batayega…or like or comment karna na bhule )
Rishi : b..bhai …..ab shayad me or na hi pau…. agar tumhe kabhi mauka mile to meri maa ko mil aana…. bahut yaad karti ho…..
Bas ye akhri shabd the Rishi ke…
"Rishiiiii….." mai cheekhte hue uth gaya tha…..
Ab aage….
Sahi kehte hai log ki aksar apno se jyada rishte gair nibha jate hai….mai bachpan se ab tak bahut si mushkile…. bahut se dard jhel chuka tha…
Par….par ek aisi ghatna jo jab bhi yaad aati thi…dil me ek tees si uthne lagti thi…..
Rishi , mai or karan un dino kuch hi samay me bahut pass aa chuke the….hum bhaiyon ki tarah rehne lage…..par….
Kismat badi hi bewafaa hoti hai….jab apni ne saath chod diya tha….duniya bojh ki nazar se dekhne lagi thi or mai shayad jab sabse jyada lachar tha….tab ye hi do the jinhone mujhe thama tha ….
Lekin fir achanak sab badal gaya….
Rishi ke jaane ke baad jab waha bheed ikatha hui….to waha mandir me jo sant aye the un tak bhi ye baat pahuch gayi thi….vo apna sabhi kaam chod kar bahar aye or hamare saath khade hue….
Unhe sab baba hi kehte the… Us waqt unhone Rishi ke liye ek baap ka farj nibha kar ek sandesh diya ki duniya me sab apne hi hai… …………………………………………………………………………
Raat ko us bhayankar manzar ko apne sapne me dekhne ke baad mai ek baar fir wahi ghat par let kar sone ka prayas karne laga…. Mujhe pata tha ki jo sukun mujhe yaha milta hai vo shayad ashram ki us chat diwari me bhi nahi milta…..
Subah kisi ke uthane par me utha…or uthane wale ka chehra dekhkar meri aankhon me paani or hothon par muskan apne aap hi aa gayi…..
"Baba…."maine uthte hue us shaqs ko dekhkar kaha
"Ha avi…mujhe jaise hi pata chala ki tum ashram aye ho to me tumse milne tumhare kamre tak aaya tha….par raat ko jab tum laute hi nahi to mai bhi yahi chala aaya bhor me…."baba ne kaha
Mai aage badh kar baba ke gale lag gaya aakhir mere liye apne pita se bhi badhkar the ye….
Ham ashram laute aur mai naha dho kar baba ke sath nashta karna chal diya…. Kuch hi der me baba or mai ek dusre ke saamne baithe naashta kar rahe the…
"Kya hua hai….tum bujhe bujhe se pratit ho rahe ho…." Baba meri hi or dekh rahe the nashta karte hue..
"Hmm..nahi baba sab theek hai….bas waha dill ghabrane laga tha….to yaha chala aaya…" mai bhi ab sambhal chuka tha….
"Mujhe pata hai….tum apni pareshani mujhe nahi bataoge…mujhe bas tumhari chinta hoti hai….apna khayal rakhna…"baba thode chintit ho gaye the mujhe yu paresha dekhkar….
" Mai bas itne dino baad apne shahar gaya tha….to purani yadein gher rahi thi mujhe.." mujhe laga abhi yahi kehna theek hai …
" Beta tum mere sabse kareeb rahe ho…maine tumhe zindagi ke sabhi path padhaye hai…bas unhi ka anusaran karo tumhari saari pareshaniya door hoti jaengi….or rahi baat yaadon ki to bas abhi ke liye itna samjh lo ki yaadein insan ke paida hote hi banna shuru ho jaani hai…or maran ke pashchat hi hum isse nijat paa sakte hai…"baba ne mujhe samjhate hue kaha….or uth kar chale gaye….abhi unki sadhna ka samay ho chala tha….
Bas isi tarah Mera ye din nikal gaya….maine yaha aate hue karan ko sab bata diya tha….use dukh hua…. par ab kya kar sakta hai vo bechara….
Maine yaha pahuchte hi apna no. band kar diya tha…. Or mai yahi aashram ke kaam or subah or shaam ghat par baith kar bitane laga….. Ab mere man me phir se sthirta aane lagi thi….isi beech ab baba ke kahe anusar maine bhi dhyan lagana shuru kar diya tha…..
Such pucho to mai yaha aakar duniya ko bhul hi chuka tha….ab acha lag raha tha mujhe… Or isi tarah din beetne lage…
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Wahi dusri or jab mai waha se nikla chuka tha….tab mera message dekh kar Suman ghabra gayi thi….ki achanak se Avinash ko kya ho gaya hai….
Jab raat ko sabhi khane par aye… to siya ne dekha ki uski maa ka dhyan kahi aur hai….
" Maa…." Siya ne ye kehte hue apni maa ke kande par jaise hi hath rakha waise hi Suman ka dhyan toota….
" H..haa…kya hua…. chalo jaldi se khane ke liye baitho…ami bas abhi ayi…" Suman apni baat keh kar kitchen me chali gayi or khana lagane lagi….
Kuch der baad sabhi khana kha rahe the tabhi … " Maa bhaiya ko khana bhijwa diya kya…. agar nahi bhijwaya hai to me chali jaati hu…isi bahane chat par ghum aaungi thoda…."Nikita ne apni maa se khana khate hue kaha…
Achaanak is baat se siya ko kuch aya to usne bich me kaha.."nahi choti tu aise hi ghoom aa mai le jaati hu khana…mujhe college ka kuch kaam bhi hai…"
" Ye kya laga rakha hai tumne mai jaungi..mai jaungi….chup karke khaana Khao or apna apna kaam karo" achanak se Suman irritate ho kar bol padti hai….
" Par maa vo bhaiya…"Nikita bi abhi itna kaha hi tha ki Suman beech me hi bol padi…
" Chala gaya vo yaha se…pata nahi ek to kuch bataya bhi nahi or ab…..chalo chodo" Suman ke itna kehne se Nikita or siya samajh chuki thi…ki unki maa ka mood kharab hai….
Fir sab khana kha kar apne kamre me chale gaye….wahi Suman ka jee nahi lag raha tha…itne din Avinash ke sath use jo apnapan lagne laga tha uske kaaran…..ab Avinash ki kami use khal Rahi thi….rasoi me khane ke baad bartan sahi se rakhte hue ab vo khud se baate kar rahi thi….
"Kahi Avinash meri wajah se….nahi nahi vaise bhi itne din se to vo normal hi lag raha tha….. lekin kahi vo mera intezar kar raha ho….or mere jawab na dene ke kaaran…..chii mai bhi pata nahi kya kya sochne lagi hu…."
" Maa…." Achanak siya rasoi me aati hui apni maa ko aawaz deti hai…
" Ha bol siya …tu sone nahi gayi abhi tak…"Suman apna kaam karte hue siya se puchti hai…
" Mai to bas ye puch rahi thi ki Avinash kab tak aane ka keh ke gaya hai…"siya apni maa ke bagal me khadi ho kar apni maa se puchti hai..
"Naam mat le ab uska…na jaane khudko kya samajhta hai…. achanak se koi is tarah jaata hai bhala…hmm…bata mujhe…par nahi use kya farak padta hai…."bas isi ki deri thi yaha…jaise hi siya ne pucha vaise hi Suman ka gussa bahar aane laga…jo jaane anjaane vo khud ke man me shaam se dabaye baithi thi….
" Us nalayak ne jara bhi nahi socha mer…matlab hamare baare me…. araam se bata sakta tha na kyu jaa raha hai…lekin na kuch kehna na kuch sunna …bas ek message.. or furr…shaam ko message aaya tha sahab jaade ka…."
Suman ke itna kehte hi siya ki haalat kharab hone lagi…use abhas hone laga ki uske jaane ke piche kya karan ho sakta hai…. " Par maa shaam ko hum sath the chat par…use dekh kar laga nahi tha ki use kahi jaana hoga…"siya itna keh kar paani pine chali gayi bahar….
Lekin….lekin Suman ke hath jinme kuch saman thame hui thi vo achanak se girte girte bacha….vo jhat se bahar bhagi…or jaha siya baith kar paani pi rahi thi vo bhi uske bagal me baith gayi….
" Kya hua tha shaam ko….tum dono ke bich kuch hua tha kya…." Suman ne achanak se sawal siya se kar diya….asal me Suman ye soch soch kar dar rahi thi ki sab usi ki wajah se hua hai….vo samjha bhi sakti thi Avinash ko…. lekin lekin ab halaat uske haq se bahar hote nazar aane lage the use….
"Aakhuuu…aakhir…"siyako achanak se khasi aane lagi..
"Are aram se beta…."Suman itna kehkar siya ki peeth par apne haath se sehlane lagi….
Asal me Suman ke sawal se siya dar gayi thi aur pani pine ke samay pani naak me chala gaya to use khasi aane lagi…siya ko bahut dar lagne laga tha ki kahi maa ko sab pata to nahi chal gaya….or siya ab man hi man apni bewakoofi bhari baat par pachtaane lagi….
" Nahi maa vo to normal lag raha tha…bas isliye mai aap se puchne aayi thi….waise message kya kiya hai usne…." Siya ke itna kehte hi Suman fir se khud ko apradhi samajhne lagi thi …
" Beta tu hi dehle mere phone me hai …chal mujhe kaam karna hai mai jaati hu…." Itna keh kar Suman waha se firse rasoi me jaa kar apna kaam karne lagi ..
Or fir jhat se siya ne phone utha liya or message khol kar padhna shuru kiya…"aunty me kuch dino ke liye bahar jaa raha hu….vaise shayad ab me waha nahi aa paunga…me ab apne dost ke sath rehne wala hu…. yaha bada akelapan sa lagne laga hai indino to soch raha tha ki dost ke pass jane se shayad problem solve ho jaye….mera saman rehne dena vo kuch dino me kisi se mangwa lunga waha se…. Thank you aunty mujhe itna pyar dene ke liye…." Bas itna hi likha tha waha par….
Par itna padhte hue kab siya ki aankho se asruo ki dhara behne lagi ye use bhi pata na chala…
Apne aansuon ko apne gaalo par mehsoos hote hi vo jhat se apne room me chali gayi apna mobile wahi rakh kar….
Ye raat in teen logo ke liye bahut hi lambi ho gayi thi…waha Avinash jo apne bhut or vartman me uski zindagi me hui uthal puthal se khud ko sambhalne ke liye ashram pahunch chuka tha… Or yaha Suman ke man bhi na jaane reh reh kar kaise kaise khayal aane lage the…. Vo ab khud se hi puchne lagi thi ki aakhir use hua kya hai… Vo apna kaam jaise taise nipta kar nahane chali gayi thi…kyunki ab uska man asant ho raha tha….use is samay bas ek jawab ka intezar tha ki kya iski wajah uski chuppi thi ya kuch or….
Siya apne room me jaakar apna kamra band karke apna bistar pakad kar let gayi….abhi tak uski aankho ke kinaro se pani ki bunde ris kar uske surkh gaalo se hote hue uske bistar par gire jaa rahi thi ….
Lekin usne in par abhi dhyan dena behtar nahi samjha…. kyuki use sab pata chal chuka tha ki karan wahi hai jo bewakoofi usne chat par ki thi….
Aakhir achanak se Avinash ka tu sidhe kehne se vo ek baar ko chowk gayi thi….fir is baat ko bhi Avinash ke unhi ek mazak me jo ki vo aksar karta tha shamil kar diya tha….
Par ab to jo hona tha vo ho chuka tha….ab shayad vo chala na jaye is dar se siya ki jaan nikali jaa rahi thi…. Siya to bas use pareshan karna chahti thi lekin uska mazak us paar hi itna bhari pad jayega iski umeed na thi siya ko….
" Akhir kya samajhte ho khud ko….bas ek mazak hi to tha na…lekin tum kaha samjhoge…bas galat soch liya mujhe aur nikal gaye…. tumhe meri aankhon me meri muhabbat nazar hi nahi ayi kya….meri bhi galti hai….kitna haseen mausam tha us samay…bechare be kaise mushkil se kaha tha….or me pagal has rahi thi…. please avi….bas ek baar….ek baar mujhse mil lo wada hai mera ki tumhari saari shikayat dur ho jayegi….." Itna kehte hue apna muh takiye me daba kar siya chup chap rone lagi….akhir kar bhi kya sakti thi……
Abhi raat ke 12 baj rahe the….siya rote hue so gayi thi or apni Nikita ko in sab halat ka kuch pata hi nahi tha… Wahi Suman karwat badal badal kar pareshan ho gayi thi….to akhir kar usne chat par jaane ka tay kiya…..ek baar sabhi ka room dekhkar Suman chup chap chat ki or chali gayi….
Chat par jaate hue use achanak Avinash ke room me jaane ka vichar aaya….yu bina kisi ki agya ke uski gair upasthiti me kisi ke room me jana galat tha….par ab Suman ko kuch nahi sujha to vo badh chali udhar….. lekin yaha to tala tha…. Uska chehra ye dekh kar utar gaya tha….par jald hi use yaad aya ki is taale ki ek or chabi hai….isne wahi rakhe gamle ke niche dungha to use vo waha mil gayi…..
Suman ne andar ja kar andar se darwaza laga liya…or bedroom ki or chaldi…. bedroom me pahunchte hi use vo din yaad aa gaya….jab vo sab hua tha……
Or na chahte hue bhi Suman ki aakhe apne aap hi band ho gayi… or use waha wahi sugandh aane lagi jo us din Avinash ke jism se pure room me fail rahi thi….. Dheere dheere Suman ki saase tej ho gayi use lag raha tha ki uski makhmali gardan par abhi bhi Avinash apne hoth tikaye apni saas chod raha hai….
Thodi hi der me bahar kuch awaz ayi to Suman apne khayalo se bahar aa gayi….or Avinash ki almari ki or kadam badha diye….vo is pal shayad Avinash ki kami ko door karne ki koshish kar rahi thi….
Us din jo hua us haadse ki wajah se Suman ka sharir ek baar fir pyar mangne laga tha…..akhir unke shareer ki bhi kya galti…
ab usne itne saalo baad ye mehsoos kiya tha to khud kar kaabi rakhna mushkil ho raha tha use…. lekin jab aaj achanak se Avinash chala gaya to use samajh aa chuka tha ki ab shayad Suman ko bhi pehal karni hi padegi… warna vo aise hi tadapte hue hi mar jayegi….
Suman Avinash ki almari me rakhe uske kapdo ko chukar dekh rahi thi….ab use thodi rahat mehsoos ho rahi thi…..
Lekin achanak….Suman ko kuch dikha…. Suman ne dekha us almari me kuch kagaz rakhe the….jinpar Suman ka naam likha hua tha….aage padhne par use pata chal gaya ki ye uske hi ghar ke kagaz hai…..
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Aapke Bahut se sawalo ke jawab ab dheere dheere aate rahenge to dhyan se padhiyega . . . . . . . . .
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