Update 58
Uss din ke baad Vijay ghar par kaafi masroof raha internet par naukri ki talaah mein. Bahot Sare jagahon par uss ne apply bhi kiya apne certificate ki heisiyat ki naukri ke liye.
Aisha nazar nahin aati thi magar uss ka vyohaar ghar mein thoda bahot behtar tha pehley wale dinon se magar apne baap se woh bilkool bat nahin karti thi. Ussko dekhti bhi nahin thi. Vijay ki mails ka bhi reply nahin kiya tha Aisha ne. Vijay Jabke internet par hi surf kar raha tha to ek mail bheja phir se Aisha ko aur reply karne ko request kiya. Vijay ne mail mein yeh likha:
“Meri jaan e tamanah Aisha,
Please mujhko itna batado ke kab tak hum apne rishtey ko eise gupt rakheinguey? Mujhey pata hai ke tumhara papa bilkool Razi nahin honguey hamari shadi ke liye magar phir bhi mere dil ke ek koney mein ek khauff sa hai kyun ke mera umr to badhta chala jaa raha hai nah? Abhi 25 ka ho gaya hoon ab aur kitne dinon tak hum donon intezaar kartey raheinguey apne iss rishte ko nibhane ke liye?
Mera mann tumse milne ko karta hai, tumhein apne baahon mein lekar pyar karne ko jee chahta hai, tum ko apni baahon mein zoron se jakarne ko mann karta hai…tumhare khayaalon mein khoya rehta hoon raat din, bus sirf tumhara chehra rehta hai enkhon ke saamne. Raaton ko sota hoon to sirf tumhare hi sapne ate hein….. galiyon mein Chalta hoon to patharon mein bhi tumhara chehra dikhayi deta hai, phoolon aur daaliyon ki to baat mat karo unn mein to sirf tumhari chhabi dikhta hai…. Kabhi kabhi to sochta hoon ke paagal hogaya hoon, eise bartaw karta hoon jo paagal khane ke log karte hein….. Pooja kehti hai mein to tumhare pyar mein bilkool diwana hogaya hoon…. Aur main sochta rehta hoon ke shayad iss liye eisa karta hoon ke tum mujhse door hogayi ho, agar tum mere saath rehte pehley ki tarah tab shayad mera bartaw alag hota kyunke tab mujhko yeh to pata hota ke tum yahin ho aur waqt ane par main tumko iss ghar mein le awunga…magar abhi to pata nahin kab kia hojaye!
Kia karein Aisha? Kia karein hum? Arey yaar chalo main tumko pregnant hi kar deta hoon sab jhagde khatam ho jaeinguey…. Tab to tumhara baap bhi kuch nahin keh payega, majbooran ussko maanna padega hamari shaadi ke liye…. Aur jaan tum se pyar karne ko bahot dil karta hai…tumhare senson mein apne senson ko milane ko dil Karta hai, teri garm senson ko mehsoos karne ko dil chahta hai…. Tumhare jism ki unn narm hisson ko chuhney aur chumney ko jee karta hai jisse tum bahot sambhaal kar dhankti rehti ho…samjhi nah?...tumhare rasile lab ki pankhuriyon se rass churane ko dil karta hai. Tumhare surahi gardan ki khushbhoo ko apni senson mein bharne ko dil karta hai…… tumhari yaad raat ko sone nahin deti jaan, kaash tum mere bistar par har raat ko hoti, eisa sach main hojane ko dil karta hai……. Tumhare narm seene ki dharkanon ko sunney ko jee karta hai, uss sine mein jo naazuk toofaan dharaktey hein unn mein khojane ko dil karta hai, tumhare hothon se jo rangeen sharaab chalakte hein unn ko pee ke behek jane ko dil karta hai…… yaar ab intezaar sehen nahin hota ajawo yaar…bus khirki ke paar kudo aur mere kamre mein ajawo nah!!! Haye main kia karun…..
Tumhara Aashik- jo iss waqt tumhare saath sone ki khwahish kar raha hai.
Love you, kiss you, and miss you like hell.
Your love,
Vijay.”
Vijay ne mail send kiya aur surf hi kiye jaa raha tha apne pc par…. Phir tea time huwa aur Pooja ne ussko chae ke liye bulaya…… chae peene ke baad woh phir se computer ke paas gaya aur yeh dekh kar uchalne laga ke Aisha ne reply kar diya…. Iss ka matlab yeh huwa ke Aisha bhi internet par hi thi usssi waqt…. Vijay ne mail read karne se pehley apne khirki ke uss taraf dekha ke kahin Aisha nazar na ajaye…. Assal mein huwa yeh tha ke jab woh chae peene gaya tha Aisha khirki par thi aur Mail reply karne se pehley Vijay ko uss ke kamre mein dhund rahi thi…… Vijay ne mail open kiya aur read kiya- Aisha ne yeh likha tha:
“Meri jaan Vijay,
Main samajhti hoon tumhare dil ka haal. Bahot achi tarah se samajhti hoon aur mehsoos bhi kar sakti hoon aur sab samajhti bhi hoon. Tum kia samajhte ho ke mere seene mein dil nahin? Kia mujhko weise feelings nahin hote? Kia tum samajhte ho ke sirf tumko woh sab feel hota hai? Nahin Vijay, main bhi ussi stithi se guzarti hoon. Mera bhi wohi haal hai jo tumhara hai jaan. Main bhi tumko baahon mein zoron se lene ki chah karti hoon, main bhi tumhare saath sone ki khwahish karti hoon…ab jab ke hum donon itne baar ek saath so chuke hein to donon taraf barabar ki aag lagegi nah? Tumko yeh bhi sochna chahiye nah ke main bhi ussi aag mein jal rahi hoon jiss mein tum ho jaan.
Magar tum mujhko kyun kamzor karti ho Vijay? Main apne papa ko sabak dena chahti hoon. Main andar hi andar ghut ghut ke ji rahi hoon taakey woh khud dekhe aur samjhey……. Mujhko usse yeh dikhana hai ke jo uss ne kiya mere saath uss ka badla le rahi hoon aur agar uss ne hum donon ko juda kiya to main bhi usski khwahish ko nahin pura karungi kabhi. Koyi bhi zabardasti meri shaadi kissi aur ke saath to nahin kara sakte nah? Kanoon hai iss desh mein aur agar kissi ne bhi zabardasti ki to main police case kardungi chahe woh mera baap hi kyun na ho… magar main jaanti hoon ke eisa to kuch nahin hoga magar mere dil ko bahot sukoon milegi jiss jiss waqt main aye huwe proposals ko thukrawungi to…tumko nahin pata mere dil ko kitna chain mila tha jiss din mere baap ke saamne main ne uss doctor ko thukraya aur mera baap kuch bhi nahin kar saka!..... Vijay yeh meri ladayi hai apne baap ke saath mujhko apne tarike se ladney do iss ladayi ko… please tum beech mein mat ana…. Ek din woh khud pachtaayega aur apne ghalatiyon ka ehsaas kadega… par shaayad tab bahot der bhi ho jaegi…par jo hamare bhaagya mein hai, woh to hoga hi nah Vijay jaan?
Achah thik hai kissi raat ko main mawka dekh kar tumko ishara karungi to ajana khirki se andar…. Mera mail ka intezaar karna…do teen din baad kahungi mawke ko dekh kar..okay? ab khush jaan?? Magar yeh aksar nahin hona chahiye…. Jitna kum ho utna behtar hai….
With loads of love, and sweetest kisses
Yours only,
Aisha.”
Yeh kehne ki zaroorat to nahin ke Vijay ki khushi ka aalam kia tha iss mail ko pahrney ke baad…. Woh uchalne laga aur Pooja ko bulaakar mail read karwaya…Pooja ne ussko cherra aur kaha, “Jawo, bina shaadi ke dulha! Mawj karo meri bin biyahi bhabhi ke saath!”
Dosto, do din baad, Aisha ki mail ane se pehle Vijay ko ek bahot badi company se mail aya aur turant join karne ko kaha gaya…….
To be continued............