Romance 8TH SEMESTER ! (Completed)

[The Immortal]

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ek aur laat Uski chhati par rakhte hue main cheekha aur pichhale kayi ghanto se jo jawalamukhi mere andar dhadhak raha tha, wo finally foot gaya sath hee ye ahsaas dilate hue ki ab ye log mujhe bahut fodenge.
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Jab mujhe yakin ho gaya ki ab mera bhajiya talna tay hai to phhir maine socha ki kyun na tel ko aur garam kiya jaye isliye main Hostel ke ladko ki fadte hue bola....
"tum log beta ,sab apna samaan bandh kar jaldi se ghar nikal lo kyunki yaha se mukti pate hee main sabse pahle tum sabko is duniya se mukt karunga...mujhe jaha dikhoge wahi goli markar tum logo ki jeewan-leela khatm kar dunga...salo mere khilaf jate ho..."phhir Collector ke ladke ki taraf dekhte hue main bola"tu pahle kya bol raha tha be jhatue ki tu mujhse nahi darta par ab tu ye kahne se hee darega ki'tujhe mujhse dar nahi lagta'....."
Meri pichhale kuchh der ki harqato se jaha mere sare dost hairan the wahi S.P. ke sath sare police wale bhi shocked the ki lawda kahi main pagal to nahi ho gaya.....
Hostel ke launde kuchh der thane ke parisar me khade rahe aur phhir waha se chal diye.iske baad do constable ne mere dono hath peechhe karke pakad liya kyunki unhe shayad ye dar tha ki kahi main S.P. ko bhi na chod du....
"latka Bose dk ,isko...."ek constable ko gali bakte hue S.P. bola aur Collector ke chhore ko uthane laga....
Maine jo punya ka kaam kuchh der pahle kiya tha uski vajah se un logo ne meri bahut aarti utari aur itni aarti utari ki aarti naam se mujhe nafrat ho gayi....salo ne body ke har ek parts par nishan diya aur jab gussa shant hua to mujhe le jakar lock up me fek diya......
"thok MC par ragging ka case...sale ki zindagi barbaad kar dunga main..."Constables par chillate hue S.P. bola aur wahi chair par baith gaya.....
"hao lawda, main hee ek chutiya dikh raha hoon na....par ek baat jaan lo ki main tum logo ki tarah anpadh gawar nahi hoon aur na hee sari duniya tum logo ki tarah chutiya hai jo ye na samajh paye ki ye ragging nahi thi aur waise bhi waha ek se ek tum jaise gadhe detainers ,seniors the....aur jab court me mera .lawyer ye puchhega tab ki 'kya main un seniors aur detainers ki bhi ragging le raha tha'...tab bolo lawda ,kya jawab doge...."middle finger un sabko dikhate hue main bola...
"tujhe shayad maloom nahi ki main kya chiz hoon ,main case court tak pahuchne hee nahi dunga..."
"baap ka raaz hai kya...jaha 100 students poster lekar sadak par nikal jayenge ,wahich tu chus lega...tu abhi adhik se adhik sirf mujhe kuchh din yaha rakh sakta hai aur thodi der mar sakta ,isase adhik tu kuchh nahi kar sakta...admit it. Aur main bahut achchhi tarah se janta hoon ki tu kaun hai, par shayad tu nahi janta ki main kaun hoon...."
"nikal kar latka phhir se sale ko aur tab tak maro jab tak mar na jaye...."
S.P. ke aadesh ka palan karte hue do-teen Constable lock up me ghus gaye lekin tabhi S.P. ne badi dheemi aawaz me un sabko wapas aane ke liye kaha......
"ise kya hua ,fat kyun gayi iski...BC kahi media to nahi aa gayi...kitna famous hoon main "
"ye to iska dost hai, jo lawyer ko lekar aa raha hai...."S.P. bola....
"Good Morning ,Mr. R.L.Dangi...i am advocate Bharat Trivedi...."
"baithiye...."
iske baad maine lock up se jo scene dekha wo ye tha ki Bharat Trivedi ne lambe-chaude kayi kagaz ke panne nikalkar table par fek diye,jiske baad S.P. ke chehre ka rang utar gaya aur phhir usne akele me Bharat Trivedi se kuchh der baat karne ki peshkash ki,jise unhone man liya aur waha se uthkar thane ke parisar me ghoomte hue bahut der tak dono baatein karte rahe.....
" BC kahi ye dono ek-dusare ko sex story to nahi sunane lage...pakka lawde bahar ek-dusare ka lawda pakad kar 61-62 kar rahe honge...warna itni der to court me case nahi chalta , jitni der ye log case chala rahe hai....."
khair thodi der baad dono wapas aaye aur S.P. ne kaha ki mujhe chhod diya jaye....us waqt jab wo ye bol raha tha to uske chehre ka expression kuchh aisa tha jaise duniya ka sabse bada dukhi insaan us waqt wahi hai....
jaise taise karke main khada hua aur dheere-dheere lock up ke bahar aaya...ab mere chalne ki speed thik waisi ho gayi thi, jaise kuchh der pahle maine Collector ke ladki ki batayi thi bas fark itna sa tha ki wo sahara lekar chal raha tha aur main bina kisi ke sahare ke chal raha tha....us waqt meri ye halat karne wale constables ke andar na jaane kaha se mere liya dher sara pyar umad aaya ,jo mujhe sahara dene ke liye aage badhe....
"kyun nautanki kar kar rahe ho be...chhuna mat mujhe. Salo tumhi ne ye halat ki hai meri...lawde dogle kahi ke..."
"Arun....ye aise kaise behave kar raha hai..."mera aisa ravaiya dekhkar Advocate ke mathe par shikan utpann ho gayi aur wo Arun ki taraf dekhkar bole...
Jawab me Arun sirf meri taraf dekhta rah gaya aur jab main kachhue ke mafiq rengte-rengte thoda aur aage badhkar Arun aur Advocate ke paas pahucha tab Arun mujhe kandha dene ke liye meri taraf aaya....
"Chhuna mat mujhe...apun ko kisi ki help ki jaroorat nahi hai."
"what the hell man, Arun mujhe yaha lekar aaya aur meri vazah se tum yaha se bahar ja rahe ho, isne tumhari madad ki hai , you should thank him..."
"ye kaun hai yar...ye bhai maine na to tujhe bulaya tha aur na hee ise kaha tha ki tujhe lekar aaye...main ek Engineer hone ke sath-sath ek lawyer bhi hoon aur maine LLB ,NLSIU,Bangalore se tab complete kar li thi ,jab tune LLB ki shuruat tak nahi ki thi aur ye ,mera former friend...jo tujhe yaha lekar aaya hai wo isliye nahi kyunki ise meri madad karna tha,balki isliye kyunki ise dar tha ki kahi wapas lautkar main iska game na baja du....yanna raskalla"
"Mr.Dangi ,mere sare papers wapas kijiye aur ise wapas andar kijiye..."
"muh me le lo ab...udhar register-vagister me in logo ne kuchh-kuchh chadha diya hai aur yadi ab ye tujhe tere papers wapas karte hai to ye log dhang se chusenge...."
"Bharat bhaiya, aap mere sath aao, main batata hoon aapko...."bolkar Arun,Bharat Trivedi ko apne sath Police station se bahar le gaya.....
mujhe Police station ka gate par karne me 5 minute lage aur gate se nikalte waqt maine peechhe palat kar S.P. aur uske constables ko ek baar phhir se apni middle finger ke darshan karaye aur finally bahar nikla....Bahar ,Bharat Trivedi ,Arun ke sath apni Car ke aage khada tha. Kuchh der pahle jaha Bharat Trivedi ka chehra rone sa ho gaya tha ,wahi ab wo ekdum shant khada tha...mujhe bahar dekh kar Arun bola....
"chal ,Car me baith Arman...."
"Is Car me... "
"nahi to kya tere liye ab main bugatti ya ferrari laun..."
"aisi car to mujhe koyi free me de tab bhi main na loon...main paidal hee hostel jaunga...lawda bhookh bahut lagi hai ek kaam karta hoon pahle 20-30 samose kha leta hoon, phhir hostel ki taraf prasthan karunga...."
Mujhe us waqt pata nahi kya ho gaya tha jo main waisi ajeeb-harqate karne laga tha....mere aise behaviour se sab hairan the...kuchh ne to pagal ,satka tak kah dala tha aur ye sawaal main aaj bhi khud se puchhta hoon ki kya wakayi main us din Police station me satak gaya tha ya wo sab sirf mera ghamand , mera akad ,mera attitude tha....
Police station se nikalkar main ek samose wali dukan par gaya aur us dukan wale se bhi meri bahas ho gayi....
"harami sale...kal ke samose khilata hai.ja lawda paisa nahi dunga...."maine plate zameen par fek kar kaha....
"Chhotu ,Lallan ko bol ek ladka natak kar raha hai...."
"maa chod dunga Lallan ki aur tum sabki yadi hath lagaya to....abhi-abhi Jail se chhuta hoon aur maloom hai kya case thamujhpar....ek murder aur 7-8 half murder.kal se lawda yadi basi samosa taze samose ke beech me dalkar milaya to tujhe aur teri dukan ko mitti me mila dunga...."
Jaha tak meri yaddasht jati hai aur yadi main sahi hoon, jo ki main hamesha rahta hoon to main usi din wapas Police station gaya aur abki meri pahle se bhi jyada durgati hui....Abki bar meri durgati ka karan Aradhna bani.Police station se hostel ki doori yun kuchh 5 kilometer ke lagbhag hogi par mujhe waha pahuchne me 2 ghante lag gaye aur jab hostel ke samne pahucha to waha Police jeep khadi dikhayi di......
"ye log kahi mujhse mafinama to magne nahi aaye...salo ko maaf nahi karunga...main bhi latka-latka kar marunga..."Police jeep ki taraf badhte hue maine kaha.....
"chaliye sir ,wapas....Police station aapke bina suna-suna hai..."hostel ke gate ke andar se nikalte hue S.P. bola"main khud tujhe arrest karne aaya hoon ,iska matlab tujhme kuchh baat to hai...."
"chahe jitni tareef kar le, main autograph nahi dunga...."
main us samay soch bilkul bhi nahi raha tha ki ye log mujhe wapas pakad kar le jaane ke liye aaye hai ,maine socha ki yun hee kuchh bayan-vayan lene aaye honge....
"autograph to ab main tujhe dunga ,wo bhi zindagi bhar ke liye....kyunki tere upar ab half-murder ka nahi balki murder ka case chalega...."
"kyun...Collector ka launda upar chala gaya kya...."
"wo nahi , ek ladki hai-Aradhna....wo upar chali gayi hai...adhe ghante pahle hee thane me uski warden aur uski saheliyo ne aakar tere khilaf report likhwa di hai..
ab tu to gaya beta....tujhe mujhse hoshiyari nahi chodna chahiye tha upar se abki bar tera Principal hee tere khilaf hai,jo har bar tujhe bacha kar le jata tha....."

 

[The Immortal]

Update-230
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tujhe mujhse hoshiyari nahi chodna chahiye tha upar se abki bar tera Principal hee tere khilaf hai,jo har bar tujhe bacha kar le jata tha....."
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"Aradhna mar gayi...par uski halat to utni bhi kharab nahi thi..."
"par teri halat jaroor kharab hogi ,wo bhi mere hatho...aisa todunga tujhe ki phhir kabhi jud nahi payega. ise bharo re..."Constables par gala fadte hue R.L.Dangi ne kaha....
R.L. Dangi ke huqm ki tameel karte hue uske pantaro ne mujhe turant jeep ke andar ghuseda ,ye kahte hue ki"hume maloom hai ki ,tera koyi mama MLA vagerah nahi hai...S.P. sahab ne puri chhan-been kar li hai...ab to humare hath tujhe marne se pahle ek pal ke liye bhi nahi rukenge....."
Udhar mujhe jeeb me baithakar ,S.P. khud ko mili sarkari gadi me baithkar nikla aur idhar mere paas siway Aradhna ke bare me sochane ke aalawa kuchh nahi bacha tha ,kyunki beshak main chahta tha ki Aradhna meri zindagi se nikal jaye ,lekin wo to duniya se hee nikal gayi...beshak hee Aradhna ke suicide ke kayi reason rahe ho jaise ki uski dimagi halat kharab hona , kayar hona par jo baat mujhe kachcha chabaye ja rahi thi wo ye ki main khud un kayi reasons me se ek reason tha ,jiski vazah se Aradhna ne suicide ki thi ya phhir thoda aur detail me kahu to main hee wo tha jisne Aradhna ko suicide karne ke liye reasons diye...main kuchh bhi bahana mar sakta tha,apne dimag ka istemaal karke main koyi bhi tikdam khel sakta tha,jisase Aradhna ko bura na lage ya phhir kam bura lage....par maine aisa nahi kiya ,bilkul bhi nahi kiya...1 percent bhi nahi aur nateeza Aradhna ki maut ke roop me samne aaya tha.
us waqt mujhe jo sabse jyada pareshan kar raha tha wo na to Superintendent of police tha aur na hee Aradhna ki maut...us waqt jo mujhe sabse jyada pareshan kar raha tha ,wo main khud hee tha.mera dimag har ghadi do ghadi mujhpar chillakar kahta ki'maine Aradhna ko mara..meri vazah se uski maut hui' aur phhir jis hospital me Aradhna admit thi ,waha uski maut ke baad ki ek kalpanik tasveer mere samne aa rahi thi...maine Aradhna ke maa-baap me se kisi ko nahi dekha tha ,par tab bhi mera dimag Aradhna ke maa-baap ki ek kalpanik tasveer mujhe dikhata,jo ki bahut hee....bahut hee jyada dardnak aur dayneey thi...
us din Police Van me baithe-baithe mujhe pata chala ki asal me jhatka lagna kise kahte hai aur main dua kar raha tha ki mujhe jaldi se jaldi 10-12 attack aaye aur main bhi parlok sidhar loon....kyunki police van me pade-pade mere dimag dwara mujhe dikhayi gayi har ek kalpanik tasveer mujhe aisa zakhm de rahi thi ,jiska koyi nishan to nahi tha ,par dard bahut jyada tha...itna jyada ki main us waqt ye chahne laga tha ki main ab bas mar jaun.
waise har ek normal insaan ,har koyi jo mujhe pasand ya napasand karta tha...har koyi jo mere dosto me tha ya phhir dushmano me tha ,wo sirf yahi soch raha tha ab mujhe bahut buri mar padegi...koyi to mujhe 302 dhara ke antargat doshi bhi maan chuka tha par aisa bilkul nahi tha aur kamaal ki baat to ye hai ki sab kuchh bilkul aisa hee tha...kahne ka matlab meri itni jordar thukayi hui ,jitni ki na to pahle hui thi aur na hee ab kabhi hogi...mujhpar 302 dhara bhi chadhayi gayi par ye sab us waqt mere liye koyi mayne nahi rakhte the ,kyunki Aradhna ki maut ne mere dil aur dimag me bahut gahra zakhm diya tha aur lakh koshisho ke bawzood main is zakhm se ubar nahi pa raha tha...main jitne bhi din police station me raha har pal mere khud ki imagination meri jaan nikalti rahi...mera tez dimag hee mere un zakhmo ko bharne nahi deta ,jo us waqt meri atma ka gala daba raha tha...din ka waqt to phhir bhi nikal jata ,par raat ko har roj Aradhna mere sapno me aati ,pahle to wo mujhe hasti hui dikhti...bhagte hue mera naam pukarti aur har baar main is bhram me pad jata ki wo ab bhi zinda hai lekin jaise hee main sapno ke is mayajaal me fasta ,tabhi Aradhna ki hostel me pankhe se latki hui tasveer mujhe dikhti aur uski jeebh jo bahar nikal aayi thi wo bahut der tak hilte rahti thi.....jiske baad ek tez dard mere sar ko pakad leta aur meri aankh khulte hee main apne sar ko pakad leta....
main kul ek hafte thane ke ek lockup me band raha shuru ke do-teen din to Police walo ne mujhe khoob dhoya par jab meri taraf se koyi responce nahi mila aur na hee maine koyi tevar dikhaye to unhone bhi mujhe marna chhod diya...
un 7 dino me meri aankhe puri kali pad chuki thi,sharir ke kayi ang thodi si movement me hee gand fad dard dete the,itna dard ki khud ke dam par chalna to door uthna tak mushqil ho gaya tha....
"chal bahar nikal...tujhpar se case hata liya gaya hai...tera bada bhai aaya hua hai tujhe lene..."bahar se ek constable ne mujhe aawaz di tab maine apni aankhe kholi aur mujhe pata chala ki abhi din hai .
kyunki lockup me mera adhiktar samay aankh band kiye hue guzarta tha aur is samay main apne dimag par havi hone ki koshish karta tha...matlab ki main apne wahi purane tevar ,wahi purana ghamand ,wahi purana attitude ,wahi purani soch ko khud ke andar paida karne ki koshish karta ,jinki vazah se main yaha tha kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki yaha se jab main niklunga to mujhe inhi ki sabse jyada jaroorat padegi...
pure ek hafte baad jab main lock up se nikla to aisa laga jaise ki mujhe nayi zindagi mili ho ,main khud ke dam par uth bhi nahi sakta tha ,par yaha se bahar nikalne ki chah ne mujhe itna sashaqt bana diya ki main ab apne hee dam par chal raha tha....bahar R.L.Dangi ,mere Pita shree, mera bada bhai aur ek lawyer baitha tha.Main seedhe unke paas gaya aur puri taqat lagakar sabse pahle apne pita shree ke pair chhue aur phhir bade bhai ke.....
"isko sudhar lo ,warna abki baar to ye bach gaya par agli baar nahi bachega....upar se iski akad itni hai ki humare hee police station me hume hee galiya de raha tha....filhal abhi to humne iski akad nikal di hai..."
aise hee S.P. mujhe kayi naseehat dete raha ,meri shiqayat karta raha aur aakhir me usne Aradhna ka naam liya....
"ek baat bata, tujhe kaisa laga ek bholi-bhali ladki ki zindagi khatm karke...tune uske maa-baap ki halat nahi dekhi shayad...uski maa ne ek hafte se pani tak nahi piya ,wo ab ICU me admit hai aur bechara uska baap, wo to lagbhag pagal ho gaya hai...wo ab bhi ye manne ko taiyar nahi ki uski beti mar chuki hai....Arman tune bahut galat kiya... "
"aapke muh se kisi dusare ke liye galat shabd shobha nahi deta..."itni der se S.P. Ki bak-bak sunkar main jab marne ki halat me pahuch gaya tab maine bhi ek teer chhoda"ek baat batao ,aap...yadi is case ke pahle Collector ke ladke ka case na hota...ya phhir main Arman na hokar koyi dusara ladka hota to kya tab bhi aap meri wahi halat karte jo aapne ki hai....darasal galat to aapne kiya hai..."
"dekha aapne..."mere papa ki taraf dekh kar R.L.Dangi bola"main iski isi akad ki baat kar raha tha...hume maaf karo aur ise lekar yaha se jao...ek to kisi ki zindagi khatm kar di upar se mafi magne ke bajay jubaan lada raha hai...nonsence"
"aapke ghar me chaku hai...."
"haan hai...to"bhadakte hue S.P. bola
"to aap us chaku se kya karte hai..."
"kya karte hai matlab..."
"aap us chaku se kya karte hai matlab aap us chaku se kya karte hai..."
Jawab me Dangi sahab chup hee rahe tab main bola...
"aapke ghar me chaku hai aur aap us chaku se sabziya kat-te hai apni gardan nahi...pyar bhi usi chaku ki tarah hota hai Dangi ji ,jisme doshi pyar nahi balki balki wo insaan hota hai jo ya to pyar me apni jaan deta hai ya phhir us pyar ko laat markar aage badh jata hai....galti Aradhna ne ki thi,maine nahi..."
"sahi kah raha hai tu ,galti usne ki...tujh jaise insaan ke liye apni jaan dekar...."
"galti to aakhir galti hee hoti hai aur har galti ki ek saza tay hoti hai ,bas khud ke andar jigara hona chahiye us saza ko swikar karne ki...Aradhna me darasal himmat hee nahi thi ,isiliye usne mujhse badla lene ke liye apne jaan de di ,warna yadi wo mujhse pyar karti to kya mera naam suicide note me likhkar jati ? S.P. Sahab duniya ki sabse badi problem hai jalan...jiske andar jiske bhi khilaf ye jalan paida ho gayi to phhir un dono ka kalyan hona nishchit hai...Aradhna ke andar bhi mere liye yahi jalan paida ho gayi thi ,usase meri khushi dekhi nahi gayi aur by the way main ye tujhe kyun samjha raha hoon, main to ab chhoot gaya hoon aur next time jab kabhi bhi tera pala mujhe pade to kuchh karne se pahle ye jaroor soch lena ki jab tu ek murder case me mera kuchh nahi ukhad paya to ab kya ukhad lega...."S.P. ki ghanti bajakar main Constables ki taraf palta aur bola"tum log to apni khairiyat manao, kyunki ab mera sirf ek hee aim hai...UPSC ka exam clear karna aur phhir tum sabko clear karna"

 

[The Immortal]

Update-231
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Mujhe bahar nikalne ke liye ek MLA ,ek sansad aur ek high court ka lawyer ne apni-apni power ka istemal kiya....MLA ko mere bhai ne dhoondha ,lawyer ko hostel walo ne aur Sansad to hostel me rahne wale ek launde ka baap tha....waise bhi suicide note me kisi ka bhi naam likh dene se wo apradhi sabit nahi hota ,lekin kuchh din dikkato ka samna jaroor karna padta hai.
Lock up se nikalkar mujhe seedhe ghar le jaya gaya aur jab tak exam shuru nahi hua tab tak main ghar me hee apna ilaaz karwata raha....mera mobile chheen liya gaya, ghar se bahar kahi bhi mere aane-jane par ban laga diya gaya, yaha tak ki mere kisi dost ko bhi mujhse milne nahi diya gaya aur jab mere final exam shuru hone me do din baki the ,tab Pandey ji ladki...jo ki meri future bhabhi thi..wo mujhse milne aayi aur us din meri life me ek aur twist ne pravesh kiya....jo ye tha ki Pandey ji ki do beti thi aur jisne bachpan se mera jeena haram kar rakha tha wo Pandey ji ki chhoti beti thi aur uski badi bahan se mere bhai ki shadi ho rahi thi.....
"kamaal hai , aaj tak mujhe yahi pata tha ki Pandey ji ke bagiche me sirf ek phool hai...lekin yaha to do phool nikle..."
Pandey ji ki badi beti bhi hai aur usase Vipin bhaiya ki shadi hone wali hai ,ye jaankar mujhe rahat mili aur main thoda-bahut sukoon lekar wapas college ke liye ravana hua.....
"abki baar kuchh galat nahi hona chahiye Arman....ye baat tu yaad rakh le, warna pure college ke samne marte-marte ghar launga...."Railway station me bade bhaiya ne shabd roopi teer chalaya aur mujhe wapas college ke liye ravana kiya......
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Mera man ab ye faltu ki mar-dhad ,dialogue bazi se khap chuka tha aur finally main wo ban raha tha ,jo ki mujhe first year me hee ban jana chahiye tha...us din college aate waqt train me bahut maal mili ,lekin apun ne kisi ki taraf dhyan tak nahi diya...main bas shant apni seat par pure raste baitha raha aur khidki ke bahar jhakte hue Esha ke bare me sochate raha...
main soch raha tha ki wo mujhe dekhkar pahle to ekdum se khush hogi ,phhir thoda sa ignore maregi ,mujhse ladegi...aur aakhir me i love you bol degi...ab Esha hee mere paas ek aisi achchhi yaad thi ,jise lekar main apne college se jana chahta tha ,lekin mujhe kya maloom tha ki Esha ke roop me ek aur bomb mera intezaar kar raha tha jo mujhpar bas footane hee wala tha....
Hostel me mujhe wapas dekh kar mere khas dosto ke aalawa baki sab khush hue , sabne haal chal puchha aur Aradhna ko galiya baki....pura din mere room me juloos umadta raha aur first year se lekar final year tak ke ladke mujhse milne aaye....siway mere khas dosto ke. Wo log to tab room me bhi nahi rahte the,jab main room me hota...bas beech-beech me apna koyi samaan lene aate aur chale jate...raat ko bhi wo kisi dusare ke room me hee sote the...na to unhone koyi pahal ki aur apne ko to pahal karne ki aadat hee nahi thi.Mere khati dosto me se sirf ek Rajshri Pandey hee tha jo mujhse mila tha aur Arun-Saurabh ke room chhodane ke baad wo mere hee room me rahne laga tha.....
Hostel pahuchkar dil kiya ki Esha ko call kar loon lekin phhir socha ki kal to exam hai aur exam dene to college aayegi hee isliye usase seedhe college mil liya jayega.isliye dusare din jab main 8th Semester ka pahla exam dene college pahucha to notice board me sabse pahle ye dekha ki CS-final year wale kis class me baithe hai aur phhir apni class dekha...
Exam hall se bahar nikalte hee main A-18 ki taraf bhaga ,jo Esha ki class thi aur class ke gate se andar nazar dali....Esha baithi hui thi.Main taqriban aadha ghante tak waha class ke bahar khada rahkar Esha ka intezaar karta raha aur jab wo bahar aayi to main uski taraf badha...
"hi...kaisi hai..."
"Gautam aaya hua hai ,isliye please tum na to mujhse baat karna aur na hee mere peechhe aana...."
"marunga sale ko, yadi tere aur mere beech me aaya to..."tez aawaz me main bola, lekin phhir Railway station me bade bhaiya ki naseehat yaad aate hee main dheema pada aur bola"mera matlab tha ,main abhi jata hoon aur tere peechhe nahi aaunga...."
Us din ke baad Esha mujhse face to face nahi milti thi aur jab main uske number par call karta tab uska number hamesha switch off ka gaan karte hue milta ,isliye maine mazbooran ek din Avadhesh Ko hostel bulaya aur usase puchha ki itne dino me aisa kya ho gaya ,jo Esha na to mujhse mil rahi hai aur na hee baat kar rahi hai....
"kuchh khas pata nahi ,par kuchh dino pahle sunne me aaya tha ki Divya aur Esha ke beech patch up ho gaya hai...."
"hmmm...."
"yo bro...Esha and Divya are back to being friends..."
"bas yahi bacha tha ab sunne ko... "
"aur to aur ,Gautam use har exam ke din College chhodne aur lene aata hai....kuchh to ye bhi bolte hai dono ki engagement bhi Esha ke 8th semester khatm hone ke baad ho jayegi...."
"gazab...chal thik hai, tu ja...bye..."
"bye...."
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BC ,wo sab kya ho raha tha...mujhe kuchh samajh nahi aa raha tha , isliye maine decide kiya ki next paper ke din jab Esha college aayegi tab main usase zaroor baat karunga...phhir chahe waha Divya ka bhai khada ho ya phhir mera bhai.waise bhi lawda aakhiri teen din hee bache hai College me aur yadi ab nahi puchha to zindagi bhar nahi puchh paunga......
Itne dino me har din Esha ki class ke bahar khade hokar intezaar karte hue maine Esha ki timing observe kar li thi...jiske according,wo exam time ke thik 5 minute pahle class ke andar ghusti aur phhir pure teen ghante baad hee bahar nikalti thi. Lekin phhir bhi apun ko risk nahi mangta tha...isliye main us din bhi aadhe ghante pahle exam hall se nikla aur Esha ke exam hall ke bahar khada uska intezaar karne laga....
Esha apne timing ke anusar hee bahar nikli aur bahar mujhe dekhte hee usne wahi kaha,jo wo pichhale kayi dino se mujhse kahti aa rahi thi....lekin is baar main nahi mana aur uske shortcut markar usase pahle parking par pahuch gaya.....Parking me mujhe dekhkar pahle to Esha chauki aur ek baar phhir usne wahi line dohrayi...
"Gautam ,yahi hai...isliye tum na to mujhse baat karo aur na hee mere peechhe aao..."
"Gautam ki maa ki.......jai, chutiya samajh rakha hai kya...jo itne din se ghuma rahi hai,abhi ghuma kar ek hath dunga to sari battisi nikal aayegi...."
"mujhe tumse koyi baat nahi karni..."
"wah beta, jab man kiya tab kud kar aa gayi aur jab man kiya to chali gayi....bhool mat ki main wahi Arman hoon ,jo....."
"jo is college ka sabse bada chutiya hai...."meri aawaz ko kat-te hue ek teesari aawaz aayi aur jab nigahe us aawaz ki taraf gayi to Gautam ke darshan hue.....
"tu...nikal le beta, pichhali baar ki mar bhool gaya kya..."
"nahi bhoola ,isiliye to itne din se Esha ke sath College aa raha hoon ,isi mauke ke intezaar me ki kab tu aaj wali harqat kare aur main tujh par apni bhadas nikal saku...."
"tu...mujhpar bhadas nikalega."jabarpeli haste hue main bola"chal be ,tujh jaise hazar bhi aa jaye to mera kuchh nahi ukhad nahi sakte...aur mera mood kahi ghoom gaya to yahi par lita-lita kar marunga,isliye thodi der ke liye chal foot le..."
"le nahi jata yaha se ,bol kya karega...."mere paas aate hue Gautam bola...
"Gautam...tum isase lad kyun rahe ho.ise sach batao aur is kahani ko yahi khatm karo.."Gautam ka hath pakad kar Esha boli...
"meri tarah shayad ise bhi pata hai ki yadi tu mujhse bhida to durgati teri hee honi hai ,isiliye isne tujhe rok liya...."phhir Esha ki taraf dekh kar main bola"yadi tune aise hath pakad kar mujhe bure kam karne se rokne ki koshish ki hoti to kasam se main aaj wo nahi hota ,jo main hoon...khair koyi baat nahi ,jo hua uska gam tum jaise chhote aur neech log manate hai ,main to yugpurush hoon...mujhe isase kya matlab ki kal kya hua aur kal kya hoga....isliye ab apna muh fado aur bakna chalu karo.5 minute ka time hai tum dono ke paas, wo sab kuchh yad karne ke liye jo tum kahne wale ho..."
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Gautam mujhe kuchh der shanti se dekhkar apne dimag ki batti jalata raha aur main wahi khada Esha ko dekh kar soch raha tha ki jaane ye log ab kaun sa dhamaka karne wale hai....kyunki ab main itna saksham nahi tha ki koyi dhamaka sah saku...aur is ladki ko parakhne me main kaise dhokha kha gaya...isne kabhi to aisa kuchh kiya hee nahi jisase ispar mujhe kabhi koyi shaq ho....sala dil toot gaya yar, in aakhiri ke dino me.dil to karta hai ki main bhi suicide kar loon ,lekin nahi main to yugpurush hoon aur yadi maine suicide kar liya to mere jo itne sare fan hai ,unka kya hoga,....
"Arman , kya tumne kabhi socha ki jab ground par Gautam ke gunde tumhe mar kar chale gaye the to tumhe hospital kisne pahuchaya tha...."mujhe bahut der se apni taraf dekhta hua pakar Esha uncomfortable mahsoos karne lagi aur tab wo boli....
"kisi ne 108 ko call kar diya hoga...."
"ekdum sahi jawab par call kisne kiya tha ,kya ye maloom hai..."
"dekh abhi mera dimag chadha hua hai, isliye jyada shanpatti mat jhad aur seedhe-seedhe bol ki kahna kya chahti hai...."
"108 ko call Esha ne kiya tha..."Esha ke kuchh bolne se pahle Gautam mere aur Esha ke beech khada hote hue bola"aur bas wahi se teri barbadi ki neev rakhi gayi...tujhe to Esha ke pair chhukar use thanks kahna chahiye ki usne teri jaan bacha li..."
"wo bhi kar lenge,pahle aage to bak...aur aainda kabhi aise achanak mere samne khade mat hona ,warna achanak hee samne wale ke chehre par mukke marne ki bahut kharab aadadt hai mujhe..."
"Arman...bas teri isi aadat ki vazah se humne wo sab kuchh kiya ...."
"mukke khane ke liye ? Abey jhandu tu ek bar bolkar to dekhta ,1000-2000 mukke to main free me de deta main tujhe...."
"tune third semester ke us khooni ant ke baad mujhe bahut shant-shant dekha hoga...hai na. Tune us waqt sochta tha ki meri tujhse fat gayi hai aur main tujhse darta hoon, par mere lallu lal aisa kuchh bhi nahi tha...actually ek din jab main aur mere dad ek sath baithkar tere bare me soch rahe the tabhi mujhe khayal aaya ki yadi tujhe harana hai to kyun na us field me haraya jaye, jaha tu kabhi powerful hai....yani ki dimagi khel aur usi din se maine tere dimag ke sath khelna shuru kar diya tha....tere city walo ke sath har chhote-bade jhagde sirf mere dimag ki upaj thi ,taki tujhe Police ki nazar me laya ja sake...main tujhe aur teri shaksiyat ko thik tarah se bhanp gaya tha ,isliye jo main sochta tu wahi karta aur phhir apne isi plan me maine Esha ko shamil kiya ya phhir ye kahe ki Esha khud shamil hui ye kahte hue ki'wo lallu ,lattoo hai mujhpar..do line yadi pyar se bhi baat kar li to saans lena tak bhool jayega...' aur yahi mera bonus sabit hua...waise to maine kabhi dhyan nahi diya tha ki tu ,Esha par fida hai...par jab flashback me jakar maine sab kuchh yaad kiya tab mera kaam aasan ho gaya aur yaha se mere is mission ki bagdor Esha ke hath me aa gayi....Seventh Semester tak humne tere dimag ke sath khela ,tujhe parkha ki tu kis situation me kaisi harqate karta hai aur phhir jab tujhe puri tarah jaan liya to hum sabne milkar aage ka programme set kiya....waise to tere sath pichhale kuchh dino jo hua,wo main bahut pahle bhi kara sakta tha ,lekin 8th semester ke aakhiri din subh muhurat ki tarah the...jisme tu ek to behad hee kadwi yaad lekar jata aur dusara tujhe sambhalne ka koyi mauka nahi milne wala tha.first year se lekar final year tak tune kayi kahawate kahi hongi par ek famous kahawat hai ki'yadi waqt kharab ho to oot par baithe insaan ko bhi kutta kat leta hai' aur yadi tere sath hua....Aradhna ka tere life me aana humare liye bonus tha... Hume maloom tha ki jab Esha tujhe propose karegi to tu uske proposal ko accept hee karega aur uske baad Aradhna ko laat markar apni zindagi se bahar kar dega aur ek ladki ko jab kisi se sachcha pyar ho jaye to wo itni asani se use nahi chhodti....isiliye Esha ne Aradhna se teri setting karwayi taki yadi hum fail ho jaye tab bhi Aradhna kuchh na kuchh bawal khada karegi hee....lekin wo suicide kar legi ,iska andaza kisi ko nahi tha....ab aate hai un dino ki taraf jaha ye sab hua.
City aur hostel ka farewell ek sath karakar tu us din ye soch raha tha ki jeet teri hui ,par haqiqat thik ulti thi...hum to chahte hee the ki pure college ka farewell ek sath ho aur tu usme anchoring kare....kyunki hume tujhe Collector ke ladke se jo milwana tha.darasal baat ye hai ki Collector ke ladke se meri bahut lambi shart thi ki wo farewell ke din sabke samne waise gande comments de sakta hai ki nahi....shuru me to usne mana kar diya par phhir maine uska mazak udana chalu kar diya ki wo, Arman se dar gaya hai,isiliye challege accept nahi kar raha...abki bar usne challenge accept kar liya aur phhir farewell ke din teri ,usase nok-jhok hui....jiske baad maine use aur bhadkaya...sath hee tere pure dushmano ko bhi maine hee ye kahkar hawa me baitha diya ki'ab tu tumhare sath Collector ka ladka hai, akele me bula kar mar do...koyi police case bhi nahi hoga...."....un becharo ko to is baat ki hawa tak nahi hai ki wo sab mere dost nahi ,mere plan ka sirf ek hissa the. Well intially mera jo plan tha uske according, tu ground me buri tarah mar khata aur apne final exam nahi de pata....lekin phhir maine socha ki ise kyun na thoda aur khatarnak banaya jaye. Isliye main tere hostel ke andar aise bando ki talaash karne laga ,jo tujhse khunnas khaye hue ho aur mujhe pata tha ki tere ghamand aur tere bure bartav ke karan aise ek nahi kayi ladke mil jayenge...jo tujhe marna chahte ho...aur wahi mujhe Kaliya aur uske room partners mil gaye....us din jab tujhe ground me pelne ka plan tha to uske ek din pahle Kaliya ke room partner dwara Arun ko in sabki khabar dena ,ye us ladke ne mere kahne par hee kiya tha...actually mere plan ke according us din mar tu nahi balki mere khud ke dost khane wale the, jisme Collector ka ladka bhi shamil tha.waise yadi tu chahta to Collector ke ladke ko chhodkar in sabse bach sakta tha ,lekin tune aisa nahi kiya aur thik aisa hee maine socha tha.....iske baad ki kahani to tujhse better koyi nahi jaan sakta aur phhir Aradhna ka case....ufff, kitna sukoon mil raha hai mujhe .aur tu aise din dekh sake isiliye Esha ne us din 108 ko call karke tere jaan bachayi ,warna tu to usi din nipat gaya hota....kaisa laga mera game..."
Gautam ke itne lambe plan ko sunkar mera sar ghoomane laga kyunki wakayi me uska plan successful hua tha aur meri har taraf se band baj chuki thi...mujhe kuchh sujh hee nahi raha tha ki ab kya bolu.isliye maine ek baar Esha ko dekha ,aankho hee aankho me bye kaha aur parking se hostel ki taraf chal diya.......
"Sidar ke bare me nahi janna chahega ki ,uske sath kya hua..."haste hue Gautam bola"uski maut kaise hui ,ye bhi nahi janna chahega kya..."
"Sidar ke mamle me to chup hee rah tu ,warna zinda ,zameen me gad dunga...main shant hoon iska matlab ye nahi ki kuchh karunga nahi.isliye chup-chap yaha se nikal ja aur yahi dua karna ki zindagi me kabhi mujhse mulaqat na ho..."
"isi...teri isi aadat ne teri mari hai...waise ek bar phhir puchh raha hoon
Kya tu ye janna nahi chahega ki Sidar ke sath kya hua..."
"kya hua be Sidar ke sath....strike me danga hua tha...ye mujhe maloom hai"
"dange karwaye bhi ja sakte hai Arman sir.waise ye sab karwane ka humara koyi mood nahi tha ,lekin tere coma me jane ke baad wo kuchh jyada hee ungali kar raha tha...warna tu hee soch ki strike me chaku, talwar lekar kaun aata hai...."
"teri maa ki choot...tu gaya kaam se..."Gautam ki taraf daudte hue maine uski gardan pakdi aur peechhe khadi car me uska sar de mara.
"yadi pure shahar ki aaulad na hokar sirf ek baap ki aaulad hai to ruk yahi..."bolkar main parking me se daudte hue door aaya aur ek bada sa patthar uthane laga....lekin BC patthar itna bada tha ki mujhse utha hee nahi, isliye main wapas Gautam ki taraf bhaga ki kahi wo bhag na jaye aur tabhich mera sixth sense ,jo itne dino se band pada tha ,usne kaam karna shuru kar diya.....
"ek minute....kahi Gautam ye to nahi chahta ki main isase ladayi karu...yadi main isase abhi ladta hoon to maa kasam ise iske dosto ke paas pahucha dunga aur phhir mujhpar ek police case banega aur abki bar to meri aur bhi durgati hogi kyunki S.P. to muh fade mera intezaar hee kar raha hai ki kab main wapas aaun....isiliye...isichliye jab maine sab kuchh sunne ke baad bhi kuchh nahi kiya to lawde ne Sidar ka topic chhed diya, taki main ise maru aur jail chala jaun....wah beta, once again nice plan....lekin ab nahi...."
"le mar...marna...dam hai to mar..."
"jis chiz me mujhe maharath hasil hai ,usme tu ek baar jeet gaya ,iska matlab ye nahi ki har baar jeetega...ja tujhe aur tere baap ko maaf kiya, tum bhi kya yaad rakhoge ki kis insaan se pala pada tha..."
"tu khud ko bahut unique samajhta hai...abey tujh jaise daru peekar ,hostel ke dam par ladayi-jhagda karne wale har college me kaudiyo ke dam par milte hai.tu meri jeb me rakha sirf ek patakha hai, jise jeb se nikal kar main kahi bhi fod sakta hoon...."
"beshak main ek patakha hoon lekin main footunga wahi ,jaha main chahta hoon....aur tu apne kis jeet ki baat kar raha hai, jaha tere kayi dost buri tarah mar kha gaye ? ,jaha kuchh ne apni jaan gawa di ?
Aur itna sab hone ke bawzood tu mujhse mar kha raha hai,wo bhi khushi se....sharam kar kuchh. Yun meri tarah dialogue delivery ya mere foot-step follow karne se tu Arman nahi ban sakta....kyunki Original to main hoon ,tu to sirf mera ek copy cut hai...tune do saal laga diye mujhe harane me ,abey mand-buddhi .
,tune ye nahi socha ki mere paas puri zindagi padi hai in sabka badla lene ke liye aur tu khud soch jab tu sirf meri tarah sochkar mera itna nuksaan kar sakta hai to jab main khud tere bare me sochunga to tera kitna nuksaan karunga....tera plan ekdum perfect tha ,lekin tab tak hee jab tak ke tune mujhe apne plan ke bare me bataya nahi tha...."
"dam hai to mar... Le marna"
"abey tumhari itni aaukat kaha ki mere hath se mar kha jao...tum jaiso ko mara nahi jata,unke muh me sirf thuka jata hai "Gautam ke muh par thukte hue maine kaha...lekin mera nishana thik nahi laga aur Gautam bach gaya....tab main bola"sala, tu to mere thook ke bhi kabil nahi....badbye, teri to main ab kah ke lunga..."
"Arman...main tumhari dimagi halat samajh sakti hoon..."Esha beech me boli...
"jab main kisi se baat kar raha hoon to interfere kabhi mat karna....tu...yakin nahi hota tu is gande aadmi ke sath iske gande plan me shamil hui.tu to pure ek semester 'Arman...i love you....Arman i love you' bolti rahi Esha...mera dimag mujhe kahta ki tu jhoothi hai,lekin main nahi mana...i really love you,Esha...lekin iska matlab ye nahi ki main wo sab bhool jaunga jo tune kiya....tujhe tadpa dunga main mere paas aane ke liye...itna mazboor kar dunga ki paglo ki tarah mujhe dhoondegi aur tab main tere samne aakar tujhe reject karunga."
"Arman...mujhe tumhare liye sach me bura lag raha hai ,isliye sabki bhalayi isi me hai ki tum ab apni zindagi me aage badho aur is kahani ko yahi khatm karo...."
"wah ,apni bari aayi to zindagi me aage badho...huh, us waqt tum log zindagi me aage kyun nahi badhe ,jab ye sab kaha..."Goggle lagate hue main bola"aur ye kahani yahi khatm nahi hogi ,main iska sequal banaunga aur hero main hee rahunga...usme tum sabke har paap ka payi-payi hisab chukaya jayega....Goodbye, hate you"
Parking se hostel ki taraf jate hue mujhe kuchh yaad aaya ,isliye main parking se thodi door me hee ruk kar chillaya...
"sun be Gautam chutiye, tujhe teri girl friend ne bataya hai ki nahi mujhe nahi maloom par ek shandar, jaandar aur dhamakedar dushman hone ke karan mera farz banta hai ki main tujhe bata doo ki farewell ke din maine teri girl friend ko bahut der tak kiss kiya tha....yakin na aaye to puchh liyo..."
Ye sunte hee Gautam ki gand fati aur wo Esha ki taraf dekhne laga....
"dekha beta ,ye hai Arman ka jalwa...tum dono yaha aaye the mujhe ullo sabit karne...par ullo sabit khud ho gaye,isliye ab ek kaam aur karna ki ullo ki tarah aaj raat bhar jagna.waise bhi ab jo maine bolne wala hoon,use sunkar tujhe aaj raat neend nahi aayegi aur wo ye hai ki' farewell ke din Esha ne mujhe sex karne ke liye kaha tha...wo bhi ek baar nahi balki teen-char bar, wo to meri hee niyat achchhi thi,warna....chalo jao be, tum bhi kya yaad rakhoge ki kis mahan vyakti se pala pada tha....badbye"
Ye un dono se meri aakhiri mulaqat thi aur phhir final exams khatm karke main thik akela waise hee college se nikla ,jaise college me aaya tha.....

 

[The Immortal]

Update-232
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"ab main samajh gaya ki tu aise mara hua kyun yaha aaya...lekin ghar se kyun bhaga..."jamhayi marte hue Varun ne puchha....
"uski vazah Pandey ji ki beti thi..."
"kaun ,teri hone wali bhabhi..."
"nahi be...wo to bahut badhiya hai ,lekin uski chhoti bahan. ek din jab uske gharwale aur mere gharwale ek sath baithe the ,tab Pandey ji ki chhutki laundiya ne mere college ke bare me puchhna shuru kar diya....phhir results ki baat chhed di ,tab bade bhaiya uski side lekar meri izzat utarne lage....bahut der tak to main sahta raha aur jab saha nahi gaya to aise kadwe vachan bole ki waha baithe sabhi logo ki ulti saans chalne lagi...jiske thode der baad Pandey ji ki laundiya rone lagi aur bade bhaiya ne ghumakar ek thappad mere gaal par rakh diya...."
"to isme vanvaas grahan karne wali kaun si baat thi be... "
"aage to sun....mera gaal par ek thappad chipkane ke baad unhone kaha ki'rahna hai to jaise sab rahte hai,waise rah...nahi to ghar chhod de'...bas phhir kya tha, waha se uthkar maine apna bag bhara aur yaha bhag aaya...."
"hmm....to kahani khatm ,hai na...kahne ka matlab hai ki ab main sab kuchh jaan chuka hoon ,right..."
"wrong, picture abhi baki hai mere dost...."
"ab kahe ki picture baki hai be...jab samne the end likha gaya to..."
"kya tune kabhi Esha ke ajeeb-o-gareeb behaviour par dhyan diya ki kaise achanak uska mood badal jata tha ,yaad kar jab fifth Semester me hum log 3 dino ke camp ke liye gaye the...."
"wo camp....kaise bhool sakta hoon main us camp ko aur Angelina darling ko....uski photo rakha hai kya.."
"mere khayal se main shayad Esha ki baat kar raha tha, Angelina ki nahi...."
"oh..haan...bol"
"yaad kar camp me meri Esha aur Divya se kaise bhayanak ladayi hui thi aur phhir jab main Esha ke liye khana pahuchane gaya tha to usne kaise bade pyar se khana le liya tha....iske baad jab golden jubilee ke function ke liye anchoring ka audition chal raha tha tab kaise Esha aur meri auditorium ke bahar ghamasan jung hui thi ,lekin us ghamasan jung ke agle din hee wo aise bartaav karne lagi jaise wo ghamasan jung kabhi hui hee na ho...."
"tu dimag mat kha aur bol ki kahna kya chahta hai.... "
"main kahna ye chahta hoon ki Esha ko ek bimari hai..Amnesia ,jiske karan uski memory bahut weak hai aur wo aksar samne khade vyakti ko dekhkar past me uske aur us vyakti ke sath kya hua tha ,wo bhool jati hai...mujhe iski khabar tab lagi,jab main College se final exam dekar ghar wapas aa gaya tha.unhi dino Megha ne call karke mujhe Esha ke bare me bataya tha .jiske anusar First year me Esha ki Suicide karne ki koshish ne uske brain structure ke limbic system ki dhajjiya uda di thi aur wahi se uski memory weak hone lagi....Esha ke brain structure ki jab se dhajjiya udi thi, tab se wo kayi chize bhoolni lagi thi aur Megha ka kahna tha ki kabhi-kabhi to wo ye bhi bhool jati thi ki usne kabhi suicide karne ki koshish bhi ki thi....wo kayi bar Divya ko nahi pahchan pati thi aur use class me sabke samne ignore karti thi ,jiske karan Divya aur Esha ke beech darar padne lagi....kayi baar class me jab koyi teacher Esha ko khada kart to wo apna name tak bhool jati thi....
Megha ke is jaanlewa khulase ne mujhe bhi Esha ki kayi harqate yaad dila di ,jisne Amnesia par apni muhar laga di thi...jaise ki kabhi-kabhi main Esha ko hi karta to mujhe bilkul andekha kar deti...jise main uska ghamand samajh leta tha .Esha aksar monday ko saturday bana deti thi ,lekin tab main use uska mazak samajhta tha.....achchhe se kahu to Esha ko sirf wahi chize yaad rahti thi , jo uske aas-paas ho...jaise uska college ,uske current friends ya phhir main ....Mujhe yaad hai ki ek baar maine Esha se uske school ke bare me puchha tha ,tab usne kaha tha ki 'use yaad nahi hai ki wo kis school se pass out hui hai ' aur maine ise bhi halke me le liya....sari chize, sari ghatnaye mere samne ghati ,par maine kabhi dhyan nahi diya aur yadi Esha pahle ke tarah hee rahi to kuchh dino baad shayad wo apne college, apne college friends aur mujhe bhi bhool jayegi...wo bhool jayegi ki uski zindagi me kabhi main bhi tha...phhir wo mujhe pahchanegi tak nahi....billi kahi ki...pata nahi mere khilaf usne itna bada plan kaise bana liya.iski shayad ek hee vazah ho sakti hai ki shuruat me amnesia ka jyada effect us par na hua ho.....now story over ! "
"thik hai ,to phhir chal sote hai..."
"chal sale gay..."
"tu sudhrega nahi..."
"sudharna hee hota to bigadta hee kyun..."
"achchha ye bata tere baki dosto ka kya hua...jaise Saurabh ,Rajshri Pandey ,Sulabh ,Divya vagerah-vagerah...."
"jaha tak mera andaza hai...jo ki hamesha sach hee hota hai ,uske anusar Saurabh UPSC ki taiyari me laga hoga...Sulabh aur Megha ab shayad ek shahar me nahi honge,par ek dusare ke touch me zaroor honge...Divya jaise jhatu ke bare me main sochta nahi aur Rajshri Pandey ,mere nakshe kadam par chalte hue College par raaz kar raha hoga...."
"thik hee hai story, utni buri bhi nahi....good night and sweet dreams."
"badnight and baddreams..."
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Varun ke ludhakne ke baad main khada hua, apne dono hath upar kiya aur ek mast angdayi with jamhayi lete hue samne padi magzine ko uthaya...jisme deepika mam solid poze diye hue the....
"kya yar...subah 5 baje mutth marne ka man kar raha hai
,main ek yugpurush hoon, mujhe in sab par control karna chahiye...."bolte hue maine magzine door feki aur mobile lekar bahar balcony me aa gaya.....
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Main hamesha se hee galat tha ,jo zindagi ko Power aur Paise ke taraju par taula karta tha...jabki sach to ye tha ki zindagi jeene ke liye na to behisab power ki zaroorat hoti hai aur na hee beshumar paise ki....zindagi jeene ke liye yadi kisi chiz ki zaroorat hoti hai to sirf aisi zindagi ki...jise hum jee sake...jisme chhote-bade utar-chadhav ho par ant me sab kuchh thik ho jaye....
Esha shayad apni bimari ke chalte mujhe bhool jaye ,par mujhe yakin hai ki wo jab bhi college ke photos me mujhe dekhegi to ek pal ke liye,ek second ke liye uske dil ki ghanti zaroor bajegi....aur yadi wo ghanti nahi bhi bajti to koyi baat nahi...
8th Semester ke baad maine finally apne dimag par kabu pa liya tha ,matlab ki ab main wahi kuchh sochta hoon,jo main sochna chahta hoon...ab na to mujhe Atindra ka bhoot sapne me dikhta hai aur na hee Aradhna....par ye dono mere sath tab tak jude rahenge ,jab tak main is duniya se juda rahunga....
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"jaldi bol,call kyun kiya...."itne der se main jis chiz ka intezaar kar raha tha ,finally wo ho hee gaya...call Nisha ki thi aur call recieve karte hee rude hote hue main bola"tera hone wala husband kaha hai..."
"Tum to jante hee ho ki ,i love you yar, phhir bhi..."
"ladkiyo ke i love you se mujhe dar lagta hai...kyunki ek ke i love you ne andar tak hila kar rakh diya tha....tu bol ,call kyun kiya..."
"sex karne ka bahut man kar raha hai..."
"to aaja phhir...main kaun sa mana kar raha hoon..."
"mujhe asal me sex nahi karna ,bas tumhe batane ka dil kar raha tha..."
"aur kuchh bhi batana hai to jaldi bata do...aankhe band ho rahi hai meri..."
"aur kuchh to nahi par main ye soch rahi thi ki tumhe dar nahi lagta kya...jo dad ko jante hue bhi mujhse ishq lada rahe hai..."
"dar-var apne khoon me nahi hai...."
"aise kaise ho sakta hai...jiska janm hua hai aur jo ek din marega ,un sabko kisi na kisi chiz se dar lagta hai..."
"mera janm nahi hua hai ,mera avatar hua hai...."
"chal jhoothe..."
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Isi ke sath hum dono 'dar' topic par ek dusare se ladayi karne lage....
mera aage kya hoga..iski mujhe jyada parvaah nahi thi,kyunki mujhe maloom hai ki mere sath jitna bura hona tha wo to ho chuka hai, ab usase jyada bura nahi ho sakta aur yadi hua bhi to main hone nahe dunga....filhal to apni gadi Nisha bharose chal rahi thi aur itne achchhe-bure anubhavo se maine ek chiz jo seekhi thi wo ye ki 'Love is not lovable' kyunki Love me matlab iska nahi rahta ki aap apni zindagi kaise jeete ho,balki matlab iska rahta hai ki aap apne sapno ko kaise jeete ho....
"Myself Arman aur ye the mere zindagi ke kuchh Arman ,jinme se kuchh pure hue to kuchh pure hone baki hai aur ek baat ,kisi shayar ne hundred percent sach hee kaha hai ki 'Aashiq bankar apni zindagi barbaad mat karna..'
--T H E ~ E N D--

 

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Update-232
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"ab main samajh gaya ki tu aise mara hua kyun yaha aaya...lekin ghar se kyun bhaga..."jamhayi marte hue Varun ne puchha....
"uski vazah Pandey ji ki beti thi..."
"kaun ,teri hone wali bhabhi..."
"nahi be...wo to bahut badhiya hai ,lekin uski chhoti bahan. ek din jab uske gharwale aur mere gharwale ek sath baithe the ,tab Pandey ji ki chhutki laundiya ne mere college ke bare me puchhna shuru kar diya....phhir results ki baat chhed di ,tab bade bhaiya uski side lekar meri izzat utarne lage....bahut der tak to main sahta raha aur jab saha nahi gaya to aise kadwe vachan bole ki waha baithe sabhi logo ki ulti saans chalne lagi...jiske thode der baad Pandey ji ki laundiya rone lagi aur bade bhaiya ne ghumakar ek thappad mere gaal par rakh diya...."
"to isme vanvaas grahan karne wali kaun si baat thi be... "
"aage to sun....mera gaal par ek thappad chipkane ke baad unhone kaha ki'rahna hai to jaise sab rahte hai,waise rah...nahi to ghar chhod de'...bas phhir kya tha, waha se uthkar maine apna bag bhara aur yaha bhag aaya...."
"hmm....to kahani khatm ,hai na...kahne ka matlab hai ki ab main sab kuchh jaan chuka hoon ,right..."
"wrong, picture abhi baki hai mere dost...."
"ab kahe ki picture baki hai be...jab samne the end likha gaya to..."
"kya tune kabhi Esha ke ajeeb-o-gareeb behaviour par dhyan diya ki kaise achanak uska mood badal jata tha ,yaad kar jab fifth Semester me hum log 3 dino ke camp ke liye gaye the...."
"wo camp....kaise bhool sakta hoon main us camp ko aur Angelina darling ko....uski photo rakha hai kya.."
"mere khayal se main shayad Esha ki baat kar raha tha, Angelina ki nahi...."
"oh..haan...bol"
"yaad kar camp me meri Esha aur Divya se kaise bhayanak ladayi hui thi aur phhir jab main Esha ke liye khana pahuchane gaya tha to usne kaise bade pyar se khana le liya tha....iske baad jab golden jubilee ke function ke liye anchoring ka audition chal raha tha tab kaise Esha aur meri auditorium ke bahar ghamasan jung hui thi ,lekin us ghamasan jung ke agle din hee wo aise bartaav karne lagi jaise wo ghamasan jung kabhi hui hee na ho...."
"tu dimag mat kha aur bol ki kahna kya chahta hai.... "
"main kahna ye chahta hoon ki Esha ko ek bimari hai..Amnesia ,jiske karan uski memory bahut weak hai aur wo aksar samne khade vyakti ko dekhkar past me uske aur us vyakti ke sath kya hua tha ,wo bhool jati hai...mujhe iski khabar tab lagi,jab main College se final exam dekar ghar wapas aa gaya tha.unhi dino Megha ne call karke mujhe Esha ke bare me bataya tha .jiske anusar First year me Esha ki Suicide karne ki koshish ne uske brain structure ke limbic system ki dhajjiya uda di thi aur wahi se uski memory weak hone lagi....Esha ke brain structure ki jab se dhajjiya udi thi, tab se wo kayi chize bhoolni lagi thi aur Megha ka kahna tha ki kabhi-kabhi to wo ye bhi bhool jati thi ki usne kabhi suicide karne ki koshish bhi ki thi....wo kayi bar Divya ko nahi pahchan pati thi aur use class me sabke samne ignore karti thi ,jiske karan Divya aur Esha ke beech darar padne lagi....kayi baar class me jab koyi teacher Esha ko khada kart to wo apna name tak bhool jati thi....
Megha ke is jaanlewa khulase ne mujhe bhi Esha ki kayi harqate yaad dila di ,jisne Amnesia par apni muhar laga di thi...jaise ki kabhi-kabhi main Esha ko hi karta to mujhe bilkul andekha kar deti...jise main uska ghamand samajh leta tha .Esha aksar monday ko saturday bana deti thi ,lekin tab main use uska mazak samajhta tha.....achchhe se kahu to Esha ko sirf wahi chize yaad rahti thi , jo uske aas-paas ho...jaise uska college ,uske current friends ya phhir main ....Mujhe yaad hai ki ek baar maine Esha se uske school ke bare me puchha tha ,tab usne kaha tha ki 'use yaad nahi hai ki wo kis school se pass out hui hai ' aur maine ise bhi halke me le liya....sari chize, sari ghatnaye mere samne ghati ,par maine kabhi dhyan nahi diya aur yadi Esha pahle ke tarah hee rahi to kuchh dino baad shayad wo apne college, apne college friends aur mujhe bhi bhool jayegi...wo bhool jayegi ki uski zindagi me kabhi main bhi tha...phhir wo mujhe pahchanegi tak nahi....billi kahi ki...pata nahi mere khilaf usne itna bada plan kaise bana liya.iski shayad ek hee vazah ho sakti hai ki shuruat me amnesia ka jyada effect us par na hua ho.....now story over ! "
"thik hai ,to phhir chal sote hai..."
"chal sale gay..."
"tu sudhrega nahi..."
"sudharna hee hota to bigadta hee kyun..."
"achchha ye bata tere baki dosto ka kya hua...jaise Saurabh ,Rajshri Pandey ,Sulabh ,Divya vagerah-vagerah...."
"jaha tak mera andaza hai...jo ki hamesha sach hee hota hai ,uske anusar Saurabh UPSC ki taiyari me laga hoga...Sulabh aur Megha ab shayad ek shahar me nahi honge,par ek dusare ke touch me zaroor honge...Divya jaise jhatu ke bare me main sochta nahi aur Rajshri Pandey ,mere nakshe kadam par chalte hue College par raaz kar raha hoga...."
"thik hee hai story, utni buri bhi nahi....good night and sweet dreams."
"badnight and baddreams..."
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Varun ke ludhakne ke baad main khada hua, apne dono hath upar kiya aur ek mast angdayi with jamhayi lete hue samne padi magzine ko uthaya...jisme deepika mam solid poze diye hue the....
"kya yar...subah 5 baje mutth marne ka man kar raha hai
,main ek yugpurush hoon, mujhe in sab par control karna chahiye...."bolte hue maine magzine door feki aur mobile lekar bahar balcony me aa gaya.....
.
Main hamesha se hee galat tha ,jo zindagi ko Power aur Paise ke taraju par taula karta tha...jabki sach to ye tha ki zindagi jeene ke liye na to behisab power ki zaroorat hoti hai aur na hee beshumar paise ki....zindagi jeene ke liye yadi kisi chiz ki zaroorat hoti hai to sirf aisi zindagi ki...jise hum jee sake...jisme chhote-bade utar-chadhav ho par ant me sab kuchh thik ho jaye....
Esha shayad apni bimari ke chalte mujhe bhool jaye ,par mujhe yakin hai ki wo jab bhi college ke photos me mujhe dekhegi to ek pal ke liye,ek second ke liye uske dil ki ghanti zaroor bajegi....aur yadi wo ghanti nahi bhi bajti to koyi baat nahi...
8th Semester ke baad maine finally apne dimag par kabu pa liya tha ,matlab ki ab main wahi kuchh sochta hoon,jo main sochna chahta hoon...ab na to mujhe Atindra ka bhoot sapne me dikhta hai aur na hee Aradhna....par ye dono mere sath tab tak jude rahenge ,jab tak main is duniya se juda rahunga....
.
"jaldi bol,call kyun kiya...."itne der se main jis chiz ka intezaar kar raha tha ,finally wo ho hee gaya...call Nisha ki thi aur call recieve karte hee rude hote hue main bola"tera hone wala husband kaha hai..."
"Tum to jante hee ho ki ,i love you yar, phhir bhi..."
"ladkiyo ke i love you se mujhe dar lagta hai...kyunki ek ke i love you ne andar tak hila kar rakh diya tha....tu bol ,call kyun kiya..."
"sex karne ka bahut man kar raha hai..."
"to aaja phhir...main kaun sa mana kar raha hoon..."
"mujhe asal me sex nahi karna ,bas tumhe batane ka dil kar raha tha..."
"aur kuchh bhi batana hai to jaldi bata do...aankhe band ho rahi hai meri..."
"aur kuchh to nahi par main ye soch rahi thi ki tumhe dar nahi lagta kya...jo dad ko jante hue bhi mujhse ishq lada rahe hai..."
"dar-var apne khoon me nahi hai...."
"aise kaise ho sakta hai...jiska janm hua hai aur jo ek din marega ,un sabko kisi na kisi chiz se dar lagta hai..."
"mera janm nahi hua hai ,mera avatar hua hai...."
"chal jhoothe..."
.
Isi ke sath hum dono 'dar' topic par ek dusare se ladayi karne lage....
mera aage kya hoga..iski mujhe jyada parvaah nahi thi,kyunki mujhe maloom hai ki mere sath jitna bura hona tha wo to ho chuka hai, ab usase jyada bura nahi ho sakta aur yadi hua bhi to main hone nahe dunga....filhal to apni gadi Nisha bharose chal rahi thi aur itne achchhe-bure anubhavo se maine ek chiz jo seekhi thi wo ye ki 'Love is not lovable' kyunki Love me matlab iska nahi rahta ki aap apni zindagi kaise jeete ho,balki matlab iska rahta hai ki aap apne sapno ko kaise jeete ho....
"Myself Arman aur ye the mere zindagi ke kuchh Arman ,jinme se kuchh pure hue to kuchh pure hone baki hai aur ek baat ,kisi shayar ne hundred percent sach hee kaha hai ki 'Aashiq bankar apni zindagi barbaad mat karna..'
--T H E ~ E N D--

Sir iska 2nd part

 

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Sir iska 2nd part

https://xforum.live/threads/atmakami-ability-or-disorder.1081/

 

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Bahut hi jabardast story hai....

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Awesome...

 

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story end ho chuki hai .