Update 10
Chintu apni didi ko khoya dekh soch mein pad gaya. Kanchan vicharon mein thi, kabhi uske hoth muskura uthte, to kabhi sakht ho jate. nanhe chintu ke samajh mein kuchh bhi nahi aa raha tha. - "kya hua didi, tum chup kyon ho gayi?"
chintu ki baaton se kanchan jaagi, usne chintu ko dekha jo hairani se uski aur taak raha tha. - "bolo didi, tum kyon muskura rahi thi?" chiintu ne phir se puchha.
"tumhe kya bataun chintu? mujhe to khud nahi pata mujhe kya hua hai? Kya hota ja raha hai? Kyon mujhe har cheej achhi lagne lagi hai. Wahi tum ho wahi ye ghar hai wahi aangan hai, phir kyon mujhe har cheej nayi nayi si lag rahi hai? Kaash koi mere in sawalon ka jawab bata de." Kanchan khoyi khoyi si boli, uski awaaz kahin door se aati prateet hui.
chintu ne palke jhapkayi. Uske samajh mein ab bhi kuchh na aaya - "main jaake mama ko batau?" wo kanchan ki god se uthta hua bola.
Kanchan sakpakayi. Usne jhat se chintu ka hath khincha aur use liye bistar par fail gayi. Use baahon mein bhar kar uske gaalo mein taabadtod chumban dharti chali gayi. -"didi chhodo mujhe." chintu chhutne ke liye machala, par kanchan ki giraft majboot thi -"mera gaal geela karogi to main phir kabhi tumhare paas nahi aaunga."
"to kiske gaal geela karun...bata?" kanchan use lagataar chumti hui boli.
"jaake us shehri babu ke gaal geele karo, jisne tumhare kapde le liye the." chintu phir se machla.
"par diye to tune hi the." kanchan use gudgudate hue boli.
Kuchh der chintu ko laal peela karne ke baad kanchan ne use chhoda. Chintu uske hath se nikalte hi bahar bhaga. kanchan bistar par girkar ravi ke bare mein sochne lagi. Ravi ke kahe antim shabd phir se uske kaano mein gunj uthe -"agar tum kisi ke dil mein apne liye pyar na bhar sako to koshish karna ki koi tumse nafrat bhi na kare."
"saaheb, main aapke dil mein apne liye pyar bhar kar rahungi." wah badbadayi. -"ek din aayega saaheb, jab aap isi kanchan ko apni baahon mein bhar kar jhumoge. Mujhe Pyar karoge. Main aapke dil mein apne liye itna pyar bhar dungi ki saat janm tak aap us pyar ko nikaal nahi paoge." kanchan ke honth muskuraye. Wah takiye mein sar chhupakar sapno ki duniya mein khoti chali gayi.
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Is waqt raat ke 12 bajne ko hain. Nikki apne bistar par leti hui hai. Par uski aankhon se neend gaayab hai. Uske khyalo mein bhi ravi basa hua hai. aap log shayad ye soch rahe honge ki wo bhi kanchan hi ki tarah ravi se pyar karne lagi hai. Lekin aisa nahi hai, uske vicharon ka aadhar kuchh aur hai, nikki ko to pyar mohabbat se nafrat hai, wo pyar vyar ko bewakuf logo ka vichaar bhar samajhti hai. Uska maanna hai ki pyar mein insaan ki aqal kam ho jati hai. Pyar sirf tanav deta hai aur kuchh nahi. Pyar karne ke baad insaan apni azaadi kho deta hai. insaan dusre ka daas bankar rah jata hai. nikki ke dil mein sirf do logon ke liye pyar tha. Ek uske pita thakur jagat singh, duja - kanchan uski saheli. Inke atirikt usne kisi ko bhi apne dil mein utarne nahi diya. Haan maa ke liye uska dil abhi bhi khali hai. Uske vicharon mein ravi ke aane ka kaaran tha ki wo apne us jeevan ko yaad kar rahi thi jo usne shehar mein beetaye the. use wahan har cheej ki azaadi thi koi rokne wala nahi koi tokne wala nahi. Chahen kisi ke sath ghumo, der raat tak bahar raho, dosto ke sath kuchh bhi karo, koi bandish nahi thi. lekin yahan theek uske ulata tha. Yahan nikki ko wo sab azaadi nahi milne wali thi. usne college mein bahut maze kiye the. anginat ladkon ke sath sharirik sambandh banaye the. wo un ladkiyon mein se thi jo kapde kam, bistar zyada badalti hain. Uske liye purusho se dosti keval sharirik santushti hoti thi aur kuchh nahi. wah apne shehri jeevan mein sex ki itni aadi ho chuki thi ki, wo kisi ke sath bhi sex karne se nahi hichkichati thi. Lekin usne kabhi bhi apne upar kisi ko haavi nahi hone diya. Usne kabhi dusri nashili cheejon ko hath nahi lagaya. Sharab ciggarete Ki wo kabhi aadi nahi hui.
Use shahar se aaye 4 din ho chuke the. Pichhle 6 dino se wo sharirik sukh se vanchit thi. Yahan aane ke teesre din tak to uska man us aur nahi gaya. Lekin ab wo uski kami mehsus karne lagi thi. Aaj bistar mein lete lete use wo pal yaad aa rahe the jo usne anand ke jhule mein beetaye the. un palo ko yaad karke uska sharir tap utha tha. sharir mein vaasna ki lehar tair rahi thi. Use is waqt sirf ek hi chehra dikhayi de raha tha jo uski kaam vasna ko shant kar sakta tha. Aur wo tha ravi. lekin wo ek duvidha mein bhi thi, waise to wah kayi logon se sex kar chuki thi, par ravi use kuchh alag kism ka insaan laga tha. Use bhay tha ki kahin ravi uske parastav ko thukra na dein. Lekin laakh chahne par bhi wo apne andar uthti kaam vaasna ko nahi daba paa rahi thi. man par sharir ka bhukh haavi hota ja raha tha. wah uthi aur aaine ke saamne khadi ho gayi. uske badan par is waqt behad paardarshi niighty thi. wah aaine mein kud ko dekhne lagi. - "kya mera ye hushn ravi ko pighla sakega?" usne apne tane hue boobs ko dekha. wo sar uthaye kisi bhi chunauti ke liye taiyar khade the. Nikki apne dono hathon ko dono boobs ke upar rakhkar dheere se sehlayi. theek aise jaise unhe shabashi de rahi ho. Hath ka sparsh paakar uske boobs aur bhi kadak ho uthe. nikki muskurayi. sath hi uska daahina hath niche fisla aur seedhe kamar tak pahunch gaya. kamar se hote hue uska hath uski panty tak pahuncha. Usne ungli ko panty ke elastic par fasaya phir dheere se panty ko niche khiskati chali gayi. panty jaangho tak pahunch gayi to usne apne hath hata liye. Uske baad aaine mein apni nagn sundarta ko dekhne lagi. Kuchh der apni hi aankhon se apni qayamat dhaati sundarta ka raspaan karne ke baad nikki ne panty upar kar lee. phir palat kar bistar tak aayi. kuvh der bistar par baith kar sochti rahi ki use ravi ke paas jana chahiye ya nahi. ant mein Usne ravi ke paas jaane ka nishchay kiya. nikki sirhaane mein rakhi chadar uthayi aur apne badan se lapet li. Phir usne ghadi par nazar daali 12:30 hone ko the. Wah dheere se kamre se bahar nikli. Gallery mein aakar usne nazar daudayi. Gallery sunsaan thi. wo apne kamre ka darwaza bhidayi aur dabe kadmon se ravi ke room ki taraf badh gayi. Use puri ummid thi ki ravi is waqt jaag raha hoga. usne apne badhte kadam ravi ke kamre ke bahar roki. Phir dheere se darwaze par dastak di. Kuchh der baad andar se ravi ki awaaz aayi - "kaun hai?"
"main hoon nikki....darwaza kholo." nikki dheere se boli.
Kuchh der baad ravi ne darwaza khola aur hairani se nikki ko dekha - "tum...mera matlab aap.... is waqt?"
"andar aane ke liye nahi kahenge." nikki muskurate hue boli.
"aaiye." ravi darwaze se ek aur hat-te hue bola.
Nikki kamre ke andar daakhil hui aur sofe par jakar baith gayi. Ravi uske saamne jaakar khada ho gaya aur sawaliyan nazron se nikki ki aur dekhne laga. usne apne deemag ki sari khidkiyan khol di aur ye sochne mein laga ki aakhir nikki itni raat gaye uske kamre mein aisi roop dhar kar kyon aayi hai?. lekin laakh deemagi ghode daudane ke baad bhi uske samajh mein kuchh na aaya usne nikki ko dekha. nikki use hi dekh rahi thi, ravi ko apni aur aashcharya se dekhte paakar nikki muskurate hue boli - "darwaza band kar lijiye."
"aap garmi ki raat mein chaadar kyon odhi hui hain?" ravi nikki ki baat ko ansuna karte hue usse puchha.
"asal mein maine andar pardarshi nighty pehan rakhi hai. Aur Un kapdon mein mera aapke paas aana shayad aapko achha nahi lagta. Isliye main ye chaadar odhkar rakhi hai." ye kehkar nikki muskurayi aur ravi ko dekhne lagi.
"aisi kya baat thi ki aapko aisi haalat mein is waqt aana pada?" ravi ne aashcharya se puchha. uska chehra shant tha. Haalanki nikki ke muh se ye sunkar ki usne paardarshi kapde pehan rakhe hain, wah achambheet tha. Uske andar ka yuva dil zoron se dhadka tha. Par usne nikki ke saamne apne bhav prakat nahi hone di.
"kuchh khash nahi, bas mujhe neend nahi aa rahi thi to socha thodi der aapse baate kar loon." nikki dheere se muskurakar boli -"mujhe pata tha ki aap bhi jaag rahe honge."
"main jaag raha hoon ye aap kaise jaanti thi?" rave ne sawal kiya.
"Mera is ghar mein janm hua hai, bachpan bhi yahin beeta hai, sabhi log mujhe jaante hain, main sabko pehchanti hoon, phir bhi mera mann yahan nahi lag raha hai. Khud ko akeli si mehsus karti hoon. Din to kaise bhi kat jaata hai, par raat mushkil ho jati hai, puri raat jaagte mein gujarti hai." wah kuchh der ke liye ruki, phir muskurate hue boli -"jab meri aisi haalat hai to phir aap to yahan par ajaabi hain. Aapko bhala kaise neend aa sakti hai."
