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26. THE OTHER HALF
UPDATE 1
"Bhaiyya please" Mohit ne apne dono haath mere aage jod diye.
Vo mera chhota bhai tha. Apni poori zindagi maine kabhi use kisi cheez ke liye mana nahi kiya tha par jo vo ab maang raha tha vo aage chalkar ek kaafi serious baat ban sakti thi.
"Mohit meri baat samajh. I think i am not the right guy for it. Why dont you ask someone else?" Main use samjhane ki koshish ki.
"Who?" Vo haath phailata hua bola
"I dunno" Main bhi usi andaaz mein haath hilate hue kaha "Maybe some friend of yours?"
"Aap ye chahte hain ke main bahar ke kisi anjaan aadmi se puchhun? Ghar ki baat ko bahar nikal jaane doon?"
"Dekh main samajhta hoon ke tujh par kya guzar rahi hai par ......"
"Nahi Bhaiyya, aap nahi jaante ke mujh par kya guzar rahi hai" Vo fauran meri baat kaatkar bola
"All right fine" Maine wine se bhara glass uthaya "Main nahi janta ke tujhpar kya guzar rahi hai kyunki main is situation mein nahi hoon. Par kya tune kabhi ye socha hai ke ye kadam uthane ke baad aage chalkar life kitni complicated hone wali hai?"
"Ab kaun sa life aasan hai Bhaiyya?" Mohit apni baat par ada raha "Meri shaadi ko 5 saal ho chuke hain. Ab toh gharwalo ke saath saath padosiyon aur doston ne bhi puchhna shuru kar diya hai"
"How about adoption?" Maine ek aakhri koshish ki
"And that wont complicate things?" Baat toh uski sahi thi.
"Sochke dekh" Maine phir koshish ki
"Ek anjaan bachche ko god loon, paal poskar bada karun, apne ghar ka hissa banaoon, ye sab aapko sahi lag raha hai par jo main keh raha hoon vo sahi nahi lag raha? Aur vaise bhi, agar main bachcha god leta hoon toh ye toh jaise sabke saamne unke shak ko sahi saabit karne jaisa ho jaayega"
"Priya is baar mein kya kehti hai?" Priya Mohit ki biwi thi.
"Us baare mein abhi maine usse koi baat nahi ki hai" Usne kaha toh main hairat se use dekhne laga.
"Tu itna bada kadam uthane ja raha hai aur tune apni biwi se ek baar baat tak karna zaroori nahi samjha?"
"Vo maan jaayegi Bhaiyya" Mohit bola "Sidhi saadi aurat hai bechari"
"Lakh sidhi sahi par kya usko teri baat bardasht hogi?" Maine kaha
"Aap meri baat toh suniye. Poori baat" Mohit ne doosra peg banaya
"Suna"
"Priya ko main nahi bataoonga ke sperm donor kaun hai. Use toh ye tak nahi bataya jaayega ke sperm donor bhi hai koi" Mohit bola
"Toh phir?"
"Main use ye batane wala hoon ke kami usmein hai, mujh mein nahi"
Ye baat mujh par kisi bomb ki tarah giri.
"Thats not fair. Why would you do that?" Maine shak bhari nigahon se Mohit ko dekhte hue kaha
"Isliye agar maine use ye bata diya ke main use ek bachcha tak nahi de sakta toh phir shayad saari zindagi usse nazar nahi mila paoonga"
"Par kya tune ye socha hai ke ilzaam uske sar par daalne ke baad use kaisa lagega? Kya vo tujhse saari zindagi nazar mila paayegi?"
"Ek pehlu aur bhi hai" Usne meri baat ka jawab diye bina apni baat aage kahi.
"Aur vo kya hai?"
"Vo ye ke main saari zindagi uske saath ye jaante hue nahi reh sakta ke uske bachchon ka baap main nahi hoon. Jhooth bolkar kam se kam main ye toh jata hi doonga ke bachche hamare hi hai, ham dono ke"
"Tu kya keh raha hai ya kya keh raha hai meri kuchh samajh nahi aa raha Mohit. I think tu nashe mein hai aur hamen baad mein baat karni chahiye"
"Come on Bhaiyya, maine mushkil se 2 peg liye hai, itna bhi nashe mein nahi hoon ke mujhe pata na ho ke main kya baat kar raha hoon. Aur ye plan maine abhi yahan bethe bethe nahi banaya, pichhle 1 mahine se is baare mein soch raha hoon. Sab planning ho chuki hai, sab set hai, bas aapke haan bolne ki der hai" Vo kursi se uthkar neeche mere pairon ke paas zameen par beth gaya.
Vo mer chhota bhai tha, my baby brother jiski har baat ko maine hamesha sar aankhon par rakha tha.......
26. THE OTHER HALF
UPDATE 1
"Bhaiyya please" Mohit ne apne dono haath mere aage jod diye.
Vo mera chhota bhai tha. Apni poori zindagi maine kabhi use kisi cheez ke liye mana nahi kiya tha par jo vo ab maang raha tha vo aage chalkar ek kaafi serious baat ban sakti thi.
"Mohit meri baat samajh. I think i am not the right guy for it. Why dont you ask someone else?" Main use samjhane ki koshish ki.
"Who?" Vo haath phailata hua bola
"I dunno" Main bhi usi andaaz mein haath hilate hue kaha "Maybe some friend of yours?"
"Aap ye chahte hain ke main bahar ke kisi anjaan aadmi se puchhun? Ghar ki baat ko bahar nikal jaane doon?"
"Dekh main samajhta hoon ke tujh par kya guzar rahi hai par ......"
"Nahi Bhaiyya, aap nahi jaante ke mujh par kya guzar rahi hai" Vo fauran meri baat kaatkar bola
"All right fine" Maine wine se bhara glass uthaya "Main nahi janta ke tujhpar kya guzar rahi hai kyunki main is situation mein nahi hoon. Par kya tune kabhi ye socha hai ke ye kadam uthane ke baad aage chalkar life kitni complicated hone wali hai?"
"Ab kaun sa life aasan hai Bhaiyya?" Mohit apni baat par ada raha "Meri shaadi ko 5 saal ho chuke hain. Ab toh gharwalo ke saath saath padosiyon aur doston ne bhi puchhna shuru kar diya hai"
"How about adoption?" Maine ek aakhri koshish ki
"And that wont complicate things?" Baat toh uski sahi thi.
"Sochke dekh" Maine phir koshish ki
"Ek anjaan bachche ko god loon, paal poskar bada karun, apne ghar ka hissa banaoon, ye sab aapko sahi lag raha hai par jo main keh raha hoon vo sahi nahi lag raha? Aur vaise bhi, agar main bachcha god leta hoon toh ye toh jaise sabke saamne unke shak ko sahi saabit karne jaisa ho jaayega"
"Priya is baar mein kya kehti hai?" Priya Mohit ki biwi thi.
"Us baare mein abhi maine usse koi baat nahi ki hai" Usne kaha toh main hairat se use dekhne laga.
"Tu itna bada kadam uthane ja raha hai aur tune apni biwi se ek baar baat tak karna zaroori nahi samjha?"
"Vo maan jaayegi Bhaiyya" Mohit bola "Sidhi saadi aurat hai bechari"
"Lakh sidhi sahi par kya usko teri baat bardasht hogi?" Maine kaha
"Aap meri baat toh suniye. Poori baat" Mohit ne doosra peg banaya
"Suna"
"Priya ko main nahi bataoonga ke sperm donor kaun hai. Use toh ye tak nahi bataya jaayega ke sperm donor bhi hai koi" Mohit bola
"Toh phir?"
"Main use ye batane wala hoon ke kami usmein hai, mujh mein nahi"
Ye baat mujh par kisi bomb ki tarah giri.
"Thats not fair. Why would you do that?" Maine shak bhari nigahon se Mohit ko dekhte hue kaha
"Isliye agar maine use ye bata diya ke main use ek bachcha tak nahi de sakta toh phir shayad saari zindagi usse nazar nahi mila paoonga"
"Par kya tune ye socha hai ke ilzaam uske sar par daalne ke baad use kaisa lagega? Kya vo tujhse saari zindagi nazar mila paayegi?"
"Ek pehlu aur bhi hai" Usne meri baat ka jawab diye bina apni baat aage kahi.
"Aur vo kya hai?"
"Vo ye ke main saari zindagi uske saath ye jaante hue nahi reh sakta ke uske bachchon ka baap main nahi hoon. Jhooth bolkar kam se kam main ye toh jata hi doonga ke bachche hamare hi hai, ham dono ke"
"Tu kya keh raha hai ya kya keh raha hai meri kuchh samajh nahi aa raha Mohit. I think tu nashe mein hai aur hamen baad mein baat karni chahiye"
"Come on Bhaiyya, maine mushkil se 2 peg liye hai, itna bhi nashe mein nahi hoon ke mujhe pata na ho ke main kya baat kar raha hoon. Aur ye plan maine abhi yahan bethe bethe nahi banaya, pichhle 1 mahine se is baare mein soch raha hoon. Sab planning ho chuki hai, sab set hai, bas aapke haan bolne ki der hai" Vo kursi se uthkar neeche mere pairon ke paas zameen par beth gaya.
Vo mer chhota bhai tha, my baby brother jiski har baat ko maine hamesha sar aankhon par rakha tha.......
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26. THE OTHER HALF
UPDATE 2
Ham sirf 2 bhai hi the. Mohit mujhse dedh saal chhota tha. Ham dono ne same school aur phir samen college attend kiya aur hamesha ek doosre ke best friends rahe. Main uske saath hamesha ek bade bhai ki tarah kam, ek dost ki tarah zyada pesh aaya. Vaise bhi ham dono mein umar ka koi khaas farak nahi tha.
Ham dono ke kareeb hone ki ek vajah shayad ye bhi thi ke ham dono ki pasand ekdam ek jaisi thi. Jo cheez mujhe pasand thi vahi use bhi pasand tha. Sports, games, friends, girls, novels, colors, food, har maamle mein hamari pasand ek hi thi.
College ke baad maine apna ek chhota sa business shuru kiya jo uperwale ki meharbani se theek thaak chal pada.
Mohit ek reputed company mein mechanical engineer tha. Ghar mein paise ki koi kami nahi thi. Bada Bungalow, lambi gaadi, mehenge shauk, uperwale ne duniya ki har khushi hamein bakhshi thi.
Aur phir hamein pyaar bhi hua tha ek jaisi ladkiyon se hi. Sudha aur Priya dono sagi behen thi aur shaadi ke baad dono ek hi ghar main yaani ham dono bhaiyon ke ghar mein aa gayi.
Kuchh waqt tak sab theek chalta raha par phir Mohit dheere dheere pareshan sa nazar aane laga. Main use bachpan se jaanta tha, bahut achhi tarah jaanta tha aur sirf ek nazar se bata sakta tha ke koi baat use pareshan ka rahi thi.
Maine kai baar puchhne ki koshish ki par vo har baar taal jaata tha. Vo dheere dheere badal raha tha. Har waqt pareshan sa nazar aata tha, baat baat par chid jaata tha par meri hazar koshishon ke baad bhi main ye nahi jaan paaya tha ke use kya baat pareshan kar rahi thi.
Aur aisa nahi tha ke uski pareshani ko sirf maine hi mehsoos kiya. Hamare maan baap aur khud meri biwi Sudha ne bhi mujhse kai baar is baare mein baat ki thi k Mohit ab badla badla aur pareshan sa nazar aane laga tha.
Maine uske office mein maalum karne ki koshish ki par vahan sab theek tha. Vo apne kaam mein sabse maahir tha aur company mein ek kaafi oonchi post par tha yaani ke vahan sab theek tha. Baat kuchh aur thi.
Aur ek baar phir sharab ke nashe mein vo mere saamne toot gaya aur rote rote mujhe sab bata diya.
"I am impotent Bhai" Vo rote hue bola "Baap banne ki kaabliyat nahi hai mujh mein"
"How can that be. I am sure you are mistaken" Maine use samjhate hue kaha.
"No i am not" Vo apne chehre se aansoo ponchhta hua bola "Kam se kam 10 alag alag clinics mein test kara chuka hoon sirf is ummeed mein ke shayad pehle clinic ki report galat ho. Par nahi, reports sabki same hain aur sabki sahi hai. Main baap nahi ban sakta"
"Ok fine but its not something thats gonna kill you. Ismein pareshan hone ki kya baat hai. Ilaaj kara sakte hain" Maine use samjhate hue kaha.
"Aapko lagta hai ke ye khyaal mujhe nahi aaya tha?"
"Ok, and?"
"And ye ke ilaaj ka bhi koi chance nahi hai. It cant be cured"
"Thats impossible" Maine kaha "I am sure we can find a good doctor"
Meri baat sunkar Mohit aise hasa jaise apna hi mazak bana raha ho,
"Thats what i thought, find a good doctor" Ham dono ek Bar mein bethe the. Usne haath ke ishaare se Bartender ko ek peg aur banane ka ishara kiya "And you know what i did, i tried. I tried to find a good doctor. Meri shaadi ko 4 saal ho chuke hain Bhaiyya aur pichhle 2 saal se main yahi koshish kar raha hoon, to find a good doctor who can cure me and save me the humiliation. But you know what, i coudlnt find one"
"Maybe not in India but ...." Maine kehna chaha hi tha ke usne phir meri baat kaat di.
"Aapko kya lagta hai ke pichhle 2 saal mein maine America aur Europe aur Japan ke itne chakkar kis silsile mein lagaye the?"
"Hmmmmm and?"
"And no. cant be done. I will die impotent"
Ab mere paas kehne ko kuchh nahi tha.
"Aur toh aur Bhaiyya jab Doctors se kuchh nahi hua toh maine desi hakeem aur vaidya try kiye par no luck. Aur phir main jhaad phoonk karne wale Baba log ke paas bhi pahunch gaya par saali kismat hi ho gandu toh kya kare Pandu"
Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ke kya kahun......
26. THE OTHER HALF
UPDATE 2
Ham sirf 2 bhai hi the. Mohit mujhse dedh saal chhota tha. Ham dono ne same school aur phir samen college attend kiya aur hamesha ek doosre ke best friends rahe. Main uske saath hamesha ek bade bhai ki tarah kam, ek dost ki tarah zyada pesh aaya. Vaise bhi ham dono mein umar ka koi khaas farak nahi tha.
Ham dono ke kareeb hone ki ek vajah shayad ye bhi thi ke ham dono ki pasand ekdam ek jaisi thi. Jo cheez mujhe pasand thi vahi use bhi pasand tha. Sports, games, friends, girls, novels, colors, food, har maamle mein hamari pasand ek hi thi.
College ke baad maine apna ek chhota sa business shuru kiya jo uperwale ki meharbani se theek thaak chal pada.
Mohit ek reputed company mein mechanical engineer tha. Ghar mein paise ki koi kami nahi thi. Bada Bungalow, lambi gaadi, mehenge shauk, uperwale ne duniya ki har khushi hamein bakhshi thi.
Aur phir hamein pyaar bhi hua tha ek jaisi ladkiyon se hi. Sudha aur Priya dono sagi behen thi aur shaadi ke baad dono ek hi ghar main yaani ham dono bhaiyon ke ghar mein aa gayi.
Kuchh waqt tak sab theek chalta raha par phir Mohit dheere dheere pareshan sa nazar aane laga. Main use bachpan se jaanta tha, bahut achhi tarah jaanta tha aur sirf ek nazar se bata sakta tha ke koi baat use pareshan ka rahi thi.
Maine kai baar puchhne ki koshish ki par vo har baar taal jaata tha. Vo dheere dheere badal raha tha. Har waqt pareshan sa nazar aata tha, baat baat par chid jaata tha par meri hazar koshishon ke baad bhi main ye nahi jaan paaya tha ke use kya baat pareshan kar rahi thi.
Aur aisa nahi tha ke uski pareshani ko sirf maine hi mehsoos kiya. Hamare maan baap aur khud meri biwi Sudha ne bhi mujhse kai baar is baare mein baat ki thi k Mohit ab badla badla aur pareshan sa nazar aane laga tha.
Maine uske office mein maalum karne ki koshish ki par vahan sab theek tha. Vo apne kaam mein sabse maahir tha aur company mein ek kaafi oonchi post par tha yaani ke vahan sab theek tha. Baat kuchh aur thi.
Aur ek baar phir sharab ke nashe mein vo mere saamne toot gaya aur rote rote mujhe sab bata diya.
"I am impotent Bhai" Vo rote hue bola "Baap banne ki kaabliyat nahi hai mujh mein"
"How can that be. I am sure you are mistaken" Maine use samjhate hue kaha.
"No i am not" Vo apne chehre se aansoo ponchhta hua bola "Kam se kam 10 alag alag clinics mein test kara chuka hoon sirf is ummeed mein ke shayad pehle clinic ki report galat ho. Par nahi, reports sabki same hain aur sabki sahi hai. Main baap nahi ban sakta"
"Ok fine but its not something thats gonna kill you. Ismein pareshan hone ki kya baat hai. Ilaaj kara sakte hain" Maine use samjhate hue kaha.
"Aapko lagta hai ke ye khyaal mujhe nahi aaya tha?"
"Ok, and?"
"And ye ke ilaaj ka bhi koi chance nahi hai. It cant be cured"
"Thats impossible" Maine kaha "I am sure we can find a good doctor"
Meri baat sunkar Mohit aise hasa jaise apna hi mazak bana raha ho,
"Thats what i thought, find a good doctor" Ham dono ek Bar mein bethe the. Usne haath ke ishaare se Bartender ko ek peg aur banane ka ishara kiya "And you know what i did, i tried. I tried to find a good doctor. Meri shaadi ko 4 saal ho chuke hain Bhaiyya aur pichhle 2 saal se main yahi koshish kar raha hoon, to find a good doctor who can cure me and save me the humiliation. But you know what, i coudlnt find one"
"Maybe not in India but ...." Maine kehna chaha hi tha ke usne phir meri baat kaat di.
"Aapko kya lagta hai ke pichhle 2 saal mein maine America aur Europe aur Japan ke itne chakkar kis silsile mein lagaye the?"
"Hmmmmm and?"
"And no. cant be done. I will die impotent"
Ab mere paas kehne ko kuchh nahi tha.
"Aur toh aur Bhaiyya jab Doctors se kuchh nahi hua toh maine desi hakeem aur vaidya try kiye par no luck. Aur phir main jhaad phoonk karne wale Baba log ke paas bhi pahunch gaya par saali kismat hi ho gandu toh kya kare Pandu"
Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ke kya kahun......
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UPDATE 3
Vo hamesha se aisa hi tha. Har cheez use perfect chahiye tha aur apne baare mein bhi har cheez perfect hi rakhta tha. Kuchh bhi aisa jo theek na lage badal diya jata tha. Koi aisi cheez jise galat kaha ja sake use hata diya jata tha. Kabhi koi aisi aadat nahi rahi log galat kahen. Vo hamesha se Mr. Perfect rehna chahta tha.
Dikhne mein khoobsurat, Gym mein banayi gaya kasa hua shareer, bachpan se school ka topper, phir college ka topper aur phir best mechanical engineer, vo tha bhi Mr. Perfect.
Aur phir kudrat ne ye mazak kiya. Mr. Perfect mein ek bahut badi kami daal di jisko vo chah kar bhi hata nahi pa raha tha. Aur ye baat use andar hi andar se khaaye ja rahi thi.
Ye bilkul aisa tha jaise kisi safayi pasand aadmi ke ghar ke safed marble par kaale rang ka bada sa dhabba laga diya jaaye jise vo chah kar bhi saaf na kar sake. Phir vahi hoga jo ho raha tha. Vo aadmi yahi koshish karta rahega ke marble se dhabba saaf kar de aur jab tak aisa karega nahi sukoon se bethega nahi. AUr agar dhabba na hata sake toh Marble badal dega.
Par koi kya kare agar Marble apna shareer hi ho toh.
"Kya hai tere dimag mein?" Maine puchha
"Plan ye hai. Main Priya ko ek test karane ke liye le jaoonga aur uska result ye aayega ke kami Priya mein hai. Vo maan nahi ban sakti" Mohit ne kaha.
Of course, vo Mr. Perfect tha. Kaisa apni biwi ke saamne ye bardasht karta ke usmein itni badi kami hai.
"Phir?" Maine puchha.
"Kami ye batayi jaayegi ke uske Uterus mein problem hai aur vo naturally conceive nahi kar pa rahi hai. Ilaaj ek hi hai, Artificial Insemination. Priya ko ye bataya jaayega ke mere Sperm aur uske eggs ko artificially conceive karke uske andar plant kar diya jaayega"
"Jabki Sperm kisi aur ka hoga" Maine baat poori kar di.
"Exactly. Priya saari zindagi yahi sochegi ke bachche ka baap main hi hoon. Hamara apna bachcha hai. Sab kuchh theek rahega. Meri izzat gharwalo aur apni biwi, dono ke saamne reh jaayegi"
"Hmmmmm" Maine sochte hue kaha
"Please Bhaiyya" Vo mere ghutno ke paas haath jode betha tha. Use bhala kaisa mana karta main.
2 hafte baad main ek doosre shehar ke ek parental clinic mein betha tha. Mohit ne ye clinic khud chuna tha. Ek doosre shehar mein jahan hamen koi nahi jaanta tha.
Uske zid ke aage maine ghutne tek diye the.
Ab hona ye tha ke maine yahan aakar pehle apna sperm dekar chale jana tha. Phir Mohit Priya ke egg samples lekar yahan aayega, artificially dono ko concieve kiya jaayega aur phir uske baad Priya ke Uterus mein plant kar diya jaayega.
Is saare Plan ko Mohit ne bakhubi plan kiya tha aur agar thande dimag se socha jaaye toh plan sahi bhi tha. Bachcha apne ghar ka hi hoga, bahar ka nahi, uski apni biwi aur ghar walo ke saamne izzat reh jaayegi, uske married life bhi sahi rahegi yaani ke win win situation par is win win mein ek bahut badi baat ko vo nazar andaaz kar gaya tha.
Aur vo baat ye thi ke vo bachcha uska nahi mera hoga. Aur phir iske baad saari zindagi mujhe apna ek bachch uske ghar mein dekhna hoga aur chup rehna hoga. Kaun jaane aage chal kar ye baat kya badi problem ka roop le le.
Main abhi soch hi raha tha ke ek Nurse ne mera naam pukara.
"Mr. Sharma?"
"Yes" Main khada hota hua bola.
"Please come in" Usne mujhe ek Dr. ke cabin ki taraf andar jaane ka ishara kiya.
Kuchh hi der baad main ek Dr. ke saamne betha kuchh papers ko ulat pulat kar dekh raha tha.
"How is this even possible? It cant be. You have made a mistake"
"You can get a second opinion if you want Mr. Sharma but i am sure the result will be the same"
"No this is not right. It cant be" Main apni baat par ada hua tha.
"I am sorry" Dr. ne phir afsos bhara chehra banaya.
"Kabse?"
"Hamesha se. You were never capable of being a father. Aap kabhi baap ban hi nahi sakte the. Hamne aapke diye hue Sperm sample ko kai baar test kiya but ye kami aapke andar by birth hai"
Dr. aur bhi jaane kya kya keh raha tha. Vo mujhe ye batana chah raha tha ke apne bhai ki tarah main bhi kabhi baap banne ki kaabil hi nahi tha aur in saari baaton ke mujhe mujhe sirf apni biwi ka chehra apni aankhon ke aage ghoomta hua dikhai de raha tha.
Apni biwi ka chehra.
Aur apne 2 bachchon ka chehra. .......
THE END
26. THE OTHER HALF
UPDATE 3
Vo hamesha se aisa hi tha. Har cheez use perfect chahiye tha aur apne baare mein bhi har cheez perfect hi rakhta tha. Kuchh bhi aisa jo theek na lage badal diya jata tha. Koi aisi cheez jise galat kaha ja sake use hata diya jata tha. Kabhi koi aisi aadat nahi rahi log galat kahen. Vo hamesha se Mr. Perfect rehna chahta tha.
Dikhne mein khoobsurat, Gym mein banayi gaya kasa hua shareer, bachpan se school ka topper, phir college ka topper aur phir best mechanical engineer, vo tha bhi Mr. Perfect.
Aur phir kudrat ne ye mazak kiya. Mr. Perfect mein ek bahut badi kami daal di jisko vo chah kar bhi hata nahi pa raha tha. Aur ye baat use andar hi andar se khaaye ja rahi thi.
Ye bilkul aisa tha jaise kisi safayi pasand aadmi ke ghar ke safed marble par kaale rang ka bada sa dhabba laga diya jaaye jise vo chah kar bhi saaf na kar sake. Phir vahi hoga jo ho raha tha. Vo aadmi yahi koshish karta rahega ke marble se dhabba saaf kar de aur jab tak aisa karega nahi sukoon se bethega nahi. AUr agar dhabba na hata sake toh Marble badal dega.
Par koi kya kare agar Marble apna shareer hi ho toh.
"Kya hai tere dimag mein?" Maine puchha
"Plan ye hai. Main Priya ko ek test karane ke liye le jaoonga aur uska result ye aayega ke kami Priya mein hai. Vo maan nahi ban sakti" Mohit ne kaha.
Of course, vo Mr. Perfect tha. Kaisa apni biwi ke saamne ye bardasht karta ke usmein itni badi kami hai.
"Phir?" Maine puchha.
"Kami ye batayi jaayegi ke uske Uterus mein problem hai aur vo naturally conceive nahi kar pa rahi hai. Ilaaj ek hi hai, Artificial Insemination. Priya ko ye bataya jaayega ke mere Sperm aur uske eggs ko artificially conceive karke uske andar plant kar diya jaayega"
"Jabki Sperm kisi aur ka hoga" Maine baat poori kar di.
"Exactly. Priya saari zindagi yahi sochegi ke bachche ka baap main hi hoon. Hamara apna bachcha hai. Sab kuchh theek rahega. Meri izzat gharwalo aur apni biwi, dono ke saamne reh jaayegi"
"Hmmmmm" Maine sochte hue kaha
"Please Bhaiyya" Vo mere ghutno ke paas haath jode betha tha. Use bhala kaisa mana karta main.
2 hafte baad main ek doosre shehar ke ek parental clinic mein betha tha. Mohit ne ye clinic khud chuna tha. Ek doosre shehar mein jahan hamen koi nahi jaanta tha.
Uske zid ke aage maine ghutne tek diye the.
Ab hona ye tha ke maine yahan aakar pehle apna sperm dekar chale jana tha. Phir Mohit Priya ke egg samples lekar yahan aayega, artificially dono ko concieve kiya jaayega aur phir uske baad Priya ke Uterus mein plant kar diya jaayega.
Is saare Plan ko Mohit ne bakhubi plan kiya tha aur agar thande dimag se socha jaaye toh plan sahi bhi tha. Bachcha apne ghar ka hi hoga, bahar ka nahi, uski apni biwi aur ghar walo ke saamne izzat reh jaayegi, uske married life bhi sahi rahegi yaani ke win win situation par is win win mein ek bahut badi baat ko vo nazar andaaz kar gaya tha.
Aur vo baat ye thi ke vo bachcha uska nahi mera hoga. Aur phir iske baad saari zindagi mujhe apna ek bachch uske ghar mein dekhna hoga aur chup rehna hoga. Kaun jaane aage chal kar ye baat kya badi problem ka roop le le.
Main abhi soch hi raha tha ke ek Nurse ne mera naam pukara.
"Mr. Sharma?"
"Yes" Main khada hota hua bola.
"Please come in" Usne mujhe ek Dr. ke cabin ki taraf andar jaane ka ishara kiya.
Kuchh hi der baad main ek Dr. ke saamne betha kuchh papers ko ulat pulat kar dekh raha tha.
"How is this even possible? It cant be. You have made a mistake"
"You can get a second opinion if you want Mr. Sharma but i am sure the result will be the same"
"No this is not right. It cant be" Main apni baat par ada hua tha.
"I am sorry" Dr. ne phir afsos bhara chehra banaya.
"Kabse?"
"Hamesha se. You were never capable of being a father. Aap kabhi baap ban hi nahi sakte the. Hamne aapke diye hue Sperm sample ko kai baar test kiya but ye kami aapke andar by birth hai"
Dr. aur bhi jaane kya kya keh raha tha. Vo mujhe ye batana chah raha tha ke apne bhai ki tarah main bhi kabhi baap banne ki kaabil hi nahi tha aur in saari baaton ke mujhe mujhe sirf apni biwi ka chehra apni aankhon ke aage ghoomta hua dikhai de raha tha.
Apni biwi ka chehra.
Aur apne 2 bachchon ka chehra. .......
THE END
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27. HAFIZ KHUDA
UPDATE 1
Aur phir ek din jaise kisi ne keh diya "Lights Out"
Aur har taraf ek andehra sa chha gaya. Ek aisa andhera jiska koi aakhir na tha. Saari qaynat roshni se nikal kar ek kaale badal mein simat gayi, ek andha kuan ban gayi. Ek aisi gehri surang jiske chhor par koi roshni nahi thi.
Raat aur din ka farak simat kar sirf shor mein seemit ho gaya tha. Jab shor tha toh din tha, jab sannata tha toh raat thi. Jab aawaz thi toh mehfil thi, jab khamoshi thi toh tanhai thi.
Zindagi bhi ek ajeeb shay hai. Apne aap mein ek ajooba. Aur usse bhi badi ajeeb cheez hai is zindagi ke pehlu jo har jagah alag hote hain, har pal alag hote hain. Kabhi kabhi koshish ke baad bhi nahi badalte aur kabhi is qadar badalte hain ke kadam mila pana mushkil ho jata hai. Kabhi zindagi har pehlu ko apne saath rakhti hai aur kabhi kabhi zindagi ko pehlu ke saath hona padta hai.
Ek janwar ki zindagi ke shayad do hi pehlu hote hain. Pet bhar kar khana aur mausam aane par prajanan karna, apne qism ko aage badhana.
Toh sawal ye hai ke insaan ko janwar kyun kaha jata hai? Insaan ki zindagi mein sirf ye do pehlu kahan hote hain?
Paida hote hain toh pata hi nahi hota ke kya ho raha hai? Jab hosh aata hai toh zindagi ki bhaag daud shuru ho jaati hai. Ek aisi daud jo har pal, har din ek naya pehlu dikhati hai aur phir aakhri pehlu maut ka hota hai.
Vo bhi isi daud ka ek hissa tha aur maqsad bhi uska bhi vahi tha jo har bhaagne wale ka hota hai, daud jeetna.
Sabse aage nikal jana. Pehla number lekar sabko pichhe chhod dena. Vahan jakar khade hona jahan sab use izzat bhari nazar se dekhen, jahan vo apni har zaroorat ko chutki mein poora kar sake. Jahan use jeb mein haath daalte hue ye na sochna pade ke kitne paise bache hain, jahan use menu card dekh kar sabse sasti dish na dhhondhni pade, jahan use cheez kharidne se pehle price tag na dekhna pade. Kuchh lene ke liye pasand hi ek shart ho aur keemat apna vajood kho de.
Aur kuchh waqt pehle tak vo is daud mein aage hi toh chal raha tha. School mein topper, har subject mein sabse behtar, sports mein awwal. Zindagi ka sirf ek hi maqsad tha. Apne aapko gareebi ki galiyon se nikal kar ameeri ke mohalle tak pahunchana. Aur is maqsad ko haasil karne ke liye vo sab kuchh qurbaan karne ko taiyyar tha, aur kiya bhi tha.
Jab bachpan mein bachche khelne ke liye bahana dhoondhte hain, kitaabon se bachkar nikalte haain, us umar mein uski duniya school bag ke andar thi. Har teacher ka vo pasandeeda student tha kyunki vo kabhi school se chhutti nahi leta tha, koi period bunk nahi karta tha. College mein vo har ladke ladki ka idol tha. Har koi yahi samajhta tha ke sabse bright future usi ka hone wala tha.
Kisi ko kya khabar thi ke uske future ki brightness sirf college ke deewaron tak hi seemit ho gayi thi.
Final year pass out karne ke kuchh din baad hi ek din jab vo apni bike par ghar se nikla toh sidha hospital ke bistar par aakar gira.
Uske bade bhai ne bataya ke vo 2 hafte se coma mein raha tha. Sar par bahut gehri chot thi jiski vajah se vo behoshi se bahar nahi aa pa raha tha aur jab aaya toh duniya andheri ho chuki thi. Aankh khuli toh sahi par kuchh dikhai nahi diya.
Aur zindagi ke drama director ne keh diya "Lights Out".
Bhagwan mein uska bahut gehra vishwas tha. Mandir se masjid tha, church se gurudware tak, har jagah vo maatha tika kar aaya tha. Langar mein sewa mein hamesha haath batata, mandir mein ek din safai ka zimma uske sar tha, masjid mein har friday namaz ki line mein khada ho jata aur Sunday ko church. Ye uska schedule tha jo kabhi miss nahi hota tha.
Aur use yakeen bhi tha ke bhagwan uski mehnat ka sila use de raha tha. Mauka bhagwan use deta tha aur apni mehnat se us mauke ko nateeje mein vo badal leta tha.
Par ab sab badal gaya tha. Bhagwan mein jo kabhi vishwas tha vo ab sirf shikayat mein badal kar reh gaya tha.
Jab kabhi tanha hota toh yahi sochta ke aakhir usne kisi ka kya bigada tha jo use ye saza mili. Kahan galti hui jiska jurmana use apni aankho ki roshni se bharna pada. Kal tak jo kabhi doosro ka sahara banta tha, aaj kyun use bathroom tak jaane ke liye bhi kisi ka haath pakadna padta tha.
Aur akele mein vo roya bhi bahut. Kabhi apni kismat par toh kabhi bhagwan ki na-insafi par. Shikayat bhi bahut thi. Kabhi khud se, kabhi zindagi se aur kabhi uperwale se par badla kuchh bhi nahi. Thak haar kar ek baar use phir zindagi se samjhauta karna pada par is baat us samjhaute mein bhagwan jaise shabd ko usne hata diya tha.
Agar ab zindagi bhar bina kuchh dekhe use khud hi ladna tha toh kaahe ka bhagwan. Uske khuda ko hi khuda haafiz keh diya tha.....
27. HAFIZ KHUDA
UPDATE 1
Aur phir ek din jaise kisi ne keh diya "Lights Out"
Aur har taraf ek andehra sa chha gaya. Ek aisa andhera jiska koi aakhir na tha. Saari qaynat roshni se nikal kar ek kaale badal mein simat gayi, ek andha kuan ban gayi. Ek aisi gehri surang jiske chhor par koi roshni nahi thi.
Raat aur din ka farak simat kar sirf shor mein seemit ho gaya tha. Jab shor tha toh din tha, jab sannata tha toh raat thi. Jab aawaz thi toh mehfil thi, jab khamoshi thi toh tanhai thi.
Zindagi bhi ek ajeeb shay hai. Apne aap mein ek ajooba. Aur usse bhi badi ajeeb cheez hai is zindagi ke pehlu jo har jagah alag hote hain, har pal alag hote hain. Kabhi kabhi koshish ke baad bhi nahi badalte aur kabhi is qadar badalte hain ke kadam mila pana mushkil ho jata hai. Kabhi zindagi har pehlu ko apne saath rakhti hai aur kabhi kabhi zindagi ko pehlu ke saath hona padta hai.
Ek janwar ki zindagi ke shayad do hi pehlu hote hain. Pet bhar kar khana aur mausam aane par prajanan karna, apne qism ko aage badhana.
Toh sawal ye hai ke insaan ko janwar kyun kaha jata hai? Insaan ki zindagi mein sirf ye do pehlu kahan hote hain?
Paida hote hain toh pata hi nahi hota ke kya ho raha hai? Jab hosh aata hai toh zindagi ki bhaag daud shuru ho jaati hai. Ek aisi daud jo har pal, har din ek naya pehlu dikhati hai aur phir aakhri pehlu maut ka hota hai.
Vo bhi isi daud ka ek hissa tha aur maqsad bhi uska bhi vahi tha jo har bhaagne wale ka hota hai, daud jeetna.
Sabse aage nikal jana. Pehla number lekar sabko pichhe chhod dena. Vahan jakar khade hona jahan sab use izzat bhari nazar se dekhen, jahan vo apni har zaroorat ko chutki mein poora kar sake. Jahan use jeb mein haath daalte hue ye na sochna pade ke kitne paise bache hain, jahan use menu card dekh kar sabse sasti dish na dhhondhni pade, jahan use cheez kharidne se pehle price tag na dekhna pade. Kuchh lene ke liye pasand hi ek shart ho aur keemat apna vajood kho de.
Aur kuchh waqt pehle tak vo is daud mein aage hi toh chal raha tha. School mein topper, har subject mein sabse behtar, sports mein awwal. Zindagi ka sirf ek hi maqsad tha. Apne aapko gareebi ki galiyon se nikal kar ameeri ke mohalle tak pahunchana. Aur is maqsad ko haasil karne ke liye vo sab kuchh qurbaan karne ko taiyyar tha, aur kiya bhi tha.
Jab bachpan mein bachche khelne ke liye bahana dhoondhte hain, kitaabon se bachkar nikalte haain, us umar mein uski duniya school bag ke andar thi. Har teacher ka vo pasandeeda student tha kyunki vo kabhi school se chhutti nahi leta tha, koi period bunk nahi karta tha. College mein vo har ladke ladki ka idol tha. Har koi yahi samajhta tha ke sabse bright future usi ka hone wala tha.
Kisi ko kya khabar thi ke uske future ki brightness sirf college ke deewaron tak hi seemit ho gayi thi.
Final year pass out karne ke kuchh din baad hi ek din jab vo apni bike par ghar se nikla toh sidha hospital ke bistar par aakar gira.
Uske bade bhai ne bataya ke vo 2 hafte se coma mein raha tha. Sar par bahut gehri chot thi jiski vajah se vo behoshi se bahar nahi aa pa raha tha aur jab aaya toh duniya andheri ho chuki thi. Aankh khuli toh sahi par kuchh dikhai nahi diya.
Aur zindagi ke drama director ne keh diya "Lights Out".
Bhagwan mein uska bahut gehra vishwas tha. Mandir se masjid tha, church se gurudware tak, har jagah vo maatha tika kar aaya tha. Langar mein sewa mein hamesha haath batata, mandir mein ek din safai ka zimma uske sar tha, masjid mein har friday namaz ki line mein khada ho jata aur Sunday ko church. Ye uska schedule tha jo kabhi miss nahi hota tha.
Aur use yakeen bhi tha ke bhagwan uski mehnat ka sila use de raha tha. Mauka bhagwan use deta tha aur apni mehnat se us mauke ko nateeje mein vo badal leta tha.
Par ab sab badal gaya tha. Bhagwan mein jo kabhi vishwas tha vo ab sirf shikayat mein badal kar reh gaya tha.
Jab kabhi tanha hota toh yahi sochta ke aakhir usne kisi ka kya bigada tha jo use ye saza mili. Kahan galti hui jiska jurmana use apni aankho ki roshni se bharna pada. Kal tak jo kabhi doosro ka sahara banta tha, aaj kyun use bathroom tak jaane ke liye bhi kisi ka haath pakadna padta tha.
Aur akele mein vo roya bhi bahut. Kabhi apni kismat par toh kabhi bhagwan ki na-insafi par. Shikayat bhi bahut thi. Kabhi khud se, kabhi zindagi se aur kabhi uperwale se par badla kuchh bhi nahi. Thak haar kar ek baar use phir zindagi se samjhauta karna pada par is baat us samjhaute mein bhagwan jaise shabd ko usne hata diya tha.
Agar ab zindagi bhar bina kuchh dekhe use khud hi ladna tha toh kaahe ka bhagwan. Uske khuda ko hi khuda haafiz keh diya tha.....
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27. HAFIZ KHUDA
UPDATE 2
"Are you ready?" Bade bhai ki aawaz se uska dhyaan toota.
"Does it matter or do i have an option?" Usne sawal ka jawab sawal se hi diya.
"Come, lets go" Bade bhai ne uski baat ka jawab diye bina uska haath thaam kar use khada kiya aur haath mein ek chhadi thama di.
"New one?" Usne chhadi ke handle se andaza lagata hua kaha.
"Yeah, its a bit longer than the older one. Should be able to get you a little more clearance on your path"
"Its funny" Usne haste hue kaha
"What is?"
"Nothing, never mind. Chaliye"
Bhai ke haath ka sahar lekar vo aage badh aur apne flat se bahar nikla.
Pichhle 2 mahino se uska zydatar waqt yahi andaza lagate hue nikla tha ke ghar ke kaun si cheez kahan tha.
Pehle jo vo har cheez yun hi bedhyani se phenk diya karta tha, ab dhyaan se andaze ke saath rakhni padti thi aur us jagah ko yaad rakhna padta tha taaki agli baar aasani se mil jaaye. Ab har cheez ki ek jagah ban gayi thi aur agar vo cheez apni jagah par nahi thi toh uska hona na hona ek hi baat ho gayi thi kyunki phir use dhonndhne ke liye use kisi aur ka intezaar karna padta tha.
Aur jo ek cheez aur badli thi vo thi uski chaal. Pehle har kadam apni marzi se hota tha. Kabhi tez toh kabhi dheere, kabhi sust toh kabhi chust, kabhi chehel-kadmi toh kabhi bhaag daud par ab chaal ekdam sidhi ho gayi thi bilkul kisi circus ke janwar ki tarah. Bilkul us nat ki tarah jo rassi par chalte hain. Har kadam napa tula
hota tha. Na zyada bada aur na zyada chhota kyun ab uske aur duniya ke har cheez ka fasla un kadmon mein aa gaya tha.
Uske kamre se Flat ka darwaza aur flat ke darwaze se lift ke darwaze tak aur balki har cheez ki doori kadamon ki ginti mein thi. Zara bade ya zara chhote kadam liye toh sab gadbad.
Usne bhai ne uska admission ek "School for Blinds" mein kara diya tha taaki vo Brel lipi mein likhna padhan seekh sake.
"Kitna time lagega ismein?"
"Depend karta hai ke tum kitna jaldi seekhte ho" Vo apne bhai ka haath pakde sadak ke kinare khada tha.
Vo ek Bus ka intezaar kar rahe the.
"School ki bus daily yahan aati hai. Vo tumhein yahan se pick karegi aur daily yahin school ke baad chhod jaya karegi" Bhai ne bataya
"Ok"
Aur phir agle kuchh din yun hi beete. Uska bhai daily use school tak le jata aur phir daily school ke saamne milta aur ghar tak lata. Ghar se Bus Stand tak aur drop point se school tak ka raasta vo dheere dheere yaad kar raha tha. Kitne kadam par kya tha, kitne kadam ke baad rukna tha, kitne kadam par jakar mud jana tha vo dheere dheere yaad karta ja raha tha.
Uske ghar mein sirf vo aur uska bada bhai hi the. Maan baap kuchh arsa pehle guzar chuke the aur ek doosre ke siwa unka koi aur kareebi tha bhi nahi. Bada bhai ek company mein job karta tha. Kahin na kahin khud dil mein ye ehsaas usko hone laga tha ke saari zinadgi vo bhai ka yun haath pakde nahi ghoom sakta tha. Kabhi na kabhi use ye haath chhodna padega aur ek baar phir apne dam par zindagi mein aage badhna padega.
Par is koshish mein waqt zara zyada hi lag raha tha. Aur phir jab ek din Bhai ne use akele hi school jaane ko kaha toh jaise uska kaleja munh ko aa gaya.
"You will have to do it yaar. Main job karta hoon aur hamesha is tarah se leave nahi le sakta baar. Vo toh mere boss se meri achhi banti hai isliye itna gayab reh leta hoon varna kabka naukri se nikal diya jata"
Vo janta tha ke Bhai ki baat sahi thi isliye chah kar bhi shikayat nahi kar paya. Kahin ye ehsaas bhi tha ke dew sawer hi sahi par ye din bhi aana hi tha.
Aur us din usne phir kayi din baad raat bhar Bhagwan ko jee bharkar dosh diya. Shikayat ki ke uske saath aisa kyun hua aur kasam khaayi ke zindagi bhar vo kabhi unke aage sar nahi jhukayega.
Aur ye bhi jataya ke agar use kuchh ho gaya toh uska zimmedar bhi akela bhagwan hi hai.
27. HAFIZ KHUDA
UPDATE 2
"Are you ready?" Bade bhai ki aawaz se uska dhyaan toota.
"Does it matter or do i have an option?" Usne sawal ka jawab sawal se hi diya.
"Come, lets go" Bade bhai ne uski baat ka jawab diye bina uska haath thaam kar use khada kiya aur haath mein ek chhadi thama di.
"New one?" Usne chhadi ke handle se andaza lagata hua kaha.
"Yeah, its a bit longer than the older one. Should be able to get you a little more clearance on your path"
"Its funny" Usne haste hue kaha
"What is?"
"Nothing, never mind. Chaliye"
Bhai ke haath ka sahar lekar vo aage badh aur apne flat se bahar nikla.
Pichhle 2 mahino se uska zydatar waqt yahi andaza lagate hue nikla tha ke ghar ke kaun si cheez kahan tha.
Pehle jo vo har cheez yun hi bedhyani se phenk diya karta tha, ab dhyaan se andaze ke saath rakhni padti thi aur us jagah ko yaad rakhna padta tha taaki agli baar aasani se mil jaaye. Ab har cheez ki ek jagah ban gayi thi aur agar vo cheez apni jagah par nahi thi toh uska hona na hona ek hi baat ho gayi thi kyunki phir use dhonndhne ke liye use kisi aur ka intezaar karna padta tha.
Aur jo ek cheez aur badli thi vo thi uski chaal. Pehle har kadam apni marzi se hota tha. Kabhi tez toh kabhi dheere, kabhi sust toh kabhi chust, kabhi chehel-kadmi toh kabhi bhaag daud par ab chaal ekdam sidhi ho gayi thi bilkul kisi circus ke janwar ki tarah. Bilkul us nat ki tarah jo rassi par chalte hain. Har kadam napa tula
hota tha. Na zyada bada aur na zyada chhota kyun ab uske aur duniya ke har cheez ka fasla un kadmon mein aa gaya tha.
Uske kamre se Flat ka darwaza aur flat ke darwaze se lift ke darwaze tak aur balki har cheez ki doori kadamon ki ginti mein thi. Zara bade ya zara chhote kadam liye toh sab gadbad.
Usne bhai ne uska admission ek "School for Blinds" mein kara diya tha taaki vo Brel lipi mein likhna padhan seekh sake.
"Kitna time lagega ismein?"
"Depend karta hai ke tum kitna jaldi seekhte ho" Vo apne bhai ka haath pakde sadak ke kinare khada tha.
Vo ek Bus ka intezaar kar rahe the.
"School ki bus daily yahan aati hai. Vo tumhein yahan se pick karegi aur daily yahin school ke baad chhod jaya karegi" Bhai ne bataya
"Ok"
Aur phir agle kuchh din yun hi beete. Uska bhai daily use school tak le jata aur phir daily school ke saamne milta aur ghar tak lata. Ghar se Bus Stand tak aur drop point se school tak ka raasta vo dheere dheere yaad kar raha tha. Kitne kadam par kya tha, kitne kadam ke baad rukna tha, kitne kadam par jakar mud jana tha vo dheere dheere yaad karta ja raha tha.
Uske ghar mein sirf vo aur uska bada bhai hi the. Maan baap kuchh arsa pehle guzar chuke the aur ek doosre ke siwa unka koi aur kareebi tha bhi nahi. Bada bhai ek company mein job karta tha. Kahin na kahin khud dil mein ye ehsaas usko hone laga tha ke saari zinadgi vo bhai ka yun haath pakde nahi ghoom sakta tha. Kabhi na kabhi use ye haath chhodna padega aur ek baar phir apne dam par zindagi mein aage badhna padega.
Par is koshish mein waqt zara zyada hi lag raha tha. Aur phir jab ek din Bhai ne use akele hi school jaane ko kaha toh jaise uska kaleja munh ko aa gaya.
"You will have to do it yaar. Main job karta hoon aur hamesha is tarah se leave nahi le sakta baar. Vo toh mere boss se meri achhi banti hai isliye itna gayab reh leta hoon varna kabka naukri se nikal diya jata"
Vo janta tha ke Bhai ki baat sahi thi isliye chah kar bhi shikayat nahi kar paya. Kahin ye ehsaas bhi tha ke dew sawer hi sahi par ye din bhi aana hi tha.
Aur us din usne phir kayi din baad raat bhar Bhagwan ko jee bharkar dosh diya. Shikayat ki ke uske saath aisa kyun hua aur kasam khaayi ke zindagi bhar vo kabhi unke aage sar nahi jhukayega.
Aur ye bhi jataya ke agar use kuchh ho gaya toh uska zimmedar bhi akela bhagwan hi hai.
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27. HAFIZ KHUDA
UPDATE 3
Us din uski bus chhoot gayi. Pehli baar Ghar se akele nikal kar bus stand se aate aate use itna waqt lag gaya ke Bus aakar chali hi gayi.
Kaafi der tak to vo yahi sochta raha ke kahin vo galat jagah par toh nahi aakar khada ho gaya. Ho sakta hai usne kahin koi galar mod le liya ho ya shayad kadam zyada bade ya zyada chhote ho gaye hon. Jab kuchh samajh nahi aaya toh usne pukaar kar paas se guzarte hue kisi insaan se puchha.
"Excuse me, Is anyone around?"
"Excuse me, koi hai paas mein?"
Do teen baar pukarne ke baad aawaz aayi.
"Kahiye?"
"Ye Meghna Tower ke saamne wali jagah hi hai na?"
"Ji haan wahi hai"
"Ok thank you" Usne jawab diya.
Yaani vo aaya toh sahi tha par bahut dheere aaya tha aur Bus chhut gayi thi.
Agle din vo ghar se zara jaldi nikla taaki dheere bhi chale toh waqt par pahunch jaaye. Aur hua bhi yahi. Vo waqt se kaafi pehle pahunch gaya. Kaafi der khade reh kar jab use aisa lagne hi laga tha ke Bus chhut gayi hai tabhi use Bus ke conductor ki aawaz aayi.
"Andar aa jaaiye"
Vo bus ka andaza laga hi raha tha ke kisi ne sahara dekar use Bus ka darwaze tak pahunchaya. Vo andar chadha aur chhadi se saamne ki jagah ka andaza lagate hue aage badha. Haath rakh rakh kar usne ek khaali seat dhoondhi aur aaram se jakar beth gaya.
Aur zindagi ek baar phir ek dharre par chal padi. Vo school tak jata, vaapis aata aur sara din ghar betha ya toh gaane sunta ya TV chala kar aawaz sunte hue programme ka andaza lagata. Kabhi tezi ke saath bhaagti zindagi ab bahut dheemi ho gayi thi. Par ab vo dheere dheere is zindagi mein adjust karne laga tha.
Yun hi dheere dheere 3 mahine aur guzar gaye aur cheezen jo kabhi mushkil hoti thi aur thodi aasan ho chali thi. Vo aasani ke saath apne Flat se nikal lift lete hue neeche tak aa jata aur Building compound ke paas bani dukaan se zaroorat ki cheezen le aata.
Haan bhagwan ko ab tak usne ab bhi apni nayi duniya se bahar hi rakha hua tha.
"Bahut kismet wale ho dost"
Ek din vo neeche dukaan par khada kuchh saman khareed raha tha ke side se ek aawaz aayi. Aawaz jaani pehchani thi.
"Kaun?"Usne palat kar puchha
"Main hoon Dost. Ab tak aawaz nahi pehchani?"
Aur use yaad aa gaya. Ye uski bus ke conductor ki aawaz thi.
"Aap yahan kaise?" Usne muskurate hue puchha.
"Yahin se guzar raha tha toh ek cigarette lene ke liye ruk gaya tha. Aaj school ki chhutti hai toh socha ke kuch kaam hi nipta loon" Conductor ne jawab diya.
"Haan sahi hai" Usne haste hue jawab diya "Aur mujhe dekh kar aapko kahan se lagta hai ke main kismat wala hoon?"
"Ho dost, khush naseeb ho" Conductor ne jawab diya "Bhagwan ne ek aankhon ka sahar le liya toh kya hua, doosra sahara bhi toh de diya na tumhein?"
"Doosra sahara?" Uski samajh nahi aaya.
"Haan vo Madam jo aapke saath rehti hain"
Uski kuchh samajh nahi aaya. Kaun si madam?
"Mere saath kaun rehti hai?" Usne na samajhte hue puchha.
"Vo ladki jo aapke saath bus mein aati hai. Daily aapka haath pakad kar aapko bus mein chadhati hai" Conductor ne jawab diya.
"Main toh akela hi aata hoon. Mere saath kaun ladki hoti hai? Mujhe laga haath pakadke bus mein tum chadhate ho"
"Kyun mazak karte hain. Main toh bus mein betha rehta hoon. Pehle aapke bhai aapke saath aate the aur unke baad hamesha se vo ladki aapke saath yahin se chadhti hai" Conductor ne phir kaha.
"Main akela chadhta hoon yahan se" Usne phir kaha "Ghar se akela hi aata hoon aur akela hi jata hoon. Meri zindagi mein toh koi ladki hai hi nahi. Maan meri mar chuki hai aur behen hai nahi. Bas main aur mera bhai hain aur ham mein se kisi ki shaadi nahi ho rakhi"
"Kamal hain. Vo toh kehti thi ke vo aapke saath hi hai"
"Kaun kehti thi?" Usne phir sawal kiya.
"Jabse aapke bhai ne aana band kiya hai sir tabse aapke saath yahan se ek ladki chadhti hai. Aapko sahara dekar bus mein chadhati hai aur aapki seat ke paas khadi rehti hai. Phir aapke saath hi utarti hai, aapke saath saath school tak chalti hai, gaadiyon ko rukne ka ishara karti hai, aapko school ke gate tak mehfooz pahunchati hai aur phir vaapsi mein phir school ke gate se lekar aapke ghar tak aapke saath rehti hai. Par haan usko maine kabhi aapse bolte nahi suna"
Conductor kahe ja raha tha aur uski samajh mein kuchh nahi aa raha tha. ....
THE END
27. HAFIZ KHUDA
UPDATE 3
Us din uski bus chhoot gayi. Pehli baar Ghar se akele nikal kar bus stand se aate aate use itna waqt lag gaya ke Bus aakar chali hi gayi.
Kaafi der tak to vo yahi sochta raha ke kahin vo galat jagah par toh nahi aakar khada ho gaya. Ho sakta hai usne kahin koi galar mod le liya ho ya shayad kadam zyada bade ya zyada chhote ho gaye hon. Jab kuchh samajh nahi aaya toh usne pukaar kar paas se guzarte hue kisi insaan se puchha.
"Excuse me, Is anyone around?"
"Excuse me, koi hai paas mein?"
Do teen baar pukarne ke baad aawaz aayi.
"Kahiye?"
"Ye Meghna Tower ke saamne wali jagah hi hai na?"
"Ji haan wahi hai"
"Ok thank you" Usne jawab diya.
Yaani vo aaya toh sahi tha par bahut dheere aaya tha aur Bus chhut gayi thi.
Agle din vo ghar se zara jaldi nikla taaki dheere bhi chale toh waqt par pahunch jaaye. Aur hua bhi yahi. Vo waqt se kaafi pehle pahunch gaya. Kaafi der khade reh kar jab use aisa lagne hi laga tha ke Bus chhut gayi hai tabhi use Bus ke conductor ki aawaz aayi.
"Andar aa jaaiye"
Vo bus ka andaza laga hi raha tha ke kisi ne sahara dekar use Bus ka darwaze tak pahunchaya. Vo andar chadha aur chhadi se saamne ki jagah ka andaza lagate hue aage badha. Haath rakh rakh kar usne ek khaali seat dhoondhi aur aaram se jakar beth gaya.
Aur zindagi ek baar phir ek dharre par chal padi. Vo school tak jata, vaapis aata aur sara din ghar betha ya toh gaane sunta ya TV chala kar aawaz sunte hue programme ka andaza lagata. Kabhi tezi ke saath bhaagti zindagi ab bahut dheemi ho gayi thi. Par ab vo dheere dheere is zindagi mein adjust karne laga tha.
Yun hi dheere dheere 3 mahine aur guzar gaye aur cheezen jo kabhi mushkil hoti thi aur thodi aasan ho chali thi. Vo aasani ke saath apne Flat se nikal lift lete hue neeche tak aa jata aur Building compound ke paas bani dukaan se zaroorat ki cheezen le aata.
Haan bhagwan ko ab tak usne ab bhi apni nayi duniya se bahar hi rakha hua tha.
"Bahut kismet wale ho dost"
Ek din vo neeche dukaan par khada kuchh saman khareed raha tha ke side se ek aawaz aayi. Aawaz jaani pehchani thi.
"Kaun?"Usne palat kar puchha
"Main hoon Dost. Ab tak aawaz nahi pehchani?"
Aur use yaad aa gaya. Ye uski bus ke conductor ki aawaz thi.
"Aap yahan kaise?" Usne muskurate hue puchha.
"Yahin se guzar raha tha toh ek cigarette lene ke liye ruk gaya tha. Aaj school ki chhutti hai toh socha ke kuch kaam hi nipta loon" Conductor ne jawab diya.
"Haan sahi hai" Usne haste hue jawab diya "Aur mujhe dekh kar aapko kahan se lagta hai ke main kismat wala hoon?"
"Ho dost, khush naseeb ho" Conductor ne jawab diya "Bhagwan ne ek aankhon ka sahar le liya toh kya hua, doosra sahara bhi toh de diya na tumhein?"
"Doosra sahara?" Uski samajh nahi aaya.
"Haan vo Madam jo aapke saath rehti hain"
Uski kuchh samajh nahi aaya. Kaun si madam?
"Mere saath kaun rehti hai?" Usne na samajhte hue puchha.
"Vo ladki jo aapke saath bus mein aati hai. Daily aapka haath pakad kar aapko bus mein chadhati hai" Conductor ne jawab diya.
"Main toh akela hi aata hoon. Mere saath kaun ladki hoti hai? Mujhe laga haath pakadke bus mein tum chadhate ho"
"Kyun mazak karte hain. Main toh bus mein betha rehta hoon. Pehle aapke bhai aapke saath aate the aur unke baad hamesha se vo ladki aapke saath yahin se chadhti hai" Conductor ne phir kaha.
"Main akela chadhta hoon yahan se" Usne phir kaha "Ghar se akela hi aata hoon aur akela hi jata hoon. Meri zindagi mein toh koi ladki hai hi nahi. Maan meri mar chuki hai aur behen hai nahi. Bas main aur mera bhai hain aur ham mein se kisi ki shaadi nahi ho rakhi"
"Kamal hain. Vo toh kehti thi ke vo aapke saath hi hai"
"Kaun kehti thi?" Usne phir sawal kiya.
"Jabse aapke bhai ne aana band kiya hai sir tabse aapke saath yahan se ek ladki chadhti hai. Aapko sahara dekar bus mein chadhati hai aur aapki seat ke paas khadi rehti hai. Phir aapke saath hi utarti hai, aapke saath saath school tak chalti hai, gaadiyon ko rukne ka ishara karti hai, aapko school ke gate tak mehfooz pahunchati hai aur phir vaapsi mein phir school ke gate se lekar aapke ghar tak aapke saath rehti hai. Par haan usko maine kabhi aapse bolte nahi suna"
Conductor kahe ja raha tha aur uski samajh mein kuchh nahi aa raha tha. ....
THE END
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