Chapter 9 - A Failed Marriage
"Aap kab aaoge Papa?" Us raat main apne bete se phone par baat kar raha tha toh usne mujhse puchha.
"Bahut jaldi aaoonga beta"
"Mere liye kya laoge?"
"Mere bete ko kya chahiye?"
"Mummy chahiye, mere sab doston ke paas Mummy hai, mere paas toh hai bhi nahi" Usne badi masoomiyat se kaha aur mujhe laga jaise ek pal ke liye mera kaleja phat padega.
Maan baap ke liye unke bachchon se badhkar duniya mein shayad aur kuchh nahi hota par jaane kyun kabhi kabhi zindagi ki is bhaag daud mein ek pati patni ek doosre se itna door ho jaate hain ke apne bachchon tak ka khyaal nahi rehta. Kyun kabhi kabhi dilon mein itni kadvahat bhar jaati hai ke masoom bachchon ki meethi baatein tak us zehar ko dil se nahi mita sakti. Kyun do aise log jinhone bade pyaar se kabhi ek nayi zindagi ki shurat ki thi ek doosre se itna alag ho jaate hain ke ek ghar mein rehkar bhi ajnabhi hote hain.
Aisa hi kuchh mere saath bhi meri shaadi shuda zindagi mein hua tha. Ek aisi khoobsurat aurat jise main apni jaan se zyada chahta tha, jise main kabhi bade pyaar se apni biwi bana kar apne ghar laya tha, jiske har naaz, har nakhre ko main apni palkon par rakhta tha kab mujhse itni door hoti chali gayi mujhse ehsaas hi nahi hua. Aaj agar sochta hoon ke galti kahan thi, kiski thi toh hazar koshish ke baad bhi is baat ka jawab nahi dhoondh pata.
Mujhe aaj bhi achhi tarah se vo din yaad hai. Us din ki har ghatna mere dil-o-dimag mein kisi movie ki tarah chhapi hui hai, kyunki vo pehla din tha jab mere aur Renuka ke rishte mein darar padi thi.
Main ek mall ke bahar khada Kamini ka wait kar raha tha. Use kuchh shopping karni thi aur meri maan ne zabardasti mujhe uske saath chalta kar diya tha. Kamini hamesha mere ghar ka hissa rahi. Bhale hi mere maan ke baap ki marzi ke mutaabik maine usse shaadi nahi ki par kabhi usko apne se door samjha bhi nahi. Vo hamesha meri achhi dost rahi aur yahi vajah thi ke us din main uske saath shopping ke liye bhi chala aaya tha.
Uska wait karte karte main gaadi mein betha bore ho raha tha toh Renuka ko phone mila diya.
"Hey Sweet, shopping ho gayi?" Usne mujhse sawal kiya.
"Arrey nahi abhi kahan. Kamini aayi hi nahi abhi tak. Us manhoos ka wait hi kar raha hoon filhal toh"
"Vo aisi hi hai. Pehlo ghanto wait karati hai aur phir ghanto lagati hai shopping karne mein"
"Isliye toh main tumhein keh raha tha ke please uske saath chali jao"
"Yeah right taaki tumhari jagah main phas jaoon?" Vo haste hue boli "Uske saath shopping jaane se toh janab meri tauba"
Shuruat ke kuchh dino mein Kamini aur Renuka ek doosre ko pasand nahi karte the aur shayad aisa karne ka unke paas ek valid reason bhi tha. Vo dono ek hi ladke se pyaar karti thi, be-intehaan. Kamini ko Renuka ka yun meri zindagi mein daakhil hona pasand nahi aaya tha aur is baat ko lekar vo kaafi din mujhse bhi naraz nahi rahi thi. Aur kyun pasand aata bhala, Renuka usse us ladke ko chheen le gayi thi jise Kamini bachpan se chahti thi, jisse vo shaadi karna chahti thi.
Aisa hi haal Renuka ki taraf bhi tha. Use maine Kamini ke baare mein sab bata diya tha toh usko hamesha khatra laga rehta tha ke Kamini kahin mujhse usse na chheen le.
Dono ke beech mujhe lekar ek cold war si chalti rehti thi jo meri shaadi tak qayam rahi par jab Renuka shaadi ke baad mere ghar aa gayi toh cheezen dheere dheere badalne lagi. Kamini ka mere ghar bahut aana jana tha jiski vajah se shaadi ke baad use Renuka se bhi milna padta tha aur dheere dheere dono ne ek doosre ko accept kar liya. Yahan tak ke dono mein khaasi dosti ho gayi aur aksar shopping ke liye vo saath hi jaane lagi.
"Achha suno i got to go, baad mein baat karti hoon aapse" Phone ke doosre chhor se Renuka ki aawaz aayi.
"Kahan ho abhi?"
"Office mein hi hoon, filhal ek bahut zaroori conference hai uske liye jana hai. Presentation maine hi deni hai"
"Chaliye theek hai, all the best for your presentation. Luv you"
"Love you too, bye" Kehkar usne phone rakh diya.
Peshe se Renuka ek vakeel thi aur criminal law practice karti thi. Usne Delhi ki ek bahut hi mash-hoor law firm join kar li aur aksar din bhar kaam mein uljhe rehna ya shaam ko der se ghar aana ek aam baat thi.
Renuka se phone karke maine Kamini ka number milaya.
"Kahan hai yaar?"
"Bas pahunch gayi, 10 min aur"
"Aadha ghanta ho gaya mujhe yahan khade khade"
"Bas aa gayi, Traffic mein phasi hui hoon"
Usse baat karke maine phone rakha hi tha ke meri gaadi se kuchh door ek gaadi aakar ruki. Driver seat ka darwaza khula, ek aadmi bahar nikla aur agle hi pal passenger seat ka darwaza khol kar meri biwi us gaadi se bahar nikli. Vo biwi jisne abhi 2 minute pehle mujhse phone par jhooth bola tha ke vo shehar ke doosre kone mein apne office mein hai aur ek meeting mein presentation dene ja rahi hai.
Ek pal ke liye toh mujhe apni nazron par yakeen nahi hua, laga ke shayad dhokha hua hai. Par agle hi pal mehsoos bhi ho gaya ke koi dhokha nahi tha, mere saamne meri biwi hi khadi thi.
Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ke kaise react karun. Renuka ke saath vo ladka kaun tha ispar toh mera dhyaan gaya hi nahi, aur sach kahun toh maine ye tak nahi socha ke uske saath koi ladka hai, kaun aur kyun toh bahut door ki baat thi. Renuka se main be-intehaan mohabbat karta tha, khud se zyada bharosa tha uspar isliye ye khyaal toh mujhe chhu kar bhi nahi guzra ke vo mujhe dhokha de rahi hai. Hairat sirf is baat par ho rahi thi ke abhi 2 min pehle usne mujhse jhooth kyun bola tha.
Un dono ne gaadi lock ki aur Mall ke andar ki taraf badh chale. Main bhi apni gaadi se bahar nikla aur vahin khade khade cell nikal kar phir Renuka ka number dial kiya. Cell ki ghanti baji toh vo Mall ke gate ke paas ruk gayi aur bag se cell nikal kar meri call dekhi. Agle hi pal uske chehre ke bhaav badal gaye.
Hadbadhat mein usne apna cell us ladke ko dikhaya aur phir dono na jaane kya baat karne lage. Zahir baat thi ke vo yahan meri call receive nahi kar sakti kyunki uske jhooth ke hisaab se use ek conference room ke andar hona chahiye, kisi mall ke saamne nahi jahan phone par mujhe shor aur gaadiyon ki aawaz saaf sunai deti.
Vo ladka use kuchh keh raha tha aur Renuka ek haath se apna sar pakde cell ki taraf dekh rahi thi. Aur phir kuchh soch kar usne meri call disconnect kar di aur cell mein kuchh type karne lagi. Mera andaza tha ke vo koi message type kar rahi hai aur andaza sahi nikla. Kuchh seconds baad mere cell par uska message aaya.
"In a meeting. Cant talk. Will call you later"
Maine jawab diya.
"Something urgent, need to talk for a min"
Mera message uske paas pahuncha toh uske chehre ki pareshani aur badh gayi. Usne phir cell ladko ko dikhaya, shayad mera message padha rahi thi, aur jawab type karne lagi.
"Cant step out. Sorry"
Maine message padha aur is baar mera gussa jaise aasman chhu gaya. Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ke vo mujhse jhooth kyun bol rahi hai. Maine ek baar phir uska number milaya par is baar cell switched off mila. Usne apna phone band karke bag mein rakha aur dono Mall mein daakhil ho gaye.
Main kuchh der vahan yun hi sakte mein khada dekhta raha. Kya sochun, kya karun kuchh samajh nahi aa raha tha. Meri aankhon ke theek saamne meri biwi jispar main jaan chhidakta tha kisi aur ke saath thi aur mujhse saaf jhooth bol rahi thi.
Kuchh der baad apni gaadi ke lock check kar main bhi unke pichhe pichhe mall mein aa gaya. Gate se andar aane ke baad main chaaron taraf dekha par vo dono mujhe kahin dikhai nahi diye. Main soch hi raha tha ke kis taraf jaoon ke mera phone phir baja. Call Kamini ki thi.
"Main pahunch gayi, tumhari gaadi ke paas khadi hoon bahar. Tum kahan ho?"
"Tu ruk vahin, main abhi aaya bas"
Kehkar maine call disconnect kar di aur andaaze se ek aur badh chala. Nazar meri chaaron taraf unko hi dhoondh rahi thi. Koi 10 min bhatakne ke baad mera phone phir baja. Call phir Kamini ki hi thi.
"Arrey aa raha hoon yaar, ruk thodi der. Besabri kyun ho rahi hai"
"Policewale khade hain yahan tumhari gaadi ke paas"
"Policewale?"
"Haan. Main road par No Parking mein gaadi chhod gaye ho tum. Kam se kam Mall ki parking mein toh laga dete"
Mujhe yaad aaya ke main road par hi gaadi rok kar Kamini ka intezaar kar raha tha aur phir jaldbaazi mein vahin gaadi khadi chhod aaya tha.
"Tu sambhal, main aaya bas abhi"
Ye Mall kaafi bada tha aur agle aadhe ghante tak main usmein yun hi bhatakta raha par Renuka aur vo ladka mujhe phir dikhai nahi diye. Mall ki har shop, har restaurant mein maine jhaank kar dekha par vo dono kahin dikhai nahi diye. Kayi baar Renuka ka number try kiya par phone band hi mila. Thak haar kar main phir Mall se bahar aaya. Kamini meri gaadi ke paas khadi thi.
"Ye lo" Main gaadi ke paas aaya toh usne mere haath mein ek paper ka tukda thama diya.
"Kya hai ye?"
"No Parking mein gaadi khadi karne ka chalan jo mujhe bharna pada. The kahan tum aur meri call bhi receive nahi kar rahe the?"
Maine uski baat ko ansuna kar us ladki ki gaadi ki taraf dekha. Vo vahan se ja chuki thi.
"Yahan ek white color ki car khadi thi"
"Kahan"
"Vo vahan, us laal wali gaadi ke saath" Maine Mall ki parking mein khadi ek laal gaadi ki taraf ishara kiya.
"I dunno, why?"
"Tune jaate dekhi?"
"I dont think so. 15 min se toh vo policewale hi mera dimag kha rahe the, dhyaan nahi diya maine"
"Jab tu aayi tab thi yahan?"
"Kya gaadi?"
"Haan"
"I dont know yaar, dhyaan nahi diya maine. Itni gaadiyan khadi hai yahan par. Kiski gaadi thi?"
Maine uski baat ko phir ansuna kar diya.
"Chal chalen?"
"Kahan?"
"Ghar"
"Meri shopping?"
"Phir kabhi kar lenge yaar, abhi chal"
"Par kyun, kya hua? Kiski gaadi thi vo" Vo kehti reh gayi aur main gaadi ka darwaza khol kar andar ja betha. Cell nikal kar Renuka ka number milaya, phone ab bhi band tha.
"Kise phone kar rahe ho? Hua kya hai?" Kamini jhunjhlati hui mere saath gaadi mein aa bethi.